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Motivated~
ships: Adam Sackler x Kaden Reese Words: 520 (v. small, I needed a pick me no pun intended! ehehe) cw: non-detailed suggestive joke.
Summary: Kaden is proud and so is Sackler!
Notes: Not a part of the chronological storyline~ an in between the fics type of drabble so read away! <3
A thin sheen of sweat crossed their forehead, the stray strands of their bangs stuck to their face as their chest heaved heavily up and down, uneven and trembling, their calves and thighs burning as they wobbled into the apartment. They plopped down onto the couch, their breath loud and heavy as their eyes closed, focused on steadying their breath.
Their relaxation on the couch, however, was cut short when Adam waltzed in and with ease swooped Kaden up into his arms, causing them to let out a loud breathless yelp to which Adam only responded with a cheeky grin and soft chuckle.
"Put me down!!" Kaden protested "I'm all sticky and sweaty and gross!!"
"I like you sticky and sweaty though~" Adam grinned with a wink.
Kaden's expression went flat as they dead stared at him, playfully slapping his shoulder. "You're disgusting-" They finally broke into a small giggle.
"How many today?" He hummed, setting Kaden back down onto their feet.
"six and a half" Kaden smiled triumphantly.
Every morning Kaden decides to skip out on the elevator ride and take the trek up the starwell. Kaden decided a few weeks ago that every morning they would walk up nine flights of stairs. The first day was horrible, Kaden couldn't even get up three without having to keel over and rapidly catch their breath, every day they got a little better and better and now they could walk up six and a half stairs before needing to stop and catch their breath. Kaden's legs always burned afterwards but it was a good thing, or at least that's what Kaden thinks, feeling the burn!
"Great job babe! you'll have all nine concurred in no time at all~!" Adam smiled, leaning down to press a soft peck to their lips.
That was one thing Kaden absolutely adored about Sackler, no matter what Kaden decided to do he was always supportive of whatever they did. Kaden has been wanting to find ways to work out that wouldn't make them feel self-conscious, gyms were out of the question, the whole culture with gyms was very off-putting, not to mention the cost was always high, there were plenty of ways for Kaden to get their heart rate up without having to feel like they were standing under a microscope and Adam was all for it! Yeah- he did crack a few suggestive jokes here and there about fun ways to get the heart rate up…
"No, I need to show-AHH" Kaden hollered as Adam once again effortlessly picked up Kaden, swooping them up from the back of their knee. "Adam Sackler you put me down right now!!!!" Kaden squirmed, the tone in their voice authoritative but also had a hint of playfulness in it but he kept his grip firm.
"What!? I'm heeelllpiiiing~" He grinned. "Don't your legs hurt and feel like jelly? I'll take you to the shower. I need to shower too!"
"It's literally 3 feet away from us-"
"Well it's 3 fewer feet you have to walk~ Just accept your fate, I'm carrying you, babe."
Kaden let out a sigh of defeat. Despite their protests, they did like all the attention and praise they received after each little workout they did in the morning. They were actually thankful to Adam. He inspired them and motivated them, not that they would say it out loud- wouldn't want his head inflating too much~
smol fic but still tagging. because I needed a feel good type of fic kdjflsgjl
@ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @kylars-princess || @mahitosoulmate || @dragonsmooch
|| @deathnot-e
I hate tumblrs dumb 5 tag limit before needing to break it apart! >: c
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I can’t imagine what a pain it must be to write about wonderful wolf boy Clyde knowing fully well that it isn’t something that’s going to happen to you. How can you endure such a torture, Hoppo? I’m so grateful you put yourself through it for us 🥺🥺💖. Also, I’m PROPERLY writing a second part for that Adam Sackler ask. (Hoppo said she wanted a part two. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for Hoppo❤️💞).
I just recede into a deep fantasy world where Clyde is always in his wolfy form, laying on his back in our massive log cabin, snoozing on the huge bed with his paws in the air and his tongue lolling out, occasionally doing a cute wiggle as he dreams of rolling in a field of grass
Come join me in rejecting reality and blow raspberries on my stupid werewolf husband’s stomach!
ALSO YES. YES. I FUCKING BLOODY LURVE IT. I was so smitten by the concepts you sent in. YOU GLORIOUS MAGNIFICENT BASTARD
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Phillip, Sackler, and Kylo.... have really been helping me through some bullshit.
