#Rin's advice gone wrong

[maireyart]

Icecream

obligatory summer comic: when your friend is a little shit

Blame @cool-thymus for this because:

It's a real thing!

[tatsumessy]

Missed calls - {itoshi sae}

“gosh you’re so fucking annoying. I wanted to call my girlfriend so that I could calm down from the huge amount of stress I’m already under and here you are acting like a nagging clingy psycho.” before any other words could be spoken you hung up the phone placing it on the nightstand.

Sae <3: I’m sorry.

Sae <3: y/n?

1 missed call

5 missed calls

12 missed calls

20 missed calls

hearing your phone ring once again you picked up up furiously screaming into the phone. “WHAT?” you yelled out of character, there was silence before he spoke, “you’re ignoring my calls.” without answering you slammed your phone on the nightstand not before turning on do not disturb.

you and sae had gotten in a pretty heated argument which ultimately ended with you hanging up the phone and ignoring it. he is in the states right now for a tournament so he can’t come to you. usually his sullen, dull, asshole personality would be just fine because that’s what you’re used too but this time he went too far.

he seemed like he didn’t even care. he wasn’t due to come back until next month so you opted to block his number leaving him with his “issues” that he has to deal with. if he thinks you’re clingy, fine. you’ll just go on about your business and leave him to do whatever he wanted. he always acts like he doesn’t want to be in a relationship so why not give him the freedom he’s wanted.

sae the moment those words came out his mouth felt like a dick. you were only worried because he had gotten trashed in an interview and it was shown on tv everywhere. he was frustrated and took it out of you, he knew the choice of words that he spoke was wrong but he said it anyways.

after you hung up on him he decided to wait until the morning to talk to you but his text weren’t going through and his calls weren’t either. “I’m sorry, the number you have dialed-” he tossed his phone on the hotel bed grabbing his head in frustration. his day was already starting horrible, usually you two would call each other in the morning and talk about what you’d do during the day so that you two knew when to call each other later.

two weeks passed and at this point he had called your number at least 40 times a day. any free second he had he would call you or text you, this is the longest you two had ever gone without talking to each other and he was seriously getting worried. getting back to his hotel for the night he laid down on his back holding his phone above his face. his phone was basically stuck on your contact card and that was the only form of you he had besides the endless albums of you in his photos or his rotating lockscreen picture.

he backed out of your contact and went to his brother’s reluctantly pressing the call button and waiting for him to answer. “what?” he spoke and sae was already rolling his eyes at his brother attitude. “can you check on y/n?” rin let out an annoyed sigh and sae could hear shuffling on his end of the phone. “y/n are you okay?” he heard you say yeah in the background confused then he heard more shuffling before rin spoke up again.

“she’s fine.” he was about to hang up but sae needed to ask, “why are you with y/n?” “we have dinner ever sunday together.” before any more questions could be asked rin hung up the phone leaving sae feeling more empty than he already was.

a month passed and now with him coming home he was excited to see you but he needed to win this game before going home to you.

you were sitting in your car outside of the stadium debating on whether or not you wanted to go in. you had never missed any of his home games and you didn’t want to start, you just kept going back to your argument. the night sae called rin, that was the only time he had ever come over to yours and sae’s apartment for dinner. you had spoken to him about what happened and even though him and his brother aren’t really that close he gave you good advice.

“sae is an asshole, that not a secret. he doesn’t think before he speaks and doesn’t think about the damage his words can cause. all I have to say is he has never called me for anything relatively important but he just called me to ask if you were okay. I can’t speak for him, he said what he said and now he’s paying the price for it. only speak to him when you are ready.” he ended with that before leaving.

last night when you unblocked his number all the messages and missed calls that you missed flowed through your phone all at once. tears prickled on your bottoms lash line reading all of his text messages. the last one had you crying yourself to sleep while hugging his pillow.

sae <3: this is the last message I’ll send tonight. tomorrow we’re coming back and I would love to see you. I know you are probably still upset with me and I would be too. I hurt the person I love so bad to the point where we haven’t spoken in a month. I miss you, I love you and if you come to the game and even though I’m we haven’t worked things out, if you wear my jersey tomorrow I’ll know that we’ll be okay. sweet dreams princess i love you.

he was right, you were still pissed but you missed sae, prior to the argument he’d been gone for a month already and that made you miss him so much more. the sheets didn’t smell like him anymore nor did his pillow. you wanted sae back but you weren’t going to make it easy for him. unzipping your jacket you slipped the long sleeve over your head then pulled down the mirror to fix your hair and makeup.

~

you sat in the VIP section in your normal seat playing on your phone until the game ended. everyone stood up leaving the area while you stayed put, you could see sae being interviewed by someone but because of the distance you couldn’t tell if he was actually paying attention which irked your nerves. he was always so rude to people whenever they interviewed him but went through with them because you asked.

a couple of minutes passed and once almost all the people were gone you noticed sae started to walk towards your direction so you stood up and walked down the steps stopping at the railings that was separating the two of you. “y/n…” he spoke stopping right infront of you, looking at him you kind of glared trying to hide how much you missed him. more silence filled his ears and out of defeat he dropped his head taking a deep breath.

suddenly a small quiet sniffle sounded and he looked back up with tears in his eyes. “I can’t lose you, I fucked up I know I did. if you want to punish me some more then do it but please stop ignoring me I physically can’t do it anymore, I can’t live without you.” standing there you looked at him in shock, he’s never cried before especially over something like this.

“meet me in the tunnel.” “no.” he quickly responded jumping up and climbing over the railing. he landed immediately taking you into his arms, you gasped at his action but ultimately wrapped your arms around him gently rubbing his back. for a quick second you could feel him shaking but you may have been imagining it.

he pulled back keeping his arms wrapped around you so that he could admire what he missed in these two months. “you look gorgeous, I love you princess.”

“I know you do, you and your 1,882 calls” he laughed awkwardly as you pressed a small kiss on his sweaty jawline smiling up at him. “I love you too.”

[lovekz]

what does he have that I don’t?

syn -> rindou is in shambles after you reject him.

warnings : heartbroken, rindou has low self esteem, angst, no happy ending, not proofread

-

“I’m sorry, I don’t like you like that.”

six words rindou dreaded hearing.

he stood before you, holding a basket of your favorite things and a stupid teddy bear.

just to hear those words leave your mouth.

embarrassment settles in before heartbreak does.

he’d gone all out, gone to all your favorite places and even got advice from ran.

to hear you say those words, and watch your face make that goddamn expression.

it looked like you were disgusted with him, just a little bit.

the basket hangs by his thigh, rindou unable to swallow.

“I-I have a boyfriend already.” you whispered to him, moving closer.

he stops you in his tracks when he tosses the basket into the sidewalk.

the bear is now dirty, and the sweets scatter all over the floor.

the candle shattered into pieces.

rindou walks away. the walk of shame, he thinks.

he can hear you calling after him, but he doesn’t turn around for you.

why didn’t he know you had someone?

why had everyone always been so much better than him each time?

he walked all the way home in silence, and even then he slouched on the doorstep.

he couldnt go inside.

ran would tease the absolute shit out of him.

-

“rindou! come out!” ran called, banging on his brother’s door.

when rindou made it in the house, he went straight to his room and didn’t come out until he had to pee or brush his teeth.

and shower, of course.

ran wasn’t sure if he was eating, or what had happened.

but he got a pretty good idea when he realized you had stopped coming over.

you rejected him, and you weren’t nice about it.

in his eyes at least.

rindou won’t respond, won’t even make a noise.

after his shower, he’d just sit in his bed and stare at his torn up room.

wondering why he couldn’t be better and what was wrong with him.

what made you give him that look?

was he ugly? did he have boogers?

or was it just his face that was so unattractive that you possibly lied?

ran had given up trying to reach rindou after a few days, letting mope in his room by himself.

but today, ran was actually leaving the house.

a few knocks on his door caught his attention, not like he cared though.

he won’t leave.

“I don’t know if you’re awake rin.. but I’m going to izana’s house. you’ll have the house to yourself. I’ll bring you back food if you want?” ran suggested.

when he didn’t receive a response, ran sighed and began walking down the steps.

a door opening caught his attention, making the older turn around.

rindou was standing there, dressed with his hands stuffed in his pockets.

him being in pajamas was besides the point.

“can I come with you?” rindou asked quietly.

if ran knew inviting him to izana’s house would get him out the room, he would’ve done it ages ago.

-

when they get there, izana immediately beams at the sight of rindou.

“dude where’ve you been? I’ve been texting and calling.” izana complains, letting them in.

rindou doesn’t respond to him, immediately walking into the living room and sitting in the free seat next to kakucho.

izana’s brothers, mikey and shinichiro, were sitting on the couch playing cod.

rindou gives a short greeting, and offers a fist bump to kakucho.

ran slouches on the floor beside izana, having idle conversation about something rindou doesn’t bother to understand.

it’s only when izana finishes talking, he notices his brothers.

“what the hell? why are you playing my game?!” izana complains, looking at the two.

“just chill izana. I’m gonna get off when my girl gets here.” mikey says idly, never looking away from the game.

kakucho had only given shinichiro the controller so he could try.

izana rolls his eyes and slouches in his seat, complaining lowly under his breath.

the door bell rings loudly and mikey launches the controller at izana, who catches it.

the boy damn near dies going to open it, a big smile on his face.

rindou hears the two talking, before the conversation grows louder.

although his attention is on the tv, he knows your voice pretty well.

your supposed boyfriend was mikey, izana’s brother.

and of course, you notice him desperately hiding in kakucho’s shadow.

“rindou?” you call quietly, blinking to see if you’d seen correct.

he nods, not offering you a glance or a greeting.

he doesn’t know if his heart could handle it.

“you guys know each other?” mikey asks, looking between the two of you.

“no.” “yes.” the two of you say in sync, rindou’s heart swelling even more.

you look upset that rindou had claimed he hadn’t known you, which he obviously has.

izana had put two and two together, sitting next to ran and nudging him with his jaw on the floor.

everyone knew the two of you knew each other, except for mikey himself.

“we know each other. can I talk to you for a sec?” you say, a hint of hurt in your voice.

rindou sighs quietly, before stepping outside to talk with you.

ran calls for a group huddle immediately.

-

the two of you sit outside, waiting for one another to speak.

though rindou doesn’t have anything to say.

you sigh, taking a deep breath and being the bigger person.

“where have you been?” you start off, looking at him from your knees.

“been home.” rindou responds, not too interested in the conversation.

you squint your eyes in confusion.

you had been over to the haitani house multiple times and never got a response from him.

it was always ran answering or no one at all.

“I’ve been calling. and visiting you.” you explain, frowning a bit.

“phones dead.” rindou shrugs, leaning back into the seat and rocking it back and forth.

not only had rindou broken his charger, but he broke his phone after realizing.

it was one of the many reasons he hasn’t answered anyone’s texts or calls.

though even if it wasn’t broken, he’s sure he’d just watch it ring like he did on the first day.

he didn’t wanna upset you with his face again

“why did you say you don’t know me?” you questioned, growing aggravated.

“cause I don’t.” rindou responds, still sounding uninterested.

but the more you listen, it doesn’t sound like he’s uninterested.

it sounds like he isn’t there, emotionally or mentally.

maybe even physically, but you weren’t sure.

“don’t you have a sentence to say? not two or three words?” you scoff, looking at him more offended than you ever have.

“what does he have that I don’t?” rindou questions, finally growing aggravated with you.

you stay silent, looking at rindou with shock.

it was the first time tonight he had looked at you, and he looked like he was in pain.

he definitely wasn’t as there as you thought he was before this.

he looked faded, like he wasn’t paying attention.

and maybe he wasn’t.

