#STOP I LOVE THEM I SAID IT BEFORE BUT I LOVE THEMMMMM

[ilysmocaa]

Alright, they've been on my mind for a very long time :') and when I listen to this song I ALWAYS think of them. I love them so much, vetrix family are my favorite characters in Zexal since forever 🥹

AND I'M SO ANGRY BECAUSE I NEVER GOT TO SEE WHEN TRON COME BACK TO THEM WHEN HE UNDERSTAND HE DID BAD THINGS TO THEM AND THAT HE LOVES THEM SM BECAUSE THEY ARE HIS SONS AAARGGG I NEEDED MORE OF THEM!!!

never been so angry for a family in a show tbh 😭😭

anyway fanart here:

[rottentiger-art]

tag people you would like to get to know better

Thank you @gigantomachy1916 and @litterateur97 for the tag!! It's crazy how much we have in common lol

1. Three Ships

Ooof, I got so many, I'm gonna put the three I'm currently obsessed with (bc I'm not sure I could choose just three as favorite)

Vegebul, my beloved, my OTP, the light in my life, the best anime couple imo

Trumai (yes, both versions), the successor of Vegebul, they have me in a hold just as strong as them, it's such a weird but fun pairing, I adore them

Hurrem x Suleiman (look at themmmmm) everytime suleyman spoke his poems to hurrem I melted, no ship has ever have such romantic quotes. Plus, i use a lot of their scenes for royal aus, it's just gold

I know you said three but I gotta give an honorable mention to Lawmane, who's ever present in my mind, even if I dont post about them as often as before. They would've been THE couple if only Misa hadnt fallen for that gay republican

2. First Ever Ship

I think it was either Sparrabeth or Quogan, I'm not too sure (Quogan was the first ship I've read a fanfic of tho). I'm still obsessed with both, maybe more than when I was younger. I remember wanting Spareabeth to be endgame and to know more of Quogan's life after the show's end, but now it's a NEED

3. Last Song

Funeral by Mon Laferte. It's an amazing song, it speaks of being in a loveless/passionless relationship and wondering how it got that way and wanting nothing more than for it to finally reach its end. My favorite part goes something like this: "While I prepare breakfast I feel so terribly alone, suddenly I want to die, I want to run away from you. I wish I was on the ocean, letting the waves carry me away, I want to stop breathing; dont wake me up, I want to keep dreaming about our funeral" not a perfect translation, but you get the point. The narrator feels so helpless and is so desperate to find a way put an end to that relationship, other part of the song reflects her regret on how they both let the relationship die and wishes she could go back in time and prevent it, but nonetheless their love has died and they're both wasting their time by still being together.

I listen to it a lot when I need to think an angst AU or something lol. But the singer is so good and shows such emotions through her voice, it makes me relate, even tho I've never been on that situation (thankfully)

If you want to get into Hispanic music, I definitely recommend Mon Laferte, she's one of my favorite artist, "Se me va a quemar el corazón" is another amazing song of hers that I recommend.

4. Last Movie

The Menu (2022)

Amazing movie, it was fun and light to watch and not to be taken too seriously + it has my gf Anya Taylor-Joy (ORGULLO ARGENTINO), I took a peek at its tag on ao3 out of curiosity and I'm embarrassed to say who I'm shipping now, but if you know me, you can probably guess

5. Currently Reading

Nothing new, I've re read my favorite books, The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry and Chronicle of a Death Foretold by GGM. The little prince was the first book ive ever read, I always heard it's a book you should read as a kid and then later as an adult, and my God, it's true, it's a completely different experience. 6 yo me thought it was a fun book about a man hallucinating in the desert, 24 yo me cred like a baby full of longing for a childhood I didn't appreciate and grief of the kid in me that inevitably died as I grew up and became an adult.

I never tire of reading CoaDF, everytime I expect the end to be different even tho the very beginning tells you what's gonna happen.

I dont have much time, so I choose those too bc they're a short read. However, I'm gonna start to reread asoiaf books too, bc I can never get enough of them

6. Currently Watching

Like I said, I have no time, so I stick to Sitcoms I can put on the bg while I work. I'm currently rewatching The Nanny, I forgot how much I loved it. And I swear, I'll start dressing as Fran as soon as I have time to buy new clothes, her style is just, mwah chef's kiss, obsessed.

And omg, I forgot how slow the burn in this show was, its Season 5 and they're still not dating!!!! Immabout to throw gasoline at them!!!!!

7. Currently Consuming

I ordered some Pizza, it should be here any moment, I'm sure you can guess why

8. Currently Craving

TIME PLEASE, I NEED TIME TO BREATH, I HADNT DRAW ANYTHING IN SO LONG AND ITS AFFECTING ME SO MUCH

I also need to finish my fic and socialize more. So I crave time, I need a vacation.

9. Tagging

@tomwise @emcads @littlewomenpodcast @mslilylashes ❤ anyone that wants to do it, feel free to!

[nekoma-not-lee]

God he’s so babygirl

Heizou as ler headcanons:

First and foremost he is def 60% ler and 40% Lee like you said

Loves to tickle people

LOVES

Makes friends laugh? Gives him a stroke to his ego? Lets him take down big scary people in one fell swoop? Ez

I think he’s more of a pinner and less interested in severe bonds. Like he will sit on someone’s waist/calves any day, but he’s not a big fan of ropes or anything like that.

