#Seyong scenarios

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MYNAME’s reaction to you falling asleep mid phone call

Gunwoo: “I’m on my way back, by the way.” Gunwoo stated as he sat down in the taxi. Ready to snuggle up in bed with you once he got home. as you failed to respond he pulled weird faces at his phone. “Y/N?” “...” he held the phone as close to his ear as possible, making the driver a bit uncomfortable with the faces he was pulling. He could hear you breathing, so why were you not answering? “Y/N?” silence again,”Jagiya, what’s wrong?” He stayed on the line the whole journey, calling out to you the entire time.

Upon opening the door to the bedroom he was about to yell for you. He thought something awful had befallen you, maybe you had been stunned by aliens! But once his eyes fell upon your sleeping frame on the bed, phone in hand, he heaved a huge sigh of relief. Ending the call, he’d snuggle up with you and fall asleep, without hesitation.

Insoo:

“Ah, I’m almost home. You’re so cute, staying up this late for me.” Insoo cooed into the mic on his headphones as he turned the corner to the street they lived on. “...” “Jagi?” he called, taken aback by your lack of reaction. “...mmph.” his eyebrows raised as he realised that soft grunt was a sound he’d only heard you make in your sleep. “Jagi, you fell asleep?” he asked, to check his suspicion. “...” he chuckled softly as he pulled his keys from his pocket as he stood in front of the door.

Once he entered the sitting room he’d see you curled up on the sofa, phone in hand right near your face. Hanging up he’d move both phones to the table and pick you up bridal style carrying you to bed, changing his clothes before crawling into bed and cuddling up to you.

Seyong: “-and I was so amazing, because I knew you were watching. Did you enjoy it?” Seyong’s question would hang on the line as he’d receive no response. “Jagiya?” he’d repeat, walking around the corner to your house. again all he’d hear on the line is soft breathing. “Jagiyaaaaa. I can hear you, why aren’t you answering me?” He’d whine, pouting as he fiddled with his key at the door. Closing the door behind him he’d jump as a loud bang came from the phone he held at his ear and the bedroom simultaneously. “Jagi?” He’d open the door to the bedroom cautiously, thinking that perhaps you’re trying to pull a prank on him. “Jagi-” his eyes would fall on your body sprawled across the bed, hand hanging over the side, her phone on the floor clearly having fallen from your grasp. “Oh.” his face would light up, a bright smile on his face as he’d hang up and collect your phone from the floor. He’d place both on the bedside table, scoop you into his arms and fall asleep with you in a warm embrace.

Jungyu/JunQ: “You’ve eaten already, right?” Jungyu would ask through the phone, hoping that you had, as he had only gotten takeaway for himself. “Mm.” “Ah good, it’s pretty late so I’m glad to hear that. I’m almost home. Are you tired, jagi?” the sound of something something being dragged would startle Jungyu, he’d pause, trying to make sure he was hearing right. “Jagi? Are you alright?” soft snoring would make him chuckle. “Aw, you’re so cute. You’ve fallen asleep.” He’d stay on the line, just in case you woke up. After opening the front door he’d find you asleep on the sofa, phone having fallen from your grasp and slid down the cushion on your tummy. Ending the phone call and putting both mobile devices on the coffee table, he’d grab a couple of blankets and pull you to him comfortably, drifting to sleep. 

(^^^^^THIS CUTIE LIL BEAN^^^^)

JInseok/Chaejin: “Jin-Jinseokie?” you’d ask into the mic on your phone, groggily. The ringing had woken you up. You looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table. “Jagi, did I wake you?” his sweet voice would ask softly, bringing a sleepy smile to you face. “Yeah, but it’s ok, I must’ve snoozed my alarm, I should have been awake 20 minutes ago.” you’d mumbled between yawns, “Ah, okay. You should get up then! I wanted to go out for breakfast. I’m almost home.” you’d be drifting in and out of consciousness, “Jagi?” “Huh? Wha-what?” your eyes would snap open, phone falling from it’s place wedged between your cheek and your hand. “Jagiyaaa. We’re going out for breakfast! You should get up now. In fact I’ll keep you awake.” 

5 minutes of constant chatter about random things, from Jinseok and he’s at the front door. “Jagiya, open the door for me, my keys are in the bottom of my baaag.” he’d whine. When met with nothing but silence, he’d sigh. “Jagiya you were supposed to get out of bed, not fall asleep again!” he’d exclaim in defeat, rummaging in his bag. Once inside he’d find you sleeping soundly on the bed. Taking your phone and putting it in his pocket he’d wake you up with a glass of water to the face.

I feel like Jinseokie would be salty like that XD This cutie lil’ maknae.

Self indulgent MYNAME reaction as there hadn’t been any requests for the groups I write for :D -Admin Mimi

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Bitter - Seyong

(Admin: Mitzy, Ari loves MYNAME she probably would have taken this request if she was active)

Seyong is someone you have been compared to since your trainee days. It continued onward into your debut as an idol, you hated it for the longest time, but now that there is a chance his group might disband, the thought of losing that bitter rivalry has you sad. Seeing him put his all into The Unit just to be painted negatively also hurt you. Despite your differences with Seyong, you know that he is a good person, he is kind and he puts his all into his craft, if the comparison did not come up so often, you would probably be proud to be compared to him.

You knock on the doorframe next to Seyong’s door, he is frowning intensely while looking at his phone. He glances up hearing the knock and sends a soft smile towards you. The two of you have only talked a few times and you were civil with him for the most part, the only time you express your dislike for him had been during interviews, and that has always been geared towards the comparisons.

“How have you been?” You pause between your syllables stepping into the room sitting in the chair across from his, he sighs heavily.

“Arguing with my company, as usual.” Seyong says with a sigh laying it on the table, “what brings you to Japan?”

“Same dance collaboration you’re here for,” you laugh, “we can’t escape our comparison even in Japan.” He shakes his head at your comment.

“You’re still upset about that?” Seyong teases, “people stopped comparing us because they forgot I exist,” he sighs, “actually if you didn’t bring it up we’d be even more forgotten-” you hit the side of his head stopping his train of thought.

“Myname makes good music, your group deserves to be remembered,” you murmur falling back into your seat, “it just bothered me my whole career, in the beginning, was, being similar to you.”

Seyong lets out a dry laugh mumbling a soft thank you. You hum in response looking out of the open doorway to where staff members are rushing by.

“Let’s get dinner when this is over,” he says confidently, “if you don’t have any other plans,” he says much softer.

“I’ll check with my manager but it should be fine,” you sigh, “I’m going to be so mad if Myname disbands without the chance for another comeback,” you murmur standing from your seat, “tell Gunwoo I’m waiting for a comeback,” you call while heading towards the door.

“I will,” he calls to you with a laugh.

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My Way

iv. Best Case Scenario

There was no point in trying to sneak back into the Hall. 

Hongjoong had left the familiar comfort of his former home behind, scared out of reading his mother’s diary by a group of strangers who had been arriving to cart away their belongings, auctioning them off to who knows where.

It was all he needed to know his relatives had gone through with selling the cottage.

So he hid the book in the floorboards, walking back to Jangwon on tired feet, nowhere else to go, and took the verbal beating he knew to expect for running off like he had.

Except it wasn’t just Aunt Minkyung. It was Aunt Ajung, and Aunt Sohee, and even Sohee’s son Myungsoo and his fiancée Bora.

Hongjoong sighed and closed his eyes in exasperation, slowing to a stop in front of them.

It looked like they would be causing a scene in the entryway. One Hongjoong should’ve expected. 

“Where have you been all night?” Minkyung snapped. Hongjoong didn’t even get a chance to answer.

“And the night before the funeral, no less!” Aunt Ajung muttered, clearly more upset about the inconvenience than anything else.

“Do you have any idea how worried we were? We thought we’d have to send a search party—” Sohee began but was interrupted by Aunt Minkyung again.

“You could’ve died, do you realise that?”

“Well, sorry to disappoint,” Hongjoong finally shot back, trying to get around the imposing gaggle of relations.

Scandalised gasps went up all around him but he kept walking.

The pair of gardeners tending the front lawn were wide-eyed and whispering to each other.

Suddenly someone yanked on Hongjoong’s arm, pulling him back. He was confronted with Aunt Minkyung’s incredibly red face, arm raised as if to deliver a slap.

“How dare you show such disrespect, you ungrateful—”

“Let me through!” Cousin Seyong’s voice broke through the chaos as he pushed past the crowd and pulled Hongjoong out of his mother’s firm grip. “No time, he needs to get ready.”

Confused but grateful to be whisked away from the confrontation, Hongjoong followed Seyong into the private wing occupied by the master of the hall and his immediate family, where Hongjoong had spent the night previously.

Yujung was there waiting and shushed Hongjoong before he could ask anything, scanning him up and down.

“Look at you, you’re filthy.”

He had nothing to say on the matter, so he let himself be scrubbed, washed, rinsed, and dressed. He had to admit as he stood in his best clothes and let Yujung wrangle his hair into something presentable, that it felt kind of nice. Something he had missed.

“You’re taking care of me.”

It sounded like a statement but underneath the emotionless exterior it was a question.

“Well, nothing’s decided. Not until this evening.”

They still had a funeral to get through. 

Hongjoong nodded quickly and steeled himself. There was no guarantee of anything anymore. He knew that the moment the storm split their boat in two.

...

The sky was grey. No sunshine, and no rain. Just another average overcast day.

Everyone was assembled behind Jangwon on a hill facing east, the highest point in the town.

They were there, bathed in incense and dressed in grave clothes. They had already been bound in shrouds and waited to be lowered into the ground, with a final nail driven into the coffin lid symbolising the finality of their departure from this world. Those bodies weren’t Hongjoong’s parents anymore.

Uncle Ryeowook was reading off a speech about them, their achievements and contributions to Panhang, their dedication to their family and community, and most of all their tragic reminder to be cautious on the sea.

He said nothing about their kindness or their sense of humour. He wouldn’t remember them by their patience as teachers or their example of bravery. He didn’t know those things about them.

One by one, visitors came up and bowed twice to pay their respects. Hongjoong recognised nearly everyone, and tried not to make eye contact with his former friends and classmates. 

His old neighbour Bosung placed a hand on his shoulder silently but left without saying anything else. Hongjoong was glad for it- the fewer awkward conversations, the better. Who knew what would become of those relationships, cut off and fizzled into nothingness once he became prisoner at his family’s behest. 

