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#ೖ(σ̑˽σ̑)ೖ (ᅌᴗᅌ* ) (。O �� O。) ٩(ര̀ᴗര́)۶#svt#moodboard#random moodboard#cute icons#cute moodboard#seventeen#icons#color moodboard#alternative#seventeen moodboard#vernon#seungkwan#dokyeom#simple moodboard#simple icons#archive moodboard#japanese moodboard#kawaii moodboard#kawaii icons#visual archive#idk#cute
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handsome boo 🍊
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#seventeen#dk#dino#jeonghan#choi seungcheol#minghao#mingyu#joshua#moon junhui#jun#vernon#wonwoo#seungkwan#hoshi#woozi#horanghae
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9 Years of SEVENTEEN 💎 2015 — #세븐틴과_함께한청춘_벌써_9주년 #SVT_Shinin9_Diamonds
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this is the messiest seungkwan has ever been dehfizhe LET HIM COOK
get his ass
#nah bc LOOK AT HIS FACE IN THE FIRST CLIP#clocked his ass#but also who has a face card so damn fine the whole hairline transplant goes unnoticed ????#seungkwan#mingyu#vernon#minghao#seventeen#svt#thirst tweets#buzzfeed
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Dokyeom looks so good with his new haircut 😍 so excited that Seoksoo are finally getting a magazine photoshoot. Thank you allure korea
#seventeen#dk#dokyeom#svt#lee seokmin#kpop#mingyu#wonwoo#jeonghan#vernon#Joshua hong#jun#junhui#hoshi#woozi#Minghao#the8#Dino#seungkwan#scoups#seoksoo#kyeomshu
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♫ SEVENTEEN · HBD


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kyradore 27!! thank you for all the birthday wishes and gifts, i appreciate each and every one of them 💌
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THE WOMEN OF HANNAM-DONG (C.SC — 18+)
CHAPTER 3 — BODIES, BODIES, BODIES



The neighborhood of Hannam-dong, or as tourists would call, "the land of the rich", is a place where you can visit and relax. You would think, a small neighborhood like Hannam-dong wouldn't hoard any dark secrets. That everyone that lives there were innocent. Well you're wrong. In this small neighborhood, everyone knows everyone. If you think your secret is safe, you're wrong. They'll find out, whether you like it or not.
THIS BOOK HAS MULTIPLE CHAPTERS WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF IT BECOMING A SERIES. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
౨ৎ PAIRING: choi seungcheol x song hyeri (afab!oc)
౨ৎ GENRE: angst, thriller, murder-mystery, and crime.
౨ৎ TAGS: mentions of death, murder, gossip, blood, cursing, gore, torture, and suggestive themes.
౨ৎ NOTES: i am so excited to write this oh my god i honestly think i’d write more murder mystery novels once i graduate college lmao
౨ৎ HYPERLINKS: pinned post, ko-fi, seventeen’s master-list, seungcheol’s master-list, and the women of hannam-dong chapter list.
౨ৎ WORDCOUNT: 1.04K for chapter 3.
In all fairness, I craved drama. It’s what kept this small community going. At least everyone had hobbies while I was gone. Ever since the dinner happened, our neighbors, who also had their fair share of family problems, have been nonstop talking about my family. Is television not a thing here? I swear, I could feel the nape of my neck burning from all the eyes looking at me.
After a few days of eyes following us, the gossiping eventually died down. “Fucking finally.” I sighed, a smoke escaping my lips. Ho-sook, who finally arrived at the compound, took a cigarette from my stash and lit it with her own lighter.
“You’re acting as if this whole fucking town doesn’t eat gossip for breakfast.” Ho-sook laughed.
“Well, a girl can dream,” I said, pressing the cigarette butt onto the wooden bench Ho-sook and I loved as kids. “Can you tell me more about this Seung-cheol?” I asked, earning a howl from Ho-sook.
“Oh, god,” Ho-sook cackled. “Don’t tell me you’ve fallen for his wits and charms?”
“What? No!” I whined. “I’m just curious, jeez.”
“I was just joking, lighten up.” Ho-sook laughed, lighting another cigarette. “He’s your typical rich boy, silver spoon, old-money dude. He was born rich, and he’s going to die rich. Basically like us, instead, he has a penis.”
“Other than the obvious, please.” I laughed. I knew he was rich. I mean, who didn’t? Rich people are only friends with other rich people. You would never see my grandmother hanging out with someone in a different tax bracket. Sad, but what can I say, that’s the world we’re living in.
“Oh, so you want the dark, gritty truth?” Ho-sook smirked. “He has a body on him,” Ho-sook whispered nonchalantly, too nonchalant if you asked me.
“Who?” I asked, knowing what kind of body Ho-sook was saying.
Before telling me who, Ho-sook looked around to see if there was anyone around us. Luckily, it was just us and some birds flying around. “It was an art trade gone bad. He paid over a billion won for this old painting, but he got scammed; the painting was fake. He shot the guy point blank.”
“No jail time?” I asked, my curiosity over this man growing.
“God, no.” Ho-sook sighed. “It’s an open secret. Plus, the police are scared of his family. They’re untouchable. I mean, they’re in the government, and his father is a politician. How can you not be scared?”
Hearing everything Ho-sook said should’ve made me frightened. It should’ve been a warning of some sort. That I should steer clear of Seung-cheol. “Ms. Hye-ri?” a voice called. It was Mr. Park who was trying to catch his breath. “Mr. Choi is on the phone for you.” Mr. Park said, making Ho-sook laugh.
“Hello?” I whispered, trying to catch my breath from walking up a hill to my grandparents’ home. Since Ho-sook wanted that juicy scoop, her words, not mine — she was also out of breath from walking. Honestly, we should stop smoking.
“What did he say?” Ho-sook whispered as she pressed her ear onto the other side of the telephone.
“Hey, Ms. Song.” Seung-cheol breathed, sending waves of shock to my body. God, even his voice made all the hair on my skin feel alive.
“What do you want?” I asked, earning a snicker from Ho-sook, who saw how fake I sounded.
“I just remembered, I didn’t get to ask for your number last week,” Seung-cheol said.
“I didn’t think it was necessary,” I said, trying to maintain my composure. “What do you want? I’m busy.” Seung-cheol wasn’t the type of person to play games. He was straight to the point. Just like how I want it.
“Your number.”
“You have to earn it,” I laughed, which earned a laugh from Ho-sook who was trying not to butt in. “What do you think I am? Someone who’s easy?” I said. Before he could even say something, I quickly ended the call. As much as I wanted to call that a win on my part, it didn’t feel like it. It felt as if I were being dragged to the depths of hell.
In my world, there are two types of people. The one who will drag you out of hell to save you and the one who will drag you into hell to kill you. My grandmother, God protect her, will be the one to drag you out of hell. Yet, she’s also the type of person who would kill everyone just to save you, hypothetical, obviously. For my aunts and uncles, scratch that, my apologies — my backstabbing, evil, do-no-good aunts and uncles, will kill you and worst of all, toss your body onto a boiling, hot lava and just leave. “Hye-ri’s not yet ready.” Aunt Ha-neul whispered.
She probably didn’t know I was on my balcony, a cigarette resting on my lips as I flipped the magazine slowly. “Well, she has to be,” my mother yelled. “It has to happen, Ha-neul. Whether she likes it or not, she has to. It’s her turn.”
“But who?” Aunt Ha-neul asked. “Should we look for someone?”
“I’ll ask Mi-ra,” my mother firmly said. “Her daughter finished hers already.”
Finished?
I tried to listen more, but unfortunately, I was met with a loud thud. They probably left already. “What the fuck are they talking about?” I whispered as I went back inside my room. My mind went to different places.
School? But I finished college years ago.
Work? I have a decent job. That’s not it.
As if a bomb had exploded in my brain with how hard I was thinking. This was the reason I left. Too many secrets, too many lives ruined. I should’ve just given up and gone somewhere else. Trying to erase what I had heard earlier, I took all of the old clothes I had in my closet, the ones I never took with me, and dumped them all in the white laundry bin that one of the house helpers gave me. But one shirt piqued my interest. It was soft, and it had my initials stitched on the hem.
“Hey, Siri,” I yelled. “How can you remove a blood stain on a shirt?”
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too nice | hjs
Pairing: Hong Joshua x GN!Reader
Synopsis: Joshua Hong is nice. Too nice. He’s the kind of nice that makes people think twice about their relationship to him, wondering if they might be special. The answer is, no. Problem is, he's your coworker and your neighbor.
Content: Fluff | Coworkers to Lovers, Neighbors to Lovers | Office AU
Tags: slightly insecure reader, totally inspired by the youngji chocolate milk grandchildren interview, lots of elevators, lots of tension, a bit of drinking, mutual pining, "sweetheart" as a petname, gentleman agenda indeed, except he goes a bit mad at the end, seungkwan is a comedic genius, woozi is the wingman of the year, konglish w/ context clues, reader is scared of loud noises, no "y/n," loosely connected to python (seungcheol)
Word Count: 10K
────୨ৎ──── Monday
Joshua Hong is nice. Really nice. He opens the door for you every morning walking into work. He insists that he carries heavy file boxes from your boss’ office to your desk. He buys you coffee from the cafe down the street, knowing that the instant machine is almost always broken. Whenever he passes you in the hallway, he always smiles and mouths “fighting!” He notices when your enthusiastic mask slips and your tiredness peaks through. He tells you not to work so hard, and asks if you’ve been sleeping well.
He’s the kind of nice that makes people think twice about their relationship to him, wondering if they might be special.
But the answer is, no.
“He’s just like that. He’s nice to everyone. Get a grip.”
You sigh, staring at your reflection in the mirror hanging above your vanity. You’ve been absentmindedly rubbing moisturizer on your cheeks for the last three minutes, at least, thinking about your coworker. How have you gotten to the point of talking to yourself in attempts to rationalize the thoughts of him clouding your mind?
All of a sudden, your alarm rings. You jolt upright, reminded that you have to leave your tiny apartment and head over to your equally small office cubicle.
You quickly stand up from your vanity chair, then walk over to your closet to grab a jacket. Relying on muscle memory, your hand moves toward the hook it always lies on, only to swipe at air.
The one and only winter coat you own isn’t there.
You groan, remembering that you’d put it in the laundry bin after staining it with beer over the weekend, at that disastrous company “bonding” event. You look down at the taupe sweater you’re wearing, pinching the material to guess if it’d be warm enough. It’s barely a centimeter of fabric.
Glancing at the time on your phone, you decide that the thin sweater would just have to do.
