#Smile Donghae

[growingwithem]

Donghae at the Waterbomb Festival 2023🔥

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230610 Fan Party in Macau Leeteuk's smile when Ryeowook delivering heart 💙 to us So pretty 💙💙💙 LEETEUK #이특 #RYEOWOOK #려욱 #SUPERJUNIOR #슈퍼주니어

[bb-donghae]

Credit: maneteuk

[superjunioroutofcontext]

[donghaesforgottenhobbies]

something cinematic about :36 is making me obsessed so im saving it here

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Will You Be My Valentine? - AKYR + AMPRULE

Akanyatsura

Hokusai Masaki:

Hokusai realized, almost too late, that he had to actually ask you to be his valentine for you to know that you were his. He had been going based off your relationship, the closeness you had making him logically arrive at the conclusion that you were his valentine, but he was informed that it was not the way it worked. When he had gone to seek you out he found you anxious and shuffling on your feet, surprised that you felt so nervous about asking him to be your valentine when he had already made that choice long ago.

Iori Suiseki:

Iori had suspected you were up to something but had patiently sat back, not one to assume but certainly knowing what was on your mind. You still managed to surprise him with a homemade gift as well as asking him to be yours for Valentine’s Day, the genuine smile on his face and his laughter filling the room the best gift you could’ve asked for. He wrapped you in a hug, pulling you as close as he could before letting you know he had already made plans for the two of you. If asked on why he didn’t make the first move he just laughed again, saying it was always pleasant to be the one pursued (and that he’d make your efforts worthwhile, in the end).

Reo Maruyama:

Reo winked, flirted, and accepted all gifts tossed his way on Valentine’s Day. Someone with his charm was used to all of this attention, but it could get exhausting after constant stimulation from others for hours on end. Plus, it never felt quite as special as a valentine really should, which he never realized until he had someone solid in mind that he wanted as his valentine. He’s glad that you’re the one who asked because it meant he could hide how in love with you he was (since he considered making the first move, which he certainly doesn’t do for just anyone), and he immediately rattled off all the things he wanted to do on that day with you since he hadn’t stopped thinking about it since the month began.

Satsuki Ito:

Satsuki cuts you off QUICK, on his knees like he’s groveling as he held your hands tight and began to sweat. There’s an awkward pause as you wait for him to explain the feral yell that was torn from his throat but it seemed he needed another minute to think, perhaps regretting his hasty reaction. He had to be the one to ask, after all, but the courage didn’t suddenly appear like he hoped it would. He does manage to stutter out the question because he’s not a quitter, but he won’t make eye contact, especially not after Reo asks why it looked like he was proposing.

Zen Gaho:

Zen is fighting to hide how hot his face is growing, touching his own burning hot cheeks and wondering how he got lucky enough to attract your attention. After pining away for you for who knows how long, finally having the confirmation that you felt the same for him was almost too much to bear. You cradle his face in your hands as he started to tear up, refusing to actually let them fall as he didn’t want to ruin the mood but he couldn’t help how overwhelmed with emotion he was. He would make this your most romantic Valentine’s Day yet!

AMPRULE

Chungsung Baek:

Chungsung is pleasantly surprised, licking his lips at the homemade gift you hand to him after asking him to be your valentine. While he doesn’t presume he’ll have any free-time on that day, much like he doesn’t most days as he attends to his master, he’s still flattered that you asked. He supposed he could carve out some of his own personal time while Dongha was busy to spend with you, not quite an official date but there were a few meals he could whip up that the two of you could enjoy together. He’s never pursued a relationship like this but he’s excited to see where it may lead.

Dongha Yeon:

You had debated on even asking Dongha as it didn’t seem like something he’d be interested in, but you had done stupider things to get his attention before so you thought you might as well. He’s actually quite surprised to hear the question, to have such a blatant act of affection thrown in his face like this leaves him frozen. Did you want something from him? Surely being seen with the Yeon heir would do wonders for you, but your stuttered out ‘date plan’ only consisted of spending time together indoors watching movies… What did you want from him? He accepted, because he certainly couldn’t have you asking someone else to be your valentine, and he’d simply have to probe you later to find out what your motives were.

