#Sigh. I just envy those who can see a pinafore skirt and buy and wear it and not want to kill themselves | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vamptastic · 2 months ago

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I need to get into cosplay or drag or something because I really like some subtypes of women's fashion but I simply cannot wear any of it without feeling miserable. If I was dressed as a character or persona I don't think it'd bother me so much

#Alas I have no money or the social and performance skills required for said activities #I mean I guess you can be lame and do cosplay but drag requires a certain level of like #Not extroversion but an ability to be comfortable Performing and more uhh whats the term #Bodily awareness than I have. I Cannot do body language acting for the life of me. Too autistic. Can't dance for shit especially #I know you can do other sorts of acts or just do the outfit and not perform but idk. It's hard. I don't have any friends in the scene #Cosplay would be easier to get into but it's quite expensive... I can sew pretty well and have a machine but materials add up #I don't know how to make clothes just alter them and some embroidery #Sigh. I just envy those who can see a pinafore skirt and buy and wear it and not want to kill themselves #I LOVE femme trad goth and lolita fashion a ridiculous amount I just can't. Wear it. And it's no fun to just draw and not wear!

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