#So hopefully tomorrow I’ll get lots of writing done 💕

[leatherforhell]

it’s Friday, y’all, we’re almost there

[crossbackpoke-check]

15 questions + 15 friends (tagged by my beloveds @whitenikes & @acheronist 🥰💕 thank you thank you!!)

1. Are you named after anyone?

technically yes… i’m named after a character in a book but my mom has never been able to remember what book 🫡

2. When was the last time you cried?

i don’t usually log frequent crier miles but i definitely cried in december (??) watching the music video for “amelia” for a variety of reasons

3. Do you have kids?

nope! i do refer to my students as my kids sometimes on accident and have freaked out more than one person by saying “my kids” lmao

4. What sports do you play/have played?

currently i play rugby, although i grew up playing a lot of sports—i did volleyball, basketball, track, and danced competitively (which is probably the sport i miss the most)

5. Do you use sarcasm?

me? using sarcasm? never :) here i usually don’t because it doesn’t come across the same over text and irl it’s usually just with people i’m comfortable with and know will get it

6. What is the first thing you notice about someone?

oooo outfit maybe? voice? context dependent for sure

7. What’s your eye color?

legally, hazel. illegally, whatever color the nearest person to me says that they are at the time

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings :)

9. Any talents?

(insert the quinn hughes 😬 on the bench reaction meme please i’m trying ok!!)

i can bake pretty decently! athletic if that’s a talent? i would love to learn how to do more artsy things (got a crochet kit & paint with watercolor sometimes)

10. Where were you born?

michigan 🧤<- not a mitten but i’d show you where i’m from on it if i could

11. What are your hobbies?

reading, although i never have as much time to read as i want to (send me book recs please)… i count sports as a hobby and i just got a really pretty new puzzle! also, obviously, hockey.

12. Do you have any pets?

yes!!! i have a canary and a society finch (orville and duncan), a hypo corn snake (apollo! he has hearts on his head!), and two cats (john watson and effie). in the future i’d love to have a dog again, since i just lost him this past summer

13. How tall are you?

moritz seider (5’3”)

14. Favorite subject in school?

real hot girls speak german 💅 it’s either that or biology but i feel like that’s little bit of a cop out

15. Dream job?

re: the cop out above, dream job is working as a veterinarian for a zoo! so it makes sense i love biology lol

tagging @songsandswords @kj-op @hiding-from-reality-56 @catboy-mahura and anyone else who’d like to and hasn’t done it already!!

[thelittolpinkstudent]

[4/30/2024]

hello, hello! happy last day of april! i have one week left until i finish school for the semester. i’m really aiming to push myself forward and finish the semester strong 💪

here’s what i’ve been doing recently:

✅ studying for my german quiz tomorrow

✅ finishing up my final guided readings

✅ revising my fiction writing pieces

✅ write feedback for others’ fiction pieces

and here’s what i still need to get done:

⬜️ anthropology study guide/studying

⬜️ revise my german script

⬜️ make my german presentation

⬜️ edit my fiction writing portfolio

⬜️ ballet self assessment

i’m so happy with my progress! i worked really hard last weekend to get to this point. tomorrow, i’m going to start on revising for german and creating my study guide for anthropology while i do my laundry. probably one of my last loads of the semester, which is a silly thing to get excited about, but i can’t help myself!

on friday, i have performance day for my ballet class, and then i have a performance on saturday for my tap club. then, monday begins finals! i have my anthropology exam, and hopefully, i’ll finish a majority of german work so i can relax tuesday and wednesday before my thursday presentation. i’ll also be packing friday and saturday, since my family is visiting this weekend and they’ll be able to take a lot home before i actually finish, and i’ll mainly just have the essentials with me during finals week.

it’s been so beautiful out, which has been making it a little hard to focus on work, but i’m ready to lock in! i believe in myself! and if you too are struggling with this final stretch, i believe in you too!

i’ve been really enjoying this playlist on spotify that i rediscovered recently called dreamy forest music. it’s so calming and nature-grounding, and it’s really helped me focus more while i’m working.

