#SO ILL GET HIM TRUST🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[lotus-pear]

hey hsr mutuals can you guys lmk when aventurine comes out so ik when to come back to the game? yea. thanks.

[spideysbruh]

Thank You GQ

a/n- the lil ~ means a passage of time

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tchalamet GQ.

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tstan your shoots are always the best

GQ let's do it again some time mr. chalamet

y/n oh my

timmylaurie he's so cute omg

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y/n what's everyone asking for from santa?

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timmytimstan omg t liked

yourfriend what are you getting me for christmas 🤭

y/n literally no clue ❤️

tchalamet a vinyl record would be nice

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y/n 🤔

timmytimstan omg t commented !

timmysgf who is she ??

tchalamet oh wow.

kylesballs not him simping for a random insta model publicly LMAOO

timotheeandall y/n is NOT an instagram model omggg 💀

@y/n tweeted: need. need so bad

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@lauriesarmpit replied- no way the first tweet I see of hers is ab timmy 😭😭💀💀

@tsgf replied- how do you know it's about him?

@ynsleftear replied- trust me, she's been like this for a while 💀💀 she stays shooting her shot!!

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y/n honeymoon fades

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sabrinacarpenter caption. i love you.

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ynstan BEAUTIFUL GIRL

tchalamet need.

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chalametgirl BYEEEE LMAOOOOO

tchalamet oh my.

rachelzegler absolutely gorgeous. when are we hanging out 🥺🥺

y/n im free next week <3 let me dm you w my schedule LMAOO we need to have a sleepover again I got so much to tell you

rachelzegler omg this is happening ill see you next week love

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@y/n tweeted: the average person was never meant to have this much lore.

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@ynsblanket replied- oh god what happened girl

@ynandtimschild replied- you're literally dating timothee chalamet it's okay 😩😩🙏🏼

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@realchalamet tweeted: life IS crazy

@paulswhore replied- BROOOO !?!?!!!

@ynsgf replied- HELPP!?!?!!! at 2am is crazy

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y/n two years. you've dealt with every part of me and you're still here with me. I love you more than anything my silly boy. I'll always remember the GQ issue that finally gave me the courage to dm you 💀💀

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tchalamet ohhhh THATS why its framed in our place 🤔🤔

y/n but also cause im so proud of you 😍things can have two meanings 🫶

paulsdune TWO YEARS ?!?!!! it took yall forever to make it official huh

y/n you're telling me...

tchalamet thank god for GQ cause i was too scared to dm you myself 💀💀

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lauriesyn NO WAYYYY HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YALLL

kyleshair literally my parents omg

timosbirthmark tbh it's good they waited a while to actually date, people be so quick to jump into relationships LMAOO

rachelzegler our double dates are some of my favorite memories

y/n same we gotta do it again

mariastory timothee and josh being friends omg

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tchalamet thank you once again GQ. i think i'm much more mature this time around. and thank you for getting me the love of my life with the 2020 issue, I am eternally grateful.

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y/n oh my 😍

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laurieslaurence YOU ATEEEE the lil part about y/n and how much she's helped shape you 🥺🥺🫶🫶

atreideskyle i ❤️ my boyfriend

zendaya OKAYYYYY

willyswonka he seems like such a good boyfriend to y/n

florencepugh so proud of you!!!

charliestimo the comparison to the 2020 and this one 🥺🥺 he's already grown so much 😭💔💔

ayoedebiri 🫶🫶

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tchalamet my love deserves a post of its own. when we're apart i count down the minutes until we can be together again. you make me the best possible version of myself and i thank you for it. you are the most beautiful person inside and out, and I'm so lucky to get to not only know you, but love you as well. i love you happy two years my pretty girl.

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timosatreid "MY PRETTY GIRL" GOD WHEN 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺

y/n you just had to outdo my caption huh.

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addisonraee yall are too cute pls stop

sabsyn THE HAND PLACEMENT IN THE SECOND PIC WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE. HAND. PLACEMENT.

ynschals imagine how many pics they have of each other on their phones that we'll never see... 😖

yourfriend no other guy could make her as happy as you, timmy!

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y/n idk if you know this but i love you

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[heesdreamer]

#4 & #10 for sunghoon 🙏🏼

prompt challenge from this!

