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Hi friends I am alive I am just moving soon and it's the end of the school year and I'm trying to sort things to start grad school and all those feel like things a person should really not be doing all at once. It will hopefully calm down in three weeks and I can be silly again
So please continue to tag me in things even if I don't have the brain space to reblog and comment 💖
#R's personal stuff#oh also audiobooks or interesting podcast recs to listen to while go through and pack everything very much appreciated
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I have had at least 3 ads on my phone about teaching in different countries in the last couple days
#as far as i know i havent actually looked into it on the internet in a while#but ive talked about it#R's personal stuff
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Chill afternoon while horror preps some stuff for dinnerrr :')
#doodles#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#my sona art#theyve kidnapped me but im willingly staying#killer shit talking me while i play my own game#dust minding his own bisnes as usual#i htink hes a headphones guy#i c him as the tech guy in the group#id love to see him try to explain computer stuff to nm#and nm being like HOH WHUH#i hope horror is making seafood chowder cuz mannnn#what id do for some thiccc seafood chowder rn#i bet he prefers to make his own homemade stock#and ye i HC dust to wear joggers instead of the usual shorts#i have my own HC of what the differences in their outfits r#i prolly will draw that out someday for my own personal reference too
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tbh as a writer im always so amazed when i see other ppls art bc im like 'wow i cant even draw a circle! how did they do that?' it very rarely occurs to me that artists are just as astonished at writers whenever they pull out stories. like oh yeah, i can write a 50k fic with a plot and overarching themes easy peasy (for the most part) - ppl are amazed at that??? crazy.
#shut up shay!!#i guess its bc i dont really see people admitting this kind of stuff too often?#but ive seen comments by artists on my own writings that r like 'how did u come up with all this??'#and its like. idk!! i just kind of let my brain do whatever it wanted!!#so interesting to me#it makes me personally treasure fanart a lot bc again. i think its so hard to draw and im amazed at artists' talents#never rly occurred to me that artists would treasure fanfics of their own art just the same
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hi. shamelessly plugging my new fanfiction/au on my tumblr dot com blog here we go
introducing the power of one/tpoo! a swap au where one hosts tpot instead of two. normally this would be the part where i went on to explain the elaborate story and changes i made for this au but.. heh. guess youll just have to figure that out on your own go read my fanfic go do it yk u wanna
okay fineee ill tell you something else Two is also playing one

hello my creatures
#bfdi#battle for dream island#fanart#osc#au#bfdi au#the power of one#one#tpot one#one tpot#two#tpot two#two tpot#swap au#i loveee swap aus#esp when the personalities nd stuff r kept.Hehehe
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catering 2 building objectums today
#pig does art#objectum#objectum art#honestly did this 1 because 1 person requested it like. monthssss ago and also cause i didnt like my old buildijg obj piece#this one u can at least tell its abt buildings like damn#i didnt know how to draw or even do impressionistic stuff#anyways i love this palette lots#the abstract parts of the piece r just me messin around having fun with circle tools. as u do
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The Ishigamis and The Gifts of Science
Dr. Stone is a love letter to humanity and its sciences. The main character, Senku, often acts averse to all forms of affection, and the only love he doesn't deny is his love for science. But Senku is so so full of love. He just expresses it in a way other than physical touch or words of affirmation. He gives.
But let's go back to the one who taught him so– Byakuya Ishigami, his father. The love of Senku's life.

Byakuya is introduced in the tenth chapter of the manga as a dotting father who sells his car to present Senku with scientific instruments he will need for a more efficient research. This car is Byakuya's means of transportation, and given that he is crying and shaking in this scene, it could not have been easy for him to lose it. But his love for Senku is so big, that he wants to support his son's passion even if it means sacrificing a great convenience for him.
And Senku? Senku truly fell in love with science at this moment.