You turn back to the mirror to do one last check of your appearance, when something catches your eye. Sitting on your bedside table is the plushie Joshua had won for you at the arcade. The bunny stares back at you innocently. You’d placed it there last night before crashing out on your bed, fatigued from the chaos of the company outing—or, more specifically, the secondhand embarrassment recalling your attempts at trying to be normal around Joshua.
You shake your head roughly. You could cringe at yourself on the way to work. Grabbing your work bag and shoving your shoes on, you rush over to the door.
Squaring your shoulders, you open it and walk out. And for a moment, as you’re turning your key to lock the door, you think that you’ll be alone for the commute to work for once.
But then you hear a familiar voice.
“Good morning!”
You tense, heart beginning to race, then turn around with a weak smile.
“Hi, Joshua.”
Somehow, you’re not only coworkers with your crush, but also next door neighbors.
“Hey,” he says, then takes a sharp breath. “It’s pretty cold today. Is that sweater going to be warm enough?”
“I’ll be fine,” you say, avoiding eye contact as you drop your keys into your bag. “It can’t be that cold.”
You adjust the bag strap on your shoulder and walk toward the elevator on your floor, pressing the down button. It immediately opens.
“You sure?”
You nod as the two of you walk inside the elevator.
Hoping he’ll stop pushing you on your lack of a coat, you ask, “Did you look into the McKinley and Lee file yet?”
“Come on, it’s not even 9am and you’re already attacking me with work!” Joshua dramatically clutches his chest, then lightly punches your arm. “What’d we say about 워라밸, huh?”
You feel your face getting hot, your right hand reflexively going up to where he’d touched your left arm. Was it always this toasty in the elevator?
Meeting his eyes for the first time today, you say, “Yeah, yeah, work-life balance. You’re right.”
His lips turn up and his eyes crinkle into bright crescent moons. You find yourself smiling back at him, despite having tried so hard to avoid his stupidly sweet gaze.
“I’m just teasin’, you know?” he says, leaning casually against the steel walls of the small elevator.
“Yeah, yeah,” you mumble again, rubbing the handle of your bag and tapping your foot to give yourself something else to focus on, suddenly aware that the two of you were alone.
God, could the elevator move any slower? Fidgeting with the loose threads of your sweater, you were on the verge of melting from being near his vicinity for so long.
Ever since Joshua Hong had arrived two months ago as a transfer from the Seoul branch, you haven’t gone a day without running into him. It was HR’s fault, really. The Human Resources department had placed him in yours, and also gave him the company-funded apartment next door to you.
He’d spent so much time around you that, if you didn’t see the people who regularly flocked to him, you’d think you were his only friend in the States. It was, and still is, ridiculous. His constant presence has meant that you are constantly aware of yourself. Of how you’re breathing too loud, and how your heart is beating too fast, and how you were in too much of a rush to do your full routine this morning. He makes you care more than usual about how well you perform at work, and, worse, he makes you think about how happy and funny you appear to be.
The way he teases you for being nervous (although that’s only because he’s around practically all the time) and the way he always notices when you aren’t feeling well—it’s as if he sees right through you. Yes, he sees right through you, and it’s incredibly scary knowing he could confront you at any time—maybe even in this elevator—and say that he’s known all along that you’ve had feelings for him. And what’s worse is that you know he’d be polite with his rejection. He’d be a gentleman, carefully letting you down with—
“Hello? Hellooo?” Joshua says, waving his hand in front of your face.
You jump, blinking rapidly. “Huh? Sorry, what?”
“We’re here, sweetheart,” he says gently.
“Oh,” you reply lamely.
He gestures with his hand for you to walk out of the elevator first. Inside the lobby, he walks by your side. As the two of you approach the door, he reaches it first, and opens it for you to head outside.
You’re immediately hit with a blast of winter and harsh winds. Your arms instinctively tighten around your stomach, trying to prevent the cold air from rushing up your sweater.
Joshua turns to you, brows furrowed. His eyes glance over your sweater again, and you can tell he’s about to say something. Certain it’s an I told you so, you quickly say, “Before you start, I’m fine. It’s really not that cold, and the bus is coming soon anyway.”
You march forward toward the crosswalk before the bus stop, knowing he’s following behind you. Once you reach the start of the white lines, you slow down to a stop, waiting for the signal to change.
Still behind you, Joshua says, “거기 있어봐.”
“왜?” Though confused, you listen to his request to stay where you are. You shift your weight from one foot to the other, feeling somewhat awkward just standing with your back turned to him.
He doesn’t answer your question why, but you hear a shuffle and the sound of fabric rustling. Then you feel a warm coat draped over your shoulders.
You turn back to face Joshua with a start, opening your mouth to protest.
But before you can get a word out, he takes his pointer finger and lightly presses it against your lips.
“Shh,” he says with a smile. “Tomorrow, wear a jacket, okay?” He pats the top of your head.
Speechless, you barely bring yourself to nod, then remember to shut your jaw. Let’s just survive this bus ride, you tell yourself. God, it was unfair how nice he was. It only made it harder for you to believe he was like this with everyone—or to stop hoping that, somehow, you might be the exception.
────୨ৎ──── Tuesday
Ever since you showed up to work on Monday wearing Joshua’s coat, your coworkers have been speculating nonstop about your nonexistent relationship with the man. More specifically, your two closest friends in the department, Boo Seungkwan and Lee Jihoon, have had a lot to say.
Today would be no different. Huddled around the coffee table in the break room with Seungkwan and Jihoon, you’ve been roped into listening to their comments.
Eyes darting between the two of them, you silently sip on your coffee.
“I’m a hundred percent sure now. I swear it’s real, he’s so into you,” Seungkwan says while staring at you, waving his hands in the air like a madman.
Jihoon raises his eyebrows. “Are you sure? Remember when you said that the delivery guy had a crush on this one,” he replies while pointing at you, “only for it to be me? Your 촉 is trash.”
Seungkwan scrunches his nose, and huffs in your direction, as if you’re going to defend his skill of guessing office relationships. (You’re not.)
“Your hunch is horrible, I said,” Jihoon says, goading him.
“No,” Seungkwan frantically shakes his head. “That was a one off. Remember when I said the nepo baby in Finance liked Director Chun’s secretary? He kept staring at her and nobody believed me but I was right!”
Jihoon rolls his eyes. “Lucky guess.”
“No, no, no, my 촉 is excellent, thank you very much.” Seungkwan turns to you, all pouty. “You trust my 촉, right?”
Finding the entire conversation ridiculous, you can’t help but shake your head and laugh. Though Seungkwan prides himself on his supposedly superior hunches, he is really only accurate half the time.
You raise your coffee cup to your lips and sip on the liquid inside, a perfect state in between steaming hot and lukewarm.
“Kkah, this coffee is great,” you say to Seungkwan, ignoring his question.
His eyes suddenly widen, and he frantically waves his pointer finger at you. “Oh, oh! Another thing! He always gets you coffee from that expensive place next door, Cafe whatever. He never gets us coffee, but he always gets you coffee.”
Taken aback, you put the cup down, saying, “No way, he does that for a lot of people. He bought coffee for the receptionist like, last week.”
“That’s because it was her birthday,” Seungkwan says.
“And how’d you know that?” you ask.
“Because there were happy birthday balloons next to her desk?” Seungkwan says matter-of-factly.
“Well—” you retort, before getting cut off.
“You know,” Jihoon suddenly interjects. “I hate to agree, but it’s true. Joshua doesn’t do that for anyone else.”
“Right?” Seungkwan exclaims, nudging your arm with his elbow. “Come on, I’m so right. Woozi said I’m right. Trust the 촉.”
You rub your temples, feeling ambushed by your loud friends.
“Yeah, yeah, sure.” You wave them off as you stand up from the little coffee table chair you’d been sitting on for the last few minutes. “I’m going to head out.”
“Where are you going?” Seungkwan asks.
“Away from you,” you joke.
“I know you’re going to the vending machine,” Jihoon accuses. "You always get a snack after coffee."
You raise your hands in mock surrender.
“Can you get me a granola bar, then? You know the one I like, the blueberry one.” Seungkwan asks.
“Oh, and a Coke Zero for me?” Jihoon adds. “Y’know, not everyone has a coffee fairy named Joshua, like you do.”
You laugh, shaking your head. “You know it’s not like that. Besides, you guys just love using my money, don’t you?”
“Guilty,” Jihoon grins.
“Come on, I paid for karaoke last Friday,” Seungkwan complains. “That was way more expensive than a granola bar and a Coke.”
“Coke Zero,” Jihoon says, emphasizing the “Zero.”
“Tomato, tomato.” Seungkwan wrinkles his nose, enunciating the “ay” and “ah” in the two pronunciations of the word.
“Apples, oranges,” Jihoon insists.
“Okay, okay, let’s not fight, children. A blueberry granola bar and a Coke Zero, on your way.” You give a pretentious salute.
Grasping your coffee, you down the rest of it and get up from the table. You crumple the cup and toss it into the trash can before leaving.
Walking through the main hallway, you pass the vending machines on your department’s floor, which are known to swallow dollar bills without offering products in return. Between the youngest employees in the department—people like you, Seungkwan, and Jihoon—you’ve discovered a secret spot that has better machines.
Once you reach the elevator, you tap on the down button. When the doors open, you walk inside and press on the “G” and “Door Close” buttons.
The elevator doors close smoothly, and you tap your foot as you watch the numbers at the top right corner go down from 8. It reminds you of the awkward elevator ride from Monday morning, but you quickly shake those thoughts out of your head.
It’s best not to think of Joshua when you don’t have to.
The garage is a relatively far trek from floor 8, but it’s a worthwhile time sacrifice. The other floors (and by extension, their vending machines) are locked by key cards for employees of their respective departments, so it’s either you take a chance with the floor 8 machines or head to the basement. You, Seungkwan, and Jihoon have all found that you’d rather not take that chance.
The elevator announces your arrival to the ground floor with a ding, and as the doors open, you make a beeline toward the machines.
Seeing that someone is already using the vending machine closest to the elevator, you walk past it toward the machine closest to the doors leading out of the hall and into the garage.
“Blueberry granola bar, Coke Zero. Blueberry granola bar, Coke Zero,” you repeat to yourself under your breath.
Coming to a stop by the vending machine, you scan the snacks inside. Grabbing your wallet, you fish some dollars out and double check the numbers of the items before lifting your right hand up to the combination pad.
Jihoon first, because he was slightly less annoying than Seungkwan this morning: Coke Zero, number 405. You punch the numbers into the machine. When it flashes $2.00, your eyes widen.
“Two dollars for a soda is robbery,” you groan.
Still, you count two dollars out from the wad of cash in your left hand, then feed it into the machine. The machine begins whirring, the spiral in 405 moving forward. But just as you think the drink is going to come out, the spiral stops.