another good thing that happened was i won a round of bingo! i got a weighted sleep mask and a textured tumbler :) another another good thing was im getting off the waitlist for two classes in the fall! i got moved to position 1 on the waitlist for one that still has a few spots that were reserved but not taken and i got permission to overbook a class i’ve had my eye on since last fall. currently, i’m just waiting for further instruction from the registrar to register for the classes. they’re very busy now with a million other people and classes, so im trying to be patient 😌 i’m rubbing my lucky energies onto all of you in hopes that you all benefit 🍀

enjoy the ending of your semesters! you got this! have a great day! 💕

d-9 until end of freshman year

[1d1195]

Hi Sam!! It’s been such a busy week 😭 it’s only week 2 and I’m perishing lol but I’ve finally had some time to be on here!!

Anyways hot TA isn’t as hot as Harry obviously (especially when you put that pic 😩) lol but bestie he’s trying to kill me because he’s been wearing his shirt unbuttoned basically every class we’ve had so har this man comes in with his shirt like and it’s truly unfair!!

Whichever neighbors trope it was I hope it was good!!! Though I’m glad that you were able to get out the sickness pretty quickly and i genuinely hope you’re feeling better and getting the much deserved rest💕

Dolcezza Harry is probably up there with my fave Harry’s too! (Realistically I’ll never be able to choose one fave lol) and your writing in general gives rom com vibes and i absolutely love it!! Now omg that traditional extra you posted bestie omg LOVED!!! It’s always so nice to see the MC interact with Louis and Niall, the vibes are always just so good when we get to read that! BUT OMG NIALL KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING UNDER THAT DESK BESTIE I WOULD CRY😭 anyways love when we get to see a nice comforting side from Harry!! And omg she got a promotion!!! A win for her honestly! Ahh it was so lovely to read about these two again! So good as always bestie!!

I’m so sorry that you had a rough start to the week :( and I’m sorry that you just had a rough day overall, sometimes it can be hard to overcome those feelings of “ inadequacy”. I’m sure that whatever may have happened, your students absolutely still cherish all that you do for them!! I hope this past week didn’t end up being lame! Hope that you are taking care of yourself and doing something fun for you my love!! Missed you lots this week!!! ILYYY!!!-💜

I hear you on being busy. I'm sorry Week 2 is not easing you into it 😭

HOT TA MUST KNOW WHAT HE'S DOING. You can't be the only one who finds him attractive (I mean this in a nice way hopefully it doesn't come across as mean). Like if a female TA wore a low cut shirt it would wreak havoc. It's probably for the best he's not as hot as Harry. Probably impossible to learn if that were the case.

I mentioned it in another post but I wasn't going to have Niall acknowledge their previous escapades, but it was right there and I thought it would be funny 🤭 Traditional is always fun to write. I love making Harry comforting hehehe

I usually bounce back pretty quick from illness. But as far as deserved rest, not so much. I feel unbearably busy and I'm so cranky. I've had a headache for what feels like two days. I'm not very fun to be around rn. My week got better I think. It feels so long ago now. But my weekend was way too busy (my own doing) and I still feel like I got nothing done. I do have tomorrow off fortunately, but I don't want to spend the whole day working. I didn't end up reading my book because I feel like I have way too much to do and reading is unfortunately not a priority. I'll try again next weekend :(

I missed you lots too! I hope you had a nice weekend 💕 I hope Week 3 treats you better too!

xoxo

[lexijaynex]

🦩DAY 16 (9/28/23)🎀

Okay! I’m online, I logged in at 1:43p, got my first private and he did a decent show! I’m doing it from the bed and it’s nice, I think I’m liking it. Idk, it’s definitely bringing out the more sensual side of myself lol. Anywho I’m 18 minutes in at $21, so hopefully it’s fast like this!

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Alright I’m 1hr 22mins in and I’m seeing the BS lol. It’s 277 ebonies online so it’s slowing down, and I’m getting a lot of raunchy people! Lol like i didn’t know people got down this bad in the afternoon, but as long as they’re paying I don’t care, but chile they ain’t payin, so they gettin the block!

