#Probaby because this blog is new

[gigawatt-smile]

My bed broke (don't worry) so im clearing out my room and i really don't want to so if anyone wants to send in asks to help me procrastinate please do i cam draw you lockwood & co cats or something

[mammameesh]

5, 4, 3, 2, 1

Rules: post the top 5 works you’re most proud of that you released in 2022 (not necessarily your most popular), your top 4 current WIPs that you’re excited to release in the new year, your top 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year, your top 2 resolutions (ways you wish to improve your writing/blog) for the new year, and your number 1 favorite line you’ve written this year!

Tagged by @lizzie-bennetdarcy I'm in a funk today so MAYBE this will help?

5 works (in no particular order)

Kinktober 2022 This was my 2nd "fic" in the SC fandom. I wrote it to prove I could write it? I did SO much research on this series in a very short amount of time. YAY For hyperfixation!

Not like a "Sleepover" Sleepover I think this fic will always be special to me because it's my first in the SC fandom.

Trunk or Treat I really just wanted to make a cheesy Halloween fic because I don't watch horror, and horror is hard for me to write. People loved me including Teal Pumpkin and Friends: That is LITERALLY part of my everyday (or every year) life. It's had to put into words how encouraging that is?

Boxing Day Texts I started writing Ruth, and then really liked writing Ruth?

Underwater This is the Patrick Drabble that got away. Patrick has been 'sitting' with me lately, telling me to be brave. Until then, I thought I would tell his 'orgin' story the way I saw it. Underwater flows (XD) nicely into two Wips in that series.

Shake it Off and (probaby) Edge of Midnight. That's all I can give you on those for now.

Five Nights at Rays and One day away. Someone tell this fic to write itself. I actually do think I know what happens in the last chapter. I also started writing it M and then was like Explicit that.

A grinder/crack fic?

MAYBE one Autistic fic. I feel like I need someone to hold my hand for that to happen because writing is typically my escape.

Three big improvements?

I can now write a drabble in about 100 words

I think its getting easier to write Alexis/Moira ?

It's getting (easier) to write poetically?

Two Resolutions

Write in one tense, please?

Write one multi chaptered fic

One Line. Why does it have to be one? Here's one that is on my mind right now.

Bravery is its own reward.

I never know who to tag on these things @tyfinn, @apothecarose, @carolrain, @beaiola, @statueinthestone if you want to play or just tag me because then I can go back and read your fics XD

[cassifictional]

Something of mine - Sevika x reader

Sfw, 500-ish words, g/n reader.

Since I'm still having issues with posting on my other blog @cassifiction and not a lot of people saw the bigger post this little fic was part of, I'm posting it seperately on here. Just so I can test a few things and have something to post on this new blog. I'll probably post the other fics seperately too. Please enjoy <3

Past midnight, the only sounds echoing through your apartment were your own footsteps. It had been a long night, a fun one spent catching up with your closest friends. Knowing that your girlfriend was likely already sound asleep, you tried to be as quiet as possible as you kicked off your shoes. With it being so late, you decided to just go straight to bed instead of taking a shower first. The noise might wake up Sevika and you knew all too well how groggy she could be when you would wake her up at the wrong time. But you were also pretty sure she wouldn’t object to some cuddles after a long day.

As you approached the bedroom, you noticed a dim light shinining from underneath the door. Was she still awake? You slowly pushed open the door and saw Sevika sitting in your bed. One of the nightlights was switched on and illuminated a book in her hands. A familiar looking bookmark was sticking out from in between the pages. An empty glass on the nightstand indicated she had been there a while already.

“Is that mine?” you asked, inquisitively.

Sevika looked up at you, almost seeming surprised. It looked like she hadn’t heard you approach the bedroom.

“It is.” she replied, glancing back down at the book as she picked up a piece of paper from the nightstand and placed it in between the pages. She closed the book, which now had two bookmarks in it, and put it down beside her empty glass.

“I saw you reading it yesterday. Could barely get your attention, you were so absorbed in it.” she smirked.

“Yeah, it’s really good.” you smiled, trying to hide a blush. Talking about your special interests sometimes got you a little flustered.

“Thought I’d give it a shot. Maybe we could talk about it together.” Sevika patted the empty spot beside her. “But not now, it’s late. Get in here.”

You happily obliged, crawling into bed beside her and wrapping yourself up in the sheets. They smelled like her, a scent that you grew to love a little more with each passing day. Sevika wrapped a strong arm around you, pulling you close to her pleasantly warm body. She briefly ran her hand through your hair, sending shivers up your spine. As she did, you traced the blue scars on her neck with your fingers before nuzzling your head in the crook of her neck. Within minutes, you could feel her drifting off to sleep.

“Why were you still up if you’re so tired?” you mumbled into her neck.

“I like to be awake when you get home.” she said, half whispering, sounding so sleepy. “I sleep better when I know you’re well and you’re here.”

“That’s so sweet.” you cooed. “I’m here. Let’s sleep.”

She pulled you in a little bit closer, softly squeezing your shoulder with her hand.

“I’m glad. Good night."