If there is anything that Senku is, he is Byakuya Ishigami's son through and through. They may seem like two very different people, as Byakuya is an openly affectionate guy while Senku is more closed off with showing his true emotions. But Senku takes more from Byakuya than not, and one of them is by showing his love and/or care for others through giving the gifts of science.
And it starts with Byakuya.
[Bodysuit Acquired!]

Byakuya had failed his first attempt at being an astronaut ten years back, but he doesn't give up and tries again. Senku then creates a bodysuit that manipulates muscle movement to help Byakuya pass his swimming test. And while the bodysuit doesn't quite help Byakuya to swim, the thought Senku had put into it had motivated Byakuya more than ever to pass the test. This is one of the fundamentals of gifting– sometimes, it really is the thought behind it that matters.
This motivation is what Byakuya credits during his interview with JAXA for passing the tests. He understands that Senku might not have given him any words of encouragement, but this bodysuit was all the words that were needed between them. Senku wants Byakuya to achieve his dreams just as badly. It's the way Senku shows his love for his father.
And it's the way Senku shows his love for others too.
[Glasses Acquired!]

One of the primitive aspects of the Ishigami village is that it considers bad eyesight as a type of "disease". Fuzzy disease, to be exact.
Suika wears a melon mask at all times to help clear her eyesight, which Senku later reveals is due to the pinhole effect. She, however, has never told Senku or the others about having the fuzzy disease. Senku himself notes how odd it is for her to wear a melon around, and confronts her about it once he decides to create glass. This is one of the most beautiful scenes in Dr. Stone, as Suika finds out that her disease was never a disease, and is finally able to see as clearly as the others. Senku basically gives her perfect eyesight, something she didn't even know was possible before.
[Antibiotics Acquired!]


One of the most beloved people in this village is the priestess, Ruri. Two of Senku's new friends, Kohaku and Chrome are deeply affected by her unknown fatal disease. Senku is such a person who would help a stranger even if there is no benefit to do so (though he would never admit to it), what more a person who his new friends truly love and care about. He cures Ruri of pneumonia, giving her a chance to live a life without the worry of it being her last day every day.
[Cola Acquired!]

Senku forms an alliance with Gen, who plays the role of Tsukasa's spy, for the promise of a bottle of cola. Both Senku and Gen are aware that the cola is only a front for Gen's loyalty to Senku and the Kingdom of Science, for Gen needs his superficial reputation as a comfort and cannot simply join them if there is no personal benefit for him to do so.
This cola is also the first gift post-petrification that Senku brands himself on, probably because it represents the first gift that is not out of necessity and leans toward a comfort/luxury that they both used to enjoy in the modern world.
For a modern man such as Gen, drinking his favourite soda in the stone world might have been one of the happiest days in his life.
[Cotton Candy Acquired!]

Senku cares about people so much, even if the people in question have tried to kill him. Senku sees Homura as a soldier who is merely following the orders given by her leader, but he also sees the Homura as a lonesome girl sitting by herself on trees day and night.
As usual, Senku hides his kindness and care by showing an evil ulterior motive, such as turning Homura to their side using the cotton candy, but Ruri points out that this is a facade. Similarly to Gen, a person with such an ego is unable to seem as if he is doing something good out of the kindness of his heart.
[Stove Acquired!]

As winter approaches, the elders in the village are worried about losing people to the cold. Senku hears about this and creates a stove which has a multi-purpose of cooking and also radiating heat for the people to stave off the coldness of winter. And speaking of winter...
[Christmas Acquired!]