Just been writing and writing and writing while also being in this safe spot. I'm not going to post them though because they're incredibly dark(my thoughts) and personal to me and I'm not comfortable with sharing that.
Just know these 3 have me... I won't say anything more than that...
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you.tu.be: "Oh you're scrolling through K.yl.o stuff? May we also offer you this again?"
Me: yes... yes absolutely- [clicks]
#H E#Actually I got to work on that birthday fic for him! eheh I hc his bday 4 days before my own! :3c#ALSO AM I WEIRD for putting in my boyz bdays in my phone on my calendar!? >///<#Sackler; 💞
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tw: vulgar language (He's a filthy filthy dirty man... but I love him)
I don't know why she looked pissed I'd be laughing my ass off! it's not like there were other people in the store. Oh well.. something something hence why later I'm the better option eheheh
Adam Vs Siri LOL
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also canon, Sackler literally has no idea how phones work :3
#TO BE FAIR I'VE STOLEN MY FRIENDS PHONE BACK IN THE DAY AND DID SOMETHING SIMILAR LOL#That's why I find it so amusing >_>;;;#sackler; 💞#Youtube
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Adam Sackler x Kaden Reese - He is distraught without them
Cold sheets, oh, where's my love? I am searching high I'm searching low in the night Ooh, if you've bled, I bleed the same Ooh, if you're scared, I'm on my way Did you run away? Did you run away? I don't need to know If you ran away, if you ran away, come back home Just come home....
If you're not a self-shipper please dni, I have anxiety lol
#my favourite bad habit;#sackler 💞#come get your angst! :D ..ow ;-;#I will be rbing this one a lot akljdfklfj#OK 2 RB~!
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{ Uncertain }
Ship: Adam Sackler x Kaden
Words: 1,293
cw: ANGST! ;;
Summary: How many time does this need to rinse and repeat?
Hey, if you aren't a self-shipper please dni, nothing against ya, I got anxiety lol
A heavy weight on the chest, a sinking feeling, going lower and lower it reaches the bottom. Gut punched. The heart jumps into the throat and it feels like you're drowning without water, wanting to scream but not a sound is heard. The eyes sting and when their eyes blink they glass over but there are no tears that fall.
Your heart feels like it wants to stop, you forget how to breathe and the deep inhale causes the breath to stutter.
"We're just old friends that's all."
Brought back to reality.
"old friends that used to be together romantically.."
"Why are you so upset? I hugged her that's all."
"It wasn't the hug….it was the look you gave her when you pulled away…" Kaden's voice was quiet they were afraid to be any louder for the fear of tears falling.
"Fucking hell, you're still all paranoid and shit? Really?"
"You can't blame me-" Kaden huffed, standing to their feet "You've got a track record you know."
That stung, like drinking a poison that burned all the way down into the depths of his stomach. His jaw clenched, eyes piercing daggers through them.
"When are you going to trust me? What? You think because I supposedly gave her a 'look' it means I want to fuck her?"
"N-- I…." Kaden glanced to the floor, that was the thing… Kaden didn't know. Their green eyes gazed back up, locking with his. Kaden remained silent and shook their head. It wasn't an answer to his question, it was defeat.
"I…." Kaden felt pressure on their chest a heavy weight that couldn't be lifted with words or actions. an ever-growing pressure that would ultimately make them collapse if they didn't get out of there. "I think…."
Adam waited with bated breath, anger was clear on his face. How many times did they have these same fights? The same back and forth until one of us gave up? It was exhausting. Kaden felt like they were trapping him, that he would be better off if…
Kaden's tears pricked their eyes and spilt over their eyes, rolling down their face but their expression was almost stoic "Adam I think.."
"No." He quickly walked over and gently placed his hands on Kaden's upper arms and Kaden froze, their eyes closing as more tears fell. "Don't say what I think you're going to say. Just…fucking don't."
Kaden's throat went dry and Adam could feel the slight tremble in their body, his grip tightened a little.
"D-Don't--" Adam's voice cracked a little, it no longer held anger, his amber eyes secretly pleading with Kaden, don't say it.
"I need to go.." Kaden whispered.
"Kaden. Don't. Please…stay…Please.." Adam attempted to close the distance to hug them but Kaden stepped back, getting out of his grip with Adam reluctantly let go of them.
