#STOP APOLOGIZING IT'S SO AMAZING
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throatsplit · 2 months ago
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tiny psa, kinda?
this is mostly just me stressing on dash, honestly, but here we are anyway! i've been struggling like hell with some picky ass muse and my brain only wants to write things for louis and like, maybe the occasional fletcher every so often, which has led to me stressing out over the drafts i owe for everyone else... and they're in the double digits now. it's entirely a me issue because y'all have been so kind and so patient with me and this blog is (s)low activity. no one's pressed but me @ me probably lmfao, but i don't want to put out anything that's forced because it leeches the inspiration and the drive, so i think, at least for a bit, i'm gonna put them on hold indefinitely. i might get to some if i feel the inspiration, but for now i gotta forget they exist until i get the muse... because i'm just gonna keep hiding from here when i actually want to write.
some of them have been in drafts for a few weeks to a month, so like... i don't think it'll really make that much difference adding a few more weeks onto that, but if you want anything dropped and/or want to start something new with louis in the meantime so we're still actively writing, that's totally cool and i am never going to be upset. just let me know! if you don't say anything, i'll assume it's cool to keep our thread(s) cozy in the drafts until i've got what i need to continue them! i have every intention of replying to all of them when i'm able, but i understand not wanting to wait so long! it's all chill. again, just let me know!
also, ooc has been hit or miss for me lately. i've got the urge to write but zero energy to chat for too long tbh. this is not to say don't message me. i love being poked because i'm a forgetful fuck, i just don't want anyone to be disheartened if i don't reply right away or take days to do so. so... this is, yet again, just a tiny reminder that i love you, i'm never ignoring you, and i'm trying very hard to find the spoons. irl things are rough as fuck lately, i'm in my head way too much, the depression is Hitting, doc visits are coming, and it's just hard to hold an active conversation. i'm down for plotting and i'm hoping to get back to y'all waiting this weekend, but i need to stop holding myself to some imaginary fucking deadline i've created in my head lmao.
if you're not cool with either of these things, that's okay! i get it! just please remember to hardblock me if you're making a permanent exit so i don't make the mistake of following again. softblock me if you're intending to come back to me later! i will never approach you about a block and i will never hold a grudge or harbor hard feelings!
smooches babies!!! 😘💋
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fawnfrolics · 2 years ago
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OKAY and while I'm upset about Izzy dying especially after all he's been through and grown this season, the scene where Ed is listening to him while he holds Izzy is so beautiful
The fact that we got a scene talking about how Ed can't be quiet, but he stays quiet for the most part when Izzy is talking to him, Izzy taking acountability for "egging blackbead on", which I think when he said "I needed him--Blackbeard, it was us" he means HE needed blackbeard to feel value in himself, because soft equaled weak to him. ALSO "Ed, you're surrounded by family. They love you, Ed.... just be Ed" AND WHEN ED STARTED SOBBING "There he is.." IT FUCKING KILLED ME, I WAS CRYING BEFORE BUT I STARTED SOBBING. I want to kiss Con o Neill for that delivery. I just wish Izzy got to tell the crew that they were also HIS family, and that he really, truly loved them--we only got a scene where he admited to it when not talking to them and I think that's sick, actually.
also I really think there should have been a scene with Lucius and the wooden shark Izzy whittled for him, but okay :( and on the topic of Lucius, him and Pete deserved a longer scene.. This whole episode should have been longer
I do think after all Izzy went through, all his years of chasing someone who would never love him back, he deserved to thrive amongst comfort, family and love with his crew. I know not everyone gets a happy ending but.. Idk, he needed more than that.
And, well... Izzy staying with them for forever THAT way was not what I wanted when I said I wanted Steddyhands in the finale but.. I'll take it, I guess.