“rin-“ “what is it? does he treat you better? does he dress better? is he funnier? huh?” rindou cuts you off, listing things.

he was rambling now.

talking about mikey’s haircut, his bike, his gang, his face shape, his height, anything that could come to mind.

only you realize that he started to cry in the middle of it.

you had really hurt his feelings, just by saying a few words and making a face.

he stops in the middle of, hiding his face in his hands.

you rub his back as he cried, not sure of what else to do to help him.

“how long have you been together?” rindou asks, curious and having a clear enough head.

“..a month, but I’ve known him since september.” you whisper, sniffing to yourself.

rindou nodded, standing up from his seat.

“I have loved you for a year, seven months, and ten days. you’ve only known him for two.” rindou states, not sparing you a glance.

he doesn’t wait for a response, beginning to walk back into the house.

you grab his arm, stilling him in his spot. you didn’t want him to go.

“are you okay rindou?” you questioned, frowning at his facial expression.

he looked completely gone.

he pauses for a minute, before snatching his arm out of your desperate hands.

“your boyfriend is waiting.” rindou says, before walking back into the house and leaving you outside.

the breeze picks up, making you wonder if you made the right choice.

-

when rindou walks in the house, he’s alone.

emma’s in the kitchen, stirring something in a new pot.

she wasn’t there when rindou walked in the first time, but he couldn’t be sure.

he had his head down to look at his shoes and count his steps.

she notices him immediately though, beaming a smile at him.

“hey rindou. heard you weren’t feeling well, so I’m making soup.” emma says, gesturing to the pot.

rindou nods, offering her a smile. “thank you emma, but you don’t have to.” rindou replied.

emma shakes her head and shoos him away.

she reminds him of his mother sometimes when she does little things like this.

rindou makes his way upstairs to izana’s room, ignoring the eyes watching him from the living room.

it was mikey, rindou realized. but it hadn’t mattered.

rindou knew he didn’t stand a chance.

when he makes it to izana’s room, they were all laying around relaxing.

“oh hey rin. how’d it go?” kakucho said, looking up at him.

rindou shrugs, dropping on the floor next to izana.

izana nudges him playfully, shooting him a smile.

“em’s making that soup you like.” izana saids, wiggling his shoulders.

“I know.” rindou says, leaning his head back a bit.

ran doesn’t say anything, sprawled out on izana’s bed with his hands folded over his stomach.

and it’s best that he doesn’t.

“don’t worry rin. 10 years from now, she’s gonna have five kids and be miserable.” izana says, nudging him again.

the sound of it makes rindou chuckle.

he’ll just have to pray he can get over you.

[kitorin]

boyfriend headcanons ! itoshi rin

contents. how you met, how you got to know each other, when he realized he liked you, how you started dating, dates, all fluff

warning. rin backstory spoilers, i can't write kiss scenes either, written with all lowercase intended, it's word vomit bc school has screwed me up mentally and i can't think properly atp lmao

a/n. reo, rensuke and yoichi ver coming soon, was supposed to be all four of them but tumblr didn't save some stuff so i lost motivation and i probably wrote too much for rin anyways

how you met

you were invited to hang out with a group of friends, but ended up hating it since you were basically invisible, since everyone else were talking about a common interest you didn't have

you ended up walking away, finding somewhere actually interesting, and found a muji store (minimalist retailer that sells a lot of household items and more), and had your own fun, looking through stationary, skin care, nice clothes, and more.

you were having a great time until you heard someone from the hangout looking for you and calling

rin who notices your panic right next to him, questions what's wrong (not necessarily out of concern, honestly probably because he may have found it slightly irritating)

after you explain your situation briefly, he nods and finds you somewhere to hide, and goes to deal with your friend

he's got perfect control over his facial expressions, he'd easily lie and even if your friend was persistent, he'd still scare him away

"haven't seen them in here, they left a while ago and you better stop yelling,"

"are you sure-?"

"yes. now piss off and stop disturbing everyone here,"

once he's sure your friend's gone, he goes back to where he instructed you to hide, giving you the clear

"i hope that lukewarm asshole wasn't your ex."

you're slightly amused at the word 'lukewarm' it wasn't a typical description you'd hear often. "nope, i'd never date him. thank you so much though. i really appreciate it, please let me do a favor for you"

before he can object, you grab a sample pen, scrawling your number on his hand, "send me a text and i'll do my best to help you with anything okay?" you send him a smile as his eyes widen in shock, "bye kind stranger, have a great day," and before he could respond, you were gone, rushing out the store out of embarrassment for not being able to slip away from your friend uncaught.

how he got to know you

[unknown number] : i really don't need a favor you know?

i hated that idiot anyways, loud and annoying

[you] : don't careeee, i want to make it up to you somehow, please?

i'm y/n, you?

[unknown number] : rin, itoshi rin

after he gave in to your offer, you ended up tutoring him, he didn't care about grades but his high school had a rule of requiring a certain standard of grades to compete in tournaments

turns out he wasn't even a bad student, he's diligent and consistent, he only needed a little bit of guidance and advice, with math being the exception

in between sessions, during breaks and outside of your tuition you'd talk a lot, considering how rin has no friends ("neither do you, your toxic ass friends shouldn't count" he replies when you realize it) and you're patient enough to deal with his personality

even after he has his grades up you still hangout with each other, watching horror movies, playing horror games, reading horror novels / comics (you introduced him to junji ito), and he'd even teach you some soccer when you visit his training. he also tries out all your hobbies and favourite things to do and eat

you two spend so much time together, simply because one has no other friends and the other has no healthy friendships

how he knew he liked you

BRO WAS IN DENIAL. FOR. SO. FUCKING. LONG.

he thought he had a health problem or fever when he felt his face getting hot, or that odd sensation in his stomach, or his heart relentlessly pounding against his chest

he tries to research it, doesn't believe it when he sees all those love related posts, so he literally goes to a doctor

his doctor probably almost instantly realized, and had to deal with rin's denial

"you experience these 'symptoms' with a certain someone, don't you?" the doctor doesn't even bother with noting down anything, he's 100% sure and knows it's perfectly in character for rin to do something like this

"that's not possible- that doesn't make se-," he pauses, and recalls that he only felt that way when it came to you, "... yes," he's sort of bashful, slightly embarrassed but quickly composes himself again. 'i apologise for doubting you, please continue,"

"no worries," with a grin, his doctor prepared leave and meet his next patient, "i diagnose you with love sickness,"

when i tell you, this man fucking asked him what meds to take and what to do as self treatment

his poor doctor mentally face palmed himself, sat himself back down and had a (long) talk with this emotionally repressed boy

rin still insists it's something medically wrong, but he's soon shoo-ed out of the office, while hastily being told to make sure he's honest with his feelings, otherwise it never goes right

back at home, he's lying in bed, revising what his doctor said

"rin you need to learn how to acknowledge your emotions. i understand they're confusing and i'm not a therapist, but you can't keep denying it. it's just as unhealthy to neglect your emotions as it is to ignore an injury,"

...

denial huh?

he thinks of you and his heart once again can't calm down, his face burns and his stomach is doing somersaults. he buries his face in his palm, groaning. he hated anything unfamiliar, anything that he couldn't navigate with confidence, or fully comprehend.

"do you really despise it? or do you refuse to acknowledge your feelings because you've never experienced something like this,"

his doctor's advice comes back to him, and he thinks.

if he truly loathed how you made him feel, why is he still hanging out with you, why is he still investing his time into you, why do you make him so damn happy?

he passed out eventually completely lost in thought

how you ended up dating

some time passes and you finally have the courage to confess to him only to receive a cold "i don't feel the same way," a complete lie

accepting his emotions was one thing, accepting a relationship is another. he could immediately feel regret clawing at his stomach, he wanted to tell you. badly, how much he likes you, your patience, intelligence, your kindness, literally everything

yet nothing comes out. only his stoic and stupid facade's character

you walk away after mumbling out an apology for making things awkward, and rin's left there standing, finger nails digging crescents of frustration into his palm

he's overwhelmed with his thoughts, some insisting for him to give up and accept that he fucked up, others demanding him to move and fix things

what would be worse than losing you, anyways?

and that last thought was the final push, he's basically sprinting towards you, soon his arms are wrapped around you, releasing a gasp of surprise from you.

"ri-?"

"i lied," rin blurts, internally screaming at himself to just say it, "i lied, i know i shouldn't have and i'm sorry. but i like you too much, i can't express or understand my feelings, i don't know anything about relationships or love either, and i wanted to hide how i felt so i wouldn't get hurt,"

"rin-," he doesn't let you finish, ignoring your whisper.

"but i don't care, i like you so much that i'm willing to risk hurting myself, anything's worth it if i can be with you, spend time with you, and love you. if it's for you i'd overcome all my fears of love. i can't afford love, but if it's for you i don't care anymore,"

"you're perfect, you always have been," he concludes his speech, almost breathless from how rushed it was. scarlet was dusted all over his face, teal eyes wide open.

that fact rin, someone who's never been good at communication, went this far to express how he feels for you, warms your heart even more.

"rin?"

"yes?"

"may i kiss you?"

somehow, he blushes even more, and as he nods your lips press together.

dates + other headcanons

MOVIE NIGHTS !! not at cinemas though since he prefers the comfort and privacy of his room, and doesn't like how loud or dirty cinemas can get

doesn't want to force you into anything too scary, but he secretly enjoys it when you end up clinging onto him

since he struggles with articulating his emotions, he likes using playlists and songs to (die for you - weeknd, shinunoga iiwa - fujii kaze, love, maybe - melomance, sweet - cigarettes after sex, COME INSIDE OF MY HEART - IV SPADES SUITS HIM SO WELL)

he's not a fan of pda, yet he wants to show you off to everyone he knows

if you genuinely like soccer and have an interest in it (obviously doesn't want to force you to watch 90 minutes of a sport you don't like) he'd watch his favourite games with you, even books tickets for the both of you if there are any good teams competing nearby

also takes great interest in your sports !! reads a lot about them so he can discuss them with you, and if you also compete in sports he puts together a training routine for you and asks to go to the gym together (say yes dumbass)

SURFINGGGG !! since he grew up in kamakura, he loves the beach and went to swim and surf a lot as a kid and would love to do it again with you, even if he hasn't done it in ten years (same rin, same). same with hiking too (kamakura's also famous for it as well)

visits the store with you where he always bought ice blocks with sae, the same lady who worked there when sae and rin still got around is still there, congratulates him for getting a partner, is proud of him

he's a great listener too, he prefers it over speaking a lot and you can talk to him about anything, whether you're talking shit about someone (he'd join in and start swearing) and or you're hyperfixating on your interests

whenever he gets a question related to his love life he takes a moment to blush when he thinks of you, pauses to compose himself (keeps you a secret for your privacy from the media), then says with a straight face that soccer is a priority, but everyone knows he's lying

©kouyun : do not repost, plagiarize, change, or translate

[ten-shi-fandoms]

What happens when they cry

Blue lock Addition pt 1:

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Cw: Characters x Reader, Gender neutral reader, crying (duh), mentions of kissing, cuddling, praise, two part headcanons (when you cry and when they cry), holding, mentions of stress, angst with fluff headcanons

Characters: Bachira Meguru, Isagi Yoichi, Rin Itoshi

Author's note: these kinda suck it was like 4 am where I live-

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Bachira Meguru 👾⚽:

When he cries

In all honesty Bachira doesn't cry often.

He is pretty good at keeping his emotions in check and tends to stay in a very positive mood.

If anything he gets more reserved and more competitive when he's upset than he does cry.

But when he does cry he just wants to be with you

It doesn't matter how it starts or why it's happening he just wants you

You won't even notice him crying until you hear soft sniffles.

