#Shadow Makoto tba

[fatexbound]

Clinging to a body of flesh and bones like her life depended on it was so like her. One would call her foolish for dwelling on the past. His passing and the grieving process were long. He was protecting them-- a part of him is always watching over them. As he should.

"I love you."

There is no life, no heart to beat in this decaying body of his. With a breath of cool air, his entire being slowly transformed into beautiful blue butterflies, floating around her before finally vanishing and returning to their owner.

[fatexbound]

She was still living in the past. It's clear that it was haunting her day and night, and he was here to make it worse. The air around him was cool, showing how angry he was with her.

"How pathetic."

He spat, venom lacing his words with I'll intent. Feet tapped on the floor as they headed towards the terrified android. Her eyes were on the floor, as if she were about to burst into tears.

A delight to see.

"You think that waiting around and crying will do something to bring me back? To turn back time? That's not possible and you know it."

He chuckled darkly.

"Like Ryoji said, time waits for no one. My time on this earth has ended. There's nothing you can do about it except die if you're so desperate to see me again... Do you think you have the courage to do that? Aren't you tired of it all?" He tilted his head.

The sight awakens something inside her again, unnamed feelings and questions swirling unspoken as she takes an almost defensive stance. Aigis doesn't get a chance to greet or ask anything of him, though, as his own question catches her off guard. Her promise. The turmoil in her core gives way to sheer guilt, swallowing her like a pool of water.

Makoto was angry. Of course he was, he should be with all things considered. But that form before her... Such anger didn't belong to that voice. He'd never used such a tone with her either, and it shook Aigis deeply. "I..."

"There was nothing more I could do. I wanted to help you, then you..." She casts her eyes down in shame. 'Fotgotten'? What use were her previous words, when there was nothing left to protect? So little left to live for? Surely he understood, he always understood before. "I was too late... It...hurts. It would be better if everything was the way it was before this year. So... What else am I supposed to do?!" Her honest outburst seems to echo in her ears as she never found the answer to such a question, unwilling to ask it until now. Even if Makoto was angry with her, he always had the answers.

[styxisms]

General:

Muse Name: Makoto Yuki Age: 17 Race: human Weapon/Arcana: short sword / fool / universe Faceclaim: tba

Personality:

Positive Traits: intelligent, adaptable, gentle, loving (when he gets there) Negative traits: aloof, standoffish, distant, socially backwards, quiet, reckless, self-destructive. Skills: Violin, drawing, cooking (he learns from Shinji), combat, running/sprinting, using a sword, strategy Likes: music, feeling needed, sleeping, animals Dislikes: loud noises, crowds, being touched Summary: Makoto is very distant at first. This fades as he stays with sees a bit. He has pretty serious mental health issues due to his history. Makoto is a good person with who is very emotionally distant. He does typically only spend time with people when he has something to gain to start with. Again, this fades as he "comes alive" throughout the game.

History:

Makoto was only 6 years old when driving home late at night with his parents. One second, he was asleep in the backseat, the next he was crawling out of the burning wreckage of the car they were in. The world around him had changed and shifted into a nightmare. No one was around aside from a girl fighting a monster and --

…. A dream. One that he had plenty of times. Each time, the girl got more difficult to see. Until it was discarded as childish imagination. And Makoto always had a vivid one. He was sent from various foster homes. Seen as a difficult child due to his seemingly unwillingness to speak, disturbing drawings, and self destructive tendencies. Makoto had given up on ever belonging anywhere. He didn't care about living or dying. He went through the motions on auto-pilot. Until he joined SEES.

Family: Yuki Airi (mother, deceased), Yuki Rikuto (father, deceased)

Verses:

To the unknown I go against my sorrow: Follows the main story for Persona 3 with heavy inspiration from the movies and reload. Goes from the start of the game to the end on the rooftop.

Cover your eyes and hide in the dark: Following the events of the game if Makoto chose to kill Ryoji and forget everything. Most of his bonds with SEES outside of his classmates is gone and all of his development is erased.

With all of my unanswered prayers: Verse where Makoto joins Strega. He doesn’t get “accidentally” put in the SEES dorm. Instead, he goes to the boys dorm. He stays pretty reclusive until the night of the full moon. He sees Pharos and sneaks out of the dorm in the hopes of seeing him since he thought he left the dorm. There he is attacked by the big shadow. Despite not having an evoker, when he is almost killed by the Shadow, Thanatos awakens but Makoto can’t control it. This leads to the shadow being killed by Thanatos more or less being a huge risk to himself and everyone around them. Takaya manages to stop him and “rescues” him. Due to this, Makoto is asked to join up with them instead. Feeling obligated at first, he joins. He has almost no control over his Persona at all, making him incredibly dangerous. The ONLY way he can easily control it is with the pills Takaya gives him Now, Makoto’s issues worsen and his feeling of not fitting in gets worse. The only time he feels comfortable is during the Dark Hour. He makes no friends at school and retreats into himself, his only real contacts being the other members of Strega. While Makoto is still a sympathetic character to an extent, he is incredibly selfish in this verse. It is very much a villain verse.