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hana-bobo-finch · 3 months ago
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ii know I’ve said in the past that pumpkin daddy is Not in my minicomic he is Definitely not there he is Not but he is now. sorry guys
#TECHNICALLY NOT REALLY. HE’S IN THE BACKGROUND ON A BILLBOARD#but it counts he is there. alas. he is everywhere you cannot escape him#these pages are giving me so much trouble for absolutely no reason it’s just lethia flying around a city#but!!!its hard#mostly bc the main focus of those panels are all of the lights and such and when it’s just the sketch? horrible#‘oohhh yeah it’ll be so cool to see lethia in all these lights and being amazed by them—‘ BUT IT IS JUST A SKETCH NOW RRRRGHHH#they’ll be somewhat decent when I render them I promise!! batting my big huge eyes at you (TELLING THIS TO MYSELF)#these are literally just transition shots but I feel the need to show it anyway. Hell yeah show that little moth boy flying around havin fun#is it necessary to show how he got from point a to point b? truly it is not. but……………#I’m having too much fun with the billboards I think. waughhh#like I simultaneously am not satisfied with these pages but am also spending too much time on them#I like drawing idealized cities I guess. i live in a pretty big city (albeit not directly in the busiest part) and it’s a lil….ugly at times#so I guess I just want to pretend cities are amazing colorful cool places lmfao#like HELL YEAH!!! PEOPLE IN CITIES ARE PLAYING VIOLIN W THEIR PET OTTERS!!#there is NO danger of getting shot ever ever ever. grins. nobody screams slurs ever#pleeaaaaseee take me to fincg island center square#despite being the type of person who’d like to run off into the wilderness forever I actually love nighttime city aesthetics…….rrrgghh#like when amusement parks turn their lights on at night. I hate amusement parks but ooooohh brain likes lights. brain likes night#there should be like. not crowded not loud nighttime hangout spots with cool lights that aren’t too bright. I think.#I’m just rambling at this point about a life that cannot be….sigh…..#sometimes I start talking and I can’t stop I. apologize. this is why I should not be allowed to have social media
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see-anemone · 1 year ago
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she looks just like her mum :’)
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epiaphany · 5 months ago
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Okay wow this is unbelievable? People are acting like you are the one in the wrong for calling out blogs who STOLE other people’s hard work? This is outrageous. ‘You don’t know what they’re going through, maybe they’re struggling’??? ARE WE SERIOUSLY USING MENTAL HEALTH AS AN EXCUSE TO STEAL PEOPLE’S GIFS WITH NO CONSEQUENCES? ARE YOU SERIOUS? I know this fandom can be a lot but defending them is next level even for us. They stole people’s WORK because they wanted to get notes and followers without putting any effort into it. That’s everything there is to it!!!!!!!! Can we stop defending them? No one is ‘going after them’ either, that post was as impersonal as it could have been.
❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you as well
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clockworksheep2 · 3 months ago
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very funny (and slightly crushing) experience when i was out earlier w sister -
we were checking out at a store and the cashier was chatting w me and my sister but mostly my sister (i was wearing a mask and sister wasn't so this may explain some of her weirdness towards me idfk) and anyways just as we were grabbing our stuff off the countre, the cashier told my sister she's rly pretty and just. did not acknowledge me at all. it was so fucking weird and awkward and it definitely wasn't any sort of sapphic flirting or anything so what the fuck. like okay great i guess im just Big Ugly over here, hello????
and then my sister told me after we left the store that that cashier was someone she knew from highschool but did not recognize her lol and that this girl is like super Fake and Preppy, and she tried to tell me that this girl is one of a kind in that behaviour and i had to just shut up bc i tried to say "uh no, maybe to that degree but that was like. a normal interaction w any teenage girl for me." but she insisted i was wrong abt that <- is autistic and not pretty and kind of stupid so girls in highschool did not treat me as a fellow human 90% of the time and usually treated me as a stupid animal that made them laugh (or if i had smth they wanted (usually answers to schoolwork) then they'd try to butter me up and i stopped falling for that after a couple years thank god)
#🐑🌻#she was rly shitty to me the entire time we were out after the first store#idfk what happened btwn the first store and the second but she just got so cranky#and like. if i was quiet then she was mad at me and if i was chatty she was mad at me so ??? girl wtf do u want#and then if i looked at smth mysef then she was mad at me but if i tried to help her she was mad at me#and if i just trailed after her then she was just kind of generally cranky and still snippy at me#and she sent me a text after we got home apologizing for being irritable and saying it wasnt okay for her to take it out on me#and i def appreciate the apology but her apologies always feel hollow bc she never Improves after#she just does the same shit over and over again#and she's been like this her whole life lol she just uses me as a punching bag#theres this video of me as a 4 yr old where im trying to sing my ABCs and she just comes up and starts screaming at me and hitting me#and trying to shove me off whatever i was sitting on. and i literally just sit there and keep trying to sing ??#and parents do nothing abt this ??? they just keep telling me to keep going and keep singing other little tunes#and everyone in the family thinks its a funny video#and im just like... why the hell were u letting her beat me up 😭 and why was that just normal!!#why didn't u stop recording and get her off of me oh my god !! why were you just content to watch her hit me and shriek at me!!!#idk. insane. i remember she bit me a lot and hit me and kicked me and soooo much screaming and shrieking and yelling at me#bc i spent the most time around her - my brothers were in school by that point so it was just me left to play w her#so i was just her goddamn punching bag i guess. and yet mum was a stay-at-home mother so ??#its not like she wasn't around to help. she could have done more. but noooope#but also if i ever got mad or tried to tell her off then I'd get in trouble#if i even vaguely raised my voice I'd immediately get in trouble#it's insane. like. I've just rly been taught to be a fucking doormat ig#idk. i look at so much of childhood and i am not at all surprised i turned out this way#if anything im amazed im not more fucked up. but uh. actually i am. but i just don't see it#bc it is held within certain parts fhfkfl
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god-of-knk · 9 months ago
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I watch way too many video essays on books I haven't read but also in my defense I have ADHD.
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pudgecuddles · 1 year ago
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hey there hope you’re ok? Would you ever be interested in writing another immobile member fic?
Hi! Wow, I sure disappeared on everyone didn’t I? Sorry about that folks! A few things happened to happen all at once which lead to my multi-month gap in posting (and replying to friends, jeez I’m really sorry about that one in particular!)
