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Another installation of Chain Link Gallery featuring Massart alum ('09) Stephen Hamilton. Located at 48 Geneva Avenue across from the Grove Hall Branch of the Boston Public Library, this installation features Hamilton's "Founders Project." The project re-imagines Boston Public School High-School students as the legendary founders of the West and West-Central African ethnic groups, that are part of the ancestral base for the African diaspora.
It was a cold and windy May day for this installation. Each work of art we unfolded kept our spirits warm and motivated. We also got some help from Grove Hall Library's new Head Librarian and former Teen Librarian, Celia Contelmo.
This project was the outcome of an international residency to West Africa where Hamilton learned several key art forms such as weaving, dying and wood carving. Now the beauty of this series can grace the streets of Dorchester and inspire members of the Grove Hall extended community.
Come hear Pan-African Artist, Stephen Hamilton's personal journey from Dorchester, to West Africa and back again as artist, researcher, professor and educator. Join us on Thursday May 25th from 5:30 - 7:00 at the Grove Hall Public Library for a spirited conversation with the artist.
The Dream Team! Celia Contelmo, Head Librarian, Grove Hall Branch BPL, Isabelle Higgins, Sparc! Program Associate and me, Ekua Holmes.
MassArt’s Center for Art and Community Partnerships through sparc! the ArtMobile Creative Spaces presents: Chain Link Galleries in collaboration with community partners such as Project RIGHT Inc. and the Grove Hall Public Library. sparc! transforms highly visible chain link fences into outdoor galleries featuring the work of community artists.
The aim of the project is to provide inspiration, encouragement, and visual vitality to our community. As we navigate these uncertain times, art can provide a healing balm to the soul and allow us to collectively envision a future of new possibilities.
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Last year's RSP Garden Party event was such a good time. Why not join us this Friday, October 25th for the Roxbury Sunflower Garden 2024 End of Season Community Celebration. There will be music with DJ Kitz, food from Fresh Food Generation, art with sparc! the ArtMobile, fun for kids, raffles, community resources from our partners at the Greenway and Martin's Park. Also, hear an update on the development of 639 Warren Street by the Madison Park Development Corporation. All are welcome. Free with registration. Use the QR code to register.
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Last Day for Roxbury Sunflower Project Poetry Contest
Midnight tonite is the deadline for submitting your poetry to the RSP Poetry Contest. Great Prizes, Great Judges. Announcement of winners on Saturday, August 5th at the Roxbury Poetry Festival.
Any genre, any format, express yourself!
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Wraith in the Ruins: A Fallout 4 Story Part XXI
Trigger Warnings: canon language/violence/gun, drug and alcohol use. Sexual/mature content. Burning/fire.
Please Enjoy!
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“AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!” Strong’s roar of outrage carried far across the swamps south of West Roxbury Station. He pounded the earth, ripped up trees and threw them away like javelins. “RRRRAAAHHHHAAARRR! COWARD GHOUL, FACE STRONG!”
Terrified of him, Radiance had slipped into a narrow crag and instructed her few remaining ferals to abandon any attempts to attack and flee. There were two glowing ones left in the group and so their light had been what led the super mutant away. For several hours he doggedly pursued them: at first through the many twists and turns of the almost completely dark, rough-hewn tunnels and then on and through to the straight, derelict tiles of the metro tube.
Initially he made no attempt to calm himself. Reveling in his fury, he tore apart the landscape and yelled at the sky. He knew what the plan was: if separated or unsuccessful he was to rendezvous at the Peabody safehouse. He found that he didn’t much care. It wasn’t Alpha’s plan. It wasn’t even Cait’s.
He liked when his alpha went berserk. Her shear power and ruthlessness thrilled him and made him proud. But, he also very much liked the pups that were a part of their pack. Duncan, Shaun, Nat and even Billy Peabody tickled memories of something he couldn’t quite recall and the thought of Wraith hurting any of them, was unacceptable. Finding Wraith didn’t matter so long as Radiance lived and he very much wanted to be the one to kill her. Failure was also unacceptable, and having been around humans for long enough to gain a small sense of personal accountability, he was disappointed in himself.
Strong remembered MacCready telling him about the fight with the behemoth in the swamps around Murkwater, and decided that an epic battle of that nature would help improve his mood so he took up his hammer and slogged away south: looking for trouble.
Deacon fell up the basement stairs, bashing his shins and elbow in the process. His uncharacteristic clumsiness carried him through to the kitchen with a sharp countertop to the hip. He paused in the living room to take a couple of deep breaths before racing up the stairs to the room Hancock and MacCready were sleeping in.
……
He opened the door as quietly as possible before creeping to the bed. Hancock was furthest away and had his back to him. He was fully clothed apart from his hat and boots and was tucked into a fetal position. MacCready, on the other hand, was flat on his stomach, spread-eagle, shirtless, wearing pants and one sock. The young man’s face was tilted to the side, like a swimmer gaining air mid stroke. He had pushed his pillow onto the floor and was snoring and drooling directly onto the bed sheet.
Deacon picked up the pillow and raised it high above his head before swinging it down directly onto the sniper’s head, “WAKETHEFUCKUP!”
Both of them leaped to their feet with weapons at the ready. Hancock stood next to the bed and MacCready on top of it, “DEACON! Goddamnit! You gotta death wish?! You ASSHOLE!” Hancock hadn’t put his blade away when he came around to where Deacon was doubled over laughing. The ghoul dismissed the very satisfying image of stabbing him as soon as he noticed that the spy was also crying, “What? What the hell is going on?!”
MacCready was still standing on the bed, his fierce glare giving over to rapid blinking as he noticed the odd combination of emotion, “Is it Wraith? What’s…? Wraith?!”
“She said words at me!” Deacon nodded and pointed eagerly toward the basement, “To me. She said my…”
“Why is your hand bleeding?” MacCready saw the flash of crimson as Deacon gesticulated.
“Well, she uh, bit me too...”
“I keep telling everyone not to put their hands in the cage!” He scolded him as he pulled on a shirt and crammed his feet into his boots.
The three of them were loud enough to wake the whole household so there was a small amount of shoving when the group bottlenecked at the basement stairway. They thundered down the steps and crowded around Wraith’s cage. For her part she seemed to have once again lost all trace of sanity and was hissing and growling like a cornered alley cat.
“Deacon, if this is some sort of prank, it’s in very poor taste.”
“I swear, Danse. She said, ‘Deacon, don’t leave me’.”
“I told you I could be of help.” Infamy stepped from a shadow and lifted their hood to reveal a smug look on their luminescent face, “It’s just a matter of finding the cracks in the…”
Hancock didn’t let them finish. He seemed to fly across the room, and lifting the surprised glowing one up by their lapels, he pinned them to the foundation wall. When he spoke, his voice was a menacing growl and he punctuated his clipped words by slamming the other ghoul into the wall after each one, “You. Did. Not. Have. Permission.” He let them drop to the floor and he took a step back, flexing his hands.
“We never gave you the go-ahead.” Deacon felt he’d somehow been robbed, “Was that even her?” He was shaking as he advanced on them, “You put words in her mouth? DID YOU FUCK WITH HER MIND?!”
“That’s interesting, coming from you.” Danse’s comment was soft but it cut through the room like a knife.
“Later, son.” Hancock shot him a look that killed any rebuttal.
“You are all very excitable, aren’t you?” Atom’s Assassin pushed themselves up against the wall and into a sitting position, “Not very friendly. No, no. Hahaha!” They dipped their chin and held out their hands, palms up, “I meant no harm. I felt I needed to prove my worth. It’s a very nice cage you’ve made for her; very spacious. Much better than the one you brought her here in. Better than mine. Hahahahaha. Still a jail cell though, huh? How long do want to stand around her prison and watch her suffer? Wraith’s words are her own. It took a great deal just for that much. Quite the effort! You all should be thanking me.”
“Thanking you?! Why, monsieur, you are the cause of all this! Had you not attacked Madame’s citizens she would have never had cause to learn to call feral ghouls. She would have never summoned this Radiance and none of this would have happened!”
“She didn’t summon her.” When all their eyes flashed to him, Deacon waved a hand and shook his head, “Off topic, don’t worry about it. Doesn’t matter.”
“What matters to me is how you got out of your cage.” Piper glared down at them.
“Locks are nothing to me, my dear.”
“I think we should let them try.” Preston was watching Wraith. His face twisted between grief and anger.
“Non, General. Not at least until Dr. Amari has come to give her assessment. As her physician, I will not permit this.”
“Well, you are all very terrifying. Whatever happened to the Oath? Hippocrates is spinning in his tomb. Oh, nuts. This didn’t go very well, did it?” They started to rise but thought better of it in the face of seven pairs of glaring eyes, “As you wish. I won’t go poking around where I’m not invited. Do I have to go back to the cage?”
“Oh, but how will you stop me, sweet child?”
Curie lifted her chin slightly, her voice was as cold as the look in her eye, “I will have you shot if you dare.”
“It’s more than you deserve.” Danse was watching Wraith as she had decided to ignore the mob surrounding her and was remaking her blanket nest. He felt like crying, “Why should you be free when she isn’t?”
“Cage is up to you, but you’re livin’ in the shed until I say otherwise, you feel me?”
Infamy gave him a lecherous sneer, “I think I’d like to…”
As if it was choreographed, Deacon, Danse and MacCready, wearing identical expressions of grim resolution, unholstered their various sidearms and leveled them at Infamy.
“Thanks for keeping a eye on my son, Pipes.”
“Fine! Fine. I know when I’m defeated. It is by Atom’s will, that I devour this slice of humble pie.” With hands raised above their head, they crept up the stairs and out to the shack.
Piper sat cross-legged on the floor next to the cage. She washed her face in her hands and groaned, “I’m so tired of them. I’m tired of hearing about them. I’m tired of their ghost-in-the-receiver voice...” She trailed off as one by one, four of the other six joined her on the floor. “I have so much work back-logged at home. And I don’t want to leave, but Shaun and Duncan are coming in soon, so I’m heading out in the morning.”
She cast MacCready a sideways smile, “’Sokay. I like him better than you anyway.” Preston was to her left and she leaned over and set her head on his shoulder. She smiled again when he reciprocated, “When are you going back to the Castle?”
“Tomorrow. I’m making myself crazy watching her and we are having problems from the groups exiled out of Nuka World. The best I can do is to make sure everything she set up doesn’t come crashing down, just because she’s not here holding it up.”
“Literally.”
Preston smiled at Hancock, “Yeah, literally. Did I ever tell you all about the time when she threw a refrigerator at a Deathclaw?”
“What?!”
“Incredible!”
“No way!”
“Why a refrigerator?”
As Preston settled in to his tail, Deacon, who had remained standing, quietly headed back up to the main level. He intended to follow Infamy out to the shack and rough them up for eavesdropping on his heart-to-heart with Wraith, but his plans were altered for him as the unmistakably heavy footsteps of Danse followed him up the stairs.
“Something you need, pal?”
Danse gestured to the small living room, “I would like to have a word with you, if I may.”
