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thequietkid-moonie · 2 months ago

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Giving up but not loving them

[ YANDERE HEADCANONS ] [ Harpae, Hananoi, Kaguya ]

[ Pocket Mirror GoldenerTraum ] [ A condition called love ] [ Kaguya-sama Love is war ]

⚠️ Yandere, I don't support nor try to romanticize this toxic behaivor, is just for entretaiment

⚠️ This may contain a little bit of spoilers

I didn't manage to think on more characters to write with this prompt but I swear I will write this prompt again with other characters!!

I love this prompt, angst and sad, just the way I like them 🫶🏼

Harpae

Harpae is incredibly caring and doting towards her darling, for Harpae her darling is irreplaceable and unique, there is nothing in this world that can compare to you and she treats you like such. She is incredibly gentle but at the same time is incredibly possesive and controlling, Harpae see herself as the knight in shining armor of her darling, you have nothing to worry when she is around

Despite her disability she is incredibly good at taking care of you, she is loyal and devoted to her darling so she expects the same, Harpae tries really hard to show his darling how good she is at taking care of you and how you don't need anyone else aside from her, she is perfectly capable of taking care of both of you

Normally Harpae is gentle and loving, but it goes to the point where she just treats her darling like an indefense baby, wich can end up being unbearable, it would be understandable is you get tired and try to go or do things by yourself, but for Harpae thats something unaceptable, she can handle everything by herself her precious darling doesn't have to worry about anything! and, honeslty, if you insist Harpae will grow more and more angry, she pass from being passive agressive to directly get violent if you insist

Also, Harpae is incredibly controlling over her darling so she always has an idea of where you are or even is at your side, she is incredibly controlling but also dependent of her darling, once Harpae falls in love with you she just can't imagine a life where you aren't around, thats why everytime you even considere going somewhere she doesn't allow you, meeting someone else or even directly going away she snaps against her darling, desperately forcing you to stay with her

Harpae became incredibly dependant of her darling, thats why she really tries to make her darling at least like her, she will be incredibly heartbroken if you don't, she doesn't want to heard bad comments about her like the other people did, she would not be able to handle it, thats why when she found out that you dont actually love her and just do what she ask in hope to get some peace Harpae is absolutely heartbroken

It take her a long time before finally noticing because she has being too focused on keeping you safe to notice, but after a while of you just doing what she told you Harpae will start noticing the little things, like the sadness, discomfort or even the fake happiness in your voice, being completely in silent when doing what she ask you to is also something that will let her know that you aren't happy, keeping the chatting at the minimum despite her efforts to make you talk

Harpae is mostly in denial, she doesn't want to admit that you don't like her, because when she finally does accept it she has a complete break down, thinking that you probably just hate her so much that you doesn't even look at her most of the time, not being able to see you makes her think that you probably have a expresion of disgust everytime you two are together, she can't just not imagine the repulsion and even hate you may look at her with everytime she brush your hair

Harpae is going to be a mess for a long time, crying her heart out and scream in desesperation, begging for you to dont hate her and dont leave her, she doesn't want to lose you but she doesn't want you to hate her neither, she will even ask you what to do to make you like her, she can change! she will try and change for you! she will be better but please just dont leave her all alone

Saki Hananoi

Love for Hananoi is something really complicated, he doesn't know how to love without giving his all, without giving up all that he has and all that he is, going as far to even to change who he is just in hopes to be more apealing to his darling

When Hananoi falls in love he does really hard, his darling become his complete world, he lives for his darling, everything he does is for his darling and in hopes to make you love him, he wants so bad to make you fall in love in return that he just will become what you need and what you want in hopes that you will accept him

Hananoi tries too hard to be of your liking that his bad habits just grow more and more, even more when you seem to be uncomfortable or even dont like him. He is already incredibly clingy and needy, but if you show any negative feelings against him Hananoi feels like breaking down, feeling paniced and at the edge, which lead him to try harder and harder to be of your liking

