#So I'm v nervous
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#digital art#fennfloofyfloof doodles#Wings of fire#Wings of fire moon#Wof moon#Wings of fire moonwatcher#Wof moonwatcher#I could've used peril but I was currently thinking about moon so she is my victim for projecting#Also reason why I'm feeling so anxious is cuz I wanna apply for an voice audition but idk if there's an age limit so I contacted the studio#To ask & they haven't written back#So I'm v nervous#I like voice acting but I've never rlly done it before ... On
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"Say My Name."
Tumblr "Poll Results" for my #HHStargazersAU are out and so I'm releasing ALL the currently available titles of my future posts for this story!!! Though to not completely spoil the plot for everyone, I redacted some parts on the list. Just know that, while I DO have plans, they could always change and not everything is complete. But if you're still willing to be patient with me, here's a taste of my writing and art! Nothing serious. Just to see if it's to your liking. I won't always stick to such style, but there WILL be consistent world building as it's my favorite part of starting any AU! And if you like Chaggie or queerplatonic Radioapple centric stories then you're in luck because that's EVERYTHING I'm here for! It'll take a lot of effort, but GOD will it also be a LOT of fun! XD Still a show is nothing without an audience and according to my list, it's time for an INTEREST CHECK, so what say you? 👀✨️ -Bubbly💙
(For more context, check out "Part One" of my story! "A New Day Will Dawn...")
#I don't know why I'm so scared to post this#it's been ready all day#spacebubblearts#HHStargazersAU#radioapple#chaggie#human au#hazbin alastor#lucifer morningstar#charlie morningstar#hazbin vaggie#hazbin hotel#world building#poll results#queerplatonic#romantic#or not#I just wanna have some fun ^v^#A.K.A. what happens when a fluff artist gets carried away#why am I so nervous that this will flop?#To be fair I never voted so the poll was never influenced by me nor did I peek at the odds before the week was done#interest check#I need to know what kind of audience I'm dealing with#I do have other commitments afterall#hazbin ships#alastor x lucifer#lucifer x alastor#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#Can't wait for the girls' part in particular
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Chapter 19 is up everyone!
And thus, the trial comes to a close. Plus Paul’s testimony 👀
There’s not much I can say without spoiling, but feel free to come and threaten to throw me off a bridge afterwards, honestly deserved.
Hope you all enjoy!! 💕
#the outsiders#the outsiders fanfiction#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#I'm v nervous about this chapter#so please don't hate me
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.........does anyone know that I have been very ..normal about these two since my first drawing of them
#I just haven't posted my recent mattdrew art here cause I'm still shy about ships ehhahahajwhagdwgys#But there still remains no new content for them so I must throw aside the nervous and provide a service!#Identity v#Identity v fanart#andrew kreiss#matthias czernin#my art
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Tadaaaa here is the sequel to this post, which came from an ask that got me in a chokehold for days now so kudos to the lovely anon who sent that prompt to me! You can also read the whole thing on ao3 :)
As soon as Eddie got into the passenger seat of his Wayne's truck, he saw the whole world go blurry. He tried to blink away his tears, but it was no use – nothing ever escaped his uncle's notice anyway.
'Wanna tell me what's wrong, boy?' he asked while he started the car.
Eddie grimaced. 'You know how they say you should never meet your heroes?'
'Hm?'
'Well, I met mine. On the fucking train. Just yet.'
Wayne shot him an incredulous glance.
'What was the Black Sabbath guy doin' on a train?'
'What? No, it wasn't... No.'
'The Hobbits guy?'
'Jesus Christ, Wayne, Tolkien died like fifteen years ago, keep up.'
'You want me to keep guessin' or you gonna tell me?'
Eddie rolled his eyes.
'Yeah, no, you wouldn't guess it right anyway. It's this poet.'
'Don't think I ever heard you talk 'bout poetry before,' Wayne remarked.
And that was exactly the thing. Ronan Right had been something... private. Something between Eddie and the faceless blob in his mind that embodied Right – and maybe Jeff. Okay, and Jeff's mom. But it wasn't someone he'd talk people's ears off about on any occasion he got, like he did with plenty of other musicians or writers that he'd get all obsessive about.
Until Steve, that was. Steve, who had been casually listening to his music. Steve, who had recognized the book in his hands and effortlessly opened the floodgates of his obsession. Steve, who had said the most beautiful things about Corroded Coffin without even knowing who Eddie was. Steve, who had talked with him about their shared passions for hours. Steve, who he now somehow had to merge with Right in his mind.
