#Sena NYC

[vampprince-sono]

JILUKA NYC LFGGGGG

[yanderes-galore]

Learning about the MLP infection AUs ended up reminding me a lot on the book and game called Parasite Eve, and OH BOY does it have so much body horror. Basically, there is this parasite called Mitochondria Eve whose main goal is to reproduce and the main characters have to stop her.

The book was written by Hideaki Sena but I haven’t even continued reading it yet due to other literature like JoJo Part 7 (and that it is super lengthy which was divided up into 3 parts). Later on in 1998, Parasite Eve the Game was released and you play as Aya Brea, an NYC police officer who has similar powers to Eve and uses it to stop her from reproducing. The story is great, especially since the book’s author contributed to the game’s writing. The game is available to play on steam if you wanna check it out, and there are 2 sequels (but I don’t recommend them because I heard they’re really bad).

I'll think about it.

[oscarloro79]

IMPOSSIBLE JOURNEY from YUCA on Vimeo.

Impossible Journey is an animated short film that addresses the urgent crisis in maternal health care in the US.

The film was built by a predominantly female team over a process that took more than a year, produced in Brazil and NYC. Each frame was printed and painted meticulously to reveal the layers of reality that our protagonist experiences throughout the story. Every aspect of the animation has metaphorical construction and meaning, just like all the project built around it.

Check out more details and informations on the links below:

Making of: vimeo.com/945849611/991e1f4f3f?share=copy Project’s website: impossiblejourney.org

Cannes Lions 2024 Silver - Film Craft Illustration Silver - H&W Digital Craft

Director: YUCA Production Company: THE YOUTH Post-Production Company: COLOSSAL Executive Creative Director: Eduardo Lubiazi, João Machado Executive Producer: Eduardo Lubiazi Head of Production: Daniel Maia Post-Production Coordinator: Yasmim Uehara Art Director: Eduardo Rosa Animation Director: YUCA + Bruno Brasil DOP: Yuri Maranhão

Producer: Yasmim Uehara, Mauricio Kazu Yamashita Post-Production Coordinator: Yasmim Uehara Post-Production Coordinator Assistant: Nicole Lia Rêgo da Silva, Ana Paula Godoy Production Coordinator: Carol Cherobim Assistant Coordinator: Camila Pires, Lu Krasa Finance Department: Iza Lubiazi

Head of art: YUCA Art Director: Eduardo Rosa Animation Director: YUCA + Bruno Brasil Screenplay: Viton Araújo, Eduardo Tavares Editor: Leonardo Salomão Assistant Editor: Victor Balestrin Printing Studio: Farbewerk Fine Art Lab Printing producer: Daniel Farbewerk Painting Studio: ATELIÊ 39 Painting Artists: Ana Beatriz Artigas, João Paulo de Carvalho 2D Animation Supervisor: Denis Bargos, Daniella Schuarts, Bruno Brasil, André Ruivo VFX Supervision: Rodrigo Stradiotto, Diogo Gameiro Lead Conform and Delivery: Victor Balestrin Conform and Delivery: Ricardo Jug

Lead Concept Artists: Beatrice Bandiera, Fabio Miraglia Lead Illustration: Beatrice Bandiera, Marília Mafé, Diogo Saraiva, Bruno Rosal Concept Artist: Marília Mafé, Taíssa Maia, Che Marcheti, Ana Maria Sena, Bennê Oliveira, Camilla Muniz, Cinthia Saty, Helô Rodrigues, Fabio Miraglia, Diogo Saraiva, Bruno Rosal, Daniel Cramer, Gabriel dos Anjos, Fernando Nas, João Capoulade, Douglas Lopes, Wilson Panassi, Felipe Parucci.

Storyboard: Walfrido Monteiro Previz animation: André Ruivo 2D Animation: Carol Caporrino, Nana Siqueira, Gabriela Chamorro Diniz, Danila Ribeiro, Thalyne Chrystyna, Gabrielle Paparelli, André Ruivo, Diones Ignacio, Robson Vilalba, Anderson Omori, Gilson Júnior de Souza Bastos, Bremo, Gui Kirinus, Geovani Angelo, Carlos Yury, Gui Klein, Sid Ahearne, Alexandre Sales, Gabriel Fraga, Gabriel Chagas, Robb Reis, Denis Bargos.

VFX Animation: Nana Siqueira, Hermes de Lima, Fhilipe Marmori. Lead Clean Up: Mateuz Fernandes Clean Up / Painting: Clara Luz Carvalho Salazar, Nana Siqueira, Giovanna Jahjah, Melissa Ferreira Sartor, Renata SHP, Brenda Maryan, Taiza Nogueira, Mateuz Fernandes, Robson Vilalba, Diones Ignacio, Dudu Querubins, Ulisses Jucá, Luiz Alvares, Pedro Solano, Thallyson Silvestre, Moacyr Neto, Diogo Saraiva, Carlos Yury, Lucas Batalha, Rosinaldo Lages, Josias Bosio, Bruno Mazzilli, Leonardo Vincensi, Rafael Sinnott, Lucas Moraes, Fabio Soro, Lucas Fernandes Siqueira, Jonatas Freire da Silva Souza, Rhuan Gonçalves de Oliveira de Farias, Diego Akel, Lucas Felipe Pereira..

