#SOOO proud of this ahhhhhhhh

[alexapillustration]

🎴 𝘓𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘵𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘳 2024- 𝘋𝘢𝘺 2: 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘦/𝘎𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘮 🎴

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Back again with my iconic stained glass art! ❤ And, yes, this piece did take me as long as it looks like it did- 15 & a half hours to be exact 😃 It was kinda worth every second because I think this is one of my best stained glass pieces to date! What do you think? 💜

[ofgravitation-moved]

me catching up on b.nha cause i’ve been behind!!!!!! there are way too many thoughts here wtf. if you read this, i am sorry for my chaos self in advance.

ep. 120: ERI AND ALLMIGHT CUDDLED UP WATCHING THE NEWS AIZAWA BEING A BADASS. MIDORIYA COMING IN WITH THE SAVE. & omg compress KEEPING toga extra clothes?!?! AHHHHHHHH!!! how did i NOT remember that?! that is the cutest THING?!?! / toga vc: thanks dad! every time mt. lady talks in english all i can hear is canna from fairy tail. asdljkfn. CEMENTOS (sp?!?!) DESERVES MORE LOVE. YOU GO MAN.

midnight: who's quirk can stop that beast?? no one but me: .... OCHAKO COULD FLOAT HIM ?! like in the future

but the kids got this, but i am still not ready as,kdhjfb. so fucking proud of momo in this. & all the kids tbh

honestly. you know what i am not ready for? the togachako fight.

ep. 121:

MINA'S ACID MANNNNN!!!! LETS GO MINAAA!!!!!! GET THROUGH DABIS FLAME--- the fact that her acid is so powerful & people fucking FORGET that. also how tf did i forget MACHIA was THE VILLAIN from her childhood?!?!-- its been too long since i read the manga .... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH KIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT MY BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII in shiggy;'s speech-- THE IMAGE OF CHAKO HOLDING THE LIL GIRL!??! STUDIO BONES MY HEART. omg gran torino!!!!!!!!!! thank u deku and ryukyu for punching the shit outta shiggy.... fuck. i wasn't ready for it to hit aizawa even tho i knew it was coming.

ep. 122:

.... holy shit aizawa even held it together with the slice.

DEKU IS SO FERALLLLLL. how'd i also forget this is where he unlocks float? P-P-PONYTAIL CHAKOOOOOOOOOOOOO :DDDD also ochako yelling @ bakugou for being mean to deku is SOOO my ochako!! LMAOOOO

also bakugou sitting there watching them and hiding in his shirt?! i cannot with this gremlin!

watching deku beat himself up is giving sm anxiety i fucking cannot

WITH TWO MIN LEFT IN THE WPISODE AND MY FUCKING INTERNET GOES NUTS AT THE WORST POSSIBLE TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE STUPID CIRCLE JUST KEEPS SPINNING OMG

FUCKING KATSUKI YOU FUCKING````````````````````klawejuhrfflakwjerh ----- ....

holy shit, didn't think my ASS you kNEW what you were doing --- OMG.

i need a NAP.

[trinrose3]

(for the RB/ask game)

I loveee your art so much!!! you have such dynamic posing and shading it's sooo cool. also what bits of OC story I've managed to see seem so cool!!

AHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH

it always makes me so happy to hear when people enjoy my ocs <3

im very proud of how far I've come in terms of dynamic poses and shading so thank you ��🥺🥺💖💖💖💖

[yachl]

OH MY GOD

[jaylaxies]

Omg I haven’t been active for awhile but IM BACKKK! Basically I’m sooo feeling gooood rn because I just finished exams and I did get GOOD scores on them 👌 plus my teacher loveddd the vid presentation that I did so I’m feeling really happy rn...not to mention HEESEUNG DID A HEE-PLY!!!!!! I REPEAT HEESEUNG DID A HEE-PLY AND HE SAID THAT HE WILL UPDATE ON WEVERSE AHHHHHHHH!!!! THIS IS SOOO 🤯🤯🤯🤯 I’m literally soo happyyy rn

-☀️

GOOD SCORES?? IM SO PROUD OF YOU HELLO <333 heeseung did a vlive and i missed it im 😭 im so glad you're happy, you deserve it 💙 AND I HOPE HE REPLIES TO YOU OR SOMETHING CAUSE OMG SJDNDK

[clarkesablake]

As Promised...