I had one dude want a*al from me in private chat, which is fine, both of my chats cost the same ($9.99, which I think I’m gonna put my private back to $11.99, because I’m getting more of those in and out folks. Idk how I feel about it yet tho, because I really don’t even have to do much, and I still get coin so idk), but he wanted a*al in the first minute. I didn’t even feel like explaining because it’s written on my profile how I move through a show like that, I just blocked him. I said like, “well since you can’t read I’ma help you out,” and blocked him. It was just the way he requested it, he was just very rude. All money ain’t good money, and I don’t take money from everyone. It may be bad for my business, but if you’re not adult enough to show me an ounce of respect, I have no respect for you or your money. Even though people are paying, I just don’t feel like I have to accept just any ol’ kind of fonky ass treatment, I will take your money and block you. Grow up and treat people right. Get a new account and act right; come back with some BS you get blocked again. Like I’m very low tolerance, even in my personal life, I just don’t feel like I have to deal with anyone who treats me poorly.

Also there were so many guys coming in and writing like Watt-pad paragraphs. I didn’t even read them, I just blocked them or was like “sounds cool,” if they talked about a show, but then they’d just leave because they wanted me to indulge them more. Maybe it’s a flaw I have to fix, but I’m just like a “get to the point,” type of person. I’m not reading your scenarios and responding to your fantasies…you’re getting off on me for free. Or the little tricks like “let me see your outfit,” or “can I see your legs,” like come on lol. I have presets or the block button to deal with that. Now don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t make me mad or anything, it actually concerns me, because how many girls are just entertaining this BS for free, thinking they’re gonna get a show out of it? And I’m only so confident in my ways because I’ve been there, done that. Inside the club and online, they pull the same Tom foolery every time. Like sure flirt a little, laugh, respond, that’s perfectly fine, but I’m not giving it all away. I’ve indulged many customers that way, then they’d think we were friends or got too comfortable and stopped paying me. You have to command the money, or they get lost in the sauce, and then you’ve wasted your time. Just be careful :)

Anyways it’s moving slow and I have some errands to run before I leave my staycation. When I get back, I’ll go ahead and cam, probably late night until payout, so that will be up tomorrow!!

Thanks for reading! 💕

[wishful-soda]

Hello bbys

I’ve gotten a lot of asks so I just want to take a second to say I’m so sorry that there’s been such wait for chapter 14. Life got just so incredibly busy. 😭

We started looking for a house, and that took up all my free time. I was jumping jump at random times because one just got listed and we had to hurry, spending weeks looking at 10-15, and I put in offers on around 6 or so. FINALLY my offer got accepted on one!! 🥰 so I’m like; I’ll have time to write!!

NOPE. MIGRAINE. I think the stress brought it on. 🙃 I called out of work and got a shot yesterday and I’m feeling a little better today, hopefully will be back to 100% tomorrow.

All this to say; I’m sorry for the delay but I will get it done as soon as I can! There will probably be another delay between chapter 14 and 15, because we will be moving the first weekend in June.

I promise I’ve not forgotten about y’all or SotD and I think about it on the daily and I adore it and am so sad when I don’t have time for it, so I promise I’m doing all I can. 💕 thank you for the understanding and the love and support! ❤️

[hollyhomburg]

okay first of all: how are you? are you still hurting bc of your wisdom teeth? I hope you feel better 🥺

second of all: holy.fucking.shit. this whole chapter was… wow. i’ve assumed that i have the biggest voyeurism kink ever, and this chapter has been the absolute death of me. i expected yoongi and m/c to get absolutely hot and bothered but take care of themselves when they were alone, taking things nice and slow u know? but when yoongi started touching her and jin, namjoon and jungkook looked over at them? yeah, the m/c and jk were not the only ones leaking... 😅 and when the scene was done and jungkook wanted the m/c was such a sweet but somehow also sexy moment don’t ask me why. and namjoon finally got a taste of m/c’s addictive slick oh my goooood. yeah i’ll probably re-read the chapter tonight i liked it a little too much. it was so sensual Li, you have to give yourself more credit for the smut you write bc honestly all that i’ve read from you has been nothing but perfect and hot af. yeah. thanks for the chapter 🥵💕

i am still very very swollen and in lots of pain but hopefully by the end of tomorrow I'll have a day and a time to get them removed, i may have to go to a hospital to get them out because my bones hurting and my uncle was worried about cracks and stuff but sigh... ill let you guys know if and when im feeling better.

