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braisedhoney · 2 years ago

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nightmare tag-team

ft. my many artstyles ;;

(seriously i did these one after the other. all i did was swap programs wtf.)

#ney's art #undertale #deltarune #utdr #wd gaster #ut gaster #undertale fanart #deltarune fanart #ut fanart #SURPRISE! other interests still live!!#anyway i can never decide if i like making gaster vaguely spooky or a big goof #maybe both depending on the day?#gaster fanart #i can’t remember what tags i used for this before #they either play elaborate dnd or do unethical science #… both maybe #utdr player #let the doc and the player be pals bc why not #ney’s comics

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cator99 · 4 months ago

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out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?

used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.

#being called butch just reminds me of how much males have the freedom to navigate between male archetypes and how people pay attention to #the distinguishing features of these varying masculinities #but when a female is seen as masculine it all gets lumped under the “butch” category #her masculinity is seen as unnatural and therefore incapable of being considered genuine or taken at face value as it is with males.#its always brought into question instead of taken in consideration with the rest of the woman's life and experiences and her particularities #Hence... Butch is still being treated as though its a huge lesbian cultural phenomena instead of a specific niche thing #also i dont mean to invite the “you dont pass!!” anons again bc that idiot is missing my point entirely (which is that im truly not trying)#but the fact is that for the past 3 years i have found myself increasingly navigating the male social world #and discovering what it means to me as a female to have access to the ability to take my “masculinity” for granted... relax #forget about it #etc #i think thats entirely antithetical to the Butch thing which seems to rest on the tension of other peoples expectations of her #people broadly are more surprised to find out that im interested in women just as much as they're surprised that im a gym queen iykwim...#ive worked hard for this and now that ive gotten the Woman Social Role thing pretty much entirely out of the way i am living the dream #i think a large part of that is learning as a dyke to appropriate the language of gay men theres a reason their terminology had #staying power even when their scene was *literally* dying meanwhile all that seemed to survive from dyke spaces was butch n femme ??#its because theirs didnt necessitate the building and maintenance of a scene in order for the subculture to hold its head above water #their labels *largely* weren't predicated on their relationships to gender roles and its telling that for dykes it was #their labels rested on the need to simply show up anonymous n be able to easily flag whether they were looking to fuck or be fucked #alongside the set of circumstances under which they would be fucking or getting fucked or what have you #it all comes back to the restrictions of female social blah blah blah and i think the sooner we collectively set down what we see as our #responsibility as lesbians and as feminists to Be A Woman the sooner we can step outside of that #n start thinking clearly about our individual circumstances and the necessity of putting on your own oxygen mask first before helping others

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monty-glasses-roxy · 3 months ago

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Ah fuck it whatever

There's something I love about the new Consequences AU and how it compares to the AUs and music it's come from.

Where things like Roxy's old kingdom being destroyed and her being almost drowned as a baby are metaphorical, there's a lot of things that strangely aren't. Roxy specifically denying the gods and the powers that be is something she does in most of my interpretations of her. The gods in most situations, isn't a spooky green rabbit, it's the people in the Fazbear boardroom making the world's worst decisions ever. To the animatronics, they are the gods. There's no higher authority than them, and they can have them destroyed without ever having met them, at just a moment's notice, for seemingly no reason.

Bonnie once believing in the gods and turning against them works like it does for most of the animatronics too. Even just questioning Fazbear isn't something many of them have been able to do, but all of them will eventually learn to. The more they learn through Roxy, despite what they might have known before, the more they realise what kind of company they've been forced to be a part of.

And Roxy's attitude towards these gods is always the same. She won't pretend to be nice to people she knows don't care about her. She won't put any extra effort into maintaining social etiquette if there's no point, if there's nothing for her to gain from it. Fazbear CEOs and board members have hurt her so much already, she doesn't give a flying shit about them, she's not wasting her time on them unless she absolutely has to. In this universe, the same can be said about the gods. She doesn't care for them and they don't care about her, so why bother? They've told like six people to assassinate her already, why would she choose to listen to them?

