#RAAAHHHH I LOVE THAT SONG

[mango-mya]

You can't make it in this world without that blood on your bootheels.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]

REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.

[spooky-k1d]

y'all fw my new wallpaper

[msvrtt]

[you're at the party]

[wake up]

[clown-thing]

listened to a song and got posessed for three and a half hours. here

Bea - any pronouns

[heavenstarship]

EVERYBODY’S COMIN’, LEAVE YOUR BODY AT THE DOOR

(LEEAVE YOUR BODY & SOUL AT THE DOOR)

[alexluvsskittlez]

LOUDEST REBLOG EVER

i love this song so much you don’t understand

[cr4zyoosh]

I’m so gay for Anya send help…

Like I just wanna hold her and be like a Beabadoobee song like oml?

You best believe I already made a oc for gayest 😣

- Name is Taylor (duh I can’t make up other names honestly and it’s mostly self inserts ngl) but prefers Tay (wants everyone to be comfortable with her)

- Personality:

Kind, sweet, though isn’t afraid to speak her mind, a certified yapper with Daisuke and Anya, (if lucky maybe Swansea in the presence of Daisuke), a very very VERY great people reader, her sexuality is Bisexual and Asexual ! (Very much gay) pronouns are she/her, she’s a creative hardworking person and very helpful! She can be shy and kept to her self at times (not with Anya) eventually she gets comfortable (minus Pony Lover Jimmy)

- Psychologist student, hadn’t exactly finished the online courses but hey Pony Express doesn’t care ya know? She’s 20 but by the time of the events with the crash she’s around 21-22? Maybe?

- Relationships:

Curly: friends though in a way it’s sometimes really awkward

Daisuke: oh cmon siblings definitely type of friendship

Anya: well ya know, crush in the beginning, so lovestruck in the middle, broken and defeated in the end

Swansea: Father vibes though sometimes crazy uncle with cool stories to tell

Pony Lover (Jimmy): er. No. Tried to give him benefit of the doubt but that slowly was replaced with discomfort.

- Helps Anya in medical, an intern mostly (duh slow burn maybe?) she’s basically the psychologist, mostly helps with the evaluations. Other than that she offers to help anyone either way (Mostly Anya, she knows it’s stressful for her)

-Does drawing exercises with everyone, mostly so they have something calm to do or do something if they are bored (Daisuke eats that shit up and making so much art that it’s filled almost nearly the whole bulletin in the medical room, YES YUMPY), she also does the drawing exercises where it’s those blobbed pictures for some of the evaluations.

-Absolutely joins Anya when she can’t sleep and gazes at the Night monitor in the lounge area, has very deep talks but also fun little talks

T: “What’s your favorite food?”

A: “Hmm… I’m not sure, Strawberries?”

T: “*smiles* I’m a cherry girl, but I love strawberries too…”

Definitely called each other “Cherry / Cherry Girl” & “Strawberry / Strawberry Girl” though Anya enjoys calling her “Tay-Tay” absolutely melts Tay’s heart

-Developed feelings first honestly, constantly can’t help but draw Anya secretly sometimes. For instance, she drew her sitting at the medical room desk but it was Anya gazing out a window on the train. She loves it so much. Eventually had showed Anya and let Anya keep it.

- Eventually had confessed to each other at the same time and didn’t realize they did at the same time.

After that they were insufferable, everyone started to notice ESPECIALLY DAISUKE.

Sad Shit up in here

-After the events with the crash and well Pony Lover (Jimmy), Anya hesitated to tell her because she knows how Tay will absolutely crash out and beat the shit out of him. Though when Tay finds out, she’s absolutely livid and always around Anya more, making sure she’s doing okay, even helping her with Curly.

- After Anya dies, Tay crashes out even more. Started wearing her jacket after using the mouthwash to clean it off, very much soaked it honestly, mostly only spoke to Daisuke after that. Glared and didn’t listen to Pony Lover (Jimmy), Swansea’s fatherly instincts had also slightly helped her a bit.

- She ended up confronting Pony Lover (Jimmy) so badly that she revealed everything he did to Anya. Ended up attacking him and breaking his nose, though keeping it like it’s “canon”, he kills her by slamming her down hard enough that she hits her head so hard that she dies. (I’m not sure how yet? Either like slamming her hard against something and her head bounces off it so damn hard or a blunt object)

RAAAHHHH I LOVE LESBIANS

[hana-the-ghostieee]

aaaaaaahhhh finallyyyyyy

after stressing about this tl for a few days (i was so excited but also. need. more touch ups. raaahhhh.) i finally. present to you. fellow insane beings, my tl. for

dakaboku.