"We're not good…" Kaden choked out a small sob. "I mean Christ, every other week we're right back here. Except this time I'm thinking clearly-"
"I can't let you go." He felt a terrible pang in his heart, it felt like he was being crushed from the inside and he didn't know how to fix it. He just wanted this to be better.
"Why? So we can make up and then have this happen again? I've trapped you..it's clear to you this wasn't serious. You've shown time and time again that to you it's not real to you…It's not fair to me and it's not fair to you.."
"How do I fix it? Lemme fix it." Adam was panicking, he just didn't want them to leave.
"…..You can't." Kaden walked towards the door. "I'm sorry I couldn't be someone you wanted.." Kaden's voice carried in a whisper, their vocal cords strained as fresh tears rolled down their face.
With that, Kaden left, closing the door behind them and all they could hear was Adam losing his mind from behind the door, cursing and smashing. He wasn't good at handling his emotions that well but he never did it when Kaden was there.
Kaden walked the night streets, in a daze, phone turned off because of the millions of calls and text messages from Adam. their eyes heavy and exhausted from crying for what felt like forever. They no longer had any tears to shed, they felt numb, and empty like a part of them was left up there with him.
They knew this was for the best but their heart ached, they wished they could be stupid, to just forget it and run back to him but they weren't, they knew it was a cycle that they couldn't stop. Kaden trailed through the dimly lit park, finding a park bench. They sat on it, slumped forwards.
The weight of everything finally crashed down as they thought about all the fights and then their mind thinking of the what ifs. He was going to move on in a few days and in a few days have someone else. It was an assumption but it was an assumption that plagued their thoughts and poisoned their soul. Kaden leaned all the way forward, their arms raising and their hands covering their head as they let out a loud sob. it felt like their soul was being ripped out repeatedly, it felt like they were dying in the slowest possible way
They stayed like that for a while and before they knew what was happening arms were around them. Kaden jumped to see Adam was there, arms wrapped around them tightly.
"Don't run." He stated and Kaden lifted their head, it was hard to see him but his eyes looked puffy..did he cry?
"I know what you said. I respect it. We don't have to be…" Adam inhaled deeply "We don't have to be together but I don't want you out of my life. I don't know how to fix it and I might not be able to. I just want to keep you in my life in one way or another. Please.."
Kaden couldn't help it, no matter how hard they wanted to scream, to yell in his face and call him an emotionally unavailable prick they couldn't all they could do was cling to him and sob because the fact of the matter was, Kaden didn't want to be completely out of his life either. It might be hard at first, and it might hurt but they needed him.
After a few moments, Adam released his hold on Kaden once Kaden had stopped crying. "I won't walk out of your life-" Kaden spoke softly, their voice almost returning to normal but Adam's heart clenched because the once bubbly voice he grew to love sounded dull, almost as if their life had left them.
"But I need space right now…I don't know how long but…I'll…I'll call okay?"
Kaden and Adam stood up together and Adam sighed heavily, he hated the idea of them not being in contact all the time but for once he was listening and decided to give them the space that they needed.
"…Okay" Adam mumbled, shoving his hands into his pockets.
Kaden cleared their throat as they went to turn away from him "Don't get mugged on your way home" Kaden gave a small chuckle despite their laugh sounding a little awkward and sad.
"hah.." Adam feigned a laugh. "Right…"
"Goodbye, Adam."
Adam said nothing, he was afraid if he opened his mouth he would either break apart completely or say something incredibly stupid. His eyes were glassy so he simply nodded his head.
They parted their separate ways, uncertainty looming above them both as they both walked to opposite exits of the small dimly lit park. Not knowing if anything would ever feel normal or the same again…
I PROMSIE IT WILL GET BETTER T_T
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@ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @kylars-princess || @dragonsmooch || @mahitosoulmate <- I didn't know you changed your name and panicked lmaoooo
#ANGST COME GET YER ANGST! BYOT <- bring your own tissues lmfao#my writing;#My favourite bad habit;#Sackler 💞
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A H E M
Guess who is finally out of the crush zone? >/////> He's only been in there for 2 months. I have LORE, I have a PLAYLIST. Lord so help me I LOVE this goofball-
Hey if you aren't a self-shipper dni. I have anxiety lol // self shippers this is okay to rb! I'd love to know your thoughts on the new ship! :D its been a long time coming! (so long as you're not a dick. I dont do critic stuff here cause its self ship lol)
Lore? Lore. (I use his first and last name interchangeably for obv reasons lol)
Kaden met Adam on their birthday. Kaden was out with a group of friends but things went sour when Kaden's ex showed up. There was a huge fight that broke out and basically it ended with Kaden ditching their own birthday party to go cry on the curb because their friends ended up hanging out with their dumbass ex.