i think that it suprised all of them tbh that the yoongi and the m/c where willing to give them a view into their sex life, i guarantee you jin was a little bit proud of yoongi and how gentle he was with the m/c just...the love that overflows in him when he sees them distracts jin enough from his own pleasure.

and can you really blame jk for being like 'okay sex is over cuddle me now' he's a little bratt and loves the m/c she's like- his favorite cuddle buddy <3

ahhhhhhhh i guess enough people like my smut where i should stop talking down to myself about it so much- i guess because smut isn't easy for me to write and it isn't like first nature to write it so it feels a little new? I'm glad you liked it regardless!

[strayed-quokka]

holy shit. I just binge read his last song and omg. Its literally everything i needed to fuel my middle school hunger games phase(although im not sure im out of it yet i still rewatch the movies every once in a while). when do you think the next chapter will be out(no pressure im sure you have a lot on your plate)?

AHHH thank you so much 🥰 I’m so glad you’re enjoying it. I started the next chapter but I’m trying to finish a skz series right now as well with eight stories (I got two done so far) before I post them and I’m also working on a few things for a little milestone I hit BUT it is high on my list of priorities. I’m off tomorrow so I’ll be writing… I don’t wanna set an exact date but hopefully not more than a weeks wait (I know it cut on a type of cliffhanger so).

I do have a lot on my plate that is true, but writing helps me deal with it… unless I get too overwhelmed it shouldn’t take ages so I hope you enjoy the next chapter 💕

[marc-spectorr]

Hi Callie darling! How was your week 💖? Mine was really tiring, mostly because here is winter and I think I catched a slight cold I can't wait until summer but everything is okay apart from that, I gotta say that my studies are going okay and it's not that stressful, for now.

I wanted to tell you that I think your writing focuses a lot on the character's expression when they talk, and on little things that are small details, I think it's something that always stood up for me, and it gives me a lot of description of how to precisely imagine a character when they are speaking or a scenario, for example:

- “Te amo mucho, mi vida,” Jake murmurs in a warm breath against your skin, and you softly squeeze the hand that holds yours as if you’ve heard every word. “I love you more than you will ever know.”

-"Thank you, Isis, for bringing mommy and daddy together," she chirps before glancing up at you and Steven with beaming eyes. "Gift shop next?"

-"You're bleeding. Shit, you're losing a lot blood." Marc does his best to put pressure on the wound; his mind is running a million miles a minute. You're not going to survive this. Not when you're in the middle of the desert, the nearest town being more than an hour's drive away, and you don't have the luxury of time.

I hope things are going great Callie! and good luck with your 2k celebration 💫 and remember to take time for yourself 🌟

-💖

hellooo my sweet 💖💕

my week wasn’t the best tbh. i spent most of the time stressed about a lot of different things but i’m doing my best to just relax and get a lot of writing done today and tomorrow 😩 i really want to get this fic out by next week bc i feel like it’s a ghost town around here whenever i don’t post ;_; anyway, i hope you feel much better love and that your studies stay all good/stress-free 💗 hehe,,, i’m the complete opposite, i cant wait for the weather to get cooler over here (but not winter temps bc i hate being very cold LOL)

and omggg 🥺 thank you for sharing that with me + adding examples ! i try to make my fics as descriptive as possible to fully immerse readers so im suuuper happy you took note of that :)))

hope your weekend is wonderful babes 🥰 the 2k celebration stuff is currently on pause until i can crank this fic out but hopefully i’ll be back to working on them soon! take careee <33

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

romaine brooks, camille claudel, mary cassatt, judith leyster :)

Aww thank you !! ✨✨

Romaine Brooks: Just a whole bag of pasty whiteness lol. On my mum’s side it is Irish and English and on my dad’s side it is Scottish, Irish and Norwegian.