Of course if he’s goofing around with his friends and puts them in handcuffs after “solving a case”, he’ll be a little stinker and sneak some pokie pokes in there.

Big on raspberries!! ESP for his friends/lover!! He likes to hold both hands in one, press his body weight to said hands and give raspberries on the neck, cheek, tummy, sides, etc.

Shy ler on the inside bc he CANNOT take what he dishes out. At all.

Like when he teases, you can catch his ears turning red Af because he’s being effected by them as well.

Personal headcanon I have bc this is what I do and I project it onto everyone-

He’s a firm believer that “stop” means fuckin’ stop. So he forgets to establish a safeword until the person he’s tickling says “no it’s okay, I promise it’s just a habit, you can continue.” bc he’s gonna stop the second he asks them to 😭

Tickle-cuddler! If he’s big spoon, run!!!!!!!!

Loves tickle hugs. Kazuha, traveler and Itto are NEVER safe.

Of course Itto lets him get one strike in before the oni has him in his lap and blowing raspberries on his tummy. In this essay I will-

FOCUS DUCKY FOCUS.

LER HEIZOU NOT LEE HEIZOU.

Sorry my train got derailed there. Back to business.

If someone asks him for tickles he’s gushing on the inside but cocky on the out.

“Oh? Well of course, dear. See? All you had to do was ask~”

Slooooow tracing from this evil little stinker.

The ol’ fashioned two hand clawing of the tummy but it’s absolutely slow.

Never goes for the underarms first! He remembers the old saying of “a ler will go for their own death spot first on a lee.” So he’s cognizant of that and stays away from underarms until the end!

Most times, if the lee is seeking revenge, they know him well enough to strike with purpose 😔👊

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED

I DID ENJOY I DID VERY MUCH TY, feel free to ramble any time to me with Genshin hcs bc I CRAVE THEMMMMM

[holdurown]

🐺RULES OF WOLVES REVIEW🐺

hey so i uh. finished the book last night and here are my thoughts

disclaimer(s): this will be long and also probably incoherent. if you have different opinions that’s great, and i will be glad to hear them, just please do not be mad at me. some more important things to know might be: a) i read this in a very short period of time so my brain is a bit overloaded and that might affect my perception of the plot. b) i don’t care abt the darkling, i basically never have

also spoilers obviously

alright, let’s start with stuff i didn’t like so we can get that over with:

THINGS I DIDN’T LIKE

i really hate the trope of big bad gets defeated and it’s really narratively and emotionally satisfying and then they just...get brought back. it cheapens the end of ruin and rising for me. that was the one time i felt anything for the darkling, when he just wants to be remembered right before his death. but then he gets brought back. and i’m like 😒 ok. so i didn’t really enjoy his chapters, i don’t enjoy him as a character, and i thought his chapters stalled the plot.

the plot pacing...maybe it’s just because i did a speed run through it, but there was maybe too much going on? like the characters were doing totally different things away from each other, so some parts felt rushed. it felt like some important scenes were cut for time. one example is when david dies. we leave off with genya saying she can’t find him, and then we go to zoya’s pov at his funeral. but zoya was somewhere totally else right before? anyway, some parts felt like they were just there to wrap up loose ends, and i was kind of skimming

i could’ve done with a little more on zoya’s feelings for nikolai. like her internal monologue. we got a little bit of it, but between her realization that it’s ok to love people and let them in and the scene with their kiss, i could’ve used a bit where she was like, “oh, i need to tell him now.” a scene where she’s kind of realized that she deserves him?

this is minor, but i really thought we would get a scene between jesper and leoni where they talked about his mom’s sacrifice, idk i thought it would’ve been a nice full circle moment

WHY DIDN’T WE GET THE NINEJ REUNION IN NINA’S POV?! IM GOING TO ******* *** yeah i really wanted that

at the end, i felt like we were missing some kind of emotional climax. i don’t know exactly why i feel this way. i think it’s because the battle with zoyadragon happens and then we go straight into nikolai making a bid for queen zoya. maybe the emotional climax was supposed to be the darkling? idrk

aaaaand that’s all i can think of for that

THINGS I LIKED (OR LOVED)

the emotional beats felt very similar to fire (by kristen cashore) in some places and that’s my favorite book. the idea of pushing people away because you’re scared of the grief of their death? go read fire!

that zoya ended up on the throne. i liked it a lot, it just feels right

hannina, because i’ve been gunning for them since king of scars came out and i couldn’t find fan art or fics or anything, they are so underrated. i could talk abt them forever. the idea of nina being able to heal from the pain of matthias’ death and move on with someone else? i loved it. i think sometimes fandoms have a hard time coming to grips with the idea that people can love more than one person in their lifetime

hanne trans rep! i think this storyline was developed well, even though i kind of wanted them to be able to run wild and free in the countryside. ruling a kingdom seems stifling, but that’s just me

nina bi rep, and you know what? we get such shitty bi rep in ya fantasy, i’m still recovering from whatever the fuck sjm did. thank god for nina. the best bi rep in any ya fantasy i’ve read so far💖💜💙

that brief interlude in ketterdam. was it necessary? maybe not, but it was one of my favorite parts. i just breathe a sigh of relief when i’m around the crows again

genya and zoya and alina and nina’s friendship. i already said it in a post, but well-written female friendships are surprisingly hard to find in ya. friendship is inherently romantic! zoya holding up genya after david. zoya’s feelings for nina in contrast with how nina thinks zoya feels about her is just (👩‍🍳💋)