I decided to take a short (thought it would be a few days to a week) break from social media/tumblr, but somehow it turned into 2+ months, zoinks Scoob…
My frequent migraines became borderline chronic for a while, clocking in at around 3-4 a week while I changed preventatives (any other migraine sufferers here? raise your hand! 🙋🏻)
Then to top it all off, about a week and a half ago I caught what I thought was a cold but turned out to be Big Rona aka Covid 😮‍💨
It’s rough out there, guys. Be gentle with yourselves. T-T
But to answer your question, lovely anon: yes I’m doing okay now. Mostly recovered from my fist fight with Covid and am thinking about things to write of which immobility is always on the table lol
At this point I’ve got a lot of ideas and not a lot of time to write them, but with encouragement from friends and maybe an rp or two, I think I can make it happen.
Since you were so sweet as to ask me how I’m doing, if you have any immobility ideas hit me up! I’ll see if it’s something I can either make happen or incorporate into an established storyline.
Be excellent to each other!
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izzy-b-hands · 11 months ago
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Didn't think the 1989 version of The Woman In Black would be scarier than the one with Dan Radcliffe in it
I was Wrong flkjdsafkldsja, but I'm delighted to have been wrong. I had missed getting scared with more practical effects/careful timing of things in the background of shots appearing and disappearing, and this one scratches that itch well.
#text post#also fun seeing how differently they interpreted the characters and how they act#personally i'm realising that the Dan version was sort of. Americanised? Which is probably something I should have realised at first watch#but it only hits now when it's like. how to explain#the casts of both versions are both amazing let's preface with that#but. the Dan version felt very Cinematic. I got scared but was also very aware I was watching An Movie during it#(it got colour-graded quite blue which isn't necessarily a bad thing but it does register in my head as Peak Cinematic for the current time#the version of the characters in this 89 version feel slightly more real? accurate to the culture they come from?#like. there's an American Openness between the ones in the Dan version#they're too open to share and hand out compliments and comments like candy they have too much of#everyone is Nice in a way that feels mildly unrealistic#and when they are mad at each other there's tension but a tension#that to me at least you don't worry abt much bc it just feels almost Already Resolved#and it does sort of just drop off and wind up that way tbh#tho I admit it's been a bit since I read the original story so my apologies if I'm misremembering that it did the same in the book#but I could swear there was more that bit of tension there#anyway it isn't that the 89 characters are all mean but they feel Actually British for lack of better words#they have moments of kindness and do have a general sense of like. yeah they care for their community but also they're getting on w/themsel#and their business and not lingering on the interactions#They're kind but not nice and they just. get on with things which is very nice#and feels more in line with the time period to me/what I expect out of a story like this#anyway speaking of Dan found out the guy playing Arthur in this also played the dad in the gross wizard franchise#which wasn't something I expected to see lol#this is my long barely an essay no one asked for and your sign to go watch the 89 version asap#it's on YT for free which is where I'm watching it so genuinely if anyone want link. I have link fjkdlsfjadlsa#I have so many more thoughts comparing and contrasting Dan to 89 but there are so many tags i'm making myself stop lmao
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the-prophesied-disco-gay · 11 months ago
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In a truck stop bathroom washing my hands today and 2 boys, looked about 5 and 9, came in with their little sister who looked maybe 2. The following whispered conversation made my entire day
"We have to wait, there's a lady in here!"
"That's not a lady, he has a mustache! We can be in here!"
"Some ladies have mustaches! And she has boobs!"
"Well some guys have boobs! Like Uncle Jake!"
"Uncle Jake is fat!"
At this point I could not contain a chuckle and both whirled around with identical looks of panic on their faces. I smiled and said "it's alright for you guys to be in here so your sister has help, don't worry. And I'm both! That's why I have boobs and a mustache. Some folks are just built that way"
(In unison) "Ooooooh!"
(older boy) "So do you use Sir or Ma'am or both?"
"Both, but I prefer Sir"
"Cool! Well thanks Sir! We have to help our sister now!"
This was in a small town country truck stop and both boys had "Murica" type stuff on and neither of them had any issue at all with these concepts. Their mom approached me while I was in line about 10 minutes later and apologized for them bothering me in the bathroom (they had told her about the interaction) and she and I had a lovely little chat too. I got to introduce her to the term "intersex" and her reply was "I think I've heard of that before! I didn't know that was the word for it. Amazing how many different ways God can make people!"
