#Roland J Persson ♣️

[tw1nkee28]

Chat, more art...

I'm trying to get back into the swing of things now that I'm no longer on Christmas break, so I'll hopefully be getting better with posting again hshdh

A vast majority of these I've done on stream in Shadow Company Discord at like 1 am HSHDH

You can see me beginning to tweak with the last picture LMAO

Also, I forgot to share this

I'm happy to at least see some improvement, and much love to the people who have helped me get to where I am 🫶

Glancing at the SC discord..

[tw1nkee28]

HELP

I love this

Y'know what, if Roland was still around, he'd be the asshole in a cyber truck /j

Mori would CLOWN on him

Random edit-

[tw1nkee28]

...... Memes ? ... bases that I found on Pinterest

Im gonna gweak out, its liek 1:40 AM and I'm absolutely losing my mind

I came to the realization that no one us gonna draw the things in my brain , so I gotta do it myself

... Gonna make more of Dawn and Graves tomorrow.... To treat myself.....

[tw1nkee28]

Some drawings from today‼️

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Also some fun facts about Roland because I'm trying to develop his character a bit more while I work on Mori's lore ↓↓

• Roland is Swedish, he spent the first 5 years of his life in Sweden before moving to the states with his parents and brother to be closer to other relatives.

• He has one younger brother who is only 3 years younger than him.

• He was 31 yrs on the day of his death, 12/25/22.

• He and Mori have had an intense rivalry since Mori first joined the army.

• Roland transferred over to the Marines about 2 years before Mori did, their paths crossing again as Mori was put on the same team.

• They had some form of tension between them that almost went to the next level before they had a massive fight

• during the fight, Mori punched Roland in the face. It dislocated his nose and made him bite through his bottom lip, he now has a subtle scar on his bottom lip.

• he was born September 19th, 1991.

[tw1nkee28]

I finally made a color palette for Roland ╥⁠﹏⁠╥

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Flat colors under cut ↓↓

He looks so dumb and ill

I hate him

I almost forgot to add the scar under his lip hhgrgrg

[tw1nkee28]

When you said Roland was unstable, what did you mean by that? Was he just insane or did something traumatic happen to him?

Slides over a ‘Yap Pass’

SHAKES VIOLENTLY

I'm taking the yap pass, thankbyku

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Okay, so, as we can tell already by what all Roland has done, he's unstable.

And the reality of it is that Mori didn't create aggressive or explosive behaviors in him, he only emphasized them. Gave Roland an outlet, an excuse to light his own fuse

While Roland was growing up, his brother was very much the center of attention. By his parents, teachers, etc. His brother was a smart kid, and even at 6 he was moved up a grade, knew exactly what he was doing when it came to most things.

On the other hand, Roland was a bit.... Educationally stunted. It was probably due to his issues like ADHD and such, but he could never seem to focus properly. Couldn't absorb what he was being taught, whether that was his ABC's, how to talk properly, or basic morals.

And when Roland was about 9-10 years old, his brother had fallen horribly ill. Most doctors predicted that it was terminal and he probably wouldn't live longer than a few years.

And Roland.... Didn't really understand empathy. The way he saw it, was that his brother was taking even more attention from him. Occasionally his parents would forget to pick him up from school, or leave food for him to eat for dinner since they spent most of their time at the hospital with their younger son.

He began to resent not only his parents, but his brother too.

After nearly a year of constant medical attention and nearly facing death in a medically induced coma, his brother was finally predicted to make a full recovery. When Mori found out, he .... Wasn't too thrilled. He was already content with his brother passing, so finding out that his brother would make it? He saw it as a competition for attention.

The moment he was left alone with his brother, still in his coma hooked up to the ventilator, he pinched the breathing tube running into his brother's mouth, cutting off his oxygen supply.

He held it for minutes on end until his brother effectively suffocated to death.

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Since then, his mental state has just declined. He developed severe anger issues, was snappy and irritated all the time, picking physical fights with whoever was willing.

He was explosive and refused to get help for any of his mental issues, he chose to deal with them on his own, even if that just meant burying all his anger deep down and pretending nothing happened.