SO WHAT NEXT?

i don’t think we’ve gotten any news abt a sequel, so this is probably the end of the grishaverse for now. what i want most of all is a collection of short stories from different povs all around the grishaverse. just one chapter little slices of their lives. here’s some possibilities i was dreaming up

inej taking down a slaver’s ship, being a pirate, in her element

hanne and nina on vacation from ruling, maybe riding horses, just some fluff

jesper and leoni meet, it would be emotionally charged, they would talk abt his mom and she might start teaching him more fabrikator things

nikolai and linnea opjer? just linnea opjer? i’m so curious about this character

kaz waiting for inej to sail into the harbor. he’s by the docks, he has some kind of present for her. them bickering? sitting on a roof together? idk i just want to live in kaz’s pov when he’s thinking about inej

what are the khergud soldiers up to?

nikolai’s off doing diplomacy things, being charming, in his element, but then he comes back for zoya’s surprise birthday party. this would just be so good

reunion of the crows?

i’ll probably think up more. they could essentially be like one-shot fics, but i want leigh to write themmmmm

to finish, here are some parts i highlighted

hmmm i wonder what this reminds me of... “I would have come for you. And if I couldn't walk, I'd crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we'd fight our way out together-knives drawn, pistols blazing. Because that's what we do. We never stop fighting.” oh yeah that’s it

this whole rant was such a mess i’m truly sorry if you made it this far

[gffa]

I HAVE SOME FEELINGS ABOUT PADME AMIDALA and why, despite that I get a lot of people hated her ending and I can’t entirely disagree that it was because her character wasn’t written for her own sake, but for Anakin’s sake, that I still have a lot of feelings about this and why it’s intensely important to me personally. I’ve been giving Padme’s character a lot of thought lately, as I’ve been digesting Queen’s Shadow and how it’s made me really have to untangle a lot of the feelings I have about her character.  One of the things you need to know about me is that I love complicated, messy female characters, that they are so very much my jam.  My main blog is dedicated to female characters and one of the things I often look for when wanting to reblog stuff is, “Is this woman kind of a jerk sometimes?  But still unequestionably a hero of the story?  OMG, MY LOVE, MARRY ME.”  Or “Is this woman kind of failing at something, but I never question that she’s a worthwhile person to tell her story?  OMG, I LOVE HER, TELL ME MORE.” So much of this comes from my frustration with how women are portrayed in media, that in order to be “good” characters, they had to be all things to all women, which meant they had to be perfect.  Which, itself, was also a limitation on the characters, it was a reaction to the limitations of them, rather than just letting the characters be.  In order for them not to be torn to shreds, they had to have absolutely no flaws, they had to be able to do everything just as well and still were only considered half as good as the male characters by a lot of people.  Male characters get to run the gamut and we never have to justify that character type, whether they’re the best person ever or the worst person ever or somewhere in between.  They can just be. Women, on the other hand, if they have a flaw, it gets magnified a thousandfold and then they’re just a worthless bitch.  I want to reject that idea so hard.  No!  Give me snotty, not always nice, but whole-heartedly good women!  Give me smug, arrogant, asshole but whole-heartedly good women!  Give me messy, complicated, depressed, mean but whole-heartedly good women!  I wanttttt themmmmm allllll and I AM GOING TO MARRY THEM ALL. This is why I do really love Star Wars, I can get an absolute array of those characters, from the softest, kindest, “weakest” character, to the nastiest, meanest, but sympathetic character, to the full on villain who isn’t redeemable at all but can still be cool.  Yeah, SW still has a long ways to go (especially in terms of diversity–we’re inching forward, please give me more, LF! I’m so ready!!) but there are so many women I love. So, for me, I really, really like the complicated, messy Padme of Revenge of the Sith.  I get that a lot of people see her differently and feel like she was written only for the sake of Anakin’s manpain, that a lot of people hate that she died of a broken heart, and I can’t say I disagree that she probably got really shafted in terms of it being her story.  But I really want to find meaning in her story and look at it from her point of view, and, for me, Padme has always been someone who is a GIANT BALL OF FEELINGS, so much so that she cares intensely about people she just barely met and remembers them for years afterwards, but also that she can be blinded to the suffering of others because the other person she cares about is right in front of her.  Padme’s willingness to ignore the murder of the indigenous children on Tatooine, her willingness to ignore the murder of the Jedi children and go raise their baby together with Anakin, for me those things are about a Padme who is utterly relatable to me in that her feelings are so intense they burned the candle at both ends, and eventually that consumed her. The fall of the Republic, the fall of democracy, the fall of Anakin, the increasing isolation we see of her during AOTC and ROTS, where her fire is steadily snuffing itself out because it’s using up all her oxygen, is part of what draws me to her character.  Not because Padme is lesser or more of an asshole for this, but because she’s relatable to me, because I love her and feel for her and cry for her, what she goes through and how it tears at her. Padme being so strong that she can sway entire governments to her plans and being so weak that she dies of a broken heart when she loses the Republic and Anakin?  THAT’S MY GIRL, THAT’S IT, THAT’S HER, THAT’S THE ONE I LOVE AND WANT TO INTERNET MARRY. In the struggle to come to this understanding of how I feel about this character, I realized something that I’d never quite connected to before--I strongly identify with Padme’s giving up on life.  I’ve had suicidal thoughts for almost my entire life, that if there had been a way for me to just give up on life, to just lay down and not exist anymore, I don’t think I would still be here today.  The only thing that stopped me was that I wasn’t actively aggressive enough about it.  I didn’t precisely want to die, I just didn’t want to live, either.  It took me a very long time to get to a better place, but I can still look back on that time of my life and intensely remember how I felt--I know my family and friends love me, but I’m such a burden on them, I’m failing them, yes, they’d be sad when I was gone, but they’d heal, they wouldn’t have this weight dragging them down, they would be better off without me, because this world is so painful for me to live in, that I wish I wasn’t in it anymore. When I look at Padme Amidala, I see someone who burned so brightly, but that she crumbled bit by bit.  I see someone who had no one to turn to when she was crying alone in her apartment as the Republic was falling, as the Jedi Temple burned, and Anakin was falling off the cliff.  I see someone who, instead of continuing to push for something she felt strongly about, dropped it when Anakin was was upset about it and said, “Hold me, like you did by the lake on Naboo.”  I see someone who knew how badly Anakin’s dreams upset him and what he was capable of when the worst happened, like on Tatooine, and said, “They’re just dreams.” because she was trying to hold all of this together.  I see someone who had no time to address the underlying problems in the Republic because of the 20 tire fires going on, who had no time to address the underlying problems in her marriage because there were 20 more tire fires going on, and I see someone who lost them both. I see someone who pleaded on Mustafar, ignoring more murder of children, to come away with her and raise their child together.  I see someone who passionately believed that love would save them all and it didn’t, Anakin still became Darth Vader, the Republic still fell, the Jedi still died, and she felt like everything she’d done was nothing, she’d failed them all. I can all too easily imagine myself in Padme’s place, feeling like I’d failed at everything, like I wasn’t enough, no matter how brightly I burned, no matter how much I poured myself into my efforts to help people and change the world around me, that I cannot live in it anymore, that even if they’ll be sad without me for awhile, I would only fail them again.  That there were some things about myself that it took me a very, very long time to be able to face and deal with. So many of the arguments against Padme’s death often come around to, “She wouldn’t just give up!” like Padme’s too good to be depressed and suicidal, like she’s better than that.  Which then implies that the people who struggle with this are somehow lesser or worthless, that because I have felt this way before, because I would be dead now if I could die in a fairy tale way of just giving up on life, that I’m lesser and worthless, too.  That my struggle with this makes me bad.  Which is not my favorite feeling in the world, no. I don’t demand that anyone agree with me, nor do I necessarily think this was the narrative intent.  But I see a woman who cried alone in her apartment, I see a woman who couldn’t face some things that she couldn’t deal with, I see a woman who tried and tried and tried and failed (in her eyes), I see a woman who was capable of great things but was crushed under the weight of loss and quite possibly her own thoughts. And I see a lot of myself there.  So, Padme Amidala dying of a broken heart, losing the will to live, being unable to live even for the people she has left, that struck a hard resonating note with me.  In the same way that Anakin’s anxieties and fears consumed him has meaning for me (as someone who suffers through a shitload of anxiety), so too does Padme’s depression and willingness to give up.