Sometimes the world is good. More often than you might think, if you give it a chance. It's not all bad loves <3
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valenbodoque · 10 months ago
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cyberrmusee · 5 months ago
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got a request for loser!choso by an anon :3 hope you like it anon!! :D
loser!choso who always watched you from afar, admiring your popularity as you hung with a large crowd of friends, smiling and giggling, jealousy bubbling in his blood.
loser!choso who always secretly left you flowers and notes on the windshield of you car, too scared to face you himself and talk to you, with your large crow of friends surrounding you constantly.
loser!choso who finally gained a modicum of confidence and started complimenting you on your cute & preppy outfits and the way your hair always looked so pretty, a blushing stuttering mess every time he spoke to you—avoiding eye contact.
loser!choso who became obsessed with you and kinda started stalking you on campus, sort of on accident definitely not, he knew your favorite food spots, watched you at every party you attended and even memorized your coffee order at the nearby cafe after watching you order it every straight for a week.
loser!choso who was a complete perv and snapped pictures of you when you weren’t looking, they wouldn’t even be provocative, just pictures of you mid conversation with someone or standing alone, he’d be pumping his pathetic cock in his hand at night while swiping through his camera roll, whimpering your name as he came on his own hand, wishing it was your tight cunt instead.
loser!choso who got caught by you, snapping the pervy pictures of you in your cute little skirt, you scolding him while dragging him by his ear telling him how he’d make this up to you by doing your homework assignments for a month.
loser!choso who finally got to feel your pussy grip him during your ovulation week while you were over at his place letting him do your homework—
his hips clapping against your ass relentlessly as he chased his and yours nth orgasm, while he practically cried into your pussy, profusely apologizing and begging for god knows what, but his hips never faltering.
“m’sorry—ngh—m’sorrrryyyy.. so so s-sorry.. please.. please… pleaseeeee”
you were ruined, you stopped counting how many times you’d came long ago, a mess between your legs as he held your head down into the pillow with one hand while the other held your hip in place. watching his cock slide in and out of you, obscenely loud sloshing and squelching noises bouncing off the wall right along with his whimpers as he reached another climax, abdomen tightening as he staggered his hips and came, painting your insides white with his hot seed for what had to be the millionth time.
you slumped forward, legs and body trembling from the way his cock worked your cunt out, only for him to flip you over into missionary, and get in between your legs, no fucking way, he was still hard.
“no more cho… can’t take it” you breathed out. he whined and leaned closer placing himself at your entrance “m’sorry, just one more.. please.. please.. need it.. need you.. pleaseeeee”
you rolled your eyes “fine one more.. then we’re done, you’ve got homework to finish” you huffed tiredly.
he stopped listening after he heard you say ‘fine’ and sunk right into to you, already crying and whimpering while he rocked his hips forward.
you were sort of amazed at how he could just keep going, how hard he stayed for you, it was kind of an ego boost and you smirked tiredly thinking to yourself ….
fucking loser.
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lycastanne · 6 months ago
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thinking about how lonely kageyama tobio is growing up. every after game he wins, he would see his teammates run to their family who's standing on the audience bench waiting with proud smiles. he never shows it but his chest aches with longing and yearning.
but it all changes when you and him start dating. the first time he sees your family is at his first professional game.
his eyes scan the crowds, knowing you'll be there, cheering on him like you've always been. imagine his surprise when he sees you, not alone, but with your mom, dad, and your little brother beside you.
“im so sorry, they really want to come see you.” you apologize, scared that tobio might feel uncomfortable with your family tagging along.
tobio shakes his head, “no—”
his words cut off by a sudden hug from your dad.
“im so proud of you boy, you did great out there!” tobio stunned, not familiar with the warm gesture. he awkwardly hugged your father back.
“dad, stop it please. sorry tobio, he's a little bit enthusiastic.” with that, your father released him a gentle tap on the shoulder and gave him a bright smile.
“i didnt know that my daughter's boyfriend is an amazing athlete.” your mother claims.
tobio gave her a shy smile and nodded his head, “thank you, mrs—”
“call me mom, okay?—” “mom, dont make him uncomfortable please”
“thank you, mom.”
your little brother tugged tobio's jersey, “can you teach me volleyball?”
“emm, sure—”
“oh my god let's plan the wedding!”
“mom please dont!”
for the first time, tobio's heart feels full and completed.
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shadowykittengladiator · 7 months ago
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Damian looks at the green letter that simply appeared in his room a few minutes ago. He wasn't sure if he is supposed to be happy or crying.
He still thinks about Danyal all the time. It has been a long time since his brother died. Damian still mournes him two times a year, at their birthday and the day Danyal died.
He told his family, on his fifteenth birthday. Father hadnt been happy but he tearfully hugged Damian the next day and apologized for ever making him feel like he couldn't talk about his brother.
He still thinks of his brother every time he goes to the Watchtower. Father thankfully gives him a minute. Sometimes he joins him too.
But he wasn't expecting this. He looks at the green letter again. He already read it. A bit idiotic, touching an unknown like that. But the code on the side of the letter almost caused him a struck, because it was the code. The code that him Danyal came up with and nobody else knows about.
Dear Damian Wayne
The note reads.
You are invited to the coronation of the Prince of the Infinite Realms, Danyal 'Danny' Phantom, formerly Al-Ghul. The coronation is set to take place two weeks from now. As a part of the Royal Family, you are obligated to join the coronation at your brother's side. You are to wear formal clothes of whichever culture you subscribe to. A knight will take you to place at which coronation is set to take place.
The letter continues on and on about the coronation, about his brothers numerous titles, about proper ettique and many more things. But Damian does not care about that.
What was the possibility of this thing being fake? Maybe, but he doesn't think so. The code alone would confirm its authenticity.
A knock sound from the door and his father enters the room with a familiar copy of the green letter in his hands.