He didn't know how to feel empathy for the longest time, had no concept of it at all. He didn't feel remorse, and he didn't care about how others felt a good 90% of the time. His head was filled with violence, and he often fantasized about hurting or torturing those that irritated him... (Subtle foreshadowing..?)

He viewed everyone as competition unless they respected or praised him for something he was doing, sort of like Mori in a sense. But while Mori was more passive aggressive and jabbed at people with his words, Roland was always willing to get physical.

Because of his track record of fights on his record during school, he was barely able to claw his way into the army. But when he met Mori, all that anger and unstableness that he'd buried deep down, came rising back to the surface.

He started having the fantasies of hurting people again, Mori in particular, he hated the man. Hated the way he instigated him, treated him like he was no threat, never respected him.

So after the years he spent stuck with Mori, he finally snapped. (i.e. kidnapping and torturing him, essentially giving into his fantasies.)

He was always a rather unstable guy who couldn't handle his own emotions, Moribund just undid all the work he put into burying that side of himself.

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Thank you for the yap pass, I've been cooking silently in my own little corner for a while....

They're like adding water to an electrical fire, everyone gets hurt in the end.

Also, one thing that set them apart? Moribund felt remorse. He buried Roland in respect, gave him his own headstone, he placed flowers on it and wished him peace. And if given the opportunity? Roland would never do the same

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME YAP ‼️‼️

I never get to yap about my little guys hegheghegrgdv mchdn x .....

I'm tweaking

[tw1nkee28]

I been wondering this for a while- more than a while- would Roland call Dr.Gui Doc(it pisses him off)

He has Morrel(Mor-rell) Gui to work with so would he choose Doc?

Oh yeah, absolutely

He's not the same level of petty or anything as Mori, but he definitely picked up a few of his habits of pissing people off.

Especially since he grew really bitter and unhinged before his death, I think he'd do it just to piss him off. Not for the enjoyment that Mori got from doing it, but just because he wants to bring others down with him hsghd

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Thanks for the ask !!

I hope this answered it well enough hfshgd

[tw1nkee28]

How did Mori act before all the trauma like at the time when Roland and him had some big rivalry and same goes for Roland

Was Mori smug, flirty, confident? was Roland jealous or insecure?

YES

YES IVE BEEN WANTING TO RAMBLE ABOUT THEM SO MUCH BEFORE EVERYTHING GGRGRG

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So, before all the stuff happened to Mori, he was essentially at his worst.

He was manipulative, he was snarky, he was rude and catty. He took advantage of everyone and everything around him. A skill he learned from his mother, who taught him that all that mattered was what people believed.

He got away with a lot as a kid since his mother taught him how to manipulate early on, so he carried that into his adult life and it made him INSUFFERABLE

He made snarky and passive aggressive comments whenever he could, he strived to have ALL of the attention on him at all times. Had a bunch of narcissistic tendencies and strived to be better than everyone else, which is where his and Roland's rivalry began

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Before Roland joined the army, Mori was one of the best in his unit. He was given praise for doing what he did and reveled in the attention. Until Roland joined and took some of that spotlight

Roland was viciously competitive and hardheaded. When he wanted something, he got it. He did have intense anger issues though which did NOT match up well with Mori's personality.

They were constantly clashing and butting heads over who was doing better and got more praise. Often times it ended up being Mori which fed into Roland's growing bitterness towards him

Mori picked on him whenever possible, made snide comments, judged the way he did things, sometimes starting physical fights for the hell of it. It was attention to Mori, even if it was bad attention.

They were polar opposites in several ways.

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One main difference between them was how they expressed themselves. Like how Mori would only verbally cut people down, Roland took a more physical approach.

If Mori was pushing his luck with his words, Roland would sometimes start physical fights between them. Hence how Roland got his lip scar

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Thank you for the ask ‼️

I had to physically stop myself before I just started rambling about lore

Oughhh they've taken over my brain the last few days

They're so toxic and angry,,,I like developing how they interacted

[tw1nkee28]

LMAO

I love this audio so much 😭

There's so much going on

Can we please just jump Roland 🙏

If Roland came back- @tw1nkee28

[tw1nkee28]

Some Moribund things I don't think I've posted yet

Plus a bonus Roland

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Yes some of the doodles are trash, I'm tired, don't mind it.