[vivillabean]

Congrats on the blog! And good luck on future asks and content! My request is kind of an odd one the headcanons of how the mercs smell has always caught my attention, especially sniper because of the whole.. Jerate thing, but, I can't really smell anything. And even if I can get a whiff of something its rarely strong enough to notice. Which kind of made me wonder if anyone (specifically sniper or medic) would react to a crush / s/o who doesn't mind smells, only to learn they can't smell at all

AAA my first request, thank you so much !! I hope this will satisfy. :>

Scout :

To be honest I feel like he would smell like strong cologne all the time.

Scout tries to cover up any icky smell he may have or simply to impress his s/o, hehe.

He would be hanging with his s/o one night and just randomly say, " Ay babe, smell me, I smell so fricken good, you'll love it. " Only to find out they can't even smell ...

Pretty shocked at first, honestly, but doesn't mind it. He actually likes that because now he doesn't have to douse himself with half of his cologne !

Or maybe he still will, who knows.

Soldier :

Ah, okay hear me out ... Honey and cedarwood. Honey because, well, iykyk !

His s/o hugs him and he mentions something about him covering himself yet again with honey, probably promts a question if they can smell it on him.

To his surprise, they can't !

" WHAT IN THE 13 STATES OF AMERICA DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T SMELL IT "

Just like Scout, he wouldn't mind all that much. At least his s/o wouldn't be able to smell the awful scent of constant fumes of his rockets embedded in his clothes.

Pyro :

Sweet like candy ! But also like a campfire.

I mean c'mon, Pyro blows fire around all day ! And tbh, loves sweets like lollipops and cotton candy. Just make sense. I feel like Pyro would love scented candles as well.

Perhaps one day the Pyro wants his s/o to smell a certain candle they purchased and to see if they liked it enough for Pyro to light it.

They're s/o tells them they aren't able to smell it. Pyro is shocked !

Feels sad for they're s/o because they wouldn't be able to smell any of their scented candles or anything, really. But you can bet Pyro is super supportive and understanding.

Demoman :

Alcohol. Maybe sulfur. An awful mixure to say the least.

Luckily his s/o can't smell it on him !

He doesn't bring it up, probaby because he's too drunk to even think about it.

He's so happy that smell isn't a hig deal to his s/o. Despite his smell he can hug then freely without worrying. Also smooches !

Heavy :

Definitely smells like fresh laundry.

I feel like he wears the most clean stuff out of everyone, good hygiene for sure.

He's always so warm as well and his s/o always knows when he puts on a fresh new shirt. They wanna smell so BAD. WHAT DOES HE SMELL LIKE ?

Engineer :

He smells like metal and sandalwood ! (Wood smells are so good.)

Metal is a pretty strong smell, kinda icky and he knows this. So, he was pretty worried about his smell whenever he vists his s/o.

One time he mentions it to them, and was so relieved when they said they couldn't smell it - or anything !

" I'm sorry about the ... Smell of metal, darlin'. "

" Huh ? Oh, guess I should tell you I can't smell. "

But he loves them all the same.

Medic :

Smells like steel medical tools and the doctors office, lol.

It doesn't bother him, obviously , he's nose-blind to his own smell.

Wasn't worried about his s/o's reaction to his smell, they knew he worked in his lab/med-bay all the time so it was bound to happen.

Oh. His s/o can't even smell, period ?

Aight that's cool. Crazy doktor loves them anyway ! It's probably better that way so they won't be able to smell the blood on his clothes after an experiment.

Honestly quite fascinated that they are unable to smell ! Perhaps does some research on them.

Sniper :

He smells like jera - He smells like coffee beans and cinnamon.

He's got a very sweet spice smell to him that smells wonderful. Like a pancake house or something.

Never bothered with his smell, nor did he care if his s/o could smell it. He smelt nice, afterall.

Finds out his s/o can't smell, sorta feels bad for them but hey.

That's not gonna stop him from loving them just the way they are.

Spy :

Cigarettes and cologne. I know we all know that's what our Frenchman would smell like

Like Medic, he went nose-blind with smelling like smoke. Never was bothered when he did smell it, only because he was used to it.

Figured his s/o couldn't smell it, but he also thought maybe they just weren't bothered by it at all.

Either way, he doesn't mind that they can't smell. He's also quite interested in how that works - not in a mean way, just very curious.

[mifeeey]

Stosuh Fanfiction 2: Electric Bogaloo

Some more Stosuh Fanfiction I like, some of them are really new, I obsessively check Ao3 everyday for new food at this point and it’s kinda scaring me. Also @death-ismyspiritanimal seemed pretty desperate so I guess I’ll just share some more?

Enjoy!

A Troublemakers Guide To East Avenue High by ArchiveResponcibly

(There’s no actual summary so I’ll just take the Prologue since it fits quite well as one)

 Welcome to A Troublemakers Guide To East Avenue High, explaining the ins and outs of highschool since five seconds ago. Honestly, the first thing that anyone planning on getting in trouble needs to know is that the teachers are strict and the detention monitor is not.

 The second thing troublemakers-to-be need to know is how to use this book. From all we can tell, we seem to be marked as gods. We are the rulers of this book, so to speak. Truthfully, we’re good with that.

 If you are reading this, then you probably know one of the second group, hellsmen. (or are one yourself, but whatever). They (or you) have access to the complete guide.

