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#tw mommy issues#LMFAO#my eyes stinging from holding back tears: đď¸đď¸#she makes me feel so bad. sheâs so bad for me#i just canât imagine being loved unconditionally. even by the person who birthed me#WAHHHHH itâs so hard im being a big baby#SAVE IT FOR YOUR JOURNAL AND THERAPIST LEAH!
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abolition work
hm i havenât been posting here much because 1. Work Busy and 2. local movement spaces being largely on facebook, plus 3. disclosing local geographic location on here is still a bit Hhhh
but yeah iâm fairly open about being california bay area, and am working on plugging into local orgs and have been doing some rad captioning gigs for various places on both coasts, and getting to witness really rad conversations around defunding, dismantling, abolition, alternative structures, and communal healing
big plug for Kindred Collective and healing justice, their work on the medical industrial complex, and the National Queer and Trans Therapists of Color Network doing the deprogramming state collusion and relearning community care for social workers & healing practitioners
on surveillance, Hacking//Hustling is doing awesome work and talking about histories of police collaboration to criminalize public health surveillance, as is Red Canary Song,
highly recommend the Just Practice Collaborativeâs mixtape on transformative justice coming out at the beginning of august
some great discussion by Mia Mingus and Mimi Kim along with Cat Brooks of Anti Police-Terror Project/APTP about the conflation of transformative justice, which seeks to transform systems that allowed/enabled harm to occur, with restorative justice, which seeks to restore the status quo that existed before the harm, and which the state is picking up on as a veneer of reparative work
and always always love for Critical Resistance and their amazing resources, and to the Abolition Journal Study Guide
for concrete steps to police abolition and things to call for from leaders, i recommend:
APTPâs & Justice Teams Networkâs Black New Deal (here, there, and also here)
8toAbolition
MPD150 (who have a huge resource page!)
Critical Resistanceâs demands
Movement for Black Lives/M4BLâs Interrupting Criminalization Toolkit
Repeal 50 (New York police misconduct protection laws)
other rad groups with resources include Survived & Punished, Community Justice Exchange, DecrimNow, FreeThemAll4PublicHealth, local Decarcerate ___ groups, Black Youth Project 100, INCITE!
other important names include Ruth Wilson Gilmore, Mariame Kaba, Kristina Agbebiyi, Kelly Hayes, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha, Kimberle Crenshaw, Mari Matsuda, Anoop Naya, Audre Lorde, Assata Shakur, Cornel West, Angela Davis, bell hooks, James Baldwin, Alice Walker, Charlene Carruthers, Rachel Cargle
my favorite demands right now are:
freeze police hiring, at minimum
decriminalize public existence (loitering, disorderly conduct, being in a park after dark, eating or drinking in public/on transit, riding a bike on the sidewalk, sleeping in public, littering, urinating in public, etc)
- these shouldnât be misdemeanors! there can be general public conduct agreements without criminalization, and with competent handling of homelessness
refuse to criminalize COVID-19 and decriminalize HIV/AIDS and end all health care information sharing with police
refuse to use facial recognition tech and end usage of âpredictiveâ tech, license plate readers, etc (saves money too!)