YOUR WISH: Persona 5 Royal verse. This verse takes places during the events of Persona 5 Royal. Heavily plotted out with Irons. The Answer never happened in this verse and all of SEES ended up growing up and going their separate ways. When Maruki took control (or before if a character met him and confided in him), Makoto was brought make to life. With no memories after the rooftop, Makoto reappears in the world. He instantly knows something is wrong. His biggest concern is to solve the mystery of why he is back before his absence can allow Nyx to come back. This verse takes place roughly 10 years after the events of Persona 3. I am willing to plot out things with Persona 5 or 3 rpers. Though if I am interacting with Persona 5 rpers, I will assume a lot involving the P3 cast solely because of the affiliation the verse has with Irons and his muses. this is his metaverse outfit. credit to the artist. also he goes by midnight if he joins the thieves

THE DAY AFTER: Makoto survives verse. Makoto doesn't die on 3/5. Maybe as a gift from Ryoji or Igor, or through his own stubborn will... Makoto is split. While much of him became the seal, he is still at least somewhat tethered to his body. After the rooftop, he falls into a coma with little hope of waking up. Despite pessimism from the doctors and no real known cause medically, he is basically in a vegetative state for at least a month if not longer. He does eventually wake up. He struggles, at first, with eyesight and moving around. But eventually he regains some semblance of independence. Makoto is alive but has severe issues. He had chronic exhaustion and pain that seems to have no cause. He is incredibly sickly and struggles after any strain physically. For the most part, he is living on borrowed time. He could die in a day, in six months, in a year, in ten years. But it doesn't really matter to him, because all he wanted was more time with the people he loves. He isn't afraid of dying because he knows it's all worth it to protect the world he grew to love thanks to SEES.

LOST WITHIN MYSELF. Persona 4 verse. makoto in this verse is more or less a shadow that is the part of makoto he refuses to accept (the part of him that resents his fate and wants to live) which is why he appears in the tv world randomly. He just is able to leave and use a persona because makoto himself is the seal but is aware of him and is lowkey like...able to see through his eyes despite him (p4 makoto) not remembering the events of the game that well. like he remembers it up to like... the end of the game but his memories are incredibly choppy. which is why he acts more like early game makoto. so in this situation, makoto can see what the other makoto is doing so while he is technically a shadow, he's also partly makoto. so he is a persona user but he is…. significantly weaker. he can't use multiple personas as easily. he still is a badass but he is like… not near end game makoto level. he remembers bits and pieces. but his memories are very fragmented.

IMPORTANT:

Makoto has a leadership role in SEES and it is SOLELY for combat. He usually just goes with the flow otherwise. He is very powerful and is really good at fighting with his persona or without it due to his time in tartarus. He takes his job as a leader very seriously and wants to protect the people he is leading!

Makoto engages in some very upsetting behavior. Mainly various forms of self harm. I will always tag this as it is also a trigger for me so i know how important it is to tag. Please be safe.

MUSE TAG

[mistabullets]

Hey guys! To be a bit more organized, I’m putting together this list for kinktober 2020. If you would like to make a suggestion for a day that is blink, please do!

Soft for You (Pegging / Yosano x Reader)

Mon Lapin (Dirty Talk / Laurent x Reader)

Devout (Mind Control / God!Fyodor x Reader)

Her Throne (Face Sitting / Haru x Reader)

Twilight (Corruption / Maruki x Reader)

Misbehavior (Edging / Atsushi x Reader)

Jealousy (Humiliation and Spanking / Jotaro x Reader)

Never Too Tired (Creampie / Trevor x Reader)

False Love (Gaping / Risotto x Reader)

Baneful Ache (Cockwarming / Naga!Dio x Reader)

Connection (Aftercare / Yuki x Reader)

Perfect Delusion (Dubcon / Shadow!Akira x Reader)

TBA (Breeding and Squirting / Akira (DMCB) x Reader)

TBA (Blood Play / Fyodor x Reader)

TBA (Hierophilia / Priest!Yusuke x Reader)

TBA (Bondage / Alucard x Reader)

TBA (Gun Play / Shinjiro x Reader)

TBA (Coercion / Shigure x Reader)

TBA (Begging / Sylpha x Trevor)

TBA (Breath Play / Weather Report x Reader)

TBA (Knife Play / Abby x Makoto)

TBA (Voyeurism / Aigis x Reader)

TBA (A/B/O / Trevor x Sylpha x Alucard)

TBA (Threesome or Oral / Dazai x Reader x Chuuya)