2D Compositing: Gabriel Rocha, Diego Eduardo Loz, Tiago Castro, Adelir Boeira, Lucas Santiago, Jean Lamin, Alan Jose Dias. Compositing: Michel Takahashi Colorist: Erick Moraes 3D Previz: Lucas Lira 3D Animator: Tiago da Silva Motion Graphics: Janaína da Veiga Still Craft Photographer: Diego Cagnato Stabilization Compositing: Everton Ricardo Sabino (Tom), Nícolas Braga de Medeiros Nicolak

Live action Director: YUCA DOP: Yuri Maranhão 1st AC: Jenny Desrosiers Make up artist: Cris Severo Steadicam OP: Emma Leavy BB: Melquan Q Ali Sound Mixer: Emily Strong Producer: Stella Bloss Producer: Livia Borjaile PA/Driver: Elijah Joseph Still Photography: Talitha Ramos Casting: Amanda Gabrielle Baia, Bruce Arturo McIntyre III, Camilla de Souza, Carla Williams, Denise Miller, Emilie Rodriguez, Sarry Nemorin.

Music Company: Satélite Áudio Music Direction: Roberto Coelho, Kito Siqueira e Hurso Ambrifi Account: Fernanda Costa, Renata Schincariol, Daniel Chasin e Karen Nakamura Music Production: Roberto Coelho, Hurso Ambrifi, Thiago Colli, Koitty , Alexandre Avicena, Pedro Pelotas e Nando Diniz Post Production and Mixing: Carla Cornea, Vithor Moraes, Arthur Dossa, Andre Giannini e Esteban Romero Production Coordinator: Camila Guedes, Letícia Oliveira, Bea Vieira e Mariana Tardelli

Special thanks: Filipe Zapelini, Cris Severo In memory of our beloved friend Juca Salomão

[tacklingchildhoodobesity]

Meet our partners in Washington Heights

Our program launch would not have been possible without the collaboration with state, city, and local partners. Here, our program leads describe the key partnerships that we have made and will continue to foster:

Clementine Collective - Tackling Childhood Obesity in Washington Heights has many partnerships but the Clementine Collective and Health4Youths work directly with your children. Health4Youths is a nonprofit formed for the charitable and educational purposes of assisting youth. We strive to combat community deterioration and juvenile delinquency, improve the quality of education, health care and life-skills training offered to adolescents and young adults. The goal of this partnership is to increase the presence of the Clementine Collective in Washington Heights, providing more access and knowledge about fresh produce and health-conscious eating habits that impact overall health of the area’s population. 

Daryl Wright

H.E.A.L.T.H for Youths, Inc is a nonprofit formed for the charitable and educational purposes of assisting youth. They strive to combat community deterioration and juvenile delinquency, improve the quality of education, health care, and life-skills training offered to adolescents and young adults. They focus on providing holistic and comprehensive programming for youth in vulnerable populations including Washington Heights. The goal of this partnership is to give your children the best chance at creating sustainable healthy life choices. 

Daryl Wright

New York State Department of Health (DOH) runs and funds multiple health initiatives across New York City. In Washington Heights specifically, programs headed by DOH that are commonly utilized include the Hunger Prevention and Nutrition Assistance Program, Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program, and the National School Lunch Program. In partnership with NY DOH, not only do we strive to uphold these existing programs, but we also strive to build on new programs, initiatives, and funding opportunities that can ensure long-term success of health and nutrition interventions in Washington Heights. This will be particularly important for public schools in the area, which rely predominantly on government funding. We will be working with NY DOH to carry out activities funded by the Creating Healthy Schools and Communities Fund. 

Daisy Yan

City Harvest is New York City’s largest food rescue organization. Not only have they done amazing work in fighting hunger among NYC communities, but they also partner with various community based organizations to supply healthy foods in different settings. In Washington Heights, City Harvest partners with Fresh Youth Initiatives, an after school program, to provide healthy snacks for children. They also provide mobile markets in the neighborhood to provide fresh produce and nutrition education programs to the public and partner with Citi Community Development to help bodega owners stock up on healthy “grab-and-go” items in the neighborhood. The goal of our partnership with City Harvest is to build City Harvest’s connection with the Washington Heights community by providing more outlets for community members to access free, fresh produce.