Tuning out the loud wails of the women and turning away from the solemn faces of the men, Hongjoong’s eyes went to the ocean, imagining his parents waiting for him to hurry up and get on the boat so they could set sail and start their day.

When the guests dispersed to drink and stuff their faces with ceremonial food, Hongjoong lingered to bow one last time.

It was deep and long and full of emotions and apologies. The tears he kept at bay.

As he stood, he pictured them casting off without him, leaving him behind to explore fairer shores.

But it was alright, he could be patient.

He’d join them when it was time.

He wasn’t overwhelmed with sadness anymore; he was quietly but fiercely angry. 

Nothing Mother and Father needed to know about.

... 

“I know about the gossip.”

An embarrassed Yujung turned from where she had been scolding a whispering servant and faced Hongjoong.

He kept talking, mindlessly slicing into pieces of fruit but neglecting to eat them.

“They throw the word orphan around, they say I’ll never inherit anything. That I’m no better than a servant in my own home.”

“It doesn’t matter what they say,” Yujung insisted, shooing away the servants before they could do anymore harm and sitting down across from him, grabbing his arm with conviction.

The action shocked him into slicing himself, flinching at the small trickle of blood coming from his hand. The wound barely registered as Yujung hurriedly snatched up a handkerchief and pressed it to the cut. Hongjoong simply shook his head and went on, “But it’s true. In the best case scenario, I’ll be granted some form of independence until I can escape and take care of myself.”

“Don’t speak like that,” Yujung scolded quietly, with a lot less vigour than anyone else in the Hall would’ve. “We want what’s best for you.”

“Maybe you want what’s best for me,” Hongjoong chuckled dryly. “No one else in this house does.”

He had been snacking on leftover fruit from the funeral all afternoon while his aunts and uncles entertained their guests and then shut the study door again so they could discuss his future living arrangements.

Eventually even Yujung had to leave and give them her opinion. Hongjoong didn’t have much hope in her ability to better his situation, not after what happened last time.

One of the servants came and called him to the room at half past six.

Now was the part when they stopped talking about him behind his back and invited him to the face to face conversation.

Uncle Ryeowook beckoned him forward around the side of the desk and so he went, ignoring the eyes he could feel on him.

“Assuming you don’t want to be sent to an orphanage, we’ve come up with a solution, Hongjoong.” 

He said it like he should be grateful for such merciful intervention.

“We think you’ll like it,” Aunt Minkyung added from behind her husband. “Very much in fact.”

Aunt Ajung got straight to the point, reading from the legal document the assembled family members had drafted up. “Technically, you’ll be in the custody of the master of the hall, that’s Ryeowook, but Seyong and Yujung will be your primary caretakers until they have children of their own, as Ryeowook and Minkyung have little time and patience for another child.”

Well, that was a relief.

“Your education will continue under the family tutor, but at your age we’ll be expecting you to work for your keep. In the fields, or the mines, or the kitchens— wherever you’re needed. It will depend on the day.”

It was bare minimum provision, with the slight advantage that he’d be in the care of the least abhorrent of his relatives, but bare minimum nonetheless.

Aunt Minkyung smiled a tight smile at him like she was confused why he wasn’t on his knees thanking them. “It’ll be useful to have someone so flexible helping to run Jangwon!” She explained cheerfully.

Hongjoong knew what they were playing at.

He was old enough to take on responsibility but young enough not to be granted freedom.

He was well bred enough to be taught social graces but low enough on the ladder to work for free.

So he simply bowed to each of his superiors, extra deeply to Seyong and Yujung, and padded upstairs silently like the outcast he was.

Minutes or hours later- he couldn’t be sure- his new guardians came to find him sitting by the window watching the sun shrink behind the clouds.

The mysterious stranger’s prediction had been right. The second storm was arriving after all.

Cousin Seyong cleared his throat uncomfortably and tried to offer some condolence. “I’m sorry, it’s the best we could do...”

“But I did push for them to give you more time,” Yujung broke in. “Time to, you know, grieve and... and integrate with the routine here... all of that.”

Hongjoong turned to face them and forced a smile. “Thank you,” he said, and he meant it. The meeting could’ve turned out a lot worse. “Is there any way I’ll be allowed out on my own from now on?”

The couple glanced at each other indecisively. They’d never been parents, they hadn’t the first clue how to proceed with respects to a boy already approaching his teens.

“Well, you’ve run away once, I wouldn’t put it past you to do so again,” Seyong sighed honestly. “Perhaps as long as you stay away from the cliffside and the beach...”

“Provided you tell us when and where,” Yujung amended quickly. “And you’re always encouraged to bring someone with you.”

“Not that you’ll have much time for wandering anyway,” Cousin Seyong pointed out, pulling the curtains shut, blocking Hongjoong’s view of the coast, and preparing to leave the room. “You’ll be busy with lessons and work and such.”

Keeping him occupied so he couldn’t cause trouble. That was the plan.

Hongjoong nodded his acceptance of the conditions and bade both of them goodnight. 

They were worried about him, he could see that, but things were off to such a clumsy start, Hongjoong didn’t put much on their ability to control him.

Not when he already had a destination in mind.

For most of the day he’d sat alone while chaos ensued around him. There would be a small window of time for him to get away unseen but he knew the road well.

As he lay awake, he thought of the family moving into his cottage tomorrow morning. They would have no idea what it had once been like. Maybe they would even move the furniture or change the decorations.

It wouldn’t hurt to simply observe the proceedings from a safe distance, he decided. 

Rain was falling on the windows, and his pillow had grown wet, but only from his own tears. 

His aunts always told him not to cry, but they weren’t around to admonish him.

For once, he was happy to be alone.

...

A/N: Another sombre update from me :,) Forgive me if the chapters are sparser because of school. Don’t forget to like and rb <3

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Who I Write For: Idols, Artists, K-Drama Roles // Last Updated: 28.08.2017

If you don’t see the person you’re looking for in the list, feel free to hit me up and ask whether I’d write for them. Because I don’t really keep track of new groups, I might need to have a rock thrown at me with their name written on it in order for me to check them out.

Note: I DO NOT write for idols / artists that already have significant others or spouses. Okay? Okay.

Extra Note: I don’t do smut. I do write stuff with suggestive content but nothing more than that.

Extra extra note: I only write for male idols / artists / characters. IT’S NOT BECAUSE I ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO GUY GROUPS OKAY.

Lastly: I also write for k-drama characters ((not actors, but characters)). The list will probably be short because I watch very few k-dramas mainly because I have no patience or time lol but I’m planning to watch more once I graduate so yay. Scenarios for these people can be related or unrelated to the drama and need not be paired with their significant other in the drama so yeah

Group Name // Bias // Members I Write For

24K // Daeil, Jinhong // All

(New!) A.C.E // TBA lmao idk yet // All

Astro // Moonbin, Sanha // All

BAP // Daehyun, Youngjae // All

Block B // B-Bomb, Kyung // All EXCEPT U-Kwon ((damn how long have they been together? #goals))

BTS // V // All

BTOB // Sungjae, Ilhoon // All

C-Clown (my babies) // Rome, Kangjun // All

EXO // Lay, Kai // All 

FT Island // Seunghyun, Jaejin // All

Got7 // Jinyoung, Mark // All

High4 // Alex // All

Highlight ((Formerly known as Beast because Cube Ent is a snake)) // Gikwang // All

iKon // Donghyuk, B.I // All

Infinite // Hoya // All

K.A.R.D // J.Seph // Both Male Members

KNK // Youjin, Heejun // All 

Monsta X // Shownu, Hyungwon // All

Myname // Seyong, JunQ // All

NCT // Taeyong, Ten, Haechan // All

Nuest // JR, Baekho // All

(New!) SF9 // Rowoon, Zuho // All

Seventeen // S.coups, Vernon // All

Shinee // Taemin, Minho // All

Teen Top // Niel, L.Joe (I’m not okay) // All

Topp Dogg // Xero // All

Up10tion // Jinhoo, Wei // All

VIXX // N, Hongbin // All

(New!) Wanna One // Bae Jinyoung, Woojin // All

Winner // Jinwoo, Mino // All

Labels // Fav // Who I Write For

AOMG // Ugly Duck // All Except Hoody

Brand New Music // San E, Rudals // San E, Rudals, Candle, iWill / Champagne, Hanhae

Just Music // Nochang // Nochang, Giriboy, CJamm

Others

Andup // Babylon // Crush // Dean // Dok2 // i11vn // Jaewon (One) // Kangnam // Sik-K // Supreme Boi // Reddy // Okasian // Hyunseung // (New!) Samuel

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K-Drama // Characters I Write For

Cheese in the Trap // Jung Yoo, Baek In Ho, Eun Taek

Descendants of the Sun // Yoo Shi Jin, Seo Dae Young, Gi Bum

Divorce Lawyers in Love // Jung Woo

Doctors // Ji Hong, Yoon Do, Soo Chul ((will Ji Soo ever be main)), Kang Soo ((okay but I’m lowkey trash for min seok tho)), Yeong Kook, Pa Ran

Doctor Stranger // Park Hoon, Han Jae Joon

Flower Boy Ramen Shop // Chi Soo, Gang Hyuk, Ba Eul, Woo Hyun Woo ((ya’ll have no idea how crazy I was over him back when I was watching the drama))

Goblin ((I’m still not okay)) // Goblin, Grim Reaper, Wang Yeo, Tae Hee ((okay but he was lowkey my fav though despite only being in 2 episodes lol I crei))

Healer // Jung Hoo

Heartstrings ((this one hit home for me)) // Lee Shin, Yeo Joon Hee ((he was so darn cute oml)), 

I Hear Your Voice // Soo Ha

Kill Me, Heal Me ((hands down my all-time fav)) // Cha Do Hyun, Shin Se Gi, Oh Ri On, Ki Joon

Oh My Venus // Young Ho, Woo Shik, Joon Sung ((HE WAS MY FAV THO)), Kim Ji Woong

Pinocchio // Dal Po aka Ha Myeong

Reply 1997 // Yoon Jae

Sassy Go Go ((so fluffy, so cute, my achy breaky heart)) // Kim Yeol, Dong Jae, Ha Joon

To The Beautiful You // Tae Joon, Eun Gyeol, Hyun Jae

W // Kang Chul, Do Yoon ((fav I swear)), 

Yong Pal // Tae Hyun

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Day By Day .37

JIYEON

"Hey, so I was thinking," Insoo walked into our bedroom, well what will be our bedroom once we've completely finished unpacking.

