#Saikyouya

[queenharumiura]

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Valentine’s day memes: [x] Send me…💐: A playlist for our muses ||No longer accepting||

Putting this under readmore for reasons. The ‘we know that Neo talked too much again, huh? That’s why she’s using the readmore’ reasons. 

Note: It’s supposed to be a playlist for both of our muses so I guess it’s like a playlist that kinda sums up their relationship kind of a thing? I’ve never really made playlists before, so this meme is making me do so for the first and second time. Sorry if it’s no good. I tried. This playlist will reflect something that Haru put into a playlist for herself to listen to. 

So this playlist of hers will kinda be all over the place. I think there are themes of her being in denial, coming to terms with her feelings, some feelings of feeling invisible that comes from her onesided feelings of Tsuna, and also just some of her creative imagination--- we know how she can be when she’s in ‘love’. She gets very creative with her puppy love thoughts. 

Namimorianthem (by Hibird/Mi-chan) – There is no video really for that so whoops nolink Anyways. I mean, is it a surprise that it’s here? NamimoriMiddle school is such a big part of Hibari’s life that ironically she’d put itin there. It means a lot to Haru as well since that’s the school that all herfriends went to. It’s at that age that she met everyone. She’s come across manydangerous times and things, but she loves her friends. There may be someregrets every now and again, but she wouldn’t turn around and change it. Shecan’t imagine a life if she hadn’t met them. She treasures her friends a lot,so the anthem (as lame as it is to put in a playlist) will have a spot in herplaylist.

What hurts the most (Cascada) - Just the beginning of the song relates a bit to how Haru feels after getting affiliated with the mafia. It’s tough being alone and being left to wait. The song itself sounds pretty romantic, but Haru translated this song about feeling pain about watching the guys going off to do something dangerous. There’s been many a time she wanted to tell them ‘don’t go’ or ‘why do you have to do this?’ This especially was evident in the TYL arc during the choice arc. Haru and Kyoko wanted to hold the guys back, but instead of saying what they truly wanted to say, they bit their tongues and wished them luck. Instead of this song being sad about what could have been (love), she interprets the song to reflect how she feels when she knows everyone is going off into a danger zone. She’s fine with being left alone. She won’t mind if she’s not treated the best. You can scare or or say mean things to her. You can try to keep her in the dark about things, but nothing will hurt more than being left behind. Having to stay behind and... wait. Anxiously waiting to be told: Someone died. Of course, though Hibari scares her a lot, she still cares about him. She knows he’s strong, but shit happens, yanno? It’s like the stronger someone is, the more they are targeted. She worries about him too when the guys go off into battle. She worries for everyone. 

Invincible (Kelly Clarkson) - This song relates to her one-sided feelings for Tsuna. She was hurt and probably cried a lot, alone. Seeing the way he only paid attention to Kyoko, it made her feel invisible and not as important. She took some time to collect her thoughts and fix her broken heart. After she cried all her tears all alone, she’ll pull herself back together. She’ll be strong and she won’t let it hurt her anymore. That’s what this song means to her. How does this relate to our muses? Well, I could say something like: ‘Well after moving on fro Tsuna she’d likely look somewhere else, right?’ though really I think that it’s an uplifting song for her. If she made a playlist relating to Hibari and her ‘relationship’ with him, a song that relates to her moving away from Tsuna is important to that. Cannot forget about the fact that the title is ‘invincible’ and who would give off that kind of an image? Hibari. Who coincidentally is someone who could make Tsuna cower a lot throughout the series? Hibari. So it’s almost a subconscious notion of: I need to get onto Hibari’s level. I can’t let myself be weak and succumb to the sadness. I should support my friends. It hurts, but I do treasure my friends and if Tsuna-san loves Kyoko and she likes him back, i’ll congratulate them-- no matter how much it hurts me. When I get strong enough and have an invincible heart, I can truly be happy for them from the bottom of my heart. 

