#Saari Duniya Jalaa Denge

[greatgardenmiracle]

[wagairah-wagairah]

*minor inconveniences happen*

My reaction:

[findingmysafespace]

I am tired. Tired of taking the punches. Feels like I am not allowed to be happy. Yes I make mistakes but there is no malice or ill intention to make someone angry or mad. I tried being transparent before and it didn’t work out. I got blamed and I had to apologize for sharing my feelings. I tell people I have an anxiety disorder and things get to me but again that was not given an another after thought. I am the way I am and that makes me sleep at night. I have a lot of issues and I know I have to live in this foreign country where I have limited set of people and how to not feel lonely. It’s hard to explain to people things I have to face internally. I am tired of explaining myself, tired of apologizing, tired of putting my emotions at the back to calm the other person in the fear of they don’t leave me. I did that before in my last relationship and still that person didn’t respect and left me. I wish I was strong to take my stand. To communicate when the other person hurt my feelings. I should also maybe be toxic and don’t reply to their texts for hours and not cut their calls and reply rudely. I am weak and I give in and let them roll over me completely. I don’t know what to do and how to be better. But it can’t go on like this. I am an empty vessel now and there is no feelings anymore. I am completely void of love I feel to give. I can’t doubt myself again and again everyday and feel bad and stop living my life. My work life is hell and my mind is too messy and exhausted to even think about it. Sometimes maybe I think getting fired will help me in the long run. This is a job I don’t like and I feel like a prisoner. One thing I ask is respect for my feelings. I am tired begging for it in every fight. Everyone likes to control me because they know I am not gonna fight back. I will be scared and they know how to manipulate my feelings. And that is true for every single one of them. Maybe not my parents. But everyone. They know my weak points and they know how to use me.

I hate fighting back. I hate giving back to people for bad karma. But all I know is my life is all shit rn and I don’t know what to resolve first. I am tired explaining and I am tired thinking. I hope I get the love I deserve but that’s wishful thinking. I just wish sometimes that I don’t wake up after a nice dream because the reality is too bleak. If I can just reset my mind to clear out all garbage, all doubts and fears that would be for the best. I can’t take back the mistakes I made to try not to hurt people wishing and hoping one day it will all get better. I am waiting for that day. But I still yet canr see the light in this tunnel. The journey is still dark and lonely.

May my life have one day this starry night filled with all the love I can get.

[lyricsvin]

Saari Duniya Jalaa Denge Lyrics is the latest song released by B Praak (From 'Animal'). Songs Cre

Saari Duniya Jalaa Denge Lyrics – B Praak (From ‘Animal’)

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Gaadi Lyrics – Pardhaan, Bohemia

Gaadi Song Info - Singer: Pardhaan Ft Bohemia Music: Sukh-E Muzical Doctorz Lyrics: Pardhaan, Bohemia Release date: 29 January 2018 Music Label: T-Series

Gaadi Lyrics – Pardhaan, Bohemia

Yeah… Bohemia…

Main aur mera bhai Pardhaan! Aa liye re.

Gaadi mere dhore peesan ki Kaale seesaan ki Gaadi meri dhoome uthandi jaave, (2 times)

Dada ne Ram Ram Charan sparsh, Babu nu mere Bana firun ghanaa Choudhary Yaar saare saabu se mere Aadi bekabu se mere Naash than dege kati bai mere Khada uda hi paunga besak Maar diye ikka baje dhaai ke,

Raat ne, din mein Nu ende shaam mein Pariyan ne hum tonde phirein Humne koi kaam naa hai Bheetar dekh tu gaadi ke Saari sukh suvidha le reya hoon Bhariya pada pura Haryana Padhke dekh mere naam ne Badke dekh mere kaam mein Tanne din mein dikha denge taare Gin konya paoga laagenge repate itne saare,

Bas ka ni kuch bhi thaare Bojh dharti pe thum saare Main bathya Raja gele Thum saare dhakke khaa re Chup-chap hoge saare Sabke munh pe laa di gond manne Thaath baath mera desi kati Aata ni karna dhong manne Wrong manne, side se pakdi Ib main rukta konya Haryanavi bhaiyan khatir Kaadeya yo song maine,

Suno bhai re…

Gaadi mere dhore peesan ki Kaale seesaan ki Gaadi meri dhoome uthandi jaave, (2 times)

O bete jalaa ni karte Hum paidal chala ni karte Top gear mein gaadi chaale Police aalo te daraa ni karte GT road pe baaje gaadi Meri dhoome uthandi jaave Lath barsenge role karenge Bhaisaab hum sadaa ni karte,

Bina baat ke lada na karte Kisey te goli na deta main Shaam ne milun theke pe Tadke main milu khetan main Khaat bichake hukka laake Raagini uchi desi laake,

Motor pe tholi naah ke Phir niklu main gaadi uthake Raaji horeya hoon poora Paancho ungi ghee mein meri Tu ke mere pe dhaar leve Main karu jo aave jee mein meri Dekho re ghadi mein meri Time kasuta chaale mera Kaala chasma daal ke raakhu Aankhein ravein chadhi re meri,

Kurta simaake toran kaad ke Koi kasar na chhodi manne Gugi jhote gelye khadi kardi laake Audi manne Bhaave gud gele roti manne Pasand naa aata Mc’D Muc’D Solan baat ki ek baat Saari duniya kardi koddi manne,

Gaadi mere dhore peesan ki Kaale seesan ki Gaadi meri dhoome uthandi jaave, (2 times)

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