Daisy Yan

Choosing Healthy and Active Lifestyles for Kids, also known as CHALK, is a non-profit organization based in Washington Heights aimed to reduce the prevalence of childhood obesity in Northern Manhattan by creating an environment in which healthy lifestyles are integral to the lives of all children and their families. They focus on early childhood centers, community- and faith-based organizations, and NewYork-Presbyterian Hospital outpatient practice. Our partnership with CHALK will provide access to staff trained in educating youth in healthy eating and physical activity and who have experience working in Washington Heights and access to existing informational resources on combating childhood obesity. 

Sena Soleimannejad 

Hip Hop Public Health is another organization based in New York City that works closely with this mission. It is a non-profit organization that uses music and other creative tools to help youth develop health literacy skills and to inspire youth and their families to make healthy eating choices. This organization focuses on communities of color who do not have the same access to the resources that other communities may have. The organization also creates podcasts and lesson plans to educate youth and their families on health topics in an engaging way that does not make the information difficult or challenging to approach. 

Sena Soleimannejad 

Equity Advocates is an organization aiding in Capacity-Building Courses for Healthcare Providers! Additionally, they also provide courses and workshops in Movement Building and Community Organizing, as well as Personalized Technical Assistance for situations with unique needs and circumstances. Equity Advocates assists organizations in improving their ability to address the root causes of food inequality by implementing policy and systems changes. The organization works with organizations in New York that aim to combat hunger and poverty, providing them with resources such as policy education, advocacy training, and coalition-building services. By doing this work, Equity Advocates is creating a non-partisan coalition of advocates and leaders within the food movement at the grassroots level. By having an organization with strong ties to NYC food security working alongside providers, we can decrease bias and better understand the communities that they work in.

Emma Schroeder

Hunter College’s NYC Food Policy Center provides ample resources for community members and providers alike! They are focused specifically on food-related work in Upper Manhattan, seeking to address the availability and quality (affordability and desirability) of healthy foods in Upper Manhattan, and aim to bring together expertise and collaborate on targeted local campaigns related to food and health. A unique feature they offer is resource guides that are targeted to specific neighborhoods, so anyone in NYC looking for equitable food resources can find their local options. Additionally, they provide training and workshops in policy, bias, and communication surrounding food security, which is a great resource to implement with our healthcare providers.

Emma Schroeder

[elshoppr]

Hoy culmina el guest spot de @joeycreepxide en @senatattoonyc cáele 12pm-8pm; para citas DM a Sena directamente; walk-ins welcomed❣️ El Shop Tattoo parlor & apparel coming soon to Calle Cerra… . . . . . . foto por @ash.calo para @laststudio musa @slavetogrind #elshoppr #weloveweird #comeasyouare #weloveyou #joeycreepxide #raixa #puertorico #tattoos #apparel #vintage #upciclyng #vintagestyle #lace #satin #fauxleather #nyc #soho #sena (at Sena Tattoo) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd06awjr7xc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[wehoparty]

06/24/2018 - ALEGRIA PRIDE with DJ Renato Cecin - Awesome Show

[lazys-moved]

mobile  friendly  muse  lowdown   sparkling  heart  emoji

slice of life

cherry  duchanee  ––  teenage  runaway,  phone  sex  operator,  aspiring  camgirl     ( lisa, she/her )

nae  jiwoo  ––  fallen  baseball  prodigy,  online  presence  with  his  sports  webtoons     ( yeonjun, he/him )

nana  yang  ––  true  crime  podcaster  with  a  lack  of  empathy  due  to  a  lack  of  experience     ( soojin, she/her )

cash  chu  ––  college  dropout  and  full  time  caretaker  of  his  kid  sister     ( sungchan, he/him )

levi  hwang  ––  juvenile  delinquent  turned  frat  boy  dropout  working  two  jobs  until  he  inevitably  ruins  his  sobriety  &  probably  someone’s  night     ( chanyeol, he/him )

finn hae mingi ––  retail  worker  and  aspiring  fashion  designer     ( hanse,  she/they )

bok hajoon  –– former  farm  boy  who  left  for  the  city  with  guilt  and  dancer  dreams  in  tow     ( yeosang,  he/him )

jovi  cha  ––    high  school  luminary  left  behind  in  hometown  who  turned  to  onlyfans  as  a  spiteful  means  to  prove  his  success    ( doyoung,  he/him )

arielle  byun   ––   digital  editor  wasting  away  in  her  bedroom  due  to  difficult  maintenance  of  friendship  and  social  misinterpretations     ( lia,  she/her )

tess  han  ––   hawaiian  beach  bum  conservation  snorkel  boy  with  perpetual  broken  heart  syndrome     ( san,  he/him )

olan  sasiprapa ––   feline  pastry  chef  at  family  run  cat  cafe  with  constant  existential  worry     ( bright,  he/him )

james  ‘ jimbo ’  lee  ––    try - hard  bitch  baby  who  can’t  take  a  hint     ( yuchan,  he/him )

anna songprawati  ––  full  time  flight  attendant,  part  time  clout  chaser     (  tu tontawan,  she/her )