 The last group my fellow gods are making me mention are the disciples. They are well known around the school. You’ll probably hear about the (currently) six of them soon enough. Talk to them if you want to speak to the gods.

 Read on, read on, dear troublemakers.

Movie nights with a little bit of Love by GoldenOak

!WARNING! Some “Annabelle” and “Bird Box” Spoilers, Hickeys

Ann, Daniel, Jay, Hosuh and Stephen had a little movie night. After the movie, Stephen invited Hosuh to come watch some more in his room, but it all escalades when Stephen accidentally blurts out the words 'I love you'.

What You Do by trashyouknowandlove (On Wattpad)

Hosuh has to deal with a family that pressures him 24/7. He got a B? Could've gotten an A. Got an A? Could've gotten an A plus. Saved a literal person? They had a scratch! You could've saved them the hurt!

Stephen has a stressful life, in middle school he accidently broke a guys arm when it wasn't even his fault, now he's considered the dangerous bully. But really the poor guy takes care of his two little brothers and sister.

What happens when Hosuh is done with the families bickering and goes to knock on his best friends door in the middle of the night, but accidently knocks on Stephens?

Mmm Hosuh by kitsukifox (On Instagram)

!WARNING! This is on Instagram, told over several posts, so you may need an account; Trigger Warnings: Child Abuse, Heavy Angst, Blood, Detailed retelling of a murder

Hosuh is afraid to meet his Ex at a party again after he broke up with her with a lie, saying he was gay. So Stephen stays to sooth his worries. But in the end Hosuh is the one who ends up talking Stephen through a mental breakdown in the bathroom.

And now a current fav that made me become a diabetic:

Worlds Apart by midnight_laugh

"You again, Hosuh Leblanc." "Yeah, it's me."

A Danplan story.

This is a Highschool AU where Stephen is the leader of one of the sector's biggest gangs. He attends a pretty prestigious upper-class school. Hosuh, an openly gay student, also studies at the same high school.

I’ll probably be posting new recommendations when I find some new faves, so you’ll have to be patient until then :)

Enjoy your Food, Fanplan!

(Also I’ll probaby make a Fanplan Blog soon to post some more DanPlan related stuff, because I’ve found my new home in this fandom :D)

[genderplanet]

Went trough old photos and by old I mean like 1 to 3 years old. Things I’ve found:

a drawing of my oc by someone who’s drawing transphobic art and I think incest and a bit of furry, should have known because of the legs they drew on my charater.... (it was a request from iScribble, we used to draw requests DAILY for like personally 3 years until my new laptop decided not to work with the site anymore which was uh??? 5 years ago lol so anyway it was a random exchnage of art but I saw their art like a month ago on Steven Universe tag and they drew some gem character with..........certain proportions, certain features and just literal fetish babey!!!)

a logo I tried to make for my ex for their music files I guess? lmao that red water still pops lmao

a photoset I was stupposed to post to Lithuanian meme blog about this one singer lmao

a picture of my first failed test in college!

a folder with  probaby over 30 .txt files with tumblr themes I’ve saved before

a photo of my oil painting of Sasuke

 A WHOLE ESSAY FOR A FRIEND BY A FRIEND ON WHAT IT MEANS TO BE GOPNIK WITH LITERARUTE EXAMPLES N SHIT LMFAOOOOOO sadly it’s in lithuanian so i cannot share and I think i was supposed not to share it with anyone so i will probbaly not but like it’s so fucking funny 

[finewalls]

Hello yall! Okay so since 2018 wasn’t the best year for me, it did in fact suck a lot, I wanted to thank the people who actually made it so much better just by posting pics or shitposts on tumblr, for screaming with me about larry and spearing love.. you guys honestly don’t know how much better my life is because of yall.  🤙

This is probaby gonna be sappy but here we go..

I actually joined tumblr fandom this year made this specific blog only in July. (Why the fuck didn’t I join tumblr sooner?? Can you believe I used to be in ig fandom ew). Anyway, best decision ever since I actually got to interact with so many amazing people and I want to thank you all!!  ♡

(I was gonna make a ‘keep reading’ link here but tumblr is being dumb and it’s not working so you all need to scroll through this whole post I’m sorry)

First thanks goes to my very first mutal I made made with this blog: @harry20gayteen thank you for listening to my love life problems and friendship drama and answering my random asks. Seeing you on my dash always makes me smile and the way you key smash in your tags always lifts my mood. You truly are a ray of sunshine!  💖💛💜

Thank you Jordan for screaming at my edits @rbbsbb you make me want to create more bc of your enthusiasm!! Also keep on writing I live for it. You can still have my limbs if you need them..  ❣️❣️

Thank you @summerbutterflies for helping me find and actually sending me that one fic that was deleted and being so sweet all the time! Wish we could talk more!!  💗

Big thank you for @alwaysxyou bc you helped me come out to my parents. I asked for your advice on anon bc I’m a pussy, but now I really want to thank you for the courage you gave me!!  🌈  ♡ ♡

Then thank you to my cowboys for letting me scream in the gc: @lezzielarrie @greeneyedlarrie @osteoporosisharry @creamcoffeelou @rbbsbb

You lot honestly don’t know how much better you make my days just by saying hdghfg in the chat every now and then  🤠❣️❣️