“Oh, come on,” you mutter.
You press on the small button next to the number pad that you guess is made for delivering change, but it doesn’t return your money.
Maybe putting in two more dollars would make the machine move and spit out two drinks? Immediately acting on the thought, you punch 405 in the number pad again and feed two more dollars into the machine, only for it to whir without delivering the Cokes again. Another two dollars later, and the same happens.
Taking matters into your own hands, you begin banging on the front of the vending machine. After around five seconds of failing to make the machine respond to physical force, your arms fall from the screen back down to your sides.
Clenching your fists, you sigh and count out two more dollars from your left hand. Then, your right hand stalls.
On second thought, you really don’t want to lose more money to the machine. Maybe you should try to force it out one more time? You shove the remaining cash into your back pocket.
You raise your clenched fists again, but before your hands meet the vending machine glass, a voice suddenly comes from right behind you.
“Whoa, whoa.”
Unfortunately, you’d recognize that honey-coated voice anywhere.
You spin around wide-eyed, coming shockingly close to Joshua Hong. His face is dangerously near yours, and his arms have wrapped around your body to clasp your hands in his.
“Shua? Wha—” Your voice is breathless, trailing off like you’ve forgotten how to speak.
“Hey, don’t fight the machine. You’ll only end up hurting your hands.”
His words are soft, but the way his thumb grazes your knuckles leaves a faint hint of warmth, like he’s lit a match against your skin. You should pull back—really, you should. But the closeness, the weight of his presence, keeps you frozen in place.
Your heart stutters in protest. This is nothing. He’s always like this. Always caring, always thoughtful. Always too close.
And yet, remembering what Seungkwan and Jihoon said, some part of you also wonders: Why does it feel different when it’s me?
Scowling, you drop his hands and take a step back, like distance will save you. "It's fine. I'm handling it."
His brow arches at your defiance, and for a moment, his gaze searches yours, like he’s looking for something you’re not ready to admit.
"Are you?" he asks, the words laced with amusement.
Your hands ball into fists at your sides, both in frustration and to keep them from reaching out for him again and betraying you.
“I am,” you insist, though the heat rising in your cheeks threatens to undermine your confidence.
But then, just as quickly, he tilts his head, and his lips curve into a smirk—soft, upturned at the corners, with those faint dimples that could bring a fortress down.
And for a moment, just a moment, you wonder if you’re the only one feeling this way.
But before you can think of a sharp retort, his voice cuts through the haze in your head.
“You should’ve just asked me for help—like always.”
The softness in his tone, the familiarity, pulls you up short. It’s almost unbearable how easy it is for him to say things like this. Like it’s normal. Like it’s not turning your brain into static.
It’s too much. He can’t keep getting away with this, with being so nice to you all the time. It’s not fair.
“Stop being so nice to me,” you blurt out, clenching your fists tighter. You’ve got to hold your ground.
Joshua cocks his head slightly. “I thought you like it when I help you?”
Your face gets, if possible, even hotter.
Honestly, what can you even say to that?
Desperately avoiding his face, you stare at the much safer collar of his shirt. It’s an off white color, like the fur of the stuffed bunny he’d gotten you at the arcade. It remains on your nightstand because you still have no idea what to do with it.
Realizing that you didn’t answer him, you finally deflect. “Where’d you even come from? I didn’t see you.”
“Over there,” he says softly, pointing at the vending machine by the elevator.
“Oh.” You press your lips together, belatedly realizing that the person you’d passed on your way to this vending machine had been Joshua all along.
“So, what’d you need? I’ll fix it for you.”
You feel your face getting hot again. “Coke Zero,” you mumble.
“I thought you didn’t like Coke?” Joshua asks.
He remembers?
“It’s not for me,” you explain. “For Woozi.”
“Woozi?”
“Oh, I mean Jihoon.”
Strangely feeling like you have to explain yourself to him, to let him know that you’re only friends, you say, “We went to college together. Me, Jihoon, and Seungkwan. We just happened to get into the same department here.”
Joshua hums in acknowledgment. “No wonder, I always saw the three of you together. Made me feel left out.”
Your heart drops. Eyes wide, you cross your arms repeatedly, saying, “I never—we never meant to exclude you at all!”
“That’s okay, I have you to talk to, right?” he says with what you can only describe as an upside down smile.
You swallow and nod.
“Y’know I was just teasing,” he says casually. “I wasn’t offended.”
Before you can confront him about the mental whiplash he’s putting you through, he grasps your shoulders and maneuvers you to the right, so that he can stand in front of the machine. His touch was fleeting, but your heart skips a beat anyway.
You watch as he grabs two dollars out of his wallet, then punches 405 into the keypad. As the spiral whirs, he sends two precise kicks to the bottom left of the machine.
Doubting his method, you raise your eyebrows in uncertainty. But just as you do, the whirring is accompanied by the sound of the soft drinks falling.
Thump! Thump! Thump! Thump!
That actually works?
Joshua bends down and sticks a hand into the bottom flap of the machine, pulling out the drinks that had just dropped from slot 405.
“Four Coke Zeros, at your service. Anything else?”
“Oh, a blueberry granola bar for Seungkwan. And those chips for me,” you say with mild surprise, pointing at slots 201 and 302.
“Sure thing.” He taps the corresponding numbers and slips some bills into the machine.
Thankfully, 201 and 302 are very cooperative, unlike 405.
“Thank you, you didn’t have to pay for those,” you say, your fingers brushing against his as you accept Seungkwan’s granola bar and your bag of chips. The faint contact sends an unexpected jolt through your chest, one you force yourself to ignore.
“Oh, it’s not for free,” Joshua replies, his lips curling into a smile that’s soft yet pointed. “You owe me a coffee from next door.”
You blink at him, caught off guard. “Tomorrow morning, then?”
He nods his head slightly, a gesture so casual it almost feels calculated. “How about today, after work?”
Your heart stutters. The way he’s looking at you—his eyes shining, eyebrows raised a little, with a faint crease between his brows—feels strange. It’s somewhat vulnerable, like he’s waiting for something.
No, surely not. Surely, he’s not—
The thought dies before it can fully form, drowned out by the thundering sound of your heartbeat.
“Sure,” you manage to squeak out, your voice embarrassingly small in the space between you.
His smile widens, but there’s a flicker of something else in his expression. Relief? Satisfaction?
You swallow hard and grip the snacks in your hands like they’re a lifeline. You need to get a hold of yourself. Joshua Hong is not asking you out. He’s just nice. That’s all.
────୨ৎ──── Wednesday
“You’re joking. You’re actually joking.” Seungkwan’s voice rings throughout his waterlogged apartment.
“Most unfortunately, I’m not.” You blink, feeling a droplet of sweat getting dangerously close to your eyes.
You carefully wipe the sweat that’s gathered at your forehead using your forearm, since your hands are gloved up. You definitely don’t want the nasty residue from the rubber gloves getting on your face.
Seungkwan glares. “You didn’t tell me that you were on a date with You Know Who! Otherwise, I wouldn’t have called you.”
“Well, you did,” you say exasperatedly, grabbing an antique-looking lamp and lightly placing it in the box of items to throw away.
“Tell me what happened, exactly. Don’t leave a single thing out!” Seungkwan barks, waving at you from across the room, where he’s dismantling a chair to put in the box.
In the middle of clearing out Seungkwan's damp furniture, your mind drifts back to yesterday afternoon, to the cafe where…
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…The soft hum of coffee grinders and the steady chatter of customers make you feel warm inside, easing the tension from earlier that morning. You sit across from Joshua at a tiny table near the main window, taking in how the late afternoon sun casts a golden glow over his face. He looks like royalty, and you think you could watch him for forever.
He’s nursing a cappuccino, his slender fingers tracing absent patterns on the side of the mug, while you sip on a mocha latte, its foam already starting to lose its shape. Staring at the latte, you think it’s about time you moved on from small talk.
“You really didn’t have to pay for my drink,” you say, though your voice lacks conviction. It’s hard to argue with him when he wields his secret weapon every time.
He smiles, that same boyish, disarming grin he always gives you. “It’s just coffee. I get you one almost every day, y’know?”
“Yeah, but I was supposed to—”
“Exactly,” he interrupts, eyes sparkling. “Think of it as payback. For all the mornings you made brighter just by showing up.”
Your cheeks warm at his words, heat spreading down your neck as you lower your gaze to the coffee table, suddenly fascinated by the faint scratch marks on its surface. “You’re too nice,” you manage, the words feeling as flimsy as tissue paper.
“Only to you,” he says, and though his tone is light, the words feel impossibly heavy. Like they’re carrying something you’re both too afraid to name.
Your heart twists violently as your eyes snap up to meet his. The way he’s looking at you—steady, unyielding—makes your breath hitch. This is Joshua, you remind yourself, the nicest guy you’ve ever met. And yet, you can’t ignore the way it feels like he’s waiting for something. For you.
“You don’t mean that. I don’t believe that.” The words spill out before you can stop them, shaky and uneven. But even as you say them, a part of you aches with the knowledge that it’s not entirely true.
Because deep down, you want to believe him. You want to hold onto the idea that he’s different with you, that the warmth in his voice and the way he looks at you isn’t just another facet of his kindness but something more.
But that hope is dangerous.
If you believe him and you’re wrong—if this is just Joshua being Joshua, warm and selfless to everyone he meets—it’ll break you. So instead, you tell yourself that it’s impossible. That he can’t mean it.
You clutch onto every reason why: the way he always holds the door open for others, how he buys coffee for the entire team sometimes, the way he seems to know exactly what to say to make anyone smile. It’s who he is, you think, not just with you.
The idea of reading too much into his words—of exposing your heart only to realize you’ve misunderstood everything—is unbearable. So you push it away, burying the small flicker of hope before it has a chance to grow.
But even as you deny him, there’s a quiver in your voice, a hesitation that gives you away.
He leans forward slightly, his arms resting on the table, shrinking the distance between you. “You should. Don’t you ever wonder why?”
Your breath catches. His words hang in the air, heavy and charged, and for a second, you think he’s about to say something that will upend everything you’ve convinced yourself to believe about him.
“Joshua, I—”
Before you can finish, your phone buzzes loudly on the table, shattering the moment.
You scramble to grab it, breaking eye contact as you glance at the screen.
It reads: “Kwannie Kwannie Kwannie.”
You sigh deeply but answer the call, putting the phone to your ear. “What?”