TBA (Double Penetration or Pregnancy / Melone x Reader x Ghiaccio)

TBA (Temperature Play / Dragon!Hatori x Reader)

TBA (Cuckolding / Angel!Bruno x Reader x Devil!Abbacchio)

TBA (Praise Kink / Hector x Reader)

TBA (Noncon / Adachi x Reader)

TBA (Servitude / Satan!Ryo x Reader)

TBA (TBA x Reader / Wildcard Day)

[moonlit-manifesto]

Ivesta Season 2 Announcement

The Alive Stage twitter (@alive_stage) has announced the second trilogy of Ivesta shows which will be Episodes 4, 5, and 6. A ZIX stage play was also announced! Read below for show details and translations from the official twitter account. Separate posts for each show will be made as more details are released for each!

Episode 4: Wake Your Dreams! (WYD)

Date & Venue: February 4-14, 2021 at Hulic Hall Tokyo.

Info: “The leaders Sora and Koki are the centers! Running as a play-within-a-play, they will be performing the musical RE:WYD. John-san has taken existing ALIVE songs and re-arranged them specifically for this play as the theme songs. The Blue version of the play uses Soushi’s solo song, “Buzzer Beater,” and makes it a unit song for SOARA! The Green version uses a show-style arrangement of “Howl.” In this play-within-a-play, maybe you’ll get to see live songs and dances in a different style than the usual! Please enjoy watching Sora and Koki, as well as the rest of SOARA and Growth, as they take on a new challenge!”

Episode 5: Tsukino Hyakki Yakou Kitan: Heaven -Thou Shalt Not Die-*

*T/N: The Tsukino Hyakki Yakou (Night Parade of One Hundred Demons) AU was previously introduced in 2017. The secondary title of this play “Thou Shalt Not Die” is based on the title of poem with the same name by female Japanese poet, Yosano Akiko.

Date & Venue: September 2-12, 2021 at Tokyo Dome City Theater G Rosso

Info: “ 「I would die for you.」 This a tale of heavenly gods and bloody beasts. Morihito and Soushi are the centers for the Blue version, and Koki and Kensuke are the centers for the Green version. This is the ALIVE edition of the Tsukino Hyakki Yakou theme - a story about heaven and yokai that’s a little on the serious side.”

Episode 6: (Title TBA)

Date & Venue: March 16 to March 27, 2022. Venue TBA.

(More info will be released at a later date)

ZIX Stage Play : Break It! (An Ivesta Side Story)

Date & Venue: February 27-28, 2021 at Sogetsu Hall

Info: “Sugai Makoto and Hishida Mitsuru come together as a pair in order to become Sun Promotion (Sunpro) Entertainment’s center-stage unit of the next generation of idols. They had always been fighting their way there. Envy, jealousy, betrayal, ulterior motives, personal relationship drama... The glitzy light that shines on the world of show business casts a deep, dark shadow. ‘Friendship? Bonds? I don’t think so.’ The only thing that existed between Makoto and Mitsuru was a shared goal. This is the story of how ZIX came to be.” [Note: This play is based off the events of the 3rd ZIX CD that will be released in 2021.]

(@alive_stage)

[fatexbound]

He was there. He was always there for her, waiting for so long... to no avail. She had forgotten about him, even though he appeared in her dreams. He was soulless and didn't say a word. The dark silhouette kept walking forward, hands in his pockets until it stopped dead in its tracks.

Again, he waited until she stopped to finally say something to her. He had to.

"Aigis..." The voice was quiet, then got a little louder for her to hear, and distorted as well. "It's about time you got here. I've been waiting... what took you so long?" He turned his head around as he hissed, his eyes as bright as the light shining upon him. Like a spotlight. "You forgot about your promise... didn't you?!"

"How could you?" He was cruel and far less kind than the Makoto she had been used to seeing before his inevitable death. He was angry, betrayed by her. Not only that, but he couldn't forgive her... he could never forgive her for making him suffer alone when she was supposed to protect him.

Closed The Answer starter for @fatexbound

It was getting harder and harder the last few weeks to separate dream from reality, mind from matter. Not in reality, of course, but often while dreaming Aigis would forget or not realize where she was didn't exist or was far off in another time, as if whatever the situation was normal. It was almost cathartic, until she awakens each time.

Right now she isn't quite sure, either. Perhaps she isn't dreaming, since she's aware and wondering about it, right? Still, she walks along a long, weirdly dark, wilting garden with no walls or outer fields, running her hands over the leaves and reeds until no more plants grew around her. Turning back, all she could see was more darkness swallowing up where the garden used to be. The only light in the area seems to surround her. At first, that is.

A faint presence behind her causes her to face forward again, with a new path dimly lit, leading toward... Makoto-san? She's speechless, beginning to walk closer and keeping her eyes on the silhouette.