That's when they met Sackler. He didn't acknowledge them at first. He sat right next to them at the curb but when he did speak he said something that made Kaden scoff and give him a look of disbelief.
"You look ugly when you cry."
Kaden thought they were already having a horrid night who the fuck was this guy!? Kaden called him a douche bag and smiled a little because they honestly weren't expecting him to say it. He followed up his last statement.
"See now you have a very beautiful smile." smooth bastard.
Eventually Kaden and Adam started talking at that curb side and ever since then they hadn't stopped talking but it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows for them. Kaden learned about his past and the type of person he used to be.
Adam was a player- a big time one, they found that out when they ran into his previous ex's Hannah and Jessa. Kaden made a snap judgement. 'don't fall in love with this guy.' Which of course ultimately failed but they never revealed it to him out of the sheer fear that he would turn them into a one and done.
Eventually Sackler admitted that he liked Kaden way more than a friend and Kaden tried their best to reject him but he knew that they liked him just as much if not more than he liked them.
Thus a relationship formed with the two. It didn't end well.
Kaden had trust issues from the get go and Sackler of course was pissed off whenever Kaden started to feel paranoid and that caused tension between them and Kaden made the decision that they shouldn't be together anymore.
During their break they remained friends, very close friends but there were moments of awkwardness. Adam hadn't moved on and secretly, neither did Kaden but they didn't want to get back with him, not when there was distrust.
Over the time of their new friendship(about a year and a half) Sackler stayed consistent, he really did reinvent himself. Kaden was worried that when they split up he would just go find someone else but he didn't. He did a lot of self reflecting and acknowledgement to all the shitty things he's done in the past and how much he had hurt others because he wasn't emotionally ready to take serious steps. Kaden was impressed.
Kaden didn't leap at the chance to get back with him though. They wanted to make sure he was being serious. Which to Kaden's surprise, he was.
One night they were walking down a familiar spot and Adam grinned running over to the side of street, sitting at the curb and patted the spot next to him to which Kaden followed and sat down. he remanences on the past.
"Remember you sat there, I sat here?"
"You said I looked ugly when I cried."
"Made you smile though."
They shared laughter and smiles about their past when Adam moved closer to them, he wrapped his arm around them, he kissed their cheek and spoke.
"I don't know if you'll ever trust me but I can't life without you, you know? You're allowed to feel what you feel and I'll always be here to remind you that I'm not the person I used to be. I'm not going anywhere. Friend or lover. You're stuck with me.. weither you feel the same or not... I love you"
Kaden lowering their head as Sackler embraced them, his head resting on their shoulder, they seen so much growth and change in him, they knew he wasn't that person who he used to be. They couldn't deny that he wasn't that person anymore.
"I love you too.. " Kaden ended up whispering, they refused to look at him and confessed that they never stopped loving him. They broke down and Adam made them look at him.
"You're pretty when you cry." he smiled "You're pretty when you smile.. and laugh.. you're pretty when you're sitting around doing nothing...you're just so pretty. Beautiful...."
Kaden's lips tugged into a smile and he closed the distance, sharing a kiss that felt brand new as they sat at the place where they first met.
"Happy birthday~" he hummed against their lips
From that day forward, they learned to communicate better, they had trust, friendship, love, he was their best friend and they were his rock, keeping him grounded when he needed it.
#[ugly sobbing] IDGAF if people aren't interested in this ship. It's been a long time coming and I adore this ship! that's all that matters!!#LORE LORE LORE LORE LORE ITS HAPPPEENNNINNNGGGGGGGGG <333#I LOVE THIS SHIP ITS MESSY AND ROCKY AND THEY HAD TO LEARN AND GROW AND AHHHHHHHHHH#Sackler 💞#I'M GOING TO WORK ON THE MOODBOARD FOR THE PLAYLIST NOW!!! AHHHHHH LDJFDSLFKJD#My favourite bad habit;
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My Favourite Bad Habit - Adam Sackler x Kaden Reese playlist.