"That's dangerous," I smirked as I unpacked our boxes of clothes putting them into there respective wardrobes.

"Ha Ha," he rolled his eyes.

"Anyway," I gestured for him to continue with what he was saying.

"We haven't seen Young Pyo and Su Min in a while, I mean other than them helping move our stuff,"

"Yes," I stood to face him.

"So I was thinking that maybe we should invite them out and go on a sort of double date thing?"

"Why?" I frowned.

"Because it'll be fun," he shrugged.

"Why don't we double date with Seyong and Eunji then, at least that way it wont feel like a double date,"

"Because they're kind of awkward still, I'm not sure that would be a good idea,"

"Well I'm sure it'll help with them being awkward. Going bowling did, I think,"

"Yeah but Eunji is still getting over her virus, she might not feel up to it," he stated.

"She was fine with bowling," I pointed out.

"Did you and Seyong have a fight?" I raised an eyebrow.

"What? No, I just want to go out with you and I though it being a double date would make you more comfortable,"

"Can't they just come over here and hang out for a while?"

"No," he shook his head.

"I don't really feel like going out on a date today, and there is still a whole lot to do around here," I sighed.

"I didn't mean today, I was thinking Thursday," he shrugged.

"Seriously?" my phone started buzzing on the floor, Eunji's name flashing at me.

"Hey,"

"Hey, are you busy? If Insoo is with you pretend you're not talking to me," Seyong's voice came through the receiver.

"No, Insoo and I are just unpacking," I frowned after a pause.

"Oh good, need your help with Insoo's birthday,"

"Okay,"

"Okay, so he kind of tries to avoid his birthday. He'll probably ask you to do something Thursday so he can get out of whatever I've planned, I need your help to make sure he get's here at around four, can you do that? Oh and you can't tell him," he trailed off but he sounded excited.

"Yeah that won't be a problem, I'll just finish unpacking these couple of boxes and I'll come over for lunch or something,"

"Thank you,"

"Okay," I hung up.

"What if I take something off the list?" Insoo asked.

"Huh?"

"If I let you take something off the list will you go on a double date?"

"Okay, but I can't be out all day I've got a shoot on Friday," I lied.

"Deal," he nodded but seemed relieved.

***

I text Eunji letting her know I was on my way and not to act surprised that I was there mainly because Insoo was coming too, but apparently she was already in on it and it was her idea to get my help. I'm not really sure how they were going to go about talking about this when Insoo was also coming. It's not like he was going to go stand outside and wait for us to have a secret conversation about his birthday, which I only just found about. Why didn't he tell me his birthday was coming up?

"Oh good you brought Insoo," Eunji smiled when we walked in the door.

"I thought out wanted to see me?" I fake frowned.

"I did, but Insoo has more experience in this area,"

"What area?" he asked.

"I have this assignment due, I had to put together a composition which I did but the next assignment is the lyrics and they need to tell a story specific to a scenario we were given, and I think I did okay but I'm not sure and I was wondering if you could listen to it before you leave and let me know what you think? Seyong says it sounds okay but I was hoping for another opinion?" she should have done drama.

"Yeah sure, I'll just go see Seyong and then I'll come listen, okay?"

"Thank you,"

"Is Seyong this way?"

"Yeah he's in the lounge room," she nodded.

I waited until he made his way through and was out of earshot before I said anything to her.

"So what are you going to have him listen too?"

"Huh?"

"I'm assuming this is the time Seyong is going to fill me in?"

"Oh, yeah it is but I actually have an assignment due,"

"Seriously? You never let anyone other than the teacher listen to your stuff," I frowned.

"I never think it's any good but I'm actually really happy with this song, do you want to hear it?" most of her chirp was gone, she kind of just sounded drained now. I guess she still wasn't not feeling well.

"I would, then how about we go and make some lunch?"

"Okay,"

INSOO

I made my way into the lounge room where Seyong was laying across the lounge, I tapped the side of his foot so he'd move them and then sat down.

"So, what are we doing for your birthday this year?" he gave me a small smirk.

"Same as I want to do every year, nothing,"

"When do we ever do nothing?" he raised an eyebrow.

"Never because you always insist on planning something," I sighed.

"So, you're not doing anything on Thursday?"

"I'm going out with Jiyeon and some of her friends,"

"Why?" he frowned.

"Because I thought a double date would be fun,"

"So you're going to spend your birthday with Jiyeon and her friends but you wont spend it with your own?"

"Don't make it sound like that," I sighed.

"Well maybe I'll just have to go talk to her," he stated smugly.

"She's not going to help you,"

"Why not?"

"Because she's busy,"

"Too busy to help with your birthday?" he raised an eyebrow.

"Yes," I deadpanned as the girls came back down stairs.

Seyong stopped pushing the subject, and we sat there quietly for a while as the girls made their way into the kitchen to start cooking lunch. It's not that I didn't appreciate the thought he put into the things he did, it's just that I don't actually enjoy my birthday. I spent most of my childhood birthdays the same as any regular day, being both verbal and physically abused and if my mother had the audacity, as my father put it, to buy me a present he would break it in front of me and then she'd get in trouble. One year she bought me a baseball bat, he broke that one over me, I'm just happy it was a brittle wood.

I know that it was a while ago but I still don't really see the point in celebrating. I think Seyong liked to do it to make up for my lack of celebrating in my childhood, some years I let him do it, more for his sake than my own. But I didn't feel like it this year, it just brought back memories and I was never any fun when I was internally reminiscing. I didn't want to have to explain that to Jiyeon.

"So where is everyone?" Jiyeon asked.

"Chaejin had a class, JunQ had to go get his hair fix because there is something wrong with the colour, and we have teaser photos to shoot this week. We also start recording too, which is cool. And Gunwoo, I have no idea, out with a friend I think. I'm not sure he's happy about Eunji and I," Seyong explained, Eunji pulled a face as if she'd just thought of that being a possibility.

"Oh, do you think he's mad?" she looked  to Jiyeon who just gave a small smile.

"No, I don't think he's mad,"

"Are you sure?"

"I'm positive," she nodded.

JIYEON

We all sat down to eat lunch, it was quiet at first, the silence was almost awkward. Seyong would look across the table at Eunji when she wasn't looking and she would do the same to him when he wasn't looking. I'm not sure either of them really knew how to go about dating; neither of them have really dated before. Eunji wasn't sure about how to go about the skin-ship and all Seyong knew was sex, so they didn't seem to know what to do.

They kind of had it when we went bowling and to dinner the other night, but I think now it's just made them more awkward.

"So how did your doctors appointment go?" I asked Eunji, I realized I've been so caught up in moving and unpacking I forgot to ask.

"Oh, ah he gave me antibiotics and I need to take iron tables because it's low,"

"But he said it wasn't serious," Seyong stated.

"Oh, you went?"

"Yeah," he nodded.

"I figured you'd be busy unpacking and Seyong offered to go," Eunji pushed the food around her plate.

"How are you guys settling into the new place?" Seyong asked.

"Okay, Insoo decided to girl up our bedroom with 'His' and 'Hers' cushions but everything is pretty much unpacked, there's just a few boxes left,"

"Seriously?" Seyong gave his friend a look.

"What? I seen them and thought they were a good idea, I still stand by my decision even though she laughed at me for five minutes," and just like that the awkward faded.

"So where's EunBi?" Eunji asked, I withheld my smirk as Insoo answered.

"She went out this morning to go look at a few schools she was applying for, then she was going to lunch with Zelo," he replied bitterly.

"Did she?" Eunji smirked.

"Wait why?" Seyong frowned, he'd been warming up to Zelo lately after he realized that he wasn't a threat and didn't like Eunji in anything but a platonic way. I don't think he quite realized that Zelo was starting to develop feelings for EunBi and vise-versa. From what I understand EunBi is for all intensive purpose, basically his little sister too.

"Oh now he has a problem with it," Insoo rolled his eyes.

"I don't see the problem, she's making friends," Eunji shrugged.

"With boys,"

"All of my friends a boys,"

"I know," Seyong muttered, Eunji just frowned.

***

"Did you still want me to listen to your song?" Insoo asked after lunch,

"If you don't mind," she nodded.

"I don't mind,"

Eunji lead him upstairs casually, the second they were out of earshot Seyong, who'd been lounging on the lounge, practically ran over to the kitchen where I was washing dishes.

"So, Thursday; Everyone is going to start arriving at about 5:30, all I need you to do is get him here and he's going to be super suspicious so it's not going to be easy,"

"Who's cooking?"

"Eunji, she might ask for your help,"

"How is that going?" I raised an eyebrow.

"What?"

"You two, you seem really awkward,"

"What are you two talking about?" Insoo frowned.

"I was going to do the dishes and she wont let me," Seyong lied.

"Right," it was clear Insoo didn't believe him.

"He was getting my advice," I sighed.

"On?" he asked, I just nodded towards Eunji who was coming down the stairs.

"So what do you think of her song?" Seyong tried to redirect Insoo's attention.

"It was amazing" he sounded sincere but he was still watching us skeptically.

There was a long silence, Insoo watched both Seyong and I, Seyong stared at Eunji who watched her feet embarrassed from the attention.

"We should probably get going, we still have some boxes left to unpack and EunBi doesn't have keys to get in,"

We said our goodbyes and I made plans with Eunji to go shopping tomorrow, we hadn't been out together just the two of us in a while. I thought maybe she wouldn't be so upset about me moving out if I showed her we will still see a lot of each other.

"What were you two really talking about?" Insoo asked once we were in the car,

"When you came in the room we were actually talking about him and Eunji,"

"And before that?"

"He was asking for my help," I sighed.

"With?"

"Something,"

"If he's planning something for my birthday you have to tell me,"

"I don't have to tell you, you didn't even tell me your birthday was coming up,"

"Because I didn't want anything planned,"

"Why?"

"I don't really want to talk about that right now," he sighed sounding defeated.

"Okay," I sighed,

"I didn't tell you but he wants me to somehow get you over there by 4 on Friday," I lied.

"Why Friday?"

"He thought if it were Friday you wouldn't be so suspicious,"

"And what is it exactly?"