When you see him cry just hold him.

Your arms wrapped around him, as you speak soft words to him will usually make the tears dry up.

Soft words, gently embraces, cuddles, butterfly kisses they make him happy and he'll be happier than he was prior.

He'll stay close to you after he cries and if you leave expect to see new tears in his eyes with a small unamused pout on his lips.

He hates crying, especially infront of you so if he's being a bit stubborn call his mom.

She not only has the best advice but she can also help calm you down if your panicking about Bachira crying.

Just a few cuddles and lots of praise he's usually fine ^^

When you cry

Oh boy

When you cry expect his physical affection to be through the roof.

He hates seeing you cry and gets really clingy to you.

When he sees you crying he doesn't panic instead his first thought usually is to scoop you into his arms and coddle you.

His legs wrapped around your waist, his arms around your shoulders, your head on his chest is the best position in his eyes.

He will also go off to get you everything.

You want snack? He's got them. Your nose is running? Its okay he's got a tissue telling you to blow. You break down about whats wrong? He'll listen attentively and make mental notes on what to do.

He makes sure your okay and won't stop until he knows you are.

He's at your beck and call and won't leave you alone unless you want it.

Even if you want him to leave you alone he won't be gone for long.

It only takes a few minutes before he's back at you side.

Also he licks tears-

I don't know why but everytime you cry he'll gently cup your cheeks licking the tears that begin to roll down your skin.

He does it to make you feel better because more times than not you'll squirm or whine at him to stop which in turn makes him do it more.

Its so gross but so cute at the same time-

He just loves you so much and wants you to smile ^^

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Isagi Yoichi 🥇⚽:

When he cries

When Isagi cries he gets embarrassed.

Yes, he's mentally gotten stronger since blue lock but sometimes it just feels so much better to cry.

He just gets so frustrated with things, and sometimes those emotions just well up to much to the point they're coming out of his eyes.

He hates it so much and hates it more if you're there.

He hates you seeing him so sad, because he knows it makes you worry.

He hates seeing your face contort with worry as you try to comfort him.

He loves you coddling him truly he does but seeing you worry makes him want to cry more.

Praise him and tell him he's doing good.

Tell him he's worthy of his place as your boyfriend.

That no matter what you choose him and no one else.

It makes him feel so happy and it helps the tears stop flowing.

It takes a while for him to stop crying because even after the tears stop he'll hiccup softly as he tries to keep new tears at bay.

Your words are enough to calm him.

Just knowing that no matter what your there for him and he couldn't ask for anything better.

When you cry

When you cry, you don't need to think, do, or say anything.

He doesn't care how overworked or tired he is, the moment you start crying he'll make sure he's there.

Isagi is a great provider and he makes sure to provide you with everything when you cry.

A shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to you, arms to wrap around you, lips to kiss away your tears.

He loves providing support for you, whether it be physical or mental doesn't matter.

He will make you stop crying just from his sheer affection.

He's there when you need him and he'll give you space when you need it.

He makes you feel comfortable and he won't hesitant to make you feel loved no matter the circumstance.

He'll wipe your tears away so gentle that you can particularly feel the love seeping out of his touch.

He'll place gentle kissses along your cheek effectively kissing away your tears, as his hands rest softly on your back.

It doesn't even if your in public.

His first priority is you, so no need to worry.

After all it's only fair to pay you back for being such a great s/o ^^

___________________________________________

Rin ⚽😑:

When he cries

When Rin cries it's a rare occurrence.

He doesn't care often and when he does it's a pretty big deal.

Most times he's crying because of his brother and he hates it when your there to see him.

He hates crying and hates everything more when you see him.

It makes him feel weak and vulnerable and he despises it.

It takes alot for him to want to even get close to you when he's crying.

At first he'll be a bit hostile towards you, actively slapping your hands away from his face even though the tears are making his vision so blurry.

But if you begin to retreat or try to give him space he'll cling to you and even on rare occasions apologize.

Usually its his face in your back, his arms wrapped around your legs as he cries silently into your clothes.

He prefers it this way.

You can't see him cry but he knows your there for him.

And if he opens up a bit more he'll cry into your chest letting you run your hands through his hair and telling him he's doing great.

He needs this affection and appreciates that you don't ask him any questions or try to make hin stop crying.

It usually ends up with him staying close to you as he holds back the small hiccups that threaten to come out-

When you cry

When you cry it's a totally different story.

He doesn't push you for details or anything for that matter but he won't offer up much support.

Rin isn't that great with words so he won't really risk it but that doesn't mean he won't be there for you.

When you start crying Rin will usually go get you something to drink and something to snack on as you sob about whatever is wrong.

He will listen quietly usually pulling you onto his lap letting you lay your hear on his shoulder as you cry.

If you want to go anywhere even if it's outside of your home he'll carry you.

He loves you and is trying his best to make you stop crying so if carrying you around in his arms while you cry is the best way to stop the tears he'll do it even if he doesn't like showing off his personal life in public (you being said personal life-)

Your arms wrapped loosely around his shoulder, your head laying gently in his neck as he walks around holding you.

He'll even glare at people if they say anything about the position you two are in.

He won't hesitant to cuss someone out if they question or have a problem about why he's carrying you around everywhere.

He loves you so don't get mad at him for not talking to you about your problems-

Even though he does whisper soft praise to you it isn't much just don't be mad-

[ryuzakistoe]

Reunited once more PART 1 (Rin Itoshi x Fem!reader)

Childhood friends, angst, language, fem!reader, 2 parts

It's been a while since you last spoke to Rin. The last time you saw him was when Sae came back home. Since then, he has been acting "differently," leading to an argument. It's something you deeply regret. You wished you had done something to keep him from leaving...

a/n: HEYYY so I decided that I would be doing another Rin Itoshi ff because I have no idea who to write about next and stuff….BUT for my other ones ill do different characters! Maybe even from different animes too sooo….

BTW THIS IS PART 1 THERE IS 2 PARTS!!!

(this one is all angst btw but next part will have fluff and comfort to make up for all the angst in this one!!!!)

How long has it been? How many years have passed? When was the last time you saw him?