[tw1nkee28]

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[tw1nkee28]

AAA I LOVE THIS HDGHD

Mori lying in bed kicking his feet as he reads the note HDBDH /j

Aaaughh these gifts are all so sweet ╥⁠﹏⁠╥

I love Pixel so much

He’s Santa but better he will get or make you anything- @tw1nkee28

-Mori walks into his room to find it’s all clean and a new custom gun is on his desk, a freshly baked box of apple strudels, and a custom set of gear-

Mori-“oh my lordy lord, The Shadow Demon brought me a gun and goodies”

-Mori picks up the note and reads it-

Note-“saw you were looking stressed so I made you some things, also you look good at training today

-The Shadow Demon”

-Mori slowly starts geeking out a bit-

Later-

KitKat-“the Shadow Demon brought me a BIG basket of candy and a rocket launcher!”

Switch-“I got pastries I totally don’t eat and I got a poster of my favorite band”

Mori-“I got a new gun and other goodies”

7-11-“I got a mask that lets me bite enemies and a custom gun”

Wraith-“Hydra got good stuff and bubble wrap and wrapped me in it.”

Roland-“I got more death threats in hell and Dr.Gui reminding me of my debt to him so I was forced to sell my soul, now he owns my soul..”

Mori-“HA! Bitch! Shouldn’t have used drugs on me”



[tw1nkee28]

HELPP I LOVE THIS

A lot of these are very accurate LMAO

I really need to expand more on him soon

He's insane

Roland edit?- @tw1nkee28

[tw1nkee28]

AUGHHH I LOVE THEM

Mori please leave Beny alone,,, you're a dickhead,,,

Honestly, this was probably the experience that a lot of the new people on their team had

One of the two starts talking to someone then the other butts in and they have a shouting match

If they new each other in their younger years of the military- @tw1nkee28

Bailey-“hey there short stuff, nice fluffy hair you have there”

-Bailey roughly ruffled Beny’s hair. Beny looked away being shy, a easy target, and a little guy at the time-

Bailey-“it’s a shame you’re so short, someone could easily hurt you”

-Bailey knelt down to Beny’s ear-

Bailey-“why don’t you stick with m-”

Roland-“BAILEY!”

Bailey-“stop ruining my fun Roland!”

-the two get into an argument with poor Beny to shy and scared to move-

[tw1nkee28]

As an extension of this, I updated the facts a bit because I decided that one of my class periods was the best time to entirely make up a timeline

No idea if there's any lapses in time there or if anything's fucked up, but it's something

Also some more art of them before everything went down

Roland was always a dick to people, Mori just made it a competition of who could be worse to each other

They matched each other's freak in the worst ways

Some drawings from today‼️

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Also some fun facts about Roland because I'm trying to develop his character a bit more while I work on Mori's lore ↓↓

• Roland is Swedish, he spent the first 5 years of his life in Sweden before moving to the states with his parents and brother to be closer to other relatives.

• He has one younger brother who is only 3 years younger than him.

• He was 31 yrs on the day of his death, 12/25/22.

• He and Mori have had an intense rivalry since Mori first joined the army.

• Roland transferred over to the Marines about 2 years before Mori did, their paths crossing again as Mori was put on the same team.

• They had some form of tension between them that almost went to the next level before they had a massive fight

• during the fight, Mori punched Roland in the face. It dislocated his nose and made him bite through his bottom lip, he now has a subtle scar on his bottom lip.

• he was born September 19th, 1991.

[edenkyubiko]

HELP THE MY LITTLE PONY BED

...... Memes ? ... bases that I found on Pinterest

Im gonna gweak out, its liek 1:40 AM and I'm absolutely losing my mind

I came to the realization that no one us gonna draw the things in my brain , so I gotta do it myself

... Gonna make more of Dawn and Graves tomorrow.... To treat myself.....