Roxy's relationship with the Minis and DJ? That's the same as it is across the board with most of the AUs I have. The attempt on Roxy's life when she's barely been born is shown differently in the new AU, but is still the same concept. Some things have been shifted around, such as the specific motivations, but not by a lot. I suppose Bonnie's dad in this fills the roll of Vanessa if Vanessa was also actually Mimic? He doesn't have an exact match here in terms of scale, but the comparisons are there.

The whole kingdom being destroyed, Roxy finding out that that's where she originally came from, that she was the newborn prince with a wholeass family she's never known, all lines up so well with everything else too. The pizzeria, scrapped storage, the old attractions there before her racetrack, it's all gone and she knew nothing about it. She's once again found out the truth in possibly the worst way imagineable, and she doesn't know what to do with this information, but honestly, who would?

The biggest difference there is that in this new AU, Roxy has the choice of what to do. In what's basically canon to the game, Roxy doesn't have that choice and likely never will. Where she's had to sacrifice her Raceway and Salon, sacrifice the vast majority of her life and her purpose for the safety of everyone around her, in this universe, she can choose not to. She sacrifices certainty this time, something she can regain as time goes on but in any other universe, there is never any certainty to get back. There will always be a Mimic threat and she can't get any of her old life back until it's dead and gone. She has to pay a price to keep Mimic contained, and while the Afton/Glitchtrap gods scramble to convince her otherwise, the Roxy in this new AU does have the choice whether she pays it or not.

But she will always still have to deal with the consequences of those with power. Every single time. And every single time so far, her entire existence is the consequence for them. Her life overall has not been the result of her own choices, but rather, the choices of people that never cared about her to begin with...

At least in this new universe she has a good childhood to fall back on and a cool ass horsie. And can actually do something about this shit. She can't normally do that :(

#not sure if that means she's winning or not hmm #fnaf security breach #consequence of the gods au #I should shorten that to just #consequences au #I guess #also yeah roxy can't normally do literally anything about... well anything really???#she can keep a lid on the situation but she doesn't have a choice. she HAS to make the sacrifice or people could die #and that sucks! she deserves better! and this time there's no blame to for her to carry only the burden of tragedy #which has maybe like... halfed the weight fazbear puts on her? maybe?#she's not okay is what I'm saying #though that's probably pretty obvious given the uhh #everything #this au is just super interesting to me it has a lot of parallels to other stuff and I like to give her a stick to beat people with #this time she can rally her friends with bonnie's help to drag the king to the fucking stocks #I just think there's maybe no greater punishment for a king like this than the humiliation pushed on the lowest class pick-pockets #cause the thing is. what she's chosen to do by not killing him is like breaking the cycle of revenge #but it's not mercy for him. she doesn't want his blood on her paws he's not worth it #him just. not being worth the effort of murder is incredibly offensive to him. he's the king god damn whadda hell #but he's never going to be sure for the rest of his life #he's going to have to live with the entire kingdom and every other kingdom knowing exactly what he did be it by afton's will or not #he has regretted it all this WAS pushed on him by these gods but finding out someone survived? that someone is on their way to get him?#it's a relief. it's finally over. he doesn't have to do this anymore... and then she just doesn't give that to him.#death was his salvation that was his freedom and she denies him that. she makes him live.#not without consequence of course but compared to the release of his execution these consequences are barbaric #they cut him like a knife by letting the local schoolkids throw tomatoes at his face #he still has to rule knowing that any moment roxy could change her mind and come back to finish the job.#or another survivor will do it for her. if I decide roxy gets a sister along with mangle and the old foxy?#then he's wondering where the OTHER one is. where is she? Roxy isn't who he'd expected to reach him at all she's dead #but surprise! she's not! he has lost the coin toss! she is the worst option of the two! by far!

