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Yaaayyyyy
Mr bonzos on his way he wants to stay he wants to play with you!
Mr bonzos on his way he wants to stay he wants to play with you!
Mr bonzos on his way he wants to stay he wants to play with you!
Mr bonzos on his way he wants to stay he wants to play with !
#RELEASE ME FROM THIS HELL PLEASE#mr bonzo#tmagp#the magnus protocol#mr bonzo tmagp#tmagp mr bonzo#ramblings
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I have always admired people who could write one fic or draw a comic for years because I am living in a constant fear of not finishing what I have started. Not in a 'maybe something terrible will happen to me' way, but simply knowing myself and that after a couple of months or years, I will catch a new fixation and finishing the old story will become hard. And yeah sure, I have heard people say "You don't have to finish if it doesn't interest you anymore" or "It's your art and you decide what it will be about" and I fully agree, but I still love those old things I came up with you know? I still love these characters and I want their stories to be told, but at the same time there already are new characters with new stories in my head and I want to tell them too.
#i may or may not be talking about the whole big sherlock holmes plot following my college adventures comic i came up with at some point#that goes through the whole series and dives DEEP into the holmes/watson topic and believe me this is so much more tangled and nuanced#than holmes/trevor one i came up with (and i feel like this one is already easy to misunderstand)#and yet i have the disco elysium comic that i love so much but i have trouble drawing it lately#mostly because i fell out of the fandom loop a bit and also i have written the plot a long time ago and some things I'd do differently now#but I gotta stick to the things I have already drawn or it'd be inconsistent#AGGHHGASHAKJSFJJSAJJJKK please someone release me from this hell#why does my brain not let me just. enjoy the things that i enjoy#why there always has to be an additional layer of distress to everything#rant#(it's okay to reblog tho)#conversations with the void
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there's a quick secondhand account from part 2 of david tennant filmography video essay from OP's boyfriend saying david's performance as macbeth blows his hamlet out of the water and i don't know what kind of drugs his macbeth is on for that to even be possible because how is that possible. How . oh my god?
#chomping on my computer keyboard as we speak can you all release a recording of this thing PLEASE#how the hell does that even happen#if it's not obvious from the way i talk about anything i think his performance as hamlet is a) my favorite of his entire filmography#b) my singular favorite performance of a shakespeare role. and c) in my top 3 performances in a movie/tv show ever#and no i am not exaggerating my brain was specifically structured to be insane in one particular way abt hamlet#and his take on the character pushes all the buttons in that every time i watch another hamlet i have to tell myself not to compare#i have to kill the part of my brain that says 'oh but i liked david's line delivery of this better' SHUT UP OMG YOURE OBSESSED I GET IT#YOUVE WATCHED THIS MOVIE OVER FIVE TIMES AND HAVE MADE IT YOUR PERSONALITY. GET A JOB#anyway OP's boyfriend likely has different taste than me but What did he put into his macbeth for that take to be made in the first place#david tennant
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Worm Arc 14 thoughts from 14.8 through the end:
Gonna get a little bit gay up in here pretty soon. But first, some other stuff.
Pretty much jump right into "Oh shit everything is fucked" with the bio-weapon just spreading everywhere right away.
Skitter's focus on Tattletale specifically when trying to get them to higher ground was top level Chatterbug/Smugbug content. Like sure Sundancer and Trickster too, she wanted to save them. But when Bentley wasn't climbing fast enough what she said to herself in worry was "Tattletale."
Fucking god. Tattletale telling Skitter to fly to the higher building and use bugs so Trickster could teleport them and they'd follow? But fully knowing it wouldn't work and just trying to get Skitter to safety?
"It doesn’t look like her plan will work out. Tell her I’m sorry." - I WAS FUCKING BAWLING
I had figured that Bonesaw's contingency wasn't just a "everyone dies right now" virus or whatever. It would need to be artistic. And it would need to be a punishment to the local capes, both hero and villain. And the way to punish them would be to "take the city from them". "Make them watch it destroy itself." "Make them help".
I feel like what she did covered that general outline with a heavier focus on taking everything away from the capes. But still, god damn Bonesaw. Absolutely fucking terrifying. Super powered face blindness. At the base at least. Don't know who anyone is. Damn.
SKITTER IT'S NOT GAY YET THAT ISN'T TATTLETALE IT'S BONESAW! GAY WILL COME LATER!
If Jack put's his slimy fucking hands on my daughter again I will personally remove them.
The "Don't swear!" from Bonesaw while pretending to be Tattletale was fun. I managed to hit on it before that, but it was a good confirmation.
Fucking Jack and his "You’re versatile" after seeing Skitter make decoys while prepping to tie someone up with spiders. FUCK OFF WITH YOUR DREAMS YOU DICK. YOU CAN'T HAVE HER.