I rewatched the episode this evening and quickly typed out my rereactions in chronological order. Please like this post if you’d want to see it again next week. It’s probably slightly messy, because I’ve never done something like this, but it was fun, and it’s a good insight into my inner monologue. I’ll also get better as the season goes on. Ik I love reading stuff like this on other people’s blogs. 

Overall, I liked the episode. It was slightly underwhelming, because we already knew most of what happened, but it was cute, and I’m excited for the story this season. (and, as someone who has never actually said or believed this before: It really is Our year Blarkes!)

·       Clarke looking at maps, nice callback to s1, #1 earth skills student

·       “at least I don’t have to swim” I didn’t think about the fact that she was at Becca’s house, the ocean dried up, makes sense

·       She’s so freaking pretty I’m sorry wow

·       I always assumed she wouldn’t even try to dig up the bunker until after 5 years, I didn’t realize she’d try to join them at all

·       I’m wishing we saw some of her first moments/days after praimfiya

·       Is it a coincidence that the rubble collapsed after she looked at Lex.a’s throne? I think not lol.

·       “how the hell am I gonna make it 5 years?” they did a good job conveying how hopeless her situation seems, and how long that time really is when you’re alone

·       MAYA AND JASPER ghfbgrkeu I’m so sadd, I’m sooo glad she’s getting to mourn

·       I hope Monty gets to read his letter

·       “realll cheerful clarke, ignore me” loll this cracks me up, so relatable, coping humor

·       “I’m proud of you” *insert sobbing* she thinks she’s gonna die, she Loves him

·       These landscapes are really cool!

·       Her eyes are so blue

·       Idk who she’s thanking for the rain, but I love seeing her smiling at the little things abt earth such as rain, it’s a lot like s1 really when they breathed real air for the first time and the delinquents celebrated the first rain

·       The radiation storms remind me of acid fog in s1 too, I wonder if they’ll continue to be a thing, probably not after 6 years I guess

·       SO the solar panels are destroyed, why does the rover work later in the episode? I’m kinda confused about that

·       Sidenote: the wandering through the desert reminds me of Holes

·       It’s really difficult to watch Clarke breaking down like this, but how much she’s fought thus far shows us that she really does want to survive deep down, it’s just hard

·       Is it weird that I smiled when she killed the bird? I strangely enjoy going back to the basics of survival, finding resources, again, like s1. I had missed that aspect of earth being just earth, nature in its purest form, beautiful and terrifying

·       She’s being reborn in the water <33

·       I love Madi’s little village, I hope they use a lot of that set

·       “God this would be so much easier if I knew you were alive, If I knew I was gonna see you again” GAHHHHH

·       “Positive thoughts Clarke,” gfeuwcvke I love it

·       I even missed Trigedasleng what even

·       Baby Madi is adorable and terrifying

·       It’s an interesting thought that Madi was trained to avoid the flamekeepers and that’s why she was never found, I love little details like this!

·       I would love hearing her talk more about her childhood and parents

·       Okay It’s great that Clarke’s using medical skills again, but she didn’t clean the wound, and she most def should have lost her leg from infection without sterile equipment

·       Madi in the window like a horror movie actually made me jump

·       How many times will they use the same tree shot from the pilot lmao

·       Clarke is lucky Madi didn’t stab her w/ that spear tbh

·       “child from hell” lollllllllllll

·       Clarke’s not the only one good w/ kids, I love how she left the drawing without saying Anything

·       She’s also hella good at manipulating people (in this case it’s in a good way)

·       Little Madi’s smile awwwww

·       Clarke looks so Good in her tank top and w/ the fish Madi taught her how to catch, she’s gonna have so many more Grounder skills now!