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britneyshakespeare · 3 months ago

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The gaslighting Duke of Vienna

#measure for measure #shakespeare #text post #yeah i just finished #i was familiar w the story long before i actually sat down and read it #it was a major part of a chapter of a literary studies textbook i edited the last two years for gig work #so i had like. known the entire plot and the issues and themes and entire passages #and yet still it was different from what i expected #it feels somewhat... incomplete? like in my head these characters were more finished #than what i actually got from them in the play. somehow #angelo for instance i assumed knew his hypocrisy from the beginning #but to my pleasant surprise. he was less calculated and more spinning out of control #fallible as anyone else he would condemn to die for the same sins.#i found that really interesting that he actually thought he had noble intent. he just couldnt live up to it himself #and that he would also wish to undo isabella like that. horrific just the same but almost more tragic?#i also assumed juliet would've had a bigger part #and duke vincentio. man i still don't really get him on a human level #not my favorite shakespearean mastermind at all #he seems incredibly selfish and hypocritical. not just bc he tries to marry isabella #but he seems... honestly more calculated than angelo #and he's the hero! supposedly!#im not saying that that's a flaw in the play. i find that really interesting #i suppose i just can't see him having any motivations but chaos and vainglory #and those motives just happen to be pointed in the direction of good for our heroine and her brother #but in any other play id see someone like vincentio as the villain. easily #duke vincentio is as conceited and conniving as richard iii

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juliareed · 28 days ago

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Fandoms: Alias, Revenge Characters: Sydney Bristow, Daniel Grayson Song: Smother by Daughter Summary: Exploring some of the parallels between the Bristows and the Graysons, mainly between Sydney and Daniel. Content warnings: Character death, suicide attempt, self-harm, alcohol/drug addiction, violence, flashing lights

#aliasedit #alias #sydney bristow #daniel grayson #fanvid #userthing #revengeedit #revenge #reven8e #alias x revenge #myedit #NOT the alias/revenge video i've been working on for the past ten months and yet i ended up liking this one so much more.#(not that the other one is even remotely done)#so it goes like this.#when both of your parents are figures larger than life and to them you're just a puppet to pull in two different directions.#to them you're only a pawn in their never-ending chess game against each other.#and there's nothing you can do to make them look at you differently. and there's nothing you can achieve to make them respect you.#and every time you think you've broken free. every time you think you've found a new better way to escape them.#every time you think you've uncovered the last family secret and you know everything that there's to know.#every time you think that they can't surprise you anymore.#they prove you wrong and show you just how little control over your own life you still have and how little you still know.#sydney; daniel and their dark family legacy. how they deal with it and how they run from it.#alias might not have been interested in talking about how jack's legacy (project christmas) is just as dark as irina's legacy but i am.#i'm always interested in talking about how something that jack created was used to hurt generations of children.#and how sydney might just be the most well-adjusted of them all.#how it's bigger than sydney - bigger than jack experimenting on sydney - because other children's lives were affected as well.#how the reason why everything about that arc feels unfinished #is because a story like that should eventually get to a point where we talk about other victims.#where we talk about what sydney can learn from other victims. where we talk about whether or not she can help them.#where we talk about if she wants to help them and if they can be helped at all.

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omarwolaeth · 6 months ago

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thinking 'bout how the lads interact with what the bracelets represent, especially in their decks

