#Skamfr Coda
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C'est personne
So I worte something. Little Coda for C'est personne in Eliotts Pov. Wrote this before the clips were posted. Hope you enjoy it. !I am not an english native speaker, so excuse my errors.!
Read on Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17714246
Dude. Dude. Dude?
What was that. He thought they had… Something. Eliott just simply didn’t understand. What did he do wrong? The look on Lucas face, it was so different, so closed off. Was it because of his friends? Was he embarrassed? Was it.. Did, did he find out?
His steps came to a stuttering halt in the middle of the corridor. Someone must have told him. Lucas knew, he knew. Little white dots appeared in his line of vision and his stomach constricted. It was too hot, his hands began to sweat. Not again please, please, please. The ringing in his ears got louder and louder. He coudln't do this again. He had to get out of here, his thoughts already racing and running a marathon. If Lucas knew, how many others would too? He let his eyes wander for a second, people starred at him. They knew. No. nononononono. A jagged breath escaped him, and he nearly bolted through the school doors.
As fast as he could he walked to their bus stop. Their? His! His bus stop. Acid taste in his mouth, he felt like he had to vomit. Agonizing minutes ticked by as he waited. His mind all over the place but somehow only focused around one person. For a moment Eliott hoped he would come, he was sure he would. Warm blue eyes would land on him and he could finally calm down, the world would stop moving so fast. He could breath again. That's how it felt with him. All the time it felt like he was on a fucking roller-coaster, staggering out of control without a safety belt. But with him, it slowed. The noises became background music, soft and sweet. He could hear his own mind think clearly, for what seemed like the first time in months. He felt…. He felt. He had feelings and he was so stupid again. He should have known. This whole week he thought about this moment.
How he would return the damn scarf. But nothing went as planned. Well that wasn’t such a big surprise life never ran as planned for him, but in all the different scenarios it never occurred to him that Lucas would be this cold. In his daydreams he always greeted him with his daring but still somehow shy smile. Blue eyes on him with such an enormous intensity that he simply could not not get lost in them.
What did he do wrong? Did he really read, interpret the situation so wrong? He went through their whole day in his mind. All their conversation, his “how would you draw me?” His eyebrow raise, his proud little smile while he played the piano. He couldn’t have read that wrong? He was so sure that the little piano piece was something Lucas would only share with him. Something special, something promising. This damn piece was even called “ I love you”. That couldn’t have been a coincidence now could it?
When he finally flopped down on his bed, Eliott was tired. So so very tired of thinking. One minute he was sure he imagined it all, their moments, Lucas affection towards him. The other minute he knew even he couldn’t dream something up like this. He starred onto the celling, his phone constantly lighting up the darkening room. How much time had passed? He thought he found a friend in Lucas, Dude. a connection. Someone he could trust, someone he maybe even could rely on. Dude. But what happened today? Was it because he found out? Dude. Or was it simply because of his friends there. Did they all know? Or maybe Lucas didn’t want them to know about him. Dude. But why? Did Eliott corner him? Was it too much? Dude. Dude. Dude. Loud knocking on the door broke him out of his racing thoughts.
“Eliott! Eliott! Are you in here? Please open up!” the voice was laced with worry. Lucille. He could hear the keys jingling as she opened his door. Great, his parents gave her the key. He thought they promised to not do it. But immediately as he saw her, he felt bad. He could see just how worried she really was. “Oh thank god you are here. What happened? Have you lost your phone? I have been calling you for hours!” As soon as she looked at his face, Eliott could see the realization hitting her. “What’s wrong Eli? What happened? Did you take your meds? Have you been smoking again?” Internally he growled, why was she like this. “Fine. Everything is fine.” As soon as he said it, he knew it was in vain. She could read him like an open book. Perks of being his girlfriend for nearly 3 years now. “Stop it Eliott. Talk to me, please.” Why was he so unfair to her? She was nothing but great to him. Maybe too controlling, maybe a little too worried, too decisive. But he deserved that, after last year. She knew him, she thought that she even knew him better than he knew himself. Maybe she was right. But still, when Lucille sat down next to him, he felt as if he would suffocate. He needed room, everything was spinning again, Elliot wanted to get up, but he was just so damn tired of it all. Tired of himself.
