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I have come to the discovery that the reason why we avoided endogenic systems in the past was due to the fact the ones we first met were just genuinely not nice people. Not because they were endogenic, they were just mean and toxic to us. -馃挮
#It sounded somewhat unreasonable to avoid all endogenic systems until I was told these incidents happened when the body was around 14.#it makes sense. we were still learning about ourselves and other things.#not to mention the collective fear most of the alters hold towards confronting others.#RWmumbles#we met the wrong people at the wrong time#RW[Elius]
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I'm getting concerned at the amount of times I'm going to hear a distorted scream of pain from one of the droplets. -馃崲
#RW[Echo]#RWmumbles#?? i suppose?#Mainly it's Iris but I think someone just said Elius did just a bit ago too#stressed about this one assignment that keeps moving. it's a topic we very much love but... it keeps getting moved.#now it's this week and we have everything but we're so stressed about it now.
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I am not a caretaker I am honest to god not a caretaker I am an emotion holder and my emotions are telling me to CRY. -馃
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EYESTRAIN. Vent Art
It's so hard to keep down everything. But we don't want to disturb anyone. Because we know it'll end in a mental breakdown. One droplet might. Maybe two. They know who they are. It's practically becoming impossible to avoid the mental toll of them trying to avoid people even if they crave and need the comfort. Help. What do I do anymore? I can't help them. We're terrified to turn to anyone for help.
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Just realized we did not update our status after saturday.
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I think I just figured out what the "don't look out the window if the body's tired" rule is for -馃敟
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Great way to wake up from a nap. Physically fighting my sourcemate for front before he can injure the body. -馃嵐
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I do want to check on people and see if they're okay but I get a feeling they don't see me as a friend. So I just hope someone closer to that person gets to check on them and make sure they're okay.
#RWmumbles#It's not really implying or referencing anyone#it's just a pattern I sort of noticed when#we talk to people and stuff..#I don't know? maybe we're scared?#it's some memories locked away#i don't know#we're a lot more fearful of making connections now
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I think he's the most emotional alter I've met -鉁傦笍
#RW[Zakel]#RWmumbles#Watching Elius and he just#sort of held the phone against our chest for a bit.#he seems kind of spaced out though#I'm gonna call Ash incase it's another episode
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馃獊
I can still hear the pained cries my captain made.
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HEY I should totally electrocute myself
#RWmumbles#if I spill the stupid thoughts online maybe they'll leave me alone if I spill the stupid thoughts online maybe they'll leave me alo#I PROMISE I WON'T ACTUALLY ELECTROCUTE US#We rlly need to clean our mind tho this feels terrible
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I AM SO FUNCTIONAL TODAY -馃
(WHAT IS HAPPENING. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO TALK TO PEOPLE IS THIS A NOVEMBER CURSE??? IS NOVEMBER EVIL???? ALSO WE LOVE YOU TOO NEVIRO /p AND THANK YOU FOR THE SHRIMP MAWI)
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Holy fucking shit /neg
#RWmumbles#SHIT fuck fucking hell I hate eevryething#close down everything i'm gonna shut down I'm shutting everything out#pleaser dont tell me its them hholy fuck i dnmmf#bad d beverythingXs bad I hatr everytgignn in existencne
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TW.
[馃挮] : I think I'm gonna relapse.
馃尡 : what? No we aren't. It's fine.
馃惡馃寫馃嵐馃オ馃崲鉂擄笍馃崌 : They're gonna relapse.
馃尡 :
馃, Emotion Holder: there's worse options.
馃尡 : Shit. Okay.
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