[shieldedsouls]

A little bird may have told him he needed to come into the living room. The little bird also might have been Connor, who Rogers quickly decided the lad would make a horrible spy. The wolf was thankful for the intel none the less. He made sure he could be heard approaching before he wrapped his arms tightly around Bucky and the wolf rested his chin on their shoulder. “Have I told you today that I love you?”

@battlesthatmatter i love themmmmm 😭😭😭

     He doesn’t really think much of Connor leaving the room when he does, if only because the kiddo’s been zipping around the house all morning. It’s amazing really, but every time a moon was coming up Connor got all high-energy; Bucky, perhaps unsurprisingly, just turned into more of a fretter than usual.

       Enough of one to actually jump slightly when first touched only to relax with a relieved sigh when he realises its Rogers. Apparently their son also could tell train of thought at practically a glance; that, he’ll have to watch for.

   “ You tell me everyday, sugar, ” he laughs, turning his head enough to press a grateful kiss to the blond’s cheek. “ I love you too, y’know. Even when you’re being a loon, ” Bucky teases, though the smile doesn’t last. Damn it this is going to stay difficult a long while before it gets any easier, isn’t it?

      “ ....Bee was really determined to stay this time. I’ve never seen her so upset about it. ” It’s a hesitant admission, accompanied by Bucky hugging the other’s arms around himself tighter. “ Said she wanted to be able to hug us and that she likes playing with my fur. ”

  He has to stop when he realises there’s a waver in his words that is dangerously close to a break, leaning heavily into the embrace. How the hell are they supposed to explain the full worry involved in all of them being wolves when she isn’t? It wasn’t like she didn’t know they could all shift, but there had been a lot of efforts in making sure it was either completely controlled or she was at Eva’s, like now. Eventually they would have to tell her in no uncertain terms, but honestly Bucky dreads that moment.