Well, its been 3 years. 3 long years since you last seen or heard from him.

~~~🥀~~~

Ever since Sae came back from Spain, Rin changed. Rin had always been so sweet, kind, and shy around you.

But on that day, he acted so cold towards you, staring down at you as if you were a mere pest.

Those same eyes that would show kindness and careness, were now gone—vanished.

Everytime he would look or at least spare a glance in your direction, it would always be filled with carelessness, emptiness, and even a hint of annoyance.

It pained you deeply that he would now perceive you as some ‘bug’.

You tried talking to him, asking him whats wrong, and what happened, but he would always shut the conversation down or just plainly ignore you.

He even lashed out at you once, complaining and irritated by your nonstop questions. He even talked about how your constant presence annoyed him.

…

“Do you ever just shut the fuck up Y/n?!”

…

Those harsh words pierced your heart. You felt as if a blade was stabbed right through your chest.

Your mouth was left agape as you tried to form a word. Unfortunately, none came.

Tears started to pool in the corner of your eyes, threatening to spill any moment now.

Noticing the quietness, Rin glanced back behind him, catching sight of the state you were in.

As soon as his eyes came into contact with your figure, he couldn't help but let out a scoff, although feeling guilty inside.

“Honestly, seeing you like this is pathetic. You really are embarrassing.”

As if it couldn't get any worse, the tears that were building up finally let loose. As if water was breaking through a dam.

The tears kept falling. Showing no signs of stopping any time soon.

Your breath hitched as you tried to contain yourself. Although there was no reason in doing so as it was proved impossible right now. Your nose began to get all red and runny from the crying you were doing.

You hated this.

You hated how you let his words easily affect you.

Whether it was comforting, kind words or aggressive, and hurtful words like this, you would always take them to heart.

But who could blame you as you grew up with the kindest, most caring, sweetest boy? You always relied on him.

Everytime you needed advice or consolation, Rin was always the first person you would seek for.

It was hard to believe that he was now some cold, heartless jerk who couldn't give two shits about you now.

But as they say, old habits die hard.

It was almost impossible to picture a life were Rin wasn't in it. After all, he’s helped you all these years.

…

After a bit of time of your silent crying, Rin decided to speak.

“Ill be leaving now. I'm finally leaving this shithole of a neighborhood behind.”

Wait...what..?

“Rin…? W-what do you mean your leaving..?” you manage to mumble out as your curiosity and anxiety got the best of you, wanting to know where he's going.

Rin let out yet another small scoff as he talked.

“Do I need to repeat myself? I said what I said.” Rin harshly spoke.

Hearing his sharp tone made you wince, but you had to know where he was going. Was he leaving for good, going on vacation, or just taking a break?

“Are…are you leaving for good..?” you softly uttered as your tears managed to pause momentarily, hoping that wasn't the answer.

Rin let out an aggravated sigh as he turned his body to face you.

“Do you really think I would want to stay here in this lukewarm place any longer?”

There it was. That word ‘lukewarm’. He would always say it now ever since Sae came back.

He let out yet another sigh as he continued talking.

“I got accepted to some soccer program so ill be attending there. Then soon after ill be moving after. I never planned to stay here anyways.”

After hearing this, you couldn't help but feel a hint of anger.

He would be leaving? For good? After all these memories you both made…they’ll be forgotten just like that?

Your disbelief and irritation now took over your earlier saddened state.

Without thinking much, you couldn't help but let out an angered yet upset confession.

“So you’ll be leaving? Just like that? What about us?! What about our childhood memories we shared here?! Your just gonna discard all of that?”

Hearing your raised voice only served to further aggravate Rin. How dare you speak to him like that?

He glared down at you as his hands balled into fists, his knuckles slowly transitioning into a white, pale color from his intense grip.

“So what of it? Of course I'll be leaving it all behind. Your nothing but a nuisance to me. Always leeching off me, seeking for solace and attention! All those childhood memories were no other than some mere enjoyable experiences.” Rin retorted back as his teeth slightly clenched in fury.

Now this…this was the most hurtful thing he could have said to you. Did he always perceive you that way? Some leech?

His cruel words made your eyes widen in shock. How could he say such a thing? Did he never want to stay with you from the start?

No.

Its not that.

It was obvious that he enjoyed—no, cherished those old times back then. He loved hanging out with you, spending time with you, and doing activities with you. He kept it all in his heart.

So, how could he spit out those lies just now?

Was it Sae’s doing?

Maybe.

Was it stress from his soccer career?

Maybe.

Or was it really all you?

Maybe.

It hurt. It hurt a lot to hear and witness Rin acting this way toward you—perhaps even toward other people.

Does he even know how much his words and actions are affecting you? Probably not.

You slowly look back up at him as you begin to speak your mind. After all, all of this was just one big pile of bullshit.

“Do you really mean that? Do you really believe that all those childhood memories were just for enjoyment and satisfaction in your life? I find that hard to believe.” you muttered out as your eyes narrowed down at him, exposing all the emotions you were feeling at that moment.

Rin casted his gaze onto you once more as he analayzed your words.

The thing was that Rin never truly stopped caring about you.

All this fighting, arguing, and bickering was doing a big enough toll on him as it was for you.

He felt guilty and regretful for every harsh word he spat at you.

He couldn't help but hold Sae responsible for everything. Sae was the one who shaped him to become the way he is now.

In the beginning, Rin was unintentionally being unfriendly and distant to you right after his interaction with Sae. He felt bad afterwards and wanted to apologize, but for some reason, he couldn't.

He knew that you were shattering apart. He knew that he was causing you pain. He knew that he was the reason for your sorrow.

And that pained him; he never thought that he would be the reason why you were so upset and miserable, especially when he liked you.

He soon came to a decision to try to at least distance himself away from you as to not harm or hurt you any further.

But, it soon became a difficult challenge as you were always around him.

He wanted to break the act and admit to you how sorry he truly is but he couldn't.

He didn't want to see the hurt all over your face. Especially if he was the one causing it.

Since he couldn't bear to see the pain on your face, he decided to sever ties with you or try to push you away.

At this moment, he hoped you would back off after he told you he was leaving.

Rin’s gaze lingered on you a little more than necessary before he finally spoke.

“Y/n. What I said is true. I merely saw all this as an enjoyable experience. Why can't you understand that?” he said as his voice lacked any emotion.

You stared back at him feeling..—well you didn't know what you were feeling.

Was he really admitting what he felt about both of your guys time together?

So why?

Why did he choose to stay with you at that time when he only found it ‘enjoyable’ and ‘distracting’ but not something to cherish and treasure?

Well, you also couldn't mostly blame him. Whenever he tried to leave, you would always pull or hold him back.

“Do you really mean what you say? Is this what your feeling right now?” you spoke as your voice began to crack, revealing how hurt you truly are.

Rin took a good look at you.

He couldn't do this for any longer anymore.

The way your eyes looked so hurt and miserable made him feel such drastic pain in his heart.

If you had told his younger self that he would cause you this much pain, young Rin would have been in denial and thought it was a joke.

He can't believe that he was hurting you, especially when he swore he would always care and look after you.

But now, the only way to care and protect you was if you would finally let him go.

“Its how I feel Y/n. Its how I always felt.” he nonchalantly spoke as he forced himself to hold back his true emotions.

“Always…?” you softly mumbled as his words continued to echo in your head.

He's always felt like this?

That was it. That was all you needed to hear as you finally began to accept it.

He's always felt like this.

At that moment, you felt numb. You felt nothing, or to be exact, you felt everything. You just didn't know how to express it in that overwhelming moment.

But the signs? he didn't show any signs that he wanted to stop spending time with you.

Great… now you were in denial.

While having inner conflicts with yourself, you began to notice Rin’s presence fading away.

Breaking out if your trance and looking up, you saw Rin walking away.

‘Wait..’

‘Please wait..dont go yet..’

‘Rin..’

You wanted to say something, mutter something, yell something, but you couldn't.

The truth about his feelings for you was holding you back. You didn't want to burden him any further.

But now you regretted it.

As it would be the last time you would see him in a while.

“Rin….”

a/n: sooo was this good for a whole thing of angst???BTW after completing both parts I mightttt do an isagi yoichi one but idkkk🥲 BUT OMGOMGOMG IM SO EXCITED FOR OCTOBER 5THHH

THEY BETTER NOT DO SAE DIRTY😣

(he's so cute, handsome, beautiful, majestic, pretty, gorgeous, stunning, exquisite, captivating, ravishing, fetching, good looking, attractive, lovely, etc.)

[iwashieonhiatus]

BLUE LOCK MEN AS BREAKUP SONGS

📌 itoshi sae, isagi yoichi, oliver aiku, nagi seishiro, bachira meguru, itoshi rin, michael kaiser

︶ ︶ ︶    ୨୧ ︶ ︶ ︶ warnings- breakup songs that I think suits the Blue Lock boys. (pt1?)

♡ ITOSHI SAE- MR. PERFECTLY FINE/ TAYLOR SWIFT

Mr. "Perfect face" Mr. "Here to stay" Mr. "Looked me in the eye and told me you would never go away" Everything was right Mr. "I've been waiting for you all my life" Mr. "Every single day until the end, I will be by your side" .. Hello, Mr. "Perfectly fine" How's your heart after breaking mine? Mr. "Always at the right place at the right time," baby Hello Mr. "Casually cruel" Mr. "Everything revolves around you" I've been Ms. "Misery" since your goodbye And you're Mr. "Perfectly fine" Mr. "Never told you why" Mr. "Never had to see me cry" Mr. "Insincere apology so he doesn't look like the bad guy" He goes about his day Forgets he ever even heard my name Well, I thought you might be different Than the rest, I guess you're all the same...

✦ ISAGI YOICHI- SOMEBODY ELSE/ THE 1975

So I heard you found somebody else And at first, I thought it was a lie I took all my things that make sounds The rest I can do without I don't want your body But I hate to think about you with somebody else Our love has gone cold You're intertwining your soul with somebody else I'm looking through you While you're looking through your phone And then leaving with somebody else No, I don't want your body But I'm picturing your body with somebody else....

★ OLIVER AIKU- NOT IN THE SAME WAY/ 5SOS

Drink all night, never sleep You say, "Go," I won't leave I love you, you love me But not in the same way Rip my heart out and leave On the floor, watch me bleed I love you, you love me But not in the same way We fuck, and we fight, then you call me a psycho I walk out the door, but you won't let me let go Turn right around, throwin' rocks at your window But I can't forget you, and I'll always let you...I love you, you love me But not in the same way...

❥ NAGI SEISHIRO- GILDED LILY/ CULTS

Now it's been long enough to talk about it I've started not to doubt it, just wrap my head around it I remember when you told me it's an everyday decision But with my double vision, how was I supposed to see the way? Haven't I given enough, given enough? Always the fool with the slowest heart But I know you'll take me with youWe'll live in spaces between walls.... Haven't I given enough, given enough?...

▞ BACHIRA MEGURU- MORAL OF THE STORY/ ASHE

So I never really knew you God, I really tried to Blindsided, addicted Felt we could really do this But really I was foolish Hindsight, it's obvious Talking with my lawyer She said, "Where'd you find this guy?" I said, "Young people fall in love With the wrong people sometimes" Some mistakes get made That's alright, that's okay You can think that you're in love When you're really just in pain Some mistakes get made That's alright, that's okay In the end, it's better for me That's the moral of the story, baby.....

❖ITOSHI RIN- THANKS FOR NOTHING/ THE NEARLY DEADS

Thanks for nothing, all the bad advice. You never gave me anything. Hope you're having fun across the country Making brand new memories. Sorry it's not far enough away. I'm sick, so i'm sorry i'm giving up. Now i'll never wonder if i'm good enough for you.I'm getting older every day, I'm getting over you. You will never share in my success, You will never play a part in my happiness again. I'm getting older everyday, I'm getting over you this way. Take a step back, try to see it both ways. Looking from the outside everything seems ok. But we're not ok. All these guilty feelings i have harbored over years of your neglect, They end tonight.... Take a step back, try to find a lifeline. Looking from the outside everyone is just fine. I'm doing fine.The only thing you taught me was to run away and how to waste my life How to waste my life....

✸ MICHAEL KAISER- HATE ME/ ELLIE GOULDING

Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me It's a thin line between all this love and hate (okay) And if you switch sides, you're gon' have to claim your place (okay) So baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate (okay) Yeah, baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate... Tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me...

[ace-touya]

So these are the anime in your pinned post : BNHA, JJK, Blue Exorcist, Hell Girl, Your Name, Weathering with You, and A Silent Voice...

Can I ask your top 5 favorite moments from each of the series/movies above (please pick at least 3 titles)? Thanks 🌷

Oo okay! This is gonna be long because I did all of them.

My Hero Academia - I adore Dabi’s Dance first and foremost, then all the flashbacks to his childhood in Season 6, Episode 17. Third, I loved Aizawa and Mic’s conversation with Kurogiri in the Villain Academia arc, and one of the scenes that’s stuck with me the most in MHA is when Aizawa says ‘don’t apologise for being alive’ to All Might, I think around the Christmas Episode? That would be fourth. Finally, the scene where Toga uses Ochaco’s quirk in the villain academia. Those aren’t in order at all but they’re the things that come to mind