·       Still wondering how they fixed the rover

·       Also confused as to why Clarke wants Madi to speak only English (other than for the purposes of the show)

·       “Do you think they’ll come back too?” Because priorities <3

·       Triple G: Green’s green goop <3 + Make algae not war, Te Amo Monty

·       Emori being happy and joking w/ the others and being excited about spacewalks and defending her new friend Raven this is Everything

·       I’m also glad they made a system to avoid talking about the time, and considerate because of how hard this is on Raven

·       I was so surprised by the whole Murphy being separate from the group thing! But it makes sense. I still love him SO much. And despite him struggling a little bit rn he’s still a smiling adorable idiot

·       “you’re not worthless Murphy” SAY IT LOUDER FOR EVERYONE IN THE BACK

·       “We make decisions as a team here” Emori has grown so much I can’t

·       Dropship Parallelsssss

·       “All of them” Clarke’s first instinct = ALL the guns, Bellamy would be so proud

·       Madi hiding in the whole is a Clear Octavia parallel this is gonna be so Interesting

·       “Only choice” ((((ALSO AN OXYMORON BY THE WAY))))

·       Zeke is beautifuul and smart, ((((((((((JUST LIKE RAVEN REYES AHHHHHHHH))))))))))))

·       I wonder if we’ll learn more about the two other non-violent offenders

·       “for starters cause she’s a kid” GOOD REASON thx reasonable man, it’s unfortunate you died

·       “There are no good guys” a dangerous rhetoric to teach a kid Clarke, there might be consequences for that in more ways than one

·       Just let Monty be HAppY, he just wants to be safe and w/ the people he loves

·       I don’t really get Marper but I’m so glad she’s there for him

·       I love Raven and Emori friendship!

·       Murphy knows he done fed up something good he’s just too proud to deal w/ it rn

·       Murven <333 I’ll take them how I can get them, and I love that she doesn’t put up with his bs

·       Ik I’m supposed to be mad at bech.o but I love seeing Bellamy happy and hopeful and smiling and having someone there to support him (plus do yourself the favor of appreciating his kissing skills and imagining Clarke there)

·       Octavia looks terrifyingly beautiful oh my lands

[sf9]

Hi Macy! I’m back~~ after a month, I feel sooo much better. How have you been? I missed you so much! I also got over a super stressful assignment which was a speech that I had to write and present. I was honestly so nervous to present it, since public speaking is a butt! I got through it and did pretty well~ also here’s a pickup line! I was wondering if you had an extra heart? Mine was just stolen. -huru anon

HURU ANON MY ANGEL!!!!!!! WELCOME BACK 🥺🥺🎉🎉🎉🎉 I’ve missed you so so so SO much!!!!!! I’m so glad you’re feeling better, that makes me really happy :”))) I’m doing okay!!!! That sounds so stressful oh my god but!! on the bright side I’m SO proud of you for getting through it, and really well at that XD public speaking terrifies me, especially when it’s formal and stuff, that makes me even more nervous ;______; but you did it HECK YEAH 🎉🎉 

ALSO THE PICKUP LINE DHBDHDBHDDB I’VE NEVER SMILED THIS HARD AHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖

[forebodingowl]

So, today: 

-for breakfast eat banana, yogurt with honey, and some grapes. apples and grapes for snacks, and trailmix and tea for throughout the day, and don’t forget to drink a ton of water.

-pick up prescriptions at Brookline pharmacy, then stop by my old place to borrow a hammer (ask if mail), and drop off the stuff they packed  by accident here. (actually just try to transfer prescriptions somewhere nearby here because i super don’t feel like going to brookline until my room is all set up lol)

-buy soap at dollar store

-hang up all the stuff i want to hang up, including my ceiling globes 

- organize all my clothes and shoes between things i want to give away and things i want to keep 

-set up my vanity and desk and put the things on/under them that i want

-throw out my room garbage/boxes and clean my dishes

-make a big meal so i can have leftovers throughout the week and don’t have to worry about cooking (sesame ginger chicken, jasmine rice, and peppers and onions, whatever other vegetables you bought fresh the other day) i think i bought spinach and carrots too so i’ll make another side of that if i have enough tupperware to store. 