                                   Almost as much as he misses Bee every moon.

[thyandrawrites]

ch 184 reaction post

First of all, Kirishima is definitely a kids person. I already headcanoned him as such but god this panel hit me in the feels so bad. Look at him. He’s the only one crouching down to her level to speak to her. Precious. 

then there’s Mirio’s serious face as he beckons them over. Look at those downturned eyebrows. Maybe it’s because that expression is so foreign on his face but I can’t stop smiling at it: 

“I’m very pissed on Eri’s behalf. You don’t mess with my little sis unless you wanna fight. Do you wanna fight? Uh?” 

:’D

I’m taking this as confirmation that Eri’s quirk will give back what it stole, just as I theorized before (let me hope)

though I have to admit that the idea of a quirkless Mirio still making it as a hero was also very appealing to me, however painful of a fate that was 

Also, Tamaki showing Mirio his undying support as always had me like: 

I love everything about these two panels, omg

first, zooming the fuck in:

me to horikoshi:

then also:

ajfioqhihrqh look at them LOOK AT THEMMMMM

(you guys might not know this, but I ship them and I think this small panel here is hella adorable. Idk if Yaomomo is reaching for Kaminari to calm him down or if she’s talking to the people on the other couch but still

they’re precious

I’m blessed) 

also, tokoyami having a fanbase already was hella sweet

and his humbleness about it is even sweeter, omg

You’re only saying so because you don’t know how much the fandom loves you, baby

Plus, Kaminari teasing him about it was gold

And Yaomomo’s rebuttal was so pure

Please Horikoshi, gimme more of that sweet, platonic Class 1-a bonding

I’m a sucker for this type of content and I’m on cloud nine right now 

THIS PANEL IS EVERYTHING

Bakugou has come so far

telling the pussycats not to worry about him

being  c o n s i d e r a t e  of other people’s feelings

baby I’m so proud of you

*screeches* OCHAMINA FRIENDSHIPPPPPPPPPP YASSSSS

dork

he’s so excited to have his first fan

gosh, I wanna pinch Deku’s cheeks

his eyes are literally sparkling

and those hideous red snickers now have progeny

oh god, when he’ll reach first place in the rankings people are gonna start dressing like him, aren’t they

they’ll go around brandishing “T-shirts” shirts and “flannel” flannels. Oh god. poor Japan. 

Hori is doing it again. Dropping AFO’s name and then doing a close-up of both Midoriya AND Bakugou’s faces

I’m calling it now. They’ll be the ones facing off against Shigaraki. Together. I’ll be damned if this doesn’t happen after all this foreshadowing

This was such a Kirishima thing to say, after the pussycats’ speech :’D 

what they said was basically a summary of Eijirou’s own ideology after all

kudos to Kami being 100% done with his bullshit in the background, ahah

I can definitely see why Bakugou interned with jeanist now. Not dropping ranks even after being hospitalized for major injuries? Yeah, I hate this guy’s guts but he’s definitely got a determination and an ambition as strong as Baku’s

also, I’m really curious about this Hawks guy

I might be wrong about this, but I don’t think we saw even a panel of Tokoyami’s internship with him, which seems kinda strange given how high in the rankings he ended up... Maybe it’s just me, but I’m predicting that Horikoshi will give him screentime very soon

last and definitely least, that final page that I’m not reposting here,

me: 

way to ruin a great chapter, Hori

[haiqyu]

Remember

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6(end)

30 years later…

“Come on (Y/n)! We will be late for the concertttt!!! ” your best hoe whined. “we are going to miss the fan signs and we WILL MISS THE OPPORTUNITY TO INTERACT WITH THEMMMMM”

“also, we will the miss the ‘oh I accidentally met you somewhere and we get to know each other better and you will fall in love with me’ fanfic ideas stuff. ” she added on

I rolled my eyes and chuckled. “girl, you have been reading too many fanfictions. Read real books next time, you big hoe.”

She huffed and checked her makeup for the one last time. I brought the hairpin out and put it onto my hair. I can’t wait to meet my favourite group for the first time! I’ve been their fan when they first debuted. They are so cool and so talented! They deserve more recognition tho.

I checked the things I brought for the one last time and headed out to the convention center with my friend. We were screaming with excitement and enthusiasm. We just can’t wait!

When we entered the convention, the thing got started. “To The World, NCT! Hello, we are NCT! ” The boys shouted. After their introduction, the audience screamed.

Their manager explained that the fan sign will go first and then the concert. There were so many girls there and we were the last few to go and meet them. My friend hit and blamed me for coming so late. Well, she’s not wrong.

The waiting for the fan sign was long but it was worth it. Soon, it was my turn. I got to go last as my friend wanted to go first. So I’m like lol okay.

I met the boys one by one.

“hey, thank you for coming to our fan sign! What’s your name? ” Mark said. I said my name and we talked for a few seconds before going to the next person.

“hey! Thank you for coming! What’s your name, pretty lady? ” Johnny said.

“you’re doing so well, Johnny. I’m so proud of you. ”

“oh… Thank you…(Y/n). I really appreciate it. ” he smiled sadly at me. “I heard you got into an accident. I’m glad your okay now. ”

I smiled and nodded and I moved to the next person and to the next, until to the leader.