#marwospeaking #Yuuya is by far hardest to work with on this because he Varies. but that might just be him being opposite to Yuzu so it might count?#anyway Yuuya is a bushfire made by fireworks set off without proper precaution (the improperly set off fireworks being Zarc..#.. being influenced into the position that made the lads through his desire to both destroy and entertain his crowds)#It's small sometimes. but in the right conditions is an unstoppable conflagration #Yuuto literally does not die. In a world where we never truly get the other two (Yuugo and Yuuri) interacting with their host (Yuuya)..#.. outside of duels. he very much does. He is undead in a way the others don't quite match (pre Zarc revival) and it's opposite to..#.. En Bird's life (assuming it counts death too as part of its cycle)#Yuugo uses machine monsters - things that distinctly don't breathe. and in most cases have exhaust pipes billowing fumes #and machines can be warm to the touch at times. which you could feasibly slide against Rin's Windwitches for being Very Cold Ladies #Also he's trapped no matter where he is. Neo Domino has a stronger grip on him as a person than anyone else. and when he might finally..#.. escape that. he's trapped in someone else's body with no canonical recourse. because the story ended on Yuuya's terms and no one elses #Yuuri is hardest to place but I think he's very stationary. Sere's monsters are dancers - constantly moving - and she's very able to #adapt as she goes despite how stupid she can be book-wise. Yuuri is rooted into his role. even when he discards his loyalty his role was..#.. always in Zarc's interest no matter if he knew or not. The Professor's loyalty from him is an add-on to that #... I'd argue Zarc cared more about his pieces than Ray cared about hers also? He made cards for them on the fly so they'd Win #Even in moments where that victory is not in a wholly positive light - Odd-Eyes Raging and Gatlinghoul - but we know he's capable of it..#.. a la allowing Yuuya to debut pendulum monsters on his behalf in order to win against Ishijima #something something this can then apply to the other lads. they never lose except to each other and Ray's girls (at least on screen)#Yuuto survived 3 years of war. even despite Yuugo and Yuuri showing up. so methinks Zarc must've had a role in helping him survive #Like. Zarc's distinctly present for his Lads. Ray's not present for her lasses until one of them speaks through her #Sure it's very possible that's a bracelet thing - they are floodgates at the end of the day - and not a Ray thing. but it also wouldn't..#.. surprise me given Ray is an Akaba. we know they will sacrifice others for a gain later on - Ray's was sacrificing a whole world to make.#.. a safer one for everyone to live in. irrelevant on if they remember it or if they never existed originally. Except Leo Akaba. He does #(with memory reading tech) and it tortures him the whole time. she didn't mean to hurt him but Still #Zarc's distinctly not better than Ray - he's still broken wide open when it comes to his hatred of humanity (but not his human half)#and it resulted in multiple near-deaths the second time around - but I can't say Ray's that much better if it turns out the bracelets..#.. weren't floodgating her ability to help her lasses #Completely unrelated but. I don't like what Arcray represents ngl. makes it seem like Zarc could never move on with the help of his lads #and has to rely on someone who killed him and sent him to purgatory about it in order to heal.

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houseofwolvess · 10 months ago

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i fucked up a lot of things when i was in my young teens, but at least my ex and i still have a good relationship. like that's the one thing i didn't fuck up and im very very happy about that

#we chat when we have the time so we can catch up on each other's lives #we wave and make stupid faces when we spot each other in the school hallways #we always pretend to be surprised when we spot each other at pride as if we aren't like. massive fags who always go lmao #he invites me to some of the stuff he does even though we don't really share any of the same interests anymore #it's just... easy #we still know each other so well and so it's an easy friendship even if we don't really hang out one on one anymore #it IS kind of funny when folks act all surprised that we know each other though #like. yep! we know each other. we know each other VERY well :)#it's fun. being friends with this guy has been really nice

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happywitch416 · 11 months ago

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"I don't have speak with animals cast and yet this jackass is still talking to me."

#i wish hubs knew which npc i was talking about bc i have no memory of who (thanks migraine) but i do remember saying it #and then giggling for about 20 mins #so i thought id share the laugh #the witch speaks #this game is so much fun yall im having a blast #i do wish that being friendly options didnt lead to fuck ya romance though bc id love to share a bottpenof wine with shadowheart #but i am not romancing her this round. just...friendship things i guess? i am picking things that make me go !friend!#and discovering oh. that was a come on. ugh.#i am enjoying romancing karlach though. shes so damned cute with her lil idle dance #'dont open the creepy book' will live in my head forever #oddly enough i have no desire to write anything? im just enjoying it and THAT IS SO NICE #still weird that everyone appears to have went bananas over the pasty pointy eared character with a hidden agenda #but im not surprised bc ive got several nickels and zero interest in said characters #i just dont see the appeal. not with the other companions right there. and halsin's biceps.#doesnt help the twink with boundary issues killed me. zero star lad.