Inwardly, Deacon growled in frustration, “You have a specific word in mind? I’ve always liked ‘spatula’.”
Danse looked confused for a second, “Very amusing…” He sat in an armchair and waited for Deacon to sit on a sofa across from him. He cleared his throat, “We haven’t spoken frankly to each other…”
“Don’t take it personal; I’m not frank with anyone.” He refrained from eye contact and picked idly at the raised floral pattern on the couch’s arm.
God, this thing’s ugly…
“I’m referring to matters of a personal nature that you may have been a party to…”
“Oh, I don’t really go to parties.”
The effort it took to maintain his composure clearly showed on Danse’s face, “By God, man! Please! I’m asking you for information about my being a synth!”
Deacon immediately stood and turned to leave, “Sorry, can’t help you.”
Danse reached out and caught the other man’s sleeve. He looked up at him with light brown eyes that were so lost it nearly brought a tear to Deacon’s eye, “Please.”
He sighed dramatically and pinched the bridge of his nose, “Okay, but not here. Leave a note for Curie then follow me to Quincy. I’ll be waiting in the church.”
……
Deacon paced around in the nave, waiting. It seemed to be taking longer than it should and the spy was beginning to think he’d been stood up. Or, that something else might have happened with Wraith. He decided to head back and almost ran face first into Danse.
“I apologize for the wait,” the large man shook a Minutemen pack above his head as he maneuvered around him, “I talked to Curie directly and she advised I bring us a ‘snack’. She probably thinks we’re both too thin.”
Deacon had to bite back a harsh comment as he felt an intense stab of envy at the look of tender love on Danse’s face, “Yeah, I might have over corrected on my weight-loss plan.” In truth the weeks of worry and hard travel had ate into his muscle mass, leaving him more wiry then when he was in the Commonwealth last, “There fruit leather in there?”
Danse smiled as he passed him a strip, “Naturally.”
Rather than bite into it right away, Deacon held it almost lovingly in his hand. When his vision blurred with tears he quickly turned away from the other man and shoved the whole piece in his mouth, chewing noisily, “Mmmpf. Moorph. Hmmm. Thish batch is pretty good; lots of mutfruit. MacCready make it?”
Danse chuckled, “If there is a specific joke in there, I’m not aware.”
“Hmm. You’ve more a capacity for a sense of humor then I remember.”
Danse rightened a table and pulling up a nearby chair gestured for Deacon to take the one across from him, “As I said earlier; you and I have never had a real conversation.” He took a large bite out of jerky and leveled a rather intense gaze at him as he chewed, “I’ve been told that it can be difficult to authenticate a great deal of the information you share.”
“That’s maybe the prettiest way anyone’s ever called me a liar, Danse. Thank you.”
“I’ve also been told that you have a tendency toward more factual discourse when you aren’t wearing your sunglasses.”
Deacon briefly covered his eyes then pulled them away as if he was playing peek-a-boo, “The eyes tell lies as much as the truth, just so you’re aware.”
“So, it’s just another way for you to keep people guessing?”
“How very perceptive of you.”
The two men stared at each other unflinchingly for several seconds before Danse sighed and reached back into the pack for more food, “Do you want jerky?”
“Why not? You only live once.” He chewed thoughtfully for a moment, “I have to tell you this is not how I thought this was going to go. I also don’t mind telling you that I’m actually pretty tired so…”
“Right, right. Of course.” Danse set his hands together then held them out toward the spy as if he was asking him to set information in them, “Do you remember me as M7-97?”
“No. I wasn’t your handler.”
Danse’s eyes flashed back and forth, searching Deacon’s pale blue eyes for any sign that he was lying, “Are you quite certain? I’ve come to understand that my appearance was most likely altered.”
“It most likely was, but I never forget the synths that I’ve personally helped. And before you ask; no I don’t know who your handler was, or even if they’re still alive. The Railroad has had a high turnover. Probably because groups like the Brotherhood keep blowing us the fuck up.” He hadn’t meant to envenomate his reply to that severity, but found that he didn’t regret it.
“Ut sementem feceris, ita metes.”
“Post hoc ergo propter hoc.” Deacon was not going to back down, “We didn’t have to be your enemy. That was Maxson’s choice.”
Visibly upset, it took several deep breaths before Danse trusted himself to speak, “I wasn’t present during the attack on the Railroad. I had already been exiled. And even more so, I will admit, I did not approve of every order Maxson gave…”
“But you still followed them.” In Deacon’s mind he relived the moment when the light in Glory’s eyes went out, “My friends are still dead.”
“As are Rhys and Ingram and a multitude of others…”
“Others who turned their back on you when they found out you weren’t human.”
Danse slammed his hands on the table and stood, “YES! CORRECT! THOSE OTHERS!” He closed his eyes and swallowed, “I will never be able to take back the things I’ve said and done. I can only not forget and work toward making better choices.” He sat back in his chair and glared at Deacon.
The words struck a chord in him and Deacon suddenly felt ashamed, “That is something I can understand.”
“If I had my memories of being a synth, I’d have never joined the Brotherhood and we’d not be having this argument.”
“That was your choice.”
Danse twitched his head and narrowed his eyes, “What do you mean by that?”
“When the Railroad frees a synth we give them the option of a full memory erasure and face change, in fact we very strongly suggest it, but we never do it without their expressed consent.”
“You’re saying that I asked to have my identity stolen? My very life was ended and I asked you to do it?!”
“I’m not going to debate the concept of Nature Verses Nurture with you, but yes, you would have had to agree. We’ve had a bunch over the years who opted out of both but unfortunately, most were recaptured by the SRB or killed by hatemongering wastelanders.”
Like the UP Deathclaws.
Danse sat back in his chair, his expressions morphing from disbelief to anger and sadness. When he spoke his voice was low, “Why didn’t you at least give me memories of a family?”
“I could speculate but…”
“I would appreciate any insight you can provide.”
“Okay,” Deacon stood and began pacing, “so first, let’s get one or two things out in the open.” As he spoke he tallied items off on his fingers, “You’re not ageing. Your physicality is above average and… you’re… um… shooting blanks.”
Danse groaned and set his face in his hands, “I don’t even want to know how you ascertained that.”
Deacon had the decency to make himself look abashed, “Yeah, let’s move on. In my humble opinion as an expert in these matters; you were most likely a courser. It wasn’t necessary for you to fit in with the population at large so those items previously listed weren’t included in your design. And when you were given new memories, they wouldn’t involve people whom you would have tried to go look for because that would make you more conspicuous. If that makes sense.”
“So, I never even had a chance to have a family.”
“What do you mean by that?” Deacon let an edge creep into his voice, “What about the family you have now?” When Danse gave him a bewildered look, he grew legitimately angry, “Curie, Wraith, Shaun, Duncan!” He shook a finger toward the safe house, “Preston and Piper. Not to mention your ever-angry little brother MacCready.” He brought his hands up to either side of his head, “Hancock! Oh my god! The scariest being in the entire fucking Commonwealth calls you ‘son’, and you ‘don’t have a family’?! Fucking shit, man!”
“You’re scared of Hancock?”
“Never said that.” Deacon came back to his chair and sagged into it. “’Self-determination is not a malfunction’.”
“What do you mean?”
“That’s a quote from someone who could probably help you much better than I can. They were also a courser and were also upset when they found out their life wasn’t what they thought it was.”
“May I speak with them? Or, have they been… reset?”
Taking a bite of jerky, Deacon sat and thought out loud as he chewed, “Maybe only on the vaguest of terms. I could ask them to read a letter from you… have to be anonymous… would take some time… What information do you want?”
“I want to know what M7-97 was like… who they were. Anything you can offer me would be helpful.”
“Honestly, Danse I think it will only be helpful if this lets you move on from your past.” His voice grew soft and low, “We can’t always be living there.” He stood up and stretched, “Now, I need to shut down for a couple of hours…”
“I think I might need a beer… don’t you mean ‘sleep’?”
“Oh, I don’t actually do that.” He flashed Danse a shit-eating grin, “I’m a far superior model.”
There was some difficulty with moving the memory lounger to the basement and more still with its power supply, and so even after Dr. Amari’s arrival, it took several more days before they were able to try and scan Wraith’s mind. Curie’s tranquilizer was administered and she was carefully strapped in.
……
“Are the restraints really necessary?” Nick Valentine had arrived a few days before the doctor, and had been greatly distressed at seeing Wraith’s living arrangements. He frowned as Curie tightened the straps.
“They won’t hold her for more than a second anyway, Nicky.” Hancock was frowning as well and despite his words, he seemed unsure, “It’s to give us a chance to bail outta here if she decides to wake up early.”
“Would she really hurt us?” Valentine had been trying to convince himself that when she had rushed the cage bars when he tried to say “hello”, it was out of a response to fear and not wanton violence.
“She tried to kill me, Valentine.” MacCready’s voice was flat but his dark-circled eyes were sad.
“She must’ve pulled her punches a little. After all, you’re still very much alive and kicking. Though, from the looks of you, not as high.” He looked around critically, “Have any of you been eating properly?”
Hancock patted him on the back, “Yer a dad alright.”
“I don’t know about her holding back, but after I saved MacCready’s very life,” Deacon paused to smile at the sniper’s eye roll, “she responded to me. She even stopped trying to pull my head off.”
“It’s likely that due to the power armor, Wraith would have had no idea who MacCready was.” Danse smirked at Deacon, “Had she failed to give you a chance to speak, you’d likely be a headless corpse right now.”
“Hmm. Not sure that’d be a good look for me.”
“Gentlemen, we should be ready to begin.” Amari turned from Curie and smiled at the five men, “You can stay during the exam if you wish, but I ask that you refrain from any loud conversations.”
“She means arguing.”
“We know what she means, Deacon.”
“And there won’t be any arguing, cause yer gonna keep yer trap shut.”
……
Wraith was watching Glory. Beautiful, powerful Glory. The memory came into focus as her mind filled in details. They were fighting side by side in the Metro. Now they were sitting and talking at HQ. Now they were sharing a beer.
She was in an expanse of white nothingness. Prism like, the memory hung in midair as if it was suspended from an invisible celling by invisible rope. Wraith became aware that there were two others watching it with her.
Philippa was staring intently on one side. In her full Marine dress uniform, she was the very picture of military discipline and order. Her hair was tightly pulled back and up, held fast by a squad of hair pins under her cap.
The other confused Wraith and she narrowed her eyes, “You can’t be here.”
“That’s right; you’re dead.” Philippa was matter of fact, her eyes emotionless.
“If I’m dead then I can go and be anywhere I like, wouldn’t you say?” The dead woman didn’t look away from the memory, “You are in love with this woman.”
“Was. She’s dead. Like you.” Philippa corrected her.
“Probably not like me…”
“I’m not sure if I was in love. I was definitely interested, though.”
“The timing was inappropriate, Wraith.” There was a hint of disapproval in Philippa’s voice.
“Maybe. I wanted to try. I just…”
“Ran out of time.” Philippa finished the thought.