Jujutsu Kaisen - the scene in the end of season 1 where Megumi uses Domain Expansion for the first time after remembering advice Gojo and Sukuna gave him was really cool. And the scene where middle school Megumi is sitting on a pile of bullies he just beat up as second. Third, the end of the hidden inventory arc where Gojo’s asleep having dream flashbacks of meeting little Megumi, then he wakes up and grown up Megumi is the first thing he sees. In the same episode, the scene where Geto is giving a speech to his cult and kills a dude on stage is so uncomfortable and kinda disorienting, but so cool, so that’s fourth. The scene at the end of the JJK 0 movie with Gojo talking to deathbed Geto is my fifth.

Blue Exorcist - the scene were Rin is reading the letter in the Impure King arc and he’s just like ‘…interesting…’ and they’re like ‘what does it say’ and he just goes, ‘I can’t read it’. Second, the scene way at the beginning of it when Rin is yelling about how Shiro isn’t even his real father and then Shiro slaps him. Third, the moment where Amaimon was opening and closing Rin’s sword and his flames were just going on and off was funny. Fourth, when Rin talks to Kuro about Shiro’s death and gets him as a familiar. Fifth, Kamiki being the only reasonable one after they found out Rin was the son of Satan and saying she doesn’t really care. I don’t know when any of these things happened but it’s all in season one and two

Hell Girl - Ai Enma singing the song her cousin used to sing with her while she’s making the pebble tower is probably my favourite moment in the show, it’s near the end of season one. That’s my first. Second is in the Bride Doll episode when Ren is watching Inori get tortured by her mother-in-law and says ‘women are scary..’ to which Honne Onna responds ‘have you only just figured that out?’. Third, the scene where Ai talks to Nina in episode 17 and gets her to remember she isn’t actually Nina. Fourth, any scene where Tsugumi says she doesn’t think Hell Girl is completely in the wrong, much to Hajime’s dismay. And fifth, the flashbacks to Ai and Sentarou.

Your Name - the scene where Mitsuha reads that Taki wrote ‘I love you’ on her hand and starts crying because she can’t use that to remember his name. The scene with Taki in Mistuha’s body where her grandmother asks him if he’s dreaming and he starts crying. The bit when Taki goes in person to see Mitsuha and finds out that the comet killed everyone three years ago. I don’t know when it happened but I swear there’s a scene where Taki refers to Yostuha as his sister and I found it incredibly cute. Finally, the scene where Mistuha yells ‘please make me a cute Tokyo boy in my next life!’

Weathering With You - Hodaka saying the McDonald’s burger is the best meal he’s ever had. Second, Hina telling Hodaka she’s disappearing, then cuddling, and him waking up with her gone and Nagi having had the same dream as him. The entire part of the movie where Hodaka is running from police and doing crazy shit to get away from them. Of course fourth is ‘Who cares if we never see the sun again?! I want you more than any blue sky!’ And fifth would have to be Nagi, Hina and Hodaka in the hotel just having the times of their lives as a found family

A Silent Voice - the scene where Shoya’s mum stops Shoko’s mum from fighting with Ueno. Yuzuru’s conversation with her grandma right before the grandma dies. The scene with everyone at the bridge where Shoya calls everyone else out on their bs. Shoya saving Shoko when she tried to kill herself. Shoko when she tried to confess her love to Shoya.

This was really fun to answer

[ace-and-sleepdeprived]

ROGUE SPIDER - ANEIRIN KELKIAN - EARTH-5741A

[An-EH-rin KeHL-Kuh-ahn] 17 - 6'3 - Livran, Pryla - Biromantic Asexual - Earth-5741A

A feisty, strong willed half-elven 17-year-old hailing from a fantasy world, Aneirin Kelkian is not like many of the Spiderpeople of the Society. Instead of bearing the abilities of a spider herself, she instead has a bond with a creature bearing those abilities, yet being only myth in many worlds: her dragon, a Scaled Aranaea, better known as Oleander.

[aka, idea of dragon rider spidersona itched my brain in the right way and now here we are]

Aneirin Kelkian:

Fierce, independent and strong-willed, Aneirin grew up taught to know how to stand her ground and fight for what she believes in. Born a hybrid of a human father and elf mother, she found herself cast out and ostracized by her father's village when she was seven, forcing her to flee and seek a new home in the vast wilds of Pryla, her home continent in her world, Giurus, or Earth-5741A. Eventually she'd find a home in the small, scrappy village of Livran, hidden deep in the Kinderlam forest of the Eastern coast of the continent. There she was taken in by her Aunt Maylaerla, a wood elf healer, and Uncle Beltorin, who was a half-elf like her. There she was raised to know how to defend both herself and help defend others, especially in the growing presence of the Uxuria Empire, led by the notorious Osborn the Vicious, who seemed to have a deep seeded hatred for humanoids who weren't fully human. Her Uncle Beltorin told her to find the strength within herself to do what is right, even if others may disagree or find it wrong. That advice would become important when Aneirin stumbled upon a trapped and injured Scaled Aranaea, the largest of the dragons living within the Kinderlam woods. Initially she was afraid, as she was taught by both her Aunt and Uncle and the other villagers of Livran to avoid encountering the spider-like species at all costs, as it would likely not end well. Old legends told of dragon riders in the distant past of Pryla that had died out gradually, leaving a silent fear and mistrust between dragonkind and other creatures. But she could somehow sense the fear and hurt radiating off of the creature, and she eventually relented, freeing the dragon from the trap. She was nearly ambushed before the Aranaea ran off. She'd find it hadn't gone far, and so she decided to get the herbs and supplies she needed to help nurse the dragon back to health, while also using prey like Colossal Beetles and Dragflies to distract it. Aneirin would return each day to help heal the Aranaea, slowly gaining its trust more and more. Eventually, she'd name the dragon Oleander, for his beautiful patterning yet mysterious and rather deadly secrets hidden beneath his scales. Around the same time, the Uxuria's attacks were drawing closer to the tiny village hidden within the Kinderlam, threatening the peace and well-being of it's misfit residents. It would reach a breaking point when a Uxuria patrol attacked Beltorin and a few other hunters near where Oleander and Aneirin were meeting in secret. The Aranaea managed to scare off the straggling soldiers while Aneirin and some of the other hunters fought off those who stayed behind. Beltorin was hurt beyond saving, bleeding out onto the forest floor. But he learned of his niece's secret and the existence of Oleander, telling her to remember what he told her and to use the gift in this dragon for good. And she would, dawning a mask and cloak and training Oleander to become known as the Rogue Spider, the defender of the Eastern coast of Pryla and a figure in the growing rebellion against the Uxuria Empire.

THE ROGUE SPIDER

A figure with mystery and unknowns outside of Livran, the Rogue Spider is a calculated and skilled dragon rider that seems to be a joint unit with her dragon of the Kinderlam forest, striking fear into the hearts of Uxuria invaders with her presence. While together their formidable opponents - both can hold their grounds alone. Rogue Spider is trained in multiple forms of combat, taught by many different humanoids of her village and skilled with her weapons, dawning a bow and dual daggers that she uses with precision and swiftness. Her Aranaea, Oleander, fights with both precision and wildness, ambushing and trapping those he deems untrustworthy. With very little knowledge recorded about his species, his form that seems to shape a flying spider of destruction and ambush causes many Uxuria soldiers to cower and plead. Rogue Spider is a defender of the innocent, and has one goal in mind - defeat Osborn the Vicious and restore peace to Pryla once more. But a wrench is quickly thrown into her plans with the sudden appearance of strange, multiversal travelers seeking to gain Aneirin's alliance and allow her to join a faction called the Spider Society.

Spidersuit

Arenin’s suit is all about practicality and protection. If you didn’t know, it gets very, very cold at high altitudes, and she does that regularly with Oleander, so layers are crucial to keep warm in the colder air. Lots of layers also means she can easily incorporate things like pieces of armor and hide weapons from plain sight. The suit takes on a color scheme similar to Oleander’s patterning, a mix of whites, browns, grays, and some blacks

[basically like this. unlike someone like miguel who wears a cape to be cool, aneirin wears one to keep warm and protect her identity] She also has satchels n’ such attached to Oleander’s saddle, so she can easily store things like her daggers, food, water, etc for long distances and travels.

Abilities

While Aneirin herself might not have spider powers like other spiderpeople, she makes up for it by being a skilled fighter without them. It should be known at Aneirin is not above killing, as those who die to her as Rogue Spider are soldiers that carry no heart or soul, turned into mindless warriors by a dark magic that Osborn the Vicious has managed to wield from times long past, using it to turn his soldiers into nothing but perfect conquerors and killers, instated with the same burning hatred of humanoids not of pure human blood. Archery: If you give Aneirin an unsuspecting target and a good bow, she can take them out with ease and swiftness. Being the adoptive niece of a skilled archer led her to be taught the craft ever since she first arrived in Livran. Her aim is deadly and precise, bringing a quick and sudden end to unsuspecting Uxuria soldiers trying to take over quiet villages.

Sword & Dagger Fighting: Not only is Areinin well-trained with a bow, she’s formidable when wielding a blade, whether it be a sword or dagger. She usually fights with dual daggers, striking and slashing her attackers when separated from her loyal companion. When it comes to a sword, although she is still learning how to be skilled with it, she’s still strong and confident when wielding one, and that confidence will only grow as she learns even more.

[she carries daggers a lot like these, long enough to go slice n' dice when she's fighting without risking being stabbed and hit by other kinds of weapons]

Oleander

Of course, Aneirin's best asset is her trusted companion both in the sky and on the ground, otherwise known as her dragon, Oleander! Head-strong and feisty like her, Oleander is not one to back down from a just fight. A member of one of the largest species in Eastern Pryla, he's not one to be taken lightly. With his venom, silk, and extra legs, it's not a surprise that his mere appearance strikes fear into Uxuria attackers. Oleander is fiercely devoted to his rider and her cause, accompanying Aneirin and helping her protect villages and settlements from unjust attacks and forced conquerings. If you dare try to threaten her or hurt her, you'll feel the full wrath of her Aranaea. When not in battle, Oleander is naturally very curious yet cautious, intrigued by other species and creatures of all kinds. In fact, his behavior is very cat-like in nature, getting into things he shouldn't be getting into, making cat adjacent noises, and (probably not) unintentionally causing problems. Oleander is essentially Toothless if he were a spider-like dragon and existed in the spiderverse.

[pov: oleander when someone fucks with aneirin]

Spider Society Recruitment & Joining

Recruitment:

Obviously, being recruited into the Spider Society was not an easy feat for Aneirin, as she and Oleander encountered an odd man in a blue jumpsuit claiming he was from another universe shortly after warding off an attack. Aneirin thought he was either an Uxuiran soldier that was very affected by Osborn's influence, or some kind of crazy forest fae. Oleander tried to eat him at first, but decided he probably wasn't going to be as tasty as a Colossal Beetle. Aneirin was only convinced of the man's- who was apparently named Miguel- until she was able to see what his strange armor band was capable of. She only agreed to go with him after first preparing and being allowed to bring Oleander with her.

Integration:

To say that Aneirin was stunned and jarred by the environment of the Spider Society is an understatement. Coming from a rural fantasy world with no semblance of modern technology past at least the Middle Ages to a blinding hub of fancy tech and people in elaborate costumes and bearing spider powers was very shocking and jarring. Furthermore, Aneirin wasn't categorized as the same as other new recruits - seeing as she didn't bear any spider powers yet still carried the spider name thanks to her bond with Oleander - making her feel isolated and stigmatized, which was all too familiar for her. Being a hybrid of a human and elf meant she as often cast out from both sides as a young girl, and it felt like that was being repeated all these years later, making old wounds hurt once more. Not to mention that there aren't a whole lot of spiderpeople that aren't either fully human or completely in-human. [spiderham, peter parkedcar, lego spiderman, etc] A lot of people mistakenly thought that Aneirin's ears were fake. "Oh! I love your ears!" "Oh, uh, thanks?" "No problem, where'd you get them?" "...I beg your pardon?" "Your ears are accessories, right? Over the ear kind of things?" *cue aneirin giving them a look like this-*

"what do you MEAN by ACCESSORIES-"

Fortunately, there were programs to help both Aneirin and Oleander to get used to the Spider Society. For the first few months after recruitment, they were part of The Society Adjustment Course [created by @the-cat-and-the-birdie] where Aneirin went through a mix of therapy sessions and lessons on the multiverse, learning about modern life and different modern ideas. Although she had to do a majority of these with Oleander right with her, as he was especially clingy while getting used to this new place and all these new things. It took Aneirin a while to adjust to everything, and she's still adjusting to all of the things in the Spider Society - and there are still certain aspects of modern life that she just does not get. "Certain people still hate other people just because they're different than them??? You would think in the frinxing modern area that they'd have that scrab figured out already!" - Aneirin, ranting to Oleander after a session where she learned about how prevalent discrimination still is in some universes. [frinx and scrab are swears in pryla]