fund public bathrooms and showers, including making existent facilities (eg YMCA, pools) available, and fund COVID sanitation staff
move duties out of the police:
- youth engagement
- community engagement
- re-entry from incarceration assistance
- parking enforcement
- traffic law enforcement
- health crisis response
- mental health crisis response
- homelessness response and services
- neighbor disputes
- trespassing enforcement
- domestic violence response
- transit fares and rules enforcement
 --> create new divisions that are unarmed, are not trained&licensed to use force or institutionalize/incarcerate, and are non-coercive
 --> start by creating a transition team to start doing this with a five-year plan, for example
*** in the meantime, disarm police responses to these!! ***
--> see CareNotCops.org
articles iâve found valuable:
Confessions of a Former Bastard Cop on Medium
Who Should Pay for Police Misconduct on a legal blog
Domestic Violence & Defunding Police on Huffington Post
Tired Bad Cops First Look to Their Labor Unions on Washington Post
Whoâs Afraid of Defunding the Police? on Salon
Defunding the Police: What Would It Mean for the U.S.? on NPR
Abolishing Policing Also Means Abolishing Family Regulation by Dorothy Roberts
The Color of Surveillance by Alvaro Bedeta (see also the conferenceâs materials)
article i need to take a moment to find a way around a paywall for lmao:Â On Trans Dissemblance: Or, Why Trans Studies Needs Black Feminism
documentaries/videos i recommend:
Black America Since MLK: And Still I Rise on PBS
books iâve learned about and super want to read include:
Blackballed: The Black Vote and US Democracy
Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation from Colonial Times to the Present
How We Get Free: Black Feminism and the Combahee River Collective
Unapologetic: A Black, Queer, and Feminist Mandate for Radical Movements (by Charlene Carruthers with BYP100)
The Trials of Nina McCall: Sex, Surveillance, and the Decades-Long Government Plan to Imprison âPromiscuousâ Women
Race After Technology: Abolitionist Tools for the New Jim Code
Dark Matters: On the Surveillance of Blackness (by Simone Brown)
Black Software: The Internet & Racial Justice, from the Afronet to Black Lives Matter
The Age of Surveillance Capitalism
Decarcerating Disability
No Tea, No Shade: New Writings in Black Queer Studies
Captive Genders: Trans Embodiment and the Prison Industrial Complex
Normal Life: Administrative Violence, Critical Trans Politics, and the Limits of Law (by Dean Spade)
Automating Inequality: How High-Tech Tools Profile, Police, and Punish the Poor
additional books iâm considering and have seen recommended:
Nobody: Casualties of Americaâs War on the Vulnerable, from Ferguson to Flint and BeyondÂ
An Indigenous Peoplesâ History of the United States
Sister Citizen: Shame, Stereotypes, and Black Women in America
When Affirmative Action Was White: An Untold History of Racial Inequality in 20th Century America
Me and White Supremacy
So You Want to Talk About Race
Why Iâm No Longer Talking to White People About Race
Being White, Being Good: White Complicity, White Moral Responsibility, and Social Justice Pedagogy
The Condemnation of Blackness: Race, Crime, and the Making of Modern Urban America
Lies My Teacher Told Me: Everything Your American History Textbook Got Wrong
Evicted: Poverty and Profit in the American City
The Color of Law: A Forgotten History of How Our Government Segregated America
A Peopleâs History of the United States
Black Feminist Thought: Knowledge, Consciousness, and the Politics of Empowerment (by Patricia Hill Collins)
Eloquent Rage (by Brittney Cooper)
Bad Feminist (by Roxane Gay)
Thick: And Other Essays
Real Life: A Novel
No Ashes in the Fire: Coming of Age Black and Free in America
Since I Laid My Burden Down
The Other Side of Paradise: A Memoir
The Summer We Got Free
Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood (by Trevor Noah)
Just Mercy: A Story of Justice and Redemption
yeah!!
what/who are yâall reading/watching/listening to and finding helpful, or meaning to get around to?
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The Benefits of a Moving Meditation and How to Start Practicing
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
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So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
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When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journalâs Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journalâs March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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How 31 Days of Moving Meditation Helped One Yogi Slow Down
How 31 Days of Moving Meditation Helped One Yogi Slow Down:
For one always-on-the-go writer, learning to be more mindful while she was on the move helped her find more peace when she was still, too.
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
See also Meditation Has Proven Benefits: So Why Is It Hard to Commit?
So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journalâs Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journalâs March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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For one always-on-the-go writer, learning to be more mindful while she was on the move helped her find more peace when she was still, too.
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
See also Meditation Has Proven Benefits: So Why Is It Hard to Commit?
So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journal's Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journal's March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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For one always-on-the-go writer, learning to be more mindful while she was on the move helped her find more peace when she was still, too.
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
See also Meditation Has Proven Benefits: So Why Is It Hard to Commit?
So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journal's Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journal's March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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How 31 Days of Moving Meditation Helped One Yogi Slow Down
For one always-on-the-go writer, learning to be more mindful while she was on the move helped her find more peace when she was still, too.