The memory changed. Now it was Deacon; fighting raiders in the rain. He was wearing a white t-shit and his muscles were clearly visible as they move underneath the wet, transparent cloth.
The dead woman hummed appreciatively, “Very nice. I don’t know this one either. You’re in love with him too.” She raised an eyebrow at Wraith, “Quite the harem you would have had.”
“How obtuse. Regardless, he’s not interested.”
“Don’t be stupid, Philippa.” Wraith rolled her eyes at her, “That’s not the problem.”
“Explain.”
“He doesn’t think he deserves to be loved. By anyone. So he… sabotages himself.”
“I’m bored. What else is on?” The dead woman twirled her index finger in the air like she was dialing a phone. When the memory changed to Hancock and Wraith in the midst of strip-tease foreplay, she hummed again, “Now this is something worth watching.”
“Inappropriate.”
“This… this is private…”
The dead woman leered, “My, he is hung nicely for being so tall and slender. And you,” She turned her lecherous gaze to Wraith, “how responsive you are! You can see how you savor his every caress. More!”
“No… get…”
The image changed again with a flick of the dead woman’s finger. Now it was MacCready and Hancock: in a flurry of motion as they passionately kissed while removing each other’s clothes.
“Fantastic. I can appreciate why your eyes would linger.” Her laugh was cruel, “Ha! So much to take in.”
“Not funny. Also, your intrusion is inappropriate.”
Wraith reached out, swatted the memory and as it spun each revolution showed a different memory in a confusing blur, “This isn’t a peep show. Those moments are special. What the fuck are you doing here?! You don’t belong. You’re not me!”
The dead woman pouted, “Aww, just when it was getting good. I want to see more of Hancock’s…”As she reached out to the memory Wraith smacked her hand. In turn the dead woman dealt Wraith a vicious backhand that sent her spinning away through the void. “Know your place!”
In an instant the memory and the two other women reoriented next to Wraith. She rubbed her jaw and slowly stood, “I’m going to kick your ass!”
The dead woman vanished.
“What the fuck?”
“You can’t keep me from him, you know. Hancock, that is.” The dead woman appeared at the very edge of Wraith’s vision then began circling her; like a shark that smells blood in the water. “I’ll have him.”
“I remember… you hurt him. Why?! Leave him alone. Why are you doing this? What do you want?!”
The dead woman’s face twisted into a mask of rage, “You dare ask me ‘why’?”
“It is reasonable.”
The dead woman ignored Philippa. She stopped directly in front of Wraith and held up two fingers, “Twice you’ve destroyed me! You took all that I had; my only chances for happiness.” She folded her arms, a smug look on her face, “So now I’ll take all that you hold dear. Your empire will crumble and your people will die. Then when you are completely lost, you’ll come to my embrace willingly!”
“You’re just like Marie.” Now Philippa circled the dead woman, her modest heels somehow making a tapping sound that was immensely satisfying to Wraith’s ears, “You were never happy. Not in any recent years. You committed murder and engaged in other criminal acts; kidnapping for example. And much like Marie, you blame your loss and shortcomings on Wraith. It’s a classic case of projection.”
The dead woman’s eyes grew shrewd, “One major difference between us is that Marie is dead.”
Wraith paled and took a step back, “What? How…”
“Oh, I believe you know.” The dead woman reached out and spun the memory one more time, “Watch closely now, darling.”
The image of Wraith ripping Marie in half, from the vantage point of her own eyes, played over and over on the prism.
Wraith’s voice was weak, “No…”
“Yes! Look how strong you are. I have never wanted you more than at that moment!” The dead woman raised her arms above her head, exalted, “You are a monster, Wraith!” In a flash of blinding green light, the dead woman became Radiance, “But I am a much, much stronger one!” Grabbing ahold of Philippa, she enveloped her.
Wraith felt the pain as a part of her was being slowly consumed by fire. Her inhuman screams echoed throughout the void.
…..
“I SAID TURN IT OFF!” Hancock clenched and unclenched his fists; seconds away from smashing the memory lounger.
“Mr. Mayor, I am doing my very best to do just that.” Amari had begun shut-down procedures as soon as Wraith started screaming, “There!”
Wraith’s wail abruptly cut off and the ensuing silence was almost as defining. Then, everyone moved and spoke at once.
“Her pulse is stabilizing…”
“What happened?!”
“Oh, Madame! Oh, oh…”
“It sounded like… What was happening to her?”
MacCready and Hancock were each working on a wrist strap and as soon as she was free, Valentine scooped her up and took her back to her cage and laid her on the mattress, “Just what in the Sam Hill was that supposed to accomplish?!”
“I don’t understand these readings…” Amari was frowning at her terminal, “There is a film or some sort of interference. And an overlap of… there are images of two brains here.”
“What does that mean?” Danse was holding on to Curie as if she were a life raft.
“It means that I cannot get a proper reading of the condition of Wraith’s brain.”
“We just wasted so much time.” Deacon sagged into a chair and spoke into his hands.
Curie sniffled, “I am so very sorry. If I had…”
“It’s alright, Baby Bird. There’s no way you could’ve known.” Hancock joined Valentine in Wraith’s cage and he patted Curie’s back as he passed. Reaching down, he laid a hand on the detective’s shoulder, “I know you want to stay with her, Nicky, but it’s not safe.” He walked over to Deacon and stood tapping his foot until the spy looked up at him, “Yer getting yer way now.” Placing his hands on his thighs he bent down so his face was directly level with Deacon's, “I can’t hear her screamin’ like that though, you feel me?” If the ghoul still had a nose, it would have been touching Deacon’s, “I am trusting you.”
Deacon swallowed hard, “I… uh guess… I won’t live to you regretting it.”
They didn’t let Infamy try right away. The decision to wait after Wraith regained consciousness and had demonstrated at least the same level of functionality as pre brain scan was unanimous. Unfortunately for Valentine it also meant it was past the time he had allotted himself to be away from his immediate family.
……
As difficult as it was to leave Wraith, MacCready left with him, “I shouldn’t be away from Duncan this long.”
They decided to wait further until MacCready returned and there was a changing of the guard as Cait arrived with a Minutemen convoy. She spent some time trying to talk to Wraith, but after the initial aggression, she ignored her.
“I tried me best, but… How much should I tell Bear? I’m… not for knowin’.”
Outside of Hancock none of Wraith’s ghoul friends were allowed, for their own safety, to visit with her. And consequentially, Hancock wasn’t allowing himself to return to Goodneighbor for fear of bringing further harm to his people. He stayed in contact with Fahrenheit through Radio Freedom, and even had her hold his granddaughter near the microphone so he could hear her burble.
“Crap! Curie! HANCOCK!”
After a few days, MacCready passed Cait astride Gracie on the road, each offering a sad wave to the other. As he was walking through the door, he intended to shout a “hello”. Raising his head he took a deep intake of breath and collapsed, unconscious on the stoop.
Deacon, dozing under a book on the couch in the living room, heard the thud and vaulted the furniture to get to him.
He had already started to come around by the time Hancock had picked him up and he batted at his arm as the ghoul was taking him up the stairs, “You can put me down. I’m fine.”
“No, I don’t think so. You are going to get some sleep and let Curie give you some fluids and eat some damn food and…”
Hancock left him to Curie’s care and came down to the kitchen. He muttered to himself as he started to heat up leftovers, “…what if ya fell on the road? Christ! …tryin’ to be all places at once… just alike… the two of ‘em are givin’ me fits! How am I supposed to… shit… fuck… goddamn it!”
“Uh, Hancock? Your shirt. Your shirt’s on fire, man!” Deacon grabbed a dishtowel, extinguished him then proceeded to roll up the mayor’s sleeves, “Not sure if MacCready likes to eat burnt ghoul…” He was surprised that Hancock let him help and it made him nervous for some reason. Especially since the ghoul didn’t say any sort of snappy comeback and just quietly watched with his large, dark eyes; a half smile on his scarred lips. Deacon looked away quickly, angry that he almost blushed, “What?”
“Heh. Nothin’, brother. Thanks.” Deacon returned to the sofa and Hancock worked quietly for a minute before casually calling to him over his shoulder, “You know that floral-nightmare couch you’ve been tryin’ to sleep on jackknifes, right?”
“No?! I did not know that! Was anybody gonna tell me that?!”
…..
“I need total concentration. Complete silence. It would be ideal if you left us alone so I might focus…”
“Absolutely not. We cannot permit this treacherous villain to have any unsupervised contact with Wraith.” Danse stood with his hands on his hips and his chest out.
“Alright, Capt’n Eyebrows, take it easy,” Deacon was having a difficult time clearing the image of Danse in a cape from his mind, “we won’t. Just…”
“STRONG IS HOUND MASTER! BLUE HUMANS DON’T SHOOT!”
“Hey, Strong’s back!” MacCready went outside to bring the super mutant in, “Hey, buddy. Wow! You alright?”
Strong sported a fine collection of new scars and one of his eyes was swollen shut, “MACK REE DEE! STONG FOUND A GOOD FIGHT!”
Prompted by a look from Danse, who had followed him up the stairs, MacCready questioned the super mutant about his pursuit of Radiance, but Strong only shrugged and made an assortment of noncommittal grunts.
“We kinda assumed it went that way. She didn’t rough you up like that, did she?”
“No. Glowing one ran. SCARED OF STRONG!”
“Rightfully so. Excellent effort. Glad to have you back in one piece.” Danse was stiff and formal and the words were forced.
An awkward silence descended as the two stared at each other and was only broken when Strong sniffed somewhat disdainfully and muttered something about wanting to see his alpha.
“She’s downstairs, but,” MacCready touched his friend’s big green elbow, “she’s in a cage. It’s so… uh…”
“HA HA!” He smiled, “It’s okay, Mack Ree Dee; Alpha is strongest. Would hurt little humans. Strong would be…”
“Sad?”
The super mutant said nothing, only raised a hairless brow, turned, stomped down the stairs and over to Wraith’s cage. He stood there silently while she growled and threw herself at him. His brutish face softened somewhat and he lowered his voice to a whisper, “Alpha is the strongest.”
Infamy snapped their fingers, “You all trust this big green nasty, right?” The glowing one addressed Strong directly, “Radiance should try and retrieve Wraith. You’d like to rip her asunder, right? Ha! How long can you sit still and quiet, waiting for prey?”
Strong looked over their head to Hancock and MacCready, “What does this ghoul say? Strong stay here?”
“That’s up to you, brother.”
“I agree that Radiance is afraid of him.” Danse actually liked the idea, “She fled as soon as he charged her, despite having numerical superiority.”
“Then shouldn’t he be stationed outside where she can see him?” Deacon was considering using a Stealth Boy to sneak back into the basement regardless of the consensus and was worried that the super mutant might smell him and tattle.
“STRONG HUNGRY! WANT TO EAT MEAT!”
“I’ll hook you up, brother.” Hancock indicated that Strong should proceed him up the stairs before turning back to Infamy, “We’re gonna take shifts keeping an eye on you. I don’t give a flying fuck about what your ideal setup is. You’ll figure it out or I’ll take you apart.”