[underlanternglow]

TENDER KISSES — ♡

anon asked → a sweet request on how boys would react being woken up with tender kisses until they wake up~ ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀ for shogo, dongha and hajun, tenkiuu <;/3

a/n - THIS IS CUTE!!!! sorry this one took a while, ive been staring at another request that i want to write but im scared. lol. ANYWAY

shogo yamato

it takes a long while for him to wake up on his days off. he wants to sleep in just a little, since being an idol is very tiring!

he’s a bit grumbly during the first few kisses. they’re not enough to wake him up, and he absolutely asks for five more minutes, trying to drag you back down with him

you have to be a little bit more forceful to finally wake him. after a few more tries, his eyes finally open, not really registering what happened. he stares are you for a second, and it’s not until another kiss later that the shock sets in

he gets a little flustered honestly. sure he gets attention from his fans, but the intimacy he experiences with you is different. it’s special. he looks like a young boy having a crush for the first time as you continue

he has a goofy little smile on his face, and honestly looks like he’s in heaven. he thanks you while laughing, and hopes you’ll surprise him again. he does not let you go kissless either!

dongha yeon

it’s rare for you to even be up before him. he has a very busy schedule, and unfortunately, not enough time to sleep in. you think he’s up at an impossible hour, but being an heir is tough work

that doesn’t stop you though! you’re fully committed to giving him a special treat, setting an alarm so you’ll be up before him. chungsung notices, and thankfully, he’s in on it, agreeing that it would be a nice thing to do for him

your plan manages to go off without a hitch. you wake up quietly, and very carefully, start giving him little kisses on his cheek. he makes little noises in his sleep, stirring a little, until his eyes flutter open

he is so grumpy! he’d definitely not happy at being woken up early, but his features soften a little when he realizes what you’re doing. he grumbles, letting you continue

when he finally wakes up more, the first thing out of his mouth is do you know how early it is? do you know he has to get his sleep so he can put in his work as heir of the yeon family? since you’re already up, you can keep going though, it’s fine (he loves it)

hajun yeon

honestly, it’s nearly impossible. he’s always up at the crack of dawn going on runs and cooking for the rest of BAE, and somehow, he seems to know that you’re up to something

he drops little teasing hints, implying he knows exactly what you’re going to do (he doesn’t), almost like he wants to figure it out before you do it. but you’re strong, and tell him you’re up to nothing

he’s another you have to put serious planning into. he’s a man who gets things done promptly, so working around his schedule is hard. you manage to get some help from anne, who wishes you a very huge good luck

somehow, you quietly wake up earlier than him. it’s very different seeing him with his guard down, and honestly, he looks so at peace that you almost feel bad for waking him up. almost. but you press on, giving him a soft kiss to his forehead

he wakes up almost immediately, a little satisfied he finally figured out your plan. he smugly asks you what you’re doing, as if it wasn’t obvious enough, trying to fluster you, but it doesn’t work. you pepper his face with kisses, and he has to admit, being woken up like this every once in a while isn’t too bad

[minhio22]

My Melody

Paradox live x sanrio collab

Yeon Hajun x reader

Word count: 1122 words

It's a random af idea that came to me while i was studying for my national exams. Also me finally laying out this thing so it looks a bit more appetising 🧍

You were surprised when BAE brought back the thing you were staring at. They placed it on the couch you were sitting on. You were waiting for them at their shared apartment and when Hajun brought it back from wherever they got it you were surprised. 

Long pink rabbit like ears, a cape inspired by little red riding hood and a light blue bow on one of her ears. It would be a lie to say you weren't familiar with the all popular Sanrio character My Melody but you were just stunned that they brought her out of nowhere. Hajun seemed amused at your staring as your mouth was slightly opened. Hajun was leaning against his palm, gauging your reactions hoping to tease you for them later but for now he would let you stare in awe. Anne and Allen were there on the couch too snickering slightly at your reactions. 

"So remind me why you have My Melody here with you guys? Also, can I touch her or something?" You questioned not even averting your gaze. 

"Well every group in Paradox Live is collabing with Sanrio characters. We're gonna do a photoshoot with them at a later date. They let us bring them home so we could bond."  Allen answered.

"Every group gets a different character. We got this little cutie right here." Anne squeezed My Melody's cheeks. "Here, here, go on, you can hold her and even have a conversation with her!" Anne gushed as they placed the rabbit that's the size of a small stuffed animal in your arms. 

"And the one who has the honor of modeling would be yours truly. Not that anyone else would be fit." Hajun smirked as he still stared at your reactions. You were too enamored by the little bunny in your arms to even deadpan at your boyfriend's ego. 

"I'm Melody! Who are you?" Melody had beamed at you. You definitely felt like some part of your childhood self had been fulfilled. She was too cute that you couldn't help but crack a smile at her.

