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[laxmiree]

MLQC Season 2 Chapter 40- Lucien’s split chapter

⚠️  SPOILER ALERT  ⚠️

This post contains a VERY HEAVY SPOILER for the chapter that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free  to notify me if  there are any mistakes in the translation~

IMPORTANT!!! to fully understand the story, prior knowledge of previous S2 chapters are needed. Before, I made a short summary that explain those chapters. I hope this can help :D

As he said that, he gently placed the stone in my palm, then took my hand and placed it over his heart.

“MC, what sound can you hear now?”

Like a wonderful overlap, I suddenly realized something.

The snow-covered wheat fields and the swaying bellflowers, the tide that comes in, and the spring that is always waiting.

My eyes were sour, and I pursed my lips tightly, not wanting to let the tears fall.

So I took his hand and gently placed it on my breast.

“Lucien, this is my answer.”

Then with a little force, I pulled him down, tilted my head up, and kissed him on the lips.

See also:

Chapter batch summary -> [Here]

Previous Split Chapter (S2 CH 39)-> [Here]

Recommended to read S1 ch 37 and S2 ch 34 first for more feels

Long story short, after MC goes through the loop several times, she returns to the park and lets the little girl end the loop. She tells everyone separately about the data from the loop. At the end of the countdown, MC stood on the throne and welcomed the end.

As the countdown goes to zero, MC gathered all of the power inside her, and she manages to hear the mysterious voice once again. After showing him her determination, the door finally opens, showed the [Heart of the World] in form of a huge cogwheel. The mysterious boy also appears in that place. He explains that every trajectory of the world will eventually come to an end.

MC, wanting everyone to live in a normal place, decides to change the rules by stabbing the [Heart of the World] with the golden dagger, making the huge cog wheel stops working. The mysterious boys then tell her that she’ll return to the world but will see some strange phenomenon as a result of the rules of the world being broken. No one is sure what’ll happen afterward, but for now, she can catch her breath.

MC’s consciousness drifts up, and she finds herself on a bus, where she meets Shaw here. After saying goodbye to Shaw, the [Strange Phenomenon] that’ll happen depends on the route that you choose. In Lucien’s route, the strange phenomenon is [Aurora Borealis].

[Chapter 40- Lucien Split Route 1] - Cutting through the crowds

The beautiful aurora borealis swirled like a silk ribbon in the night sky, lazily casting a dazzling stream of mist.

Its brilliant light fell in my eyes, glowing so brightly that it seemed to light up my whole world.

This gorgeous dream-like night made me feel lost for a moment.

Is this what the little boy means by the weird phenomenon that'll occur after breaking the world's rules?

The bus suddenly stopped, and its doors slowly opened as if it were being guided by magic.

I pondered for just a moment, then got up and walked off the bus

The moment my feet landed firmly on the ground, a white light suddenly enveloped me, so I had to close my eyes.

When I looked up again, everything in front of me had changed.

The moonlight sprinkled on me through the gaps in the leaves. And the night breeze rattled the camphor trees.

My heart beat inexplicably, missing half a beat, and I subconsciously look around, a little dazed.

The tall and luxuriant camphor tree stood as usual.

MC: How did I end up here…

The air was quiet, as if I was the only one in the world. I pinched my face hard.

MC: Ouch…

It's not a dream. Does this mean that I've succeeded?

I suddenly remembered something, hurriedly reached into my pocket, and pulled out my cell phone-

19:18

MC: !!

The white numbers stopped silently on the screen as if they were standing still, and I consciously held my breath, not daring to blink.

Looking at the flickering dark and light, it is as if this moment is infinitely stretched. My eyes began to feel a little sore.

Finally, the numbers on the clock turned to 19:19.

Time has really moved forward…

I finally arrived in the future after 19:17.

Two minutes can be so long that the 48 hours of running desperately under the countdown seem like a blink of an eye, and the 17 years of starting anew seem to pass in a second.

I feel like I've been walking for a long, long time before I got here.

Suddenly my nose felt a little sour, I clutched my phone, and my fingers involuntarily brushed the clock repeatedly, wanting to be sure.

The camphor leaves swayed, and somehow I was reminded of many moments in the past.

I can see the boy with the drawing board, the colorful candy wrapper paper crane, the peace knot carrying wishes, and the complete sketch…

There are countless dazzling fragments, all finally gathered in a pair of deep eyes blended with dappled light and shadow.

It was as if I saw every single moment when he looked at me.

Perhaps because of the rare and shocking light in the sky, the streets were crowded with bewildered and surprised people looking up to admire the glorious sky.

Even the vehicles on the road are parked directly in place, resulting in severe traffic jams on consecutive blocks, not to mention the empty cars.

I ran against the crowd's current, looking for even a shared bicycle or other means of transportation while looking at the location of the phone navigation from time to time.

Lucien should still be in the laboratory in the mine. Coincidentally, the laboratory forms a diagonal line with my current location.

All I want to do at this moment is to see him and proudly tell him that we did it.

I didn't know what to do next, but according to the little boy, I had time to catch my breath before the miracle ended.

So I picked up my pace, trying to get back to him a little faster

My heart was beating wildly because of the violent running, and every sound was left in the back of my mind, leaving only one direction in front of me.

Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure at the end of the crowd.

His usually neat hair is disheveled, it droops like it is thoroughly wet with sweat, and his black shirt is stained with mud out of nowhere, which makes him stand out.

He seemed to have come from somewhere as if he had traveled a long way.

It seems that I rarely see this kind of Lucien.

Even when he encountered the most challenging problems or repeatedly conducted experimental research, he was always calm and collected, not as impatient or even… impetuous as he is now.

As if he wanted to confirm something urgently.

I was about to call for him when I met his eyes

Those indifferent eyes lit up for a moment, and in the next second, he ran through the crowd, speeding up toward me.

MC: Lucien!

I didn't stop. While keeping my eyes locked on him, I stumbled through the crowd and ran in his direction.

After cutting through the crowd, I finally stood in front of Lucien.

It was only when I got closer that I realized that he was more "messed up" than I thought. Whether it is his effort to restrain the gasping breath or the sliding beads of sweat that fall around the corners, even his shoes are stained with dirt.