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Constantine has been looking at the letter for the past ten minutes and he looks more like he is about to faint with each line he reads. Finally Damian can't hold it anymore.
"Say something magician! Is that thing real? What is the Infinite Realms!? "
Constantine looks up from the letter and takes out a cigarette to smoke, only to put it down at his father's glare.
"Of course you people would get tangled in the business of the bloody Infinite Realms." Constantine stops for a second. "Basically it's the dimension between dimensions. Thing of it like the glue holding the multiverse together. It's also where ghosts live."
Oh.
Of course.
Damian is an idiot for thinking his brother might be alive. Danyal is dead.
He hears his father turn around and sitting down on the bat computer.
"Ghost?" Richard thankfully asks. "Like Deadman?"
"No."
As Constantine starts a lecture about the difference between magical and ectoplasmic ghosts, Damian's mind wanders towards his brother again.
His brother is still dead, he still died. And of course his brother, his wonderful, idiotic, amazing brother would somehow make himself a king of an entire dimension after death. One of the strongest beings in existence, according to Constantine.
"Damian!" Richard is snapping his fingers in front of his face. "Are you alright? "
"I am fine." Damian says, "I am fine." He repeats a second later.
"It would be a shock if I learned my brother is going to be a king." Constantine is staring him weirdly. "How in the bloody hell that happened? I never knew bats had another kid."
"Doesn't matter." Damian snarks, "Is it safe to assume this coronation will take place in this Infinite Realms? "
Constantine shrughs his shoulders.
"Wouldn't know. Not exactly my area of expertise."
Great, just great.
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empresskylo · 10 months ago
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of fucking course simon riley has your location on. he needs to make sure you're safe. likes to keeps tabs on you. he says he’s completely normal about it, but that is a lie--he obsessively checks it.
and he knows all your common locations: your apartment, your friend’s place, the grocery store, the target you like to go to. so when he sees you at a random address one evening, your little marker on the map not moving,--meaning you’re not just driving past--he raises a brow. he immediately texts you. and when you don’t respond, he’s calling you.
and when you don’t answer… he’s in his truck faster than he thought he could move, beelining it straight for your mysterious location.
and when he pulls up in front of someone’s house, watching as you walk out the front door, laughing at something the man trailing you says, he’s furious. he was worried you might have been hurt. in a sticky situation. but cheating on him didn’t even cross his mind.
he storms out of the truck and you look at him with a gasp. “simon? what’re you doing—?”
“who the fuck is that?” he demands, gesturing to the guy behind you.
“simon…” you say exasperated. “i told you yesterday I was meeting up with friends to plan her bachelorette party.”
his eyes soften slightly, but he’s still reaching for you, hands wrapping around your arms. “doesn’t answer my question.”
“this is her childhood friend.” he glares over your shoulder at him, like he doesn’t believe you. like he wants to kill him. “her gay childhood friend.” you add, hands on your hips, a little annoyed he’d embarrass you like this.
when he hauls you into his truck, he takes a few beats before he apologizes. “m’sorry, love. you weren’t answering your phone and when i saw you at some random—“ he stops mid-sentence as he glances over at you in the passenger seat, expecting you to be glaring at him, ready to tear him a new one. but much to his surprise, you’re taking your shirt off.
“what’re you doing?” he asks, his hands tightening on the wheel to stop from reaching over and touching you.
“that was the hottest thing you’ve ever done,” you whisper, a little embarrassed to admit it. but protective simon? the simon who was ready to beat a guy up just for making you laugh? yeah, that turned you on even if it shouldn’t.
he’s thankful it’s nighttime so no one driving past can see you topless in his truck. he’s also thankful the roads are rather empty this late on a weekday.
“wait till we get home, yeah?” he asks, his voice strained.
you shake your head. “simon, please,” you whine. “i can’t wait.”
he groans in his throat, knowing your place is only 5 more minutes away. he’s already hardening in his pants, and he’s tempted to pull over and drag you into the back seat. but he doesn’t. instead, he reaches his large hand and slides it over your thigh, his eyes on the road as he pushes your skirt up. and you bite your lip, holding back a moan as he rubs you over your underwear. “so fuckin’ wet,” he says astonished.
you buck your hips up and he almost laughs. you weren’t kidding, you really couldn’t wait. he slips his fingers past your panties and dips them into your heat and you grab the door of the car for support, shutting your eyes. he starts a steady pace, his fingers making obscene sounds as they fuck you. you groan and mewl and simon worries he might not make it home either.
it takes you just about a minute to climax, your heat pulsing rapidly around his two fingers, earning a growl from simon. “fuckin’ hell, love,” he breathes, amazed at how fast and hard you came. loving that it was all because of him.
he pulls into the parking lot of your apartment complex and he’s storming around to your side, trying to get you to put your shirt back on, desperate to get you inside. he hauls you over his shoulder, his hand resting on your skirt so no one accidentally gets a free show. “naughtily little thing,” he hums to himself. “can't wait to properly punish you.”