Senku hangs up lights in the tree for the "light bulb test" on a random night. Except the date isn't random at all and he drops enough hints for Gen to catch on that it is the night of Christmas. The significance of the day is only appreciated by Gen and himself, as they are the only modern timers in the village. It is for the sake of nostalgia, but Senku would rather be caught dead than admit that he is a sentimental guy with such irrational feelings.
And well, it all comes back to that scene with Byakuya, doesn't it? If you recall, Byakuya calls himself "Santa" while giving the scientific presents to the young Senku. This indicates Senku received them during Christmas. Which means... Christmas is a sentimental day to Senku and his father. An anniversary of Senku receiving his Christmas presents from Byakuya, which led to his deeper dive into his science obsession. The beginning of it all, one would say.
And even though he's dead and buried, Byakuya never stops giving. He gives Senku the Ishigami village to provide Senku with allies. He gives Senku Lillian's music, because he believes in the light of music and understands the importance of media to society. He collects platinum till his last breath, because he believes that Senku will need it someday. Byakuya keeps on giving to Senku, because his love for his son is so huge and unconditional. And because he promised.

Surely, there is no greater love in the manga than Byakuya's love for his son and Senku's love for his father. Byakuya could easily win ten billion best father awards... well, not like there's much competition for that in shounen mangas.
#wrote this at 7am and went back to sleep immediately#and now that im wide awake again and rereading it it isnt that bad so erm ok hit post!#anyways i just rly rly rly love senkus and byakuyas relationship ok#the times ive cried for dr stone? ALWAYS FOR THEM#byakuya collecting platinum moment and dying...#i have lots of thoughts abt senku and byakuya and senkus love for his dad#the way the manga ended... it rly shows how senku is still always thinking abt his dad first and foremost#the love of a parent and how their children will always be just a little kid to them...#lots of ellipsis in these tags lmao#theres actually even more moments of senku giving stuff to others ofc#like giving tsukasa literal LIFE and the camera to minami yada yada#but yea i think these points r enough to show that senku rly invents things for ppl to show affection#like sure he enjoys creating science shit#but he also cares abt them and it's why he does it#i would say that gift giving is his love language or whatever#but ive heard that that love language stuff is bs so idk anymore#ask gen abt mentalism lore not me#wait no even if it was bs gen would not care and would have it in his psychology book#it's senku who would get triggered methinks#anyways lets just assume it's not bs and well#theres that thing where u make another person feel appreciated not based on ur own love language but based on THEIR love language#so like for example to make senku feel loved u should give him presents#and so far i think ive noticed three ppl doing this...? byakuya yuzuriha and gen#maybe theres more but i cant think of anyone else now#well might make another post in the future on this idk. or ill just reblog this one to continue#senku ishigami#byakuya ishigami#dr stone#dcst#long post
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Ok I caved and ordered the TK perfume too
#plus 2 others that i thought would be good#the 3 bottles for free shipping got me#R's personal stuff
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So while poking around my student loan servicer's dumb website looking for documents I stumbled across the fact that they think I owe $17.93 in eleven years.
I can't take any of this seriously anymore dear Lord
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me (over explaining): Look man, I’m cropping my shirts in like a…Bill & Ted way, not a gay way
my friend: Dude that’s the same thing

#bill and ted#personal stuff#80s movies#look I’m not very tall ok half my shirts r too long I have no choice basically ok#anyhow#I reckon if folks think I’m gay even when I’m dressed as bland and square as I can be#then there’s no point in dressin boring. like they think I’m gay either way I may as well be hot abt it yk
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saying this as respectfully as possible but. Do not put fandom content creators on a pedestal. We are also just fans contributing to a community just as you are. We have boundary on our own work and that’s it. What I say is not and should not be considered sth the whole fandom should listen to. I’m just a normal ass person ranting about things on my blog. If it does not have a fandom tag for others to engage in, do not make it out to be me trying to start fights or addressing the whole community. Because it’s not.
I’ve said it before and I will say it again, my art, my lore talk, is biased. I’ve never tried to hide that I view Marika a certain way and will always develop my theory following that base assumption.
Aside from translation stuffs and pointing out in-game items, everything else I say you can look at it, agree or disagree, and move on to form your own opinions. Just because I draw stuffs doesn’t mean you get to saddle me with responsibilities about managing fandom expectations. What the hell? I’m a fan artist, I’m the last person who you should look at for “leaderism” (?) WHAT?
I can and will be a hater in my own space, like I know sometimes other artists will just post their stuffs and not engage too heavily with fandom, and for a while I did try to do that here (because I’m already a dramatic ass on twitter), that’s just not me though.
You will get art and you will get my opinions as well.