“Now, this is interesting! Never quite had an experience like this before. Ha!”
…..
“Great. Another unwelcome guest.”
“You’re not the company I’m looking for.”
“What’s the matter, Wraith? Not enough room for one more mind? Seems spacious to me. Hahaha!”
Finally past the barrier, Infamy spun. They wore a set of clean, hooded, midnight blue vestments with a simple atomic diagram of hydrogen embroidered in gold thread across their back. Raising their arms and twirling in the white void, their robes billowed out behind them.
They dropped their arms and sagged their shoulders, “It’s so hard being so far from home in a place where no one likes you.”
“Yeah, well, whose fault is that?”
“That is becoming increasingly obscure, actually.” They frowned at her, “Admittedly, I should have done more research into Marie’s claims and less into where your weakness were to be found.”
“I helped the Children more than I hurt them.”
“Ah yes, but you did hurt us.” They grimaced at her, “You look like shit.”
“Hey! Fuck you too, you glowstick-looking motherfucker!”
“I would figure you’d look more like your version of normal. You’re still wearing that deathclaw armor. Hmm. You look worse in here then you do… Well, that is neither here nor there. What was all that yelling about?”
Wraith sat, cross legged on the non-existent floor, “Radiance was… flexing.”
The glowing one sat as well, “She comes and goes as she pleases then?”
Wraith half shook her head, “No, I don’t think she’s actually here. It’s more like she’s left a piece of herself here to watch me, but I’m a little fuzzy on the details.”
Infamy popped up and danced around her, “Drop the barrier then. Come out and play!”
Wraith tilted her head back and laughed; a humorless and unpleasant sound, “It’s not mine!” She suddenly stood and spun around much like Infamy had, “I’m a prisoner. Radiance both loves and hates me. She wants to keep me safe while simultaneously torturing me.” Wraith stood still and raised her fists, “I keep fighting her though. I’m starting to remember real stuff. When she went for Hancock I felt it. I felt him! And I remembered later.” Her eyes went wide and she took Infamy by the shoulders, “Hancock! How is he?!”
Although they felt a rush of fear, Infamy willed themselves not to pull away from her, “All of your rowdy, ungrateful, terrifying friends are fine. Sad to say.”
“Oh, thank goodness.” She let go and returned to the floor, drawing pictures with her finger in sand only she could see, “She wanted me to trigger detonations on the fusion cores, but I just ejected them. It took all the ground I had gained and I pretty much lost it after that.” She smiled sadly, “Except for Deacon. I remember Deacon. He told me he loves me.”
“Well, you can thank me for that! I’ve been chipping away at your crust for a while now. Now that I know it’s not yours, I can be a little harsher. Hmm, I think. Hahaha! Are there any rules for this game we’re playing? I’ll work from the outside and you’ll…”
“Why are you helping me all of the sudden?”
They adopted an indignant expression and put their hands on their hips, “I’ll have you know we do a great deal of charity work! Infamy is very altruistic.”
Wraith snorted, “Right. Just because you don’t charge for your services doesn’t magically change what you do into charitable works by any stretch of the concept.”
“Ha! Well, maybe it’s because you are a Child of Atom? The Mother’s Chosen One even.”
“Bullshit. Who was it that beat you up and made you help? Mac? Not Danse or Hancock; pretty sure they would have killed you outright.”
They stuck out their tongue, folded their arms and turned away, “I’m not admitting to anything.”
“Deacon. If he’s back then he’s the one. He’s an incredible fighter.”
“Yes, yes. As I said; all of your friends are terrifying.”
“But why help me and not Radiance?”
They dropped back to a sitting position and propped their chin up with their elbow, “I don’t think this creature is of Atom. I think she’s on her own, awful agenda. She’s probably going to interfere with my people. Might even send you to destroy us. Perhaps that’s what the Fog Mother meant by you being the Harbinger. As it is, many of our ghoul members have been suffering headaches and even Mother Isolde, a human, felt the pain of Radiance’s insidious intrusion.” They pouted like a child, “Plus, she stole all my ferals, so I wouldn’t wanna help her anyways.”
“Okay, fine. Let’s say that your intentions are honorable…”
“Because they are.”
Wraith rolled her eyes, “Then what should I be doing? Sunny didn’t have much time to teach me... before…”
A brief flash of regret passed over the glowing one’s face, “He surly is with Atom,” They sprang to their feet and twirled again, “but I’m in here with you! You’re so lucky. Hahahahahahaaaa!”
Wraith made a disgusted face, “Great. Now, how do I get out of here?”
“Just... what you had been doing, I suppose. How clear can you see the barrier?”
“Not well. I’m pushing out all around with no real direction…”
Infamy was impressed.
“I shall be your guide. Follow my light and I will lead you to the vulnerable…”
“Follow your light?” Wraith interrupted, stood and narrowed her eyes, “How do I know you won’t just entrap me the same as her?”
They looked around and held out their hands palms up, “What choice do you have? You are clearly powerful, Harbinger. Fight Radiance. Fight me! Fight, fight, fight!” They raised their fists and shook them in the air in time with their chant, “I’ll aid you on the outside, while you…”
There was a sudden flash of green fire and Radiance was there. She glowered at Infamy, “Hsst. Begone, pest!” With a flip of her wrist she cast them out, smirked at Wraith then vanished.
Left alone, Wraith smiled, “Fight from the inside.”
MacCready happened to be on guard when Atom’s Assassin had their next major breakthrough. He was working on a gun restoration that Cait had brought for him and he felt her looking at him. Glancing up their eyes met and he could see that hers were clear. He jumped up and all but threw the worktable aside to get to her, “Wraith! Wraith! Wraith!” Breaking his own rule, he stuck his arms through the bars and pulled her to him. He cupped her face, kissed her then clunked their foreheads together, “I love you.”
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“I… love… you too… Mac.”
He turned away to call to Hancock before kissing her again, “Are you back? Please. Please be back!”
The rest of her friends poured down the stairs with Hancock in the lead. He hugged and kissed her as well before making way for rest of them. He happened to glance at the glowing one and noticed that Infamy had their teeth bared in obvious effort, “Not sure how much time we got...”
Wraith suddenly pulled away from Deacon and turned back to MacCready. There was fear in her eyes and the effort it took to speak was clear, “I… love you, Mac.” When he tried to reciprocate she shook her head, “No… you don’t… understand. I would have… killed you anyway. It doesn’t… matter.” Her eyes filled with tears and she backed away to the far corner of the cage, “She’ll use me… to kill… you all. I love you all… I’ll kill you all… and she’ll… make me see every moment of it.”
“Why is she doin’ this?! Who or what is she?”
“And what does she want with Hancock?”
Wraith’s eyes lost their focus and she was soon back to a snarling beast, but she held on for just long enough to tell them Radiance’s true name, “She’s… Emogene.”
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NON-SURGICAL SPINE TREATMENT
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Massage:
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Physical therapy:
A good physical therapist can help you strengthen your core muscles, which are vital to supporting your spine. Having a strong core can not only get you out of pain but can help prevent spine problems in the future. Upon evaluation, we will taylor your referral to your particular needs. A few excellent therapists we recommend are Clifton Matsuno, Heather Milligan at Elite Ortho Sports, and Aspire Physical Therapy and Sports.
Acupuncture:
Acupuncture has been used in Chinese medicine for thousands of years, and has been supported by some scientific literature as a means of non-surgical pain relief for various ailments. Kristen Ebbert is one excellent acupuncturist located centrally in Los Angeles.
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#WakeUpwithTaylaAndre presents From Frustration to Freedom – A New Approach to #Love #Relationships with National Best-selling #Author and #RelationshipCoach Debrena Jackson Gandy Saturday Feb.25th Noon – 4:00pm For #single & #married women & men…. In this engaging seminar, Debrena Jackson Gandy, introduces you to a NEW paradigm She uncovers the TRUE ROOT CAUSES of our widespread relationships dissatisfaction and dysfunction, and the introduces us to the Love Truths. Learning to love and relate from the Love Truths, instead of the #LoveLies, creates JUICY relationships that are deeply satisfying and fulfilling, for BOTH women and men. You’ll learn: - The Top 3 sabotaging female Love Lies (“infected” relationship beliefs) - The Top 3 sabotaging male Love Lies (“infected” relationships beliefs) - Women: The difference between being “In Your Girl” and being “In Your Woman” and the profound difference it makes in how men respond to you - Men: The difference between being “In Your Boy” and being “In Your Man” and the profound difference it makes in how women respond to you - The power of Feminine Radiance and Masculine Presence - How to speak and understand “Womanese” and “Manese” when it comes to #communication - Tools for turning your current “situation” around, - and MORE!!! - Includes LUNCH #marriage #divorce #bae #valentinesday #Boston #wakeUpwithTaylaAndre #RadioRebel #Bigcity #BostonRealEstate #Boston #bospoli #mapoli #realestate #investment #natural #organic #Roxbury #Dorchester #thumprintrealty #quicklinktaxservice #tax #taxes
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SAVE THE DATE: Roxbury Sunflower Project SEED GIVEAWAY AND 2023 LAUNCH. May 27th 10:30 - 1:30 at the Grove Hall Public Library, 41 Geneva Avenue, Dorchester MA. FREE Sunflower Seeds, DEMOS, snacks, KIDS KITS and ARTMAKING WITH sparc! the ArtMobile...
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Roxbury Sunflower Project 2023: At the corner of Warren Street and Crawford Street, there is a field. Highly visible, large and empty. For years it has filled with trash blown in by the wind, or left behind. In the spring it fills with weeds. It has the potential to be so much more. What if it was filled with sunflowers?
A team of believers got together on Saturday, April 22 to clean up the lot! Partner, United Neighbors of Lower Roxbury Community Garden, the Rose Kennedy Greenway and Friends of Martins Park came together on a chilly Saturday to rake leaves, pick up trash, bottles and diaper and cut branches of fallen trees. (LR-Prophet, Audrey, London, Sierra and daughter Calida, Born Bi Kim and me.)
Many hands make light work... and fun.
That’s what Roxbury’s Elma Lewis, creator of Playhouse in the Park, would have done. Stay tuned.
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Join us for a special community event in Grove Hall Celebrating Roxbury resilience, radiance and roots. A Family friendly event featuring music, art, food and fun.
Open this link: Eventbrite to RSVP.
#roxburysunflowerproject#plantedinroxbury#roxburyradiance#ekuaholmes#sunflowers#powerflower#sunflowerproject#deeplyrootedinroxbury#grove hall
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Poets! Writers! Rappers! Submit your original poetry to the Roxbury Sunflower Project Poetry contest! haikus, raps, sonnets - all styles welcome. Reference any Roxbury Sunflower Project Theme: Seeds, Deep Roots, Following the Light, Radiance, Resilience, Beauty and Community. 3 age categories. Great prizes and great judges. Porsha Olayiwola, Poet Laureate, City of Boston, Lisa Lee, Poet, Artist, and Joel Mackall, Teacher, Author and Photographer.
Submissions close July 31 at midnight.