-write in grimoire if you have any energy at all 

side note: try your best today, remember you’re paying to live here too so don’t be intimidated by your roommates if they take up the same space as you.  get your ass out there, there’s nothing to worry about!!! you live together so you should be comfortable sharing space together! make sure to take care of you skin and brush your teeth even though there’s a ton of shit happening today. i love you so much and i’m soooo fucking proud of you for everything you’ve done, and i love you!!! you’re beautiful and resilient and resourceful and you are so fucking loved by your family and friends and by asa!!!! i LOVE  you ahhhhhhhh!!!!! you can do anything and the future is sooo exciting for you, you are going to create so many things and you are going to fucking THRIVE.

[utterlyinevitable]

Ahhhhh mal thank you thank you thank you! I have ascended!! This was perfect 💕 my poor bby boy tho 🥺

I love him. I adore him. I am so so proud of him.

ahhhhhhhh!!! little bit of ramsey doubt creeping in. BUT HOW DOES KYRA FEEL ABOUT HIM??? She canonically refused to have someone as hot as him as a brother figure sooo 👀

My heart 🥺😭

WHAT HAPPENS NEXT??? Will they, won’t they????

Thank you for writing this, it’s everything 🥰♥️

All This Time

Premise: Bryce Lahela wonders if it’s too late to shift the dynamic from friends to something more when Kyra Santana tells him she’s almost cancer free.

Book: Open Heart

Pairing: Bryce Lahela x Kyra Santana

Rating: General.

Category: Light Angst

Trope: And there’s some good ol’ Pining

Words: 1,205

A/N: This story is dedicated to Dom (@utterlyinevitable). When she announced the @openheartfanfics Weekly Trope Challenge, she made a comment about wanting to read a Bryce x Kyra pining fic and I told her I would deliver. I can never do complete angst, but I hope it's a "deliciously pining" story nonetheless.

Also submitting this to @choicesseptemberchallenge21 Day 4 Prompt: "Change"

If there was one thing that Bryce Lahela could count on in his life, it was his confidence. Good looks too (it went without saying), but he was realistic enough to know those were temporary and a luck of the gene pool. Confidence though, that had been hard earned after everything with his family.

Kids at school calling him Dirty Cheat Lahela? He’d shrugged it off. An adult wanting to pick a fight with a teenager because their family had lost everything because of his? He’d learned to walk away from the hateful words said in anger and despair.

Going to college on the mainland had been his escape. The first of many decisions he made to get his life on track. The headlines had followed but muted by distance and eventually time. Going to med school and discovering the pure technical mastery of surgery had been his saving grace.

As his skills developed and the praise from his professors piled on, his confidence only grew until, some said, it became overinflated. Once he started his surgical residency at Boston’s famed Edenbrook Hospital, as far as Bryce Lahela was concerned, everyone and their dog could suck it.

He was finally becoming someone he could be proud of. If that made him an unsufferable meathead, he’d take that as a compliment. The only wrinkle in his journey to self assurance had come from a petite, dark-haired beauty named Kyra Santana.

She’d barrelled into his life as a patient battling an aggressive form of cancer that required surgical intervention. She’d stayed in it as a dear friend ─ part of the gang ─ and he saw his chances of wanting something more slowly slip away as they settled into a friendly routine.

He wasn’t averse to light flirting (he was human after all), but he was always careful not to tip his hand. There wasn’t any ethical dilemma from her being a patient. Once she’d been discharged from his care, she was fair game. But the bonds of friendship that tied them had grown too strong.