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girlyteengirlcore · 1 month ago
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— until you learn
sevika x fem!reader
cw: established relationship, age gap (early 20s/late 30s), 🤏🏻 of obsessive sevika, verryyyyy dom/sub btw, strap-on sex, strap is referred to as “dick”, oral, dubcon (reader is a little bit intoxicated), orgasm control, clit stimulation, overstimulation, impact play, little bit of spit, squirting, degradation, aftercare
a/n: sorry for my little disappearance, this is my apology!! also, i’m so bad at the whole plot thing so i’m really sorry if the start of this sucks
wc: 3.2k
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⌞friday night, 6:54pm ⌝
You had just finished getting ready for a night out with your friends, checking your phone every five minutes to see how far away your uber was. Once you got the notification that your ride has arrived you jumped up, nearly running out of the house. Your wife grabbed you by the arm, stopping you just before you reach the door.
"You forgetting something, doll?" Raising her eyebrows at you eagerness to leave.
"Oh sorry, babe," you stand on the tips of your toes, bringing your lips to hers.
When you pull away you give her a sweet smile, before turning on your heel and running out of the house. You glance back just before you hop in the car, waving at Sevika standing at the door.
"Update me regularly, please," the way she says it almost makes it sound like a question, but you know better than to assume she was asking. She was expecting you, telling you, to update her every now and then.
"Will do, love you!" You yelled your response at her from across the front yard, blowing her a kiss as you finally sat down and closed the car door.
⌞7:24pm⌝
It took about half an hour to get to the designated restaurant. Your friends spotted you from across the room once you arrived and went inside, ushering you over to your seat where you see they've already ordered some appetisers for the table. It feels like forever since you've seen them and it will probably be a while until you see them again, so you saver every hug from them as you go around the table.
You sit down and immediately get bombarded with questions about your life, you take some food as you answer all of their questions.
Once all of you had had your fill, you went up to the bar to order the first round of drinks. One round soon turned into two, then three, and once it got to four you suggested a bar hop. And when you actually found your second bar of the night, every second round of drinks signalled the trek to a new bar. However long the walk may be.
⌞10:13pm⌝
By this time it was about quarter past ten, and you only realised once you checked the time that you hadn’t been doing the thing that you promised to do. Update Sevika on the going ons of the night. She really doesn’t ask for much, truly, as she states in the multiple messages displayed at the bottom of your lock screen.
7:34pm
╰┈➤ Did you get there safe, baby?
8:06pm
╰┈➤ How’s it going?
9:03pm
╰┈➤ Baby
╰┈➤ Missed call
╰┈➤Are you okay?
9:22pm
╰┈➤ Missed call
╰┈➤ Missed call
╰┈➤ Where are you?
╰┈➤ I asked you to update me and you said you would, a simple ‘yes baby I’m fine’ would be amazing?
10:03pm
╰┈➤ I don’t ask for a lot and you can’t even do that much, I just want to know how things are going.
╰┈➤ I’m coming to get you
╰┈➤ Missed call
⌞10:16pm⌝
By the time you saw the countless messages and missed calls she left it was too late to message, she wasn’t going to answer since she was driving. You opt for the best option you could think of; sitting outside and waiting for her. You say goodbye to all of your friends, promising to see them again soon, wishing them the best for the time being. Then, you take your leave and find a comfortable space on the front concrete stairs of the establishment.
You’re scrolling on your phone when, soon enough, you hear a car pull up and park right in front of you. You look up and lock eyes with your wife through the open passenger seat window, she does not look happy.
Why were you getting excited? She’s about to berate you for disobeying her, so why are you feeling giddy?
You make your way over to the car, dragging your feet. Luckily you ordered some side dishes to eat while you were drinking, helping you to not get too drunk. But honestly, even if you didn’t, the feeling of her eyes burning into your head as you step inside the car would definitely do the trick.
“I’m really so—“
“Don’t wanna hear it.” She leaves no room for argument, no room for apologies, and absolutely no room for your endless excuses she knows you made up while waiting for her.
The rest of the drive home is silent. She left a cold bottle of water in the centre console that you graciously took, not bothering with manners since you know it won’t help your case.
You can’t lie though, the tension in the car mixing with the alcohol in your system was making you feel hot. You couldn’t help but imagine what she was going to do once you got home, smiling to yourself while looking at the window, trying your absolute hardest not to make it obvious that you were squeezing your thighs together. The butterflies in your stomach were making your clit throb with anticipation. The way she put her hand behind your head rest and turned around, using the palm of her hand to turn the steering wheel to back into the garage didn’t help the throb either.
You both sit in the stilled car for a moment, but you’re both still for different reasons. She’s thinking of what to say, while you’re waiting to be told what to do. She actually appreciates your behaviour for the first time all night.
“Sit on the bed.” You expect her to say more so you turn to face her, but once you receive a look that says ‘what?’ you get out of the car and head to the bedroom.
You’re waiting for some time before she comes in, stopping momentarily to glare at you, you shiver subtly under her gaze. She turns and closes the door, still standing facing away from you when she talks next.
“What is the one thing I asked you to do?” Turning around slowly to face you, walking over to you in a less than reassuring way.
“To update you,” your voice was small.