#roxburysunflowerproject#roxburyradiance#powerflower#deeplyrootedinroxbury#plantedinroxbury#ekuaholmes#poetryismagic#poetrylives
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Roxbury Sunflower Project 2023
The 2023 Season of the Roxbury Sunflower Project is up and running! Thank you to everyone who came out to collect their free Sunflower seeds, Kids Kits and make art with sparc! the ArtMobile. We created sunflower flower crowns and visors, decorated starter pots, and colored “Today’s Garden” with guests of all ages.
The weather was perfect! The indoor/outdoor event at the Grove Hall Public Library attracted visitors from as far away as South Africa. They pledged to plant in solidarity with the Roxbury Sunflower Project’s themes of Planting Seeds, Deep Roots, Follow the Light, Radiance, Resilience, Beauty and Transformation. Everything the world needs more of, embodied in the elegant Sunflower. Follow the Roxbury Sunflower Project at roxbury sunflower project.tumblr.com.
The Sunflower Welcome Committee, volunteer, Valarie Simms-Mizell!
Smiles All Around
A Jazzy Visor and Crown for a young gardener...
Snazzy Pots
The Sunflower Crown Table is always busy.
Lissa, MassArt Grad ‘22 makes a cool compostable plant pot!
Making flowers for “Today’s Garden” at the Grove Hall Public Library.
Volunteer, Evelyn Moore and Pamela Mason, two old friends reconnect!
Women of the sunflower: Audrey Lopez, Curator of Public Art, Rose Kennedy Greenway Conservancy, Ekua Holmes, Founder, Roxbury Sunflower Project and Ceci Mendez, Director, MassArt’s Center for Art and Community Partnerships
#sparctheartmobile#roxburysunflowerproject#roxburyradiance#deeplyrootedinroxbury#IgnitingArtAndDesign#GroveHallLibrary
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Roxbury Sunflower Project 2023
Dear Community! The 2023 Season of the Roxbury Sunflower Project is up and running. Thank you to everyone who came out to collect their free Sunflower seeds, Kids Kits and raffle prizes on Saturday. The weather was perfect! Our indoor/outdoor event at the Grove Hall Public Library attracted visitors from as far away as South Africa. They have pledged to plant in solidarity with our themes of Plant Seeds, Deep Roots, Follow the Light, Radiance, Resilience, Beauty and Transformation. Everything the world needs more of, embodied in the elegant Sunflower.
The Sunflower Welcome Committee, volunteer, Valarie Simms-Mizell!
New friends and partners from South Africa!
Volunteer, Evelyn Moore and Pamela Mason, two old friends reconnect!
Some people just bring the sunshine in their smiles...
A Jazzy Visor and Crown for a young gardener...
The Sunflower Crown Table is always busy. It was facilitated by students from CACP’s sparc! the ArtMobile.
Lissa, MassArt Grad ‘22 makes a cool compostable plant pot!
Women of the sunflower: Audrey Lopez, Curator of Public Art, Rose Kennedy Greenway Conservancy, Ekua Holmes, Founder, Roxbury Sunflower Project and Ceci Mendez, Director, MassArt’s Center for Art and Community Partnerships
sparc! the ArtMobile is a retrofitted van fully equipped with art supplies that brings intergenerational art and design experiences to the community - free of charge. sparc! is an initiative of the Center for Art and Community Partnerships (CACP) at MassArt and collaborates with many community based organizations, schools, artists, and businesses to share resources, and nurture community relationships with an awesome student team. sparc!’s visibility, accessibility and mobility make it a popular part of community events and a vibrant resource for creative interactions and experiences. MassArt’s Center for Art and Community Partnerships (CACP) partners with people and communities within and beyond MassArt to radically expand access to transformative creative experiences.
Making flowers for “Today’s Garden” at the Grove Hall Public Library.
Download this sheet and create your own beautiful Sunflower garden. Share with your friends and family. Just add creativity and color!
Plant your seeds by June 30th and watch them grow. Keep us posted with #roxburysunflowerproject.
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Roxbury Sunflower Project 2023 Launch
Join sparc! in celebrating the 2023 season with the Roxbury Sunflower Project launch on Sat. May 27th from 10:30am- 1:30pm at the Grove Hall Public Library (41 Geneva Ave, Dorchester)!
Pick up your FREE seeds with care instructions and get Kids Kits for the young gardeners in your life. Activities will include making sunflower crowns with sparc! the ArtMobile. Help beautify our neighborhoods with color, radiance, and vibrancy; plant sunflowers - everywhere! Plant by June 30th for best results! Then tag and upload your process photos to instagram or follow and upload on our tumblr blog at www.roxburysunflowerproject.tumblr.com
#RoxburySunflowerProject#sparctheartmobile#Roxburylove#Roxbury#RoxburyRadiance#CommunityArt#JoyMaking#ArtInPublicLife#IgnitingArtAndDesign#Collaboration
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We are 5 years old!!! Join the Roxbury Sunflower Project for this year’s sunflower planting season as we celebrate our community’s RADIANCE, RESILIENCE, DEEP ROOTS, TRANSFORMATION, PLANTED SEEDS, LIGHT, AND BEAUTY. May 14th from 10:30am - 1:30 pm pick up your FREE Sunflower seeds at the Grove Hall Public Library with simple instructions, sunshine and rain, join the community wide garden! We’ll have 50 Kid’s Kits on hand for young planters 12 and under, first come, first serve. This event is supported by MassArt’s Center for Art and Community Partnerships through sparc! the ArtMobile, igniting art and design in the neighborhood. Please share with your networks!
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This year the Roxbury Sunflower Project is honored to install “Radiant Community,” an experimental installation made of flowers. Over the spring and summer season, 4 varieties of Sunflower will grow into a field and totem on the lawn of the Museum of Fine Arts/Boston. Sunflowers represent, among other things, resilience, self-determination, and the ability for a community to evolve and emerge while staying grounded in its history and traditions. “Radiant Community” is an invitation for the public to be surrounded by beauty, color, and fragrance. The sunflowers essential attributes mirror those that are reflected in the cultural traditions of Roxbury’s Black Community and must now be collectively amplified in our society. Resilience, Radiance, Deep Roots, Transformation, Heliotropism, Planting Seeds, and Beauty. To extend the reach and impact of this installation, free Sunflower seeds and planting instructions will be available to everyone at the public launch event (TBA) for sharing and planting at home.“Beauty is a basic service*” that aids in the wellbeing and healing of the community. With a spectrum of colors that uplift and bring joy, "Radiant Community" also partners with nature to attract endangered pollinators such as bees and butterflies. “Radiant Community” is a part of The Roxbury Sunflower Project, now in its fourth year of annually distributing 10,000 sunflower seeds to children, families and organizations to plant individually and staging sunflower plantings in collaboration with community organizations and businesses.
*Theaster Gates
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Wraith in the Ruins: A Fallout 4 Story Part XXI
Lost
Trigger Warnings: canon language/violence/gun, drug and alcohol use. Sexual/mature content. Burning/fire.
Please Enjoy!
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“AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!” Strong’s roar of outrage carried far across the swamps south of West Roxbury Station. He pounded the earth, ripped up trees and threw them away like javelins. “RRRRAAAHHHHAAARRR! COWARD GHOUL, FACE STRONG!”
Terrified of him, Radiance had slipped into a narrow crag and instructed her few remaining ferals to abandon any attempts to attack and flee. There were two glowing ones left in the group and so their light had been what led the super mutant away. For several hours he doggedly pursued them: at first through the many twists and turns of the almost completely dark, rough-hewn tunnels and then on and through to the straight, derelict tiles of the metro tube.
Initially he made no attempt to calm himself. Reveling in his fury, he tore apart the landscape and yelled at the sky. He knew what the plan was: if separated or unsuccessful he was to rendezvous at the Peabody safehouse. He found that he didn’t much care. It wasn’t Alpha’s plan. It wasn’t even Cait’s.
He liked when his alpha went berserk. Her shear power and ruthlessness thrilled him and made him proud. But, he also very much liked the pups that were a part of their pack. Duncan, Shaun, Nat and even Billy Peabody tickled memories of something he couldn’t quite recall and the thought of Wraith hurting any of them, was unacceptable. Finding Wraith didn’t matter so long as Radiance lived and he very much wanted to be the one to kill her. Failure was also unacceptable, and having been around humans for long enough to gain a small sense of personal accountability, he was disappointed in himself.
Strong remembered MacCready telling him about the fight with the behemoth in the swamps around Murkwater, and decided that an epic battle of that nature would help improve his mood so he took up his hammer and slogged away south: looking for trouble.
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Deacon fell up the basement stairs, bashing his shins and elbow in the process. His uncharacteristic clumsiness carried him through to the kitchen with a sharp countertop to the hip. He paused in the living room to take a couple of deep breaths before racing up the stairs to the room Hancock and MacCready were sleeping in.
He opened the door as quietly as possible before creeping to the bed. Hancock was furthest away and had his back to him. He was fully clothed apart from his hat and boots and was tucked into a fetal position. MacCready, on the other hand, was flat on his stomach, spread-eagle, shirtless, wearing pants and one sock. The young man’s face was tilted to the side, like a swimmer gaining air mid stroke. He had pushed his pillow onto the floor and was snoring and drooling directly onto the bed sheet.
Deacon picked up the pillow and raised it high above his head before swinging it down directly onto the sniper’s head, “WAKETHEFUCKUP!”
Both of them leaped to their feet with weapons at the ready. Hancock stood next to the bed and MacCready on top of it, “DEACON! Goddamnit! You gotta death wish?! You ASSHOLE!” Hancock hadn’t put his blade away when he came around to where Deacon was doubled over laughing. The ghoul dismissed the very satisfying image of stabbing him as soon as he noticed that the spy was also crying, “What? What the hell is going on?!”
MacCready was still standing on the bed, his fierce glare giving over to rapid blinking as he noticed the odd combination of emotion, “Is it Wraith? What’s…? Wraith?!”
“She said words at me!” Deacon nodded and pointed eagerly toward the basement, “To me. She said my…”
“Why is your hand bleeding?” MacCready saw the flash of crimson as Deacon gesticulated.
“Well, she uh, bit me too...”
“I keep telling everyone not to put their hands in the cage!” He scolded him as he pulled on a shirt and crammed his feet into his boots.
The three of them were loud enough to wake the whole household so there was a small amount of shoving when the group bottlenecked at the basement stairway. They thundered down the steps and crowded around Wraith’s cage. For her part she seemed to have once again lost all trace of sanity and was hissing and growling like a cornered alley cat.
“Deacon, if this is some sort of prank, it’s in very poor taste.”
“I swear, Danse. She said, ‘Deacon, don’t leave me’.”
“I told you I could be of help.” Infamy stepped from a shadow and lifted their hood to reveal a smug look on their luminescent face, “It’s just a matter of finding the cracks in the…”
Hancock didn’t let them finish. He seemed to fly across the room, and lifting the surprised glowing one up by his lapels, he pinned them to the foundation wall. When he spoke, his voice was a menacing growl and he punctuated his clipped words by slamming the other ghoul into the wall after each one, “You. Did. Not. Have. Permission.” He let them drop to the floor and he took a step back, flexing his hands.