watchara  chao  ––  failed  med  student  with  mounds  of  loans  and  nothing  to  show  for  it  except  a  hidden  drawer  of  lipstick  stained  cash     (  pp krit,  he/him )

kane  shim ––  serial  monogamist  with  a  victim  complex     (  yunho,  he/him )

amani  davis  ––  history  professor  with  an  odd  interest  in  plagues.   velvety   timbre  as  though  permanently  between  library  walls,   genuine  adoration  for  topic,  & wanting  to  make  others  feel  that  same  way.   (  lakeith,  he/him )

cristian  kang  &  quincy  choi  ––   self - destructive  couple  by  nature,    passive  aggression  runs  through  veins  &  fuels  every  type  of  frustration.    sometimes  long  relationships  are  just  that:   long.   years  spent  together  considered  a  way  to  pass  time,   both  parties  finding  no  easy  way  out,   no  matter  the  dramatics.   trust  hung  by  a  thread  at  this  point  but  grip  of  codependency  held  tight.   (individual  blurbs tbd)  (  hyungwon  &  i.m  )

beau  youn   ––  classical  training  washed  down  the  drain  and  chased  with  bitter  pills  of  reality.   hushed  tones  and  no  traceable  path   ––   full  control  of  outside  perception.   days  planned  down  to  the  minute  as  though  puppeteered  by  curtained  authority.  (  juyeon,  he/him )

roxy  seong  ––  classic  case  of  neglected  child  syndrome,   but  catch  a  mouthful  of  silver  rings  if  caught  discussing  such  topics.   people - pleasing  arrogance  stemmed  in  the  possibility  he  could  be  worse.   virtual  friendlessness  a  result  of  distrust  of  himself  &  everyone  around  him,   but  victim  complex  stood  strong.   also  he’s  a  chef   (  wooyoung,  he/they )

simon  yu  ––   sensory  issues  misunderstood  as  rich - kid  antics  and  brushed  off  as  cavalier.   dreams  tucked  away  à  la  pandora,   knocking,  begging,  pleading  to  be  freed.    time  spent  alone  with  no  qualms  but  alienation  sat  heavy  upon  heart.   (  seungwoo,  he/him )

malakai  kyun  |  anita  cockatoo   ––   youth  hidden  away  behind  torn  hoodies  &  fingertips  stained  with  shades  of  soft  pastel ;   sense  of  self  found  in  solitude,   reflection  recognizable  for  once.   sticky  remnants  of  double - sided  tape  marked  the  blurred  line  between  expression  and  impersonation,   but  where  is  the  partition ?   (  seonghwa  &  chaeyoung,   she/her )  

in the spotlight

hwa  myung  ––  popular  online  makeup  artist  with  a  penchant  for  karma     ( taehyung, he/they )

sena  mun  ––  tiktok  influencer  whose  entire  sense  of  self  is  formed  by  her  followers     ( jennie, she/her )

jin  chani  ––  high  fashion  model  with  a  fragile  ego  &  a  habit  of  self  medicating      ( xion, he/they )

holli  tsutsumi  ––  heiress  whose  questionable  acquisition  of  fame  resulted  in  stunted  growth  and  the  know - how  to  play  an everlasting  role     ( momo, she/her )

ashwin  koomrampai  ––   recently  acknowledged  actor  of  his  generation  after  years  of   dark  horse   attitude  has  found  family  in  A - listers  notorious  for  holes  where  hearts  should  be     (  ten,  he/him  )

river  feng  ––  idol  walkout  coasting  on  name  recognition  and  pretty  privilege     (  xu  jiaqi,  she/her )

cao  zhenya  ––  actor  on  the  rise,  easily  starstruck  &  eager  to  please     (  minghao,  he/him )

KIKI  |  kian  park    ––   former  star  for  the  mouse,   male  finished  contract  with  decency  and  found  the  switch  to  a  music  career  quite  easily.    bridging  the  gap  was  to  be  modeled  after  ––  he  was  made  for  this.   somehow  everything  goes  right  for  him,   though  he  attributes  it  to  being  in  sync  with  earthly  energies,   perfectly  unpretentious  and  fearless.   (  jjk,   he/him  )

                 ‧͙⁺˚*·༓  SUITS  ༓·*˚⁺‧͙

ace  |  kitt  kaewburesai  ––  luxurious  offspring  of  narcissism  and  intrusive  thoughts,   decorated  in  matte  black  ornaments  and  topped  with  glossy  lips.   guided  by  clear  mental  hierarchy  and  insatiable  desire.   quintessence  of  immodesty  and  the  act  of  getting  off  on  that  knowledge  alone.   (  gulf  kanawut,  he/him )

jack  |  jang  jaehwa  ––  virtually  unrecognizable  by  design,   anonymity  incarnate  with  a  trail  of  ash  in  his  wake.    former  vicious  nature  diluted  &  concealed,   mask  far  more  impenetrable  than  self - imposed  veil  of  years  past.   mystery  shrouded  in  icy,  yet  enviable  energy ;   arrogance  ultimately  found  in  belief  of  ex - prey  never  catching  up.   (  hyunjun,  he/they )