“Help!” Seungkwan’s voice comes through in a panicked shriek. You take the phone a few inches away from your ear, wincing at the sound, then stiffen. His tone did not sound like one of his regular, made-up crises. Bringing your phone closer to your ear, you hear him shout. “My apartment’s flooding! There’s water up to my knees, my coach is floating! I don’t know what to do! Jihoon’s useless with this kind of stuff, and you’re the only person who knows where my emergency shutoff is—”
“Okay, okay, breathe. 4-7-8 method. I’ll be right there,” you say, shooting up from your chair.
Joshua watches you, his brows knitting together in concern. “Everything okay?”
“Seungkwan’s apartment is flooding. I have to go help him,” you explain, grabbing your bag.
“I’ll come with you,” he immediately offers, already standing.
“No, it’s fine. I’ve got it.” You force a smile, though you’re still buzzing with the tension of whatever had just happened. “Thanks for the coffee.”
Before he can respond, you rush out the door, heart racing—not just from Seungkwan’s crisis, but from the words Joshua almost said. You hear him calling your name, but you’re unable to bring yourself to look back, afraid you’d cave.
If you had, you would’ve seen a crestfallen Joshua still standing by the table, frozen in place...
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...Seungkwan drops a chair leg.
If the water hadn’t already been drained (by you, yesterday, when you figured out how to use Seungkwan’s emergency shutoff valve), the metal leg would have made a small splash and floated in knee-deep waters. Instead, it fell obnoxiously loudly onto Seungkwan’s hardwood floor, ringing throughout the half-empty apartment with full force.
“Ah! Seungkwan!” You jump, nearly dropping your drill, which you had been using to unscrew the legs of the coffee table while retelling what had happened Tuesday afternoon.
“He was about to confess,” Seungkwan says slowly and robotically, as if caught in a trance.
You can’t bring yourself to deny it.
“He was about to confess,” he repeats.
Letting out a major sigh, you hop up onto the dining table, tapping it. “You know, we have to dismantle this too.”
“He was about to confess!” His sudden shout startles you again. “And where the hell is Woozi when we need him?”
“Probably on his way, as he was when you checked 20 minutes ago?” you say dryly.
“He needs to get a load of this. I was right!” Seungkwan waves the chair leg in the air triumphantly, far too close to the ceiling for comfort.
“Dude,” you laugh, “you’re going to scratch the ceiling, put it down!”
Seungkwan pouts. “But this is my victory leg.”
“Tell that to Woozi,” you grin. “I think you should show him the leg, first thing.”
He lights up. “Excellent idea.”
All of a sudden, you hear someone knocking on Seungkwan’s door. Jumping off of the table, you skip across the living room down to the narrow main hallway. Once you reach the door, you crack it open a few inches—as far as the chain link will let you.
“Woozi, you’re so late!” Your face breaks out into a smile upon seeing your friend.
“My bad,” Jihoon says with a chuckle.
“`Y’know, Kwannie has a big surprise for you?”
“I can’t wait,” he says with a sigh. “How bad is the damage?”
“See for yourself.” You take down the chain lock and swing the door fully open with a smile, only to falter at the sight of the one person you thought you’d successfully avoided all day.
Joshua.
For there he was.
“Here to help,” he says shyly, hands folded behind his back.
You give Jihoon a panicked look.
Jihoon explains, “I was heading out of the office when I caught him in the hallway. He said he was down to help Seungkwan, and I figured the more, the merrier.”
The sight of Joshua standing in Seungkwan’s doorway makes your stomach drop. It’s like all the tension from earlier has come rushing back in, this time amplified by the unexpectedness of his arrival.
You plaster on a polite smile, though you’re sure it looks more like a grimace. “Great,” you manage to choke out, turning on autopilot to lead him and Jihoon down the hallway.
But inside, your thoughts are spiraling. What is he doing here? Does he know you’ve been avoiding him all day? Did Jihoon tell him anything on the way over?
Your chest tightens as you think about Seungkwan waiting in the living room, blissfully unaware of Joshua’s presence. You can already imagine the chaos—Seungkwan, ever the open book, accidentally blurting out something incriminating.
What if he says something about the coffee shop? What if he mentions the way you couldn’t stop talking about Joshua just now?
You’re half a step ahead of them, your mind racing through ways to keep the situation from unraveling, but drawing nothing but blanks.
But then, out of the corner of your eye, you catch a glimpse of Joshua. He’s walking casually beside Jihoon, his hands tucked into his pockets, a beanie snug on his head. He looks different, less polished than usual, but still effortlessly himself. And for a moment, you falter.
Because despite your panic, there’s a part of you that’s almost glad he’s here. A part of you that can’t help but wonder what it means that he came at all.
When you reach the living room, you come to a hard stop, frantically making a small X with your arms.
But Seungkwan has his attention focused on that blasted chair leg, and of course, he immediately opens with: “Guess who has the biggest news of all time! The biggest action since the Great Orange Plaza Incident—”
Cue the obnoxiously loud laughter from you. “Joshua’s here! Say hi!”
Seungkwan turns to the hallway, where, indeed, Joshua is standing. Shocked, he drops the metal leg, and it announces its contact with the ground through a loud clang.
Wincing at the sound like earlier, you accidentally shift your body backward into someone behind you.
“Sorry,” you say, hoping it was Jihoon.
His arms come up to grasp your waist, holding you steady.
“No worries,” comes Joshua’s voice.
You shut your eyes, somehow both drowning in embarrassment and burning up at the spot where he’s touched you.
You quickly step out of his hold, trying not to let your flustered state show. “Right,” you say, clearing your throat. “Let’s go now.”
Joshua chuckles softly, his voice like velvet. “그래, 바로 가자.” Right, let’s go straight away.
Seungkwan, thankfully, is too caught up in his shock to notice the moment, though Jihoon raises a single eyebrow in quiet observation.
As you guide Joshua and Jihoon into the living room, you internally rehearse all the ways you can deflect or redirect the inevitable awkwardness. But before you can settle on anything, Joshua is already rolling up his sleeves. You avert your eyes from his biceps.
“What needs moving?” he asks.
You glance around the room, desperate for something to hand off to him. Your eyes land on the dining table—big, heavy, and far too ambitious for one person to handle. Perfect. “The dining table,” you say, trying to sound casual. “We need to get it downstairs to the lobby for pickup.”
Seungkwan perks up. “Oh, that thing’s a beast. Good luck.”
“I’ll help,” Joshua says immediately, a soft smile playing on his lips as he looks at you.
You blink, caught off guard. “Uh, okay. You and Woozi can move it.”
But Jihoon smirks, catching on. “Actually, I just remembered I promised to help Seungkwan with,” his voice trails. “Something else. You’ve got this, right?”
Before you can protest, Jihoon grabs the metal chair leg and joins Seungkwan in the corner, leaving you and Joshua alone with the daunting table.
“Looks like it’s just us,” Joshua says, his teasing smile widening.
You swallow thickly, resigned. “Okay. Let’s get this over with.”
Together, you begin maneuvering the table toward the hallway. It’s heavy and awkward, and you struggle to find a good grip on the edges.
“Here,” Joshua says, dropping his side of the table and moving closer. His hands brush over yours as he adjusts your grip, lingering for a moment longer than necessary. “That should help.”
The contact sends a jolt through you, but you force yourself to focus. “Thanks,” you mumble, your voice barely above a whisper.
By some miracle, the table fits in the elevator, though the tight space forces you and Joshua closer together. You’re much too aware of how little distance there is between you, the faint scent of his cologne making your heart race even faster.
“This reminds me of Monday morning,” Joshua says suddenly, his voice soft.
Your head snaps up to meet his gaze. What is he talking about? The elevator? The coat? Both?
He nods, his expression unreadable. “Yeah. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that.”
Your stomach twists. “What about it?” you ask cautiously.
His eyes searching yours. “I just,” he hesitates for a moment, before continuing. “I feel like we keep dancing around something. Don’t you?”
Your breath catches, and suddenly the space feels even smaller. “What do you mean?”
Joshua steps just a fraction closer, his voice dropping to a near whisper. “I mean,” he pauses for a second or two before picking up again. “This. Us. I feel like there’s something you’re not saying. And I’m not sure if I should say it first.”
The elevator dings, announcing your arrival at the lobby, but neither of you moves.
You swallow hard, your heart pounding in your chest. “Shua, I—”
Before you can finish, the doors slide open, and an older woman waiting outside peers in, her curious gaze snapping you both out of the moment.
“Uh, sorry,” you stammer, quickly stepping out with your end of the table.
Joshua follows, but you can feel his eyes on you, his earlier words hanging heavy in the air.
As the two of you set the table down near the designated pickup area, he leans in slightly, his voice low. “This isn’t over.”
Your heart threatens to jump out of your chest, but you force yourself to nod, avoiding his gaze. “Yeah. Okay.”
Even as you head back to Seungkwan’s apartment, your mind is racing with the possibilities of what he might say—and whether you’re ready to hear it.
As you reenter Seungkwan’s apartment, the weight of Joshua’s words hangs like a thick fog in the air. It’s almost suffocating, the way your heart beats erratically at the thought of what he might say next.
You glance over your shoulder, half-expecting Joshua to be right behind you, but he's still out by the lobby. The sound of Seungkwan and Jihoon’s voices floats down the hallway as they continue their discussion, oblivious to the tension that’s spiraling in your chest.
You step inside, but you can’t shake the feeling that everything is about to change. Joshua’s words—“This isn’t over”—echo in your mind, repeating with every beat of your heart. What did he mean? What does he expect?
“Everything okay?” Seungkwan calls from the living room, looking up with a raised brow as you walk in.
“Yeah,” you chirp, trying to act normal, but your voice comes out too high.
He narrows his eyes. “You sure? You look a little off. Everything go well?” It’s unsaid, but you know there’s a “with Joshua” attached to the end of his sentence.
You force a smile, but it’s shaky at best. “Yeah, the table's gone now.” You can’t tell him. Not yet. Not with the weight of Joshua’s unspoken words still pressing against your chest.
Seungkwan studies you for a moment, his gaze flickering toward the hallway. “I’ll take your word for it. So, you two, huh?”
Your eyes widen involuntarily, and you try to laugh it off. “아니, 아니! 그런거 아니야, it’s really not like that.”
Seungkwan raises an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. “Uh-huh. Sure. Anyway, me and Jihoon are going to go to the bar. Want to come?”
The offer hangs in the air, and you realize, suddenly, that it’s the perfect distraction. You need space from your own thoughts. You need to calm your racing heart. Maybe getting out of here will help.
“I’ll go,” you blurt, before you can second-guess yourself. “Haven’t gone weekday drinking in a while. Let me just grab my bag.”
Seungkwan gives you a knowing look but says nothing more. As you step into the hallway to grab your bag off a high-hanging hook, your mind is still whirling with the unanswered questions about Joshua.
Walking further down the hallway, you find Seungkwan and Joshua standing near Jihoon.