"A party,"

***

"How exactly do you plan on getting Insoo to come over Thursday if he's so against a birthday party? and if he's so against it why are you going along with helping Seyong?" Eunji frowned at me.

We were on our way to the shopping centre so I could spend some well over due sister time with Eunji, and hopefully find a birthday present for Insoo at the same time.

"I agreed to it before I knew he was so against it, and at the time I thought it would be a good idea. He's been pretty grumpy lately and I figured a party would cheer him up a bit," I shrugged.

"Yeah I've noticed that, what's wrong with him?"

"I don't know, he's just a little off,"

"So what are you going to get him?"

"I have no idea," I shook my head pulling into the parking space.

"Well at least you have today to figure it out,"

INSOO

"Come on, you wont let me throw you a party, you could at least let me take you out for a few drinks tonight," Seyong whined.

"A few drinks with you means I'm going to be carrying you home,"

"I wont even drink that much, I swear,"

"The last time you said that you were arrested,"

"Please,"

"Can you just agree so he'll stop whining," EunBi frowned.

"Why are you here at not at the apartment?"

"I needed to get this homework done that I may have forgotten about. I was going to see if Eunji could help me with some stuff I don't quite understand, because you and Jiyeon have been grumpy lately but she's not home, so I thought I'd just do it here while I wait for her,"

"Grumpy you say," Seyong smirked.

"Can I help?" I asked ignoring him.

"You can go out with Seyong so I don't have any distractions,"

"What a great idea," Seyong nodded.

"Are you two scheming together?"

"No, I seriously need to get this done before I go home Friday, do you not want me to graduate?"

"Why did you leave it so late?" I frowned at her.

"Because I got distracted, don't bother lecturing me mum already did that this morning," she sighed.

"You talked to mum?"

"Yes, now can you stop distracting me," she huffed.

"And I've been grumpy," I muttered.

"Unless you're going to do this for me, go away," she playfully glared.

"Fine, we'll go out for a few drinks, but that's it, and it's just us two," I stated already aware of the fact nothing I'd just said was going to be considered.

JIYEON

Hey Ji, just going out with Seyong for a few drinks. We're suppose to only be a few hours but we'll probably be out until early hours of the morning, Oh and EunBi's at the dorm.

-Insoo

Why's EunBi at the dorm?

-Jiyeon

"I'm hungry, let's go eat something," Eunji stated as we were going through the checkout.

I'd managed to convince her to do a little rearranging in the bedroom so she had something to preoccupy her time with. We'd just bought some new sheets and a foam bed overlay. She was going to push the two single beds together until she decided to buy a double one. She seemed pretty happy about it but I wasn't sure if that was real, or for my benefit.

"Okay," I nodded.

We made our way through the shopping center towards a cafe near the exit, as we got closer Eunji stopped out side of a furniture store. She frowned looking through the window like she was contemplating something but wasn't quite sure.

"What?"

"Maybe I should buy a new bed now,"

"We can do that if you like," I nodded.

"I'm just thinking that if pushing the single beds together is just until I get a new one, why not get it now? Or at least look?"

"Eunji, you don't have to convince me, I think its a good idea,"

"I think I was trying to convince myself,"

"Common, let's go look," I grab her wrist and pulled her into the store.

We walked trough the bedroom section examining each bed, one of the attendants made his way over to see if we needed any help, Eunji told him that we were just looking.

"No, actually, we're looking for a new bed for my sister. Probably a double, maybe king size, dark wood would be better,"

"Just the frame or the mattress as well?" he asked, Eunji just frowned at me.

"Oh, she'll need a new mattress too,"

"We actually have a great deal on right now with a selected range but if you don't like any of the models I'm sure I can work something out for you,"

"Great, lead the way,"

He lead us through a few different models, none really appealing to Eunji, I figured she was just being stubborn, then he showed us a dark wood bed with a high headboard, which she fell in love with.

"You like it?" she nodded.

"How long until we can have it delivered?" I asked.

"We can do same day delivery for an extra $100,"

"Great, we'll do that,"

"For the mattress were you looking for anything specific? Orthopedic? Allergenic?"

"Huh?" she frowned.

"Is there a kind of mattress you sleep better on?" he rephrased his question, she explained what she wanted and he added that to the total and then took off 30%. Personally, I think he just did it because he thought Eunji was cute.

"Gunwoo is going to kill us," she frowned.

"No he won't," I shook my head handing the attendant my credit card.

"Can you sign here, and we'll need the details for deliver," he handed me a information sheet which I filled out.

"We're going to have to move the beds into the garage for now," I said as we left the store.

"That's so much work," she sighed.

"That's why there's Insoo and Seyong," I smiled as my phone beeped.

She needs help with some school work, she's waiting for Eunji.

-Insoo

Okay, well we wont be too much longer, have fun and be careful. I don't want to have to come bail you two out of jail at 2 a.m.

-Jiyeon

"EunBi's at the dorm, she's waiting for you or something, do you want to eat here or go back and eat?"

"Well if she's waiting we may as well eat there, besides I need her help with something," Eunji shrugged.

I am the careful one, and I'll wait until a decent hour to use my phone call.

-Insoo

Let EunBi know we're on our way, I'll see you when you get home.

-Jiyeon

I like that sound of that, don't wait up.

-Insoo

Telling EunBi we're on our way?

-Jiyeon

No, home.

-Insoo

"What are you smiling at?" Eunji frowned at me.

"Me? Nothing," I shrugged putting my phone back into my pocket.

"Okay..." she eyed me carefully.

"Are we going? EunBi is waiting,"

INSOO

Jiyeon and Eunji walked through the door just as we were about ready to leave, Eunji gave and awkward smile and asked where EunBi was before going through to the lounge room once she was told.

"That has to be the first time I've seen you wear that, I was starting to think Eunji had bought it for herself," Jiyeon commented on Seyong's jumper.

"I wear it," he shrugged.

"This is literally the second time you've worn it,"

"I'm cold, and it looks better on her anyway. Are we going or what?" he huffed.

"I'll see you when I get home," I gave Jiyeon a small hug and kissed her forehead.

***

"What happened to just the two of us?"

"I'd already called them before you said anything, I couldn't cancel," he shrugged as we made our way into the bar.

They were all sitting around a table in the back; Daeil, J.Heart, B. Bomb, and Jinwoon, I slid in next to Jinwoon and Seyong sat next to me.

"You're late," J.Heart stated texting away on his phone.

"I had to convince him to come out," Seyong shrugged.

"Good, things are back to normal. It was weird having to convince you of all people to come out drinking," Daeil commented sipping at the glass of beer in front of him.

"Yeah, well," Seyong sighed not really wanting to talk about it further.

"So what's everyone been up too?" I asked. There was a chorus of murmuring, Daeil was the first to actually give an answer.

"J.Heart got himself a girl,"

"Since when?" Seyong frowned.

"She hit on him the last time we went out, and had to call Insoo to come get you," Daeil answered for his friend.

"Really?"

"Yeah, so now I only have you as a wingman," Daeil directed his comment at Seyong who nodded slowly,

"What?" Daeil frowned.

"The thing is,"

"You're dating too?" Daeil frowned rolling his eyes.

"You can have wing-men that are in relationships," J.Heart stated not looking up from his phone, I realized it hadn't left his hands since we sat down.

"Wait, rewind a little. You're in a relationship, like with just one girl, committed relationship?" B. Bomb frowned at Seyong.

"Yeah,"

"The sex must be amazing, I mean if you're voluntarily giving up sleeping with other women," Daeil commented.

"I'm going to get some drinks, anyone else?" Seyong avoided Daeil's comment.

"Have you had sex yet?" Daeil prodded some more.

"He was whipped before they were even dating," J.Heart commented.

"You're one to talk, this is the first time I've actually hung out with you in months because you're always on dates, and since before we even sat down all you've done is text her," Daeil huffed.

"J.Heart, you're not suppose to let the wife know about the mistress," Jinwoon commented.

"They get jealous," B. Bomb nodded.

"It's only been a month, and she has friends. I'm sure I can set you up with one of them," J.Heart stated.

"I don't want you're pity date," Daeil frowned.

"I think she has a sister,"

"I'm not into the needy girls," he shook his head.

"Who says she's needy?" J.Heart frowned.

"What about your girl Seyong, any friends? Sisters?" Daeil turned his attention away from J.Heart who rolled his eyes and went back to texting.

"From what I'm aware of, all of her friends are males," Seyong stated in an unpleasant tone,

"As far as sisters go, she has one but unless you want to fight Insoo, I wouldn't bother," he shrugged getting up and heading to the bar.

"How is Ji?" Jinwoon asked me.

"Moody, stressed," I shrugged.

"Why?"

"We're still unpacking and she has a month or so before she graduates from the university, and her schedule at work is starting to pick up,"

"She's working?"

"Yeah, she's modelling for some company, I can't remember the name of it right now," I nodded.

"She's a model?" he frowned.

"Yeah, why?"

"She just doesn't seem like the type," he shrugged.

"She was reluctant at first, it was for a project and then she was approached by a manager and one thing led to another. She seems to be enjoying it, she's really good at it too,"

"She definitely has the legs for it," he winked at me.

"No kidding," I nodded as Seyong sat down.

"What are we talking about?" he asked me handing me a beer.

"Jiyeon's legs," Daeil stated.

EUNJI

"Hey," I sat down next to EunBi who was sprawled out on the lounge room floor, three different text books open and loose pages piled everywhere.

"Hey," she didn't look up from her books.

"I heard you wanted my help?"

"Yeah, I got distracted and now I have like a months worth of work to do in three days, and I don't understand a lot of it, and if I don't get it done I'm not going to graduate, and my mum is going to kill me, and..." she stated frantically.

"I said I'd help you,"

"Seriously?"

"Yeah,"

"I kind of thought you had forgotten..."

"I didn't forget, I said I would help and I will. But you have to help me cook for Thursday,"

"I would have asked for help with putting the bed together, or at least moving the other ones out," Jiyeon stated sitting on the lounge behind me.

"I'm lost," she frowned.

"Jiyeon convinced me to buy a new bed, a bigger bed," I shrugged.

"Do you need help?" she offered.

"Jiyeon and I can handle it, you have to get this done, but gather all of this up and you can come use my desk,"

"I'm not sure if that was an offer or a demand," she frowned half joking.

"Well you need my help, and the desk would be more functional," I shrugged.