“We never gave you the go-ahead.” Deacon felt he’d somehow been robbed, “Was that even her?” He was shaking as he advanced on them, “You put words in her mouth? DID YOU FUCK WITH HER MIND?!”
“That’s interesting, coming from you.” Danse’s comment was soft but it cut through the room like a knife.
“Later, son.” Hancock shot him a look that killed any rebuttal.
“You are all very excitable, aren’t you?” Atom’s Assassin pushed themselves up against the wall and into a sitting position, “Not very friendly. No, no. Hahaha!” They dipped their chin and held out their hands, palms up, “I meant no harm. I felt I needed to prove my worth. It’s a very nice cage you’ve made for her; very spacious. Much better than the one you brought her here in. Better than mine. Hahahahaha. Still a jail cell though, huh? How long do want to stand around her prison and watch her suffer? Wraith’s words are her own. It took a great deal just for that much. Quite the effort! You all should be thanking me.”
“Thanking you?! Why, monsieur, you are the cause of all this! Had you not attacked Madame’s citizens she would have never had cause to learn to call feral ghouls. She would have never summoned this Radiance and none of this would have happened!”
“She didn’t summon her.” When all their eyes flashed to him, Deacon waved a hand and shook his head, “Off topic, don’t worry about it. Doesn’t matter.”
“What matters to me is how you got out of your cage.” Piper glared down at them.
“Locks are nothing to me, my dear.”
“I think we should let them try.” Preston was watching Wraith. His face twisted between grief and anger.
“Non, General. Not at least until Dr. Amari has come to give her assessment. As her physician, I will not permit this.”
“Oh, but how will you stop me, sweet child?”
Curie lifted her chin slightly, her voice was as cold as the look in her eye, “I will have you shot if you dare.”
“Well, you are all very terrifying. Whatever happened to the Oath? Hippocrates is spinning in his tomb. Oh, nuts. This didn’t go very well, did it?” They started to rise but thought better of it in the face of seven pairs of glaring eyes, “As you wish. I won’t go poking around where I’m not invited. Do I have to go back to the cage?”
“It’s more than you deserve.” Danse was watching Wraith as she had decided to ignore the mob surrounding her and was remaking her blanket nest. He felt like crying, “Why should you be free when she isn’t?”
“Cage is up to you, but you’re livin’ in the shed until I say otherwise, you feel me?”
Infamy gave him a lecherous sneer, “I think I’d like to…”
As if it was choreographed, Deacon, Danse and MacCready, wearing identical expressions of grim resolution, unholstered their various sidearms and leveled them at Infamy.
“Fine! Fine. I know when I’m defeated. It is by Atom’s will, that I devour this slice of humble pie.” With hands raised above their head, they crept up the stairs and out to the shack.
Piper sat cross-legged on the floor next to the cage. She washed her face in her hands and groaned, “I’m so tired of them. I’m tired of hearing about them. I’m tired of their ghost-in-the-receiver voice...” She trailed off as one by one, four of the other six joined her on the floor. “I have so much work back-logged at home. And I don’t want to leave, but Shaun and Duncan are coming in soon, so I’m heading out in the morning.”
“Thanks for keeping a eye on my son, Pipes.”
She cast MacCready a sideways smile, “’Sokay. I like him better than you anyway.” Preston was to her left and she leaned over and set her head on his shoulder. She smiled again when he reciprocated, “When are you going back to the Castle?”
“Tomorrow. I’m making myself crazy watching her and we are having problems from the groups exiled out of Nuka World. The best I can do is to make sure everything she set up doesn’t come crashing down, just because she’s not here holding it up.”
“Literally.”
Preston smiled at Hancock, “Yeah, literally. Did I ever tell you all about the time when she threw a refrigerator at a Deathclaw?”
“What?!”
“Incredible!”
“No way!”
“Why a refrigerator?”
As Preston settled in to his tail, Deacon, who had remained standing, quietly headed back up to the main level. He intended to follow Infamy out to the shack and rough them up for eavesdropping on his heart-to-heart with Wraith, but his plans were altered for him as the unmistakably heavy footsteps of Danse followed him up the stairs.
“Something you need, pal?”
Danse gestured to the small living room, “I would like to have a word with you, if I may.”
Inwardly, Deacon growled in frustration, “You have a specific word in mind? I’ve always liked ‘spatula’.”
Danse looked confused for a second, “Very amusing…” He sat in an armchair and waited for Deacon to sit on a sofa across from him. He cleared his throat, “We haven’t spoken frankly to each other…”
“Don’t take it personal; I’m not frank with anyone.” He refrained from eye contact and picked idly at the raised floral pattern on the couch’s arm.
God, this thing’s ugly…
“I’m referring to matters of a personal nature that you may have been a party to…”
“Oh, I don’t really go to parties.”
The effort it took to maintain his composure clearly showed on Danse’s face, “By God, man! Please! I’m asking you for information about my being a synth!”
Deacon immediately stood and turned to leave, “Sorry can’t help you.”
Danse reached out and caught the other man’s sleeve. He looked up at him with light brown eyes that were so lost it nearly brought a tear to Deacon’s eye, “Please.”
He sighed dramatically and pinched the bridge of his nose, “Okay, but not here. Leave a note for Curie then follow me to Quincy. I’ll be waiting in the church.”
……
Deacon paced around in the nave, waiting. It seemed to be taking longer than it should and the spy was beginning to think he’d been stood up. Or, that something else might have happened with Wraith. He decided to head back and almost ran face first into Danse.
“I apologize for the wait,” the large man shook a Minutemen pack above his head as he maneuvered around him, “I talked to Curie directly and she advised I bring us a ‘snack’. She probably thinks we’re both too thin.”
Deacon had to bite back a harsh comment as he felt an intense stab of envy at the look of tender love on Danse’s face, “Yeah, I might have over corrected on my weight-loss plan.” In truth the weeks of worry and hard travel had ate into his muscle mass, leaving him more wiry then when he was in the Commonwealth last, “There fruit leather in there?”
Danse smiled as he passed him a strip, “Naturally.”
Rather than bite into it right away, Deacon held it almost lovingly in his hand. When his vision blurred with tears he quickly turned away from the other man and shoved the whole piece in his mouth, chewing noisily, “Mmmpf. Moorph. Hmmm. Thish batch is pretty good; lots of mutfruit. MacCready make it?”
Danse chuckled, “If there is a specific joke in there, I’m not aware.”
“Hmm. You’ve more a capacity for a sense of humor then I remember.”
Danse rightened a table and pulling up a nearby chair gestured for Deacon to take the one across from him, “As I said earlier; you and I have never had a real conversation.” He took a large bite out of jerky and leveled a rather intense gaze at him as he chewed, “I’ve been told that it can be difficult to authenticate a great deal of the information you share.”
“That’s maybe the prettiest way anyone’s ever called me a liar, Danse. Thank you.”
“I’ve also been told that you have a tendency toward more factual discourse when you aren’t wearing your sunglasses.”
Deacon briefly covered his eyes then pulled them away as if he was playing peek-a-boo, “The eyes tell lies as much as the truth, just so you’re aware.”
“So, it’s just another way for you to keep people guessing?”
“How very perceptive of you.”
The two men stared at each other unflinchingly for several seconds before Danse sighed and reached back into the pack for more food, “Do you want jerky?”
“Why not? You only live once.” He chewed thoughtfully for a moment, “I have to tell you this is not how I thought this was going to go. I also don’t mind telling you that I’m actually pretty tired so…”
“Right, right. Of course.” Danse set his hands together then held them out toward the spy as if he was asking him to set information in them, “Do you remember me as M7-97?”
“No. I wasn’t your handler.”
Danse’s eyes flashed back and forth, searching Deacon’s pale blue eyes for any sign that he was lying, “Are you quite certain? I’ve come to understand that my appearance was most likely altered.”
“It most likely was, but I never forget the synths that I’ve personally helped. And before you ask; no I don’t know who your handler was, or even if they’re still alive. The Railroad has had a high turnover. Probably because groups like the Brotherhood keep blowing us the fuck up.” He hadn’t meant to envenomate his reply to that severity, but found that he didn’t regret it.
“Ut sementem feceris, ita metes.”
“Post hoc ergo propter hoc.” Deacon was not going to back down, “We didn’t have to be your enemy. That was Maxson’s choice.”
Visibly upset, it took several deep breaths before Danse trusted himself to speak, “I wasn’t present during the attack on the Railroad. I had already been exiled. And even more so, I will admit, I did not approve of every order Maxson gave…”
“But you still followed them.” In Deacon’s mind he relived the moment when the light in Glory’s eyes went out, “My friends are still dead.”
“As are Rhys and Ingram and a multitude of others…”
“Others who turned their back on you when they found out you weren’t human.”
Danse slammed his hands on the table and stood, “YES! CORRECT! THOSE OTHERS!” He closed his eyes and swallowed, “I will never be able to take back the things I’ve said and done. I can only not forget and work toward making better choices.” He sat back in his chair and glared at Deacon.
The words struck a chord in him and Deacon suddenly felt ashamed, “That is something I can understand.”
“If I had my memories of being a synth, I’d have never joined the Brotherhood and we’d not be having this argument.”
“That was your choice.”
Danse twitched his head and narrowed his eyes, “What do you mean by that?”
“When the Railroad frees a synth we give them the option of a full memory erasure and face change, in fact we very strongly suggest it, but we never do it without their expressed consent.”
“You’re saying that I asked to have my identity stolen? My very life was ended and I asked you to do it?!”
“I’m not going to debate the concept of Nature Verses Nurture with you, but yes, you would have had to agree. We’ve had a bunch over the years who opted out of both but unfortunately, most were recaptured by the SRB or killed by hatemongering wastelanders.”
Like the UP Deathclaws.
Danse sat back in his chair, his expressions morphing from disbelief to anger and sadness. When he spoke his voice was low, “Why didn’t you at least give me memories of a family?”
“I could speculate but…”
“I would appreciate any insight you can provide.”
“Okay,” Deacon stood and began pacing, “so first, let’s get one or two things out in the open.” As he spoke he tallied items off on his fingers, “You’re not ageing. Your physicality is above average and… you’re… um… shooting blanks.”
Danse groaned and set his face in his hands, “I don’t even want to know how you ascertained that.”
Deacon had the decency to make himself look abashed, “Yeah, let’s move on. In my humble opinion as an expert in these matters; you were most likely a courser. It wasn’t necessary for you to fit in with the population at large so those items previously listed weren’t included in your design. And when you were given new memories, they wouldn’t involve people whom you would have tried to go look for because that would make you more conspicuous. If that makes sense.”
“So, I never even had a chance to have a family.”