Jihoon’s already at the door, his hand on the handle. “Come on, let’s go. I need some drinks in my system after today.”
You nod, attempting to shove your thoughts away for the night. The cool air outside greets you, and the cacophony of the city feels like a welcome distraction. As you make your way to the bar, Seungkwan and Jihoon immediately dive into their usual banter, but your mind is elsewhere. You keep glancing over at Joshua, who seems uncharacteristically quiet tonight, his usually playful energy subdued.
By the time you reach the bar and order drinks, you’re beginning to relax. Maybe it’s the alcohol, or maybe it’s the fact that you don’t have to think about what’s going on between you and Joshua, but you can’t help but feel like you’re walking a thin line between tension and relief.
But as the night goes on, Seungkwan and Jihoon quickly fall into drunken antics, leaving you and Joshua alone on the quieter side of the bar. The air between you both is thick, like an invisible thread is pulling you closer, yet neither of you dares to speak.
You fiddle with your glass, wondering if you should speak up first. You only have so much courage, though.
Thankfully, Joshua clears his throat, his voice low. “넌 좀,” he hesitates for a bit, before deciding to call you out, “조용한데?”
Well, it’s no secret that you’re being quiet. He was, too, at least until now.
You glance up, meeting his gaze for the first time since earlier. His eyes are intense, his lips pulled into that soft, half-smile you know and adore.
“I’ve been thinking about what you said earlier,” you murmur, your voice barely above a whisper. The words hang between you like a dare.
Joshua leans in just slightly, his breath warm against your cheek. “What part?”
Your heart races, but you hold his gaze. “About how this isn’t over?”
He’s quiet for a beat, then smiles—just a little. “I meant what I said.”
And in that moment, you realize you’re in way deeper than you thought.
You swallow hard, feeling the weight of his words settle in your chest, like a stone sinking deep into water. You want to ask him more, to press him, to demand answers, but the words feel trapped in your throat. Instead, you look away, fidgeting with the rim of your glass, your fingers tracing the condensation. The alcohol has started to mellow your nerves, but the tension still hovers in the air between you two, thick and almost palpable.
“You’ve been quiet too,” you manage to say, keeping your voice steady despite the jittery feeling in your stomach. “What’s on your mind?”
Joshua doesn’t answer right away, his gaze flickering toward the noisy group in the corner where Seungkwan and Jihoon are laughing too loudly, practically leaning on each other for support. The laughter echoes in the background, a sharp contrast to the quiet bubble that has formed around you and Joshua.
It’s the kind of moment that feels too intimate, too close to the edge of something that could change everything.
“I don’t know,” he says finally, and his voice is soft, thoughtful. “I guess I’m trying to figure out if you’re really as clueless as you act, or if you’re just pretending.” His eyes meet yours, and there's something almost vulnerable in his gaze, a flicker of hesitation that’s rare for him.
You feel your heart skip a beat, caught off guard by the question. “Clueless?” You repeat, the word tasting strange on your tongue. “I’m not clueless.”
“그래? Are you sure about that?” he asks, his smile barely there, his tone teasing but with an edge of something else—something deeper.
You narrow your eyes, a little irritated by how easily he toys with you. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you say, and then immediately regret it. It sounds too defensive, too much like you’re trying to cover something up.
Joshua leans in slightly, his expression serious now, no longer playful. “I think you do. I think you’re scared.” His voice drops, barely above a whisper, but it lands like a truth you can’t deny. “You’re scared of what might happen if you admit what you feel.”
Your breath catches in your throat. The world feels like it slows down, the noise of the bar fading into the background as his words settle in your mind. The truth in them stings, and you don’t know how to respond.
He’s right, but you don’t want to admit it.
Not yet.
Not to him.
Before you can say anything, Seungkwan stumbles over, dragging Jihoon along with him. “You two are too quiet,” Seungkwan says with a grin, clearly tipsy. “What’s going on here? Trying to plot against us?”
Joshua straightens up quickly, his smile returning to its usual playful, disarming self. “Nothing like that, we were just talking,” he replies, his voice smooth and easy.
You take a deep breath, trying to push the moment away, but the tension still lingers in your chest. You force a smile, though it feels weak. “Yeah, just talking.”
Jihoon gives you both a sideways look, too drunk to notice the underlying current between you and Joshua. “You two really are something, huh?”
Seungkwan laughs, waving a hand as if dismissing Jihoon’s comment. “Yeah, yeah, don’t mind them. They’re just having a little ‘moment,’” he says, emphasizing the last word with air quotes.
You don’t know whether to laugh or to cry. Contrary to Seungkwan’s comment, the moment’s long gone now, robbed by the chaos of their antics. But you can’t shake the feeling that something has shifted, that you and Joshua are standing on the edge of something—something both terrifying and irresistible.
And for the first time, you decide that you’re ready to see where it leads.
────୨ৎ──── Thursday
You wake up on Thursday with a start, the events from last night already feeling faraway. Joshua had dropped you off, and you had spent most of the night restlessly thinking of him, going over how to confess.
The bright morning light filters through the blinds, causing you to squint at the time on your alarm clock. It’s much earlier than you’d usually get up. You fight the urge to go back to sleep.
With resolve, you push yourself up off your bed and run through your morning routine with extra care. And by the time your last alarm rings, you’re ready to tell him.
You walk over to the front door, waiting for the telltale signs of movement coming from the apartment next door. Only, you hear nothing. Not even footsteps shuffling around.
Your elevator ride is silent. Your bus ride is silent.
Joshua had left before you’d even woken up—and you’d woken up pretty damn early—and his absence only made you more aware of the pressing silence between the two of you.
When you reach your cubicle, your eyes graze over the desk repeatedly, finding something is wrong.
“Hey, what’s gotten into you?” Jihoon asks from the cubicle next to you.
“Nothing.” Everything.
You stare at the spot where Joshua puts a cup of coffee from the cafe next door every day. It’s empty.
“설마,” you whisper. No way. Did he decide to drop you because you didn’t answer him? But what else could explain his radio silence? You haven’t gone to work alone in over a month.
“설마 what?” Seungkwan asks, dropping into his office chair to the left of you at 9 on the dot.
When you don’t answer, he asks Jihoon, “What’s going on over here?”
Jihoon shrugs. “Probably drama with You Know Who.”
“Oh,” he says, and the two of them drop it.
Before you know it, the clock has hit 5pm, and you’ve spent the entire workday soullessly typing on your keyboard, lifting your head up every time you’ve seen movement in the room. Only, the man you were looking for was nowhere to be seen.
You miss the stolen glances and bright smiles you used to exchange. The silence had been stifling. You really did want to talk to him, to clear the air today, but he just never showed. Heart sinking, you pack up your bag and put on your coat. You stall for a moment remembering how he’d given you his coat just a few days prior. Did he really decide to give up because you weren’t responding well?
The bus ride back to your apartment is silent, but your head is full of speculative thoughts. When the driver announces your stop, your heart settles into a newfound determination.
Maybe he could let go, but you can’t. You won’t let him go.
“I’ll just barge in! Say my piece, then let him talk,” you mumble under your breath, pushing the lobby doors open.
Is it a good plan? You aren’t sure, but hopefully he’d forgive you for being hesitant for so long. You honestly don’t know how he did it—how he was able to stand your wishy-washiness?
Eyes tracing the ground, you make a beeline for the elevator, continuing your whispers. “And what am I going to say? God, I need a good opening line. Something like, please please take me back? Actually, we were never dating, so I guess that doesn’t make sense. Please please like me back? Is that too desperate? Well, I am desperate, so—”
Out of the corner, you see the elevator beginning to close.
“Hold the doors, please!” you shout, running as fast as you can. Speed is of the essence, so you can confront him as soon as possible.
You make it across half the lobby in record time, panting as you enter the elevator.
“Thank,” you say in between breaths, hands on your knees, “you—”
When you look up, your heart stops.
Joshua Hong. Dressed dapper in an all black suit and carrying, of all things, a briefcase?
“Shua?” you say breathlessly, immediately straightening.
Joshua looks down, his usual calm expression faltering for just a second when he sees you out of breath. For a moment, the two of you simply stand there in silence, the elevator’s gentle hum filling the space between you.
“Where were you?” you ask, your voice quieter than you'd intended, a hint of nervousness creeping in despite your earlier determination.
Joshua clears his throat, a slight blush creeping onto his cheeks. “Director Chun had me accompany him to the Lee meeting. You?” he asks, his gaze softening as he watches you catch your breath.
Your mouth suddenly feels dry. The reality of the situation hits you hard.
This was it.
This was the moment.
But now that you’re face to face with him, you’re unsure of what to say. You should’ve prepared a real speech, practiced your words properly. Instead, the dreaded silence lingers.
“I,” your voice trails off. “I just—” You let out a shaky breath, then shake your head as if to clear the mess of thoughts swirling inside. “I’ve been thinking a lot. About things. About us.”
Joshua tilts his head slightly, a glimmer of curiosity in his eyes. “About us?”
You nod, trying to steady your breath. The elevator seems to be going slower than usual, as if the universe itself is giving you more time to process, to speak. You feel a strange mix of nerves and determination pushing you forward.
“I didn’t handle things right. I was,” you pause for a moment, carefully choosing your next words. “Unsure. Confused. And I thought maybe if I stayed quiet, I’d be able to ignore everything. But I can’t,” you say, the words finally coming out in a rush. “I can’t ignore you. I don’t want to.”
Joshua’s eyes soften, his posture shifting, his briefcase clutched tightly in his hands. “You’re not the only one who’s been confused,” he admits, his voice low, almost vulnerable. “I didn’t know what to do either, but I couldn’t let you slip away without at least trying. I care about you. A lot.”
The elevator jerks suddenly, and you both look up in surprise as the lights flicker. A loud noise rings through the space, and with a groan, the elevator comes to an abrupt halt. You both freeze, and your heart jumps into your throat.
“Shit,” you gasp, instinctively taking a step back from the elevator doors, but your foot catches in a brief moment of panic, and before you know it, you’re pulled toward Joshua.
He catches you effortlessly, his hand impossibly warm at your back, steadying you as you stumble. “괜찮아?” His voice is gentle but concerned.
You can’t help but laugh nervously, shaking your head. “Yeah, I’m okay.”
For a moment, the two of you simply stand there, him holding you in his arms, your heart still racing from the shock. Then you both realize the situation. No Wi-Fi. No way to call for help. Just the two of you, stuck in this tiny box, the tension thick in the air. The sound of your heavy breathing fills the silence as the elevator remains motionless.
Joshua clears his throat, his voice teasing again. “Well, if you think about it, this isn’t that new.”