MC: Lucien, why are you…

I wanted to tell him we did it, but the words turned into another question.

MC: You didn't run from the laboratory, did you?

Lucien did not say anything, he just stared deeply at me. The light and shadow shifted in his eyes, swirling with indescribable emotions.

There is a little bit of relief and a lot of nostalgia. But all of this is condensed into pride and joy in the end.

I was a little confused by his stare and couldn't help but take a step forward.

MC: Why do you keep looking at me and not saying anything…

MC: Oh yeah, I haven't told you yet. I did it! We finally made it-

Lucien: MC.

Lucien: (quietly) …Can I hug you?

He interrupted me in a rather unusual way. I was stunned for half a second, thinking that this Lucien was a bit strange, but I still resolutely opened my arms.

This embrace was slower and gentler than ever before. He seemed a little unsure and in disbelief. His fingers rubbed cautiously.

Then slowly, very slowly, he gathered his arms together.

Lucien: (shaky, emotional sigh) ...

I heard Lucien let out a long sigh.

[Chapter 40- Lucien Split Route 3] - Gem of "hope"

We didn't speak for a long time.

Perhaps the striking color of the aurora borealis was so special that our hug only attracted a few unintentional glances, even through the crowds.

There was a faint touch of dampness in the palm of my hand, and I belatedly remembered the question he hadn't answered.

MC: You haven't answered my question just now.

MC: You didn't run from the laboratory in the mine, did you?

Lucien's gaze flickered for a moment. Without moving away from my face, he slightly raised the corners of his lips.

Lucien: I came here by car.

MC: And where's the car…?

Lucien: Halfway down the road, it ran out of fuel, there was no gas station nearby, so it was parked on the side of the road.

Lucien smiled a little helplessly.

Lucien: It's possible that I had a hitch because I spent all my thoughts on the experiment these days.

Although his explanation is reasonable and justified, I still feel that it's unbelievable this kind of thing happens to the always strict Lucien.

I couldn't help but narrow my eyes at him.

MC: And did you call the tow truck number?

Lucien: ....

Lucien: I think it's too late to fight now.

MC: ...Lucien.

Lucien: Occasionally, the scientists who can do no wrong are allowed to make small oversights in such minor matters.

MC: This is not about the small matter…

I was always helpless against him, so I just sighed and wiped the sweats on his forehead with my cuff.

MC: So after leaving the car halfway, Professor Lucien just ran straight over here?

Lucien: Um, it's like that.

He admits it openly as if his decision is justified and not worth talking about.

I can't help but feel angry and amused at the same time.

How is this person still having such a childish side?

He slowly released his arm around me and looked earnestly into my eyes.

Lucien: (softly) It's probably because I want to see you quickly. Even a little bit sooner is good.

The moonlight and the aurora borealis intertwined and fell on his eyebrows and hair, producing a soft and vivid light and shadow.

I could not help but hold onto his finger and shake it, then intentionally ask him.

MC: In that case, why don't you use your space-folding?

MC: The intelligent Professor Lucien didn't forget that he has Evol, did he?

He froze for a moment and finally smiled.

Lucien: This is bad… In just a few minutes, it seems that I've made several bad mistakes in a row.

Lucien: Will this affect my image in MC's mind?

MC: I think it can get affected a little. For example, now I'm secretly thinking, "Lucien, you're really a big fool".

I couldn't help but smile even after I said that. The person in front of me was always smiling, his fingers gently stroking my cheek affectionately.

After a long time, his voice fell on my ears.

Lucien: (chuckle) I think we still have a lot to talk about, so why don't we go somewhere else first?

I nod my head without hesitation.

Even though the future may still be uncertain, in this respite time, I just want to hold his hand and spend time with him in the present.

Along the way, Lucien always holds my hand tightly so that the reassuring warmth seems to reach my heart through the palm.

We didn't go in the direction of home. He didn't say where he was going, and I didn't ask, but we just tacitly walked in the same direction.

Soon, he led me into an isolated, deserted alley.

Immediately afterward, a white barrier enveloped us, and the world seemed to rotate in the sudden dazzling light.

When I returned to my senses, there was an empty field like a wasteland in front of me.

The sky was so low that the aurora borealis appeared as if it could be touched by a hand.

MC: Lucien, what is this place? Why are we here?

Lucien didn't answer my question directly. His eyes swept around with a slight curiosity and then fell back on me.

Lucien: I left behind something very important here for some time.

Lucien: If it is true, it should still be there.

He gently pushed away the gravel and weeds on the ground, and his long white fingertips touched the slightly wet soil without a hint of hesitation.

Then the soil was continuously dug out.

MC: ...?

I watched in amazement as he silently pushed layers of soil aside, repeating this simple action.

Countless questions came to my mind, I recalled what he had said earlier, and I vaguely guessed something, so I squatted beside him and quietly accompanied him.

In a few moments, Lucien's forehead was slightly sweaty, and the back of his hand was bruised due to the force he used. The dirt soaked his palms, and his fingers became red from the constant digging.

I didn't know what he was looking for, but an inexplicable ache sprang up in my heart.

After an unknown time, suddenly, there was a crisp "click" sound from the small pit.

It was like fate was making a sound.

Lucien paused slightly, and his pupils shrank unconsciously.

After a brief period of silence, he slowly lifted his hand, holding a glimmering object between his fingers.

As he used his cuffs to wipe off the mud on the surface of it little by little, Lucien opened his palm, and a clear green light came through. It was crystal clear against the backdrop of the aurora.

MC: It is… Is it a gem? Is this what you left here?

Lucien: Mmm.

Lucien: It was cut from an emerald called "Hope". I obtained it from a museum in England.

Lucien: I heard that it showed an almost transparent brown-green color, like the color of the aurora borealis. And I thought it would be similar to the scenery we had seen together.

Lucien: It seems to be true.

My heart skipped a beat, and I even suspected I had heard something wrong.

Lucien: When I got it, I just thought it would be a special gift, so I left it here...

Lucien: …left it along with those seeds.

(BGM suddenly stops)

Ba-dum Ba-dum

The world seemed to be paused, only leaving the sound of my beating heart.