“What do you mean by that?” Deacon let an edge creep into his voice, “What about the family you have now?” When Danse gave him a bewildered look, he grew legitimately angry, “Curie, Wraith, Shaun, Duncan!” He shook a finger toward the safe house, “Preston and Piper. Not to mention your ever-angry little brother MacCready.” He brought his hands up to either side of his head, “Hancock! Oh my god! The scariest being in the entire fucking Commonwealth calls you ‘son’, and you ‘don’t have a family’?! Fucking shit, man!”
“You’re scared of Hancock?”
“Never said that.” Deacon came back to his chair and sagged into it. “’Self-determination is not a malfunction’.”
“What do you mean?”
“That’s a quote from someone who could probably help you much better than I can. They were also a courser and were also upset when they found out their life wasn’t what they thought it was.”
“May I speak with them? Or, have they been… reset?”
Taking a bite of jerky, Deacon sat and thought out loud as he chewed, “Maybe only on the vaguest of terms. I could ask them to read a letter from you… have to be anonymous… would take some time… What information do you want?”
“I want to know what M7-97 was like… who they were. Anything you can offer me would be helpful.”
“Honestly, Danse I think it will only be helpful if this lets you move on from your past.” His voice grew soft and low, “We can’t always be living there.” He stood up and stretched, “Now, I need to shut down for a couple of hours…”
“I think I might need a beer… don’t you mean ‘sleep’?”
“Oh, I don’t actually do that.” He flashed Danse a shit-eating grin, “I’m a far superior model.”
……
……
There was some difficulty with moving the memory lounger to the basement and more still with its power supply, and so even after Dr. Amari’s arrival, it took several more days before they were able to try and scan Wraith’s mind. Curie’s tranquilizer was administered and she was carefully strapped in.
“Are the restraints really necessary?” Nick Valentine had arrived a few days before the doctor, and had been greatly distressed at seeing Wraith’s living arrangements. He frowned as Curie tightened the straps.
“They won’t hold her for more than a second anyway, Nicky.” Hancock was frowning as well and despite his words, he seemed unsure, “It’s to give us a chance to bail outta here if she decides to wake up early.”
“Would she really hurt us?” Valentine had been trying to convince himself that when she had rushed the cage bars when he tried to say “hello”, it was out of a response to fear and not wanton violence.
“She tried to kill me, Valentine.” MacCready’s voice was flat but his dark-circled eyes were sad.
“She must’ve pulled her punches a little. After all, you’re still very much alive and kicking. Though, from the looks of you, not as high.” He looked around critically, “Have any of you been eating properly?”
Hancock patted him on the back, “Yer a dad alright.”
“I don’t know about her holding back, but after I saved MacCready’s very life,” Deacon paused to smile at the sniper’s eye roll, “she responded to me. She even stopped trying to pull my head off.”
“It’s likely that due to the power armor, Wraith would have had no idea who MacCready was.” Danse smirked at Deacon, “Had she failed to give you a chance to speak, you’d likely be a headless corpse right now.”
“Hmm. Not sure that’d be a good look for me.”
“Gentlemen, we should be ready to begin.” Amari turned from Curie and smiled at the five men, “You can stay during the exam if you wish, but I ask that you refrain from any loud conversations.”
“She means arguing.”
“We know what she means, Deacon.”
“And there won’t be any arguing, cause yer gonna keep yer trap shut.”
……
Wraith was watching Glory. Beautiful, powerful Glory. The memory came into focus as her mind filled in details. They were fighting side by side in the Metro. Now they were sitting and talking at HQ. Now they were sharing a beer.
She was in an expanse of white nothingness. Prism like, the memory hung in midair as if it was suspended from an invisible celling by invisible rope. Wraith became aware that there were two others watching it with her.
Philippa was staring intently on one side. In her full Marine dress uniform, she was the very picture of military discipline and order. Her hair was tightly pulled back and up, held fast by a squad of hair pins under her cap.
The other confused Wraith and she narrowed her eyes, “You can’t be here.”
“That’s right; you’re dead.” Philippa was matter of fact, her eyes emotionless.
“If I’m dead then I can go and be anywhere I like, wouldn’t you say?” The dead woman didn’t look away from the memory, “You are in love with this woman.”
“Was. She’s dead. Like you.” Philippa corrected her.
“Probably not like me…”
“I’m not sure if I was in love. I was definitely interested, though.”
“The timing was inappropriate, Wraith.” There was a hint of disapproval in Philippa’s voice.
“Maybe. I wanted to try. I just…”
“Ran out of time.” Philippa finished the thought.
The memory changed. Now it was Deacon; fighting raiders in the rain. He was wearing a white t-shit and his muscles were clearly visible as they move underneath the wet, transparent cloth.
The dead woman hummed appreciatively, “Very nice. I don’t know this one either. You’re in love with him too.” She raised an eyebrow at Wraith, “Quite the harem you would have had.”
“How obtuse. Regardless, he’s not interested.”
“Don’t be stupid, Philippa.” Wraith rolled her eyes at her, “That’s not the problem.”
“Explain.”
“He doesn’t think he deserves to be loved. By anyone. So he… sabotages himself.”
“I’m bored. What else is on?” The dead woman twirled her index finger in the air like she was dialing a phone. When the memory changed to Hancock and Wraith in the midst of strip-tease foreplay, she hummed again, “Now this is something worth watching.”
“Inappropriate.”
“This… this is private…”
The dead woman leered, “My, he is hung nicely for being so tall and slender. And you,” She turned her lecherous gaze to Wraith, “how responsive you are! You can see how you savor his every caress. More!”
“No… get…”
The image changed again with a flick of the dead woman’s finger. Now it was MacCready and Hancock: in a flurry of motion as they passionately kissed while removing each other’s clothes.
“Fantastic. I can appreciate why your eyes would linger.” Her laugh was cruel, “Ha! So much to take in.”
“Not funny. Also, your intrusion is inappropriate.”
Wraith reached out, swatted the memory and as it spun each revolution showed a different memory in a confusing blur, “This isn’t a peep show. Those moments are special. What the fuck are you doing here?! You don’t belong. You’re not me!”
The dead woman pouted, “Aww, just when it was getting good. I want to see more of Hancock’s…”As she reached out to the memory Wraith smacked her hand. In turn the dead woman dealt Wraith a vicious backhand that sent her spinning away through the void. “Know your place!”
In an instant the memory and the two other women reoriented next to Wraith. She rubbed her jaw and slowly stood, “I’m going to kick your ass!”
The dead woman vanished.
“What the fuck?”
“You can’t keep me from him, you know. Hancock, that is.” The dead woman appeared at the very edge of Wraith’s vision then began circling her; like a shark that smells blood in the water. “I’ll have him.”
“I remember… you hurt him. Why?! Leave him alone. Why are you doing this? What do you want?!”
The dead woman’s face twisted into a mask of rage, “You dare ask me ‘why’?”
“It is reasonable.”
The dead woman ignored her. She stopped directly in front of Wraith and held up two fingers, “Twice you’ve destroyed me! You took all that I had; my only chances for happiness.” She folded her arms, a smug look on her face, “So now I’ll take all that you hold dear. Your empire will crumble and your people will die. Then when you are completely lost, you’ll come to my embrace willingly!”
“You’re just like Marie.” Now Philippa circled the dead woman, her modest heels somehow making a tapping sound that was immensely satisfying to Wraith’s ears, “You were never happy. Not in any recent years. You committed murder and engaged in other criminal acts; kidnapping for example. And much like Marie, you blame your loss and shortcomings on Wraith. It’s a classic case of projection.”
The dead woman’s eyes grew shrewd, “One major difference between us is that Marie is dead.”
Wraith paled and took a step back, “What? How…”
“Oh, I believe you know.” The dead woman reached out and spun the memory one more time, “Watch closely now, darling.”
The image of Wraith ripping Marie in half, from the vantage point of her own eyes, played over and over on the prism.
Wraith’s voice was weak, “No…”
“Yes! Look how strong you are. I have never wanted you more than at that moment!” The dead woman raised her arms above her head, exalted, “You are a monster, Wraith!” In a flash of blinding green light, the dead woman became Radiance, “But I am a much, much stronger one!” Grabbing ahold of Philippa, she enveloped her.
Wraith felt the pain as a part of her was being slowly consumed by fire. Her inhuman screams echoed throughout the void.
…..
“I SAID TURN IT OFF!” Hancock clenched and unclenched his fists; seconds away from smashing the memory lounger.
“Mr. Mayor, I am doing my very best to do just that.” Amari had begun shut-down procedures as soon as Wraith started screaming, “There!”
Wraith’s wail abruptly cut off and the ensuing silence was almost as defining. Then, everyone moved and spoke at once.
“Her pulse is stabilizing…”
“What happened?!”
“Oh, Madame! Oh, oh…”
“It sounded like… What was happening to her?”
MacCready and Hancock were each working on a wrist strap and as soon as she was free, Valentine scooped her up and took her back to her cage and laid her on the mattress, “Just what in the Sam Hill was that supposed to accomplish?!”
“I don’t understand these readings…” Amari was frowning at her terminal, “There is a film or some sort of interference. And an overlap of… there are images of two brains here.”
“What does that mean?” Danse was holding on to Curie as if she were a life raft.
“It means that I cannot get a proper reading of the condition of Wraith’s brain.”
“We just wasted so much time.” Deacon sagged into a chair and spoke into his hands.
Curie sniffled, “I am so very sorry. If I had…”
“It’s alright, Baby Bird. There’s no way you could’ve known.” Hancock joined Valentine in Wraith’s cage and he patted Curie’s back as he passed. Reaching down, he laid a hand on the detective’s shoulder, “I know you want to stay with her, Nicky, but it’s not safe.” He walked over to Deacon and stood tapping his foot until the spy looked up at him, “Yer getting yer way now.” Placing his hands on his thighs he bent down so his face was directly level with his, “I can’t hear her screamin’ like that though, you feel me?” If the ghoul still had a nose, it would have been touching Deacon’s, “I am trusting you.”
Deacon swallowed hard, “I… uh guess… I won’t live to you regretting it.”
……
……
They didn’t let Infamy try right away. The decision to wait after Wraith regained consciousness and had demonstrated at least the same level of functionality as pre brain scan was unanimous. Unfortunately for Valentine it also meant it was past the time he had allotted himself to be away from his immediate family.
As difficult as it was to leave Wraith, MacCready left with him, “I shouldn’t be away from Duncan this long.”
They decided to wait further until MacCready returned and there was a changing of the guard as Cait arrived with a Minutemen convoy. She spent some time trying to talk to Wraith, but after the initial aggression, she ignored her.
“I tried me best, but… How much should I tell Bear? I’m… not for knowin’.”
Outside of Hancock none of Wraith’s ghoul friends were allowed, for their own safety, to visit with her. And consequentially, Hancock wasn’t allowing himself to return to Goodneighbor for fear of bringing further harm to his people. He stayed in contact with Fahrenheit through Radio Freedom, and even had her hold his granddaughter near the microphone so he could hear her burble.
After a few days, MacCready passed Cait astride Gracie on the road, each offering a sad wave to the other. As he was walking through the door, he intended to shout a “hello”. Raising his head he took a deep intake of breath and collapsed, unconscious on the stoop. Deacon, dozing under a book on the couch in the living room, heard the thud and vaulted the furniture to get to him.