In response, you lightly laugh, thinking back to all the times throughout the week where he's kept you steady. The you of Monday morning never would have thought you’d be in this position now, not to mention the you of two months ago.
You glance up at him, mind still racing. The unexpected turn of events had thrust you into a corner. And yet, in some strange way, you felt it was just the kind of moment the two of you needed.
Alone.
No distractions.
No running away.
“Well, at least we have some time to talk now, huh?” you say with a small, tentative smile.
Joshua meets your gaze, his eyes full of understanding. “Yeah. Looks like we do.”
And for the first time in days, the silence doesn’t feel suffocating. Instead, it feels like an opportunity, a moment to finally clear the air.
────୨ৎ──── Friday
You’ve been in the elevator for hours, but it doesn’t feel like it. Somehow, conversation just flows.
“I liked you first,” you find yourself saying, voice barely above a whisper as you rest your head on his shoulder.
“그래?” comes Joshua’s soft reply, so close that you can feel the vibrations in his chest. Really?
You can’t believe he even has to ask. Yes, really. You were so obvious about it. So affected by him that you couldn’t even look at the stuffed bunny he’d gotten you on Sunday, reminded of his soft, kind eyes.
So you nod, “Mm-hm.”
Your eyes flutter shut for a moment, your body still adjusting to the peaceful rhythm of being near him. You’d been thinking about this for the longest time, but now it feels so natural, so certain, and you can’t help but regret all the time you’d spent secretly pining over him. God, you’d even asked him to stop being so nice to you out of pure desperation. Who does that?
“Since when?” His voice is smooth, warm, like a soft melody, and you can’t help but feel drowsy with the way it lulls you into comfort.
You pause, eyes drifting to the floor of the elevator as you try to gather your thoughts. “Since when?” you repeat, the memory taking you back.
It was a chaotic day, the kind of day where everything felt so loud and full of people. You were at that welcome party for the new transfer—Joshua—but it had been too overwhelming. So, you’d slipped away, finding solace in the quiet of the cafe next door. You’d gotten a coffee to-go, and you sat outside on a bench, letting the world pass you by as you listened to your audiobook. That was your kind of perfect Saturday.
You never saw him that day.
But you did see him a week later, in the hallway of your apartment building. You’d just locked your door, ready to head out when you noticed the man next door fumbling with his own keys. His moving process had seemed slow, but that day, you finally got to exchange quick introductions before stepping into the elevator together. And somehow, in that brief exchange, you found yourself already falling, the way his laugh filled the space between you, the way you both laughed at the coincidences stacking up—the apartment, the floor, the building, the department. It was electric, the start of something special.
You glance up at him now, still leaning against his shoulder. “When we first met, in the hallway,” you finally say, voice soft.
Joshua smiles, a glint of fondness in his eyes. “That was when we first met?”
You furrow your brows, confused. “Wasn’t it?”
Joshua laughs quietly, the sound like a comforting hum in the otherwise still elevator. “I remember differently,” he says, poking your cheek gently.
You tilt your head. “If not the hallway, what was it?”
“The first day I came here, sweets,” he says, his fingers brushing a lock of your hair from your face.
Your mind races, wondering if you’ve forgotten an important memory. “But we didn’t meet, did we?”
Joshua hums, the kind of hum that carries a story behind it. “I guess you didn’t see me, but I saw you.”
You blink, unsure if you heard him right. “When?”
He leans back slightly, eyes distant as if replaying the scene in his head. “I remember being bombarded by all the office workers. God, it was so chaotic. I couldn’t breathe. I had to get out, so I said some BS excuse about needing a drink.” He chuckles softly, then his expression shifts, softer now. “I went to the drink station by the window, grabbed whatever they had, and just stared out. I was wondering how long I could hide before it was socially acceptable to go home, when I saw you.”
You shift, intrigued by his words.
“You sat outside on the bench. You weren’t even aware of the crowd inside, just focused on,” he pauses, thinking of the right word, before continuing, “Existing? Listening to something, I guess. I watched you for a while. You were so still, so peaceful in the middle of all that noise. It made me stop and think. I’ve never really done that before. I’ve always been in ‘go, go, go’ mode. But there you were, just being, and I don’t know. I think that’s when I started thinking about you.”
His words settle over you like a blanket, warm and unexpected.
“I decided then to keep giving you coffee after that,” Joshua adds with a shrug. “You’re my elevator to my small enlightenment, if you will. You made me slow down, sweets.”
At that, your heart flutters in your chest. “I never knew,” you murmur. “I thought you were just nice to everyone. All this time, you’ve been looking at me like I’ve been looking at you.”
Joshua smiles softly, his fingers brushing against yours. “I’ve been thinking about you for a lot longer than you’ve been thinking of me.”
“Only a week!” you protest.
Joshua’s eyes shine as he looks at you, crinkling into crescents. His hands steadily clasp yours, thumb rubbing against the back of your left hand. “Still think I’m too nice?”
“No,” you say, burying your face in his chest. “Keep being nice to me.”
When the elevator finally dings, and you can hear firefighters shouting things past the doors, it’s a few minutes past 12am. But neither of you moves, content in making up for lost time late into the night.
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Author's Note: yes they were stuck in an elevator for like 7 hours from thurs after work to midnight, 내 마음이야
Disclaimer: nothing i write is representative of how svt acts off camera, take their names as stand-ins for oc's!!
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Seventeen's Reaction—Him saying 'I love you' for the first time. (Maknae Line)
Note from author: Heavily request part two is here, my loves. Hope you will enjoy🤍🤍 Summary: OT13's saying I love you for the first time in their relationship. Warnings: Established relationship
1️⃣ DK:
His schedule had been absolutely insane lately, not just with the usual dance practices and vocal lessons, but meetings, fittings, recordings, and back-to-back commitments that made his days look like a game of Tetris gone wrong. He was so busy he’d actually scheduled blocks in his calendar just to eat. You’d seen it with your own eyes: “Lunch–11 mins,” written between two overlapping events.
So it wasn’t exactly a surprise when you opened the door to his apartment and were met with silence. Not the warm kind of silence either, no music playing, no comforting hum of the TV in the background. Just the hollow tick of the wall clock filling the space with each passing second.
You stepped out of your shoes quietly, even though no one was home to disturb. Tonight was supposed to be your Lego date night, not just any set, either. It was the massive Hogwarts castle you’d been talking about for weeks. You’d reminded him three separate times, marked it on the little magnetic calendar on his fridge, and even texted him this morning. But now, nearly forty minutes past your scheduled time, the unopened Lego box sat by the door like an awkward guest who’d shown up alone.
You didn’t feel angry, honestly, you’d half expected this. You’d been dating for a few months now, and while his schedule had always been unpredictable, you never doubted his heart. You knew how deeply DK cared. His affection wasn’t loud declarations or elaborate gestures, it was showing up to your late-night calls even when he could barely keep his eyes open. It was remembering your coffee order when you didn’t even ask. It was sincerity in every little thing.
So instead of sulking, you rolled up your sleeves and got to work. His apartment looked like it had been hit by a creative tornado, clothes tossed across the floor, empty water bottles on the coffee table, and the kitchen sink overflowing with cups and spoons that you were sure multiplied on their own.
You played your usual playlist as you worked, humming quietly to yourself. The cleaning wasn’t out of resentment, it was love in motion, a silent kind of care. You knew he'd feel better walking into a calm space, even if he didn’t realize it.
Nearly an hour later, you were curled up on the couch, scrolling through your phone when you heard the door unlock. The click echoed across the apartment, and you turned your head just in time to see DK step in, his body slouched with fatigue, hair damp with sweat.
His gaze landed on the unopened Lego box by the entrance. He froze. You could practically see the realization hit him like a physical blow.
“Oh my god,” he muttered, dropping his bag to the floor with a thud. His sneakers were half off his feet as he scrambled down the hallway.
“Baby?!” he called, rushing into the living room like someone had pressed fast-forward on his body. “Baby, I’m so sorry. I was at practice and I…I completely forgot we had date night. I swear, I had it in my head, but then I stayed late to run through the choreography again and….”
You sat up as he dropped to his knees in front of you, grabbing your hands like he was anchoring himself.
“Babe, it’s okay,” you said gently, squeezing his arms. “I know you’re drowning in schedules right now. I really don’t mind.”
“But… you cleaned?” he asked, looking around the room like it had magically reset itself. His eyes lingered on the freshly fluffed pillows, the shining kitchen counter, and the now-visible floor.
You shrugged. “Just tidied up a bit.”
He blinked. “But why?”
You gave him a soft smile, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead. “Because I figured coming home to a clean space might help you breathe a little. I know everything’s overwhelming right now. I thought maybe… this would make it a bit easier for you to rest.”
He stared at you, lips parting like he wanted to say something but couldn’t quite get the words to cooperate. His eyes glossed over, and he looked away for a moment, like he needed to gather himself.
Then he looked back up — and this time, everything in his face shifted.
“I don’t think words can really explain how I feel,” he said, voice low and quiet. “But… I love you.”
The air shifted. You blinked. Your heart stuttered in your chest.
It wasn’t planned. It wasn’t dressed up in some perfect romantic moment. He looked exhausted and messy and still half out of breath, and yet, in that exact moment, it was the most genuine thing you’d ever heard.
You smiled, heart melting as you leaned down to press your forehead to his.
“I love you too,” you whispered, letting your hands run through his hair. “Even when you forget date night. Even when the sink is full of spoons.”
He laughed, that bright, sunshine laugh that only DK could pull off even while nearly crying, and wrapped his arms around your waist tightly.
“Next time,” he said against your shoulder, “I’m building that castle and making dinner too. Just wait.”
2️⃣ Mingyu:
“Oh my god, you are so overthinking this.” Seungkwan sighs dramatically, arms crossed, as he watches Mingyu pace a hole into the floor just in front of the apartment door.
Mingyu is clearly spiraling, his hand is halfway to his mouth, his eyes darting like he's about to face a firing squad rather than his girlfriend.
“But what if I make it, like… too big of a thing?” Mingyu mutters, nibbling at his nail again. “What if she gets awkward? What if she doesn’t say it back? What if…”
Seungkwan lets out a loud groan and throws his head back. “She’s your girlfriend, Mingyu. You’ve been dating for months. You like her, she clearly likes you back. You’re supposed to love her. That’s, like, the literal job description.”
Mingyu pauses his pacing only to start circling in the opposite direction, muttering under his breath. “Yeah, but I don’t want it to sound like… pressure. Like it’s this huge, dramatic moment that’ll scare her.”
Seungkwan kneels down to put on his shoes, rolling his eyes. “You’re insane. Just say it when it feels right. Stop trying to write a K-drama scene in your head.” He stands, brushing himself off. “Just tell her like it's a truth, not a performance.”