"I'm Y/n." You hesitate momentarily wondering if you mention it but Hajun did it for you. The man slyly took your hand and kissed your palm.

"My girlfriend." Hajun smirked albeit affectionately enjoying the sudden flush on your face from his actions.

"Oh! The prince-like guy has a pretty significant other!" Melody clapped her hands happily. The other two laughed at the interaction, finding it entertaining.

"So um.. What was that about you modeling?" You asked, trying to change the subject. Hajun had let go of your hand. 

"Well my dear girlfriend. I shall be modeling with Melody here for merchandise to sell. Why would you like to tag along and see your handsome boyfriend in action?" Hajun teased. 

Ugh he really knew how to get you going but the offer was tempting. Hajun was already good-looking as he normally was but when he was modeling…. Let's just say it's a whole nother level in itself. It was something that could get anyone's knees weak and jaw drop. He was just that catching so when he said that even though it was for the purpose of teasing you…. You had to mull it over. 

A few days had passed and you caved in. You were at the place where they would be taking pictures. Some of the members from other teams were there also. Like Shiki from TCW with Hello Kitty, Nayuta from cozmez with Little Twin Stars and to your worries, Hajun's half-brother, Dongha was there along with Kuromi. You just hoped Hajun didn't suddenly decide to start verbally fighting with Dongha or someone else. But you knew he took his job seriously and he keeps his professionalism.

Allen and Anne opted to not come as only Hajun was needed for the photoshoot and they had other errands to do. (Allen had deadlines to finish.) So here you were with Melody in your arms as you waited for Hajun. He left her with you as he went to get ready. You wondered what he would wear for this photoshoot. 

As if the universe heard your thoughts at that moment, Hajun came out of the dressing room and hands down you were swooning and falling for him all over again. Blood rushed to your cheeks painting them a healthy red. Hajun noticed you from afar and smirked as he headed your way.

"Wowie! Hajun really looks handsome." Melody had said to you. You just nodded absentmindedly as you were busy staring at the man that was heading your way ready to tease you relentlessly. 

He was in an all pink outfit to which you thought suits him surprisingly well. Pink polo shirt, with a sweater fitted over it and a loose jacket over it. Three layers of clothing and a little light blue ribbon clipped onto his collar that matched that of Melody. Hajun had arrived in front of you as you were soaking the image of him in your mind. How badly you wanted to take a picture of him right now but you wouldn't hear the end of it from him. 

Hajun leaned down and whispered in your ear. "So how do I look?" He whispered with a big smirk on his face at your flushed face.

"Surprisingly pink suits you way too well Hajun." You answered somehow without stumbling over your words. 

"Hajun looks handsome!" Melody excitedly said. 

Hajun chuckled and thanked Melody as he gently took her from your arms as if you two were transferring a baby. He didn't pull back without leaving a mischievous peck on your cheek making you even more flustered. He winked and walked off to his photoshoot. You saw him momentarily glare at someone behind you but you brushed it off thinking it might just be Dongha or someone else. You just stared at him walking away while rubbing the place he just kissed on your cheek, your face flushed red. You supposed you would enjoy the view then.

After the photoshoot Hajun showed you a picture of yourself sleeping with Melody in your arms which he took without you realizing. You were so embarrassed because you looked like a wreck in the picture that you tried to take his phone from him to delete it. Unfortunately he dangled the phone far away from your reach since he was taller to which you could only tiptoe to try and reach. He only smirked as he kept teasing you unrelenting with his mischievous jabs saying how cute you look and all. It was all true words but Hajun always relishes in teasing you. He planted another kiss on your cheek making you even more embarrassed!

Bonus:

[voidnoidoid]

Weaktober 2024 (1): Blossom

for some reason the prompt list i made isnt showing up in the tags so ermmmm OK. here's some quick drabble to start things off!

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A steady beeping sounded from the monitor standing guard over Eugene's hospital bed. A blip on the screen for every heartbeat. A sullen boy sat by his best friend's bedside, silver hair covering his eyes as his head hung low. On an intellectual level, Gray knew that it wasn't his fault. It wasn't him that pummeled Eugene to a pulp but Dongha. However, his heart screamed at him, declaring him guilty. Guilty of letting Eugene get hurt. Guilty of not being able to protect him. Guilty of not reaching him in time. Just like Stephen.