“Crap! Curie! HANCOCK!”
He had already started to come around by the time Hancock had picked him up and he batted at his arm as the ghoul was taking him up the stairs, “You can put me down. I’m fine.”
“No, I don’t think so. You are going to get some sleep and let Curie give you some fluids and eat some damn food and…”
Hancock left him to Curie’s care and came down to the kitchen. He muttered to himself as he started to heat up leftovers, “…what if ya fell on the road? Christ! …tryin’ to be all places at once… just alike… the two of ‘em are givin’ me fits! How am I supposed to… shit… fuck… goddamn it!”
“Uh, Hancock? Your shirt. Your shirt’s on fire, man!” Deacon grabbed a dishtowel, extinguished him then proceeded to roll up the mayor’s sleeves, “Not sure if MacCready likes to eat burnt ghoul…” He was surprised that Hancock let him help and it made him nervous for some reason. Especially since the ghoul didn’t say any sort of snappy comeback and just quietly watched with his large, dark eyes; a half smile on his scarred lips. He looked away quickly, angry that he almost blushed, “What?”
“Heh. Nothin’, brother. Thanks.” Deacon returned to the sofa and Hancock worked quietly for a minute before casually calling to him over his shoulder, “You know that floral-nightmare couch you’ve been tryin’ to sleep on jackknifes, right?”
“No?! I did not know that! Was anybody gonna tell me that?!”
…..
“I need total concentration. Complete silence. It would be ideal if you left us alone so I might focus…”
“Absolutely not. We cannot permit this treacherous villain to have any unsupervised contact with Wraith.” Danse stood with his hands on his hips and his chest out.
“Alright, Capt’n Eyebrows, take it easy,” Deacon was having a difficult time clearing the image of Danse in a cape from his mind, “we won’t. Just…”
“STRONG IS HOUND MASTER! BLUE HUMANS DON’T SHOOT!”
“Hey, Strong’s back!” MacCready went outside to bring the super mutant in, “Hey, buddy. Wow! You alright?”
Strong sported a fine collection of new scars and one of his eyes was swollen shut, “MACK REE DEE! STONG FOUND A GOOD FIGHT!”
Prompted by a look from Danse, who had followed him up the stairs, MacCready questioned the super mutant about his pursuit of Radiance, but Strong only shrugged and made an assortment of noncommittal grunts.
“We kinda assumed it went that way. She didn’t rough you up like that, did she?”
“No. Glowing one ran. SCARED OF STRONG!”
“Rightfully so. Excellent effort. Glad to have you back in one piece.” Danse was stiff and formal and the words were forced.
An awkward silence descended as the two stared at each other and was only broken when Strong sniffed somewhat disdainfully and muttered something about wanting to see his alpha.
“She’s downstairs, but,” MacCready touched his friend’s big green elbow, “she’s in a cage. It’s so… uh…”
“HA HA!” He smiled, “It’s okay, Mack Ree Dee; Alpha is strongest. Would hurt little humans. Strong would be…”
“Sad?”
The super mutant said nothing, only raised a hairless brow, turned, stomped down the stairs and over to Wraith’s cage. He stood there silently while she growled and threw herself at him. His brutish face softened somewhat and he lowered his voice to a whisper, “Alpha is the strongest.”
Infamy snapped their fingers, “You all trust this big green nasty, right?” The glowing one addressed Strong directly, “Radiance should try and retrieve Wraith. You’d like to rip her asunder, right? Ha! How long can you sit still and quiet, waiting for prey?”
Strong looked over their head to Hancock and MacCready, “What does this ghoul say? Strong stay here?”
“That’s up to you, brother.”
“I agree that Radiance is afraid of him.” Danse actually liked the idea, “She fled as soon as he charged her, despite having numerical superiority.”
“Then shouldn’t he be stationed outside where she can see him?” Deacon was considering using a Stealth Boy to sneak back into the basement regardless of the consensus and was worried that the super mutant might smell him and tattle.
“STRONG HUNGRY! WANT TO EAT MEAT!”
“I’ll hook you up, brother.” Hancock indicated that Strong should proceed him up the stairs before turning back to Infamy, “We’re gonna take shifts keeping an eye on you. I don’t give a flying fuck about what your ideal setup is. You’ll figure it out or I’ll take you apart.”
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“Now, this is interesting! Never quite had an experience like this before. Ha!”
“Great. Another unwelcome guest.”
“What’s the matter, Wraith? Not enough room for one more mind? Seems spacious to me. Hahaha!” Finally past the barrier, Infamy spun. They wore a set of clean, hooded, midnight blue vestments with a simple atomic diagram of hydrogen embroidered in gold thread across their back. Raising their arms and twirling in the white void, their robes billowed out behind them.
“You’re not the company I’m looking for.”
They dropped their arms and sagged their shoulders, “It’s so hard being so far from home in a place where no one likes you.”
“Yeah, well, whose fault is that?”
“That is becoming increasingly obscure, actually.” They frowned at her, “Admittedly, I should have done more research into Marie’s claims and less into where your weakness were to be found.”
“I helped the Children more than I hurt them.”
“Ah yes, but you did hurt us.” They grimaced at her, “You look like shit.”
“Hey! Fuck you too, you glowstick-looking motherfucker!”
“I would figure you’d look more like your version of normal. You’re still wearing that deathclaw armor. Hmm. You look worse in here then you do… Well, that is neither here nor there. What was all that yelling about?”
Wraith sat, cross legged on the non-existent floor, “Radiance was… flexing.”
The glowing one sat as well, “She comes and goes as she pleases then?”
Wraith half shook her head, “No, I don’t think she’s actually here. It’s more like she’s left a piece of herself here to watch me, but I’m a little fuzzy on the details.”
Infamy popped up and danced around her, “Drop the barrier then. Come out and play!”
Wraith tilted her head back and laughed; a humorless and unpleasant sound, “It’s not mine!” She suddenly stood and spun around much like Infamy had, “I’m a prisoner. Radiance both loves and hates me. She wants to keep me safe while simultaneously torturing me.” Wraith stood still and raised her fists, “I keep fighting her though. I’m starting to remember real stuff. When she went for Hancock I felt it. I felt him! And I remembered later.” Her eyes went wide and she took Infamy by the shoulders, “Hancock! How is he?!”
Although they felt a rush of fear, Infamy willed themselves not to pull away from her, “All of your rowdy, ungrateful, terrifying friends are fine. Sad to say.”
“Oh, thank goodness.” She let go and returned to the floor, drawing pictures with her finger in sand only she could see, “She wanted me to trigger detonations on the fusion cores, but I just ejected them. It took all the ground I had gained and I pretty much lost it after that.” She smiled sadly, “Except for Deacon. I remember Deacon. He told me he loves me.”
“Well, you can thank me for that! I’ve been chipping away at your crust for a while now. Now that I know it’s not yours, I can be a little harsher. Hmm, I think. Hahaha! Are there any rules for this game we’re playing? I’ll work from the outside and you’ll…”
“Why are you helping me all of the sudden?”
They adopted an indignant expression and put their hands on their hips, “I’ll have you know we do a great deal of charity work! Infamy is very altruistic.”
Wraith snorted, “Right. Just because you don’t charge for your services doesn’t magically change what you do into charitable works by any stretch of the concept.”
“Ha! Well, maybe it’s because you are a Child of Atom? The Mother’s Chosen One even.”
“Bullshit. Who was it that beat you up and made you help? Mac? Not Danse or Hancock; pretty sure they would have killed you outright.”
They stuck out their tongue, folded their arms and turned away, “I’m not admitting to anything.”
“Deacon. If he’s back then he’s the one. He’s an incredible fighter.”
“Yes, yes. As I said; all of your friends are terrifying.”
“But why help me and not Radiance?”
They dropped back to a sitting position and propped their chin up with their elbow, “I don’t think this creature is of Atom. I think she’s on her own, awful agenda. She’s probably going to interfere with my people. Might even send you to destroy us. Perhaps that’s what the Fog Mother meant by you being the Harbinger. As it is, many of our ghoul members have been suffering headaches and even Mother Isolde, a human, felt the pain of Radiance’s insidious intrusion.” They pouted like a child, “Plus, she stole all my ferals, so I wouldn’t wanna help her anyways.”
“Okay, fine. Let’s say that your intentions are honorable…”
“Because they are.”
Wraith rolled her eyes, “Then what should I be doing? Sunny didn’t have much time to teach me... before…”
A brief flash of regret passed over the glowing one’s face, “He surly is with Atom,” They sprang to their feet and twirled again, “but I’m in here with you! You’re so lucky. Hahahahahahaaaa!”
Wraith made a disgusted face, “Great. Now, how do I get out of here?”
“Just what you had been doing I suppose. How clear can you see the barrier?”
“Not well. I’m pushing out all around with no real direction…”
Infamy was impressed.
“I shall be your guide. Follow my light and I will lead you to the vulnerable…”
“Follow your light?” Wraith interrupted, stood and narrowed her eyes, “How do I know you won’t just entrap me the same as her?”
They looked around and held out their hands palms up, “What choice do you have? You are clearly powerful, Harbinger. Fight Radiance. Fight me! Fight, fight, fight!” They raised their fists and shook them in the air in time with their chant, “I’ll aid you on the outside, while you…”
There was a sudden flash of green fire and Radiance was there. She glowered at Infamy, “Hsst. Begone, pest!” With a flip of her wrist she cast them out, smirked at Wraith then vanished.
Left alone, Wraith smiled, “Fight from the inside.”
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MacCready happened to be on guard when Atom’s Assassin had their next major breakthrough. He was working on a gun restoration that Cait had brought for him and he felt her looking at him. Glancing up their eyes met and he could see that hers were clear. He jumped up and all but threw the worktable aside to get to her, “Wraith! Wraith! Wraith!” Breaking his own rule, he stuck his arms through the bars and pulled her to him. He cupped her face, kissed her then clunked their foreheads together, “I love you.”
“I… love… you too… Mac.”
He turned away to call to Hancock before kissing her again, “Are you back? Please. Please be back!”
The rest of her friends poured down the stairs with Hancock in the lead. He hugged and kissed her as well before making way for rest of them. He happened to glance at the glowing one and noticed that Infamy had their teeth bared in obvious effort, “Not sure how much time we got...”
Wraith suddenly pulled away from Deacon and turned back to MacCready. There was fear in her eyes and the effort it took to speak was clear, “I… love you, Mac.” When he tried to reciprocate she shook her head, “No… you don’t… understand. I would have… killed you anyway. It doesn’t… matter.” Her eyes filled with tears and she backed away to the far corner of the cage, “She’ll use me… to kill… you all. I love you all… I’ll kill you all… and she’ll… make me see every moment of it.”
“Why is she doin’ this?! Who or what is she?”
“And what does she want with Hancock?”
Wraith’s eyes lost their focus and she was soon back to a snarling beast, but she held on for just long enough to tell them Radiance’s true name, “She’s… Emogene.”
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