And then, right on cue, the front door opens with a soft click.
You step into the apartment, tote bag slipping off your shoulder, grocery bag in one hand. You freeze at the sight in front of you, Mingyu mid-spiral, biting at his fingers like his life depends on it, and Seungkwan standing there like he’s been babysitting a toddler all afternoon.
“…Um. Hello?” you say, blinking, eyebrows slightly furrowed. The room feels thick with unspoken tension.
Mingyu jolts like he’s been struck by lightning. “Hey, baby!” he says, voice cracking slightly as he rushes forward and grabs your bags like they’re on fire. “Here, let me get those. You must be tired, how was work? Was traffic okay?”
You raise an eyebrow, suspicious but amused. “Hey, Y/n,” Seungkwan says with a too-sweet smile, walking past you and giving your arm a warm squeeze. “I’m just heading out. Someone’s clearly got a lot on his mind.” He throws a meaningful look over his shoulder at Mingyu.
You catch it. It’s the kind of look only Seungkwan can give, half scolding, half “get it together, you idiot.”
He mouths something quick, you think it might’ve been “just say it”, before pulling the door closed behind him.
The apartment falls into silence.
You slip off your shoes and coat, giving Mingyu another look. “Everything okay?” you ask gently.
“What? Yeah, yeah! Everything’s fine!” he says a little too fast, voice pitching high again.
Your eyes narrow a little. “Mingyu… babe. Your finger is bleeding.” You point at the pinky he's still absently gnawing on, and he looks down at it like it belongs to someone else. Sure enough, there’s a tiny drop of blood on the nail bed.
“Oh. Shit,” he mutters, finally letting go of it.
You walk over, pulling his hand toward you with both concern and amusement. “You’ve got to stop doing this. You’re gonna chew your entire hand off one day.”
He doesn’t respond right away. Instead, he watches the way your fingers carefully inspect his, the way your expression softens as you reach for a tissue.
You’re so gentle with him. So real. And somehow, all the nerves in his chest shift into something quieter. Clearer.
“Y/n?” he says, voice steadier now.
You look up. “Hm?”
He swallows. “I love you.”
Your hands freeze, just for a second, still holding his. Your eyes widen a little, surprised, but not shocked. Then your lips part in the smallest smile.
“You do?”
He nods, and this time, it’s calm. “Yeah. I really do.”
You let out a small breath, like you’ve been holding it in all day. “…Good,” you whisper. “Because I love you too.”
His shoulders relax for the first time in hours. He pulls you into a soft hug, not dramatic, not over-the-top. Just real.
On the other side of the apartment door, Seungkwan grins to himself and walks away with a satisfied, “Finally.”
3️⃣ Minghao:
You were in your favourite place in the world, curled up in Minghao’s arms, his chin resting lightly on your shoulder, the two of you half-watching a YouTube video that had been popping up on your feed for days. It featured a group of ballerinas during an early morning practice, their delicate movements syncing effortlessly with the soft piano in the background.
The faint hum of the laptop filled the quiet apartment, and so did the comfort of his warmth behind you. Your back was pressed into his chest, your legs tangled underneath a shared blanket, the scent of his shampoo still lingering from his evening shower.
You and Minghao had been officially dating for two months now, though it never quite felt new. There was a familiarity in your connection that went beyond the label. After all, you’d known each other for two years, ever since he started frequenting the salon you worked at. You’d shared quiet smiles, snarky banter over hair dye choices, and eventually… one fateful late-night colour correction appointment turned into three hours of ramen, spilled secrets, and an unexpected confession.
He had looked at you, cheeks tinted pink from the steam, and told you, awkwardly, honestly, that he liked you. And to his relief, you’d liked him too.
You shifted slightly now as the ballerinas floated across the screen, lean bodies flickering across the soft studio light. Without missing a beat, Minghao mumbled against your ear, “They look so tiny.”
You tilted your head, still watching the screen. “Yeah,” you said softly, “I can imagine they’re on pretty intense diets. The kind that rewires how you even think about food. I mean, they have to maintain a certain body type to move like that, right?”
Minghao hummed in agreement, his fingers slowly tracing over the back of your hand before lacing with yours. His touch was always gentle, like he was always checking if you were okay with it, even after two months of being this close.
“Isn’t it weird, though?” he said after a pause. “How far people go just to look good in other people’s eyes?”
You turned your head slightly toward him, your voice thoughtful. “Yeah… I guess it’s a little messed up. I don’t feel that pressure the way you do, but I can imagine it becomes like… second nature for you. Always needing to look polished, flawless, even when you don’t feel like it.”
Minghao let out a soft laugh, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “It just comes with the job. The image. The branding. People don’t always see you as a person. Just a version of you that they like.”
You looked at him then, really looked at him, his profile illuminated by the screen’s soft glow. He looked relaxed, but you could feel that small weight in his voice. The part of him that didn’t always feel seen.
“I know,” you said gently. “But I think what people don’t realize is how much discipline it takes. It’s not just talent that gets someone where you are. It’s the hours, the control, and the consistency. It’s… kind of brutal.”
He didn’t respond right away. His thumb ran over your knuckles, back and forth. Then he said it. Quietly, almost like he didn’t mean for it to slip out:
“I love you. Every part of you.”
You blinked. Slowly. Your breath caught, not because you were shocked, but because something about the way he said it made your chest tighten in the best way.
He didn’t rush to fill the silence. He let it hang there, delicate, but steady.
“I didn’t plan to say that,” he admitted, his voice a little lower now. “But I meant it. I love how you speak your mind and how you try to understand things. How you always see the real side of me, even when I don’t show it.”
You turned fully in his arms now, resting your forehead against his. Your lips curled into a soft smile as your hands slid up to cup his face.
“I love you too,” you whispered, finally.
4️⃣ Seungkwan:
“Yah, double standards are fucking insane!” Mingyu explodes, flinging an empty paper coffee cup straight at Seungkwan’s head.
Seungkwan ducks just in time, the cup bouncing harmlessly off the mirror behind him. “It’s not! Your situation is totally different!” he huffs, glaring like Mingyu just insulted his entire bloodline.
“How is it different?!” Mingyu fires back, flailing his arms like he’s trying to swat away his frustration. “You gave me endless shit for stressing over how to say it, what words to use, what tone, and now look at you! You’re spiralling over literally the same thing.”
“Yeah, but…!” Seungkwan stutters, hands gesturing uselessly in the air before he gives up. “It’s you, Gyu. You could sneeze and make it sound poetic. Me? I say ‘I love you’ and suddenly I feel like I’m gonna faint and throw up at the same time.”
Mingyu snorts. “You're overthinking it more than you even realize. Just say it. Say it like you’re saying anything else. You already love her, what’s the difference?”
Seungkwan crosses his arms tightly over his chest. “The day I take romantic advice from you is the day I throw myself off this practice room balcony.”
“There is no balcony…”
“Exactly,” he deadpans, flipping him off.
There’s a beat of silence before Seungkwan exhales dramatically and starts pulling at his hairline. “I’m so stressed I think I’m growing a white hair. Right here. Look.”
Mingyu squints. “That’s just the lighting.”
“Lighting my ass. I’m dying.”
“When is she coming?”
Seungkwan glances at the clock on the wall. “Like… 30 seconds.”
As if summoned by fate, the door swings open.
There you are, gym bag slung over your shoulder, hair a little messy from the wind, wearing that warm, effortless smile that Seungkwan swears could end all wars. He straightens up like he wasn’t having a meltdown two seconds ago, arms instinctively opening.
“Hey baby,” you greet, walking into his hold like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
“Hey, my love,” he murmurs, hugging you tight and pressing a kiss to the crown of your head. His voice softens instinctively in your presence. “How are you?”
“Good! I brought you guys sticky mango rice.” You open your bag, pulling out two neatly packed containers. You hand one to Seungkwan with a gentle smile and then toss the other to Mingyu, who catches it with too much excitement.
“Y/n! You’re the real MVP. I loveeeeee sticky rice!” Mingyu exclaims, dragging the word out dramatically. He gives you an exaggerated bow that makes you chuckle. “Right, Seungkwan?”
You turn to look at your boyfriend, eyebrow slightly raised at Mingyu’s sudden sticky-rice enthusiasm. “What’s going on?”
Seungkwan is frozen.
Totally stiff.
Like a deer caught in headlights, looking from the box of sticky rice to you, then to Mingyu, who is giving him the most obvious say it, now face.
Your eyes flicker between the two. “Babe?”
He swallows. Loudly. His face turns a deep shade of red, and for a second, you wonder if he’s about to sneeze or pass out.
“I…” he stammers, eyes locked on yours now, wide and nervous. “I love you, okay?! There. I said it!”
The words come out fast, like he’s releasing a tightly held breath he didn’t know he was holding in.
You blink. The room goes quiet.
Then your lips slowly curl into a smile. One of those real ones. The kind that starts in your eyes before it even reaches your mouth.
You step closer, cradling the side of his face gently. “You’re ridiculous,” you whisper, leaning in to kiss him softly. “But I love you too.”
5️⃣ Vernon:
You were curled up on the couch, your body tucked comfortably against Vernon’s side, his arm draped loosely around your shoulders. The TV flickered in front of you, playing what had to be the fifth episode of Friends in a row, though neither of you were really watching.
Vernon absentmindedly played with your fingers, tracing the lines of your palm, occasionally lacing your fingers with his. His warmth, the low hum of the TV, and the quiet rhythm of rain tapping against the windows wrapped around you like a blanket.
You glanced up at him with a small smile. “Isn’t it nice? You finally have two whole days off without a schedule.”
He let out a deep sigh, shoulders rising and falling slowly. “Yeah…” he murmured. Then, after a beat, he added, voice quieter: “I kind of feel bad, though. That you’re spending your weekend like this, inside. With me.”
You turned your head slightly, sensing the weight behind his words. “What do you mean?”
He gave a half-laugh, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “I don’t know. I guess I feel like I’m not that fun to be around when I’m like this. Just… staying in. No plans. No energy. Not exactly weekend material, you know?”
You sat up a little, just enough to face him properly, your hand still resting in his. “Hey,” you said softly, brushing his hair back from his face. “Don’t say that.”
His eyes met yours, uncertain and a little tired.
“I wouldn’t want to spend my weekend any other way than being here with you. Seriously. I don’t need fireworks or plans or parties.” You leaned forward, pressing your forehead to his for a moment. “This? Just this? It’s perfect.”
His features relaxed, his shoulders losing some of that quiet tension he carried around. A small, grateful smile pulled at his lips.