"Okay, I just have to finish this page first,"

"Let's move some beds," I looked back at Jiyeon.

"Yay," she poked her tongue out.

SEYONG

"Should we play a game?" B.Bomb asked taking a mouthful of beer from his glass. Everyone was drinking at a slow pace, so they were all still pretty sober, except for Daeil. He seemed to be drinking more than everyone else, or at least faster, so he was quickly approaching a tipsy state. It seemed like he had something bothering him but he just waved it off when we asked.

"369?" I suggested.

"You suck at that game," Insoo frowned from next to me, he was less moody, and he actually seemed to be enjoying himself.

"Then you have nothing to worry about," I shrugged.

"Who wants to start?" J.Heart asked,

"1," B.Bomb stated with a shrug.

2, clap, 4,5, clap, 7,8, clap.

"9," Insoo stated.

"And I'm the one that sucks at this?" I raised an eyebrow.

"1," I stated after Insoo took the shot of Soju.

2, clap, 4,5, clap, 7,8, clap,10,11, clap. We got to 25, then I slipped up and said 26 and had to take a drink.

"Let's make this more interesting," B.Bomb stated sliding an empty glass into the middle of the table.

"You want us to put money in that?" Jinwoon frowned.

"No, I though we could mix some drinks together, the loser will have to drink it," he shrugged. I looked around the table, there was quite a range of drinks, this was not going to taste nice.

"That's a bad idea,"

"Don't loose," he shrugged again.

"I'm in," Daeil pour some beer into the empty glass.

"Me too," J.Heart added in some orange juice.

Jinwoon pour in rice wine and sprite, B.Bomb Soju and coke, Insoo poured in some Milkis and coffee, I decided to add a different beer and some broth from the soup we'd ordered.

"That's gross," B.Bomb frowned.

"Don't loose," I mimicked him.

"I really hope you have to drink it," he rolled his eyes.

"Should we change the game?" Daeil asked.

"Name game?" Jinwoon asked.

"Seeing as you lost the last game; you should start," J.Heart smirked at me.

"Ding-dingdingding Dang-dangdangdang, Dingding, Dangdang, the name game,"

EUNJI

It hadn't taken Jiyeon and I long to move the single beds down to the garage, there wasn't a whole lot of space in there thanks to the boys gym. They never actually use it. It took some brains and Tetris skills, but we got them in there.

"What time did they say they were delivering the bed?" I asked Jiyeon as I swept the dirt and dust from the floor, collecting it into a small pile next to the door as EunBi made her way into the room.

"The should be here well about now," she checked the time on her phone.

"What am I doing with this?" EunBi gestured to my desk I had yet to clear off for her.

"Sorry," I lent the broom against the wall and packed my papers up into a pile, sliding them into the top draw.

"Trucks here," Jiyeon said looking out the window.

I made my way down stairs, Jiyeon behind me, and opened the front door just as they were about to knock. Seriously, if I'd of opened the door a second later they may have hit me. There were two guys in their mid-twenties; no older than 27, fit, attractive, with dark hair and piercing eyes. They smiled and greeted us.

"You ordered a new bed?" the slightly taller one asked.

"Yes," I nodded.

"Where are we putting it?"

"The bedroom," I stated dumbly.

"Which is?"

"Upstairs, follow us and we'll show you," Jiyeon stated.

"Do you guys live alone?" the shorter one asked as we were walking up the stairs.

"That's a creepy question," Jiyeon threw over her shoulder.

"I didn't mean it to be," he frowned.

"In there," I stated nodding towards my room.

"Huh?"

"The bed is going in there,"

"Oh, right, we'll bring it right up," they headed back downstairs and out to their deliver truck.

"Eunji?" EunBi called from the room,

"Coming,"

"I don't get this," she slouched into the chair as I entered the room.

"Don't get what?" I made my way over to her.

"Any of it, it makes no sense, I've read the same question about 20 times and I've read the paragraphs that are suppose to explain it but the answer isn't there,"

"Relax, stressing yourself out isn't going to help. You know that answer, you just have to relax,"

"I don't know it," she huffed.

"Okay, let me look,"

I read through the paragraphs she had gone and highlighted sections from. The question wasn't hard and she's highlighted the answer, she'd just worked herself up.

"It's right there, in that section," I pointed at the three sentences she'd highlighted in pink.

"Now I feel dumb," she sighed.

"Do that question then go down stairs and get yourself some snack foods and bring it back with you. Study food is always a good idea,"

"I'll get it," Jiyeon stated, she'd followed me into the room.

Jiyeon went to leave the room as the two delivery guys came in with the headboard, they placed it gently where Jiyeon pointed which was between the two windows.

"Do you need us to put it together for you?"

"No, we can handle it,"

INSOO

"I need something to eat," Seyong pulled a face, he'd lost the game and one shotted the mixture.

"Order something," B.Bomb smirked.

"So you're not looking forward to your birthday?" Jinwoon asked,

"No," I sighed.

"Why?" B.Bomb frowned.

"It's just something I'd rather not celebrate, so if you guys have something planned cancel it. If you trick me into some kind of party I'm going to be seriously irritated about it,"

"I thought this was the party?" Jinwoon frowned confused.

"It is," Seyong nodded.

"I don't believe you," I looked at Seyong,

"No, seriously. Was going to throw you a surprise thing on Friday but I figured you'd find out and not come. Besides,  Jiyeon said she couldn't help, something about a photo shoot. You'd think your boyfriends birthday would take priority over a photoshoot that you can postpone for a few days,"

EUNJI

"This is so tedious," I sighed as we screw each slat in, one by one.

"I'm so hungry, where's our food," EunBi whined.

"We only called them fifteen minutes ago, and we're almost done," Jiyeon frowned at us.

"Almost done? We've only done three slats,"

"And the rest of the frame, once these are done, the mattress goes on and them the bed gets made, and then we're done,"

"We should have let them do it,"

"Yeah I'm sure that would have been a great idea," EunBi stated sarcastically.

"What do you thing the boys are doing right now?" Jiyeon asked suddenly.

"If they're  doing what they normally do, Seyong's drinking twice as much as Insoo and Insoo will have to keep him out of trouble and get them both home," EunBi stated turning the page of her text book.

"Is he really that bad?" I frowned.

"Insoo had to talk an officer out of arresting them once after Seyong pretty much made his partner cry,"

"Seriously?"

"Insoo's mellowed out, they used to cause so much trouble, mum would have to bail them out of so many different situations all of the time," EunBi explained.

"What was Insoo like when he was younger?"

"I'm not sure what he was like when he was a kid, but from the earliest I can remember could be a bit of a handful, but he was also very mature. Mum often says that he was forced to grow up too quickly, that he never really got to be a child. But I have no idea what they're talking about, they never tell me about that or what happened between my mum and dad. Insoo has always had the protective gene, there used to be this group of boys that would pick on my in grade school. Insoo scared them half to death and then walked me too and from school every day up until the day he left for Seoul," EunBi finished speaking as there was a knock on the front door.

"Food's here," I jumped up, from the floor and made my way downstairs.

JIYEON

Eunji went to get our food and EunBi went back to the assessments. I hadn't thought about it that way, I mean it was clear that the whole situation with his father had affected him. But I didn't consider the fact he didn't really get to have a childhood, or the fact he would have felt the need to be the man of the house and to protect his mother and EunBi. He never would have been able to enjoy things like a birthday. I guess that's why Seyong was so insistent that he throw a party, I'm just not so sure why Insoo would be so against letting him.

"EunBi, take a break and come eat something," Eunji place the pizza box and box of chicken on the floor at the foot of the bed, she sat on the carpet and pulled the side dishes from the plastic bag.

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I’m sorry I took forever to respond! I hope you focus on your health too! I was wondering if you had been watching the unit? I’ve been obsessed with it.😩 Question; what are some of your favorite songs right now? -♥️✨

I’m so sorry for the late reply :((( just been busy with robotics and school

I have been watching the unit! Kinda bummed my #1 seyong and semmi didn’t make it but i figured they wouldnt bc my #1 picks for all survival shows never make it into the final group fml but happy to see chan and lee suji in the final groups! who were you rooting for?

also, fave songs atm: Curious and Gravel to the Tempo by Haley Kiyoko, Love Scenario by Ikon, My Flower by JBJ, Get Some by Ghosted, Fight Like a Girl by Zolita, and Never Enough from The Greatest Showman!

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Hey, okay soo I just got into MYNAME (ugh don't even get me started on how underrated they are) and I was wondering if you could do a what kind of boyfriend would insoo and seyong be?

Boyfriend!Seyong

Boyfriend!Insoo

THE BIGGEST DORK EVER but he means well

will probably stay up late at night to play video games with you

snuggles you to sleep because he likes the warm feeling

when he tries to impress you, he might trip on the way or bump into someone tbh hes so clumsy

would probably text you first thing in the morning if he isn’t too exhausted from the night before

daily calls, esp if you guys havent seen each other for like a week

he’s really funny so you guys would probably lay on the couch or your bed laughing for 20 minutes straight over a stupid joke

takes you to the practice room to show you a little bit of his b-boying

his kisses would be left on your lips and if you’re laying down, then on your chin

really likes to take his hands and squish your cheeks, esp when he wants your attention

on an occasion, you guys will turn off all the lights and wait for the other members to come back so you can scare them

but if you’re afraid of the dark, then seyong will hold your hand every second of the way

setting aside the fun, eccentric, and enthusiastic seyong, he’d be really serious when he really needs to be

when you’re concerned with something, whether it be your relationship, etc., he’ll try to smile through some of it and reassure you or he’ll try his best to make things work

if you’re crying he’ll wrap his arms around you and he’d be a little [???] like what do i do

“ah… don’t cry, please don’t cry, I don’t like seeing you this way…”

if you’re having a bad day, he’ll try to make it better by smiling more at you and even shooting you words of encouragement/endearment

during arguments or minor fights, he’ll probably storm off or just stop talking to you because he doesn’t want to tolerate constant back-and-forth barking

i’m not sure if he’d automatically apologize first, it depends on the occasion/situation/how far the argument or fight went

to sum it up: morning texts, daily calls, late-night video game marathons, snuggles you to sleep, scaring the members in the dark, protective when it comes to you being scared (esp), clumsy when he wants to wow you, non-stop 20-minute laugh sessions over nothing, kisses on the lips and chin, teaching you dances/showing you his b-boy skills, mature when he needs to be, words of encouragement, a little clueless when it comes to the emotional girl stuff but he tries, very cooperative when you confront him about things