queen  |  aaliyah  cha  ––   vitality  leaks  from  tear  ducts,   courage  the  only  weapon  available  against  forces  disagreeable.   sunbathing  in  the  warm,   jaded  glow  of  adoration  without  a  care.   abrasive  etiquette  off - putting  as  first  impression  but  loyalty  unmatched.  (  karina,  she/her )

king  |  adrian  he   ––  unresolved  traumas  wrapped  up  tight  with  a  bow  and  crowned  in  eroticism.   someone  under  stress  meets  someone  looking  pretty.   desire  lights  candle  beneath  self - imposed  iron  boots,   a  spark  to  outrun  the  void  that  always  seemed  to  be  at  his  heels.   (  xukun,  he/him )

supernatural  &  canon

ryeo  aeja  ––  [ mumbles ]  year  old  vampire  who  prides  herself  on  restraint  and  human - like  trust,  but  has  a  ravenous  darkness  waiting  to  be  freed     ( jisoo, she/her )

berri  darmadi  ––  reluctant  witch  no  longer  able  to  push  away  powers  (  brianne  tju,  she/her )

jake long ––  mack  daddy  dragon  of  the  nyc     ( lucas, he/him )

marshall  lee  ––   not  so  bad ?  he’s  the  son  of  a  demon  and  the  vampire  king.  it’s  not  something  he  has  to  try  at.   ( san,  he/him )

bonnie  gwan   ––   runs  family - owned  candy  shoppe  like  it’s  her  entire  personality.   too  smart  for  her  own  good  &  fails  to  see  how  she  could  go  wrong.   aka  pwincess bubblegum   (  onda,   she/her )

[livereleaseconvergence-blog]

SOUND ARCHIVE

Listen to the collage of sounds from Live Release, a listening convergence here: https://soundcloud.com/thelakeradio

LIVE STREAMING:

Join people from around the world for a global listening convergence - 4,5 hours of sonic reflections from 21 countries on the past months during a global pandemic. We consider listening to be a radical act of care, convergence and border crossing, intended to spark a sense of connectedness in a time of isolation, fear, and rising nationalism. From Egypt, Iran, Russia, Japan, Turkey, US, Argentina, Sweden, Denmark, Netherlands, Canada, Mexico, Chile, Greece, France, Finland, Norway, Belgium, Spain, Italy and Germany (21 countries in all!) Streamed live May 25th 2020 from 14:00 CET (Central European Time) until  21:00 pm CET (on loop) It will be aired on the Lake Radio: http://thelakeradio.com Later it will be stored here: https://soundcloud.com/thelakeradio/live-release-a-listening-convergence