MC: Lucien… What did you just say?

Lucien: I know that you will bring hope to this world. So I thought, when the dust settles, I'll bring you along to get it out.

Lucien: My special assistant, would you like to accept this belated gift?

My mind buzzed. His every word fell clearly into my ears, yet like an echo, reverberating in my head.

My nose was a little sore, and I subconsciously held my breath, fearing that if I blinked again, everything would just be a hallucination for me.

MC: …What you just said, can you repeat it?

Lucien curled up his lips, his outstretched hand paused in the air for a moment, then landed on the corner of my eye, gently wiping it. I felt his fingertips trembling a little.

Lucien: I remember… that you still owe me five minutes of your time.

Lucien: (softly) You promised to pay me back before… but now you want to cheat?

At this moment, the heart that had been floating for a long time fell slowly to the ground.

I looked at him and shook my head repeatedly. And then my tears finally fell down uncontrollably.

In my blurred vision, I see that long period of time spreading out before my eyes and then circling back to the original place.

Everything was as fast as if I had just turned around, like a beautiful dream, like a grand and brilliant hallucination.

My heart gushed with unstoppable joy. I cried and laughed at once, not caring how embarrassing I was, and just stubbornly held Lucien's hand tightly.

MC: You, you really remembered, right? I'm not dreaming or hallucinating, am I?

MC: But even if this is just a joke the world played on me, even if it's just a dream... I'm willing to stay in it.

Lucien: MC, I'm not going to let this be a hallucination.

Lucien interrupted my rambling speech.

Under the bright light, he lifted his hand to my face. His fingers carefully and tenderly rubbed away the traces of my tears.

Lucien: MC, don't cry.

Lucien: I haven't broken my promise to you or lied to you.

Lucien: Remember what I said that time? All my efforts are for the moment of reunion with you.

He stared at me quietly. His eyes were as gentle and deep as in memory.

Lucien: Only now, I am more certain that these are all your efforts.

Lucien: It was my little girl who was so determined and brave, and because she never stopped, I could come here step by step.

At this moment, Lucien seems to finally understand the huge dark shadow that enveloped the girl in that dream and understands all her silence and nostalgia.

The answer to those questions is also available at this moment.

Lucien: Thank you, MC, for always working so hard.

Lucien: Now, will you take me home?

[Chapter 40- Lucien Split Route 4]- The selfishness of reunion

The world seems to be covered in a dense mist.

My voice was tinged with sobs, and I bit my lip, trying to sound firm.

MC: Um, we're going home.

As I said that, I clasped Lucien's hand with mine and shook them in front of his eyes.

That long and distant promise finally crossed time. And with our slow steps, it finally connected into a line.

The road home is not close, and Lucien did not use Evol again. He let me hold and lead him, step by step, toward home.

The silence stretches the time, and the road seems to go on forever without end.

I walked for a long time until the familiar street entered my eyes, and I couldn't help but speed up my steps with my aching legs.

As the elevator doors opened, I habitually pulled Lucien towards the door of my home.

Lucien: (playfully) Is MC taking me back to her home?

He slowed his pace inadvertently, and the deliberately stressed words made me realize what was wrong, so I stammered an explanation and fumbled with my hands in his pockets.

MC: …N-no, I'm going back to your home! Hey, where's your key….

Lucien: Oh... So, are you coming home with me?

MC: …You, you're teasing me again!

He caught my restless hand, squeezed my palm, and then smoothly took out the key with the other hand and opened the door.

The moment the door was closed, I heard Lucien speak softly.

Lucien: I'm home.

These are just two words, but it sets off a circle of ripples in my heart.

I looked at him and collided with his eyes.

MC: Yes, we're home.

MC: Lucien, I'm taking you back home.

MC: I didn't go back on my word this time either. I did what we promised to do.

In the next second, there's a sense of weightlessness in my feet. Lucien picked me up in his arms and strode towards the window.

MC: You…

Lucien: Thank you for your hard work, MC.

He looked at me, his gentle eyes running over my face.

Lucien: You must be tired after walking for so long.

Lucien: You don't need to walk the rest of the way by yourself anymore. Because now, I'm right there by your side.

Even though he said it softly, I heard his unspoken words and understood what he meant.

I hooked his neck and rested my head on his shoulder, the pleasant smell of grass wrapped around me at once.

MC: Lucien, you've always been there.

MC: From the beginning to the end, I never walk alone because you've always been there.

MC: I hope I will always be my truest self in front of you, so I won't pretend to be strong and say I'm not tired.

MC: It's really difficult to start over. Even though it has a similar trajectory to the past, it is still something new.

MC: It took a long time to wait and adapt.

As we spoke, Lucien put me down and sat with me in front of the window. The colorful light spilled through the tulle-like curtains and into the room

I raised my hand to straighten out his somewhat messy forehead hair. My fingertips lightly traced the outline of his eyebrows.

MC: I also thought about running away, wanting to ignore everything and be a bad person.

MC: But then someone came to me, held out his hand to me, and pulled the wretched and cowardly me out of the heavy rain.

MC: He is still waiting for me in the depths of my memory, so how can I stop?

Lucien held my hand and gently rubbed its back.

Lucien: Am I so important?

MC: If you ask me that, I have to check if your memory is really all back.

Lucien: So, how do you want to test me?

MC: Let me think...

Faced with the narrowness and inquiry that flashed in his eyes, I racked my brain to think, not willing to admit defeat.

MC: The "omnipotent and smart" Professor Lucien, have you finally found the answers to the secrets and questions of this world?

Lucien: The world does not contain truths that can be explored overnight; it is a long, perhaps never-ending road.

Lucien: But if it's about the fact that the world has moved forward 17 years again after the doomsday, I think I should know more than enough.

Lucien: It's just that…

Lucien: Tonight, I don't want to spend the time analyzing the world.

Lucien: So let's leave this topic for later, okay?

He spoke so naturally and frankly that I couldn't help but laugh.

MC: Then tell me first, how did your memory come back?

Lucien: In fact, there were no signs, or, instead, it suddenly entered into the inadvertent gap of my mind.