“Speak up, I can’t hear you,” she kneels down in front of you, staring up at you and yet it still feels like she’s looming over you.
“You asked me to update you.”
“Right. And what didn’t you do?”
“Update you.”
“I said speak up,” she says through her teeth, in an impatient manner.
“I didn’t update you. And I’m so sorry Sev, I just forgot.” Your apology was rushed, thinking she would interrupt you again. But she didn’t, she stayed silent.
“Take your clothes off.”
You swallow your nerves and lift your dress up over your head, sitting in your underwear. You don’t waste any time in taking off the rest, leaving you sitting completely bare in front of her.
“Lay on your stomach.”
You move further onto the bed, turning over and laying on your stomach just like she asked. She lifts up your hips with ease, placing a pillow underneath them. Then, the sound of her palm coming down on your ass fills the room. You hear it before you feel it. When you do feel it, it stings so badly that it feels cold.
She won’t make you count, she never does. That isn’t the point of this punishment. The point of it is to have to crying and begging her to stop while chanting empty promises along the lines of ‘I’ll never do it again!’ These pleas fall on unwillingly ears; she listens, relishing in the sobs that come out of your mouth every time she brings her hand down, then ignores you. Just like you did to her.
“Shut it. You want me to listen to you? Yeah? How do you think I feel, sweetheart?” She grabs your hair, turning your head to face her. The look in her eyes doesn’t do much to help the dripping between your thighs, but that doesn’t make it any less intimidating.
“I’m so sorry ‘Vika, I swear, it won’t hap- happen again,” stammering over your words due to your uncontrollable sobbing.
“You sure you’re not just saying that to get on my good side so I can play with your little pussy, babe? ‘Cause she looks pretty desperate,” the smirk evident in her tone.
“I’m sure.”
Out of nowhere she gets on top of you, straddling your thighs. She gets real close to your ear, make you shiver as you feel her lick the shell of it.
“Think you deserve to cum?” She hums in response when she sees you nod your head.
You feel her fingers slowly creep their way to your weeping pussy, but you stay still. You feel her knee nudge your legs open for easier access, but you still remain unmoving. It was only when her fingertip dipped slightly into you that you jolted, earning a chuckle from the woman above you. She gets off for a second and guides you to turn around. Still keeping your hips elevated but now you’re on your back.
She presses her knee to your shoulder, making it near impossible for you to move. And rubs your clit slowly with her hand, causing your eyes to close at the direct contact. You notice the light disappearing from behind your eyelids and open your eyes, only to see Sevika’s face above yours.
“Open wide, whore,” looking down at your lips with an expectant look.
You close your eyes agin and open your mouth, feeling a drop her warm saliva dribble onto your tongue. You swallow it immediately.
“You really are a slut, aren’t you?” A rhetorical question, of course. You both knew that answer.
Her other hand comes down to lift the hood of your clit up, making you clench around nothing as your clit is exposed to the cold air. Using her other hand to gather some of your arousal on a couple of her think fingers, a rub them roughly against your sensitive bundle of nerves. Your eyes roll into the back of your head, back arching, and toes curling. Then, she shows you absolutely no mercy. Moving off of you and finding her place between you thighs, face to face with your drooling slit, licking her lips.
And she devours you, her hands do well to keep you from moving too much but even when you do, her face follows you. Never letting you escape the overwhelming pleasure. Sevika sucks your clit into her mouth, using her tongue to subjugate it to an unrelenting torture. As you feel your orgasm sneaking up, she lifts her head slightly, gaining your attention.
“Don’t cum yet.” What?
“I can’t hold it-“
“You’re going to have to, baby. I wasn’t asking.”
She gets right back to work, adding two of her thick fingers. While she seems to be enjoying herself, you have to fight off your pleasure while being forced to endure her tongue on your pussy. Not an easy task at all. You tell yourself to focus on your breathing, trying to hold it off for as long as possible but it doesn’t seem to be working at all. Little did you know, this is exactly what she wanted; to push to the point where you have to beg her to let you cum. Her favourite form of humiliation.
“Sev- vika, ohhh god, I can’t- I can’t hold it. Ohhhh my god, I can’t hold it— pleeeaaase baby! Fuckkk,” your pleas came out as screams through your teeth.
“Oh, I don’t know, baby. I really don’t think you deserve it, at all.”
The room was filled with the only words you could get out; pleasepleaseplease was all she heard, and she loved it. In fact, she wouldn’t have it any other way.
Once your hips started moving erratically, you both knew there was no holding it for any longer. She’s not worried though, she wasn’t planning on making you wait any longer anyway.
“You gonna cum, sweetheart? Go on, make a mess.”
The dam walls break, the noise you let out was ungodly. Your orgasm washing over you in such an intense way that your whole body starts shaking. The shivering didn’t stop Sevika from prolonging it, dragging your orgasm out by slightly slowing down the pace of her fingers. It was such a overwhelming sensation that you don’t even hear her get up, too fucked out from only one orgasm to see what she’s doing. The ringing in your ears stops you from hearing the sound of metal clanging together. She’s already fastened the harness around her hips and is lubing up the strap by the time you turn your head around, your eyes widening at the sheer size of it.