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Don't Be Silly - Seyong

So these are really nothing special. I've literally thrown these together in like half an hour. But I hope you still love them :D

‘You know what I don’t get about the video?’ You looked up at Seyong who glanced down. ‘What?’ ‘Why did you try and kill the person you work for? And why did he then kill you? He’s just lost out on a perfectly good fighter’ Seyong had started frowning before you’d even finished your sentence and the more he thought about what you said the more confused he was. ‘What?’ ‘In the video you walk into the bathroom and you have the knife but you go to kill the guy you work for. Why?’ ‘Bathroom?… what are you talking about?’ You got up and kneeled on the couch next to him. You tried to explain to him what you meant and like always you used a lot of hand movements. ‘The guy you kill, well try to kill. Why did you try to kill him if he’s your boss. You wanted to fight in his gang but then you kill him. It’s a bit stupid Seyong’ ‘My boss, in the ba- Aish you idiot that’s Gunwoos boss, you… ugh’ he shook his head at you and tried to concentrate on his writing. You pressed your index fingers together and looked around before leaning closer to Seyong. ‘But I thought you had the same boss?’ ‘Same bo- they look completely different!’ he insisted. ‘I thought it was metaphorical for the same guy’ you looked at him blankly and he all but ripped his hair out. ‘____-ah don’t be silly! They’re in the same rooms… together. They sit next to each other!’ ‘Personality disorder’ you shrugged. ‘Yah! Did you even watch the music video’ you gasped and pouted. ‘Of course I watched my Seyongies music video. Why what are you trying to say?’ ‘That you’re a pabo’ he tapped you over the head with a spoon and stared at you. ‘Yah! You didn’t need to hit me, it was just a question’ ‘Aish this girl’ he shook his head and looked back down at his notebook. ‘So does that mean you and Gunwoo aren’t the same person either?’ Seyong grabbed the nearest pillow and started attacking you. You held your hands out in defensive and started laughing too much to get your words out. ‘Yah you have a perfect education. Why are you being like this?’ ‘I’m kidding… Seyong’ ‘You’ll be the death of me, I swear’ he stopped and watched your shaking figure clutching your stomach. ‘I’m joking. I know you’re not the same’ ‘Because I’m better looking right?’ ‘Yeah totally’ you rolled your eyes and ran away before Seyong could figure out you were being sarcastic.

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October Update

It’s the 7th so that means it’s time for me to make an update post.

I added the boyfriend/girlfriend!au posts to the masterlist so they now add into the scenario count which actually pushed it to above 300. We hit 2k followers so I’m keeping requests open all month instead of the first and last weeks, the drabble game is also open. You might have noticed I changed the color scheme and icon image for the blog. It went from being red to maroon and from Taeyong to Seyong of Myname. 

I changed the icon after having the Taeyong one for almost the entire time we’ve been called pocket-scenarios, there was a brief moment that it was blue. I just wanted to change it to a myname member since Myname did inspire the url of this blog, and Myname is one of my favorite groups.

I don’t really have much to say, we don’t take requests for boyfriend/girlfriend!au posts. I do every member for each group I decide to do them for it just takes me a while to get them finished because I don’t want them to sound the same so I have to watch videos of the idol (sometimes not all groups) to get a better feel for them out of a group setting. I also just don’t want to spam them out, I feel like it would get annoying to see one type of post so I try to post them in intervals. I used to take requests for them, but it’s just too much. I promise though that Lou will be the next Boyfriend!au post and Nayeon will be the first girlfriend!au post.

Thank you for taking the time to read our update, feel free to inbox me with things that can improve the blog/masterlist.

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Seyong’s Drabble #02

After you both walked together for a long time, stopped in a Café to drink a hot chocolate and had fun, the sunset approached. Even if it was getting late, it was still bright. Seyong would take you to your apartment so then he could go to his dormitory. "We passed all day long together and didn't take any picture", he suddenly murmurs and you laugh while holding his arm. "I don't like to take pictures, Seyong-ah!", you reply as laughing of his face. "C'mon! Just one pic, ______-ah!", he protests and stops on the sidewalk, continuing to insist. "Please?". You sigh and he opens a big smile while picking his phone up and you both stay together and look at the camera. You two change the faces and poses, laughing like two little kids, while taking more than just one picture. "Ok, stop!", you say as looking around to check if someone watched you playing to take pictures. But before you could notice, he takes another photo of you. "THAT'S UNFAIR! I wasn't prepared!", you complain as seeing he laugh. You catch your phone from the pocket and, without warning, take a picture of him. What you didn't expect was he would, in fact, have time to make a pose with the beautiful smile that you love. You really expected he would get awkward like what probably happened with yours. He smiles even more looking at your shocked face and laughs while giving you a kiss on the cheek. "Maybe one day you gonna take an awkward picture of me", he whispers, tooking your hand and taking you home.

Yep, this is kind of a part two of Seyong's Drabble #01. Special thanks to Irony's maknae, Minsuh, because she gave me this idea! And I promise I'll write about another biases. Sorry, my two firsts drabbles was with this fake ginger that makes me so enchanted ;A;. OK, I'LL STOP TO SAY RANDOM THINGS NOW. And: WE'RE ACCEPTING REQUESTS! Please, help us and make a scenario/drabble request and as soon as we can, we'll write for you :)!

xx Minji Photo’s source: 911120.net

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Main Masterlist (Page 2)

(24/25)

Page Total Scenario Count: 22

Any Idol with their name italicized is linking to a boyfriend!au post.

Content Warnings: Smuts are in BOLD anything containing material that may be triggering is BOLDED AND ITALICIZED

Star Empire Masterlist

Total scenario Count: 6

ZE:A: 0

IMFACT: 6

ARIAZ: 0

LUK Factory:

NOIR

Seunghoon:

Yeonkuk: || Thump Thump ||

Junyong:

Yoonsung: || Solo ||

Siheon:

Hoyeon:

Siha:

Minhyuk:

Daewon:

HO

Bigflo

Euijin: || Careful ||

Sungmin:

Lex:

Noga Entertainment:

LUCENTE

Hero:

U.Seong:

Taejun:

Bao:

Z.Hoo:

Kogun:

Parkha:

WM

B1A4

CNU:

Jinyoung:

Sandeul:

Baro:

Gongchan: || Care ||

Oh My Girl

Hyojung:

Mimi:

YooA:

Seunghee:

Jiho:

Binnie:

Arin:

ONF

Hyojin: || Friends ||

E-Tion: || Compass Rose ||

J-Us:

Wyatt: || Lovely ||

MK:

U:

Ggumanamu

Chaeyeon:

Hyunseo:

Seunghyun:

Yeongin:

Chaewon:

Jowoon:

GH

B.I.G

J-Hoon:

Benji: || 8, 11, 31 ||

Gunmin: || More Than ||

Gookmin Pyo:

Heedo: || Alone Time || Listen To Me ||

Jinseok:

3YE

Yurim:

Yuji:

Haeun:

N.CH World

Nature

Sohee:

Aurora:

Saebom:

Lu:

Chaebin:

Haru:

Loha:

Uchae:

Sunshine:

TOO

Chihoon:

Donggeon:

Chan:

Jisu:

Minsu:

Jaeyun:

J.You:

Kyungho:

Jerome:

Woonggi:

BlackHole Ent:

Black6ix

Yey:

Taeyoung:

The King:

Jong Woon:

Ziki:

YongSeok:

Forest Network:

Seven O’Clock

Hangyeom:

Andy:

Hyun:

2Soul:

Jeong Gyu:

Taeyoung:

KJ Music:

TST

K:

Ain:

Wooyoung:

Junghoon:

Yonghyeon:

Target

G.I:

Seul Chan:

Zeth:

Hyun:

Roi:

Boun:

Woojin:

All-S:

M.A.P6

Minhyuk:

J.Jun: || Camping Trip ||

Sign: || Snuggly ||

Sun:

J.Vin: || Apology ||

D-Crunch

Hyunwook:

Hyunho:

O.V:

Hyunwoo:

Hyunoh:

Minhyuk:

Chanyoung:

Junseung:

Dylan:

MidWay Entertainment:

Snuper

Suhyun:

Sangil:

Taewoong:

Woosung:

Sangho:

Sebin: || Number ||

High Start Entertainment:

Halo

Dino:

Inhaeng:

Ooon:

Jaeyong:

Heecheon:

Yoondong:

DNA Entertainment:

Great Guys

Jae I:

Horyeong:

Haneul:

Daun:

Donghwi:

Dongin:

Hwal Chan:

Ui Yeon:

Baek Gyeol:

VT Entertainment:

Vanner

Taehwan:

Gon:

Hyeseong:

Ahxian:

Youngkwang:

Banana Culture:

EXID

Solji:

LE:

Hani:

Hyerin:

Jeonghwa:

Trei

Jaejun:

Juntae:

Changhyun:

Choon

WITZ

Eson:

Jooan:

Kyeonghoon:

Sihyun:

Wings Entertainment

A.Cian

Jungsang:

Hyeokjin:

Sanghyun:

Jin-O:

DSP Entertainment:

K.A.R.D

J.Seph:

BM:

Somin:

Jiwoo:

H2 Media Entertainment:

MYNAME

Insoo:

Gunwoo:

Seyong: || Bitter ||

JunQ:

Chaejin: || Jealous ||

Cordiel Entertainment:

PLAYBACK

Yunji:

Hayoung:

Yujin:

Woolim:

Eunjin:

KIthewhale Entertainment:

ENOi

Laon:

Dojin:

Hamin:

Avin:

Jinwoo:

J-Kid:

Gun:

8D Creative

OnlyOneOf

KB:

Love:

Rie:

Yoojung:

Junji:

Mill:

Nine:

TS

Sonamoo

Sumin:

Minjae:

D.Ana:

Nahyun:

Euijin:

High.D:

Newsun:

TRCNG

Jihun:

Hayoung: || Rainy Night ||

Hakmin:

Jisung:

Hyunwoo:

Siwoo: || Feelings ||

Hohyeon:

Kangmin:

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Day By Day .19

JIYEON

I woke up to a cramping pain in my abdomen and throbbing in my lower back. It's not like it's the first time it's happened. I've been to the doctor about it and he said it was normal in early pregnancy. I sighed rolling out of bed, the second I stood up straight the pain got worse and moved to my pelvic area. That hadn't happened before. I slowly made my way to the kitchen where I kept my painkillers. I should really put them next to my bed. I took two and walked back to bed, as I climbed back into the bed I noticed the red patches.