Lucien: The feeling is very similar to the previous one, but it is exceptionally strong this time. By the time I realized it, it had already happened.  

MC: Are you saying that you have had similar experiences before?

Lucien gave me a meaningful look as if he was tacitly agreeing with me, but he quickly changed the subject.

Lucien: This may be another meaning of world overlap.

Lucien: Although the nature of overlap is to destroy, as long as it is not actually destroying, then…

Lucien: Those things that belong to the past will eventually return.

I blinked, and my eyes accidentally fell on the green and golden gem he had been clutching in his hand earlier, and I carefully poked it.

MC: Does it include it?

Lucien: Yes.

MC: When did you bury it?

MC: I remember that during the "Seed Project", you were so busy every day that you didn't even have time to sleep.

Lucien: I bury it at the time of "Doomsday Preview".

For a brief moment, I remembered the garden where we had stood side by side, watching it turn to ashes in a moment of great light.

He was already preparing to walk into the future when he witnessed the world's end. All those dusty moments in the past are now in full bloom.

Lucien: At that time, besides leaving a strong life and a lasting civilization, I also wanted to leave behind a selfish feeling.

He slightly lowered his eyes.

Lucien: Even though the world will come to an end, the traces of its existence will not fade away easily.

Lucien: Maybe one day in 10,000 years, or even more distant future, there will be new life born here.

Lucien: And someone will find this gem of hope I left behind.

There seemed to be a very bright light flickering in Lucien's eyes, and his voice was confident and sharp as if he was still pleased and proud even seeing that kind of future.

He paused and raised his hand to pin my hair behind my ear gently.

Lucien: But I'm a greedy and selfish person.

Lucien: So I prefer to keep this "hope" for myself, for the moment when we meet again.

With that, he twirled the gem and held it between our eyes.

Lucien: MC, what do you see at this moment?

I raised my head and quietly looked at him through the gem.

The emerald that reflected the aurora is shining with dazzling brilliance. The unique green color is embedded with golden light.

All the colors perfectly refracted into Lucien's eyes, melting into a crystal clear light cyan.

MC: I see… a very wonderful world.

Lucien: But I see you.

His voice is precious and soft in my ears, instantly turning my whole heart into a soft mess.

Lucien: I see you who works harder than anyone else.

Lucien: A person who has never given up, who has shouldered the responsibility and pressure alone, but still persevered until today.

Lucien: So, you're the one who made it shine in our hands.

He always gazed at me as if tiny waves of light flowed in those eyes, and I couldn't stop drowning in them.

Lucien: MC, it is you who made our story usher in tomorrow.

As he said that, he gently placed the stone in my palm, then took my hand and placed it over his heart.

Ba-dum, Ba-dum, Ba-dum

The firm and powerful heart beat under my palm, real and strong.

Lucien: MC, what sound can you hear now?

Like a wonderful overlap, I suddenly realized something.

The snow-covered wheat fields and the swaying bellflowers, the tide that comes in, and the spring that is always waiting.*

My eyes were sour, and I pursed my lips tightly, not wanting to let the tears fall. So I took his hand and gently placed it on my breast.

MC: Lucien, this is my answer.

Then with a little force, I pulled him down, tilted my head up, and kissed him on the lips.

The soft and warm sensation is like continuous spring rain, finally arriving after a long delay.

I never closed my eyes. I just wanted to see more of him, wanted to just look at him.

The breath is just the right temperature, intertwined and undulating. Vaguely, I feel as if Lucien curved the corners of his lips

When he finally let go of me a little, he showed a slightly puzzled look.

Lucien: Do you want to keep looking at me like that?

MC: Mmm.

I nodded my head seriously. Suddenly, I thought of something else and spoke tentatively.

MC: By the way, Lucien, I want to make a bold guess.

MC: Is it already spring now in the snowy wheat field?

Lucien: For the answer, I hope we can reveal it together.

The corners of his lips curved up in a beautiful arc, and he reached out and rubbed my hair.

Lucien: Let's check it out together next time.

MC: That's a promise.

I reached out and hooked Lucien's little finger, forming a small promise.

Lucien opened his hand to wrap me again in his embrace, put his chin against my shoulder, and sent out a low sigh.

Lucien: MC, I'm back.

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[Lux’s rambling corner(feel free to ignore LOL)]

FINALLY, AFTER 2 LONG YEARS:”"””””””””. S2 lowkey feels like a fever dream ffs. While there’s def some good chapter out there, it does feel something is missing along with the memory of the boys:”. The voice acting is A+++++. If I could, I’ll put (softly) in almost everything Lucien said :”D. Thanks for the masterful voice acting and BGM planning; hearing and reading this chapter really made me cry. And if I have time, I’d love to subtitle the whole split chapter o<-<.

OKAY SO, first of all, that part where Lucien immediately RUN after his car gas runs out (oof- as unlucky as ever, I see:”D), just because he just wants to see her sooner, all while forgetting very basic thing to do is very bittersweet hnghh. it turns out that the “omniscient and smart” professor Lucien will also forget such small things and made many mistakes. That he’s such a ‘big fool’ in the face of his own feeling. Not to mention the slow and cautious hug, as if confirming and also the little fear that all of these might be not real hnghh (THAT SHAKY SIGH, i swear I never heard him THAT emotional)

THE EVERY. SINGLE. REFERENCE. TO CH 37. Enough said; they all successfully made me sobs. It is as if I can feel what MC felt, the slow realization, the unsureness, and the desperation for it to be really real (and the fact that even though it’s not, she’s willing to stay in that illusion:”). Luckily, it’s real (and he won’t let it to be not) and she can finally lead and take him home :”

just want to point out that MC taking initiative in their kiss important detail™️. because what he said in previous split chapter “If you want to win, you must take all the initiative into your own hands.” AND SHE DID-

What MC answered before kissing him is Lucien‘s question from previous chapter. She put his hand on her heart, as an answer.

I mention this on twitter before, that the wheat field in S2 Lucien's dream is a representation of his 'heart'. With the ebbs and flows of the tide as his 'heartbeat' At first, it was covered with snow, but the snow slowly melted, revealing golden wheat & flower fields(that weren’t originally here, but rather something called love that grows because of her). So when I said that she melt his heart I mean it literally-

I can talk about this chap all day honestly. but nfjdfjdf before it got too long and possibly making this post can’t be edited I have to end it here. Thank you for reading~ and crying with me, god. s2 has been a wild ride.