Instantly confirmed when Skitter flat refused to shoot someone despite Jack and Bonesaw telling her to. My daughter might not be perfect but she's not going to be one of you!
Coil fucked up a bit on the phone. He wasn't dealing with the pathogen so he should have done better. Even just asking everyone there to say something so he could listen to the voices. He would have known right away it wasn't Tattletale and Grue. Patching them through to Cherish that easily was a mistake. He really doesn't do as much as he could be. Like ya he's evil but that doesn't mean I'm not disappointed when he isn't using his full potential.
Cherish very fucked up when she thought letting Jack and Bonesaw know where she was would be good for her. Hope she likes her eternal torment at the bottom of the ocean. (Ok there's a chance she'll get pulled out in the future I guess.)
I'll admit, when Amy left with Victoria earlier I wasn't expecting to see them again so soon.
"Panacea is the healer, top floor, Jack is the slasher, the blond girl is the chemist-tinker." I don't know why, since it doesn't rhyme or anything, but I got very "The pellet with the poison's in the flagon with the dragon; the vessel with the pestle has the brew that is true" vibes from this.
Jack trying to convince Amy by talking about how many of her ancestors were successful by being cruel and Taylor just internally going "How many were successful because they cooperated?" Love my daughter.
Victoria is still very much . . . not dead.
HOLY SHIT AMY YOU PUT YOUR SISTER IN A PERSONALIZED FLESH COFFIN MADE FROM CATS AND DOGS?
Seriously. Personalized. It has her face on the outside made out of bone. What the actual fuck Amy?
Proud of my daughter for shooting Jack, even if it didn't work.
It's probably fine that Skitter got Amy to break her brain rule again. I mean like it's good. It was the only way to fix the pathogen. It saved herself and the city. That is all good. Just . . . there might also be some long term negative outcomes. Probably fine though.
Getting gets cured and goes off to cure the city be gay.
"I leaned forward and planted a quick kiss on her lips." - EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
WOLFSPIDER WOLFSPIDER WOLFSPIDER!
SO FUCKING GAY I LOST MY FUCKING MIND WHEN IT HAPPENED
"'You couldn’t have waited until after you’d cured me before you put the bugs on your face?' Tattletale asked. She was smiling as she asked it." - ALSO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
SO GAY. DOUBLE GAY. EXTRA GAY. ALL THE GAY!
CHATTERBUGCHATTERBUGCHATTERBUG (SMUGBUG IS FINE TOO)!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also the level of effort the girls went through after that trying to figure out how to cure Grue and Regent without kissing? Fucking amazing. Kissing was only ok for these three. Obviously.
GAAAAAAY
Gay (bug)horse girl gay (bug)horse girl gay (bug)horse girl
And the remainder of the Nine got away. Which is pretty fucking bad I guess. What with the whole "end of the world" and all that. I get that story point is the *actual* big end of the arc. But it's been overshadowed. By the gays.
Did I mention things being gay? I just want to make sure. Cause they were. Gay that is.
Interlude 1 - Sierra is amazing. She is exactly who Skitter needs to be running things while she's away. Charlotte is also amazing and I think worships the ground Skitter walks on. My daughter is, as always, absolutely terrifying when described from anyone else's PoV. She only gets more so every time. She just uses bug speak without even realizing now. Amazing. I love her. Atlas is helping and I'm so proud of him. He even got to take the gun. I hope he gets to keep it.
Interlude 2 (thought about making this it's own post but I'll just keep it really simple) - God dammit all three of the big 3 are Cauldron created? Ugh. Legend you appear to be trying to do the right thing but you sure as shit aren't paying much attention are you? Holy shit like, you believed so much of what the Doctor has been saying for years? God damn bud. How could you look at Cauldron and assume they *aren't* doing human experimentation? Especially since you know they have done it in the past! Like god damn man! At least you do kind of acknowledge that maybe you were purposefully ignoring the signs cause you wanted to be ignorant. Maybe there is a little bit of hope for you. Hell of a lore dump interlude though. Gives me lots to think about. Also I'd absolutely listen to The Number Man talk about spreadsheets all day long.