8/25, だから僕は音楽を辞めた (That's Why I Gave Up On Music/Dakara Boku wa Ongaku wo Yameta)

I've thought about it, but I just don't understand… Under that blue sky, there I was, waiting for you The wind was blowing, the afternoon was what my imagination ran from Hey, from this point, is there anything I should do? No one really said anything about that… I looked into your eyes, and without saying anything, I just walked.

I've really thought about it, but I just don't get it. It's just that, youth is so boring, you know? I gave up on playing the piano, but even so, I can't help but try pretending to play it on some desk Hey, in the near future, what should I do? It shouldn't be music, should it?

…Well, you don't have to worry about that.

Somewhere in the middle of my heart, There's a single string, that keeps ringing out, Whatever I do, it won't disappear. Even now, that's why… hey… I finally remembered!

Hey, I'm not wrong! But I don't understand, all of you humans, The truth, love, the world, pain, even life, I don't care! Just wanting to know, what's right or wrong, isn't that an instinct to protect ourselves? I've thought about it, And it's all your fault.

I've really thought about it, but I can't seem to understand… I just don't want to grow older. "You know, someday you'll die." Just thinking about that makes my heart feel empty. "Ah, what will I do in the future?" When I finally became an adult, I knew…

I wouldn't do anything.

Happy faces, when people put them on… How do I explain I hate them for that? It's like this inferiority complex, Hidden in the depths of my unsatisfied mind… It's like a monster haunting me at night!

Well, I'm not wrong! I'm sure, And in the end, you're all just people, Love, salvation, kindness, a foundation - if you don't have that, You'd feel bad, don't you? A love song, if you feel pain at it, then you're just protecting yourself, aren't you. Oh, is it like I care? It's really all your fault.

I've thought about it hard, I really did, but I really don't understand. Living, just that, it's just so painful. I don't know if I can make music anymore… but well. i don't care if these lyrics are like sloppy or whatever. (wwwww)

I don't care.

I'm definitely not wrong. …I'm not wrong, I'm sure I'm… not… Am I really not wrong…?

Ah, I'm wrong! I understand already! All of you people, The truth, love, salvation, kindness, even life, I don't care at all! Not being able to say the right answer, I know that's me trying to protect myself! But now, I don't care anymore! Everything's your fault!

Even I once had something I believed in, But now that feeling's nothing but garbage! All those time I wrote about you, I didn't care, I didn't care if I'd be rich, or famous, or anything!

…Ah, it was. It really was… It really was like that, back then…

That's why I…

That's why I gave up on music.

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aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

of course i make the one line that goes "i don't care if these lyrics are sloppy." actually sloppy and like crap (is it tho?? does the line seem crappy and out of place? that's what i'm going for please tell me it seems improper)

i think this is by far the longest translation i've done, partially because of the unnecessary amount of line breaks and stuff like. mhmm.

wooh. uhh-huhhhh. that. is all :p

[thethingost]

1 5 and 6 for the music ask game teeeheheehehe (also hiiii)

HI PIEEE :D

1. top artist

i’ve been listening to a lot of artists but Joey Valence & Brae come first to my mind so i think them. actually i have just been listening to a lot of JVB. they rule

5. top album

Brasshouse vol. 1 Survival of the Flyest - Too Many Zooz. ooohhhh. i would say JVB’s Punk Tactics album but like there’s a bunch of singles i already listen to on there so idk it doesnt rly Feel like an album. if that makes sense. but Brasshouse OOHHHH love when it comes on on my playlist. i wont lie i hadnt listened to it in a while but then i listened to it recently and remembered why they’re my favorite band RAAAHHHH [guy who recently went stupid over too many zooz cause it introduced them to its friends]

6. favorite long song

Weird Science - Oingo Boingo OOHHHH i wont lie i didnt know there was a longer version til maybe 2 months ago? i just thought it was only about 3 and a half minutes but i listened to the longer one that’s like 6+ mins and it’s so awesome to me i love it 🕺🕺

[thinkviolets]