[martenoodles]

acofaf doodles :3

[flightofgoro]

“Cinnamon?” Sumire says, voice lifted at the end — “O-Oh, because your moles kind of remind me of cinnamon…! And it matches your hair color.” There’s also the element of cinnamon being a little spicy and crisp, the way Goro’s voice sometimes gets in heated moments. But, that’s of course not a bad thing. That’s just Goro, after all. — @yoshizawaviolet

goro's eyes soften, while still keeping his face neutral, “i don't dislike it. i see what you mean, i think.” he turns his head away, his face at a titter expression, attempting to hold a smile back. it seems like he doesn't mind it as much.

[hamausagi]

i have made the executive decision to skip blade (i lost the 50/50 SCREAMS) and kafka for jingliu and fu xuan 💪💪💪💪

[gremnda]

CRIES THANK YOU SO MUCH LU YOU'RE THE BEST

hey guys did you know its @gremnda s birthday hey guys theyre very cool hey guys look this fanart i made for them i fought with my tablet for two days hey guys

[kissoulie]

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𓇼 ࣪ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ⭒

𓆡 ⭒ㅤ𓈒ㅤׂ 🫧

— NSFW. tags under the cut!

a/n: kissoulie debut day!! (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠) i wrote all of these for myself mainly but finally decided to post themmmm i wanted to post a full fic for my debut but work is busy :( i don't have enough free time </3 please do read the cws!!! they are very relevant haha my brain went a little wild with jiung so soulseob's are short ☹️ i will feed u soon sho stans u have my word 🙏 i normally don't write for jiung or keeho but the ideas were too inticing 😭

cws: fem reader, petnames (baby, princess, pretty girl), degrading (just once, "whore"), overstim, edging, breeding, daddy kink (kyo), brat taming (kyo), choking (kyo), exaggerated size kink (intak), pregnancy mention lol meandom!theo, dub-con (jiung), slight somno (jiung), squirting (soul), slight degrading, voice kink (seob), please lmk if i missed anything!!!

brat tamer!keeho who loves your cries of “daddy daddy daddy- slow down, daddy-!” followed by broken moans and whimpers from your swollen lips. he loves how you claw at him, eyes faded from how hard he's choking you, but still sobbing and slicking up more for him to fuck you stupid. he loves how you beg him to let you cum, “please please please daddy, please- can't hold it, please just let me ‘m so close daddy please just let me-” he knows you can't hold it. that's why he smacks your clit to send you over the edge. he loves how your hands try to pull his hips back, but he's determined to ruin the orgasm you don't deserve. it just makes you that much sweeter when he finally lets you cum on his cock.

meandom!theo who won't stick his dick in you until you're a crying overstimulated mess. he’ll use toys on you, stuff his pretty fingers inside you, eat you out until you're pulling on his hair so hard it hurts, but he won't fuck you until you're crying. he loves how your tears soak the pillowcase, how you cling to him like he's the only person left in the entire world. he loves feeling so special to you, to the point where he loses himself in your body when he finally does fuck you. his hips stutter, and he's cumming with a soft “fuck..” before he can stop himself.

best friend!jiung who humps you in your sleep. it’s not his fault you sleep on your stomach, your ass so.. soft and enticing. at first he did it with both your clothes on, but he realized that regardless, if he woke you up you would know what he’s doing to you. so he slowly pulls down your sleep shorts, pushing his dick between your panties and your skin. he snakes a hand under your lower stomach, pressing you to him. at first he doesn’t notice how you slick up for him, but then your hips jolt back to press against him and he’s almost clamoring off of you when he hears your whiny voice, “ji, don’t stop” who is he to deny such a needy, pretty girl? he practically rips your panties off, rubbing himself between your folds, pressing just the tip in as you moan, “‘s so big, ji, ‘s big..” “fuck, princess, that was just the tip,” you’re squeezing around him, pulling him deeper into your tight cunt. he groans, bottoming out in one sharp thrust as he loses control. you yelp, but your eyes roll back and he can feel you squirting around him, “cumming, ji, fuck” he knows you are. his eyes are shut tight as he struggles to hold back, fucking into you deeply and then speeding up. you push back against him, helping him along as he presses his hand against your stomach, feeling how his dick knocks up against it. you keep moaning and creaming all over him, and he loses control, pressed against your cervix as he paints your insides white.

size kink!intak who's so desperate for you. he wants to make love to you so bad, but you're just too small to take him properly. there's always that last couple of inches where he hits a wall, and you're sniffling out his name and holding his hands so sweetly. he can't bear to see you cry. the more he makes love to you the more he wants to breed you. and before he knows it, those last two inches are slipping past your sensitive walls while you cum all over him. you yelp in surprise but he's too far gone, fucking into you while pressing against your tummy, “gonna let me get you pregnant, baby? please- oh fuck, please”

munch!soul who’s obsessed with making you squirt. he spends precious hours between your thighs, flicking his tongue over your sensitive little clit, fingers buried inside your sopping wet cunt. he praises you, too. telling you how pretty you are for him, how good you taste, how much he needs to get his dick inside you when he's done using his mouth. he loves it when you squirt all over his cock, it makes his head empty.

voice kink!jongseob who whispers in your ear to get you off. he won't touch you until he knows you're close from just his voice, whispering filth into your ear. he wants to breed you. he wants to fuck you until you cry for him, until you squirt all over him, until you tell him you love him. that's what he's working you up for. he kisses your sensitive clit, eyes peering up at you innocently while your hiccuped cries turn to sobs. “all this from just my voice, baby? cmon, you know what you have to say so i’ll let you cum.”

[peachdues]

Hi hello yes I’m here to hear about Tengen’s FOUR kids!!!!!!! Was it one pregnancy for each wife and one of them got twins??? Tell me about themmmm (please if you want and have the energy to do so)

lmaooo so actually, your headcanon matches Sam’s — one kid with all three wives except one of them ends up with twins.