This goes in order of the events from {this post} I put so much thought into this ship ohmygodddd
💜 - Bad Habits by Delaney Jane
❤️ - Circles by Post Malone
💜 - Sex (With my ex) by Fletcher
❤️ - Complicated by Avril Lavigne
💜 - Just Friends by Keshi
❤️ - Still Into You by Paramore
💜 - Silence by Marshmellow and Khalid
❤️ - Closer by The Chainsmokers and Halsey
💜 - All Of Me by John Legend
Actually using my tag list for this because ahhhh [ugly sobbing]
(If you're not a self-shipper please dni. Nothin' against ya, I have anxiety lol)
@ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @dragonsmooch || @lysandreslittlechatot || @kylars-princess ||
#WHY DO I HAVE DUMB BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH!? HELLO1?!?!#AND I'M GRINNING EAR TO FUCKING EAR WHAT IS HAPPENING!?#Sackler 💞#My favourite bad habit;
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{ Curbside Support }
Ship: Adam Sackler x Kaden
Words: 1,212
cw: None really.
Summary: Shitty night turned into something unforgettably sweet.
Hey, if you aren't a self shipper please dni, nothin' against ya. I have anxiety lol
Just their luck. It was supposed to be a fun time out, it was rare that they actively decide that they're going to actually celebrate their birthday so it figures that when they do actually go through with it it all turns sideways, there's a reason why they say they're cursed all the time.
It was a warm spring evening in May, and many partygoers walked down the street, either looking for their next bar to party at or drunkenly stumbling around to find the nearest bar and grill to stuff their faces full of grease to sate their drunken state. Kaden however was sitting on the curb just outside of a small pub. They sat next to a small parking meter and sighed heavily, their cheeks stained with tears.
It was their birthday and it was complete shit. The night started out fine, got food, got drinks, sang karaoke and went back out to the bar area. Then their dumb ex showed up and ruined everything. At least tonight Kaden found out that a few of their friends aren't really as much of friends as they thought they were. Kaden and their ex had a minor tat in front of everyone and it was embarrassing.
Kaden's so-called friends kept bugging Kaden to let him hang out with them because he was "just being nice" yeah, until he got drunk and got handsy with every person who had female genitalia-
Kaden was so upset and so frustrated that they ditched their own birthday party to come out to a curb and cry. What a great birthday.
Kaden leaned over towards the parking meter, their eyes closed as their head pressed against the cool metal. They let out a loud sigh, their hands coming up to wipe away their tears. They were trying their best to ground themselves. They could sense someone else near them and cracked an eye open to see a man sitting next to them. They opened their eyes fully to better look at him. He was a handsome individual, no doubt out for a smoke break.
The man looked over, his eyes were dark and almost seemed black in the street lights, and his hair was short and a little shaggy looking. His eyes raked over Kaden's face before Kaden went back to minding their own business, their eyes closing and arms coming to cross over their chest.
"You're ugly when you cry." The man said
Kaden opened their eyes, green orbs quickly shooting over to him. "Excuse me?"
"You cry ugly."
"Wow. Nice, douchebag." Kaden glared but within a second Kaden let out a small little laugh as they shook their head, eyes once again closing.
"Ah, see that's much better. You have a pretty smile."
Kaden gave a small snort, who was this dude? "Yeah, okay- Is this how you pick up people? Emotionally distraught disasters at the side of the curb?"
"No-" He paused for a moment "They're usually emotionally distraught in a bar"
Kaden's eyes opened and they looked at him only to see him perk up, giving Kaden a little lop-sided smirk, he was kidding and Kaden let out another small laugh.
"So why are you emotionally distraught on the curbside?"
"My friends are more interested in banging my ex than hanging with me" Kaden sat up straight, their legs outstretching in front of them.
"Ouch."
"Double ouch, it's also my birthday." Kaden sighed heavily.
"Oh, happy birthday!" He smiled.
"Drop the happy part.." Kaden hummed.
"Oh well then…birthday to you"
Kaden gave him a weird look but their lips were tugged into a small smile "You're weird.."
"Says the one crying on a curb~" He teased. "I'm Adam"
"Touche… I'm Kaden."
"So are you planning on sobbing on the curb for the rest of the night? Want to go back in?"
