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[tennisjock11]

I remember this song so vividly like it was just yesterday. I had dedicated this song to someone I met last year and thought she deserved it. To be brutally honest, she was far from deserving it from me. I am glad to have cut ties with this girl Jennica. It is actually sad to think she still uses the purse I got her. No shame but it shows who she really is haha. I know I might sound like a hypocrite but I dedicate this song to an amazing girl that I have met and consider my favorite Gamma: Lilian Carolina Martinez aka Lils aka Badass Lils. I have told myself and still tell myself this to remind myself: don’t ask her out no matter what. I rather get to know her and her to know me too. I feel we have been close BUUUUT the difference between her and Jennica is I used heart emojis and heart eyed emojis and she has used them to me as well. She also called me her favorite Beta and has talked about me to her sorority sisters. That is a good sign. What I also lke about her is that she is real she makes fun of me in a good way. She gives me a hard time. At times, I feel I go all day making fun of her yet I feel she likes it and I do too. I learned from my past to not always be mushy and lovey dovey you want to balance it out. Make her miss you as well but make sure she is always smiling or happy before I sleep. Which I feel I have done so far. I want to thank my ex ex girlfriend Vanessa for that lesson she tried telling me. I can honestly say I am in a better place now and really mean it. I am glad Vanessa is happy with Jon she is an important person to me so her happiness is mine as well. :) I dedicate this song to Lils as I feel it suits how I feel toward her sometimes. I don’t want her to see this though because she will say I am mushy which I am not all the time...... Lol SLB x SLG  💜 💗