#STOP TRYING TO PAIR ME UP WITH MORPHEUS TUMBLR I KNOW WHAT YOURE UP TO

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Anaxiphilia (1/3)

(n.) an act of falling in love with the wrong person.

Pairing: Dream/Morpheus x Endless!Reader

Warnings: Implied smut (+16), angst with fluff, sexual tension, emotional abuse, Desire is a bully, incest, reader is the personification of beauty (Dazzling), I’ll still use (Y/N).

Author’s Note: Also posting it on ao3 in case tumblr decides to deletes this. If you’re worried about incest then don’t read it.

↳ Part 2

The news about Dream going back to The Dreaming reached every realm in existence, many years have passed since the family last saw him and I hoped he was safe now. He didn't come to visit, nor did I want him to, not after what happened in our family's last reunion. Desire is so mean and manipulative, they didn't have to bring out my affair with Dream, an affair that happened so many years ago, I do not think Delirium was born.

I choked a sob at their ugly heart and excused myself back to my realm, ignoring Death and Destiny's pleas not to go. It was a mistake that both Dream and I promised not to repeat, but after that, we didn't speak as much as we used to, he disregarded my existence and I swallowed the pain.

My duties always came first, and they helped to calm down my heart until there was nothing but a memory, I just wished my brother would still be my brother. I want to talk to him like family, I want to make sure he's alright, he's the most beautiful soul I've ever seen, but he doesn't want to and I have to respect that.

"(Y/N), I'm coming through." I jumped in my bed at Dream's voice coming from his sigil in the other room. My cat stretched and vanished into stars as I got up to greet my brother, the silence was awkward, and yet, I couldn't let that stop me from caring about him. "I'm glad you are okay, Dream." I muttered, and he nodded slowly. He looks just as broken as when he lost his son, from what Death told me he didn't have any time to grieve. "Welcome to the Radiant Vale."

"You made changes." Dream said as he looked around the room and then out of the big balcony, where a garden with lustrous flowers could be seen around the mansion. "I was growing bored of my old paradise, so I decided to make it prettier, now it gives me a sense of serenity I didn't know I could reach. But I know you are not here to speak about my hobbies, is there something you need?"

"Must I come only to ask something of you?" I chuckled at his response, Dream wasn't so amused. "Every time you come you ask for something that is out of my reach, or really difficult to find. So tell me." Brother stayed quiet for a long time, and I leaned my head to the side slightly, visibly confused at his sudden shyness. He's not like this, not normally. "Dream? Is something wrong...?" I asked, taking a few steps toward him. Not too close, he doesn't like being close to me.

"I apologize... For not coming to see you." My lips parted at his apology, and I shook my head after a few moments. "It's not your fault, you were imprisoned and your realm was in shambles."

"No, I didn't mean that. After that day--" Dream paused, I know what he meant and I was uncomfortable. "It's been years since, we stopped trying to get in contact." I furrowed my brows and embraced myself gently. "We are brother and sister, contact is a must... When the time requires it." Dream and I admired the flowers dancing with the wind, however, I could tell he didn't finish. Now I'm getting worried. "I never blamed you, I want you to know that. I felt lonely when you didn't visit anymore, that's true, but you had a family, so I forced myself to forget about it."

Dream sighed softly. "You forgot the beauty we created?" My cheeks were heating up as my head echoed his voice. "It's a memory now, and as you said, a mistake..." I muttered, but it was loud enough for Dream to hear. "We agreed to not speak about this, brother."

"I know."

"Then why are we doing this?"

"You called me, numerous times."

I glanced at him with widened eyes, finding him staring at me. "You need to stop watching my dreams..." I smiled nervously and continued. "I missed you, Morpheus." His pale hand rested on my cheeks, not doing any favors to my increasing heartbeat. Dream's eyes shined as I said that, and he kissed my forehead with love, love I couldn't recognize anywhere else but in his arms. Perhaps this is nothing more than another night, just like the last one. We are brother and sister, no good can come from this, and no good came from our first time.

I found myself scared of the thought of being away from him, and he noticed my behavior change. "(Y/N)."

I looked at him. "W-We are doing this again...?"

The king of dreams didn't avert his gaze from me, not like he once did. "Do you wish for me to take you?" I wasn't sure how to respond, and I pictured our siblings judging us for this illogical union, but I shook that thought away. "Do you want me to stay?" Whatever this is, I want it. "I won't leave until I finish covering your skin with my lips, your body shivering until you can't take me, over-stimulating until you can't think of anything but me."

"M-Morpheus... Destiny will--" Our lips met, halting me from warning Dream about our brother's rage. He never cared about anyone's opinion, everyone in this family is fucked up somehow and we know that, this won't be different. "My lovely sister..." He whispered. "I won't do anything you don't want to."

"I want this... I love you, Morpheus."

"I love you too, and I will forever..."

It’s our mistake.