"Pass. I'd rather not see my friends being all--- ugh"
"I could go with you?"
"I don't want to start useless drama"
"Who said anything about drama? We'll keep to ourselves. It's your birthday and it would reeeeallly hit 'em if you walked in unphased." He gently nudged Kaden playfully with his elbow. "and with a very handsome gentleman too no less." He grinned which earned an eye roll from Kaden.
Kaden thought about it for a moment and nodded. Adam helped them to their feet and Kaden swallowed hard, they were a little nervous to go back in but then they felt Adam's arm sling around their shoulders.
"This okay?" Adam asked softly, pulling Kaden into him a little which again Kaden nodded.
For the remainder of the evening, despite their original party group being in the same spot as they were in, Kaden was actually starting to enjoy themselves. After their time at the bar was finished Adam suggested getting food, they walked together, talking about everything they could think of and joked around with each other It was weird how quick they seemed to click with one another. Adam even went as far as to go to the convenience store and come out with a candle smushed into a hostess cupcake.
"Happy Birthday, kid make a wish" He grinned.
"Seriously?" Kaden raised a brow, they were highly amused and dare they say even a little smitten by the sweet gesture.
Kaden shook their head in amusement, they closed their eyes for a moment before blowing out the candle, their eyes opening and gaze flicking up to his.
"What did you wish for?" He smiled.
"If I told you it wouldn't come true now would it?"
"I guess not but I'm nosey~"
"Fine. I wished for your number." Kaden laughed softly a hint of playfulness in their voice.
Adam grinned nearly ear to ear as he rocked back on his heels "Uh, wish granted!" he held out his hand. "Phone please"
Kaden blinked in surprise. "Adam, I was kidding."
"you don't want it?"
"Er…"
"yeah yeah exactly, give me your phone you weirdo" He grinned.
Adam took Kaden's phone, a small smirk tugged to his lips as he looked at the background. "spoooky"
"What?"
"your background." He showed Kaden their own background. "spooky, you like weird dark woods or something?"
"the photo brings me comfort. I'm what you call a nyctophile."
"A nycto what now?" He raised a brow.
"I take extreme comfort in the dark, especially pitch black"
"weeeiiirrdddd~" He teased, his voice was light and playful. "Nah, it's cool. Here you go" He handed their phone back to them.
"I listed myself in there for you."
Kaden looked through their contacts until their eyes landed on 'Curbside Support Guy' to which Kaden snorted. "Oh my god, really!?"
"Really." Adam smiled. "So- Rating your birthday from one to ten."
"Hm.. Well, before everything went tits up it was about an eightish…then it went to like…minus ten then to an eight" Kaden giggled.
"And what about right now?" he asked, his brow raising quizically.
"Oh, ten for sure."
"Oh, I'm more fun than yours friiiiennddss~"
"Shut up.." Kaden laughed softly. "but you did help turn my birthday around so thank you."
Who would have thought such a disaster of an evening could have turned around into one that Kaden was never going to forget for the rest of their lives.
tag list: @ama-ships || @heatobrienswife || @dragonsmooch || @kylars-princess || @mahitosoulmate || @deathnot-e
(Lemme know if you want to be added to my tag list!)
Also this is out of order. Its this fic first > Getting together(WIP) > uncertain > Just friends(WIP) > making up(WIP) then whatever the fuck else I wanna write lmao
#I did it backwards but oh well! Gonna post a master list anyways pfft#Chronological under cut! dslkjfsldf#sackler 💞#my favourite bad habit;#my writing;
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Kaden's getting a little real in a sense.. but it's self ship related...
(As I said, he is right up next to Kylo in terms of comfort character now... )
Once again comforted by Ad.a.m(Sa.ck.ler)
Because once again he canonically did something that made me think he would be the exact same with me.
If I am ever in a place where I am now, when things are incredibly hard and I couldn't control my emotions or my thoughts or my impulses... Ad.a.m would be there. It doesn't matter what the time of day would be, he doesn't give a flying fuck how far away from each other we are. He will deadass run to me and he won't stop until he is right next to me.
It's comforting to know that even if I didn't answer the door he would kick it down.. it's comforting to know that he wouldn't judge me when I tell him I'm scared of myself or that I'm ashamed because I might have done something stupid to myself. It's comforting to know that no matter what I am going through he's there with me, he will help as best as he can and he goes into it knowing that he isn't helping me to try and fix the issue, he knows he can't fix no more than I can fix it myself.