Thank you @domestic-harry for jands? and giving me a place to scream about fics and other stuff with @sugarbbharry @crinkle-eyed-boo @bluegrassdirection @aimhstylinson @coffeelouis @ifiwerefearless @greeneyedlarrie @genderblinditemlives @emcd2 @alliwantsomuch @hazzardstyles @akingbesideyou @dancingwiththedaffodilss @lou-is-stilltheone @maryhavo @flamboyantdaddy @glitterguccistyles 

I love you all!! Thank you for all the fic recs and cat pics!  😻😻💛

Big big thank you to all of the yana gc!! Yall are my safe place and I feel so blessed to be part of that.. Letting me vent and spearing so much love all around makes me so soft every time so thank you: @truly-madly-larrie @hazzaskilt @harrynostril @theyvcuddle @hlstagram @ivegottomakeanimpressiondarling @shpevrythng @sassysunandmoon @lacuerdaplanetaria @harrysnowwhitestyles @sparklehiddies @inspiredbylouis @jennwfm @babypeachlt heart eyes all around!  💕💕💕

Then I have mutals that I haven’t really talked with much but every time I see them in my notes or just in my dash I just smile. Like you have no idea how much better you are making my life even though you don’t really know me at all. Everyone here is so nice and I love the community I’m part of here so thank you for making amazing posts and brightening my day: @louisfreckles @lgbtqialiam @cuddlesftkissy @cloudshl @tomlinsontbh @curlyhairedprince @treatpeoplewiithkiindness @peaceflagharry @ot5stan @alwaysxyou   💙💚 💙💚

There’s probably a million more to thank and I’m sorry if I forgot someone (I’m speed posting cuz this year is almost over or it is already over in like Australia and yeah sorry fhgj)

Also I need to thank Louis, Harry, Niall, Liam and Zayn because with out them I wouldn’t have found these people and tbh I probably wouldn’t even still be here doing this post. These guys saved my life.  🖤

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! LOVE ALL AROUND!!

Here’s to 2019, may it be the best to all!

(I forgot to thank my sister @shinecloudi I do love you and you are the best)

[byeolhyesisi]

heyheyyy we're moots (altho we haven't had the chance to interact as muchhh) but I'm doing anon bcs... just bcs 🤡

ok so pretend I'm completely new to ur blog, what's the first fic you'd recommend me to read?

ps. I think you're a cutie ehe

YOU SAYING IM A CUTIE MEANS YOU'RE PROBABLY FROM KFLIXNET or you're just saying that because of how i type but ajwnsus thank you

If i were to recommend a fic I'll go with DEAR J. and probaby London as well? Idk i just feel like i wrote them well???? akwjaiajwj i can also suggest Can't Stop Love but that's only a drabble and y'all might be underwhelmed or smth akanshdhsjajs (however it is also my favourite fic)

[glitched-reflections-blog]

Hacker Matsu Headcanons

It baffles me that there's very little Hacker Matsus content on here... So allow me to contribute! I might also be a bit biased considering I preordered their merch (like my Hacker!Ichi phone case I got last week that I love dearly). These headcanons got a little out of hand so this post is a tad long.

All Matsus

- In this AU, they're just as likely to not to go out looking for jobs. Not because of laziness, but due to being awkward shut ins figuratively trapped within their computer screens. They still go out into the city for errands sometimes.

- Each of the brothers have their own desktop that they decorate according to their tastes. It's rather easy to tell whose setup is whose from a glance.

- Prone to being forgetful about basic needs such as eating. Hey, we've all been there, right? They're lucky to have a caring mother to remind them every now and then. She even installed alarms with helpful messages that are often... shut off and forgotten, as is tradition with anyone who uses them.

- True to their nature as computer enthusiasts, they would much rather rely on powerful hardware they can mod at any time over flimsy laptops that are catered for people who seek convenience rather than strong performance.

- ...That's what they want you to believe, but sometimes when you need some well deserved "privacy", a laptop gets the job done. Moving a tower along with your screen to another room is more trouble than it's worth.

OSMT

- Probably the least interested in learning how to hack but what he does know, he does extremely well. He's not very serious about it. The potential is there though.

- Refuses to pay for quality porn and has a whole database dedicated to falsified information such as credit card accounts, emails, and physical addresses. Uses these for online shopping as well.

- Oso's desktop is the sloppiest. Mountains of beer cans, empty chip bags, candy wrappers are piled on top with reckless abandon. The only thing that's clearly visible is a small calendar with women in various styles of lingerie. Todomatsu doesn't understand the need for it - the date's already there on the bottom right!

- Several attempts were made to date people online using matchup sites but his overall writing ability and photoshopped pictures were never well received. Naturally, he keeps getting banned over and over. This is the main cause for his numerous email accounts.

- Knows every single one of his brother's passwords and can bypass their security protocols. He leaves them surprises that range from replacing their wallpapers to embarrassing candid pictures or jumpscare videos when clicking a certain file.

KRMT

- Relishes in customizing his equipment. There are glowing, sparkling lights emanating from his tower that serve no purpose whatsoever. His keyboard is covered with a tacky blue flame skin that he likes to pretend is caused by his "fingers being so fast that it leaves a blazing trail".