I think that’s viable — but I’m also imagining Tengen having one with each wife, but accidentally getting another one pregnant at the same time as the mother of the third child. So two wives being pregnant at the same time — which would be fucking hilarious because can you imagine the amount of stress that man would feel??

For their sake, I hope the two pregnant at the same time would be Makio and Suma, since Hinatsuru would provide the much needed calm and collectedness to the absolute hormone and stress-fueled anxious mess that would be Tengen x Makio x Suma. At the same time, Makio and Suma’s heightened hormones might lead to a house-wide emotional nuclear meltdown on more than one occasion.

Tbh, I see Tengen as someone who becomes even more high maintenance than his pregnant wives. Don’t get me wrong — he’s incredibly attentive and considerate during the pregnancies. But he’s also a fainting goat; he’s so stressed out trying to manage not one but two pregnancies while also dealing with two other kids (who are likely close in age and at that rambunctious stage where they think stressing Dad out is hilarious). He’s a hovering, nervous mother hen, and it doesn’t help that his wives are strong willed. I imagine him being beside himself because Suma has decided to climb up onto some taller surface to reach something she KNOWS Tengen will get for her, but she doesn’t want to be an inconvenience. So here he is, trying to help Hina with dinner, only to see Suma atop some tall, mildly rickety ladder and he has a fucking heart attack. Already her sense of balance is thrown off by the size of her stomach, but add an unstable ladder into the mix?? Poor man nearly drops dead.

Of course, while he’s rushing to help her down, Makio decides it’s the perfect time to get into a fight with the neighbor’s dog — you know, the one who keeps sneaking into the garden and trying to steal bites of food cooking atop the the outdoor fire pit as Hinatsuru has her back turned? Yeah. That one. Well, unfortunately for the dog, Hina happens to be making Makio’s favorite variation of grilled beef, and she is not about to let this mangy mutt steal from her. Too bad the dog also knows how to fight.

So imagine poor Tengen’s nerves when, just as he’s guiding Suma back down to steady ground, he hears screaming and snarling and barking while Hinatsuru is shouting Makio’s name. The former Sound Hashira doesn’t have time to appreciate the way his stomach falls out of his ass — he’s hightailing it out into the gardens, grabbing whatever makeshift weapon he can — an errant pan, an old training stick from his days in the Corps, anything.

Come to find his other equally pregnant wife in what can only be described as a tug of war with the neighbor’s poor dog. Said dog managed to snag a strip of meat off the cooking plate but not before Makio lunged for it, toppling the makeshift grill in the process and sending all of the family’s meal into the coals and dirt. But this last piece of beef is all she’s craved all day, and she’ll be damned if she loses to a stupid, flea-ridden bag of fur.

She loses anyway because both Hinatsuru and Tengen force her to drop her grip on the meat, and poor Makio has to watch as the dog scampers off, rapidly devouring her meal.

Anyways. That night, it’s Makio who is boo-hoo sobbing with big, fat tears because she feels terrible about having ruined dinner (and she didn’t get the meat she wanted, poor thing). Suma, as equally hormonal and a known sympathy crier, also bursts into tears the moment she witnesses Makio wailing, which in turn, awakens the two sleeping kids. Naturally, they don’t know why their moms are crying, so of course, they join in.

And you know what? It’s at that point Tengen joins in on the sob fest, because fuck it.

In conclusion: poor Hinatsuru.

[zoppzoop]

THE URGE TO SAY I LVOE YOU TO MY FRIENDS WHILE WE'RE IN CALL BECUASE THEY ALL SO COOL AND AWESOME AND AMAZINF AND MAKE ME SO SO HAPPY AND MAKE ME WANT TO JUMP AROUND WITH JOY AUUGHGHGHGRJKG I LOVE MY FRINDS SO MUCH UUEUEUEU CRYING AND SOBBING OVER THEMMMM

[uhohbestie]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa it's them it's themmmMMMM.

I love the softness in this paired with the scratchy texture of the lines. The hands, their blushes, Scar's fingers interlocked to keep Grian close.... Gosh... Will they ever find another cabin like the one they left behind...... (touching my hand to the glass) if only someone had the power to write them being happy again......

I love seeing these two SO much I'll never get tired of it. Thank you for drawing them! aaa <3 :D <3 - 🔒

Soft TAMN cabin doodle, i just,, aoughtgh,,,, they hate being happy so fucking much i swear

[sirshio]

Me before I watched MML: Maybe I'll ship Dakota and Cavendish. They are buddies and partners, it's a nice ship.

Me after: *crying and sobbing EXTREMELY UGLY about them for almost a month and a half* THEY ARE SO IN LOVE I JUST CAN BEAR THIS WHY DOES THIS SHOW EXIST THEMMMM

See, I'm a perfect amount of normal about them. Definitely normal. Absolutely normal. Totally normal.

[canonically47]

"hey geo did you see the-" YES I DID SEE THE NEW DCAS TRAILER AND YES I WILL TALK ABOUT IT THANK YOU SO MUCH RANDOM ASKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guys i am soooooooo normal about seeing james fiore and ellie again i feel so normal guys i am not gnawing at the bars of my enclosure at all i feel normal and not unnormal at all SO NORMALLLLLLLLLL

MY FUCKING. FAVS. (granted lake is just ok in my books but STILL HER!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!) LOOK AT THEM. LOOK AT MY EVIL LITTLE SISTER. LOOK AT MY EVIL WIFE. LOOK AT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALEC AND FIORE ARE WORKING TOGETHER I AM CRYING SOBBING THROWING UP LOOK AT THEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME

shut the FUCK up about jake OKAY YKNOW WHAT im tired of making it about jake. LOOK at miriam and tom catching up (and obviously talking about that twink) LOOOOOOK AT THEMMMM

also!!!! WHA

me when connor finally puts riya in her place (i've been waiting on this since episode one)

james and yul reunion was NOT on my bingo card but oh my god james should just do that poison thing all over again i cannot wait

hey guys not to make this about jake but LOOK AT HIM HE'S SCREAMING YAY jake dies this episode guys real not clickbait /j

anyways my theories are:

krystal threatens to kick out the current contestants if they don't help their respective pair, which makes sense when you get yul and james who should hate each other from what i remember

yul at some point messes someone up (hence "LOSER" in the beginning of the video) - possibly jake & ashley since "ARE YOU OKAY JAKE" and "you bitch" are played besides yul's clip, but that could mean anything that's just my idea

guys i don't think fiore is gonna make it. i am fiore truthing so hard but she looks pissed off at connor and i think he's going to mess it up for her oh my god connor when i catch you connor

none of the finalists make it because duh. miriam, ellie and... sobbing loudly... james......... probably do not come back