He goes in with the intention of making this cold dark, terrifying moment better. To replace the cold with warmth and understanding, to replace the dark with his light and to replace that irrational fear with reassurances and safety even if I don't believe it right away...
He will stay with me, sit or lay with me, apart or with me in his arms sobbing, no matter what he will be there until I feel a sense of calm and peace. He know he can't make it permanent but if he can provided it, if even for a little while... then he has succeeded...
This f/o is becoming a lot to me. Not only do I appreciate the lore I've created with him, he has also been helping me in a way that I didn't think was possible..
I love you Sac.k.ler.. .you adorable, sweet, dirty minded dork... heh
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hi! i hope u can make some soft type of prompt or hc's with adam sackler?? he's my fav n i'm just going thru some things rn 😖 thank u so much for everything that u do!! your writings have given me a lot of comfort! 💗💞💖
Hi friend! If you’re looking for some cute HCs I have some on my Sackler masterpost! I usually need a little more than this to go by, just because my brain turns to mush on Thursdays based on the sheer number of prompts I get, so I tend to prioritise ones with more detail :3
I hope you enjoy my Sackler content!
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"You know we're meant to be" Hope + Dani (or Sackler, whatever works best for you 💞)
(I liked the Hope and Dani one better but this will have to do)
1. “You know we’re meant to be”
Adam Sackler can hardly feel his toes.
Lines run through his head as he steps under the golden glow; the seats packed, lining the theater with rows and rows of faceless silhouettes. All eyes skirt to him - every single one. He knows he’s wanted this for too long. When he saw his name plastered on the billboards - he nearly had to do a double-take. He’s not sure he’ll ever get used to the heat from the stage lighting, nor the way silence drops as his boots hit the wooden floorboards.
His eyes shift to yours: his heart skipping in his chest. He must’ve been in so many productions that never truly stirred him; but you cut a figure no woman has ever come close to. Ankles crossed on the prop sofa, wrist dipping on the fabric as you coil a loose strand of hair around your index finger.
God, what you do to him. There is no need to act out his feelings; he feels too keenly that you’re carrying him away, stealing him with the curve of your hips. He hopes the costume department didn’t fit him with jeans too pinched between his legs, because he’s aching underneath the fabric like a man possessed.
“Come to beg me to stay?” you ask; eyes nonchalant as you hollow your cheeks, puffing the cigarette between your teeth. The smoke rises from the cracks between them in a lick of grey; making his whole body ripple with the effect.
“Would you like that?”
You laugh: so convincingly and bitterly that it makes him feel a pang in his chest. With careful motions, he slides onto the sofa, tapping his foot against the fabric as he leans an arm across to stare at you.
“I bet you’re asking yourself that very question”.
“Well” he breathes, leaning in closer. “Come on, sweetheart. You know we’re meant to be”.
It’s so natural that it hardly even registers as scripted - his dark eyes close to yours as you bite your lip, glancing down at the curve of his mouth. Oh, god. Electricity sparks in his veins, sending a wildness through him. Chemistry, they call it. It’s all across the reviews. You’re both sparking up a storm.
“What are you gonna do about it?” you say, edging closer as his body goes rigid. He knows the next part is coming up - he’s done it tens of times. But this time, it’s like wildfire - he doesn’t even hesitate as he leans in, breath on your cheek.
“This”.
And he crashes his lips to yours; iridescence dancing at the corner of his vision as you moan into the kiss. The audience bursts into applause, curtain drawing as the lights dim. But this time: Adam Sackler doesn’t stop himself. He lets the way the audience cries out drown all sense of meaning as he grips his hands through your hair, licking into your throat.
He feels you grab the back of his shirt, and god, oh god, oh fuck. In the back of his mind, he can hear the props department already moving scenery around, already getting ready for the encore - but he’s too far gone, too fucking far gone. He whimpers; his hard cock straining at his jeans as he grinds against your lap, just begging for some sort of release-
“Two minutes until encore, everyone! Great wrap! Good work on the cafe scene.”
Still shrouded in darkness, Adam’s mouth moves to your ear, nipping at your earlobe as he breathes the scent of your perfume.
“I meant it”, he whispers.
He really fucking did.
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