Gray wiped a palm across tired eyes, red and puffy from crying. He could barely bring himself to look at Eugene, lying bandaged and comatose before him. There was no time to waste, the war against the Union was brewing in the shadows; the White Mamba should be readying his strike. Yet all the boy could do was sit and wait in despair.

When he finally left Eugene's ward, Gray found a familiar face waiting by the door. They began walking out together.

"Hey Gray. How's he doing?" Ben asked, voice soft with concern.

"His wounds are healing well, but the nurses said they aren't sure when he will wake up." Gray replied. Ben hummed in acknowledgment, a deep resonant sound.

"Y'know, I heard that talking to people in comas helps a lot. Keeps em grounded in this world."

Gray peered up at Ben questioningly. "How would it? He can't hear me now." He spoke, voice hollow.

"Well, it's worth a shot. Better than sitting and blaming yourself all day."

Gray's eyes widened, "How-" Ben smiled gently and brought an arm around his shoulder.

"Gray, we all know you care for Eugene. We care about him too. You did what you could. How about you let him know too?" He said.

The next visit, Gray sat arranging a small bouquet of flowers into a slender vase. Gingerly, he transferred the bundle of blooms into the glass container. Sunflowers, yellow roses and lavender. He set the vase by the windowsill, where the afternoon sun streamed in, warming the back of Gray's head.

He settled into his place by Eugene's side and took a deep breath.

"Eugene, can you hear me? Ben said that talking would help, and I am eager to test this theory. It's been a troubling few weeks without you. All of us are worried. I fear you won't- no. I hope you will wake up soon. We care about you so much. I care about you. I know you have had insecurities about where you stand, so I will tell you the truth. You belong right here beside us.

"I truly enjoy your company, though I'm bad at expressing it. Thank you for being a friend from the beginning. I never knew how much I appreciated you until now. Thank you for trying your hardest to support me, thank you for staying by my side. Thank you for listening to me. And... I'm sorry.

"I'm so, so sorry I couldn't save you. I'm sorry I was too late. I'm sorry you got hurt and now you're... Please Eugene. You're my best friend. I need you." Gray choked back a sob, rubbing tears from his eyes.

Miraculously, like a rainbow after spring rain, the boy in the hospital bed stirred. "Gray...?" A hoarse voice wafted into the air. Eugene's eyes fluttered open and looked in Gray's direction. The silver haired boy perked up at the sound of his best friend's voice, rushing to his side.

"Thanks Gray... you're my best friend too."

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Sunflower: long life, lasting happiness, adoration, loyalty

Yellow rose: friendship and joy

Lavender: healing, strength, devotion

[rereisstuff]

COLORS !

summary: lee donghae? lee jeno? the same man different font.

pairing: idol!reader x idol!jeno

well this was funny and weird.

your company got an invitation from SM to do a collab station and you felt extremely exited since you could see your beloved boyfriend around.

everything was alright until you ran across some Super Junior members and couldn’t help to say hi.

and then, Donghae gave you a cold coffee along with a biscuit, the order originally was for him but he wanted to be nice.

so Super Junior’s leader, Leeteuk, was there making a live and in that video you can clearly see the cute gesture of Donghae towards you.

‘omg i didn’t knew girlie was into older guys but go off queen!’

‘didn’t she said once her mother biased him??? omg daddy issues spotted’

‘my girl is getting the cute ahjussi, get that bag babe!’

so there was a sulky Jeno in front of you, frowning as you munched the gift from your alleged boyfriend.

“baby he’s like my dad!” Jeno said once again as you hummed happily to the biscuit richness “i can’t believe this, we are outing this relationship now!”

you placed the biscuit down as your cute mad man got up with all the intention to do as he said “let’s talk cutie”

“oh god are you dropping me for him? just like that halsey video with the teen wolf guy” Jeno plopped besides you and placed his head on your neck “plus, i’m looking exactly like that when i’m older”.

you couldn’t help to laughed “i’m not dropping anytime soon even if you wanted” you reassured making him smile.

“can i be this dramatic when people say the same things with you and Yeeun unnie?” you jokingly said as he was suddenly hugging you with all arms and legs.

“but it’s my job! and she literally treats me the same way my noona does” Jeno responded from your neck.

“and i’m sure Donghae sunbae was trying to be nice and not flirty, i’m a literal small scout girl besides him so i will stay with the younger version from now on” Jeno whined at your words while trying to hug you closer.

“now you want a bite? i have to upload a story thanking him for being cute” you teased Jeno as he got his face—now red from the friction—out of your neck.