Role Within the Society

Aneirin is the go-to member when dealing with anomalies that are either a) fantasy related or b) massive. Having Oleander means that she can take down much larger opponents and being from Pryla allows her extensive knowledge on anomalies that are from fantastical universes like her own. Doing normal missions is a bit more complicated, since it's not subtle at all if a motherfucking dragon shows up, but if the situation is dire and Oleander and Aneirin are needed, they're called on in spite of the problems that might occur afterwards.

Random Headcanons

Aneirin typically hangs out with the other fantasy spiders, since she's more familiar with them and they don't make a super big deal out of her being a dragon rider.

Oleander is ALWAYS with Aneirin, unless she has to go to a Society meeting where he isn't invited. Where ever she is, the Aranaea isn't far behind. (which is pretty easy to tell with how tall and distinguishable he is)

On the same topic, Aneirin usually has to bring Oleander food from her universe because he's VERY picky. He will not eat the food served to recruits like Spider-Rex because they aren't giant bugs.

He'd much rather eat a tasty Colossal Beetle or Giant Dragfly thank you very much

Seeing as Aneirin is the only dragon rider in the Spider Society, she's kind of popular in that regard.

People are naturally curious to know the story behind her taming a creature that's only known as myth in so many universes

HOWEVER, nobody except Aneirin are allowed to touch Oleander.

Oleander's still getting used to the Society, so he doesn't need overly-curious spiderpeople trying to touch him when he CLEARLY isn't comfortable.

Some jackasses tried to jokingly tug on his tail one day and they learned their lesson pretty quick by being promptly whacked and sent flying like baseballs.

it was pretty funny ngl

not very funny for Oleander and Aneirin, though.

Out of everyone in the Society, Aneirin is closest with Gwen.

After her rather traumatic recruitment into the Society and absence of a home, Aneirin found herself sympathizing and relating to Gwen a lot, seeing as she experienced similar events when she was young.

Aneirin ends up becoming a big sister/mentor figure for Gwen, the two of them growing close.

In fact, Gwen was the first person besides Aneirin that Oleander ended up trusting enough to allow her to touch him. Gwen experiences her own hand touch moment like Anerin did.

[it was very magical and a little bit emotional, just like the Forbidden Frendship Scene in HTTYD]

While Aneirin doesn't have a full understanding of certain ideologies mainly present within more modern universes, she definitely knows what it's like to be looked down upon and casted aside.

In Pryla, the term dirtblood is often used in a derogatory manner against humanoid hybrids and humanoid creatures, people like Aneirin.

Because of her role as a revolutionary figure in her world, Aneirin gets along with Hobie pretty well.

I mean- a kickass, anti-monarchy half-elf who's ALSO a motherfucking dragon rider? hobie thinks that's cool as hell.

they deserve to beat the shit out of their tyrannical autocratic leaders together, as a treat

While sometimes it's difficult for for Aneirin to understand what Hobie's saying or talking about sometimes, she still respects him for cool and confident aura.

Aneirin has a professional and decent relationship with Miguel - he's basically her boss, after all.

Oleander on the other hand weirdly likes to be in Miguel's office because of it's cool temperatures and cave-like atmosphere.

One time he actually fell asleep in the Society leader's office hanging upside down with his tail wrapped around one of the big supportbeams, wings wrapped around himself like a big bat.

Lyla took many pictures, Miguel was mildy annoyed, and Aneirin found it pretty funny.

"c'monnnn, miguel..! we can't wake him up. he looks so cozy!"

"Lyla, my office isn't exactly a dragon nest."

"it'd probably be best to leave him alone. don't want to poke the sleeping dragon, do you?"

"...fine."

Oleander and Aneirin have a larger private quarters than typical private quarters for other recruits, since it has to be big enough to accommodate both of them.

It has a large almost observatory-like room with plants and an environment similar to the Kinderlam forest to provide Oleander with a little taste of home while at the Spider Society.

The culture of Aneirin's home village is very much Celtic or Scottish in nature, and that includes their music!

Aneirin adores music and dance, and she's loved it ever since she was little.

She's a skilled flute player, more specifically an Irish Whistle that she calls a Livran Flute in her world.

She always keeps it on her belt whenever she travels, especially on trips to the Spider Society.

She might want to play a little song, so she should have it on her.

As well as being a talented flute player, Aneirin is a wonderful singer. Her tone and voice is a lot like MALINDA [go check her out she's amazing] except with more of a prominent Celtic accent.

Aneirin loves layers. It doesn't matter if the temperature in the Society HQ is fair, she will wear at least two layers of clothing. Gotta be prepared for unexpected flights.

In the same vane, she also always keeps at least one dagger on her at ALL times, no matter what she's doing.

Aneirin and Oleander are able to traverse through the Spider Society pretty easily, seeing as they were already used to the tight turns through massive trees that the cross-hatching beams of the HQ have. If anything, it makes it more fun to fly through.

Although Aneirin usually has to yell out in warning before they go speeding out of a portal to make sure they don't accidentally knock a bunch of spideys over like bowling pins [yes, that happened at least once.]

'but what about spidey sense-' SOME SPIDEYS DON'T HAVE IT. they need SOME semblance of a warning so they aren't completely caught off guard.

Aneirin's universe is stylized slightly in how it has elements of the Wolfwalkers art style.

The backgrounds of her world look a lot like the ones seen here, but as for the figures, they carry a more realistic look, but they still carry elements like the mixture of sharp and smooth lines, as well as lots of earthy tones.

Aneirin's voice weirdly has an almost Irish tone to it, despite not being from Ireland at all and never even hearing of the place until joining the Society.

She's also pretty buff, seeing as she does a lot of physical work as both a fighter and around her village. She also has a decent amount of scars, the most prominent ones being a large slash on her right arm from getting sliced by a Uxuria soldier and two scars beneath her left eye, right at the cusp of hitting it.

Aneirin's also a great climber, even if she can't stick to walls. Much of Livran is built in the trees with treehouses and interconnecting bridges and stairs, so she's developed an amazing climbing ability.

She communicates with Oleander through clicking and whistling.

Aneirin has multiple different calls that all mean different things and are used to quickly get her Aranae's attention.

Similar to a dog, she has specific whistles and clicks for 'hold' 'go' 'good' 'stop' 'down,' etc.

THERE. i think that's all the info i want to include for her rn. i'll definitely add more as a ramble about her in other posts, but this one's getting long and i don't want tumblr having a tantrum over it and butchering it. AGAIN, if you're curious about her or want to ask questions, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do! i want to be able to ramble about my ocs with someone.

[FINAL LITTLE NOTE: the formatting of this post was inspired by the wonderful @the-cat-and-the-birdie! go check out their stuff, it's great (sorry for tagging you twice by the way AGH i just felt like i needed to leave some kind of credit so you wouldn't get the wrong idea D:)]

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UshiSakuAtsu Hurt/Comfort

Ushijima heard Atsumus voice drifting from their bedroom when he got home from practice. He pressed a kiss to the top of Sakusas head, taking a deep breath as he smelled what Sakusa was cooking. "Is that dinner tonight or are you meal prepping?"

"Dinner. Made Atsu's favorite, he had a bad day today so I thought I'd make something to cheer him up." Sakusa gave Ushijima a kiss when he turned his head, smiling when it was reciprocated. "Atsumu had a bad day? What happened?"

"Yeah Im not sure what it was, he didn't want to talk about it yet. I think he's on the phone with Osamu so he probably wanted to talk to him about it first." Neither were offended whenever Atsumu sought out comfort from his twin first, they knew he would come to them eventually

"I see. Do you want any help?" They fell into a comfortable silence in the kitchen, music was softly playing from their Alexa. "I just, I dont get why Rin won't commit to moving in with me yet. I even said I'd open a new store in Shizuoka but that just didn't seem to be what he wanted." Atsumu hummed as he listened before he adjusted how he was sitting on the bed, his chin resting on his knee. "Maybe Rins just not ready for the commitment yet of moving in. Ya know he loves you but I think Rin just wants to take things slower. Have you asked what he wants right now?" "....no, I kind of just thrust the idea onto him. Ah fuck, you're probably right Tsumu. What did you wanna talk about again?" Atsumu let out a breath of relief, he had called Osamu an hour ago, and immediately his twin started talking about his relationship problems, ones he's heard before and had given advice already. "Foster wants to start putting in the other

Setter in practice matches and I'm just worried that he's gonna replace me. Just something was off and I'm just worried" "Oh I see. I doubt that's what's happening. Oh Rins calling I got to go, love ya Tsumu." Atsumu barely had time to say bye when Osamu hung up. Tossing his

Phone aside, he ran a hand through his hair, feeling his frustration and hurt grow more. He hadn't wanted to talk to Sakusa and Ushijima about it yet, he needed someone outside of Volleyball to talk to it about and Osamu was just out of the sphere enough to understand his fear

Deep down Atsumu knew he wasn't going to get replaced as starting setter, but the voice in his head wouldn't stop whispering 'Nobody likes you' 'You're easily replacable' And when the voice was feeling particularly evil? 'Ushi and Omi don't need you.' 'They don't want you'

'They'd be better off without you. They'd be happier if you were gone' Atsumu had never opened that door for them to see inside of it. He couldn't let them see his darkest insecurities. He couldn't risk losing them. When Sakusa had knocked on their door, Atsumu had already begun to spiral down that dark hole, barely registering what had been said. He's quiet through dinner, quiet when they clean up, and he doesn't try and cuddle with them as the sit on the couch to watch movies

By the time they were about to get into bed, Sakusa and Ushijima were watching him like hawks. Atsumu normally slept in the middle of the two, he liked being held by both of them, but that night he just stared at the bed before shaking his head to himself and he left the room. They found him sitting in the guestroom, staring at the window with a vacant look in his eyes. "Atsu, talk to us. Let us help you" "Tsumu, tell us what's wrong so we can fix it" They sat on either side of him, Ushijimas hand on his shoulder, Sakusas on his thigh. "Nothins wrong. The room was too hot for me, you guys go sleep in there, I'll be fine in here" "Were staying wherever you are, you shouldn't be alone right now, I can see the wheels in your head turning and I just want to say, and I think Omi would agree, whatever your brain is

Telling you is wrong." Atsumus eyes widened a fraction and they knew they had hit the correct assumption. "Atsu?" The kiss to his temple made him shudder, as if his whole body was thawing in an instant and his eyes started watering. "No one cares about me, not really. No one

Wants to listen to my problems because I don't matter to anyone. I'm just a placeholder, and the moment something better comes along I'm going to be thrown away. I'm only- I'm only wanted when people need to vent about their problems but- but if I /ever/ try to talk about mine?"

Atsumu took a deep breath, pausing and Ushijima and Sakusa shared a look, knowing if they interrupted him, they'd prove hum right. "If I ever talk about mine, im selfish. I'm stupid. I'm self centered. Osamu was right when we were younger, nobody really likes /me/. I'm just so

Tired of being the one everyone comes to because the moment I try and go to someone I'm punished." By the time he finished talking, the tears pooling in his eyes had started to fall and Ushijima pulled him into his arms while Sakusa wipes his face. "Tsumu I'm sorry people make you feel this way. I'm sorry Osamu ever said that to you, and I'm extremely sorry if either of us have ever made you feel like you're just a temporary thing" Atsumu cried into Ushijimas chest as the taller man talked. Then it was Sakusas turn to talk

"Atsu, you aren't a burden on us, and you aren't something we ever want to throw away. You can always come to us about whatever it is you're feeling, you won't scare us away by being honest and you won't lose us either. We're here to stay for as long as you'll let us be with you"

Atsumu grabbed at Sakusas hand on his thigh, bringing it up to his chest so he could hold onto it. It took awhile for Atsumu to stop crying and when he did, he was ready to talk. He told them everything including, after a bit of gentle coaxing, his fears of them leaving him. They didn't mock or laugh at him once, and there was not a single sign of disgust or boredom as he spoke. Sakusa was the first one to speak up when Atsumu finished, and he was stroking Atsumus hair as he talked "Atsu, we will never leave you. You are the sun in our life. You

Bring laughter and light everywhere you go and we would be absolute fools to abandon that. We will be here until you don't want us here anymore. I meant that earlier, I mean that now, and I'll mean it forever. I love you." He leaned forward and kissed Atsumu when he turned to

Look at him. Ushijima waited until Sakusa was finished before he spoke. "You know I'm not as good with words as Kiyo but I agree with everything hes said. Your presence feels like home and it feels like where I belong. You complete Sakusa and I."

Ushijima pressed a kiss to the top of Atsumus head. The blonde looked at the two with wide eyes, almost feeling like he was in a dream and was waiting for reality to kick in. When it didnt come, a small smile appear on his face and he nodded, and despite the redness of his eyes

And the tear stains on his cheeks, that smile was the most beautiful smile they had ever seen. "You both make me feel complete too..you make me truly feel like I'm wanted" And he was, Miya Atsumu was wanted. They would be having a talk with Osamu, but that would be another day