Scars to your beautiful (Alessia Cara) - Another song that relates to her feelings post-Tsuna. She tried really hard to get him to like her, to look at her. She was training hard to be a ‘Yamato Nadeshiko’ to be the best ‘mafia bride’ she could be for him. He never really looked at her in favor of Kyoko. After some time of that and realizing how she had no chance at all, it hurt her deep. It started to make her start to question herself. Is there something wrong with her? Is she that undesirable? Once she reaches this stage, she would start to reflect on things. Start to remember things and connect some dots. Remember all the times that Tsuna tried to push her aside or her feelings aside so Kyoko wouldn’t get the wrong idea. The many times she’d try to do something for him and he wouldn’t appreciate it very much, but his tone would change when he found out that Kyoko was also involved in her plans. She’d feel very invisible, unlikable, and just--- worthless. She’s a prideful girl who has a lot of self-worth and self-love, but she is also young and very impressionable. I still think about the ‘Are you really looking at Haru?’ ‘Did you change your lipgloss?’ It kills me all the time. She asked him straight out like omg my baby girl. Of course she’s not dense enough not to notice. She knows but she was still trying her best and she’s realizing that it’s not really going anywhere. 

I won’t say i’m in love (Disney Hercules movie) - I mean the title alone should be enough to explain that this is a song of ‘denial,’ eh? Now, Hibari is ‘surprisingly’ (Haru’s thoughts, don’t look at me) considerate, and that probably caught her interest. Like, wow, someone is actually paying attention to Haru. I’m sure that like previously mentioned she had a bit of emotional and self-confidence issues to deal with after her first puppy love kinda thing. Ahhh young teenagers, yanno? ANYWAYS, I’m very sure there was also a feeling of alienation at times because everyone else was in Namimori. She was the only one that wasn’t. So she could understand when she thought about it logically that people would care for Kyoko more. One of the guardians is her brother, and it’s obvious who Tsuna has a crush on. So he pays attention to her, as does Gokudera as the possible future wife of Juudaime or whatever. So the fact that he’d consider her by returning favors by means of White day gifts or getting her birthday presents and the like would be very surprising to her. She wouldn’t have believed it (if you recall from the first few attempts where she thought it was a trap). He is considerate and he’s got very cute animal friends. A person who is the friend of animals must be a good person, even if they’ve got some violent tendencies. So she may start to form an interest in him from that. I don’t know how credible we think of the Haru interview shorts, but she did say she likes someone who is a bit dangerous and aggressive. I laugh. Certainly, Hibari is ‘dangerous-desu’. Aggressive is definitely also in the equation. Now, she’d already gotten over Tsuna but now she is starting to feel something for Hibari? That would make her seem very easy to move on, no? Thus the denial phase. Also, I mean, he’s a violent ‘hooligan’ so of course she can’t like him... right? She does know he’s not just a ‘violent hooligan’ as she’d term it, but she’s trying really hard not to fall for another person so easily after Tsuna. She has to learn her lesson eventually, yanno? With the lyrics of the song, in the end, she does admit to it and accepts it. So it’s a song that pretty much sums up that part of her feelings.

Listen to your Heart (DHT) - Somewhere down the line, she accepted her feelings and has to come to terms with needing to learn to listen to her heart once more. It led her down the wrong path, but that doesn’t necessarily mean it will be the same this time. Though when one thinks of Hibari, you don’t really think of a person who is easily capable of romantic feelings. He’s such a... a... fightophile for a lack of a real word that I can think of. lol So really, she starts to question herself. Did you really start liking Hibari-san? WHHYYYY? Don’t you realize that this seems like even more of a final boss stage than Tsuna was? Can she really trust her heart? Can she really try to keep her feelings like this? So this is a song where she’s accepted her feelings, but she tries to really actually think about it. It’s not like that puppy love thing she had with Tsuna where she didn’t truly try to think of everything. She loved the idea of being in love. She daydreamed a lot, glorifying things. Here, it’s like she’s learned and matured just a bit in regards to the subject of love. Here with this song, it signifies the time when she started to question things. She’s already ready to say goodbye to him. Not like literally, but the love of him she started to harbor if that makes sense at all. So she’s basically preparing herself to say goodbye to this love that she already thinks isn’t going to last very long given his nature. She doesn’t think that it would really go anywhere. So she’s accepting that to hopefully lessen the pain. 