“Hello! Thank you for coming. What your name? ” he wrote some small notes onto the book.

“(Y/n).”

“w-what? ” he stopped writing.

“my name is (Y/n). Nice to meet you! I’m your biggest fan! ” I smiled at him.

He looked up and his smiled was gone. He dropped his pen. A tear slide down his face. “w-what? ”

“I’ve found you, Taeyong.”

[melien]

Thank you for the support! I’m now attempting something new but at the same time I’m planning to keep up the old projects. I don’t think I’ll be making any promises from now on because the key point is playing for fun, so I’ll just be posting whatever brings me pleasure atm, and will be trying not to overthink and worry.

jackssims said: *whispers* That’s fucking gay

simmeronnie said: help this is too cute i’m dead

jaydesims said: how do these two keep getting cuter and cuter????

I’ve said this so many times but I will say over and over again: they’re absolutely something else ;_;

jaydesims said: I’m absolutely in love with their names (and middle names!) ❤️

Thank you! I hope I’ll be able to return to the legacy eventually and do them justice :)

jaydesims said: Wooooow she’s stunning *o*

I love my little Gwen *-*

alexcoolsims said: a ted ted is actually just a couple ted standing on each others shoulders and wearing a trenchcoat

#PlotTwist

romeo-and-simulet said: MORE SONG TITLES YASS

plumdrops said: I totally sang this episode title

Haha it just came to me when I was looking at the scenery picture :D I love the song tho

simlovinggirl said: What, my sweet little Gia the murderer! She couldn’t hurt a fly! Poor baby lol xD

I’m sure she couldn’t... or could she? We’ll see ;)

blurrypxls said: Mira ffs

Marissa ffs 2.0

romeo-and-simulet said: good job kid -.-

Lol at least they’ve survived the episode :D

the-other-shota said: Goji’s hot damn

They are! *-*

simlovinggirl said: awww :( She was one of my favorites :( Mean dice roll!!

xwhitepolar said: NOOOOOOOO I loved Rosalind so much!!

vintageplumbobs said: My poor baby!

jaydesims said: Poor Rosalind. ;_____;

That’s the primary drawback of the MMBC – you have to kill all these amazing sims and whoever you roll, someone will be upset, so you have to swallow what random gave you and beat the urge to reroll :(

blurrypxls said: TTS 2.0

I literally just tried to draw parallels

blurrypxls said: Don’t break my heart my achey jakey heart

jaydesims said: Jakey 😂

Now I can’t get it out of my head lmaoo

blurrypxls said: Booty #2

;)))

smillingsection said: yes, yes it is ;)

jaydesims said: 🍑🍑🍑

I’m amazed how Tobias’ butt got the most notes out of all posts that day xD

blurrypxls said: Did Logan fart again

Through space and time

vintageplumbobs said: …my heart 😅😰❤️

simmeronnie said: asdfghjkl just kiss already

romeo-and-simulet said: THIS IS THE CUTEST POSE

smillingsection said: aww my heart ♥

jaydesims said: My heart can’t handle the cuteness. 😭❤️

Aww guys, this post is my favourite too, they are always born so unexpectedly ;____; I just write and... see where it leads me

alexcoolsims said: who would want tobias at their party honestly

I WOULD

allthegaysims said: Tobias is the cutest!

He is ;_;

romeo-and-simulet said: he thinks its lol probably

jaydesims said: Nate doesn’t realize it’s him. He thinks it’s someone else. :P

Hahah guys you got it just right! :D

romeo-and-simulet said: I’m down

;)))))))

romeo-and-simulet said: well the roommates gay too sorry bout that

This save is the gayest save I’ve ever played. The ratio of straight couples so far – 0%

romeo-and-simulet said: oh no please no I love maroon 5 but please not this

But it’s just right! I mean it’s annoying and pissed the shit out of Ellie xD

romeo-and-simulet said: FLIRTING ALREADY AAA

I love themmmmm

questforsims said: I hope you get to feeling better! I can’t say you’ll stop freaking out about what you did years ago but I promise nobody else remembers the embarassing things we say, they’re too busy remembering the embarassing things you did! Also, I know the majority of people on here are always willing to make new friends so maybe give those creators a message? It might make their day <3

dandylion240 said: It’s not pointless. Everyone needs to vent. I think everyone doubts the things they do at some point. I know I do. It’s the pressure we put on ourselves that makes things harder than they should be. I hope you feel better about things.

simlovinggirl said: Aww hun *hugs* I get the same way all the time too and I wish I had some amazing advice to give, but all I can say is know that we are here and we love you. ♥ Also, don’t feel bad about venting, everyone needs an outlet when things start to overwhelm us. We’re here to listen when you need that :) I sincerely hope you start to feel better soon ♥ If you ever want to talk i’m here :)

amespixels said: I hope you can find a happy medium, where you can post and not feel too stressed. I totally get where you’re coming from. And always feel free to vent on your own blog. =)

jaydesims said: There’s nothing wrong with venting! I think it’s good to let others know how you’re feeling. Do whatever feels best for you and will allow you to not be stressed, but still allow you to enjoy your game. Don’t ever feel bad about venting or feeling certain things, because everyone has those moments. :) Just know we are all here for you and we aren’t leaving lol! You’re stuck with us all. XD And on the creator side of things, I say send them a nice message! I bet they’ll feel the same! ^o^

stephaniesim said: I wish I could give you some amazing advice that you haven’t already heard a million times but I’m sure you’ve heard it all so I’ll just say this. Pretty much every simblr has doubted what they’re posting at some point and pretty much everyone has been afraid to talk to another simblr at some point. You aren’t alone in your feelings and we all care about you and are here for you. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m always available to listen <3

simmeronnie said: Hey, I know how you feel. Last night I started worrying about what will the dance lessons I might start taking in September will be like and from that I went to general doubting myself and everything I do, simblr included. I can tell you it’s not worth it to worry, but first I’d have to believe that too. :( Same struggles here. If you ever want to talk, be it about sims or anything else, I’m almost always online! :)