#asking ppl to [celebrate different takes] is... WHAT?#different takes as in well I think she likes apples and you think she likes grapes. yeah that’s some fun discussion to be have#but different takes as in the fundamental of a character’s drive and personality??? NO#let’s put that down very clear here#I can still read fics where Marika is cold and calculate and manipulative as long as I can see there’re layers to it and the author#set it up in a way that I can see they got her backstory and build those layers based on that#and then there are ppl who literally only portray her as omg evil girlboss 101 let’s blame everything on this cardboard character#then I click back.#and there r ppl who might not vibe with how i portray her and they can ignore me. THAT'S OK TOO. we r in our own space.#it’s as simple as that!#ever since the dlc is out i literally could see the amount of ppl blocking me go up and im just “ok” because i do go around muting ppl too.#that's normal fandom space managing experience. pls do that#lore discussion is for ppl to engage in so u say ur piece i say mine and we can continue or not depending on situation#but FANWORK? leave each other alone or be a hater in ur own space ok?#personal#also where are these ppl who have been defending Marika at... because if u exclude me#and some others i can count on one hand. where are these ppl?#ppl saying headass stuffs about the HS aren't even Marika fans or engage too much in fandom to begin with#meanwhile u can't even find one youtube lore essay that says anything good about her#ppl are even trying to give Messmer's mother position to GEQ for no goddamn reason#like where is this overwhelming support for Marika at cuz as the active Marika stan around im not seeing it
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rtd mirroring his original run in new and exciting ways like uhhh treating belinda with even less care than martha
#text tag#dw spoilers#when the companion is so badly written ppl r theorising shes not rlly her just to make it make sense ksjsjhdkajsl#GOD.#listen to me listen. I DONT MEAN BELINDA IS HAVING A WORSE TIME THAN MARTHA IN WORLD#I MEAN IN THE WRITING#at least martha got to actually do stuff and have consistent traits and personality
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Been playing a pokemon moon soul link nuzlocke with @silverbreeze424 and of course as the seal guy I had to pick the sea lion/seal starter r you kidding ?? Anyways loved this doodle page of Delphy sooo much I decided to color and post it <3
#cal draws#pokemon#pokemon sun and pokemon moon#pkmn sun and moon#pkmnart#popplio#brionne#pokemon fanart#pkmn fanart#nuzlocke challenge#soul link#been naming all my pokemon after astronomy stuff namely constellations so far#so dephine is named after delphinus#Cayenne is silver's starter which was a litten now torracat#i do like the popplio line but brionne always felt a little off to me idk#so i had fun putting my own spin on it#the big floppy ears r specifically a delphy thing !! she just has em hehe#this is less a straight up Brionne design and more. a personalized version of a specific pokemon#like i wouldnt draw all brionne like this jusy delphy#THIS NUZLOCKE HAS BEEN DEVASTATING SO FAR. BTW .#we lost two pairs in one day . still have not emotionally recovered#been drawing both our teams btws . so im extra attached
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I got some questions if that’s ok? lol
1: has Thad ever admitted his feelings to Kon? (Probably not lol)
2: let’s say Thad does, what’s Kon’s reaction?
3: got any headcanons/triva stuff for Thad?
4: what about Bart?
oh boy ill do my best to give decent answers!
1: hmm i think it would depend on the circumstances? but overall ur right probably not haha. Thad navigating new and terrifying relationships in an absurdly neurotic and dramatic way is one of my favourite avenues to take his character so if he ever DID it would have to be extremely embarrassing for everyone involved
2: ppl may have gathered im a big fan of unrequited/onesided romance lmao so 90% of the time id say Kon tries to let him down easy
3: ohh Thad headcanons...