4. kiss to the side of the head (cheek here)

10. placing their chin on the others shoulder

GENRE : lifelong friend! sunghoon

WARNING : a tad bit of barely mentioned underage drinking

WC : 2,851

AN i rlly love this so i hope you do too <3

➳ year one

the first time you had met sunghoon you were standing shaking in your too big shoes, looking side to side frantically like a lost deer.

it was 1st grade and you had stumbled off the bus into a whirlwind of confusion and slight betrayal against your mother for making you go to school in the first place. you didn’t understand why you had to leave home, getting on the big yellow thing and being whisked away.

you felt like your world was ending, like you’d never find your way inside or home ever again and you were holding your breath with puffed out cheeks, planning to float far away from the screaming kids around you.

then a shadow was overcasting you, even with your eyes squeezed shut you could tell somebody was infront of you now and unmoving.

you cracked one eye half open, doing a strange puffy cheeked wink to see who it was that was ruining your escape plan.

a boy was watching you with a big smile, eyes bright and distracting with the way they curled into his cheeks.

“are you a fish?” he was asking you and you were frowning now, arms crossing as you shook your head at him. he was holding both straps of his backpack and you thought he was way too big for all of the superhero’s covering it.

“im trying to escape.” you explained to him, sparing your surroundings another frightened glance.

he nodded like it made the most sense in the world and shrugged softly. “sure. but it’s not as bad as it looks, trust me. it’s my second time.”

your mouth parted slightly, trusting him less now that you learned he was a big kid. you were fidgeting with your fingers, picking softly at the skin with nerves and he was the one frowning now.

“dont worry. ill look out for you.”

➳ year 10

sunghoon had kept his promise about looking out for you, the rest of your school years being full of given advice and him ushering you through the busy hallways like he was your personal bodyguard. it was easy to be his friend, always so quick and casual with the way he spoke.

he had always been funny, always drawn a crowd out as he told stories at lunch or quipped quick jokes between classes. but as you both got older and matured, developing a real sense of style and individual personality, your friend truly blossomed into somebody charming and likable.

it drove you a bit crazy. you couldnt understand how he was so quick to understand himself, how he was so comfortable around people and could make friends anywhere he went. you felt so lacking next to him, only growing more awkward as you aged.

you thought back to the first day you met him often when this line of question came to mind. you were still those same kids, one looking for the fastest escape route and the other so open to comforting you and being friendly.

it also didnt help that sunghoon grew in other ways too, getting more and more handsome as he started to fit his features and shoot up in height.

these two things combined, along with a few other influences, were currently the reason for your most recent predicament. sunghoon often invited you to parties he was attending now that you were highschoolers, and you tagged along occasionally, but you werent exactly sure you had prepared for one like tonights.

the party, if it could be called that, was basically a hangout between sunghoons other friends and some of their partners. you knew them all, friendly even for the sake of things not being awkward when you inevitably ended up following behind sunghoon to events.

but this was strange terrority for you. parties were easy, they were loud and busy and it was so simple to be invisible and wait the night out, maybe even dance a little when no ones sober enough to pay attention. but this was intimate, it was sitting in a circle and talking to eachother.

it was noticeable if you stayed quiet, maybe even rude.

you had a weird longing for his friends to like you, a strange need to prove yourself to them despite knowing him double the time they had, despite sharing a bond with him that wasnt easy to replicate. youd hate to cause any uncomfort.

so it was the absolute worst case scenario when half way into the night one of sunghoons friends girlfriends suggested a game. you knew immediately where it was heading, drunk minds normally rotating between one or two of the same games.

so now here you were, looking around anxiously with a full cup in your hand, criss crossed on the floor and sitting straight and rigid. the others around you were in similar situations but with major differences, either casually leaning against the couch behind them or on their fifth drinks of the night. you once again were struck with how different people could be despite growing up together.

sunghoon sitting next to you was pulling you from your thoughts, his knees knocking against yours. you looked over at him to find him already watching you with a big smile on his face, eyes full of excitement. the look dissapeared briefly at the expression on your face but you quickly gave a half smile back to him to let him know you were okay.

he was patting your knee, letting his hand linger there for a moment before clapping and shifting to fully face the center of the makeshift circle youd all instinctively made. truth or dare was easy, it was simple and youve done it before so you wouldnt make a complete fool of yourself like if it was something like cup pong.

four rounds in and it was your turn to be asked. so far the questions had been prying but not yet building to a point of secrets and the dares had been overplayed and tame.

“hm okay this is hard.” sunghoon’s football friend jay was leaning against the couch, a hand on his chin in contemplation as he watched you.

your heart was racing slightly due to the eyes bouncing back and forth between you and jay in anticipation for what he was going to ask

“who was your first kiss?”

you felt sunghoon freeze next to you at the same time you did, a breath getting caught behind your lips. you realized you had two options here, either tell the truth and look like an idiot or lie and risk getting caught and looking like an idiot.

“uh… well-“ you were unable to control your stuttered words as your face lit up with embarrassment. you didn’t think jay had any bad intentions, maybe this question was even a cop out for somebody like him, but the glint in his girlfriends eye was making you flush.

she looked like she knew your secrets, knew why you were reacting like this. like she somehow could tell you were somebody who’d never been kissed in their entire life.

it was only a second in real time but to you it felt like hours of this tense silence rang out before anybody spoke, all eyes on you and your shaking eyes.