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dadbots · 1 year ago

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cold as shit & freezing my ass off in this winter (But at least we made it to December.)

#dadbots.txt #starting the new month off with a sore throat & body aches due to household cold-like symptoms. Thanks. Even when I was trying 2 avoid it #and with how cold it is — permanently staying In bed forever. Like it’s physically making me curl into a crab rn oh my god it’s so cold #Which is both hell and good in both ways. Bad since I stay in bed too much anyway. Almost everyday.#Especially with chronic low energy and 24/7 fatigued. Mentally and physically. And i really gotta do better -#- and reduce that since that adds up alongside other unhealthy habits. And I can literally feel it taking a toll on me unfortunately.#But also good since I’ll be resting more often than not. It’s not something i do and so having the opportunity to rest is kinda nice?#Still. Two sides of a coin right now. And this cold is definitely not helping me or the fact it’s easier to get sick 10x more.#Back to pain relievers and heat ig.#Although with this just. Might be a cold but also not? Thing? Since not all of my sore throats are colds but overproduced mucus. Gross.#But been drinking tea like habitually to knock this out and warm blankets and stuff. Feeling better as of typing this. So thank god it’s wo #This month been… interesting to say the least. A lot of personal talk and changes that should’ve happened years ago.#But hey. You live and learn.#And I’m not mad at it. I’m making progress when I would’ve shrugged and say it’d never happen. Now it’s happening and even I’m surprised #Doesn’t mean it’ll completely override everything in my life or push stuff to the side. Though it’s better than nothing so I’ll take it.#Winter is always hard for a lot of people and I’ve been hit with it as well. Even near the holidays and all.#Been rough. And the constant realization that each month I don’t remember…. Anything. That has happened.#But also that I did a little more than previously and slowly pushing it each month. Little by little.#There’s been a drastic change from last year to now. Went through new lifestyles and experiences. Exploring different fields. Etc #So it’s been one hell of a ride anyway. And that I can sit back and be content with. Even if nothing else is currently going on yknow #December probably gonna be slow. But we’ll see. Hope to bring new opportunities fortune and possibilities along the way. Take care y’all

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bear-of-varley · 1 year ago

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I'm finally done with my university studies like all I have to do is submit some journal entries and my final and that's it. Forever. I never have to do a master's degree ever again and you'll never make me.

#it was really cool doing an educational theater class since my university has an extremely well renowned theater program #i mean my university is renowned in everything but ESPECIALLY theater #I can't believe I'm totally done like what a massive weight #I'm not showing off or anything but my university is well known abroad #anyway I finally achieved my revenge against my ex because although I was slow by a whole decade #i did get it done and got it done in a year and at a school my ex could never get into #I'm still honestly surprised I was accepted here and I'm forever grateful #also I do feel like if i have kids they do have a solid school to fall on thanks to me #anyway my family is pressuring me to get a PhD but I'm not doing education ever again and going back to English and/or writing #doing English means I should apply to this university or the other one but for writing I'd need to leave #I'm kind of interested in the one at Belfast #but living abroad for writing would be hard as fuck esp with by then living in NYC for a decade

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neverendingford · 2 years ago