CONTRIBUTORS (by recording or production date): 04032020, Hanna Wildow och Johan Wahlberg, voice by Sara Haylett-Utberg, Elektronmusikstudion EMS, Söder Mälarstrand 61, Gränseskogen nature reservoir (previous field recording), Stockholm, Sweden, Guldsmedshyttan, Sweden, ‘and–akt (breath/spirit act)’, 3:09 15032020, Victoria Keddie, East Broadway Subway station (day lockdown started), NYC, NY, USA, ‘Empty Escalator on East Broadway’, 1:02 27032020, Maria Lepistö, Bispebjerg Kirkegård, Copenhagen, Denmark, “To Boyeo, 3:23. 27032020, Rune Palving, Frederiksberg Centeret, København, Danmark, ‘Desolated Frederiksberg Centeret’,  2:47 01042020, Carry Fucile, Inside and outside my house, Baltimore, Maryland, USA, ‘Inside, outside, upside down’, 3:11 01042020, Erica Muniz, Nordvest, Copenhagen, Denmark, ‘Antiwar song’, 04:36 04042020, Sofie Kragh-Müller, Copenhagen, ‘Speech from the people’, 6:53 04042020, Ylang Ylang, Montreal, Canada, 2:09 06042020, Morten Poulsen, 6th of April 2020, recorded through my apartment window in Østerbro, Copenhagen, ‘party 6th of April 2020’, 7:26. 07042020, Maria Lepistö, Around my home at Tomgårdsvej 92 and down the street towards Netto (Tomgårdsvej 15), inside Netto, and inside my room, Copenhagen, Denmark, To Agne’, 6:12. 08042020, Solarcher, balcony in Rotterdam, Netherlands, 10 minutes. 10042020, Ebrahim Mousavi, Ramsar (my home), Rmsar, Mazandaran, Iran ‘Shabaneh’, 2:18 10042020, Rune Palving, Vejby, Nordsjælland, Danmark, ‘Short distance exile’, 4:37 10042020, Naghmeh saberi, 10 april 7pm, Shahmirzad, Semnan, Iran, ‘Walking arounds’, 00:32 11042020, Amir Mohammad Tajmehri, Iran, 2:39 12042020, Emily CD, on my front porch, outside of San Miguel de Allende, Mexico, ‘my son reading an instruction manual’, 2:07 13042020, Renato Ortiz Sandivari Chi, Valparazzo, Chile, 3:42 14042020, Ayako Kataoka, Pier Park Skatepark, St. Johns, Portland, OR. Natural reverb from the site and inside of a full pipe USA, 4:41 16042020, Kirstine Lindemann, before going to bed, My bedroom, Copenhagen N/Korsør, Denmark, ‘Each day’, The work consists of recordings of my breath and the date of the day recorded each night from the first day of the lock down until April 24th as a type of bodily audio diary, 2:07 17042020, Andreas Oxenvad, Birkerød, Danmark, 3.05 17042020, Kristoffer Raasted, Copenhagen, ‘detached opacity’, 9:15 19042020, Magda Lampropoulou, from my balcony Athens, Greece, ‘Greek Orthodox Resurrection’, 3:37 28042020, Alice Hamon, 9:36 am, Pots and pans honoring the health care workers, rue Belle de mai, Marseille, France 21042020, Deniz Erden, from my bedroom window, Eşref Efendi Street, Şişli, İstanbul, Turkey, ‘as it exists within us; blending into joy after sorrow.’,  2:01 21042020, Margarita del Carmen, Through the chimney of my home, Copenhagen, Denmark, ‘whistling territories’, 03:29 23042020,  Ylva Ranckel-Lutz, Coffee Time, Västervik, Ekenäs, Finland, 3:18 23042020, Mohammad golshani, My room with my guitar, Tehran, iran, ‘Her’, 0:38 25042020, Teresa Duggan, kitchen radio at home, Baltimore, USA,‘FM Radio Spin, 5:58 25042020, Jan-Maarten and slime mold Andi, inside a cupboard, Rijswijk, Netherlands, 02:24 26042020, Id m theft able, ‘kiss the smear off the window, 10:00 27042020, Junko & Sulan, The home studio, in the living room of the apartment located on Störtloppsvägen, Västertorp, Stockholm, Sweden, ‘Brass stream’, 3:13 27042020, Marcia Bassett, Brooklyn, New York (between 2703 and 2704), 02:44 27042020, Soheil Shinrangi, Tehran, Iran, ‘The vital sounds (For Fixed Media And Accordion)’, 06:30 28042020, Alice Hamon, 9:36 am, Belle de Mai Street, Pots and Pans Honoring the Health Care workers, 2:30 28042020, Amanda Brannin, Austin, Texas, USA, 4.48 28042020, Nazanin kianmehr, My room on my bed talking to my boyfriend, Kerman Iran, ‘Sleepy nazanin’, 00:14 29042020, Arash Pandi, Balcony of our apartment in Amager, mixed with other recordings,  Copenhagen, Denmark, ‘Life within a life’, 4:40. 29042020, Sanjey sureshkumar, sounds from in my apartement, Lofoten, Norway, ‘Sanjey out of my daily rhythm’, 5:17 29042020,  Tom Sonntag “sonn”, Recorded in my home (studio), Copenhagen, Denmark, "A soundVIEW", 5:34 30042020Chad Powers, 30th april 2020, Unionvill, Indiana, USA livingroom and surrounding countryside , “Between here and there”, 9:59 30042020, Arash Khani, in my room, Tehran-punak,  Iran, 3:16 30042020, Diana Duta and Julia Edyck , telematic collaboration from 2 apartments, Brussels, Belgium, ‘wave debris’, 10:00 30042020, Felicia Konrad, drying room in cellar, Malmo, SE, ‘Oracle’, 2:07 30042020, Anna Kölle and Lula Marzulli,  Studio DE, rooftop next to church IT, Casamassima/Italy, Berlin/Germany, ‘Springtime, Stringtime and Time’, 3:47 30042020, Teresa Columbus, Studio, Franklin Street, Baltimore, Maryland, USA, ‘Chipping at the way on the chips on her shoulders’, 1:49 01052020, Sasha and Sena, Barcelona, Spain and Hamburg, Germany,  "ASMR gifts", 6:13 01052020, Cecilie Jorck, Ollerup, Fyn and Rømø and Copenhagen, Denmark, ‘Time and Here’, 11:40 01052020, La Claud, Naples, Italy, ‘Weakness-praying for healing in Tibet’, 2:01. 01052020, Lera Salnisova, Russia, ‘acid track with Cardy B's "corona virus" samples’, 5:33. 01052020, Karen Werner, Through my apartment window on Bispengsgaten overlooking Bergen harbor, Bergen, Norway, ‘Ships, Ferries, Barges play their horns on May Day’, 1:41. 01052020, Morita Vargas, In my bedroom, Buenos Aires, Argentina, ‘Bajo el sol’,, 1:54. 01052020, Uri Duble Nation, home studio, Tokyo, ‘Summerland’, Japan, 8:01 01052020, MV Carbon, recorded in my backyard on the cement stairs, Queens, New York, USA, ‘Circling In’, 09:21