...and neither does ashley because she was JUST kicked out and jake fucking sucks from what we can see and they're definitely partnered up because nobody else would stand jake

my money is on lake and if anybody else but her or fiore (or my favs: ellie, miriam, james) comes back then this whole show is rigged and i will never watch it ever again (watch fucking HUNTER or something win i would THROW HANDS)

yknow what scratch that. itd be hilarious if connor of all people won and he just came back and fucked riya over and proceeded to make it to finale. please don't let that happen but it would be funny i think..

anyways rare geo is excited for DCAS moment i am so ready for june 6th :3 :3 :3

oh yeah and derek is alive!! they remembered he exists!!!! wow!!!!!!!!! he looks much happier to see trevor than usually so maybe this or episode 12 is when the confession happens. would love to finally see it and i hope they dont mess them up!!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

jjk. chapter 255 spoilers under the cut !!

WWAUUUGHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHINJUKU CHAPTERS FOR SUREEEE I CRIED I SOBBED I THREW UP MULTIPLE TIMES THIS IS SO UP MY ALLEY I CAN’T EVEN DESCRIBE IT????????? I DON’T HAVE THE WORDS????????

okay i’m gonna TRY to be coherent . gonna try to behave. but i LOVED this chapter so much it gave me so much i’ve been wanting from this manga for so long…. hhhh…………… :((((

FIRST OF ALLLLLL:

LARUEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HE’S HEREEEEE HE’S HOME…… MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT CANONICALLY QUEER SIDE CHARACTER……. the narrator referring to the two of them as ”team geto” made me SOB but more on that later i’m just. so happy to see him??? one of my favorite side characters???? i never thought he’d get more screentime?????

and that goes for miguel too!!! i adore them BOTH and they looked so pretty this chapter …. T_T hhhhh

miguel is so handsome ….. just one chance plspls king :’3 i’m hoping more screentime will get him more fics…… maybe specifically x reader fics…….. just a thought……….. (yes i have a miguel/reader drabble in wips no i don’t know when i’ll get to writing it 💔) and larue my gay bestie he rlly is so pretty!!!!!! hhhhh i missed them sm :(((((

ALSOOOO absolutely loved their interactions w yuuta in the beginning….. all the lil moments. larue calling miguel hun….. miguel having beef w gojo and wanting to see him beg for his help….. yuuta offering to beg instead and miguel getting freaked out 😭 THEY’RE SOOO FUNNY

I <333333 THEMMMM

and and and ….. while we’re on the topic of gojo………… THE CRUMBSSSSS THIS CHAPTER GOD HE’S SO PRETTY :(((( RETURN OF THE CIRCLE FRAMES!!!!!

he’s so cute …. andddd while we’re talking abt this interaction!!! i loved loved loved that miguel got the chance to lecture gojo on his racism. and so blatantly too !!!!!! it feels so refreshing to have a shounen manga where casual racism is acknowledged and not just treated as a gag…. and gojo apologized (albeit a lil casually but i do think it was genuine. that’s just kinda how gojo talks </3)

SPEAKKKKK YOUR TRUTH KING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ LET HIM HAVE IT ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ personally i think gojo should’ve let his infinity down so miguel could get a couple good smacks in but that’s just me. (miguel looks so good here also!!!)

aaaa and !!! before i get to the Main Dish of this chapter i just wanna say :3 MAKI SWEEEEEEP OUR QUEEN OUR KING OUR LORD AND SAVIOR 🙏🙏🙏🙏 SHE’S BACK AND COOLER THAN EVERRRRRR LOOK AT THAT GRIN

serving cunt since day one ….. where would we even be w/o her……. i AM very worried for my boys and that black flash at the end but :’3 this chapter made me feel hopeful….. it’s nice to see a good ol jumpjutsu kaisen 5v1 battle.

BUTTTTT with that out of the way!!!!! let’s talk about my absolute favorite part of the chapter (and why it’s one of my favorites in shinjuku)….. which is ofc. the talk between miguel and larue. i absolutely unabashedly ADORE geto’s family and i’ve been waiting to see them again for so long!!! to learn more about them, their feelings towards geto, their feelings after his passing…… and i finally got it. and it was just…. so, so good. wow.

like …. this page almost made me cry. genuinely. i adore larue so much and it was so nice to see him again….. he’s definitely my favorite member of geto’s family (excluding geto himself ofc) and clearly the most heartfelt!!! there’s the scene in shibuya where he stops the rest of the family from harming each other because he knows that’s the last thing geto would want, he calls everyone by their first name…. it just feels like he understood geto the most. understood that what geto cared about above all else was his family, not his own plan (hot take maybe?? but i’ll die on that hill).

and goshhhh…… ”we all loved suguru-chan” :((( you don’t UNDERSTAND how emotional i feel rn. i mean we basically already knew this but it just feels so nice to get confirmation on how loved geto was!!! not just by a couple members of his family, but by all of them!!!! i think it’s so telling that even miguel, who acts a bit colder than someone like larue, was willing to help geto and grew to love him. geto is just such a sincere character at his core and i think that’s how he won them all over. but aaaa i’m just :((((( they loved him!!!!! and he loved them just as much!!!!!! i’ve said this before but i NEED a slice of life spinoff manga only featuring geto and his family.,, they mean so much to me.

and i haven’t even MENTIONED larue’s speech????????????? how lovely it is?????? how sick it is????????????? his version of mourning makes me so unbelievably emotional :(((( geto would be so fucking proud of them i can picture him looking up at them from the fiery pits just CHEERING as they punch sukuna…… sniffle sniffle. he loves them!!! and they love him!!!!!!