Steve, who seemed so perfect that it made all of Eddie's alarm bells go off at the loudest possible volume. Because this couldn't be real. This was something straight from a disgustingly sweet romcom scenario, and if there was anything Eddie could be certain about, it was that his life was no romcom.
So during the short walk from the station to Wayne's car, Eddie's head had already come up with a dozen scenarios that were completely spiraling out of control – even though they'd all make for great songs, no doubt about that. Steve would die some kind of tragic death on his way to their first date. Steve was secretly addicted to crack. Steve was a stalkerish fan who had lied to him about being Ronan Right to get close to him. Steve would cheat on him on their wedding day.
The list of possibilities was endless and terrifying – while the list of possibilities for this having a happy ending, on the other hand, was exceptionally short.
'Was it that bad?' asked Wayne while they headed out of the city.
Usually, Eddie enjoyed amping up his dramatics to a maximum around Wayne, providing the much-needed balance to his uncle's calm and steady demeanor. But right now, Eddie felt himself deflate in his seat. He couldn't bring himself to make a show out of it.
'No,' he said, quietly. 'He was perfect.'
And Wayne must've heard it in his voice, must've picked up right away that this wasn't Eddie being dramatic, that something serious was going on here, because he gave him this look that was cutting way too deep into his heart.
'Nobody can be that perfect, you know,' Eddie continued. 'It's impossible. And he – he gave me his number. And I just know that if I call it, and we get to know each other better, I'll get crushingly disappointed sooner rather than later. Because something has to be, like, disturbingly wrong with this guy.'
Anyone else than Wayne would probably tell Eddie that he was being ridiculous, that he should get over himself and call Steve; that he should allow himself to let good things happen to him or some shit. But Wayne wasn't just anyone. Wayne was the one person who knew exactly what Eddie meant. The one person who had seen from up-close the shitshow that Eddie's life had been, who had retained a front row seat through all of it. And he had had his own fair share of misery himself, Eddie knew that much. He was too old and had gotten punched down too many times to still hold naive illusions of the possibility of good things.
So he didn't give him some bullshit advice. He merely patted Eddie's knee and turned up the radio.
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Ever since Eddie had left Hawkins, it had become a habit of him to stay with Wayne for a couple of weeks every now and then. For all his desires to get the hell out of that town when he was younger, he still spent way too much time at his uncle's trailer. But it wasn't Hawkins that he came back for, it was uncle Wayne.
It was home. And it helped him breathe whenever the city got too intense. Helped him get detached from everything that distracted him from the shit that actually mattered. Helped him get his head right when Chicago was threatening to make him lose it.
Time seemed to move differently in Hawkins than in the city. Slower. More naturally, too, somehow. Maybe it was because of the lack of nightlife and flashing neon signs when the world was supposed to be wrapped in darkness. The fact that he could still see the stars when he stepped out of the trailer at nighttime. Maybe it was the quiet, which allowed him to actually hear himself think. Or maybe it was the predictability of it all: Wayne waking him up with a cup of coffee in the morning, the two of them sharing cigarettes on the porch, Eddie helping Wayne with some chores and then trying to write new songs until well into the night, when the world was his and his alone.
He kept reading Right almost religiously, but it was different, now. Now that he could hear Steve's voice say those words, now that he could envision the way in which the sun shone on his hair through the dirty train window and the shape of his hands clutching a walkman that had Eddie's music in it. It was all different.
After a week, Eddie had a whole album worth of songs about the deception of things that seemed perfect. He hadn't been able to write even one song about things ending well, about things working out. That wasn't his life. Things never worked out. Why would they, for a boy born in a household where the trifecta of poverty, addiction and violence was all he had ever known? In the five albums he had produced so far, he'd never experienced a lack of demons to write about.
So no, he wouldn't be calling Steve, even though he had read the number that was written down on the sleeve of his own album so often that it'd probably be impossible to ever erase it from his mind again. He'd protect himself, this time. He'd cherish the hours he got to spend with Ronan Right, the memories that were already starting to feel like a fever dream, and not let his heart break any further. Not this time. Not again.
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'Got mail for ya.'
An envelope landed in Eddie's lap.
'What's this?'
'I dunno, 's your mail,' Wayne answered.
Eddie didn't recognize the handwriting and the Indianapolis post stamp didn't give him much of a clue either. It didn't make sense that someone would send him a letter at his uncle's place.
He frowned, roughly tore open the envelope and pulled a single sheet of paper out of it. It was neither directed at nor signed by anyone, but that wasn't necessary for Eddie to know who sent it.
'What is it, boy?' Wayne asked, a worried edge to his voice upon hearing the choked sob that freed itself from Eddie's throat.