“What’s wrong, baby?”
“I c- please Sevi, I can’t cum again,” trying to give her the sweetest look you could muster up, looking for some type of sympathy.
“Don’t give me that, you’ve got plenty more in you.”
She gets on her knees on the bed, using one of her hands to lift your hips up and the other one to guide her strap into your drenched pussy. Swiping it up and down to gather all of your cum that has dripped out of you, using it as extra lube. You wince as she pushes in. Inch by inch, she’s filling you up. She’s so slow too, making sure you feel every detail of the fake dick.
Once you adjust to the size of it, she lifts both of your legs so that both of your feet are hanging over one of her shoulders. Your hips are off the bed completely and she wraps both arms around your legs, and she goes crazy. She moves back, only bringing her hips forward whenever gravity makes you impale yourself on her dick. The sound of skin slapping soon fills the room, almost drowning out the beautiful noises you were making.
Your mouth lolled open, drool finding its way out of your mouth and down the side of your cheek.
“That feel good, baby?” She already knew but she loved to hear you say it.
“Mhm,” your bottom lip finding its way in between your teeth.
“I can’t hear you.”
“Y- yessss, oh my fucking g- gooddddd!!!” Voice changing as she angles her hips slightly upwards, pressing into that spot inside you that makes you see stars.
She doesn’t stop when you cum for the second time.
“Aww, look baby. You’re creaming all over me, does it feel too good, sweetheart?”
She doesn’t stop when you squirt all over her abdomen.
“Ohhhhhh, you’re makin’ a mess.” Bringing her hand down and rubbing sloppy patterns over your clit, forcing more out of you. Making you scream through your teeth. She chuckles through her teeth and your reaction.
She doesn’t stop after you start begging her for a break.
“I thought I told you I don’t wanna hear any of that, of course you can take more.”
“I- I can’t! Vika pl-“
“Don’t make me repeat myself, we aren’t stopping. Not until you understand— not until you learn the consequences of your actions.”
And oh my god did she stick to her word. She’s still pushing into you even now, even after you’ve stopped making noise and your mouth is just hanging wiiiiide open, even after you’ve cum another handful of times, even after she starts getting tired. She’s persistent, you’ll give her that.
She pauses for a second when she hears you mumble something under your breath, grabbing your jaw. She taps your cheek lightly.
“What’d you just say, baby? C’mon, speak.”
“I— I’m sorry,” tears, real tears pour out of your eyes. Not tears from the hours of overstimulation, not tears from the overwhelming pleasure you’re still experiencing, but tears from being genuinely sorry.
“I’m sorry I didn’t li- listen, I won’t- it won’t happen again. I love you.” Your words are quiet, almost a whisper, and slurred. And your sobs and hiccups weren’t helping you to become more coherent, but she still understood what you said. You didn’t even need to say anything and she would still know.
She pauses, her eyes are darting all over your face. And she leans down to kiss your tears away softly, lovingly.
“Okay, baby. It’s alright, I love you too. You’re gonna cum one more time and we’ll be done. Yeah?”
She hums when you give her a nod, but you’re surprised when she pulls out. She’s slow with it, not wanting to hurt you. You focus your eyes to see her kissing down your stomach, until she reaches your sore pussy. You clench around nothing when you see her just looking, staring. Then, she leans in.
Immediately dipping her tongue in, her eyes rolling at the taste of your cum on her tongue. She doesn’t waste a drop, swallowing it all.
“Relax, baby. Deeeep breaths, yeah that’s good.”
She guides you through the build up, helping you to overcome to pain of your sensitive clit being stimulated once again, helping you to calm down, telling you when to breathe in… then out. During this time, you rely on her words and actions to know how to behave. She’s calm, so you’re calm.
As your orgasm builds further, you become a little erratic in your movements. Breathing becoming faster and more unsteady, hips lifting off of the bed and pulling away? or were they grinding on her face? neither of you could tell, and back arching.
“Baby, calm down.” Her authoritative voice was still so smooth like honey, making you shiver. You nod.
“I’m- gonna, gonna cum. Pleasepleaseplease- Vika I’m gonna c-“
“Yeah, I heard you. Calm down and let it alllll out.”
And when that cord inside you finally snaps, she’s there. Following your hips, forcing you to ride it out.
⌞probably veryyyyy early into the next morning⌝
Your back is against her chest, she’s running her hand up and down your torso. The warm bath water engulfing you both, making you sleepy. You could feel her watching you, so you open your eyes.
“What are you looking at?” Playfulness lingering in your tone.
“My beautiful wife,” she says without even thinking.
You smile, closing your eyes again and leaning back against her chest.
“How’re you feeling?”
“Sore.” She chuckles at your answer, letting the comfortable silence fill the bathroom again.
After a couple of minutes she speaks again.
“Don’t ever make me worry like that again.” Her voice calm, but threatening.
“Yeah, I got that.”
“I mean it, baby.”
“I know.”
“So?”
“I won’t do it again.”
“Right,” rewarding you with a soft kiss on your temple.
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