#She deadass invalidated me when i was getting nervous and afraid on the road | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

chewysgummies · 6 months

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I'll be honest when I say that I honestly daydream about Killbot 86 being my caregiver yesterday during night because I was getting a bit nervous & scared. I don't know what problem I have, but suddenly my mind started thinking about killbot 86 taking care of me

#chewys notes #killbot 86 #i know it's weird #I do have parents that love me and such #but i did once felt so nervous in public area #to the point where i actually ended up thinking about him comforting me and being my father-like caregiver #I don't think this should be the place to even admit that #but genuinely speaking #i might need help but im a bit afraid #Even if i admit this to my parents #they wouldn't understand #ESPECIALLY my mom #She deadass invalidated me when i was getting nervous and afraid on the road #Saying how im fine and that there's nothing bad happening to me #and how other are actually being sick and that im just freaking out for no reason #I mean she's right about me freaking out for no reason #But like #i have anxiety and suffer from an ongoing fear of panic attack #can you really blame me for being afraid for no reason?#anyway yeah #i love killbot 86 #I think it would be nice to see him be a father figure ngl

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