Panic rose in my throat and I reached for my phone to call a taxi. I got dressed while I waited for it to arrive. I was just overreacting or being paranoid, right? I tried to convince myself it was nothing but in the back of my head I already knew what was happening.

***

I sat there while the doctor told me what I'd already figured out; I'd lost the baby.

"You need to remember it was nothing you did or didn't do, you are not to blame for this. The hospital does offer counseling for those who need it or are having a hard time coping with what has happened,"

"I don't need counseling," I said flatly, I felt completely numb.

"If you change your mind just call reception and they will make you an appointment,"

"Okay, is that it then?"

"No, ah, this isn't exactly an ideal time but your test results have come back," he rubbed the back of his neck.

"And?"

"You appear to be in the early staged of Endometriosis,"

"Which is?"

"It's a condition in which the tissue that would normally line the inside of the womb actually grows on the outside. This can cause scaring to form on the uterus and can affect your ovaries, Fallopian tubes, and bowels. It can also reduce fertility or result in infertility if not treated,"

"Treated how?"

"There are a few ways, medication, surgery,"

"I'm not having surgery,"

"We don't have to discuss this right now, take a few days to rest, surround yourself with family, let your body heal and then you can come back in and we'll determine the best course of treatment," he explained.

"Okay,"

I left his office once he'd given me an information sheet. I honestly didn't know how to feel right now, I'd just lost a baby no one but me knew about, then was told I have a condition that could potentially stop me from having children. Was the condition the reason I lost the baby?

My phone began to buzz in my pocket, I pulled it out to read 'Insoo' flashing across the screen.

"Hello,"

"Hey. What time was your shoot today? Do you want me to pick you up?" His voice filled the receiver.

"No, that's okay. I'm already out and it's at 1 in the same place as the first one,"

"What are you up too until then?"

"I'm going to get some studying done,"

"Okay, I'll meet you at the shoot then," I could practically see the smile on his face.

"Okay,"

***

I sat there in the library staring at the pages of the text book in front of me but I couldn't actually concentrate on studying. How was I suppose to concentrate on anything right now? How was I suppose to face him? How am I suppose to tell him this? He didn't even know I was pregnant and now I have to tell him I lost it too? How mad was he going to be? Would he even get mad? Or would he just leave?

There was no way he was just going to brush it off, I'd known for four out of the six weeks I'd been pregnant. That's an entire month, and I didn't tell anyone, I didn't tell him. The numbness was slowly replaced with guilt. What am I suppose to do?

I pulled the information sheet out of my back and stared at it, I tried to read through it but my brain wouldn't process the words, it was too busy thinking up the different scenarios of telling Insoo. None of them end well.

I looked at the time; 12:55. I sighed closing the book sliding it back into my bag leaving the library and walking down the street to the studio.

"Hey, where have you been?" Su Min asked when I walked into the studio.

"I'm only five minutes late, Ho Jun hasn't even set up yet," I sighed dropping my bag on the lounge nodding over to Ho Jun who was plugging in the lights.

"Young Pyo is already in the changing room getting ready to do your hair and make up, your first outfit is hanging up in the dressing room," I looked around the room expecting to see Insoo but he wasn't here, maybe he was with Young Pyo.

"Okay," I made my way through to the changing room where Young Pyo was pulling things from the top draw.

"Hey," he smiled when he saw me.

"Hey," I attempted to smile back.

"Take a seat,"

Insoo wasn't in here either. Maybe he wont come? Maybe he had rehearsal he'd forgotten about or Seyong wanted to do something? Now I felt guilt for hoping he wouldn't come.

I sat down and he clipped my hair into section to make it easier to style. He'd finished the bottom half by the time Insoo arrived, he was carrying two plastic bags and a try of cups.

"Sorry I'm late, I though I'd buy some snacks and drinks," he smiled placing the bags next to my chair and handing me a cup of what smelt like coffee.

"Coffee, Tea, or hot chocolate?" he turned to Young Pyo.

"Hot chocolate,"

"Thank you," he smiled when Insoo place the cup down in front of him.

"I'll be back, there are snacks in there if you want them," he patted my shoulder, my stomach twisted.

"Oh, you might want to make sure Su Mn gets coffee or she might just kill you," Young Pyo smirked.

"Good to know," Insoo left the room.

The guilt only got worse, would he be like this if he knew what I'd done? If he knew I might not be able to have children? I've seen him around kids, there is no way he doesn't want to be a father. Will he stay with me if I can't have children?

"Hey hottie, have you seen these yet?" Hymen entered the room with a box full of flyers

"Don't call me that," I rolled my eyes.

"I'll pretend you actually mean that, take a look," he handed me a flyer after pulling it from the box he'd place on the chair next to me.

"I had a lot of fun going through your photos from the last shoot, I think they turned out well," he winked.

"You better not have kept them,"

"Oh, I didn't think of that. Do you think Ho Jun will give me the USB back?"

I sighed looking down at the flyer, down the left were four photos of myself in a Polaroid form, they had turned out really well but that had nothing to do with Hymen, that was all Ho Jun's work. Down the right was all the information about the event. It was a nice flyer I guess.

"It looks good," Young Pyo stated when I didn't say anything.

"I thought so, we should go to dinner after the shoot," the offer was directed at me.

"That's a great idea, I'm sure we'll all be hungry after," Young Pyo nodded.

"I was meaning just,"

"I know what you meant," Young Pyo cut him off, Hymen frowned and went to speak but stopped when Insoo re-entered the room.

"Hey, I brought drinks but there's only tea left," he offered Hymen a cup.

"I don't drink tea," Hymen replied flatly. Liar.

"Just put it on the bench, someone will drink it," I attempted to smile at him through the mirror.

This wasn't exactly the time or place to tell him and if I acted the way I felt he would want to know what was wrong so it's better if I just fake my way through the shoot and appear as if nothing is wrong. Then I will tell him later, when it's just the two of us.

"You look amazing by the way," Insoo responded as he did what I'd suggested, I just nodded not trusting myself to speak. The lump in my throat kept threatening to escape.

"She hasn't even had her make-up done yet," Hymen frowned.

"So? Some people don't need make-up to look good," Insoo frowned back.

"So, Ha Min was just saying that we should go to dinner after the shoot," Young Pyo interjected.

"Will we have time?" Insoo asked.

"We don't have to go," I assured him.

"We can go,"

"You have practice tomorrow," I raised an eyebrow.

"Well yeah, but we can still go,"

"Who's going where?" Su Min asked entering the room.

"Ha Min suggested dinner, Insoo was concerned we wont have time," I stated giving her a look through the mirror.

"We probably wont have time seeing as we have a location shoot after this one, why don't we all go to dinner after the runway?"

"Or we could talk about this later, we only have the studio for a limited amount of time," Ho Jun frowned entering the room behind her.

"How long can it take to snap a few photos?" Hymen frowned.

"Snap a few photos?" Ho Jun looked offended.

"You need to consider how much time it takes to change outfit concept, how long does it take to cut and paste a few photos and write a few lines?" he continued.

"I agree with Ho Jun we should just get this shoot done before worrying about dinner," Young Pyo tried to ease the tension.

***

I stood in the dressing room for a while just thinking, trying to figure out how to tell him, what to tell him. This probably wasn't the best time to be thinking about it but I couldn't just keep lying to him anymore, he deserved to know.

"Ji? Are you okay in there?" his voice came from the other side of the curtain.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I tried to keep my voice normal but it was difficult when I felt like I was suffocating in guilt.

"You've been in there for almost fifteen minutes," had I?

"I'll be out in a second,"

I sighed getting changed out of the jeans and white button down shirt, and into the black pinstriped play suit with stockings that Su Min had hung up for me.

"Took you long enough." Su Min handed me a black jacket as I walked out of the dressing room.

"Here put these on too," she held up a tray of jewellery.

"And your shoes are there but there's no point putting any of this on until Young Pyo's done you're hair which you should have gotten done before you got changed," she sighed.

"Okay," I nodded

"What? No sarcastic comment? What's wrong with you today?" she frowned at me.

"Nothing,"

"Right," she raised and eyebrow.

"I'm just tired Su," I sighed.

"Okay, well, sit down and I'll tell Young Pyo you're ready," she left the room.

I stared at myself in the mirror. What am I doing? I wanted to go home and hide in my bed but I couldn't. I didn't want to tell Insoo, but I had to. This wasn't suppose to happen, but it did. I really just wanted to scream. Shouldn't I be crying or upset? Why was the only thing I was capable of feeling right now guilt?

"Here," Insoo appeared next to me with a fresh cup of coffee.

"Thanks," I tried to smile at him.

"If you're not feeling up to it, can't you just reschedule?" he asked looking concerned which only made me feel worse.

"We have a limited time frame, it's better to get it all done now," I took a sip of coffee in an attempt to avoid his eyes.

"Just don't over work yourself," he rested his hand on my shoulder and kissed the top of my head, the guilt that washed through me made me want to throw up.

How am I suppose to tell him?

"Let's get this done so Su stops stressing herself out," Young Pyo sighed entering the room.

"Why's she stressing out?" Insoo frowned.

"She's worried we wont get this done in time,"

"She always worries and she always gets it done with plenty of time to spare," I tried to keep my eyes focused on Young Pyo instead of looking at Insoo.

"I still wish she wouldn't get all worked up over nothing, she'll make herself sick,"

"She'll be fine," I assured him.

"I'll get out of way so you can get this done," Insoo smiled.

"Do you need anything?" he asked before he left.

"No thank you," I gave him a small smile.

He let my hair down and did some quick re-styling, lessened my make-up and sent me out to Su Min who checked over my outfit. She changed the necklace and then past me over to Ho Jun who directed me to the set he'd arranged with the help of Roo.

"Sit there," he directed pointing at the white fluffy mat place on the floor in front of a brown backdrop.

I draped the jacket over my shoulders and sat down, I was glad I didn't have to stand in these boots. Insoo stood behind Ho Jun and watched as he directed me so he could get the right shots. I couldn't concentrate on what he was saying though, I was too busy watching Insoo. He was so content and happy to just stand there all day and watch me. Why?