- At one point, when you opened the CD drive, it used to play a random sound file of his own voice. Jyushimatsu broke it once from having it open continuously by button mashing. It was fixed by a begrudging Ichi who unceremoniously replaced it with an out of tune rendition of Shooting Stars by Bag Raiders.

- Likes to create his own viruses in hopes of becoming famous on the internet. They've all failed except for one: malware that causes one's computer to just display Karamatsu's face on your screen, with the option to buy one of his painful shirts. Buying does nothing to get rid of it.

- Kara owns illegally downloaded synthesizer programs. Has an extensive library of remixed music and original content.

CRMT

- Out of all the brothers, this is one hacker you should not mess with. He has every single tool imaginable at his disposal and his knowledge of them is unparalleled.

- However, Choromatsu dreams of being hired as a proud white hat hacker one day and to be recognized by a bigwig company.

- Unfortunately, he spends most of his days cheating in his favourite MMOs. He loves exploiting in game currency and dominating level rankings. Not averse to hate messages from fellow players. Lucky for Choro, he can just delete their accounts if they get on his last nerve.

- His desktop is plain but clean. It's the largest in the room, to compensate for his two high definition monitors surrounded with idol merchandise steadily amassing around them. There are countless books stacked next to his chair.

- The third brother's rival is his eldest brother, who chastises him for not taking consideration in his hacking because he secretly admires his hidden expertise.

ICMT

- Similar to Osomatsu, he only joined their destructive antics to fit in and doesn't care much about the hobby.

- More of a traditional user that surfs incognito on the web. He's good at hiding his tracks.

- Uses his hacking to target individuals and organizations that are not above endorsing animal cruelty for their selfish gains. If Ichimatsu has his eyes on you, be prepared for a life of absolute hell. He is merciless in his methods. Good luck shaking him off. You probaby will never see the end of your nightmare.

- Quite talented with a tablet and uploads his work to dedicated art websites. Never interacts with his fans but appreciates their feedback.

- Always has a cat on his lap. Or several. They love stepping all over his keyboard, shutting his computer down, and knocking off his knick knacks onto the floor in an effort to win his undivided attention. He'll usually give up and lay on the floor with his feline friends.

- The sextuplets have designated him as their personal resident computer technician because he knows his way around their parts along with their individual functions. Makes his repairs on Karamatsu's exceptionally faulty on purpose.

JSMT

- Loves playing FPS games and anything that can be modded for his own amusement. The master at finding game breaking bugs. Quite a few well known game developers have approached him for testing that he simply does for free. It's not as if he finds bugs on purpose!

- Most likely to burst out laughing by himself at a funny meme or video. He'll instantly message his brothers on Skype to send them the links even if they're two feet away.

- Big screen for watching the good ol' baseball game. The size makes his eyes cross-eyed.

- Hijacked a news site with Ichimatsu's help to make his own article detailing the cuteness of harp seals and the importance of wild animal conservation in Japan. There's an abundant use of caps lock and exclamation points.

- Jyushi doesn't spend his days inside the house as much as the rest do. Staying fit is still a crucial aspect of his life. If he wasn't so bent on becoming a baseball player, his brothers would most likely never see the light of day - he forcefully drags them outside for fresh air when he thinks they need it.

- Loves spinning on his computer chair.

TDMT

- It's not hard to imagine Totty as anything but a social media expert. He is on every popular website available, his cute and sly face everywhere you look.

- Blogs about multiple subjects to expand his horizons. His favourite is his photography blog that is updated on a daily basis. He specializes in countryside landscapes and food pictures. Of course, his selfies make their way on there too...

- Has the means to destroy your hard earned online reputation should you think of crossing him. Stay on his good side and he might let it slide. Emphasis on the word might. He's capable of tapping into your cellphone to edit information, including abuse of paid services to rack up your bills to dizzying numbers.

- A part-time graphic designer who created the Matsuno Brothers Cyber Hacking Project logo and its overall aesthetic. It's thanks to Todomatsu that they all have stylish sweaters to show off.

- The second most secretive of his hacker identity next to Ichi. His reasons differ in that he hides it to protect his social standing within his circle of real life acquaintances.

[womenofcolor15]

Best Friend Of Black Ink’s Ryan Henry Accuses Him Of Sleeping With His Son’s Mom While He Was Battling Cancer, Says It Caused Him To Overdose

  ”Black Ink Crew: Chicago” star Ryan Henry is being accused by his best friend, Anthony Lindsey, of sleeping with his son’s mother while he was battling cancer– allegedly causing him to overdose. Sheesh. More inside…

“Black Ink Crew: Chicago” star Ryan Henry is being accused of being the ultimate f*ck boi.

Ryan’s best friend, Anthony Lindsey, has accused the reality star of sleeping with his son’s mother, Nina, while he was battling cancer. Damn! That’s so grossly savage, especially since Anthony, Ryan and their families were all smiles on a boat a few weeks ago.

Letting the world know about the ultimate betrayal, Anthony hopped on Instagram to share a series of posts that called out his best friend for stabbing him in the back. Anthony said he’s no longer friends with Ryan after he found out about his son’s mother sleeping with his best friend via her text messages. The news hit him so hard, he claims to have overdosed.