What is love (V Bozeman) - So here is another song of questioning love. It’s just a lil bit different. Here, she’s gone past the phase of her wondering why it is she started to have feelings for him. After she started to have doubts, she’d only have to investigate. She’s an intelligent girl despite her odd actions. She is pretty scholarly, doing her father proud, i’m sure. She does like to test people a lot, like she did with Tsuna a couple of times. I don’t know if she’d so much test Hibari, but she would observe him a lot. I’m sure she’d learn a few things she didn’t know about him before. Just how tender he can be with his animals. See that though he’s scary and dangerous, it does stem from a strong sense of duty and responsibility in a way. He may be violent and thirsty for a fight, that doesn’t mean he’ll fight and hurt everyone. He won’t just start hitting babies/children for no reason. Reborn is an outlier and thus doesn’t count. He doesn’t really show many instances of hurting females either. Adel--- I mean, she’s strong? She had the ability to fight. She was prepared for the battle and it’s only right to fight someone who is determined and has the will to fight till the end. I figure it’s a respect kinda thing and also hello strong person let’s fight. There is a bit more to him than one would think initially. Thinking on this, it gives him more of a dimension. Then you also think about the fact that he’s been kind to her. Sure there’s been times he’s scared her, but there were also many a time he was pretty nice(?) to her as well. He’s not as bad as she thought he was originally. Is he still capable of falling in love with someone? Debatable. Still, by now, she’s not as against the idea of falling for him. It’s not like after she fell out of love with Tsuna that her standards went down. Yes, he’s scary and violent, but there is more to him than that. He’s got honor to him. He repays his debts. He protects those who are weak and the honor of his school. That’s respectable and she does like that about him. So really, what is love? She should already know that there is like a 0.00000001% chance that he could fall in love with her, but why do her feelings persist? Why can’t she give up? Why is it that though they aren’t romantically involved it hurts her when they’re not together. It hurts when he goes on a dangerous mission. If he ever gets hurt, it pains her too. What. Is. Love. A mysterious emotion that still, evades her and causes her pain. Still, she’d already accepted her low chances from the start. She loves him, but from the beginning she’d already known it wouldn’t go anywhere. With Tsuna, she thought with hard work she had a chance. With Hibari, she’s already given up on the idea that there is a chance. At this point, she’s fine with just having these one sided feelings and basically be an admirer. She’s fine with that. 

Unconditionally (Katy Perry) - I guess this song kinda just sums up her feelings on a general level. She may have come to love him, and she’ll do so unconditionally. There is nothing that she needs from him in return. He doesn’t need to return any feelings as she’s already given up on that part. I feel like he would have realized her feelings by this point but I don’t think he’d outright mention it? I feel like he’d just ignore it, and not really do anything about it. It’s not like she’d been trying to do anything. After the Tsuna thing, i’m sure she’s learned to not try to push her feelings out there too much. So the very opposite of last time, instead of pushing her feelings out and letting it be known to the world, she’s keeping it in. She’s internalizing it. Perhaps it’s a bit of a complex after how the last love of hers turned out. She doesn’t feel so comfortable with being so open about it. It also goes back to the whole ‘I can’t believe I moved on from Tsuna-san to one of his guardians’ idea. There is a bit of shame there, I won’t lie.Maybe by the time this song became relevant enough to be added to the playlist, she’d gotten more comfortable being around Hibari, getting a bit closer to him. It could be a one-sided thing. Who knows. Though it was mentioned in the tags of the vday thing for this year that Haru does know how to brighten his day, though he refuses to admit to it. That alone leaves me to believe that their relationship can get to the point that the two come to respect each other and somewhat enjoy each other’s presence. Maybe he won’t look at her and think of her as a nuisance. Maybe she could become a person who he could see in a positive manner. Perhaps Haru has learned even more things about him. Things that many don’t know about him. Who knows? She’s quite the observant little thing and she’s all about having theories and such, after all. Let’s be real at this point, she’s already started theorizing about him, character and all. Why is it that he’s the way he is? Maybe there is more meaning to a lot of his actions? Things like that. By now, she’s comfortable with the idea that she loves him, and is fine with the way things are now. It doesn’t have to go past this. She understands that it would be a difficult thing to bring love into things, especially when the Mafia is involved. It’s dangerous and she’s not much of a fighter. I do HC that she’d eventually try to learn but still I don’t think it’d be an easy learn for her and it would take time. A romance can be a tragic one and she wouldn’t want to put him through that, so she wouldn’t pursue it. Ouch I hurt myself. 