“Well your phone at least seemed to work. What does Kiffance mean?" “Hm?” Lucille put an arm around his back an offered him his phone with the other. “Oh just an event from a few people at school.” She sweetly kissed his cheek. “Do you want to go? Or do you want to stay home, I’ll cook us something? What ever you want.” Oh, she knew him so well. In every other situation he would have taken the second offer, hell before last Friday he would have never thought about the first option at all. How could somebody, a person he seemingly didn’t even know, turn his world around in a matter of days? “I’d like to go.” Lucille raised an eyebrow. “You know I should meet new people, you even said it yourself.” A little smile played around her lips as she nodded. Always so understanding. She really deserved better. “But I don’t want to go there alone. Will you join me?” “Of course, Eliott.” A bright smile graced her face, he hadn’t expected anything else.
#skam france#skam french#elu#elu fic#Skamfr Coda#C'est personne#C'est personne coda#lucas x eliott#eliott demaury#lucas lallemant#i worte something again ye#Thank you elu for curing my writing block#hope you guys like it#please be kind with me haha
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oh man today’s clips really felt like a one-two punch, one happy and warm and then the contrast of the other, really heartbreaking and shocking and ugh - gonna analyze each separately so for Vendredi 20:45 first
Do all the most important things in Lucas and Eliott’s life take place between 20 and 21 on Fridays ? kgfg anyway this clip felt a lot like a coda to Elu’s love story and I loved it so much ; it showed also how well integrated their friend groups are now (even though I missed Idriss, is he not going to be in the season at all?) and we got all those little jokes and callbacks to s3 like Eliott not being allowed to use the kitchen or Emma making the joke about their sexy times not having been great since they only have little paint cubes on their bedroom wall, which was so funny. I very much expect that the whole foyer mural affair being something their friends would just never let them live down lmao.
Their appartment looks very cute with the fairylights and the Jackson Pollock callback in the kitchen, and it’s also messy and par for the course for two teenage boys living together. I actually really liked the symbolism behind their room being unfinished and the fact they’re trying out the right color - as well as Eliott trying to make the girls behave it was on purpose for a ‘scandinavian style’ ; nice quip to skamfr taking Elu’s story further than Evak ever got to go - they are just starting their life together and it’s a work in progress. And their room is going to look amazing in deep blue...like the night sky, yes ? Paint is one of their love languages lmao so it’s so cute to see it in action in a domestic context.
And the speech ! Basile’s little ‘A l’Amour’ intervention felt a lot like a message from the crew to the fans. And Eliott’s was just very sweet, especially the way he looked to Lucas for reassurance. (Reminded me of the OG moment in s4 when Isak comes to Even’s rescue during the karaoke scene, very sweet.) The fact that their first housewarming party was cancelled, presumably because Eliott had some mental health struggles, is a good touch of realism ; that his problems didn’t magically disappear and yet their couple is still going strong and Lucas is always at his side ; it’s basically the ‘minute by minute’ promise realized. The way they communicate just feels so ...intuitive and without words like any couple that has been together for a while and it’s amazing. Eliott looked quite nervous, but happy too, and that’s what they both deserve. I’m really emo about this. God. In terms of Arthur’s story, this clip really is the calm before the storm, or that one happy party on the eve of the battle. He’s there happy, surrounded by his friends, being his usual sarcastic and supportive self, dancing with his beautiful gf...I have a feeling that’s the last we’re seeing him happy for a while and it stings. In particular I really like the moment when he is sort of hugging Lucas with that wonderful look of ‘well done, bro’ and you can tell how much he is appreciating his friend’s happiness after witnessing his struggle. And then feeding each other champagne...on another note, it was great to see Sofiane dance again, and it also seems like the Daphné Has a Problem subplot is going to be a big one this season, I’m curious to see where they are taking it.
All in all, beautiful clip, but it feels very bittersweet too comparing what comes after.
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