“i want a kiss, i’m sad” he cutely said and you couldn’t help to peck his lips briefly.

“so you want the bite or not, i can’t upload the biscuit all chomped”.

“throw it away” he simply said “absolutely not cute pie” you bite it again and quietly he opened his mouth so you placed the biscuit for him to bite.

“so we’re outing this or…”

“i don’t think so, i don’t want him to know i’m dating”.

“stop!”

[growingwithem]

Nice to meet you in 2023! - Lee Donghae 😊

[bb-donghae]

Cute 🥰

Tiffany IG Story

[moncherijoie]

Glad to find someone writing for suju😩 Can you write a fluff of Donghae surprising you for your first mother's day?

𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑼𝑹𝑬

𝓛𝓮𝓮 𝓓𝓸𝓷𝓰𝓱𝓪𝓮

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: 𝙽𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚏𝚏★

Donghae had been planning something special for your first Mother's Day for weeks. He had his friends and family to help him with ideas for his surprise. As the day approached, Donghae's excitement grew, wanting to see your reaction.

On Mother's Day morning, Donghae woke up early, keeping quiet around the house to avoid waking you up. He prepared your favorite dishes and a bouquet of fresh flowers.

When you finally came out from the bedroom. Holding your 6 month old son, you was suprised to see what Donghae had done.

Tears welled up in your eyes as Donghae walked over and hugged you. "Happy first Mother's day to you my love. I wanted to make it special for you."

He kissed your forehead as you couldn't help but cry. Thankful that he had done all this just for you.

"Baby thank you so much. I'm so hungry now.." You took a seat and Donghae took your son from your hands. "I'll watch him just enjoy your food."

You will never forget this day in your heart. You couldn't help but smile knowing Donghae did all this for you. You chose the right partner for life.

Donghae leaves for a minute then comes back with a small photo book. "When did you make this?" You asked as you flipped through the pages. You couldn't eat as you got emotional again. It was filled with pictures from the day you found out you were pregnant.

To the day you found out your baby was a boy.

To the day you held your son for the first time.

And the rest being your son's early months in this world. "Donghae you didn't need to do all this now I'm gonna just cry all day.." Donghae walks over to you and kiss your lips.

"I made it last night. Something we can cherish for years."

You realized how lucky you was to have Donghae by your side. You enjoyed the rest of the morning in the warmth of your loving loving husband and cooing baby. You couldn't be more happier.

[agrymonia]

hellooo can I ask jealous hdcns for toma, hajun, dongha and kanata¿ plss and take care ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ ᰔ

notes:

– toma hikage, hajun yeon, dongha yeon, kanata yatonokami.

– no warnings

– hope you enjoy!<3

Jealousy headcanons

Toma

• He doesn't like giving in into things like jealousy

• But sometimes he really can't help it, it happens against his will

• Jealousy might make him feel a bit insecure, so he needs to be reminded that you would choose him over anyone else

• He takes a lot of pride in dating you, so on days he's feeling more confident, he will deal with jealousy by showing off that you two are together

• "Have you seen how gorgeous my partner looks today?"

• Lots of pics of you two together on his insta feed

Hajun

• He's not one to admit that he is jealous

• But if you know him well enough you will notice subtle signs

• They are so subtle you might miss them, but you can tell something is wrong when he gets more touchy than usual

• An arm over your shoulders or alternatively holding your waist, making you stand closer to him

• If someone tries to flirt with you while he's around, prepare to see his passive aggressiveness in its greatest splendor

• "Ah! Aren't they very pretty? It's a shame they are already taken, isn't it?" A big smile on his face

Dongha

• He tends to get jealous very often

• The best solution he knows to his jealousy is demanding your undivided attention

• He wants your eyes on him and only on him

• "Why won't you just look at me!?"

• He might not openly admit he's jealous but it will be painfully obvious

• If someone gets too close to you for his liking he will definitely start an argument with that person

Kanata

• In his case it's also easy to spot when he's feeling jealous

• You will notice him more annoyed than usual or uncharacteristically clingy in his own way

• He will spend more time with you even when uninvited and bring up how you spend too much time with other people in the middle of completely unrelated conversations

• He will try really hard to sound nonchalant about it but will Definitely fail

• He doesn't pick up as many fights when you're around because you had asked him to tone it down before, but if someone tries to make a move on you he will give you a quick and small kiss to show you two are dating

• "What are you looking at, huh?"