Eddie knew that the words were only meant for him. But he and Wayne were a unit, always had been, ever since Eddie moved into Forest Hills. So he wordlessly handed the paper to his uncle, roughly wiping the tears from his eyes.
Wayne assessed the text with a wrinkled forehead, holding the paper at an arm's-length in order to read it.
'That from the boy you met on the train?'
Eddie nodded.
When his uncle looked up from the letter, Eddie caught an almost unfamiliar look in his eyes. It was soft, hopeful. Optimistic.
'You know I ain't any good with words, like you, or this – this poet,' Wayne said. 'But this...' He pressed the letter back into Eddie's hand. 'This looks like he knows you, Ed. Like he sees you. For all that you are.'
He didn't tell Eddie what to do; that wasn't his style, never had been. But what he did say kept bouncing through Eddie's head unceasingly, making him unable to sleep, unable to write, unable to think about anything else.
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Eddie desperately wanted to say something meaningful when Steve picked up the phone. He wanted to thank him for reaching out, to apologize for being too much of a coward to call earlier – but what came out of his mouth instead was, 'How did you know where to find me?'
'Eddie, is that you?' It sounded like Steve didn't quite believe it.
'Yeah – yeah, it's me,' was the only thing he managed to get out of his mouth.
'Look, I'm sorry if I overstepped,' Steve told him. 'I just – I couldn't get you out of my head and it all felt so right, you know, like fate or some shit, so I just had to... I needed to try. And I knew your name, and that you were staying with your uncle, so I got help from some friends and they managed to find your uncle's address.'
And as if Eddie hadn't been enough of an emotional wreck over the past week, his vision got blurry with tears yet again.
'Sorry, was it – did I go too far?' Steve sounded nervous.
Eddie could perfectly envision the way he would be frowning and anxiously running a hand through his hair; as if they had already shared a whole lifetime of getting to know all about each other's mannerisms instead of a few stolen hours on a train.
He hated the idea of Steve thinking he had done something wrong when all he ever did was so fucking right, so he determinedly shook his head, then realized Steve wouldn't be able to see that, and started scraping for words.
'No, Steve, you... You're perfect. And that scared the shit out of me, because so far, my life hasn't really done perfect. Most of our songs, they're – well – creative retellings of my own shit.' Now that he started talking, the words actually came a lot easier. 'They're all real, at the core, when you peel away the layers of, like, monster slaying and fantasy imagery. Like, everything underneath all that, it's all... me. Damage, betrayal, fear, violence – all that shit is true. Life hasn't been kind to me, Steve. And I was convinced that you'd only become an addition to that long list of crap, because you seemed way too perfect. I never thought I could have something good. And you're good, Steve, you're so fucking good. So I couldn't believe it.'
A long silence ensued at the other side of the line. Then, a sigh.
Then, 'Eddie,' in the softest voice possible, like his name was something breakable. Eddie didn't remember ever having heard his name said like that.
'I think that was exactly what I heard in your songs. Why I kept listening to them. Why they inspired me so much.'
Eddie tried to swallow away the lump in his throat, suffocated by the emotions bubbling up inside of him.
'I wish I could hold you, right now.'
Eddie's breath caught. He knew exactly what he needed to do: he needed to stop running. He needed to trust that Steve could be right, for him. That Steve could be something good.
'I mean, you could come over to Hawkins and do just that, you know,' he suggested.
'D'you want me to?'
He nodded, again forgetting that Steve couldn't see him.
'Yeah, I'd like that. Probably still got half that cookie somewhere in my pocket, y'know. Maybe we could share it.'
Credit where credit is due: the line “He sees you, for all that you are” isn't mine, it's one of my favorite quotes from Schitt's Creek and I really wanted Wayne to say that to Eddie about Steve, so here we have it <3
@ My beloved 🥐 anon: I hope you like this ending, and that I came close enough to your suggestion to have Steve make Eddie a character in his next poem <3
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#tumblr didn't wanna format the poem right so i hope it's not too annoying i ended up inserting it as an image#also i'm v nervous about this one bc i can't write poetry yet here i am pretending like i can#don't mind me rambling about stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#wayne munson#fruity ficlet
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find me at london mcm in the artist alley at table j-01 this weekend for queer victoriana, trans ocs, these new items, and also talking extensively about gale dekarios! see you there!
#it's this week iT'S THIS WEEK I AM SO NERVOUS and ofc excited!!!!#i'm gonna get my gale print signed by tim!!!!!!!!!! AAAAA#i'm gonnA GET MY WYLL PRINT SIGNED BY THEO!!! AAAA#also pls find me at my table!! i'm yet again at the v back next to catering and i'm v scared about my placement ;-;
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We're no worse off than the worst of 'em, it's fine
to @cowboyshit from your wrestling secret santa!