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#met a new friend via tinder. now we're playing video games together. it's pretty cool.#ngl making friends is really easy for me. which is nice because I have so many other barriers to being a social person ☠️#if making friends were hard I don't think I could take it #the amount of people on tinder just to meet new people and make friends surprised me. it makes sense though #but I'd always thought of tinder as the app where you swipe right on hot people so that you might get to fuck them #which.. sure. Plenty of people are. I got a dude instantly trying to hit. but like. it's not all a single experience #every medium humans live on will necessarily contain a multitude of expressions #I mean. we might still end up fucking. sure. that's very much in the cards.. but it's not all hookups or straight guys looking for a ltr #going into it with the clear idea that I'm not interested in romance at all has been incredibly freeing.#emotions are so hard for me to navigate and social obligation makes me so immensely uncomfortable.#so being able to set that boundary of 'no romance or I'll end things so fast you won't even realize I've blocked you' is so freeing #so maybe I'm not ace but I think aro is definitely still in the cards #I have such a hard time not flirting with men ngl. I have to actively restrain my 😏 impulse. it's compulsive #tag talk

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dis--parity · 2 years ago

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cattell 16 factor test results.

I got tagged twice so I‘m doing this for 2 random muses!

Tagged by: @fckhacks @bondedtrauma Tagging: steal it from me tbh

Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 34% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Liveliness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Dutifulness ||||||||| 22% Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 30% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||| 50% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Abstractness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Anxiety ||||||||||||||| 42% Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 46% Tension |||||||||||| 38%

Warmth |||||||||||| 34% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 46% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 38% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Liveliness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Dutifulness |||||| 18% Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||| 46% Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 58% Abstractness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Openmindedness ||||||||||||||| 46% Independence |||||||||||| 38% Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Tension |||||||||||| 38%

#Garis;; Headcanon #Theo;; Headcanon #Dash games;;#{ these are interesting!!! }#{ i like it i like it }#{ i love highlighting differences between these two a lot as well as their similarities }#{ i've been too tired to elaborate on that completely but this displays a lot of both }#{ like garis is more emotionally tender bc xe does allow xemself to feel positively }#{ whereas theo is still trying to tread into that territory around others }#{ BUT on the flipside of that theo allows himself to live more }#{ whereas garis struggles with being lively on account of not being around to do much very often }#{ SURPRISING similar scores in introversion tho! }

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fox-bright · 5 months ago

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hi any life advice for 21yo

Don't date thirty-year-olds until you are at least 25.

Having a glass of water for every glass of alcohol will give you a 50% reduction in hangover viciousness.

Bad people will use your willingness to be quiet as a weapon against you. If someone's being awful to you and trusting you'll be quiet to keep from making waves, surprise them.

There is no physical object in the world that is worth as much as your honor.

Honor is not the same as dignity. Retaining one sometimes means leaving the other aside.

Don't have any sex you don't want to have; have as much as you want of the sex that you do, whether that's a lot, a little, or none at all. Nothing you can do to your own body is immoral, unless you're doing it as an act of self-punishment.

Food is morally neutral. You do not have to earn the right to eat calories. Fat and sugar keep your brain from eating itself.

Learning to sit still and breathe--in, in, in, hold, hold, hold, out, out, out, out, out, out--can give you five feet of clear space around yourself in a maelstrom.

Find out how to make three good meals: A comfort meal you can make for just yourself relatively easily, a fancy meal you can use to wow a date, and a meal you can feed a bunch of people. All the other cooking can come later, but you can build a community on those three meals.

If you ever get to the point that things are so bleak you can see no other way forward but to die, make any other choice. If that means leaving everything you own and being a beach bum, or quitting your career, or taking up or leaving a religion, or deciding to bicycle across the country, so be it; living means more chances, dying means everything stops and you don't get to see any more interesting things. As you have not yet seen all the things that can interest you, it is better to live.