01052020, Masoud Ahabanpour and Mohammad Ghanbari, Iran, forst part of a new song, 01:30 02052020,  Victoria Shen, Great Meadows National Wildlife Refuge Concord, MA USA,  ‘Bog Animals + Plane’, 03:12 03052020, Alice Hamon, 8 pm, harbor, boat sirens honoring the health care workers, Marseille, France 3:20 03052020, Victor Valqui Vidal, Onomatopoeia poem, my apartment, Copenhagen, DK, 0:35 07052020, Martin Christoffer Lund, in front of my computer screen, Copenhagen, ‘sensing zoom’, 05:07 08052020, Cerpintxt/ Alaa Yussry and Youssef Hassan on bass, Cairo Egypt, ‘Les Perishables’, 7:39 09052020, Hasse Bruun, Nørrebro, Copenhagen, Denmark, ‘We are Spirit call’, 04:23 10052020, Alice Hamon, 3:31 pm, Parc Longchamps, Marseille, France, Birds Windy Day 1:00

[poopoet]

11.19.22

warning: sad post so future sena, skip if u dont wanna read sad shit

reasons i watch porn:

- it’s like watching a movie and i cum at the end

- a MOVIE meaning fake stuff and scenarios that will never happen in real life

- i like listening to dirty talk, makes me feel praised :_)

- i low key have the desire to become a porn star so i live through them (not emotionally attached) :_) i seriously have some validation and attention seeking issues

NOT reasons i watch porn:

- it’s not a replacement for my relationship, doesn’t give me love or companionship

- it’s just an aid to masturbation, i’d rather have sex with my bf

- i’d rather have sex with my bf versus have sex with porn stars (they’re fake and just an aid and default to getting off since i was a teenager)

- having sex w my bf is way better than getting off to porn

- even if i don’t have sex with my bf as often especially these past couple months, it doesn’t mean i’d rather just watch porn... i would still rather have sex with him and have that experience and connection. 

- sometimes i like watching amateur porn cuz it’s not as produced and yes it looks more “real,” but that doesn’t mean i would rather fuck the person on screen than my bf. it’s just another type of movie genre but it means NOTHING. just ooga booga i wanna get off so imma trigger my mirror brain neurons to get me there.

- me watching different types of porn is just satisfying my aquarius mars and pisces venus’s imaginative kink, but it is totally emotionless and SEPARATE from all my other real life relationships. no overlap whatsoever.

- PORN IS JUST AN AID FOR A STUPID HUMAN HIT OF ENDORPHINS FOR WHEN HE’S NOT AROUND

and these should be the same reasons why my bf watches porn. dark thoughts of inadequacy are haunting me saying that he’d rather have sex with latina porn stars and he likes watching amateur porn bc it feels more real bc he likes having real sex with THEM and not ME. 

fuck im crying again

honestly this is probably just me being triggered by my past with ian. he used to make me watch porn with him and i didnt know what to do or say. i just wanted to be with him, and watching him get physically turned on by a screen was one of the things he wanted to share with me. i was kinky and into exploring different stuff, but at the same time i think that was supposed to be only with me alone. watching and discovering porn shouldn’t be shared with someone i was starting to like and develop feelings for. it really skewed my perception and probably made my praise/validation kink into overdrive. whatever, here we are.

it shouldn’t be this way bc i watch porn to get off, which is the same reasons my bf watches porn to get off. it’s just an aid to a stupid human endorphin hit that doesn’t mean anything... if porn is meaningless to me, it’s meaningless to him. idk why my brain can’t mix in these two thoughts right now...

he left to nepal today as well and i am having a hard time right now. feelings of inadequacy. it’s not helping, this whole interview season and the uncertainty of where i will end up and the fear of him leaving me bc i dont end up in nyc.

i won’t see him for 5 weeks... and my past relationships have made me feel like every time he leaves for an extended amount of time, when he comes back he will break up with me cuz he doesn’t love me anymore or he found someone else. i mean, if that’s what ends up happening so be it, i’ve gone through it before right

trying to be on a more positive note, i think it’s good to have space. i told him that yesterday and he said he thinks we have more than enough space already and that he’s gonna miss me a lot. i guess im trying to suppress strong feelings bc i dont wanna think of that and i dont wanna feel that but i really do :(

and i reminded him yesterday that in my first year of med school i was so distraught for not seeing him for 3 days and he used to tell me i never gave him enough time to miss me. so that’s what im doing now, giving him time to miss me. but yesterday he said that was when we were seeing each other all the time and now we dont and he will miss me even more

it’s good to have space bc i’ve been with him for the past month. i need more things to talk about and other experiences to be had without him, without his influence and opinions ringing all in my head. maybe the old me is mourning for the time i need to be glued to him, but the new me needs this breath of fresh air. i love him, i really do, but i do need a break from time to time. and this will be good for me

one of the manifestation methods i used to use is to be grateful for whatever im in bc soon i wont be having those anymore. i should be grateful for being single cuz i wont be in the next relationship for years or forever to come. i should be grateful for being in FW bc i wont be living there anymore soon. same with dallas cuz i will be in nyc in less than a year.