More than words (Maaya Sakamoto) [lyric]- The only Japanese song of the bunch lol. I personally like this song and I think the song sounds pretty. The lyrics are interesting to me as well as the sound of the song itself. It’s very calming and beautiful. To me, it sounds like a song that Haru came to like because it reflects her calm. She’s long since accepted her feelings. She understands a bit more of Hibari than she did to start. She knows that he is not the best kind of person for her. It’s a dangerous love for one, two, he’s not one who is very open with his emotions, and more thoughts, but somehow she finds the feelings she has for Hibari to be soothing to her somehow. Since she’s not really trying to get anything out of it (don’t get me wrong it still hurts her, obviously), but there is a lot less stress when compared to how things were with Tsuna. It’s more relaxing. It’s sort of liberating. The song is light and free sounding, kind of like her feelings on the matter. There are points of the song that sounds a bit sad, and it’s not hard to understand why. It’s a slow and sort of reminiscent sounding to me. Like a Haru that is reflecting on her feelings while in her room, sipping on a cup of tea. I mentioned before there is a bit of her romantic fantasy kinda stuff in here right? It relates back to her ‘theorizing’ things. How she thinks that there is another side to him that people don’t know of. Having freedom is painful for not only herself but possibly also for him. There are questions she wants to ask him. Why are you so obsessed with the school? Why are you so hung up on regulations? Is it a compensation for something? Why are you so against people crowding around you?Is it possible that something happened to you that made you close your heart? Did you lose someone? Did someone betray you? Are you just a socially awkward person who doesn’t know how to relate to other people? Is violence the only thing you know? Is that all you were given? Is the freedom you have now that comes from your displays of violence a throw back to your own life at home? Did you have a tyrannous upbringing? He’s a pretty traditional guy and when you think about the house he lives in, it’s possible he was raised very strictly and what not. So parts of the song relates to her feelings, but it also delves into her thoughts about Hibari himself. Could she help him somehow? Does he feel alone? Does he sometimes crave company? Would it be okay if she offered some of her time for him? Is he someone who is hurting and is secretly crying for help? Who knows. He’s a hard one to understand. He’s a very confusing guy. 

BOY DID I TRY. I really tried hard, okay? I really did. I honestly never really made a playlist before. The first one I ever made was for the meme I posted before this one. OTL So yours is the second playlist i’ve ever made-- in my life. I really hope that I did it properly???? Did I do it right? 

I also wasn’t too sure about how to answer the meme. It was a playlist about our muses and it’s like, i’m not too sure about their relationship. When I thought about it, taking into consideration all their interactions to date and filling in the blank spaces with some HC’s on how I think I’d play Haru’s character, I think things could go down this way. 

I do think it’s possible for him to develop feelings for Hibari and maybe as she comes across different songs, she slowly starts to collect songs into her playlist. Ones that make her reflect on her journey of accepting the fact that she fell for him. 

I hope that this was okay. Hopefully I didn’t do anything wrong like making anything too ooc or anything. I wasn’t really sure what to do so I kinda just went with it. I’m sorry, friend. OTL|||||||||||||||||||||||||

Sorry if it wasn’t any good. I did my best. //lays down. I’ve been working on this for so long, i’m so tired. Let me sleep. 

[caelidus]

⚔

Send ⚔ to challenge my muse to a duel.

The request was no surprise as it has gotten customary at this point. Tsuna was already a few feet away from the other. All the while fixated did caramel eyes gradually turned an amber hue, followed by the emergence of soft yet fierce flames. 

“I’m already worn out from the incident but I’ll try to keep up with your pace.” 

Taking a footstep back, he then dashed himself towards the cloud guardian, who was quick to parry rapid blows with one of his tonfa forming series of small fiery particles in the air between. With a hasty leap backward, slender fingers curled up tightly together further intensifying the blaze. “Don’t go too hard on me, Hibari-san.”

