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Before the begining there was nothing.

It stayed that way for a long, long time. But honestly, It was blissfully unaware. Simply being. Simply present.

Until It tripped over itself and thought,

“wait. What was that?”

…

“Oh fuck, thats Me!”

It became aware that It was there.

“what freedom! To Be!,” It thought. “ I would much rather To Be, than Not To Be,”

Merrily it thought. It thought and thought and thought, until It thought every thought there was to think. Then it started to do something preposteros… It started to want.

It wanted… something else to think about. Nothing came to mind. Hmmm. maybe even,,, someone else to think With! What a great idea, It thought.

It suddenly became aware that It was completely alone.

It turns out, Alone is a very painful thing to be.

Of course, then came the frantic questions:

where am I?

Where did I come from?

Why am I here?

But there was no answer.

There was no reprieve, just more of the same. Every moment, the pain and despair grew greater, for eons, until It got so great, something broke.

A Bang Errupted.

Let There Be Light, thought the universe. From that moment on, Creation was no longer One.

#preacher #god from the preacher. but what if all creation was god splitting from the trauma of being completley alone #idk how much if any of the rest of this i will write. but then #after the big bang there is like matter and shit ok. and god likes the look of light.#It identifies with Light. the dark reminds it of being alone.#It ruins god's day. to have those painful feelings. and those painful questions. It folds those things up on themself to hide them away #this banished place becomes its own place: Hell.#as God travels the expanding universe there are things it labels as bad - it sends those things to Hell.#then there are things it considers beautiful. Good. It wants to be Good #and surrounded by these things.#it gathers them around it. It holds them close. It builds walls around itself made from this Light. within these walls becomes Heaven #all the rest of the plot of Preacher plays out from that: there is the Waking World #The Banished Place which is Hell #and the Holy Place which is Heaven.#But god doesnt stop dividing: all matter are another time another part of god has seperated itself into pieces.#it divided itself into the angels who lit the stars. the angels (its children and also itself) who displeased God were cast into hell.#That is where Demons come from #Angels operate on gods behalf. they are seperate from It but. in the eyes of God. not their own #this continues on and on until life happens. All life is made OF god but it removed to thousands of degree from its Oneness #Exept. Genisis. Genisis happened when an angel grew suspicious of God and went to Hell; curiosity #The Demon and the Angel fucked. they merged as one. Creating a being of both Dark and Light. Genisis #So god is like a disaproving and controlling host. and also like an abusive and overly sensitive father.#send tweet

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