Guys, you’re amazing. Truth be told, I didn’t even write this post for attention, just for clearing my thoughts, but you showed me an amazing support and I’m so grateful, I can’t put it in words. I even managed to strike a few convos which isn’t like me at all, and I’m really proud that I overcome my fears because people really don’t bite! I’m now feeling much better, venting helped (and besides, I went to the football game yesterday which was held at the stadium where I basically spent my childhood, this area is close to the forest and it gives me super nostalgic feelings. I was walking around and listening to old songs, and it was so relaxing. Funnily I forgot about all the problems at once, so it was like another part of my therapy ♥). Really, I appreciate every word you said to me, it’s super sweet and amazing and I don’t know what to say, just thank you guys. ♥   

berrysweetboutique said: C’:

simmeronnie said: Okay, I might be in love now *_* <3

stephaniesim said: Ah he’s so cute!! He even kinda reminds me of Asriel ^-^

simlovinggirl said: Aww he’s adorable!!! ♥

spoopysimmer said: Such a cutie <3

plumboblures said: He looks adorable! 😻

Ahhhhh your comments made me love him even more, thank you! And yeah he does have something from Asriel which wasn’t even intentional :D I’m now planning this new rainbowcy and so far I’m satisfied, but I need a good backlog of screenshots before I start posting it. I don’t know how long I’ll be interested in it, but starting something new is always a good thing! (and if everything goes well, I may move them in the same save as Glitters and combine them)

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

Song of my life

I hate Jay, but I still think about breaking the moral code just to get them/he back.

I don't like their idiotic, bratty, ass, controlling, wimpy, diary of a stolen boyfriend, terror tactics, microsoft nerdy ass, clymphomaniac (Cliff Huxtable Nymphomaniac), military guerrilla style, bronchitis bitchass who snorrrrrrrttttttttssssss so fucking loud in the morning like a kerosene chemical bomb is stuffed up her fucking nose and into her black, gothic, lights her fingers, witch candles and fake dick complacencies all bundled in for an asshole she can't stop from seeking other people, with their own financial insecurities. But yet you steady roasting me??

I hate that I can't just get up and go get a job today. My ass is literally struggling just to pay attention on an application, then when I get frustrated that I can't find anything I'm even fucking qualified for, I get horribly upset about me not being able to do anything about it an just start wanking off for about 2-3hrs of porn just to get a high because I can't smoke weed anymore, and whenever I can't do that, I go to the store to buy processed food and sweets and pop that I don't need but I need to fulfill this need of a high with a sugar craving, and then I kick back into circulation because then I start thinking about how much of an asshole Jay and Jay gf was and then it repeats all over again.

I think too much.

I sneak drinks from my parents special alcohol because I can't even afford buying me some alcohol enough to drown my poisonous thoughts in. But then it gets worse if I drink too much, because then I think about hurting myself and the ptsd kicks in from my momma, dad, jay, that bitch, and everybody else that ever said any mean, rude, sarcastic, and judging me for not being able to grow up like a proper adult. When the truth is, I don't even want to?

And I mean the type the adult my mother and father became...

The corporate job, that you don't even like going to, but you do it because you gotta pay bills, wash your ass, cook, clean, and pay at restaurants because you wife likes to be dined out and took on trips every so often to feel loved and appreciated. Then there's the kids and their automatic dysfunctions to wanting to chip in or help out. All the while, when you come home, you're so tired and worn the fuck out, you can't even build on the dreams or the projects your ass retired to think about doing outside of work because your wife made you cut your hair and be somebody you weren't before you met her.

That's why I don't like marriage. Because I hate being controlled. But I know I need to if I want to settle down and at least have one freaking kid (which I admit took me a long time to even adjust to the idea of having kids at all, until much recently) because kids need to grow up within the first 8-10yrs with 2 parents to grow up with a secure attachment style. And I'm starting to fear, I don't wanna end up a workaholic like my mom who barely even had enough time for me working all the time to cover the household, and then now my dad is the one taking over that role and I see the difference in my sisters now, the lack of their father being able to emotionally support them, like he used to do with me. Cause when mom wasn't there, he was, and I'm glad he was. But now, I keep thinking that maybe if I didn't feel so fearfully attached to my mother to where I became anxious-avoidant, maybe I would have had a healthier relationships with my more feminine relationships and I wouldn't have started to feel like a low life about her not loving me, kissing me, or hugging me enough as a child, like I needed her to be there. It wasn't just me looking for attention or just whining for no reason, I remember crying to myself at night sometimes because I was afraid to call her to my room to help me. Because she was always at work.