“Okay then,” he said, voice lighter. “How about this, you pick the movie, I’ll order us something good, and later we can battle it out in Uno. The loser has to do all the dishes for the next date nights.”
You laughed, already nestling back into his side as he pulled you in. “Deal. I was thinking maybe we could watch Harry Potter or something moodier. It kind of matches the rainy weather, right?”
He hummed in agreement, his chin resting on the top of your head. You felt his chest rise and fall beneath you, but then he stilled.
A pause stretched between you, comfortable but charged.
Then he shifted slightly, just enough to look at you again, his voice quieter this time. Steady, but laced with something deeper.
“Hey…” he said, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. “I love you.”
He said it like it had been sitting on the tip of his tongue for a while now, like he’d finally let go of a thought he’d been turning over quietly in his mind.
“Just thought you should know.”
You blinked, surprised but not startled, because somehow, it felt like the words had been there between you for a while. Waiting. Soft, inevitable.
Your heart thudded a little louder in your chest as you looked at him, seeing the vulnerability behind his relaxed expression, the unspoken I mean it in his gaze.
You smiled, eyes warm. “I know.” You paused, leaning in close enough that your forehead nearly touched his again. “And I love you too.”
Vernon exhaled slowly, the corners of his lips curving up into a smile that was all relief and quiet joy. He pulled you closer, holding you like the words had just made something even more solid between you.
6️⃣ Dino:
Your Saturday night wasn’t going the way you had hoped. Instead of being on a cozy dinner date with Chan, wrapped up in conversation, you were curled up on your couch, watching a painfully bad reality TV show, picking at sushi that had long since lost your interest. The silence of your apartment only made everything feel worse.
Last night was supposed to be the beginning of a weekend just for the two of you, no work, no distractions, no scheduling around Chan’s back-to-back commitments. Just time. Real, uninterrupted time together. But things went south. Fast.
You had made a lighthearted comment, a small joke, about what it might be like if you ever moved in together. You thought it would make him smile. Instead, it was like a switch flipped. His shoulders tensed. His smile faded.
The joke snowballed into a full-blown argument: you accusing him of running from commitment, him snapping back that you were pushing things too hard, too fast. You hadn’t spoken since you stormed out of his apartment last night, tears of frustration in your eyes.
And you definitely weren’t going to be the first to break the silence.
Not until the doorbell rang.
The sound jolted you out of your daze, sushi container in hand. You blinked, registering it with mild confusion. A package? This late? You walked over, still half on autopilot, unlocking the door and cracking it open.
Only to find Chan standing there.
He looked tired. Disheveled. Hair a mess, hoodie thrown on like he didn’t think much about it, eyes heavy like he hadn’t slept much, or at all. His hands were in his pockets, but he looked like he’d been pacing outside your door for a while.
Your fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the door. “…What are you doing here?” you asked quietly, not stepping aside.
“Can I come in?” he asked, voice low, eyes searching yours as he tried to nudge the door gently.
You didn’t move.
“I said, what are you doing here, Chan?”
He sighed, clearly fighting the instinct to say something defensive. Instead, he rubbed the back of his neck and dropped his gaze briefly. “Y/n,” he said softly, glancing around the hallway, “Please don’t be like this.”
“I’m not being like anything,” you replied. “I just don’t get why you’re here.”
He exhaled, slow and deliberate, then leaned against the wall beside your doorframe and looked straight at you. His voice was lower now, sincere. “I came to apologize.”
You raised an eyebrow. “Apologize for what?”
“For last night,” he said, his jaw tightening like he was trying to hold everything else back. “I shouldn't have lashed out at you like that. It was… it was a dick move. I was projecting, and I knew it even when I did it.”
You blinked at him, the words not quite settling in. “…Projecting what?”
Chan looked down for a second, his hand dragging across his face in frustration, not with you, but with himself. “I’ve been feeling like crap lately, Y/n. Like a bad boyfriend. I’ve been everywhere but here with you, physically, mentally… I’ve been distracted, buried in work, and I know you’ve been picking up on that.”
He met your eyes again. You saw the guilt swimming there. “So when you made that joke about moving in together, it hit me harder than I expected. Because I realized how unfair it’d be. You’d be alone in a place that’s supposed to feel like ours, and I wouldn’t be around to help make it feel like home. It scared me. Not because I don’t want that future, but because I do, and I’m terrified I’ll mess it up.”
You felt the tension in your fingers soften as your grip on the door loosened. “…You should’ve just said that.”
“I know.” He let out a breath, stepping forward slightly. “I was overwhelmed, and I pushed you away instead of letting you in. I hate that I made you feel like what you wanted, what we want, is too much. It’s not. Not with you.”
There was a long pause. One where you felt your chest loosen just a bit.
“I mean it when I say…” he took another step closer, eyes locking onto yours, “I love you. I really do. Not just when it’s easy or convenient. Even when we argue. Even when I’m scared. I love you.”
Your heart fluttered, but not in that giddy, new-love way. It was deeper than that now, heavier, grounded in everything you’d already seen of each other.
You opened the door wider. Just a little. “…I love you too, Chan.”
He let out a breath that sounded like relief. His shoulders dropped. “Can I come in now?” he asked, this time with the hint of a smile.
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2025 carat revival : dynamics week 'this road is beautiful, because I have you walking beside me' no one loves seventeen more than seventeen loves each other🤍
#seventeen#17net#caratrevival2025#chwedoutbox#maddieblr#userhornet#heysol#userzyx#seungcheol#jeonghan#joshua#jun#wonwoo#mingyu#hoshi#woozi#dk#the8#dino#vernon#seungkwan#my boys#beloveds <3333#k.stuff
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Genuinely a great time to be in caratland rn. This dance challenge, hoshi jeonghan pics with 2 wonwoo replies. Sabtu mingyu ke malay, dirty dancing line announced as ambassadors for Mr potato and the cutest seungkwan update.
Thank you sebongs for making my day despite the many crash outs I was gonna have 💀
“go crazy” trust me i am. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE BOTH OF THEM!??!
#seventeen#mingyu#scoups#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#joshua hong#lee chan#dokyeom#hoshi#wonwoo#jeonghan#seungkwan#imisswonwoo#i miss jeonghan
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seventeen fic recs pt. 2
main masterlist - pt. 1
· ♡ · · tysm to the amazing creative minds of the writers for giving me sevaral moments of joy reading your creations
these are my personal favs, so pls reblog if you like any of my recs❤️
coffee talk - ( @wqnwoos ) fluff, coworker!vernon, work romance au, jwhhxsjxsjd cutee
bias - ( @wooahaes ) fluff, slice of life, vernon idol!au, you make the cats choose their svt bias, IT SO WHOLESOME :((((((((
mr. nice guy - ( @toruro ) smut, next door neighbor!joshua au, I HATE HIM skfffkjs this got me blushing and shit, he cosplays as a gentleman but he´s actually just a flirty nasty mf
confession - ( @nonranghaes ) bf!shua, fluff, slice of life, this is so cute sldfjshldjfkh
You Know What They Say About Men With Big Feet - ( @hansols-yoda-boxers ) smut, big feet, big nose, big muscles and a big dicc YUPPPPPP, seokmin has it ALL
2am conversations - ( @wqnwoos ) bf!jeonghan, slice of life, “what if crabs think that fish can fly?” “angel, it’s two in the morning,” sdkhfksb it´s cute :(((( so domesticc
the long way - ( @trblsvt ) model!jeonghan, staff!reader, UGGHHDSLHFLSKH i love this, he´s so confident and lowkey straight forward
tinted windows - ( @duhnova ) smut, ceo!hannie, panty ripper,, literally, car sex, “sir you have a meeting in twenty minutes.” “fuck that stupid meeting, i have more important things to be doing right now.” IT´S GOOD YALL
poker match - ( @hoshifighting ) smut, sub!hannie, dom!reader, famous poker player!jeonghan, famous poker player!reader. he finally meets his match in every way. I LOVEEEDDD this, it´s such a fresh concept
night time questions - ( @wqnwoos ) bf!jeonghan, fluff, LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEE THIS IS SO CUTEEE :(((( had me giggling and crying at the same time
drunk and in love - ( @97-liners ) fluff, wasted!hoshi, him in his tiger patterned-shirt, asdkjasdh he´d deff be like this, he rants about how wonderfull you are to whoever got ears, so cute
lollipops and candy bars - ( @hansols-yoda-boxers ) smut, sub!hao, reader loves to tease, cute and innocent looking reader, hao needs help lmao, "Well, I finished off my lollipop a while ago, do you have anything else I could suck on?” SKLHDLFJHKLDJ wow
clingy - ( @tomodachiii ) hubby!gyu x pregnant!reader, fluff. so you want me to kms,,THIS IS THE FLUFFIEST PIECE I´VE READ THIS WEEK (っ °Д °;)っ ilysm
sweater paws - ( @duhnova ) smut, virgin!jeonghan. yeah so i fucking love this :D literally one of the best smut pieces out there fr, so so detailed
bad girls make good boys cry - ( @duhnova ) smut. virgin!joshua. pleeeassseeeee this is so gOODD, "first of all, you rode me till i cried" IKTR!!
reaction to their s/o appearing on going seventeen - ( @welcometomyoasis ) fluff, crack. LMAOOO i loved this sm
them accidentally ditching you on your bday - ( @hannieehaee ) angst, idol!ot13 if you know me you know i´m a wHORE for an angsty fic, it just hits a certain spot on my brain idk, and this is IT, i loved both parts
menace - ( @hannieehaee ) fluff, simp!jeonghan, when you´re the only one who can deal with him. mannn why is mingyu always the target lmao
fake dating? - ( @hannieehaee ) crack, fluff, suggestive, bff to lovers. nahhh this was too funny lmao, poor vernon
whipped - ( @gi4hao ) FLUFF, bf!wonu. this is so wHOLESOME and ihateit (not) :((((( plssssss its so cuteee
when you call them by their name - ( @emocheol ) sdkhskdhf this is too good, no them panicking
12:31 am - ( @hoasvuon ) bf!jeonghan, fluff. so...i´m so in love :´)
leave your message after the beep - ( @shuaraes ) angst, ex-bf!minghao, the way this is written,, how tf doesn´t it have at leAST 1000 notes??? its crazy!
#seventeen x reader#seventeen fanfic#svt x reader#wonwoo smut#mingyu x reader#mingyu smut#choi seungcheol#kim mingyu#jeon wonwoo#svt fluff#svt fanfic#woozi x reader#jeonghan#mingyu#vernon#seungkwan#woozi#jun x reader#junhui x reader#seokmin x reader#dk x reader#dk smut#jeonghan x reader#seungcheol x reader#dino x reader#lee chan#minghao#xu minghao#wonwoo x reader#scoups x reader
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