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
See also Meditation Has Proven Benefits: So Why Is It Hard to Commit?
So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journal's Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journal's March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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How 31 Days of Moving Meditation Helped One Yogi Slow Down
For one always-on-the-go writer, learning to be more mindful while she was on the move helped her find more peace when she was still, too.
Meghan Rabbitt focuses in on the benefits of moving meditation and how it helped her slow down.
I was lingering over a pasta dinner in Rome over the holidays this year, sitting back in my chair with one hand on my full belly and the other holding my glass of red wine when it hit me: I have to do this more often. Not the trips to Rome or even the pastaâalthough more of both would be nice. What I found myself craving in that moment was more of that kind of slowing downâgiving myself space in everyday, non-vacation life to really experience and even savor what Iâm doing.
Slowing down is a serious challenge for me. Iâm a self-proclaimed productivity fiend: The more I can get done in a day, the better. My job, writing and editing for YogaJournal.com, stokes this natural instinct in me. In digital media, praise comes flying at you when you work quickly. Iâm also a born-and-raised New Yorker, which means my go-to pace is almost always a little (OK, a lot) faster than those outside the big Apple.
See also Meditation Has Proven Benefits: So Why Is It Hard to Commit?
So, when I returned home from Italy to Boulder, Colo., and was asked to practice moving meditation every day for 31 days, it seemed like a logical fit. Iâd been sporadic with my usual, mantra-based meditation practice, solidly in a new habit of making a beeline for my computerânot my meditation cushionâafter brushing my teeth each morning. Would moving meditation help me slow my roll, and infuse my life with more mindfulness? I wanted to find out.
When practicing moving meditation, you must focus your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step that you take.Â
What is Moving Meditation?
Last year, I was lucky enough to attend a day-long retreat in beautiful Red Feather Lakes here in Colorado with yoga and Tibetan Buddhism teacher, Cyndi Lee. The retreat was held at the Shambhala Mountain Center, high in the Colorado Rockies and home to the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya. My first experience practicing moving meditation was there, with Lee guiding me and the rest of the 20-some-odd group, on a walk to the Stupa.
See also Yoga Journal's Meditation Challenge Will Help You Stick to a Steady Practice
Lee explained that just as in a sitting meditation, where your attention might be on your breath or repeating a mantra, in a moving meditation, you place your attention on the sensation of your foot touching the ground with each step. How does your foot feel in your shoe, or on the earth? What does it feel like as your heel strikes the ground before rolling onto the ball mound of your foot and then your toes? You get the drift. When you first start out, itâs recommended that you walk a little slower than usual, so you can really feel your feet with every step.
As we practiced this walking meditation on retreat that day, I felt awkward at first. With every step, a thought popped into my head: Thereâs my heel; What would an outsider looking in think of us walking in a line so freakinâ slowly?! Oooh, so thatâs what my footâs arch feels like when my weight rolls from the back of my heel toward the front; Ugh, how long is this going to take us?!
See also Try This Durga-Inspired Guided Meditation for Strength
Luckily, Lee normalized this common monkey-mind activity. âThe idea is not that youâre going to have absolutely no thoughts,â she says. âWhat youâre doing is cultivating your ability to recognize that you donât have to buy into everything that comes up. Part of the experience is recognizing that your mind will stray, so when it does, you bring it very gently with precision back to the feeling of your foot on earth. Step, step, step.â
Cyndi Lee normalizes the idea of moving meditation by stating that whenever your mind strays away, focus on the feeling of bringing your foot back to the earth. Step, step, step.
The Challenge: 5 Minutes of Moving Meditation Every Day
While I canât say my first experience of moving meditation was profound, I was intrigued enough by its potential to help me slow down and be more mindful in all areas of my life that I committed to at least 5 minutes of moving meditation every day for the month of January. Before I got started, I asked Lee if I should continue my already-established (if sporadic) mantra-based practice.
âWill repeating my mantra while practicing moving meditation help me focus?â I asked Lee.
See also This 5-Minute Meditation for Parents Will Save Your Sanity
âNo,â she replied. âWhen trying a new meditation practice, itâs best to stick to just one rather than dabble in many,â she told me.