“it was me.”

your head was whipping to your right at the same time everyone else’s was, a shocked laugh and dropped jaws following immediately after the words fell from sunghoon’s lips.

“what?” jay was laughing, amusement in his eyes beneath his furrowed eyebrows. he seemed genuinely thrown off by this new knowledge.

knowledge that was, of course, untrue. a sharp glare from your bestfriend caused you to realize you looked just as shocked as the others and you quickly fixed your expression, switching to being bashful and nodding softly in agreement.

sunghoon was once again saving you from an awkward situation, albeit this time was far more awkward and unknown territory than usual. you were still thankful for him and his quick thinking.

“well then,” jay’s girlfriend was filling in the silence since everybody didn’t seem to know where to pick up from. she had a raised eyebrow in your direction and you felt nervous again despite it not being your turn. “truth or dare hoonie.”

you squirmed at the way his name rolled off her tongue, you didnt recall them being on nickname basis and judging by the way he glanced at you with confusion, he didn’t think they were either.

“dare.” despite the awkward air and his confusion, sunghoon’s voice still came out confident and strong.

“kiss yn.”

the room was completely silent again but this time there was no excited tension to fill in the gaps. everybody was awkwardly squirming in their spots. you were sure this wasn’t new to them, for the games to turn this way, but you had a feeling you were the cause of their discomfort.

“what?” for once sunghoon seemed to lose his composure, face flushed and his voice tweaking slightly as he shook his head and avoided looking in your direction.

“i mean you’ve done it before, right?” she emphasized the final word with a twist of her head like she was offering the two of you an out, an admission for a chance to skip the dare.

you furrowed your brows and leaned forward slightly so your elbows were resting on your knees. “yeah.” your voice was unusually dark and laced with venom. “we have.”

sunghoon was staring at you now and for a moment you thought you saw pride beneath the fear and hesitance on his face. you stared back at him, giving him a subtle nod of permission. he looked more and more uncomfortable with every passing second and you were starting to worry he was going to reject you.

then his hand was lifting up slowly, a slight quiver making it unsteady, and holding your chin softly, keeping you facing towards him. you shut your eyes tightly and waited, baited breath.

you were terrified it would be noticiable you had no idea what you were doing, they’d call you out for lying and you’d totally gross sunghoon out for the rest of your lives. you felt your head being turned, his hand gentle as it moved your face.

and he kissed your cheek.

➳ year 16

“when’s your boyfriend coming again?”

you were pausing at the sound of your coworkers voice, chirping out a question as she slid past you in her haste to finish cleaning the counters so you could finally close shop after a long day.

“he’s not my boyfriend.” you mumbled, although you had told her probably three dozen times since you’ve met her. you had a feeling she was forgetting on purpose.

she was still great, your first friend in a long time but especially your first one since you had moved away to the city for college. moving was never something you had thought about, not even really considering the future much.

but when sunghoon had called you from college like he did nightly and practically laid out a full essay on why you should apply to the same school as him and be his roommate, you couldn’t find it in yourself to say no.

despite the fact you had spent the entire year he was gone attempting to get over the way you felt about him. you had tried casually dating boys in your grade, even managing to have a boyfriend for half the fall, but none of your efforts ever mattered.

as long as sunghoon was around, you would be smitten with him and content with living a life in his presence, even just as his bestfriend.

loving him was never going to be something you regretted despite the pain and longing you almost constantly felt for him. it was always just enough to keep you moving but never enough to make you truly feel like you were going somewhere.

it was helpful that he hadn’t ever had a girlfriend since highschool ended, the fear of him finding somebody smart and beautiful and way more mature than you in college had haunted you his whole senior year.

then he was graduating, buying you flowers although he was the one who had accomplished something, and you were helping him pack up his room with teary eyes and stuffed stomachs from all the food his mom had been feeding the two of you.

like he had asked, you eventually followed him and after months of only seeing him for holidays or rare weekends, you felt like you could breathe again. it wasn’t all good, you were both busy and tired all the time, but you were happy.

you were happy when you came home from a late work shift and he was asleep on the couch, having dozed off waiting to eat a late dinner with you. happy when he crashed into your room and begged you to watch a movie or dragged you out for hangouts around the city or nighttime walks.

you were happy despite not being with him in the way you’d always dreamed about and you’d never ruin that just because of the hurt that came along with it.

“he’s not? i could’ve swore he said he was last time he stopped by.” your coworker was speaking again, this time yelling from the kitchen. you groaned loudly and laid your head down on the counter.

“no he didn’t. we aren’t dating.”