also obviously i NEED to mention this bc it broke me. i’ve seen people making jokes about what miguel says AND I GET THAT bc i too love joking about how geto is definitely in hell but. this line is very tragic to me!!! or maybe not tragic but it’s definitely somber. i don’t think it’s meant to be humorous, it’s there as a grim reminder of the things geto and his family did…. they loved each other but they were villains. there’s no denying that. larue is obviously a bit of a romanticist but miguel is enough of a realist to call him out on it, and i think that gets his personality across so well. because he still ends up agreeing to join larue in the fight!! those words got to him!!!! seeing his expression crumble in this page made my heart ache :((((… they were villains but they loved each other so earnestly. and i just adore them so so much!!!

okay i think ….. that’s all …….. suchhhh a wonderful chapter. it made me insane!!!!! i love miguel and i love larue and i’m hoping they’ll survive this :((

(….. but . i mean … if they end up dying ……. there’s the slightest chance we’ll get an afterlife scene of geto and his family, so …. um ……. yk …….. 👉👈 maybe . some sacrifices will have to be made……..)

[dabunnyvm]

My part of the color palette challenge for @modrbgd​ !!!

Pallete challenge and art trade for @dabunnyvm !

[awesomeduskangel]

I'M FRICKING CRYING QAQ ♥

Welp, I just finished Fionna and Cake. And I am having FEELINGS.

MAJOR SPOILERS under the cut.

FIONNA AND CAKE'S WORLD IS HEALING AND SHE JOINED THE ROLLER DERBY AND PLANTING THINGS AND SAW THE SUNRISE AND SHE IS DOING SO MUCH BETTER AND I'M SO SO SO PROUD QAQ ♥

SIMON GETTING THERAPY ♥♥♥♥♥ HE. IS GETTING. THERAPY.

We all knew this was happening but Gary Prince and Marshall Lee holding hands and officially being together will never cease to make me happy screech like a little gremlin I LOVE THEMMMM ♥♥♥♥♥

EVERYTHING WITH SIMON AND BETTY MADE ME SOB QAQ

Currently geeking over how Fionna and Simon can still keep in contact via phone, my brain is stewing with found family fic ideas ♥

THE DANDELION AT THE END THE DANDELION AT THE END ADFMGAKDFGADFGKJ I want a season 2 so bad because I want more of these beans but also it ended SO BEAUTIFULLYYYY

[legolasghosty]

OKAY I KNOW IT'S NEARLY MIDNIGHT BUT LAST EPISODE!!!!

Reggie's little smirk

The promoter lollll!!!

Awww Like and Reggie stepping back to give them a minute!!!

"I'd do anything for you" SOULMATES!!!

WILLEX HUG THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!

Willie and Alex both smiling even though their hearts are breaking and it's breaking mine!!!!

Luke: Alex no dancing. Alex: Watch me....

"Tell your friends!"

"your handwriting is better than mine..."

Julie's anxious flood of questions<333

Lollll them all being dorks over the phone call!!!

"I'm swimming!!!"

Carlos the Ghost Toaster!!!

Heh people are starting to recognize the boys....

Why Trevor, you look white as a... sorry, too easy a joke.

Feeling kinda bad for Carrie... kinda.

"You guys are the only family I have." My heart!!!!

Oh babiessss!!!

I love how Julie says When they cross over. Just... I wanna hug her so bad!!!!

Carlos stopping the recording <333

Julie's hands hovering over Alex and Reggie's!!!!

LEGENDS!!!

"Who you calling boy band?"

SIR GET YOUR FANCY GAY SELF OUT!!!!

"...sir." Oh Alex... baby it's gonna be okay.

Julieeeee you look so pretty!!!!!

Rob is lovely!

It's okay, your boys will be there, I promise... they're just a little... tied up at the moment...

Gotta say the suits look pretty good....

"How'd you know our sizes?" "That's your question?"

Dang it I hate Caleb using all of their stuff against themmmm! He's too good!!! He's such a good bad guy!

Nothing to Lose is such a bop, it's not fair!

Ughhh Caleb's magic slowly taking over....

Caleb's jacket is so frigging cool!

This man's voice, I cannot! I have such a voice crush on him.

Julieeeee my babyyyyy it's gonna be okayyyy!!!

"Where do any of us really go?"

"They were my friends, my band... my family." I'm not crying you're crying!!!

Flower!!!! Baby!!!!

"SIGNS!"

Gosh this must be a terrible night to be working at the Orpheum, the setlist is a mess....

My girl!!!! You got this!!!!

ALEX!!!!

REGGIE!!!

Bro the costume changes, I loveeee!!!

Luke my drama queen!!!!!!

Julie and Reggie jamming!!!!

SOLOS!!!!

Ugh I love them all so much!!!!!!!!

Carrie yesss!!!

Awww Molina family loveeee!!!

"Don't ghost me" *WINK*

Julie just falling apart as soon as she gets to the garage, I'm sobbing!!!!

Reggie's You're welcome my beloved!!!

"we had nowhere else to go."

"NO MUSIC IS WORTH MAKING JULIE IF WE'RE NOT MAKING IT WITH YOU!"

HUG!!!!!!!

Lol boy you are literally glowing.

GROUP HUGS HEAL ALL!!!!!

"Hugs are good."

And then... this stupid last scene... I wish they'd just cut it. So we weren't left with this frigging cliffhanger and then dropped into the sea....

AND THAT WRAPS IT UP FOR THE ANNIVERSARY!!!! LOVE YOU FANTOMS!!!!

[phoet]

oh my gods oh my gods "welly boots" by the amazing devils is so faroeverse coded i could scream i could cry i could sob

"How could you leave me here?" you'll scream And louder, I'll scream back to you from that unknown And say, "I know you're strong enough, I know you're strong enough I know you're strong enough to do this on your-"

BE SO FOR REAL??! IT'S THEMMMM.

oh, and let's not forget

I get to watch you grow up now and make me proud Make all of the mistakes that make me laugh Oh, darling, Lord, how you make me laugh Get drunk for me, sing louder than you've sung for me Grow young each time that thunder in your lungs Begins to rumble at the world

i'm fucking unzipped lads, unzipped.