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                  This Nigga threatens to kill me over fucking my sons mother, because I told Rachel! He thinks I want sympathy for the internet. Nah Nigga people need to know the truth. I can’t tag Nina. She blocked me lol

A post shared by ANTHONY LINDSEY (@theanthonylindsey) on Oct 11, 2020 at 12:25pm PDT

“I found out last week via my son’s mother text. That her and Ryan my best friend and father to my God son has been f*cking each other,” he wrote. “It took so much of a toll I ended up over dosing last week,” he shared.

”Do I want to kill myself no, the overwhelming pain and me being distraught led me down a path I had never faced. Being that yesterday was mental health day I decided to share this,” he said in a post where he tagged several blogs AND Ryan.

”They did this to me while I fought cancer. I’m broken, hurt, confused and so many other things,” he continued.

In the caption of the tell-all post, he said Ryan threatened to kill him for telling Rachel (Ryan’s son’s mother) about the affair. He tagged Ryan in the post, but he couldn’t tag his son’s mother Nina, since she blocked him.

”This N*gga threatens to kill me over f*cking my sons mother, because I told Rachel! He thinks I want sympathy for the internet. Nah N*gga people need to know the truth. I can’t tag Nina. She blocked me lol

He was also responding to people in his IG comments who questioned his accusations:

  Lawd! We hope this is just a misunderstanding but..... it probaby isn't.  This is some grimy, guttersnipe ish, if not!

In a recent IG Live post, Ryan said he didn’t threatened anyone.

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                  #PressPlay: #Roommates, #RyanHenry went live and let his fans know it’s a lot that they don’t know about the allegations his friend made about him . (SWIPE for previous posts)

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Before that, he shared this vague post that seemingly responded to Anthony’s entanglement claims. He shared a video of himself turning up in the club with the caption, “That b***h can f**k me and bruh we will neva Eva have an issue.”

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                  #PressPlay: #RyanHenry posted an interesting video amid allegations of him having a sexual relationship with his god son’s mother! (SWIPE to catch up on the tea!)—Visit our Ig story to see who the alleged other woman is!!

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Before all of the drama, Ryan & Anthony had a close bond. Again, they are the god fathers of each other’s children:

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                  This 1st pic sums up my relationship with these two for over a decade. We fight, we cry, we laugh most importantly we love each other. We even go without talking for period of times but the love always bring us back! To my son’s God Parents I want to let you know I love you both. I love your kids like my own. #FAMILY

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  And while Anthony confirmed he and his son’s mother were no longer in a relationship, it’s still f*cked up Ryan would sleep with her:

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                  “It didn't work out with me an your mom But yo, push come to shove You was conceived in love So if the world attacks, and you slide off track Remember one fact, I got your back” When you have a child by someone that person becomes your family. For life. Your friends and family don’t have to understand it. Fuck them. The child is all that matters. Every child needs to see their parents be able to function in the same environment. They also deserve to share moments with both parents. If the person you’re dating can’t honor that, fuck them too. They’re not for you. @glacier____

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Gotta keep your grass cut low, so the snakes will show.

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[meginoi]

All the numbers

Challenge Accepted, anon. You asked, i answered 

1:Full name - Meg (i’m not putting my last name)

2:Zodiac sign - Aires

3:3 fears - Insects, loneliness, the dark

4:3 things I love - Youtube, my friends, Netflix

5:4 turn on’s - Hmmmm, not sure

6:4 turn off’s - Being arrogant and cocky

7:My best friend? - Online: cutie5780 In person: soulydyingalone

8:Sexual orientation? - Polyamourous Bisexual or Lesbian (i haven’t figured it out yet)9:My best first date? - Bowling

10:How tall am I? - 5′6

11:What do I miss? - Having no responsibilities 

12:What time was I born?- 1:25pm

13:Favorite color? - Red

14:Do I have a crush? - Definitely 

15:Favorite quote? - Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. – Thomas Edison

16:Favorite place? - There’s a lovely coffee shop near to where i live where i go to work and write.

17:Favorite food? - Lemon Chicken

18:Do I use sarcasm? - Definitely, it’s my only source of humor

19:What am I listening to right now? - Impossible - James Arthur

20:First thing I notice in new person? - Their eyes

21:Shoe size? - 6

22:Eye color? - Blue

23:Hair color? - Naturally blonde but i dye it brown

 24: Favorite style of clothing? - Style? I just wear jeans and a jumper really…idk

25:Ever done a prank call? - Nope

26:What color of underwear I’m wearing now? - Not answering this one

27:Meaning behind my URL? - I used an username generator, its a mix of my name and idk what.28:Favorite movie? - It’s a tie between the IT remake and La La Land

29:Favorite song? - Temporary Bliss by The Cab

30:Favorite band? - Icon For Hire

31:How I feel right now? - Tired but happy

32:Someone I love. - cutie5780 - Sydney 

33:My current relationship status. - Single

34:My relationship with my parents. - Me and my mom have a good relationship. Me and my dad…not so much.

35:Favorite holiday - The cruise i did round Scandinavia in August 

36:Tattoos and piercing I have. - None

37:Tattoos and piercing I want. - A tattoo of a flower on my thigh

38:The reason I joined Tumblr. - I can’t actually remember

39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? - No, not at all

40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts? - Yep

41:Have I ever kissed the last person I texted? - No

42:When did I last hold hands? - I can’t even remember.