“you’re not dating who?” before you could spin around in the stool to see the source of the voice, hands were wrapping around your middle and pulling you back slightly. you felt his breath on your cheek as he laid his chin on your shoulder and you smiled.

“none of your business.” you tried to elbow him slightly but he ignored it, squeezing you tightly and leaning into you so his front was fully against your back.

he hummed softly and kissed his teeth. “a secret boyfriend.” he mumbled under his breath, you laughed softly as he started to use a fake serious voice. “not sure how i feel about that.”

“who knows.” you stood from the stool the best you could with him still holding you, swaying slightly and walking like a penguin so the both of you could move together. “it could totally happen.”

he was laughing as you waddled, your stomach flipped at the feeling of his laugh against your back but you ignored it. when you reached the door, you flipped the sign over to closed.

“we’re leaving katie.” he was calling out before you could, leaning forward more to see your face of annoyance as he smiled down at you, amused at both cutting you off and guessing what you were planning to say.

he let go of you long enough for you to take off your apron and grab your bag, throwing it over your shoulder and holding out a hand in his direction. he happily took it, holding both your hand and arm so you were pulled snug against his side.

“you know.” he was starting off as you left the small coffee shop, immediately hit by the cold air and loud sound of the train rushing above you. you sniffed slightly as you glanced at him, only for a moment to continue avoiding the puddles the snow caused. “if you need a super secret boyfriend, im always around.”

you faltered slightly, almost stumbling forward if it wasn’t for his tight grip on you. you stared at the side of his face as he chewed on his cheek and kept his gaze straight forward.

for a moment you thought he was joking, that he was teasing you and just making conversation. or maybe worse and he had realized you’d been inlove with him and was making fun of you, planning to laugh if you accepted his offer.

then you remembered who you were talking about, who was holding you close and walking you home after a late shift despite the fact he too had been busy all day and was probably itching to get back home. a home you shared and cherished, a combination of your different personalities with the organized mess of books and vinyls, couches you’d picked out together.

you thought about the boy who walked you to class your first day of real school and the boy who took you to prom, almost offended when you offered the idea of him going with a real date. the boy who kissed you on the cheek infront of all of his friends so he didn’t take your first kiss in a way you didn’t want.

he had always been good and kind and he had always been honest, especially with you and the way he took care of your feelings by staying true and open about his.

you decided that for once in your life, you were going to take a page from his book and you were going to lean into something and hope for the best.

“i think id like that.”

[sarah-j-bethany]

Depression or Exhaustion?

I know I'm not the only one who has to play this game. Sometimes it's harder to pin your depression when it first appears, and manytimes that's the reason it grows so much easier.

I've had mine for roughly a decade now and have learned to tell the early signs of a coming episode. It's a good way to help prepare yourself and easier to push yourself out of it. Especially when you know some tools that work for you. My go to is God, specifically worship music I can sing to if all else fails.

But even that sometimes seems to fail me at times. Not God, but the practices I choose. One thing that never has yet to fail me is fasting. That's actually what I've been doing for the past month. I felt my self slipping and God telling me it was time for a break.

It's good to listen to your cues and even more to Him.

I have to say, it did work. I started feeling better early into it. Now you don't have to fast like everyone else. You don't have to give up food entirely or even at all. Fasting is a sacrifice, but it's up to you and God what that sacrifice is. For me it veries depending upon what I feel the specific fast requires. But in the end, the goal for everone is to strengthen your faith and relationship with Yahweh.

Strengthening your spirit helps to get a clear sight of what to do. And I've noticed that when I cleanse my spirit and realign myself with the Lord, my mental state always seems to clear as well.

Now that's not to say episodes don't happen and that fasting cures mental illness. Today is a testement to that.

Things have been... a lot the past few days to say the least, but what normally would send me into a spiral and threaten to pull me under has actually been easier to handle. I find myseld finding joy and even smiling through it all. Even a moment ago when I could tell my levels where off a bit and finding myself depressed, I could still truely smile and feel myself. I've actually been finding alot of myself that I've lost and forgotten thanks to God. He really does care and want the best for you.

Now, I'm still sad about some things, and that's okay, but I also know everything will turn out for the best. That as long as I have Yahweh beside me, as He always is, I can trust that through whatever the future holds, I'll make it through to the other side.

I have to say, being depressed with His joy poured out on me is quite alright. Of coure I'd rather not be depressed at all, but in a situation where you can't choose to be fully okay, I'd take the one with His light lifting me up any day over one where I feel like I'm trapped, alone in my own issues as darkness threatensto sufficate me.

Thank you, Yahweh for the good and the bad. For Your care and guidence. For Your love and joy, peace and kindness. Thank you, for You.

I pray blessings upon you all loves. Have a splendid day/night. 🙏🏼💜😊💜