[nebbiatempesta]

❛ The really bad monsters never look like monsters. ❜ [ side eyes mukuro tbh ]

° ✧ CROOKED KINGDOM PROMPTS. // still accepting

It was an unusual partnership, to be honest she wasn’t quite sure what was going through Tsuna’s mind when he’d requested (because let’s face it, no one ordered Hibari Kyouya to do anything) the joint assignment. They couldn’t be anymore different when it came to skillsets, but maybe that was what Boss had in mind. Choosing Mukuro would have been a death wish and so Chrome supposed she was the next best choice. The trap had already been set and now comes the most difficult part of the mission. The waiting. They’re sitting in the shared living space of the apartment, reaching a state of mutual co-habitation. She’s flicking aimlessly through the reports, his occasional movement catching the corner of her eye but other than that they pay each other no heed. So she’s surprised when he breaks the silence between them, and with an odd statement at that.

“The worst monsters are only human in the end, Hibari-san. It’s just a twisted figment of the imagination.” It takes her precisely one guess as to the subject of his musings and she’s quick to hide her smile behind the shuffling of papers as she set the files down, one leg crossed over the other. “The devil doesn’t come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns.” She quipped, head tilted as she leaned back against the couch. “I won’t excuse his actions, but you know there are even bigger monsters out there.”

She watches him, knowing that he was probably inclined to disagree with her statement. He’s always been stubborn like that, even when they were younger. “They called you a monster as well, didn’t they?” She remembered it well, the hushed whispers around Namimori, murmurs of the ‘demon of Namimori’. Others would refer to him as its protector. Two sides of the same coin. Yet she supposed he didn’t care either way so long as order was maintained.

“In the end I suppose it’s a matter of certain points of views.”

[oftorrentialrain-blog]

UGH

    To invoke Kyoyas ire is not a rare occurrence. Especially for Takeshi, who is too happy and smiley for the mans preference. Yet, he has never earned a physical reaction out of the man. Brown eyes catch on the others, seeing the fury that swirls in those depths. Brows furrow, though he makes no move to push Hibari away. He’s not sure what he did, and so he doesn’t know how to react to it. Yet. 

“What did I do now?”

[sixcurse-blog]

saikyouya replied to your post

im always vigilant— whenimnotsleeping

[ilbronco]

❝ What do you mean what is it ? ❞

❝ It’s a chocolate Hibird , obviously ! ❞ 

EITHER his student’s observatory skills were in dire need of sharpening , or Kyoya was playing plain dumb . The latter of the two sounded most viable , which elicits an exasperated sigh . 

@saikyouya

[sfidar]

                       outside of the hard slam of a heavy metal door in the distance,  and the sound of booted footsteps stomping down the hall to his location --  the vongola member would receive no other warning as to what was to come,  nor any indication as to who it was that had arrived.  so far as squalo was concerned,  though,  it mattered little.  the six funeral wreaths aloft,  and the world just outside the doors of the compound a near-apocalyptic disaster --  suffice it to say they’d little time for such things.  a sentiment he’s sure the other will share,  once he catches sight of him.  hibari kyoya.         ❛    hey,  cloud-brat.  where the hell’s your boss?    ❜    and his protege,  he’s also concerned with;  but he’d save that inquiry for later.

@saikyouya     /     starter call !

[ephemerecloud]

(ง'̀-'́)ง ... (ง •̀_•́)ง ... ʕ ง•ᴥ•ʔ ง

An incessant buzzing in his pocket had the Cloud pausing in the reports he was reading and frowning a little as he reached down to draw out the little mobile device the Vongola Tenth had given him. This time’s modern technology still puzzled him, but at least this was simple enough to use.

Even though it seemed to only make it more convenient for certain someones to annoy him with persistent messages. Slender fingers hovered above the screen as he took a moment to decrypt the message from the current unruly Cloud.

... The answer is still no. Send.

Not that it would deter Hibari Kyouya at all, but it was oh-so-satisfying to continue to deny him.