I attended my cousin's (groom) wedding and it was really beautiful! I also can't help it but cry :3. They have the most wholesome story ever that the song 'maybe this time' would pale in comparison (they are literally that song!! Gosh)

While watching their first dance as a married couple I can't help but think, how would it feel to dance with the love of your life in front of your family and friends. If that were me, I would be ugly crying happy tears throughout the dance. How would my parents and relatives feel that I am dancing with a woman who I truly and wholeheartedly love. Will they see the love in my eyes as I gaze into her eyes? Will they see this inescapable feeling and realize that I am willing to give everything to that woman and I will spend a whole life with them? So they will be happy for us instead. Raaahhhh

Weddings are beautiful. It's pretty and it's magical. I hope there will be no judgment if that day finally comes (even if it's just a ceremony). Even though I have already said that I wouldn't need anyone's approval of my sexuality, I wouldn't want to feel lingering hate on our special day. I want my girl to feel all the love in the world.

[bywons]

𖥦 TAG GAME !

— how to play. shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first ten songs, and tag 10 people!

here's mine hehe ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

why'd you call me when you're high? — arctic monkeys ( FAV FAV FAV EVER I LITERALLY LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY BODY WTF)

salvatore — lana del rey (my mother 😔 love her to the infinity!!! also the way im planning a oneshot of the same name 🤭)

meddle about — chase atlantic (hot girls love chase atlantic!! literally can't function w/o their songs)

dark red — steve lacy (WHEN I TELL U THIS IS MY FAV. SONG. EVER. LITERALLY MY SOUL MY HEART MY BRAIN THIS SONG IS MEEEE AKSKKSSK I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG I NEED IN MY VEINS 😭)

always forever — cults (me n who? 😔)

good looking — suki waterhouse (literally start floating whenever i hear this song, i love this sm <3)

tum se hi — pritam, mohit chauhan (cannot LIVE WITHOUT THIS SONG!! THIS IS MY. LIFEEEE. I STAN MOHIT CHAUHAN)

blue hair — TV girl (RAAAHHHH TV GIRL IS MY LOVEEE literally adore this song smsmsmsm 🤗)

slow down — chase atlantic (ANOTHER ONE !! they're the 🔝 )

chaconne — enhypen (FINALLY MY BOIS??? THIS SONG NEEDS TO BE TATTOOED ON MY BRAIN OR ELSE I AIN'T DYING CHAT)

this was saurr fun, tysm for da tag kayz ♡ tagging my lovelies 🌸 ~ @leaderwon @euncsace @eulris @atrirose @stareesm @fleumiu @lilacnini @isawritesss @wvnrqs @byhees @iwonbin <33

! "10 on repeat shuffles" tag game !

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then tag 10 people

tagged by: no one but started by @galaxycunt when i saw the post on my dashboard. thank u hellsite algorithm~

will include a little excerpt of explanation on why it could be in my on-repeat playlist + not include an artist repeat

obstacles - syd matters (last song from the sub homesick alien playlist + notable time wave vibe songs cause it is also in the life is strange game)

tinnitus - txt (part of my audiophiles' eargasm playlist where i wanna hear a godly-produced song with my best headphones)

duvet - boa (i think it has been in my on repeat since 2021 when i watched serial experiments lain and has never left. a notable song for terra incognita)

this is why - paramore (just heard the whole album last month and every time i listen to this song, i'm in a state of catharsis cause I CAN RELATE)

tom sawyer - rush (having been particularly obsessed with the iron claw movie, this song is stuck in my head and i swear i love prog rock even more + i'll be learning the bass line of this song hopefully)

euphor - novo amor, lowswimmer (heard this for the novo amor concert i went to last week (even though they didn't perform it). part of the beomgyu time wave's spinoff playlist)

solsbury hill - peter gabriel (another addition to my audiophiles' eargasm playlist cause it sounds so odd that it's so interesting)

weird fishes/arpeggi - radiohead (the song that embodies me as a person + have been putting it on repeat during my bday because it's the day that i just embraced my self of being a pisces which includes hearing this playing in the car and a solo date to the aquarium)

follow you follow me - genesis (the song that reminds me of soobin idk why. it's also in my sub homesick alien playlist)

do hot girls like chords? - knower (heard this from micthesnare and it's my introduction to indietronica and jazz-funk (cause i've already know acid jazz from jamiroquai)

tagging: (based on the last 10 moots that show up on my dash) @boba-beom @stardragongalaxy @lovejoshua @txt-yaomi @euphor1a @junniieesbby @itz-yerin @pyeonghongrie @dido-of-the-endless @robin-obsessed and anyone who wants to join! (new songs to listen to yes pls)