I started out simple: From the Yoga Journal office, I took solo walks to the coffee shop around the corner and didnât ask a co-worker to join, like usual. The typically 5-minute stroll took about 8 minutes at moving-meditation speed, and while my mind did wanderâmostly to my long list of to-dosâI didnât beat myself up about that fact. Instead, I kept coming back to the feeling of each step. I found myself noticing things I hadnât before: the subtle feeling of my foot on a crack in the sidewalk; the sound of the wooden heel of my favorite pair of booties on a day-old snow-ice mix; the feeling of one part of my foot on pavement and another on grass.
See also YJ Tried It: 30 Days of Guided Sleep Meditation
After each of my walking meditations during my first and second weeks of this challenge, I had to try hard not to brush off the seemingly insignificant sensations I was having. How would it serve me to know exactly what it feels like to simultaneously have my heel on pavement and the ball of my foot on grass? I stuck to the practice on my walks to the coffee shop and abandoned them en route back to my desk.
A simple 5-minute stroll can help you practice moving meditation. If your mind starts to wander, focus on the steps that you are taking.Â
The Ah-Ha Moment: When I Knew Moving Meditation Was Working
The third week in to my moving meditation experiment, I had a game-changing therapy appointment which, it turns out, would alter the way I thought about my new, mindful walks.
I was talking to Leah, my therapist, about my near-frenetic pace and its impacts on my life. It was making me more gruff and less compassionate. It was inspiring me to race through my writing and editing, which meant I was more careless with my words. It was making me less present with my boyfriend, friends, and worst of all, myself.
See also Pranayama 101: This Moving Breath Practice Will Teach You to Let Go
âSo, whatâs the antidote?â I pleaded, practically begging her for an assignment I could add to my to-dos. âIf I canât move to Tuscany, how can I finally slow the heck down?â
Leah shot me a knowing smile.
âYou donât need another to-do,â she said. âIâm not going to tell you to meditate for 20 minutes every morning in order to get more present. You can show up more fully, and in better alignment with who you are and how you want to be in the world, by doing what I call âone eye in, one eye out.ââ
Think of this concept as the epitome of taking your practices off your meditation cushion and yoga mat and into the world, Leah continued. When the practices are working, the world is your mat. One eye in helps you stay in alignment with your central channelâthe place from which you move with your heart, not a head full of fear. One eye out helps you interact with others and field all of the things that will inevitably come flying at you, many of which will be completely out of your control.
See also This Napa Valley Vintnerâs Ritual for Inner Calm is a Meditation
âThe secret to experience this kind of embodied presence is noticing your physical sensations,â Leah told me. âTry it now. Feel your feet on the ground. Feel your thighs on the couch. Feel your back supported by the cushion behind you. Now, can you do all of that and simultaneously talk to me?â
Of course, I thought to myself, smiling at how messages often show up a few times for them to finally sink in. This is what moving meditation is also about. One eye in to feel the sensation of my feet on the ground; one eye out to help me get where Iâm going, only more mindfully.
During my final week of this moving meditation challenge, I started looking forward to my daily walksâwhich became longer than 8 minutesâand found myself tuning in to how I take up space in my body and in the world. Sometimes, this meant that even my 15-second walk to the office printer became an opportunity to clue in to the physical sensation of my feet on the carpet and my hip flexors and thigh bones initiating the movement of each leg. Other times, it meant simply taking a few seconds to feel my finger pads on my keyboard before I started typing.
See also Yoga Journal's March Meditation Challenge
Best of all, little hits of my newfound sense of embodiment started happening even when work and this moving meditation challenge were the last things on my mind. One night, I sat down to dinner with my boyfriend, Brian, at home. Before I dug in to the grilled salmon and roasted broccoli Iâd raced to Whole Foods to buy and then cook for us after a busy day, I consciously felt my feet on the ground, my thighs and back supported by the dining room chair, and I and connected to my heart spaceâall of which happened in what felt like milliseconds.
And it felt even more satisfying than that belly full of ravioli and glass of Chianti in Tuscany over the holidays.
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