Now, leaning against a column on the far side of the atrium, he watched her schmooze with donors at the Hopeful Hearts fundraiser wearing an off-shoulder black dress that accentuated her toned muscles. And he wondered what it would take to break those ties and explore new ones.

Did she even think of him in that way? Or would he forever be a memory she associated with the darkest times in her life? After all, he had her cracked open on his table; literally held her heart in his gloved hands as he cut away the disease strangling her life, one cell at a time.

She had trusted him to take a gamble with an experimental procedure, and he’d owed it to her to keep his feelings professional. To hide the fear that he could lose her in an instant if he wasn’t careful.

When he’d nicked her during surgery, distracted by the attack on another friend, all he could do was fall back on his confidence and ride out the emotions that threatened to paralyze him.

“What are you doing, hiding away in the corner?”

Bryce refocused as Kyra walked towards him. A small smile on her face, she handed him one of two champagne flutes. He’d been so caught up in his thoughts that he hadn’t realized he’d lost track of her in the crowd.

“Just watching a master at work,” he quipped, taking a large gulp of the sparkling wine to wet his dry mouth.

He underestimated the amount as bubbles hit his throat wrong and he began to sputter and cough. He felt Kyra clap his back and his eyes teared up as he sputtered and coughed some more before finally managing to catch his breath.

“Are you okay?” she asked, eyes worried, a hand still resting on his back, slowly moving up and down in comfort.

He nodded, trying to fall back on his confidence in an awkward situation but failing when his mind went blank. He slowly inhaled and exhaled, his other fallback for when he wanted to collect himself and let his mind settle.

Eventually, he found his center, that feeling he got only in surgery or on a surfboard. He straightened away from the column, nonsensical words at the ready. But then he saw the grin creeping up on her face and his mouth quirked in response.

And then they were both laughing, heads close, attracting confused glances from those close enough to have witnessed his coughing fit.

“I’m sorry,” she said, dabbing the tears at the corner of her eyes as she tried to control her laughter. “It’s just…your body was having a fit, but your face had this look like it was saying, ‘Come on, man. Get it together.’ And neither was cooperating.”

“Just call me Dr. Smooth,” he smirked, taking another, much smaller, sip this time.

“Never change, Bryce,” she said as the laughter died down. “Never change.”

“Well, maybe with just less sputtering,” he countered, eyes sharpening as he watched her go still. He’d made an intimate study of her face these last two years and knew every line, every emotion. “Everything okay?”

“Can I get real with you for a second?” she asked with a seriousness he hadn’t heard except before her surgery.

“If you must,” he sighed dramatically, trying to lighten the mood. He saw dismay cross her face and knew it had been the wrong tack to take. “I’m sorry, Kyra. Knee jerk. I’m listening.”

“My doctors seem to think that I might have actually beaten this thing,” she said, pointing to her chest as she shifted to face him, her back to the crowd behind them.

“They’re hopeful even if it might take a couple more months to declare me cancer free, but,” she paused, closing her eyes for a second. “But I wouldn’t be here, even cautiously optimistic, if it hadn’t been for you. If you and your gorgeous brain and those masterful hands hadn’t found a way to cure me. So, thank you, Bryce. Thank you for giving me back a chance at a new life.”

Bryce inwardly cursed as he felt his opportunity with her slip away with every word. Her love for him, if it could be called that, would always be one of gratitude, for someone that had saved her life. And never anything more.

“You’re welcome, Kyra,” he replied when she continued to look at him. “You’re one of my closest friends. And if I can’t use all this,” he lifted his hands, “to help the ones I love, what’s the point of it all?”

He felt his heart skip as she hugged him, savoring the all too brief sensation of having her in his arms before pulling away.

“Just to be clear,” he said, purposely keeping his tone flirty. “The rest of me is gorgeous too, right?”

Her peal of laughter rang out as they walked back, arm in arm, towards the dance floor where the rest of their friends waited. As the music kicked up and his friends pulled him in close, Bryce Lahela knew he could count on more than his confidence to get him through.

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