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oleanderspride · 4 months ago

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Do not get the wrong idea… although my username and icon are lesbianusahana and I frequently talk about how gay I am I’d actually rather jump out a window on a several story tall building than come out to my family as a lesbian

#꒰🥀꒱ ❝ Tragic Prose ❞#RAZ LORE LIGHTNING ROUND for the new followers #don’t get the wrong idea! I love my mom. I’m very blessed to have such a tolerant and supportive mom #HOWEVER. just because she’s supportive doesn’t mean she’s normal. huge difference #she frequently gossips about her gay coworkers and despite pushing 50 is one of those Fandom Mom fujoshis who frequents AO3 religiously #I remember when I tried to initially ID as a lesbian I never came out. she found out by going on my Instagram profile and reading my carrd #fortunately she took it like a champ and was completely fine with it!#and honestly I would’ve been fine if she didn’t. y’know. make really uncomfortable jokes about lesbian sex to me #if I sound like I’m lying I promise I’m not. she’s just like that. she’s a walking talking Oppa Homeless Style kinda person #and don’t get me started on my dad. I wouldn’t say he’s bigoted per se I genuinely think he’s too stupid to actually be a bigot #years ago we went back to school shopping and I found this cute hat with a really small rainbow on it #and he was really hesitant on getting it because. he thought I’d be bullied. if kids thought I was gay.#and on the same shopping trip I showed him this Polaroid shirt I got with rainbow colors #and he said #(and I quote)#‘Oh because of gay rights?’#which is. uh. huh???#yeah I don’t think he has it in him to be bigoted but his little walnut sized brain would explode #fortunately my older sister is very cool. when I thought I was transmasc for a while she took it super well #so I don’t think she’ll care if I ever come out to her #see here’s the thing. my mom and sister technically know I’m gay #well. my explanation is ‘I’m bi but I prefer girls’ which they get. trying to tell them I’m a lesbian again is too risky a gamble #anyways. tangent over just was mulling over some stuff

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