And now you think I'm overthinking, but this is just an example of what my brain starts thinking within a whole hour and I just woke up. And by the way I hate the idea of being a depressed mother, postpartum-depression, my mother had it, but I've seen other mothers with it and how it affected the children to see their mothers sad and they became overpleasing, overworked children who blamed their mother's conditions on the reasons why they can't stop people pleasing and stop being too nice all the time, because they grew up in a southern background with biscuits, rice, and eggs that taught their children to serve and serve the mother and father as part of the household.

Sounds like slavery right?

What bout teamwork, cooperation, fairnesss. Not tyranny.

And that's where the loop starts all over again. Because I just came out of situation/unofficial relationship/bdsm-sex-slaveship/non-giving-a-fuck-cgl/toxicship/friendship that was ran by a tyrannist and a colonist working and then not working me to death, putting me on hold, expecting me to wait without a collar of endearment or commitment, and then getting mad when I leave to go find real love, but then my heart keeps fucking beeping like the little reservation alarms from Outback that HEYYYY BITTCHHHH YOUUUU FEEELLLL SOMMMMEETHHHIMGGGGGG THEERREEEEE FORR AAA REEASSSONNNNNNNNN! FUCKING STUBBORN YOUTH BITCH, YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THEMMMMM!

And this is when I get into a fight with myself, because it doesn't even fucking matter because clearly the Co-Captain, Jay, doesn't wanna be involved with us, nor do we know if they were actually playing a role to please HITLER or they really are an abusive, retarded, bastard who doesn't deserve shit, because you know why....

YOUU RANNNN AWAAAYYYYYY TOOO AVOIIIIDDD HEARRRING THISSS DUMBB MFFFFF SAY GOODBYE TO YOU IN PERSON AND NOW WE DONT HAVE ANYYY FUCKKKKINGGG CLOOOSSURREEE AND YO ASSS ISSS STIIILLLL GETTINGGG BLOOCCKKKEDDD

And I hate when I delegate with my personalities, yes, I said personalities, but they mostly feel like masks, because it was an imaginary coping mechanism that my young version of me did to adapt to school, my house, my friends in FL, My friends in MS, and then of course my friends here, I'm always changing and customizing myself like a GTA character in the shop, ready to just take a fucking shower and lay in bed alll day to exhaust my engine, because I downloaded too many computer programs and learned too many parts about someone else's vagina that I wasn't just about to get ready to eat and now Im switching as I talk......

See what I mean. I go from writer nostalgic rant, to aggressive, over freak that just wants to get down, get nasty, get drunk, get high, and go see other people so I can just get over this fat jerk, that (we dont know if they even love us, but nancy drew wants a straight up confession not controlled by their institutionalized gf that hawks their phone and their mind everyday. THEY REEEKKKK OF THEIR FUCKING GF INFLUENCESSS. THAT MANIPULATIVE ASSS FUCKIING WHHOOORREEEE), but most obviously (school Ky talking) this person absolutely does not love me or her enough to respect both women, but especially me, as they disrespect me the most, block me to abandon me, an treat me like a sexy can of green beans to eat later in their storage cabinet, so yes they just see you as a casual sex option to go, no longer respects you, your mind, your body or whatever your opinion is.....because their off marrying the wicked witch of the Midwest as we speak....it could be any day now.

(Mad ky) Why the fuck haven't they got married yet? 2yrs is wayyy too fucking long to be engaged to somebody if they're saying they're gonna get married at the courthouse. Like wtfff just do it already, I can't hold this fat ass bitch any longer from running back to this mf house. Like Ky, leave this nigga alone, damn! We can find a finer ass nigga, with a better job, and a better heart, emotionally available to love you and respect you the way that you need to be treated, fuck that mf.

I hate this bitch (Love Ky) but why don't we just go over there and see if they'll talk to us.

HELLLLLL NAAAHHHHH I DONT EVEN FUCKING TRUST THAT HOE AND FUCKING HITLER ASS GF SO FUCKING PETTYY SHE MIGHT EVEN TRY CALLING THE COPS ON YOU CAUSE SHE DONT EVEN LIKE YO ASSS AND SHE FAKKEKKE ASSS FFUCCKKKK LIKE A MF KARENNNN YO

Forget that hoe, we out mf.

We can't even tell this mf that we even moved in between grand rapids and Flint because mom tried to push us down the stairs and had to live with our grandma who don't even want us there so now she keeps making up excuses because she has OCD and likes her house a certain way, her and her only.

Its been a month since I even got into it with her about a fucking hamster, now my ass is still in flint. Not even wanting to go see grandma till I have a fucking job, cause she always yelling at me about stupid little shit and I only got to stay there for a month. She even got on me about some canned collard greens, man do I highly dislike that mf mother too. Sorry, grandma but you a pain in the ass to live with too.

I hate my life rn....

And its so hard to stay positive. My life sounds like a cartoon that I didn't even write. My looney toon ass need a psychiatrist, but I can't even afford therapy until I find a job with actual healthcare insurance.

Cause my first ever therapy session was $188 that I haven't even been able to pay off yet, because a mf aint got no job, Tommy.

Like wtffff

I need a vacation. From my brain. And my body. My family.

Then there's that good ol' American Television called escapissmmmmmmmm