i mean piggybacking off of the konthad discussion i do think of Thad having a crush on Kon as a very puppy love/hero worship kind of crush. like i can't really see them in a real relationship bc im too attached to Thad putting Kon on a pedestal lmaoo. like here's this guy who is also a clone but still has his own identity/life/friends/interests outside of Clark and yet also has an amicable relationship with the guy and his family! it's all Thad has ever wanted!!! and with the rose-coloured lenses on he doesn't clock all the ways Kon actually really struggles with basically all those things.
yall already know abt my goth Thad propaganda which is based on very little except that he'd likely want to differentiate himself from Bart's appearance and a vibe that he's naturally drawn to a darker/edgier aesthetic (based on his palette-swapped black Impulse suit and the needlessly dramatic cloak and the look CRAYDL goes for when they inhabit the technoplasm monster)
^this is a little in conflict with another canon-adjacent headcanon which is Thad's hyperactive level of social awareness. i do think he wants most people to like him unless he's deemed them an enemy, so he fronts a very amicable sociable young man when he's around strangers or people he wants to impress. im reconciling it with the countercultural goth aesthetic by saying he can contain multitudes :P (also i think of Thad as having a delightfully dialectical brain that both desperately wants to be unique and special but also instinctively tries to comply with societal expectations)
not based in canon at all but i think he should be into the kinds of animals people find weird/gross/strange. #1 rat/snake/spider/insect defender he should have a pet snake named cornwallace or something.
4: aand Bart headcanons!
i really like how into video games he is especially in his solo and i would love to see that explored more as a genuine special interest. he tops speedrunning leaderboards and finds the insane easter eggs and secrets. his username (which is either his full legal name or an inscrutable series of numbers and letters no inbetween) becomes infamous in several online circles. ppl beg him to start streaming but Bart doesn't care he's in it for the love of the game
i really enjoy Bart having an eclectic aesthetic big fan of the grunge skater stuff he was wearing in the 90s and in sprinkles throughout the 2000s. one thing abt modern comics that makes me a lil sad is how everyone seems to have the same general sense of style :( (which is more a fault of tight deadlines and lack of characterization rather than the fault of the artists lbr)
the man strikes me as a collectibles guy he likes the fun of tracking down rare trading cards/action figures/etc and the satisfaction of a complete set. i think he would use facebook marketplace worldwide and have endless frustrations trying to communicate with the sellers
i want his having read a whole library to actually have an impact on things so i do think he has a grasp on most latin alphabet languages (having read every X to english dictionary) so his vocabulary is awesome but his grammar and accent are Trash (like he can read signage but struggles to hold a coherent conversation)
#asks#pin-crusher2000#ty for the questions this was fun#headcanons r hard sometimes bc i like having a canon basis as a sort of bungee cord to characterization#and i want there to be evidence for my claims!! u know#but a lot of my thad stuff is solidly in the realm of headcanon 4 me just based on how i personally view his character#bc the man never actually GOT a redemption arc so he requires a little imagination when cast as a semi-adjusted ally
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I bought one of those sticker journals where your stickers are still moveable and I'm having so much fun with it 😁
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mbti types as sports
enfj, infj: swimming, ice hockey, figure skating
enfp, infp: pickleball, bowling, roller skating
intp, entp: e-sports ☠️, chess ☠️, fencing, debate ☠️
esfj, isfj: badminton, tennis, volleyball
esfp, isfp: cheerleading, dance, beach volleyball, surfing
istj, intj: archery, golf, rock climbing
entj, estj: triatholon, rugby, american football 😏
estp, istp: bungee jumping, f-1, basketball, soccer, track, snowboarding
#of course estp and istp have the most ;)#istj and intj r the coolest#infj#isfp#entp#intp#entj#intj#esfj#istp#istj#estj#esfp#enfp#intp personality#intp memes#intp stuff#entp life#entp personality#entp things#entp memes#infp personality#mbti infp#infp life#mbti personalities#mbti#mbti memes
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