GAY
#Worm#Worm Web Serial#Parahumans#Cairavende reads Worm#The Slaughterhouse Nine#Taylor Hebert#Lisa Wilbourn#Rachel Lindt#Wolfspider#Chatterbug#Smugbug#GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#SO FUCKING GAY I'M DYING#I'm sure once Vicky wakes up and is released from her FLESH COFFIN that she will be just fine#Maybe a tiny itty bitty bit of therapy will be needed#For real though the first time The Number Man started talking I instantly wanted to be alone in a room with him.#It didn't matter that he was running over the possible outcomes of a end of the world situation and talking about the deaths of billions.#Fucking hell just spreadsheets to me man! PLEASE!#You can give me estimates all day long.#ALSO FOR REAL THOUGH IT WAS SO GAY#WOLFSPIDER WOLFSPIDER WOLFSPIDER WOLFSPIDER#CHATTERBUG CHATTERBUG CHATTERBUG CHATTERBUG
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stuck at work and they don't even know it's a worldwide holiday....... (mclennon day)
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it's 3am still making my Sam Neill gifset
#nigel 'sam' neill please release me from this prison....#also cropping chevy chase out of the gifs hes in#i do NOT want him near my angel he is a DEVIL from HELL !#starringvincentprice;speaking
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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU
#rambling#surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING#“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything#but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over#“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS#“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them#they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering#“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL#but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE#is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act#is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too#actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back#had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard#i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out#sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently
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Trying to change your gender marker on your ID and in public records is so unnecessarily complicated. You should just be able to self declare gender when you go to get a new driver's license or ID, you can do it with canadian passports, why not alberta government ID's?
I'll tell you why, because this province is full of too many backward hicks, they probably made it difficult on purpose to "discourage" transition. Literally in comparison to getting on hormones and getting my surgeries somehow just changing your gender marker on your license is harder than all that.
It costs 20$ and requires 5 steps to do, and the information and help around those steps is incredibly vague and confusing. I shouldn't need to find a lawyer just to help me decipher how to change a single letter on my ID. Not only is that a waste of legal resources for something that doesn't need to be as complicated as it is, it's just plain old discriminatory for those who aren't fluent in legalese. Bureaucracy *eyeroll*
#mini rant#alberta#canada#identity#trans rights#trans visibility#trans#transgender#transphobia#institutionalized discrimination#trans perspective#nonbinary#lgbtq#important#help me#please release me from legal hell
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There’s an AU somewhere in which Anastasia’s type is dumb ppl and she falls for Phinks instead of Chrollo. Just. Imagine. She’s so dense and he’s so star struck it would take forever for them initially to get together. Phinks probably puts on Adam Sandler movie marathons for her—to which she doesn’t get nor like but hey. She probably makes him inedible food on the regular and he scarfs it down cause SHE made it for him. My favorite relationship dynamic is pretty strong GirlBoss with a himbo
you caught my attention in the first sentence alone ,, god this would be such a good dynamic. your mind is huge. omg. chrollo would be so sad too because wym him quoting shakespeare didn't effectively cause HWR reader to fall in love with him 😔 how could this BE...
i imagine it'd look something like this:
phinks, clenching his fists tight enough that his veins are almost popping out: will you... i mean... do you want to go out? with me?
HWR reader: that sounds agreeable.
phinks: :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HWR reader: what's our intended destination? i want to be adequately prepared for whatever job you have in mind.
phinks: D:
you're so right about phinks willingly endangering himself by eating HWR reader's cooking though. he's so brave. he'd probably just internally shrug and figure he's had worse, growing up in meteor city and all. the stars shining in HWR reader's eyes when he praises her 'creativity' makes the subsequent suffering worth it.
this made me think about one of the drafts from bloodlines, the scene where phinks meets HWR reader for the first time. his curse of always being a Silly Guy around her originates here.
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You bowed your head and introduced yourself as well.
“... Uh, are we s’posed to call you your highness?” Phinks was the next to speak up. Pakunoda shot him an unimpressed look whereas Shalnark fought back laughter.
“I don’t think that’s necessary,” you responded after a moment’s silence. “Can I ask why you’d need to do that?”
He jutted his thumb in Shalnark’s direction. “Shal said you’re royalty or something.”
“Hey, I said akin to royalty, big difference,” This so-called ‘Shalnark’ corrected. Phinks flushed a shade of red that rivaled the blood staining his outfit.
“You fucking— you set me up, didn’t you?”
“If you properly used your ears, maybe this wouldn’t have happened—”
They bickered at each other while Pakunoda got up and sat down next to you.
#me @ myself: release bloodlines from google doc purgatory Please#starting a HWR reader/phinks agenda#hell within reach#answered#Anonymous
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Finished reading the Trigun manga. I feel like some one tied me up and hung me off a cliff before just straight up leaving before i could even process what was happening
#trigun#crying and pulling my hair out#maybe ive been numbed by tristamp but the manga didnt leave me shaking at all?#horrified? yes. sad? absolutely. anxious as all hell? of course.#shaking so bad from excitement and a clusterfuck of emotions that i thought i was gonna throw up like in trigun stampede? nope#idk i think i was too prepared for it#anyways#im insanely excited for tristamp season 2 and also. terrified. i have a feeling the horrors well witness will only get worse.#especially terrified about the plants. from. episode 11. Im terrified of seeing the consequences of what happened to him.#THEM.#and also him. im terrifed of seeing him resurected like that#goddddd give me season 2 release date PLEASE#starts foaming at the mouth and dies to trigun flavored brainrot
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Off we go to work.