But tonight, they were focused on rebuilding Atsumu up, one kiss at a time.

[popponn]

unwilling audience. [nagi seishiro x f!reader]

notes: i really like the exasperated wingman!reo trope. so here, reo watching two idiots. im in my nagi phase. this is like a break for me, i think. i really don't think to hard on this one, so please, by all means, do so. warning: none. just fluff and pining childhood friends, pro player / post canon au.

“The two of you…” Reo started, teasing and fond at the same time. “…sure wear matching clothes a lot, huh?”

“What?”

“Really?”

—were your and Nagi’s intelligent replies. The two of you blinked in both surprise and realization. You stopped trying to push Nagi off from gaining back his phone, whilst Nagi slouched on top of you even further, earning a rat like squawk from you. “Nagi! You are heavy!”

Reo stared at the two of you even softer somehow, “I was about to get angry at you for turning me into a third wheel—”

“What third wheel?” Nagi asked, without any attempt to lift himself off you. Behind him, several of the cafe visitors were starting to stare. As you did not realize this and Nagi clearly couldn’t careless, Reo bat them off with a friendly smile of a doting, exasperated friend.

“Please excuse them,” his smile said silently towards the other customers. “They are idiots still trying to figure things out.”

“Yeah, you are not a third wheel, Reo!” you agreed from you place beneath Nagi’s hoodie, your voice coming out a bit muffled. Then, while it did took a few seconds, you managed to push Nagi off into a better position—sitting back to his seat, phone in hand with his head on your shoulder. Reo tried not to sigh as you continued, “It’s been a while since we hang out as friends, so please don’t say that! Hey, apologize, you lazy giant.”

Without as much as a twitch, Nagi asked back, “Eh, nah. Why?”

“If you ask why we will be here all day,” you pointed out flatly, before quickly turning back to Reo with an apologetic grimace. Your eyes quickly glanced back and forth between the twin white hoodies you wore along with Nagi and Reo’s own purple sweater. “But, seriously, Reo, sorry if you feel like that. I really didn’t mean to…”

“What are you apologizing for?” Reo laughed lightly as he took a sip from his drink. “The two of you are dating after—”

“Huh?”

Reo stopped in the middle of his sentence the moment you gave him a dumbfounded blink.

It felt like a deafening silence came down between the three of you even with the bustles around. Reo sent Nagi a panicked glance almost immediately. And when Nagi replied him with a blank stare that Reo really didn’t know how to decipher, it took him everything not to get Nagi somewhere just to confiscate his phone until he confess to you.

All the matching white hoodies, picking you up, and sharing the same food from the same plate as two adults for what.

“It’s just coincidence. We are not dating,” Nagi said, as if he wasn’t the same guy who stared forlornly at your ‘you really are my best friend’ message in the locker room just a week ago. He got the whole team asking what was wrong with him because of his antics after winning the game. Reo never thought he would saw the day Barou looked at Nagi with concern and yet.

Isagi and Chigiri literally gave him a whole pep talk about confessing to you in the middle of the locker room. Ego even gave Nagi his two cents. Yet all that and turned out the said person was still trapped in the ‘childhood friend’ status.

“I thought you confessed already,” Reo wanted to said.

“Maybe we should have gone with Bachira’s advice and had Rin told your crush about your feelings there and then back in the locker room for one hundred percent success rate,” a part of Reo wanted to say to Nagi.

“Oh, Nagi,” most part of Reo thought with little to no surprise. For around a year already, he watched Nagi tried before backing down from confessing to you for one reason or another, repeatedly. At this point he would be more surprised if Nagi actually did it.

Reo casted a look that was both exasperated and understanding towards Nagi. Afterall, even a guy like Nagi would be shaken by the thought of ruining whatever he had with you just for a confession. Perhaps the fact the two of you had known each other since kindergarten only made it even harder.

It was when he tried not to sigh, Reo caught you eyeing Nagi on your side, with Nagi oblivious to all of that. A bit soft, a bit nostalgic, and a bit of many things that Reo weren’t privy off. It wasn’t a look that Reo was very familiar with, however it did resemble the looks most girls had given Reo, with a bit of more sincerity in it.

It was then Reo realized that the two of you—two grown adults, each with a life of their own that somehow still chose to stay in close contact for nearly two decades and counting—are a pair of oblivious morons.

So, without holding himself back, Reo asked the two of you, “Seriously? Really?”

“What do you mean by that?” you laughed nervously, before shoving Nagi off from your shoulder. “I told you—you are heavy!”

“Ugh.” Nagi groaned and let you push him off, all while still pushing all of his weight on you with a tenacity often only seen in match much to your ignorance.

Reo watched silently and took another sip from his coffee. The two of you were something—matching clothes, sitting side by side, very touchy, and many thing else. Very entertaining, in a stupid kind of way.

“Oh, well,” Reo mused quietly, fully realizing that at the moment he was a third wheel in whatever shenanigan both you and Nagi pulled. “I said what I said.”

As good friend, he decided to just shut up and watch.

At least for another two weeks. After that, he really would just be the one confessing to you in Nagi’s stead.

[maizumis]

LOVE IS NOT FOR EVERYONE - suna x fem!reader smau

part 10: are we about to kiss right now?

summary: after years of not talking to each other, your childhood best friend decided to reach out again, how will everything go?

note: suggestive ‼️ yes they make out again, and what

series masterlist - playlist - part 11

"you really made me go up only for you to put mascara on?" the two of you were now on his car, his right hand drawing circles on your thigh while your head was resting on the car window "yes, and what? be grateful now you know where do I live" he slightly chuckled and your remark before gripping with his hand was, turning up his eyes to the road again

the silence wasn't uncomfortable and you were grateful for that, your mind was going one hundred kilometers per hour full of thoughts that were especially about him, does he have a thing for you? friends with benefits? or the toy of the year? on top of all his moves weren't helping to ease your doubts

"you wanna know where I'm taking you?" he broke the silence, you only hummed at his question without turning your head, too focused on the little things the night could give you, even if the stars seemed less bright than before

"We are going to Osamu's shop to pick onigiri"

the mention of your high school friend made you turn around with a huge smile on your face " 'samu? as Miya Osamu? damn, rin! drive faster! we need to get there"

"hey, you seem happier to see Osamu than being with me, I'm the one holding your thigh for your information"

"And you were also the one to take another girl on a date, let me be happy to see him, rin!"

neither you nor he expected that answer; you took his hand out of your leg and turned your head around again, taking what the city could give you with a knot in your throat, thinking if your choice of words was the best, maybe you should apologize about it after

"We are here, let me open the door-"

"I can do things for myself, Rintaro"

you walked out of the car, hugging yourself because of the chilly night running to the big shop that you supposed it was since it had the big letters of "Onigiri Miya" Suna following behind you after locking his car, confused because he didn't understand what go you to act like this

" 'samu! I'm here!" he told a little above his usual tone of voice, resting on the shop counter supposing his friend was on the back

"Rin, what are ya doing here" Osamu came out of the kitchen, drying his hands with the napkin he always had on him "ya wanna eat?- oh? who do we have here"

" 'samu!" you throw your hands over the counter to embrace him on a bear hug, he gladly took you in his arms, his head pressing your neck, taking in your scent, beautiful scent as he thought

Rin grow annoyed at the interaction, you two came to pick up onigiri and nothing more "yo, okay we can stop right now with the hug time, what 'nigiri you have, samu?"

the younger twin let go of you, glancing from the side at his friend that interrupted the best moment of his day

"a have everything actually, whatda ya want"

you were quick to react and answer, jumping as you were a child "tuna! tuna and mayo! please!" rin smiled at you excitement then wrapped one of his arms around you, taking his wallet out to pay his friend "okay then, give me three tuna and three more of whatever you want, samu"

Osamu went to the back, the sight of his best friend arm around you doing something to his body that he could quite describe

"Thanks, rin" you grew soft to his actions, maybe you were overreacting, after all, it was just a random girl, you were his all-life best friend.

he took your face on his big, volleyball player hands, taking in every little detail your face had to offer the world, leaning so your noses and foreheads were touching, your hand came on top of his to caress it, closing your eyes to enjoy the moment.

The owner of the shop was standing right in the door that led to the kitchen, watching the cute, almost cliche scene in front of him, you seemed so relaxed against his embrace, if only you knew what he was saying about you earlier that day

"Sorry to interrupt the cute moment, but your food is ready"

"Thanks, samu, how much is it, bro"

"none, is on me, go enjoy your night"

"rin, this 'nigiri tastes amazing"

Suna had a specific parking lot in mind near the shop, it was usually empty so it would be a good place to grab dinner with you "yes, samu makes the best, as always"

"pfffff- you remember high school? I was begging for his bent boxes"

the irritation you were feeling an hour before was now gone, happily munching on the tasty food, your left hand interlaced with his right one

"how could I forget?" he turned up his phone to play music because he thought 'something was missing, the lyrics of No Friends could be heard inside the car

"how was your date rin? tell me about the girl"

"It was shit, to be honest, she didn't let me land a finger on her"

you stopped eating when you heard those words, kinda happy that his date went wrong but also mad at his choice of words

"you shouldn't talk about her like that, rin, just let go and don't think about it" sarcastic how you should be taking your own advice

"I'm not thinking of her when I have you by my side"

"you want me to congratulate you or something? you better not be thinking of others while I'm here"

he bent down to make his seat go as behind as it could, you were confused to say at least, until he patted his lap, knowing exactly what he wanted; now your legs were straddling his hips, faces too close to one another

"Are we about to kiss right now..." you said in a sarcastic tone, expecting rin to laugh at it instead of placing his lips on yours "yes we will"

you needed to be careful with your moves, the space was so tiny, but the need to feel every single inch of his body was getting to you, your lips dancing together as if it was something natural, teeth clashing, everything was so messy so desperate, there was not more of that lipstick you applied before going out.

"you were acting all bratty out there and now your panting on top of me, how funny"

your hips were slightly moving with his, getting too drunk of the feeling of his body down yours- you didn't even felt when he placed both his hands on your ass to bring you close to him

tongues were fighting for dominance and the time around you would give up, you needed to show him a little bit of authority too "don't go too ahead of yourself, Rintaro- you're the one with a hard-on right now and you know what? why don't you take me home? is getting late"

you confidently got out of his lap, sitting on the passenger seat while placing the seatbelt across your chest, proud of your actions, you could see the tip osfsuna's ears red while he tried to catch his breath, starting the car again

"good luck next time, rin"

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Oh Yukio 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Shimei is right that you aren't alone!! Everyone has noticed that something is wrong. Especially Rin who seems to be the most worried.

But like I've said before I can understand and see where Yukio is coming from. He told Shima that seeking advice won't work because everyone is different. So, Yukio probably feels that Rin can't help him out because for one, Rin doesn't care about learning about their birth and origin for whatever reason. So, why would Yukio lean on Rin when he doesn't seem to understand why it's so important and painful for Yukio to know the truth. Rin loves Yukio so much, but I guess, Yukio feels he can't lean on Rin because of this. Nevermind the fact that Yukio is obsessed with getting stronger and surpassing Rin because he feels weaker and inferior just like when he was a little kid crying at the demons he would constantly see.

As for the other exwires, despite their genuine concern, Yukio hasn't actually established a close emotional relationship with them despite what they have all gone through. Unlike with Rin where they've not only fought together, they've constantly told Rin that they care for him and to lean on them and Rin doesn't reject this help. They've constantly shown their support. Yukio has always had a more formal relationship with everyone and has always kept a professional distance and done things alone. So, again why would he lean on his students especially when he so desperately wants to become strong on his own.

Just idk, Yukio is such a complex and deep character with so many underlying issues that have brought him up to this point. He does not deserve any of the hate he gets.

This poor child deserves to be that a child. He's only 16, I believe at this point, and it's so easy to forget how young he is because of his aloof and professional attitude. Yukio didn't really seem to have the chance to have a normal childhood since from the start he had a temptaint and was trained far too young to become an exorcist with the knowledge of who he and Rin are and the grave danger that puts Rin and himself in as an exorcist.

Just. Yukio!!! Let him be okay and act his age and have fun!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[merakicharm]