43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - About half an hour

44:Have I shaved my legs in the past three days? - Yep

 45: Where am I right now? - Home

46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - Probably soulydyingalone

47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Depends on my mood

48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - Yes

49:Am I excited for anything? - The Markiplier tour in February 

50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - No

51:How often do I wear a fake smile? - Almost all the time - especially at work

52:When was the last time I hugged someone? - I can’t remember

53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - I wouldn’t really be bothered

54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - Probably one of my exes

55:What is something I disliked about today? - Going to work

56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Probaby either Thomas Sanders, Jacksepticeye or Markiplier

57:What do I think about most? - I think about my future career a lot

58:What’s my strangest talent? - Idk, I’m not talented

59:Do I have any strange phobias? - I have a phobia of getting ill

60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Depends on my mood

61:What was the last lie I told? - I’m not sure

62:Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Talking on the phone

63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - Yep, believe in both

64:Do I believe in magic? - Yep

65:Do I believe in luck? - Not sure

66:What’s the weather like right now? - Raining (no surprise there)

67:What was the last book I’ve read? - Flawed by Cecelia Ahern

68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Yep

69:Do I have any nicknames? - Meggles

70:What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? - Fracturing my hip

71:Do I spend money or save it? - Spend, i have no control with money

72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - No

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - Nope

74:Favorite animal? - Dogs

75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Writing and watching Long Live

76:What do I think Satan’s last name is? 

77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Cake By The Ocean by DNCE

78:How can you win my heart? - By actually caring about me and asking how i am

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - Say not in grief that she is no more but say in thankfulness that she was. A death is not the extinguishing of a light, but the putting out of the lamp because the dawn has come. 80:What is my favorite word?- Bubble

81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr? - deadprinxietywalking, cutie5780. soulydyingalone, ilovemyspoopydad. mylasagnaisraw82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?- Everyone, be nice to each other!

83:Do I have any relatives in jail? - Nope

84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - The ability to read minds

85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - Have you ever been abused?

86:What is my current desktop picture? - The Sanders Sides

87:Had sex? - No

88:Bought condoms? - No

89:Gotten pregnant? - No

90:Failed a class? - No

91:Kissed a boy? - Yes

92:Kissed a girl? - Yes

93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Yes

94:Had job? - Yes

95:Left the house without my wallet? - Yes

96:Bullied someone on the Internet? - No

97:Had sex in public? - No

98:Played on a sports team? - No

99:Smoked weed? - No

100:Did drugs? - Np

101:Smoked cigarettes? - Yeah

102:Drank alcohol? - Yeah

103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - No

104:Been overweight? - No

105:Been underweight? - Yes

106:Been to a wedding? - Never

107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Almost every day

108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - No

109:Been outside my home country? - Yeah

110:Gotten my heart broken? - Yep

111:Been to a professional sports game? - Yeah

112:Broken a bone? - Yeah

113:Cut myself? - Yep

114:Been to prom? - Yep

115:Been in airplane? - Yep

116: Fly by helicopter? - Nope

117:What concerts have I been to? - So many, most recently was Ed Sheeran.

118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Yep

119:Learned another language? - Yep

120:Wore make up? - Yeah

121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? - No

122:Had oral sex? - No

123:Dyed my hair? - Yeah

124:Voted in a presidential election? - No

125:Rode in an ambulance? - Yeah

126:Had a surgery? - No

127:Met someone famous? - Yeah 

128: Stalked someone on a social network?- No

129:Peed outside? - No

130:Been fishing? - Yep

131:Helped with charity? - Yeah

132:Been rejected by a crush? - Yep

133:Broken a mirror? - No

134:What do I want for birthday? - A tattoo

135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - 2 - Ellie and Ryan

136:Was I named after anyone?- I don’t think so

137:Do I like my handwriting? - Nah

138:What was my favorite toy as a child? - Not sure

139:Favorite TV Show? - American Horror Story

140:Where do I want to live when older? - Cornwall, UK

141:Play any musical instrument? - No

142:One of my scars, how did I get it? - Top of my wrist - carpet burn

143:Favorite pizza topping? - Bacon (that’s a topping right?)

144:Am I afraid of the dark? - Yeah

145:Am I afraid of heights? - Nah

146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - Nope

147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - Almost all the time

148:What I’m really bad at - Singing

149:What my greatest achievements are- Passing first year of college with a distinction150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - My life was better without you in it - my crush at the time.151:What I’d do if I won in a lottery - Take a trip to New York

152:What do I like about myself? - My eyes

153:My closest Tumblr friend - Cutie5780

154:Something I fantasies about. - Being a published writer

155:Any question you’d like - N/A

[lakrits]

60 truths tag

Thank you @sugaegyc for tagging me! xx This took me forever to post, I’m sorry ;_;