[nayushikisses]

so! the new paralive stuff that got released today ! just wanna say i’m really excited to see where ampule is going after this !

i mean look at them

like they’re smiling omg! and even the song name reflects (hopefull) a change in dongha’s attitude. really hope he continues to gain more confidence in himself individually and we get to see him start to learn himself more and stuff :D

speaking of , 1nm8 looks happy in their visual too , but i’m a little scared . . . maybe they’re too happy . . . or maybe i’m just a bit too nervous wwww

(also let’s. let’s have a talk about how freaking adorable shiki is here. my bbg aaaaa)

and the ryu too!!! glad to see him so comfortable and happy :D and as planarico said, i love the hand parallels too ! they look so cute matching like that

[christopherisfoive]

Echoes

A/N: This is something that I would imagine to be a part of a bigger series but then again I struggle to write long term stories lol. Maybe at some point. Really just a snippet to get the gears going lol.

(Bang Chan x reader)

I never thought something I looked forward to would become so bitter. No room left for a sweet feeling any longer. Standing here off to the side with my group on stage waiting for final announcements to be made so that we can escape this awkward tension. I look toward Lea one of my favorite people in the world and her eyes meet mine. She reaches down and grabs my hand in hers. Both of us taking in big deep breaths.

"Well, I'm glad that we showed up late to avoid the mingling before the show." I sighed as she spoke. Usually we would be the first ones here jumping at all opportunities to catch up with everyone. Especially them. "Even if we were here before, we would still be completely ignored," Kat mumbled next to us. She looked over giving me a small smile, letting me know she was on my side.

All of this was my fault. Every hard stare. Every throat cleared in passing. Although was it? I was involved sure, with the rumors, that are undeniably false, in my eyes at least. It ruined my chances at a lot of opportunities and relationships. Staring to my left across the stage he stands there with the boys. Bang Chan, leader of Stray Kids. I make it sound a little silly but he is a very important person. To everyone and to me.

My mind goes back to the beginning of all of this. I had met this trainee over at SM named Donghae. He was very sweet and polite while making conversation, introducing himself to me. I would speak to him every now and then at events in passing.

I always saw him as a great acquaintance that I got to know. I would have never said we were anything more than friends and not even very close. "Donghae how are you doing today?" He smiled at me and clasped his hands together. "Much better now that we've gotten to speak." A nice warm and innocent smile that I had grown to really appreciate. Things did change after that.

At one of the award events Donghae came up to me and pulled me aside away from the girls. "Where did Y/N go? We have to go find our seats."

I followed him to the back of the room, not expecting a change of events that would affect my career for time to come. I remember the loud speakers and the chatter of people surrounding us. The nerves on his face and some sweat beading from the top of his forehead. I had a small smile on my face as he spoke.

Then I felt it slowly falter.

"Donghae, I-" I didn't know what to say. More like I knew what it was but I just didn't want to. Only because I knew that it would be what he didn't want to hear. I also heard something that I did not want to, so would it make it even? That is surely a silly way to think right? Thinking. I feel like I have been thinking for an eternity and he is standing right in front of me.

I played with my fingers, trying to not meet his eyes. I looked around for an escape but I didn't have one.

I coughed a bit hoping to get the words out. "That is very sweet of you Donghae but I just..." I closed my eyes and bit my lip. His eyes sparkled a bit and then they became dim in seconds. He knew. "I am sorry but I am not interested, I am really trying to focus on the group. I really want to put my all into this you know?" He looked down kicking his feet a bit. "It's fine Y/N, I understand. Sorry about that.

"Oh no you don't have to-" He walked away not waiting for another response.

I felt a small nudge to my back. I blinked a couple times remembering that I was standing on stage with a tons of our peers. I followed behind Lea walking towards the front of the stage to descend the steps as everyone began to leave.

As I was about to step down I made a sudden stop and almost tripped over myself. Bang Chan next to me and the rest of stray kids behind him. "Be careful guys we wouldn't want to get on her bad side." He smirked and proceeded to walk on off the stage. His lost boys following behind him. The last of them, Felix, gave me a sincere look of concern.

I sighed and walked down to the girls. "What an ass."

"Yeah its a good thing you never got involved with him." I force a laugh looking around again. He still thinks ill of me because of what I did. They all do. Lea noticed me becoming more aloof and linked her arm with mine. "You know he doesn't know the whole story right? It would take a village to get all of these people to understand. Why try?"

I would try in hopes of clearing my name. These people's opinions were important to me for some reason. Was it so wrong that I wanted their attention? I wanted his attention?