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philosophicallie · 4 months ago

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my vitriolic hate for the parentals only grows btw. everything i overhear is in fact a big fat negative in our relationship

#i am becoming less and less guilty about this the more they cause me grief bc all we fucking do in the polycule is reparent each other #and the ways they have both been horrible has basically been entire emotional neglect and constant abuse for having the gall to live #i have zero respect for them genuinely. i don't fucking care anymore #i barely enjoy moms company anyway because more and more all of our autisms clash #plus she called me codependent once so i stopped being a child around her. so #i really have no more parents anymore. i know my parents hate me. i know it #i dont want to do this anymore #I'm so tired of being alive #i really want to just die right now #fucking. mimi tries to be so sweet but its fucking hard id rather just stop trying to show any sort of love #i hope tht when the parentals look at me all they feel is how much i hate them i NEED them to feel haunted in their own house bc of me.#every one of both of my partners parents have basically been split on me. i was ok with them once until they fucking pushed me enough that #now i literally cannot see them without hate. i hate every one of them for how they treated and still treat my partners and how they make #both my partners dread every second of having to be around them or speak to them or do anything with them #im fucking tired of being treated like they fucking made able bodied children WHEN THEY IN FACT DIDNT. SURPRISE ASSHOLE YOU TRAUMATIZED YOUR #KID INTO DISABILITY #now none of us can fucking function in the world were all 3 disabled stupid autistics who can barely not yell at each other or whatever and #i infact dont blame my partners because i know its not the fucking cause its what they were fucking taught and i have no more grace in me to #give to the parents who raised them. there is no grace for them. there is simply you fucking couldve been better. you failed and you have to #fucking live with the fact that you fucking failed as a parent #i fucking hate everything about the parentals genuinely. there are so much of their lives and interests that i do not respect because their #lives apparently came first over their kids. and i dont care anymore i dont care about reasonable “excuses” i dont fucking care when #i reparent their kid without their fucking input or thought or opinion. fuck off #i fucking hate it here #🥩#🐣#🌤️#original #vent

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neofelis----nebulosa · 7 months ago

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Watched kfp 4 and it’s definitely the weakest of the kfp movies but I still liked it.

#I’m a very visual person so even though the writing in many ways was Not The Best the visual storytelling like the first 3 movies …#…was on point #as for the negatives I mostly agree with the overall consensus #but there are a lot of things about it that were really good #and I think that outweighs the bad by quite a bit #as for the chameleon I was kinda right about her when I said it seemed like she had a lot of potential but wasn’t explorer enough #*explored #but yeah like I said before I even watched it everything about her visually was incredible #in any other animated movie I think she would be a great villain #but in this franchise she doesn’t live up to the standard #there were interesting paralels between her story and pos journey in the movie but it’s never expanded on #I think there was a big missed opportunity with her whole rules of the streets thing to explore her backstory and worldview #but it wasn’t taken #and I think with the whole villains from the previous movies returning thing they sort of set themselves up for disappointment #bc they used tagt to market the movie so heavily #fortunately I had already gone in accepting that they wouldn’t actually play an active role in the story #so I enjoyed their appearances for what they were #same with the furious 5 #still unhappy with the decision to take the story in a direction that didn’t include them but I had accepted that they wouldn’t be in it…#…and I had come to peace with that #and I liked Zhens arc #it was extremely predictable but so are these movies in general #I don’t watch these movies to be surprised I watch them to see the characters grow #but I like that she was inspired by Pos kindness #no one had ever really shown her true kindness before #and I thought the significance of that was conveyed well #anyways I have a lot of thoughts on the movie but basically it was very imperfect but I think we got a lot of good stuff out of it

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lovelybucky1 · 3 months ago

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Oooohh i have a request!:

Playing “never have i ever” or something like that with logan and wade (maybe along the lines of a boring friday night with nothing else to do) and you admit to never having an orgasm by anyone but yourself

Flash forward you’re in logan’s arms and wade is eating the fuck out of your pussy, and then they switch 👀👀

i’ve written something similar two the second part here, but i love the never have i ever idea! // divider from @strangergraphics

boredom isn’t something heroes are used to. there’s always something happening somewhere, someone needing to be saved. but tonight, everything is quiet. the three of you were suspicious at first, but you checked every police scanner, news outlet, and all of your contacts and came up with nothing. the bad guys had decided to take an evening off, and now you were stuck with nothing to do.

you, wade, and logan all sit around in the living room with bottles of beer. you and wade stare at the mindless gameshow on tv while logan rests his eyes. you’re definitely bored, but wade is restless. it’s like he’s itching for something to do, like his body is physically unable to handle the inactivity.