He was just suppose to be one of my flings in a club, we were never suppose to see each other again let alone live together. We definitely weren't suppose to start dating, and I wasn't suppose to feel the way I do about him. None of this should of happened, if it hadn't I wouldn't be sitting here feeling so extremely guilty while he basically runs around making sure I have everything I want or need.

"Jiyeon?" Ho Jun waved his hand at me.

"What?"

"Can you put on a sexy face rather than giving me a blank stare?" he frowned at me.

"How sexy?" I attempted t be witty to hide the fact I was staring off into space.

"Equivalent to him taking his shirt off and standing in front of you," he pointed at Insoo, any other time it probably would have helped but it just made me feel worse.

I tried to do what he asked but I had a feeling that my expression was still blank.

"Mouth open slightly, shoulders back, hands down and relax a little," he began directing me.

***

"Okay, go get change," Su Min stated,

I felt extremely uncomfortable standing around in the outfit for this shoot, it was basically underwear. On any other given day it wouldn't have fazed me but Hymen's stare was making me uneasy and the look Insoo was giving me made me feel vulnerable and exposed.

"Into what?"

"It's already hanging up, we only have two outfits left until we can move on to the location shoot,"

"Okay,"

"I'm hungry," Roo pouted.

"Me too," Young Pyo nodded.

"While you get changed I might go down and get some dinner for everyone," Insoo came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You don't have to do that,"I let myself enjoy his warmth for a moment until the guilt became too much.

"Everyone's hungry and I'm just standing around, is there anything you want in particular?"

"I'm fine with whatever," I shrugged.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I'm going to get changed, it's kind of cold," I moved away from him.

"Here," he offered me his jacket.

"It's colder outside and I'm about to get changed anyway,"

"Okay, I'll be back soon," he smiled

Insoo left with Roo to get everyone dinner, the minute he left I made my way straight to the dressing room. I felt like I couldn't breathe, the guilt was weight down on me and the fear of what will happen made my chest tighten. How was I suppose to tell him this? How do you even begin to tell someone that you not only neglected to tell them you were pregnant but also lost the baby too?

I closed the door behind me and lent against the wall next too it. I closed my eyes and tried to ease the tightness in my chest before he got back, or at least get a better hold over myself. It had never been this hard to pretend I was okay before. Honestly it's normally pretty easy, smile here, sarcastic comment there and no one knew the wiser, but today I didn't have the energy, I was completely drained and the guilt and worry that I felt was almost unbearable.

"Hey," I heard Hymen's voice as he entered the room, I opened my eyes to see a smirk spread across his face.

"What do you want?" I sighed trying to compose myself.

"You know what I want," he winked, I registered that I was basically standing in my underwear and suddenly felt extremely exposed.

"And seeing as your boy toy just left, I think we have time,"

"I'm not sleeping with you," I rolled my eyes.

"Really? Because I think you will," he was standing in front of me, his hands against the wall on either side of my head.

"I know you want me," he murmured in my ear.

"I think you're diluted, now move," I glared at me.

"You're just in denial," he pressed himself closer to me.

"Move," I pushed him away.

He barely budged though, his hands found their way to my waist and he pressed me back against the wall. His hands were cold on my skin, I was seriously regretting not taking Insoo's jacket.

"You and I both know you want me, and I want you. So why not just do it? Do you honestly think that guy can give you what I could? He doesn't know you, I know you, and I know what you like," his body was so close to mine they touched when we breathed in.

For a split second I thought about it. Sex had always been a coping method for me. If I was stressed or upset, I would go out to a club get drunk and hook up with some guy, and whatever I was feeling eased away. The guilt was too much for me and I felt too guilty to sleep with Insoo right now so for a split second, I actually considered sleeping with Hymen, and even though it was only for a fraction of the second, even though it was barely a thought, I still felt as guilty as if I'd actually done it.

"How would you know what I like?" I pushed him harder this time.

"We've never been together, we will never be together. I don't know what kind of crazy fantasies or weird stories you've played out in your head, but they will never be more than in your head. So stop insinuating you have any idea what I like or that you know what you're doing when we all know you're still a virgin,"

"You could always changed that,"

I could feel a lump in my throat rising, I was biting my tongue to avoid shedding any tears.

"I need to get changed, get out,"

"I can always stay," he smirked as his phone started ringing.

"Saved by the phone," he sighed leaving the room.

I locked the door behind him and attempted to go get changed, but the minute I went to take a step I felt like the entire room collapsed on top of me. I sunk to the ground and the tears started to fall. I tried to pull myself together but all I could do was cry into my hands.

I felt a hand rest on my shoulder, I froze thinking it was Insoo. How was I suppose to explain this? I quickly composed myself and looked up to Young Pyo's frowning at me with nothing but concern.

"Are you okay?" he asked quiet.

"I'm fine, I was just," I tried to think of an excuse.

"I've been here the whole time Ji, I heard," I just nodded, I'd rather him think that I was upset because I let Hymen get to me rather than tell him the truth.

"Do you want me to beat him up?" he tried to joke, it's not like he couldn't fight if he wanted too but he was more like Ricky in that retrospect.

"No, I'm okay can you just keep this to yourself?

"Let me fix your make up," he nodded.

INSOO

Ho Jun seemed to have to direct her a lot more after everyone had eaten, I'd asked her what was wrong but she just continued to tell me she was just tired. I'm not sure if she honestly expected me to believe that but I didn't push the issue she seemed to have enough stress right now and if she wanted to talk to be about it she would.

"Hey," Young Pyo walked up next to me.

"Hey,"

"She's pretty good at this huh?" he nodded to Jiyeon.

"Yeah, I doesn't seem like it right now, somethings up with her," I sighed, he pulled a face.

"Do you know what's wrong with her?"

"Uh," he frowned contemplating.

"Ha Min upset her,"

"Ha Min? How?"

"He got  little hands on with her when you went to get dinner,"

"Did he do anything?" I raised any eyebrow.

"Nothing like that, he just kind of flirted and insinuated they should sleep together,  Jiyeon pushed him away,  normally she just has some sarcastic comment to him but I guess the stress or something got to her. I've never seen her actually cry before,"

"She cried?"

"Don't tell her I told you," he frowned.

"She won't know I know," I assured him.

"Will you excuse me for a moment," he just nodded.

Hymen was standing in the back of the room watching Jiyeon extremely closely, honestly I don't blame him, she was biting into a pomegranate. I'll need to remember to ask Ho Jun for a copy of that one. But that doesn't mean I'm happy with the fact he doesn't seem to be backing off. I've never even heard of Jiyeon crying before and he managed to upset her to such a point? I can't be okay with that.

"Can I talk to you?"

"Why?" he frowned at me.

"I'm going to go stand outside those doors, if you're not out there within the next minute I'll drag you out there,"

I made my way outside, Ha Min followed behind me.

"What?" he rolled his eyes in an attempt to act tough, I seen right through him.

I let my anger get the better of me and I grabbed him by the collar and pushed him up against the wall.

"What's you're problem?" he frowned at me,

"Let me make this abundantly clear for you because you don't seem to be getting it, Jiyeon is in no way, shape, or form interested in you. As of this point you do not get to aimlessly flirt with her or insinuate that she should sleep with you and if I hear that you've even thought about touching her again I will break your hands. I'm not sure how easy graphic design will be with casts on, so if you want to continue with your study and career path, you keep your distance from her. Oh, and if I find out that you've made her cry again, I'll break more than just your hands, do I make myself clear?" he just stared at me in shock,

"Do I make myself clear?" I repeated through clenched teeth.

"Yes," he choked out.

"Good," I let him go and wondered back inside.

"Okay, last outfit," Su Min yelled as I walked back through,

It wasn't long after that that she got all worked up when Ha Min told he he quit, had I gone a little too far?

"You can't just quit, we barely have any time left," she frowned at him.

"Does this have anything to do with you?" Young Pyo asked a small smirked forming.

"This isn't going to mess with your project is it?"

"No, he's already done his work, the only thing left was to hand the flyers out but we're quite capable, don't worry about it,"

"Su Min looks mad though,"

"She has a habit of getting worked up over small things,"

***

"I think we should get some fresh air," I frowned at Jiyeon who was swaying in her seat.

After Ha Min quit and the last outfit had been shot, no one was really in the mood nor did they have the energy to go to the location shoot so they were going to shoot that in two days. Jiyeon had wanted to get something to eat, or so she said. Somehow we ended up in a bar, I guess the stress had really got to her, or maybe it was Ha Min, either way she'd started drinking and hadn't stopped. It was a little weird if you ask me, she hadn't had a drink in over a month and now she was so drunk she could hardly stand.

"Just one more drink," she murmured, it was barely audible, the only reason I knew what she was saying was because she'd been saying the same thing for the past hour.

"You can take your drink with you outside to get some air," I helped her to her feet and we made our way outside.

"Wait, stop," she frowned but we were outside already.

"What?"

"I have to tell you something,"

[irony-scenarios]

Seyong’s Drabble #01

It was notable how nervous he was seeing that the time wasn’t passing. He asked himself if it would take too much time for you to show up, it was the first time you guys would be having a real date and there were still little more than ten minutes to the agreed time for the date. Seyong rearranges his black scarf and rubs his hands together, trying to warm up because of the cold weather in that afternoon. One more look in the clock and a long sigh leaves his throat. He looks at one side and the other, trying to finally find you. A smile finally appears in his face as soon as he sees you, walking fast in between the people and balancing in your heels that made you almost as tall as him. You had your headphones on and opened a big smile as you stop beside him shyly.  “Hm, am I late?”, you ask laughing as you take your headphones and put in your purse.  “Ani, ani, I came a little earlier and…”, Seyong smile nervously, looking at his clock, “you actually also came earlier”. You laugh softly, rolling your eyes and both of you start to walk beside each other. “I came earlier because I was afraid of making you wait”, you finally answer, feeling your cheeks blush and making the ginger guy smile even more. He takes you by the arm and entrelace your with his, making you laugh even more and you two walk like fools in the street.

FIRST DRABBLE, YAY~ :D Well, I did it in almost fifteen minutes and Minsuh helped me with the translation, yep. THANK U, MAKNAE! Hope you guys liked, ^^!

xx Minji Photo’s source: 911120.net