Camille Claudel: I really do love platonic hugs and affection!! I’m a bit weird with people touching me, but once I’m comfortable and close with someone I love affection so much! ✨❤️ My sister sometimes gets annoyed with how much I love hugs actually ahaha

Mary Cassatt: I really didn’t do much today. I’m a bit ill sadly. I slept and listened to some music. Pretty boring lol. And tomorrow I’ll be getting ready for my classes and most likely tidying out my room since I’ll be spending a lot of time in it lol. I also really want to get some of my writing done, so hopefully I can cross that off the list tomorrow too! 😊

Judith Leyster: I swear the people following me are probably sick of me talking about this book but my favourite book is The Grass Widow by Nanci Little. I just think it is so beautiful and well written. But some of favourites of mine are A Little Life, The Picture Of Dorian Grey, The God Eaters and The Art Of Breathing. The last thing I read was Fruits Basket lol. I was re-reading it because the anime is coming out soon and I wanted to relive the joys of it.

Thank you!!! I hope you have a really wonderful day!! 💕💕

[happyprinceling]

i mean it’s not like that i don’t want u to read it but i guess i’d just feel embarrassed now? bc if it’s like total strangers reading ur fics, then that’s okay bc in the end i (hopefully) don’t care too much what they think of it?? i mean i made a sideblog just for my writing stuff bc i didn’t want people from my actual blog to know that im writing bc i know they have high standards and they’d never like my fic?? :( and i feel u so much on getting things done in one go ugh (1)

im also kind of a perfectionist, like when we used to have homework for English class, it had to be /perfect/, i couldn’t just ever write some few sentences down, i always had to write at least three pages, like i mostly wrote 10 when others wrote half a page?? and i still didn’t read my homework in class bc i was afraid there were still mistakes.. i guess posting fics is kind of a shock therapy for me atm, to get used to making mistakes and getting feedback or also not getting any feedback (2) 

at all, it’s just something i have to learn i guess :/ i actually wrote 800 words this morning for my chapter, it’s not a lot and it’s not good yet but i felt like i needed to get something done after telling u about it 🙈 but i think what generally holds me back is just the fear that i can’t write it as perfectly as i imagine it in my head you know.. and also.. laziness? i’ll be away from home for a few weeks so hopefully ill get some new inspiration from new experiences! and i hope u had a (3)  

lovely day whatever you were up to!!  💗 (4)    

Hello, hello!

I keep seeing myself in you bshshs, that’s exactly one of the reasons why I’m too scared to ask for a beta, especially my friends - because their opinions matter so much more and them telling me they don’t like it Would Be The End Of The World. I really would like to read your fic. My opinion doesn’t mean Shit compared to your opinion on your own stuff. You created an entire universe, dude. 💥

That not wanting to edit my writing bit me in the arse so many times oh my fucking god. But also, yeah I didn’t expect Not getting feedback would also feel unpleasant? In hindsight, it’s completely obvious that I just wanted Love And Affection and not a quiet void like i told myself.

You wrote 800 words!! fuck yes!! who cares if it’s not good, you did that! And, editing After is most often the better option imo! I’m very pleased our conversation sparked something B^) I’m really excited to write tomorrow, too, now!! 💕

Pal, this is cold but I need to tell you this because i need to tell myself this. When does the finished thing ever look like the perfect image we have and had in our head? It’s a different format, there is no way text and words can transmit the same thing as your thoughts, emotions and muscle memory - even if the imitation is the ultimate goal, i guess. Also, no reader will every know that perfect image in your head, they won’t be able to compare the two! 

I had the most loveliest day ever, thank you very much! So much gay happiness and love and nice food and beautiful people and interesting conversation. I love pride!

🌈✨