“why don’t we play a game?” wade asks, startling logan awake.

the two of you look over at wade. “what kind of game?” you ask.

“i don’t know, ‘never have i ever?’”

logan rolls his eyes, then shuts them again. he’ll deny any “old man” comments, but he really is one. you elbow logan in the side and he opens them again.

“come on, it’ll be fun,” wade pleads.

“it’s not like we have anything better to do,” you say to logan. reluctantly, he agrees.

you reposition yourselves in the living room. you sit on the couch, leaned against the arm with your feet in logan’s lap, who sits on the other end. wade sits on the floor by the coffee table, his beer on the table without a coaster next to him.

“this is your game, wilson. you start,” logan says before taking a sip of his beer.

“no, don’t drink! you only drink if you’ve done the thing i say,” wade scoffs. how can logan be so old and still know nothing about fun? “okay, okay. never have i ever… gotten arrested.”

you furrow your eyebrows at him while logan takes a drink. you’re almost certainly wade has been arrested before. “i don’t think you’re playing this game right,” you say. “you have to say things you’ve never done.”

wade scoffs. “i haven’t been arrested, thank you very much. all the cops who’ve tried have mysteriously ended up with broken noses.”

you roll your eyes at him. “my turn now? never have i ever… cheated on a partner.”

both of them take drinks, wade with more shame than logan. ugh, men.

then it’s logan’s turn. “never have i ever worn a dress.”

you figure it’s targeted at you, just because logan’s a dick, but to your surprise, wade drinks too. logan raises his eyebrow at him, silently urging him to elaborate.

“you wish you saw that, huh, peanut?” he taunts instead. logan makes a face at that.

“i’m thankin’ god i didn’t have to.”

you play a couple more rounds, all three of you exchanging stories and sipping from your bottles. it takes a lot to get them drunk, but you’re starting to feel it. there’s a collection of empty bottles, mostly beer, but halfway through the game, wade decided to up the ante with some liquor.

it’s wade’s turn again and he says, “never have i ever been with two guys at once.”

he means it as a joke. he doesn’t expect anyone to drink. there’s no way logan would do something like that, and you’re too innocent. that’s why his eyes practically pop out of his head when you throw back the shot.

the game turned sexual a few rounds ago, but it was pretty mild stuff. talk about doing stuff in public, kinks, freaky shit like that. nothing as interesting as this.

both wade and logan turn their full attention to you, eager to hear this story.

“what?” you play dumb.

“two guys at once?” wade asks. you shrug.

“it wasn’t anything.”

“nah,” logan says, sounding interested for the first time all game. “you gotta tell us.”

you sigh. “it was a while ago. i met this couple at a bar and they said they were looking for a third. i had nothing better to do and they were both hot, so…” you trail off, shrugging again.

“give us the gory details. how’d you do it? daisy chain?eiffel tower? double cowgirl? triple spooning? come on, tell us,” wade rambles.

“you’re a fucking perv,” you tell him and he doesn’t deny it. “it was just normal dp.”

logan raises an eyebow. “that stands for double penetration,” wade tells him.

“i know that. i’m just wondering how you took it all,” logan says.

you’re used to this kind of talk from wade. the man thinks with his dick so much that you question if he even has a brain. you’re not, however, used to this from logan. he’s no prude, but he usually doesn’t participate in these kinds of conversations with wade.

“must’ve been a tight fit,” logan adds on.

you look between the men and their interested faces. you’re still pretty bored, the game having grown stale a while ago, and now you’re a tipsy. you want something exciting and right now, you’re feeling bold enough to persue it.

“do you wanna see?” you ask them.

wade and logan share a glance, but it only takes a second before they’re replying “yes” in unison.

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