I actually slept enough because I resisted the urge to write down the words that came to me while I was at the edge of sleep. Naturally the words are gone now which honestly hurts my tired writer soul.
Anyways let's how the commute goes and what awaits me at work.
#just rambling#fyi sleeping enough doesn't mean i'm not tired#because my body is a bitch like that#also i have a mosquito bite on my upper leg that's fucking killing me#it itches so bad#please release me from hell
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gonna go eep but mutuals.... join tumblrclan :3cccc lets do silly kitty cat interactions hehe
#literally just drop into my inbox like were besties or smth this is so much fun dont worry abt being weird or smth!!!!#like genuinely dont worry abt if weve talked before!! just come up w a silly thing to say#we are on the playground playing cats together#or idk rb/reply w your tumblrclan name if you want me to do it to you instead ;3#(mine is Voidpelt btw)#or hell ill even take a like. just interact w this post in any way if you want voidpelt to break into your inbox (probably with moss)#blogstar please release me from moss duty.....#nd also dw abt making art replies or idk im just having fun drawing voidpelts reactions to things!!!#but like yeah. rbs/replies better. gimme a name!!!!#likes are so distanttttttt I wanna talk to people :(
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i forgot my meds and now im so hungry and excited and anxious i feel sick
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BREAKING NEWS🚨🚨🚨🚨
I AM ALIVE!!!🥳🤩💃🏾💃🏾
#omg im so sorry for being offline for so long#i miss this website so much :((((((((#life was beating THE HELL OUT OF ME😮💨#okay so first i'll talk about some of my thoughts with football and what i missed and then updates about what's been going on with me#**i really wanted to come back online and let y'all know what's up but my sis's getting married this Sunday so i ill FULLY be back Monday#i just wanted to catch up on my notification but I'll go thru my inbox on Monday/Tuesday#okay FOOTBALL:#screw psg like sincerly#i cant believe theyre causing all this mess with him after he took his family on vacation😭#like the pics are SO CUTE??? how could you possibly punish him for that#also it speaks SO MUCH to his character that he FULLY recorded an apology vid like i thought he just released a typed statement#he really showing them so much more respect than they are treating him#im still salty about the lack of wc celebration....and fans booing him outside his house?? losers LOSERSSSS#i also think they're trying to act snobby about not extending him but with neymar most likely leaving they literally have too much to lose#also neymar expecting a child???? how did not know the girl he got pregnant?? so crazy SO crazy#anyways im also not optimistic about barca and messi....as much as they may talk the big variable here is La Liga allowing it to happen#they were the reason behind messi leaving and they're the only thing stopping him from coming back#as much as i dont BELIEVE messi would go to Saudi Arabia right now....i still really hate the rumours about Al-Hilal...like shut up please#if all else fails.....Pep por favor please just bring Messi to city...its not too late#he can be on the bench i don't even mind....i just HATE him at psg but i don't want him to leave Europe#In other news....Arsenal.....my heart hurts too much and I've expected that they wont be winning the league :'(((((#NOW about ME :))))#bad news first - DESPISE my job LIKE to the point where I'm crying almost daily about it but i cant quit. i jus want one summer to relax#good news: OFFICIALLY DONE MY UNDERGRADUATE DEGREEEEEEEE💃🏾😭🤧✨#THANK GOOODDDDDDDD ALHAMDULILAHHHHHHHHHH#SO DAMN HAPPY SO SO SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!#i also took my graduation pictures yesterday (thank you to the anons that told me i should get them done)#and i took the NEW ARGENTINA JERSEY WITH THE 3 STARS AND MESSI ON THE BACK AND POSED WITH IT😭😭🤣#im OBSESSED with the pic omg if i wasn't so paranoid about showing my face on this website i would've shared it#but yeah and my graduation is JUNE 9th!!! I AM SO EXCITED! Got a really pretty dress and it literally couldn't come soon enough :)
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my uterus she demands tribute
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i'm So tired of the Blank of Blank (and Blank) book titles. do you know what i saw in a shop window the other day? something called "a Day of Fallen Night"
#as someone with two degrees in Outside i think that is called an Evening or perhaps an Eclipse#i'm sure it's a good book but please i'm dying#please release the authors from this hell#if i ever publish untitled astria novel it will Not be getting this treatment#this is a personal gripe if you like the blank of blank and blank format i am not judging you#i used to think it was pretty good but it's Overdone to me#i want to know Something about the book in an Interesting Way
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