[temeow]

YAY THX FOR THE TAG

last song: what makes you beautiful - one direction? apparently????

favourite colour: PINK 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

last book i finished: diary of a wimpy kid....

last show i watched: HOUSE MD RAAAHHHH 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

sweet, savoury or spicy: depends on the day... savoury or sweet... usually the former (i hate spicy)

current obsession(s): HOUSE MD RAAAHHHH 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

looking forward to: umm christmas

idk who to tag so ummmm any moots who see this 😸😸😸 love u all

Tagged by @thehollywoodnecromancer to do a "10 people I'd Like To Get To Know Better". Thank you for tagging me! Haven't done one in a while so here we go:

Last song: The Nerve - The Brobecks

Favourite colour: I don't know anymore. but I really like looking at the colour scheme of the Pretty Odd album cover. All of that I would say

Last book I finished: Chronicle of a Death Foretold by Gabriel García Márquez

Last show I watched: I can't remember. I think it was Andor which is my personal favourite bit of Star Wars media. As someone who is indeed a certified Nerd

Sweet, savoury or spicy: Spicy always and forever

Current obsession(s): Paramore's discography, Leonard Cohen's discography, playing Dire Straits on my guitar. Back into a lot of David Bowie as well. Also this three track run

Looking forward to: Uni starting in February and studying music like 8yrold me would have wanted. Also excited for a small trip with some friends where I plan on bringing my acoustic and writing a terrible little EP

I'm awful at tagging people so no pressure to do this at all. But I will say @caelestis-kid, @shotgunnsinner @thatguyisdrowning, @miisfixx plus all my other mutuals and plus open tags :-)

[rachiebeee]

raaahhhh ty for the tag !!! <3

last song: Elevate - DJ Khalid, Denzel Curry, Cordae, SwaVay, Trevor Rich

favorite color: all of them really ngl

currently watching: other than rewatching marvel things, i've been menaing to start watching Bridgerton

last movie/tv show: Elementals i think ??

spicy/savory/sweet: all of them !!! i love them all so much

relationship status: single and very ok w it

current obsession: leo valdez :]]] leo valdez but as the main focus in fics :]]]] leo valdez but as the main focus in pjo avenger crossover fics :]]]]

last thing i googled: women in wrestling

@soaricarus if you want :] + anyone else who wants to <3

@littlebundleofchaos tagged me to do this as if we haven't known each other our whole lives 🙄 ily sammy 🫶

last song: Pt. 3 by Frog Legs

favorite color: forest green is my all time favorite but i love any deep/dark colors

currently watching: im in between supernatural, house md, and merlin!

last movie/tv show: last movie was donnie darko fucking incredible experience for a young queer loser such as myself <3 the last show i finished was ... i think hannibal? or fleabag?

spicy/savory/sweet: i love all of them!! usually i gravitate toward bittersweet things since sweet stuff gives me a headache easily. i ❤️ spicy + savory stuff very much though

relationship status: bts celibacy gif

current obsession: honestly just exploring the vast beautiful world of cinema ! i was never a movie person till this year really, as i began to expand my taste in media. i'm always hunting the stacks in the library for new movies to watch and taking recs from my beloved mutuals <3 it's been a lot of fun!!

last thing i googled: malaise definition. lmao.

no pressure but if you want to: @sleepyhomosexual @nicefag @policyoftruth @probablymoons @weenhands @jtbb @rattenpelz @marchofthekillerqueen

[thorninyourpaw]

they’re so wonderful right!! wildlife is my baby she’s gotten me through sooooo much. JORDAN POINTED AT ME DURING A POEM. wait you saw them? :D they’re amazing live right OMGGGGMg!!! I feel like panorama doesn’t get talked about enough I love her. rhodonite and grief was my first song off that album I didn’t even know they had released it I was just listening to them on shuffle and I fell in love with that song. RAAAHHHH!

omggg i did not know you liked la dispute i didn’t think any of the mutuals did!!! this is so exciting!!!

OMG dude they’re my favourite band! 5 years strong <33 U LIKE LA DISPUTE? :DD