Hananoi also end up insolating and trying to monopolize you as much as he can, even if you don't seem too comfortable is his desesperation what lead him to try to be more possesive over you, at the end it wasn't too difficult to notice how hard Hananoi is trying, even when he acts like is nothing and tries to hide from you how desperate and hurt he is at the end it just become being quite obvious if you pay enough attention

Even when Hananoi will never dare to be violent towards you he still bring you a lot of troubles, he never leave you alone and is obvious how bad he is getting the more you refuse to love him or even look at him, so at the end it would be understandable if you decide to just go with him and play his game, either for not wanting more troubles or even just for pitying him

Honestly, at first Hananoi was ecstatic by it, thinking that you were finally loving him, that he have finally become enough for you and you finally will leave him love you, but he can't lie to himself forever, soon or later he notices that, in fact, is not that you have finally fall in love but just accept him, no matter how much times he profeces his love and what he does its just for you its doesn't make you happy, you just tolerate him and give minimun responses, sometimes even just give him a fake smile in hope that he will stop being pushy and calm down

After finding out that you have only given up and give in his obsesion he is completely heartbroken, all he have done is for you, what he wants is for you to be happy with him and love him, but it seems that he have just brought you misfortune, he have done nothing but force you to be with him, and he doesn't want things to be like this

Hananoi is desperate for your love and attention but seeing you uncomfortable or even faking it for his sake is not the way he wants things to be, so now he is stuck between wanting to force himself to leave you free because he doesn't want to be the cause of your sadness and hoping now that you had accepted him one day you would just fall in love with him properly, that somehow one day you would be happy, wich end up leading him to be even more possesive and desperate

Kaguya Shinomiya

Falling in love for Kaguya is a tricky situation, for being of such prestigious family she has to relate to people who are at her level, as well, Kaguya is quite prideful so she has in high esteem her darling but at the same time thinks that her darling must do more to win the honor of being with her, but at the end all of that are just excuses to cover up the fact that she is the one who have fell in love

Kaguya is incredibly controlling over her darling in an indirect way, Kaguya is possessive due her own inoccent insecurities so she tries to control everything around her and her darling, making the most elaborate plans to make sure you never leave her side, forcing you to stay at her side while pretending that are just coincidences without importance

Kaguya is more than willing to use all her influences and even use Hayasaka to control every single thing around to make sure you don't leave her side, and yet she doesn't want to control you, she may try to win your heart and make you be at her feet with tricks and manipulation but deep down she doesn't want that, she does it almost for instinct but she firmly believes that with all her efforts she will manage to make you love her and be with her willingly, even if she doesn't dare to say it out loud thats what she truly wants

Kaguya is convinced that you are perfect for her and that she can easily make you hers, one way or another you will fall in love with her, so if you don't show interesant on her or even doesn't seem to comfortable around her Kaguya will get desesperante and even paniced but she repeats herself over and over again that you probably are just too shy and awkward, even intimidated by her! wich is not bad!

It has to be Hayasaka who notices that you aren't really happy at her side, but no matter how much she tries to explain the situation Kaguya is just in denial, she doesn't want to hear it! and, honestly, this only lead her to be more possesive and desperate, she tries even harder to make you stay at her side, even if that means insolating you from others, to make sure no one in the school wants to be with you

Its the moment when you give up the moment Kaguya will finally have to accept the reality, she can see it on your eyes, is the same feeling she has for being trapped in her family, that resignation, that feeling that your life is not yours, and she hates it. The realization happens slowly but it happens really painfully, she slowly has to face the reality of what she have done to you, how she had force you to be with her even when you aren't even comfortable with her, how she have taken away your own freedom, and she hates it, she hates that she have done this to the person she loves but now she doesn't know how to fix it, you probably hate her by now

Kaguya is too scare to let you free because she probably would just lose you forever, so she tries to fix what she have done slowly, trying to be more sincere and make you truly happy at her side, trying to make you love her in a more sincere and affectionate way, willing to open up to you enough for you to see how sorry she truly is and, hopefuly, you can understand that the only thing she wants is for you to be happy together

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