i should be grateful for this opportunity to have space from him cuz soon we will be together like every day. luckily i will be in residency so i have another life, but it’s true i will be living with him every single day.

same with sela, i should be grateful for this opportunity to grow myself without her being my crutch because once we get into residency we will be seeing each other like all the time. learning how to serve myself emotionally has been difficult, but important for my self journey. 

sena, it’s easy to feel inadequate especially with this whole porn ordeal. but he loves you and chooses to be with you for so long. i wanted words of affirmation and he told me he will miss me so much. i wanted physical touch and he cuddled me all day yesterday, expressing how much he will miss cuddling with me. he even told me i looked hot in my bra and how pretty i was with my makeup on and how i should wear that bra next time we fuck cuz i look hot. i’m a catch and he knows it and every guy would also want what he has (me) (also this is me validating myself cuz i want to feel fuckin wanted by men)

any man i want and think is attractive will hands down want to fuck (RAVISH) me rather than watch porn. that includes my bf. duh. it’s common sense and universally known.

baby sena, it’s hard to believe that i know, but it’s true. i know it’s more comfortable to fall back in a hole of self pity like you used to do when boys treated you bad. but that hole and the nasty things it said is just not real and it never was. 

weird personalized validation time: if i wanted to do porn, i very well could and i would be booked until the end of time. me, with my pretty pretty face and my amazing hot body and my charismatic and sexy personality. bro, it’s good i don’t do porn cuz i would fucking break the internet and i would instantly regret it bc all the people i’ve ever known will see my pussy getting railed by hot guys. so my bf is super lucky to be dating a future doctor who actually had the potential to be a famous porn star. he’s dating me, the whole perfect package, who honestly any guy would be lucky to have.

[jrpia]

Best Steak House in NYC. 🗽 #PIAintheUSA Thanks for the treat, Sam and Sena! It was really nice seeing you guys again. 💋😘❤️❤️❤️ (at Peter Luger Steak House) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckfjn0IuRzNBMA-AHww8MYy_Rzqb8ibp52Ma1I0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[quintonburnett]

Saturdays in Ann Arbor

It’s official; I’m only writing about stripes and corduroy this season. Brendon Babenzien, former bigwig (read: creative director) at Supreme has taken his Noah NYC venture to new heights. This fleece turtleneck is an absolute FW staple. Babenzien delivering a big collegiate vibe with the striped fleece turtleneck, and this colorway has me thinking about booking a November trip to Michigan. I hope Sena has space on his couch because I’ve already learned the fight song. Go Big Blue, and go to Union Los Angeles.

[mistercotte]

Heavy metal warning mood. Thanks for looking! For bookings DM or email. . . . . #cottetattoo #senatattoo #traditionaltattoo #blackandgreytattoo #doom #morningstar #morkborg #nyc #puertorico #harisumi #senzala #lapenultima (at Sena Tattoo) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWqxgzzFxNy/?utm_medium=tumblr

[elshoppr]

New sunnies available at elshoppr.com; Hoy salimos para NYC al aniversario de nuestros amigos de Sena y para el guest spot de @joeycreepxide en @senatattoonyc si estás en NYC y quieres tatuarte escríbele directo al DM de Sena para coordinar tú cita. Estaremos fuera hasta el domingo. Órdenes de ayer martes en la noche se ruedan para lunes. ♥️ El Shop Tattoo parlor & apparel coming soon to Calle Cerra… . . . . . . foto por @ash.calo para @laststudio model @rai__xa #elshoppr #weloveweird #comeasyouare #weloveyou #joeycreepxide #raixa #puertorico #tattoos #apparel #vintage #upciclyng #vintagestyle #lace #satin #fauxleather (at Calle Cerra, Miramar, San Juan, PR) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdssypSrYu7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[wehoparty]

06/24/2018 - ALEGRIA PRIDE with DJ Renato Cecin

[surreal-ideal]

Ink therapy 🎨✍🏽

[sena-tues]

#Capture Me In YourHeart🖤❤ Sena Tues👑🔌 #isshaqprojects

It’s not easy to stay focused on a goal, and often we drift away from it or trade it for something else. However, it’s important to remember that in order to achieve our dreams, we need to stop dreaming about them and start working on finding ways of turning them into a reality. Please am ready to make a reality 💎💎🔥🔥🔥✊🏾 Robyn Bromham Ifa Dara

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