#wrestlingsanta#cowboyshit#aewedit#christian cage#adam copeland#my gifs#oh i hope you like it!!!#i listened to all the songs you listed in the ask and this one just. blew me away! i'm obsessed and i've had it on repeat ever since!!!#v v nervous about this set because i adore all of your gifsets so i wanted to make something nice and bright! even if this song killed me!!
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two more small Friday moments ❤️ | 📸 via Guillermina Cardoso
#daniel ricciardo#and a cool Yuki gearing up moment too#autumn posts#these screenshots are like two pixels big but I adore them!! hehe#v thankful and delighted by all the likes and reblogs thank you everyone 🥺❤️#I also post somewhat-not-so HQ moments I adore too!! some HQ stunning photos and some potato-quality screenshots! just a mix 💞#idk I'm still not confident enough as a newer fan so I hide here in the tags hehe#also I feel like I'm just the messanger I like to share what I can!! 💌#ahhh anyway so excited for Qualifying soon!!!!#but love the vibes in this corner of F1 tumblr I've been in ❤️❤️#idk when I first got into F1 I was on insta and could Not find the Max swooning I was like 'where do I go?????'#this corner of F1 tumblr was the answer ❤️🙂↕️🙏#anyways just yapping before qualifying!! ❤️🫡 excited and nervous!!!!
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aaaa new hyper fixation hooray!! ;;7;; this project is literally so cool I couldn't help myself but to make a sona/oc for it!! xDD
I can't wait to see what's next in store for the story!! Much excite!!
Welcome Home belongs to @partycoffin and its such a wonderful project, please check it out!!
(and character template by @fetusmeme !!)
more info about Sweetie under the cut!!: I hope everyone likes her! ;;7;;
According to small snippets of old scripts and pages from old children's books, Taylor Sweetie was a ice cream truck driver who, while not actually living in the neighborhood, would often visit the residents of Home, giving ice cream to all the neighbors free of charge.
She seems to have the closest relationship to Howdy, the two often trading recipe cards. However Sweetie is friendly with all of the neighbors, so they are as happy to see her as she is them!
So much so that the neighbors often called her ‘Sweetie’ rather than her name ‘Taylor.’ Because to them, she’s the sweetest!
As noted from some blueprints that are still in the middle of being recreated, it seems like Sweetie used a variety of wacky gadgets and tools in order to make ‘the perfect ice cream’ for each of the residents of Home.
Sweetie would specially craft each frosty treat to the neighbors tastes and even feelings. In some notes it was listed that Sweetie would twirl in a ballerina-like fashion while making her ice cream, and always finished each creation with a special catchphrase.
“With a sprinkle of happiness and a cherry on top, this sweet treat’s sure to make you smile!”
In small recovered pieces of scripts it seems Sweetie also made more than just ice cream, bringing special hot chocolate drinks in winter episodes. It seems all of her food creations were sweet in nature.
Old scripts reveal that Sweetie did in fact ‘not’ drive her ice cream truck, but that someone she called ‘Mr. Frosty' would instead be driving it. It is unclear if she means the truck itself can drive on its own or if there is another worker driving the truck, as the windows of the truck are not see through, so its unknown if anyone is sitting in the front seat.
Many of her segments had her appear to give advice to troubled characters, and while her advice would sound random they seemed to spark resolve in many of the characters who were dealing with the problem of the episode.
It seems like she was a popular enough side character that she was featured in many children's books, had her own recipes in a ‘Welcome Home’ themed cookbook, and had a series of real life ice cream bars labeled “Welcome Home: Sweetie’s Sweet Bars”, featuring the likeness of several characters from the series.
#welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home sona#welcome home arg#reblogs are greatly appreciated!!#aaaa i'll draw her truck soon but drawing vehicles is hard ;;;;<;;;; rip me;;;;#but i'm really proud of how she came out!! ;;7;; so happi!! v excited and nervous to share her- but i hope everyone like sher!
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((I finally got accepted into a new job....
I'm gonna be a TSO/TSA at the airport here ; ;
I'll finally be able to afford a car and more........))
#{OOC}#idk when my interview will be))#or when I'll start))#I'm so fucking nervous though))#having the title of Officer anything is so nerve wracking hhhh))#it feels like being put in a leader position... which I hate))#but I've got no other choice if I wanna make it))#maybe I'll be able to sit at the x-ray machine ;v;))#also hopefully I can take shifts that are later in the afternoon after my classes))#fingers crossed-))
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Just finished watching season four of The Boys.... Wow.
Season Two of Gen V is about to go CRAZY man.