I can see why Rin kept on wanting to chase after his father's dream. As much as it was for remembering his father, it was also, a son fulfilling a dream that his father couldn't achieve himself. Rin's father is such an inspiration to him. He was the perfect gentleman, who was a most loving partner and husband, as well as, a caring and understanding father. Fathers who can inspire their children to such an extent, without turning them workaholic are pretty rare. Yes, after Mr. Matsuoka died, Rin did become sort of unpredictable, but the way I see it, beneath all that was a broken child, who wishes that the happy times had lasted. Who wishes the guidance and care and understanding, the older man would surely have provided, each and every time he got stuck. I also believe that had his father been alive, the fight between Haru and Rin would have taken a very different turn. Because, I for one, am damn sure, that, Mr. Matsuoka would have interfered and brought back the friends together, if his advices didn't do the trick already.

Added to all this perhaps, is the fact that, Rin's father was a fair and just person. In an era where boys are always given more preference over their girl siblings, Rin's father cared much and more about Gou too. And not only that, he also taught his own son the right way to treat his mother and sister. A father, is always an example to his children. If the father who corrects you every time you make a mistake, does something, anything, it will be considered natural, normal, right. Even if he is wrong, sometimes.

Toraichi Matsuoka created a family, which was so closely knit. It consisted of a broken brother, a concerned sister and a worried yet smiling mother. A broken brother who still looked out and cared for his sister, even past all of the pain and trauma he was still going through. A concerned sister, who was working hard despite the many hurdles, just so that she could make her brother smile again. A worried mother, who somehow sees the bits of her husband in her son, and knows to leave it to him to sort out his troubles, but still is near enough to protect and support him.

When before the match, Rin visits his father's grave, he asks his father to look out for him. Which further strengthens my belief, that, even gone, that gem of a man, was never gone from anyone's mind or life.

Toraichi was there, looking out, for Rin, when he made the right decision to join his Iwatobi team mates, for Gou, when she joined up both the teams for practice to heal all their tiffs, to bring back the old smiling, happy Rin, for Miyako, every time she saw Toraichi in Rin, but didn't tear up, instead smiled proudly.

Everyone misses him. Rin, Gou and their mother. So much. Too much.

[lgbtqmanga]

February 23 New Releases

Adachi and Shimamura, vol. 1 (manga) by Hitoma Iruma, Moke Yuzuhara

The second floor of the gym. That's our spot. Class is in session right now, but they don't hold class in a place like this. This is where Shimamura and I became friends. What is this feeling? Yesterday, I dreamed of kissing her. I'm not like that, and I'm sure Shimamura isn't either. But...when Shimamura thinks of the word "friend", I want to be the first thing that comes to her mind. That's all.

*The light novels are currently being published by Seven Seas Entertainment*

Alter Ego by Ana C. Sánchez

Noel has always been in love with her best friend Elena, but she's never been able to find the courage to confess her feelings. Then, when her friend starts dating a boy, Noel’s world collapses as she sees her chance at love slipping away.

One night, in a moment of desperation, Noel ends up confessing her feelings for Elena to a complete stranger. But as fate would have it, this stranger turns out to be a girl named June, Elena's other best friend... and Noel's rival in love! Worst of all, now June knows Noel's secret. With everything suddenly going wrong, how can Noel ever win the girl of her dreams?

The Cat Proposed by Dento Hayane

Matoi Souta is an overworked office worker tired of his life. Then, on his way home from a long day of work one day, he decides to watch a traditional Japanese play. But something strange happens. He could have sworn he saw one of the actors has cat ears.

It turns out that the man is actually a bakeneko — a shapeshifting cat from Japanese folklore. And then, the cat speaks: "From now on, you will be my spouse."

Days of Love at Seagull Villa vol. 2 by Kodama Naoko

After her life fell apart, Mayumi decided to ditch the city and live in the countryside. While things haven’t always gone smoothly between her and her boisterous landlady, Mayumi and Rin have grown close and even shared a kiss or two. But now a figure from Mayumi’s past has arrived at Seagull Villa: the same “friend” that ruined Mayumi’s life in the first place. Will Mayumi lose Rin the same way she’s lost everything else?

Doughnuts Under a Crescent Moon vol. 1 by Shio Usui

Uno Hinako throws herself into makeup, fashion, and falling in love, hoping that will make her seem “normal” to the other people at her job. But no matter how hard she tries, she’s a self-doubting mess inside, and her attempts at “normal” romance with men just keep failing. When she starts to think she might be alone forever, a new normal presents itself in the form of her relationship with Asahi Sato, a level-headed woman who works at her company. It starts as respect, and then it becomes far more intimate.

Failed Princesses vol. 3 by Ajiichi

The angst stirred up between Fujishiro and Kurokawa by the arrival of transfer student Akazawa Iroha has settled, yet Fujishiro’s feelings are still in turmoil. Will Aoda Izumi’s advice offer her some clarity of mind? To make matters even more complicated, there’s a class trip coming up—and the four girls are in the same group! Relationships might be confusing, but one thing is for sure: the trip is sure to make hearts race!

Harem Marriage vol. 2 By NON (digital early release)

When Koharu flees the mean streets of Tokyo for her hometown, she's horrified to find out that it's transformed into a special ward where men are allowed to take multiple wives to help combat Japan's declining population. Koharu's made up her mind to marry the mysterious (and slightly sadistic) Ryunosuke Date to save her family... but she'll have to share him with his two wives: the chic and sophisticated Yuzu (wife #1) and tight-lipped beauty Madoka (wife #2)! And what's this about a wedding ceremony with THREE blushing brides? And what about the honeymoon...?!

I’m in Love with the Villainess (Light Novel) vol. 2 by Inori Hanagata

Together, Rei and Claire have endured love, loss, and ridicule. Now, they face a challenge that will shake the foundations of the kingdom—revolution. When the dust settles, will commoner Rei and noble-born Claire still stand side by side? And will fate permit their love to survive?

Still Sick vol. 3 by Akashi

Akane and Makoto grow closer, as Makoto is finally able to realize her dream with someone who loves her and believes in her by her side. Are the two women finally able to confess their feelings to one another?

A Witch's Love at the End of the World vol. 2 by Kujira

A witch must fill her heart with hate if she hopes to keep her magic, for a witch with love in her heart is no witch at all... Magical prodigy Alice feels herself softening toward her human classmate, Mari, and must face the terrible decision to either lose her magic forever, or destroy the thing she’s actually come to care about.

[animeyanderelover]

Hi can i request four of your fav black butler characters with a s/o who has insomnia? like how would they treat them and stuff ( also i read through your entire blog and i love it so much you writing is amazing 🥰❤️)

I had such a hard time choosing😥. Funny thing here is that my favs and the characters I like writing Yandere stuff about are sometimes very different. But I went with characters I didn’t write so much about so far. Thank you for reading through my entire block, I’m happy that you like it so much😍!

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, overprotective actions, clinginess, insomnia

s/o who has insomnia

Mey-Rin

👓The moment Mey-Rin finds out that her darling suffers from insomnia a switch will turn on into her. Suddenly the clumsy and shy girl will be gone and a responsible and mature woman will instead appear.

👓She wants to know how long you already suffered from it, if there’s a reason for it and much more. She’ll listen to everything the s/o tells her without interrupting and asking questions. If there is a reason or a person that made them worry so much that they lost sleep due to it then Mey-Rin will find a way to take care of this person, hoping that her darling can sleep better after this.

👓If that doesn’t work or she can’t get rid for whatever reason then she’ll try to help you differently. Pillows to cuddle with, more blankets, warm milk with honey or tea, this girl will try everything she’s ever heard of. She’ll definitely ask Sebastian for advice since he knows a lot of things and if Sebastian tells her something that might help she’ll try it out immediately. She’ll even ask if it would help if she would sleep with you. If you say no she’ll respect your choice, but if you say yes then you can bet that she’ll most likely have a short heart attack, feeling overjoyed that you think that she can make you feel safe enough to sleep. She’ll cuddle you the whole night whilst whispering sweet promises into your ear. Might even sing a lullaby if you ask her to. I can guarantee that nothing will happen to you whilst she’s with you, watching you like a hawk and making sure that you aren’t uncomfortable.

👓Overall one of the better Yanderes to deal with insomnia. She’ll do everything to help you get some sleep and is ready to grant every wish you say as long as it might help you a bit.

Keinz Drocell

🪆Keinz is a puppet and doesn’t need sleep so when the s/o tells him they suffer from insomnia his first reaction will be confusion. Sleep? What is that? Is that important? He doesn’t know if it’s dangerous if you don’t get this ‘sleep’, but he’s quick to inform himself about it and is shocked when he finds out that sleep is needed for humans and if they don’t get enough sleep they might die! He surely doesn’t want that.

🪆He is completely clueless about what exactly to do and just asks his darling bluntly about why they suffer from insomnia and how he should handle this. Let’s be honest, one of the main reasons why the s/o can’t sleep is probably because of him and they’re quick to tell him this. This irritates Keinz. It’s his fault? Why?

🪆He’ll most likely kidnap a doctor and forces him to help you. Threatening to kill someone if they don’t works miracles. But he himself wants to help you in some way too. If the doctor needs something he’ll get it. If you want something he’ll get it instantly. He’ll also have a serious talk with you, questioning about what exactly he did wrong to cause you such fear that you can’t sleep and as soon as you’ll tell him he’ll immediately takes action. He doesn’t show you his collection anymore and he tries to not do such spooky things with his body anymore. He’ll also make you many plushys with which you can cuddle. Don’t worry, he made them from nothing that was once alive. When he hears that cuddling helps he might even try to cuddle with you, but he doesn’t know how to do it so it will be a bit...awkward.

🪆He’s the reason why you suffer from it and he didn’t even knew it! Well, at least he tries to help in some way...

Timber, Thompson & Canterbury

🤫It’s their fault and they know it. I already mentioned in their Hc’s that it’s their punishment and they know exactly how far they can go with their darling, how extreme they can get until they’ve reached their goal to make the darling suffer from insomnia. And they’ll act like they didn’t have anything to do with it...

🤫Even though they know why the s/o suffers from insomnia they’ll pretend like they don’t and ask the s/o with fake innocence and worry why they can’t sleep anymore and are quick to comfort their darling when they tell them about the horrible nightmares that they had in this room. They’ll use this as a chance to tighten the bond between their darling and them.

🤫Mentioned it already in the Hc’s, but once again, after this you won’t be able to even close your eyes for a second when they aren’t with you in the same bed anymore. They have a schedule about who gets to spend the next night with you and make sure to grant you every wish. You want some hot chocolate in the middle of the night? Give them a second, they’ll even add cream and marshmallows to it. Some night stories? Tell them which one you want to hear. And of course cuddling is a must. And the best part of it? They don’t even have to force you since you clinge onto them for dear life on your own. These are the rare times were you will hear them talking to you, murmuring compliments and comforts in your ears and pressing soft kisses to your face and body.

🤫They take brilliant care of you, buuuut...IT’S THEIR FAULT AND THEY EVEN KNOW IT!!! And do they stop? NO!! The worst part about this is that they’ll gain your trust and love quickly like this which is exactly what they want.

Charles Grey

🤺Charles never really cared for anybody except himself and the queen in his life, but now there’s someone he cares for as much as for himself, his darling! He quickly noticed that something is wrong with them since he watches them always and will most likely discover what’s wrong without even needing to ask him. Insomnia? That’s new for him.

🤺At first he’ll most likely be annoyed. It’s important for him that everyone at least thinks that he treats his s/o great, but when they would notice the dark bags under their eyes, what would they think of him? They would think that he doesn’t treat them good enough! Na-ah, we can’t have that happen. He also sees it as a chance to prove his darling that he really is the only one who can love and treat them right.

🤺This guy has money and influence and since he doesn’t know how to handle insomnia he’ll hire for sure the best doctors in the country to help. He’ll also inform himself about what he can do to help you as well since he wants to see to you like the perfect fiancé he thinks he is. He won’t make you tea or hot chocolate, why would he? He has servants that can do that for him. If you have any wishes that might help you with your condition he makes sure to sent a servant to get it as quick as possible because he won’t leave your side unless he really must. He heard that spending time and cuddling with the ones you love helps. And in his delusional mindset you love him so no chance that he’ll leave you alone. Even if you ask him to it will go in the one ear and go out the other.

🤺Oh dear. He won’t leave you alone at all and will stay the whole night with you in bed whilst cuddling you even if you told him not to! He’ll also tell you stories about his past, wanting to impress you with them, but in reality you want him to just shut up! Sorry, he won’t. You might even be able to sleep since he’ll really exhausts you with his behavior. At least one good thing...