[amaterasuko-blog]

@saikyouya | starter call !! ;; accepting

       ❝ I一 I won’t apologize , Hibari - san . ❞ She has learned that there is no point in such bottomless words in times like this , and most likely not to the cloud guardian . Not like he even asked , nor expected an apology . But after the rather sudden declaration , the brunette straightens up as if to solidify her point . Her eyes一 liquid honey now solidified with a hint of steel , wavers just slightly under the innate intimidation of his own ( though they have proudly grown capable enough to hold the gaze of the man before her ) . A once fragile hand then clutches her wounded arm as she limps forward to further vocalize her determination , ❝ I was a bit of a burden to you and I made some poor decisions , I acknowledge that . But I won’t give up ; I will improve . Please give me another chance . ❞ 一And she bows , letting curtained brown tresses hide away a countenance of lip - biting frustration . 

[achronivus-blog]

Alaude, Mukuro and Hibari (both TYL or smol)

Alaude: 

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty Kinky :O | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

Mukuro: 

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty Annoying :^) | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

Hibari

Not My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty Dumb ;D | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[queenharumiura]

WHICH RARE CAT BREED IS YOUR KITTY SPIRIT ANIMAL ? Take the test HERE and REPOST with your results!

You are loyalty incarnate. There is nothing that matters more to you than the people you love, and there is nothing you wouldn't do for those closest to you. You may be a little suspicious of new friends, but once you create a bond, they have your undying loyalty. 

Needless to say, Haru approves of this result. She’s a very loyal person and she’ll do everything that she can for them. I totally agree with this.

You have a truly regal spirit, but that doesn't mean that your soul is any less loving or compassionate. It just means that you are grace itself, although your emotions may run deep beneath the surface, you're always the first to offer help in a time of need.  

^^^ This is mine-- because I got curious and I wanted to share the results. MMnnn i’m not too sure but I think it sorta fits me? 

tagged by: @ephemerecloud & @saikyouya tagging: Are you a cat lover? Consider yourself tagged. 

[rokumuku]

⁰ [killing mafia members.. what else is there for Mukuro]

My muse has been acting strange, send one for you muse to… ⁰ - Taking my muse out to do one of their favorite activities Accepting

   What a surprise. He never thought that the Skylark would ever come to him and take him out to do one of his favorite activities. Which would be taking a walk through his illusions! Now that would be a lot of fun, right?

          ❝Kufufu~ Never thought you would join me, Skylark.❞

[watsonofagun]

[ i will always follow and stay with my twinie, even if our communication is sparse.. i do understand pressure with work, but i do hope you let self rest, 'cause stressing self isnt good ⊂( ￣(工)￣ )⊃ stay strong, i believe in you, you're wonderful ]

Tell me why you followed me and what made you stay.

IT’S PEDOBEAR. i mean, KIRILL is the best and has followed me all the way from my very first tumblr rp blog to here, i cannot express my eternal gratitude for this wonderful soul ;-; i will do my best !!

[secondowrcth-blog]

saikyouya replied to your post “THE KHR FANDOM IS REVIVING I’M SO HAPPY NOW WHERES MY DUBIOUS...”

descended.. apparently [imsorry]

 “Ah, how calming.”

Sips his coffee. 

[ilbronco]

2, 9, 11, 25, 61

❝ Woah Kyoya , you sure are curious about me today ! That’s not like you . ❞ Is his student finally warming to him ?

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

❝ Yeah I think so , even if they don’t turn out how you want it’s still a good experience whilst it lasted , right ? ❞ 

9. Describe your perfect mate

❝ That’s a tough one ! Uh , someone I can go the whole journey with ? That can accept me and everything that comes with me , someone I can share anything with , good or bad , without having to hide  . ❞ 

11. Do you ever want to get married?

❝ It’d be kinda’ nice to one day , yeah .❞ 

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

❝ I’ve got a lot going on right now so I’m not sure it’d be the best time , but if it happens , it happens . I’m still young ! ❞ 

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

❝ Posture usually , that always says a lot about a person . Eyes too . ❞

[sixcurse-blog]

saikyouya replied to your post

voice in the bg ‘nothing’