#gen v#the boys#the boys spoilers#the SCREAM i let out when Neumem died.#no because what the actual fuck#what the hell is going to gappen in season two man???#i'm so excited and so nervous
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ho mutuals mutual, js asking if we can interact because you said no anti endos (we make exceptions for cool people (like nehmo n u n uhhh a few others))
Its ok if not just asking !!
-momoko
SOBS I WAS LITERALLY JUST CONSIDERING SENDING AN ASK TO YOU ASKING THE SAME THING LMAO
Uhh yeye it's fine... it feels a lil uncomfy but I don't mind too much ^^
Y'all seem pretty nice and respectful :>
Just note that we're also pro-willogenic and technically have a willogenic alter (refuse to engage in tupla terminology syscourse since we don't believe we should have a say)
#asks#💫#WAH i have bad experiences with interacting with ppl who have differing opinions on discourse than me like this so i'm rlly nervous .v.''#js pls be nice and i'll be nice too ^^#starfilled.txt
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[Alright, the new about page has been published.]
#v;; awake and alive#oh boy i'm so nervous about this one lmao#but it's done#despite chrome fucking crashing on me and me losing a couple paragraphs near the ned#*end
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Just as a general life update bc I'm a bit absent lately, but I went on a date on sunday!!! First date with a stranger I ever went to and I nearly died of anxiety I was shaking like a chihuahua but I did it!!!!!!!! LOOK AT ME GO
#ok he wasn't a total stranger I'd talked to him for a few days prior on tinder#but I'd never even seen him before so it was v scary!! I had no idea what he'd be like irl#but it was very nice and he actually seemed more nervous than me fjcjkvkf which I didn't think would be the case but well#that's the way it was#it went super well like we got along really well#talking face to face was way better than through text#and we kissed!! I really went in expecting nothing and got a few smooches out of it would you look at that#plus he's bi and has adhd too so it was like bi to bi communication clown to clown communication yk how it is#honestly after this I'm never getting involved with a heterosexual man again. only bi men understand me#he was NICE he was POLITE he was interested in what I had to say he was respectful he was cute he appreciated my masculinity AND.#he smelled good#a cishet man could never#sleep.txt#anyway sorry for the gushing rant djfkkckv in conclusion I just wanted to say that#I realized that pushing through the anxiety pays off(as opposed to trying to like. 'fix it' first)#and getting involved w queer ppl as a queer person can really pay off too#ofc there's situations where it might not go well but when it does. then it really does
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Hello and welcome to the Best Mechanisms Quote/Line Bracket!
Linked at the bottom of this post is the form where you can nominate quotes and lyrics you want to see included in this bracket. It'll be open for a week, and when that week is over I’ll begin the actual bracket with polls, here on Tumblr.
Here are the rules for nominations. They’re in the form, but I’ll put them in the post too:
You can nominate both quotes and song lyrics. For the purposes of this form I'm just gonna use quote as the general term, but both are completely acceptable nominees!
You can nominate as many/few quotes as you want, but please, only nominate each quote once!
Make sure quotes are no longer than 4 lines please! 4 and under is ok, but anything above will be shortened.
Please include the source of the quote - whether it be person or song! The ideal format is "Quote." - Person, but honestly just make it understandable and it'll be fine.
The most nominated quotes will be the ones who get to be in our bracket and battle it out to see what the best quote truly is.
Notes:
This is going to be a 32 single elimination bracket again! As always, please share this with your friends so we can get a nice large pool of competitors!
This form will be open from Sunday April 23rd to Thursday June 1st!
My inbox is open, so if you have any questions or want to know how your favorite is doing, feel free to shoot me an ask!
And now, finally, the link:
https://forms.gle/wy1Snm6x3RsrhyMXA
Go forth and nominate!
#the mechanisms#the mechs#i feel bad putting BARELY relevant character and album tags so i'm gonna refrain from doing that this time around#v excited to see how this goes!#it's a bit different from the character focused brackets i've run before so i'm a lil nervous to see how nominations go#and sorting through the nominations is probably going to be a little harder#but i can not WAIT to see all the good quotes and lyrics everyone submits#i run these brackets bc it brings me joy to see everyone's comments and all the love for the band and their characters#and i think this is gonna be a good bracket theme to see all that#so please submit all the quotes and lyrics you can think of!#(ok don't actually do that just submit the best ones)#(but you know what i mean!)
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AH AH AH ... THE SKELETON !
#omgggg aro skull hiiiii I'm so excited to meet you#ahhh I'm so nervous !!! >v< THE SKELETON#sorry. hi? hi. I'm average now#ignore this#ask#obligatory talk tag
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