#SORRY IM GOING THROUGH IT

[sspextkr]

one chance pleaaaase i promise you won't regret it 🙏🙏

[krynutsreal]

i wanna draw mondo but I can't right now I think everyone should draw mondo owada for fun for silly goofs cmon guys I know u wanna draw him u wanna draw him so ba (gets yanked off the stage)

[rcnhide]

"so this song is a cry to be gentle, please,"

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

AND I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS CLOSE TO HEAVEN SINCE THEY SHUT ME OUT I STILL HAD BLOOD ON MY BLOTHES BUT SHE WASHED IT OUT OH I KNOW NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN SAVE ME NOW NO I DONT LOVE HER SHE'S JUST SOMEHOW ALL I THINK ABOUT AND AIN'T IT FUNNY I CAN NEVER GET HER ALL ALONE STOLEN GLANCES IN THE CORRIDOR IT'S ALL WE KNOW // AND I HOPE YOU KNOW WHEN IT'S YOUR TIME TO GO IT'S BE AN HONOR JUST TO OFFER UP A HAND TO HOLD AND IF I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL OUR DECAYING STATE TO BE THAT CLOSE TO YOU DARLING IT IS ALL I'LL DO I'LL BE YOUR FOREVER IF FOREVER WILL HAVE ME

[vampiricgf]

1800 hot n fun I say to myself as I vomit my brains out in a bowl by my bed like im dying of consumption

[strawberryspence]

just finished another steddie fic. and god, my hyperfixations... they really come and go. i thought by now, i would've been done with steddie. but god, some part of me just— heals when i read/write about them.

this is incredibly vulnerable (and crazy and ridiculous and maybe delusional because they are fictional) but they mean the fucking world to me.

[kadextra]

OLLIE WOULD BE HER FIRST REAL INTERACTION WITH AN NPC (the cucurucho horror time from before doesn’t really count) HAVING AN ACTUAL CHAT WITH THEM.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND. I NEED YD TO MEET OLLIE AND BECOME FRIENDS. I NEED BAD TO SHOW HER THE FERRIS WHEEL AND SHE RIDES IT THEN GETS MAULED BY ANACONDAS

[kairithemang0]

I've got jealousy so bad it makes me feel physically sick I want what others have but still crave individuality, I don't know how to stand up for myself or even start a conversation, meanwhile I have so much to say to the people I desire to know but I hold my tongue because getting left behind is terrifying, meanwhile my lack of ability to reach out is causing me to be left in the dust. From a young age I could never talk to people, I was explosive and angry and didn't know how to process my feelings and I still don't, I'm just better at hiding it now. I get it my own head and I feel like my body can't take it, I crave attention because if I beg maybe people will throw me a bone and talk to me, but I don't know how to start a conversation for myself. I fail my classes because going up to a teacher and asking for help makes me want to vomit, so I let myself fail and drown in my own failures as a human until I hit my breaking point. I feel like I'm drowning in anxiety and shame because all the people around me are so successful and amazing, and I feel like such a failure of a person because I can never be as good as them. I'm neurodivergent and queer, I'm an attention seeker and alone, I was born wrong and I can't fix myself and I crave validation from people who can't give me what I need. I don't even know what I need anymore. Love? Affection? Someone to just give me a pat on the back and tell me I'm doing a good job? To feel seen for even just a moment for what I am instead of what I'm not? I don't know, I really don't. And maybe I'll never know, maybe I don't deserve to know.

[carpedzem]

i think eret should try to make a serious conversation with sapanp about michael and their feelings in the middle of battle box

[u3pxx]

kissing klavier gavin on the mouf

[anduin-wrynns]

but i feel a little safer when im with you

[sspextkr]

... send spicy sejanus hcs please?

[rcnhide]

george: his getting all flustered cause his gay (dream) & we dating

& wtv else they Said here

[cleaduvalls]

im not even like religious anymore but dude i love mary so much shes everything to me. something about a teenage girl giving birth to the divine did something to me

[kkoct-ik]

need a sou hiyori body pillow so i can tortoiseshell bind it and hang it from the ceiling

[urbestnightmares]

You will never listen to me. I have a skull and cross bones on my label but you quickly pulled the cork out. You drank all of me in one big gulp despite my label saying “Do Not Drink”.

I told you i was poison. That no good would come from me, yet I’m still to blame when you fall to the floor.

I warned you i was going to break you, that your lips were too innocent for mine. You hate when i say things like that. But now your heart is shattered in my hands, cutting into my palms. I blame myself for hurting you, but you never listened to my warnings.