1. Nickname(s): Flips/z, Kent/a, Flipper, Flipster 2. Bias: Hoseok 3. Blood type:  O 4. Relationship status: single but married to my books 5. Birthday: 29th of July 6. Zodiac sign: leo 7. Pronouns: She/her 8. Hair length: long 9. Height: 1.59 cm / 5′2′’ 10. A crush: Edmund Pevensie 11. What do you like about yourself: I can quite easily make other people laugh 12. Right or left handed: Right handed 13. List of three favourite colours: orange, black (i know technically not a colour) and yellow i think 14. Right now eating: Sushi 15. Right now drinking: Coke Zero 16. I’m about to: go back to work  17. Listening to: A podcast about creepy stuff (not good for my health tbh but whatever  18. Kids: 150+ 19. Get married: hopefully 20. Recent phone call: a friend  21. Have you ever dated someone twice: yes 22. Been cheated on: No 23. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes and no 24. Lost someone special: yup  25. Been depressed: not diagnosed with depression so i’d like to say that i’ve been soul crushingly sad but not depressed since that is an illness i’m not diagnosed with 26. Been drunk and thrown up: been drunk plenty of times but i have not thrown up because of it 27. Had glasses or contacts: nope 28. Had sex on a first date: Nope 29. Broken someone’s heart: yas not a nice thing tbh 30. Turned someone down: yes 31. Cried when someone died: yes 32. Fallen for a friend: yes 33. In the last year have you made a new friend: oh yes! Kudos to this blog of mine i’ve met quite a few amazing people :) 34. Fallen out of love: yup 35. Laughed until you cry: yes x) 36. Met someone who changed you: i haven’t exactly met them and i hate to be that fan BUT i have to say BTS here for a lot of different reasons. 37. Found out who your true friends were: yes 38. Found out someone was talking about you: yes 39. Lips or eyes: both 40. Hugs or kisses: both 41. Shorter or taller: taller 42. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic for the most part but i do not mind a litlle spontaneous adventures once in a full moon.  43. Sensitive or loud: both 44. Hookup or relationship: relationship 45. First best friend: a girl i went to school with a looong time ago 46. Surgery: 8 (one of them were 4 in 1 so if you count them ALL then it is 12) 47. Sports I joined: the longest one was swimming for like 6 or 7 years but i also tried horseback riding, table tennis and a few others i can’t remember now heh. 48. Do you believe in yourself: i try to but sometimes it is hard 49. Miracles: nope 50. Love at first sight: i would like to believe in it but weeeell 51. Heaven: hopefully exist but i am probaby going to hell anyway xD 52. Do you have any pets: none 53. Do you want to change your name: nope 54. What did you do for your last birthday: was in Austria and fell sick lol 55. What time did you wake up today: 8.40 56. What were you doing last night at midnight: sleeping 57. Something you can’t wait for: Going to see Ed Sheeran with one of my best friends in Galway :3  58. Last time you saw your mom: this morning  59. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a lot but at the same time nothing 60. What’s getting on your nerves: stupid people 

tagging: @studymission @studtaeingkim @artemistudying @studytherin @k-studying @kikkistudies @studtaeingkim and everyone that wanna do this ^^

[todokori-kun]

‘I’d even ship him with Shuu’ what have you done now I’m actually shipping that (Shuu trying to be his usual romantic, flirtatious self and then realising Urie either doesn’t get it or doesn’t want to get it)

I KNOW IT’S SO SAD

TG’s quality does seem to be going down a bit these last few chapters (I think the real problem started with the Touken romance. I swear I’m not being salty about a ship I don’t particularly like being canon, I just feel like the pacing was a bit bad…Touka’s ‘are you a virgin��� came completely out of the blue, plus Touken has hardly interacted in Re before the recent chapters. It’s been YEARS since they’ve seen each other, wouldn’t things have changed? Neither of them are teenagers anymore. Both of them have grown and changed, but Touka chose not to stay near Kaneki and watch his growth, while Kaneki had no way to see how Touka’s experiences gradually changed her. But Ishida decided to suddenly make it canon and then start focusing on the Touka-Kaneki-Mutsuki triangle to the point where it feels like he’s abandoning his other plot threads… kind of like what Isayama’s been doing lately.).

However, I believe that Ishida is completely capable of making things better if he wants to (remember, he still has the Hide trump card- bring Hide back in a believable way that nobody has predicted and also adds to the story, and I imagine most of the fandom will forgive everything that’s gone wrong in Re so far) so I’ll stick around. Plus, I’ve just gotten too attached to all the characters ;-;

Ugh, y'know, even if it wouldn’t fit very well with all the implied Mutsurie, I wish Ishida would just pull a plot twist and make Ken/Urie or Urie/Saiko canon.

I think I kinda hate centipedes now.

1: Yeah, I don’t think that’s Mutsuki’s hand either (like you said, it looked pretty 'fresh’. Plus, I have no idea how Mutsuki would have gotten one of the limbs Torso cut off). The only reason I mentioned it was because of the parallel with Torso showing Mutsuki their own hand with a wedding ring on it…Ishida loves his symbolism so I thought this might actually matter to the plot.

2: I think it was probably either a stranger or an acquaintance, since she seems slightly surprised and not exactly 'happy’ to see this person, but not afraid or displeased either. I’m scared…why would Ishida not show us who it was if it wasn’t something important? If things went well Yoriko’s probaby just gained some knowledge about what’s going on (perhaps she’s been told where Touka is and why she can’t come to the wedding?), but if not…perhaps a villain’s blackmailing her…idk :(

3: I want to believe that too, but I’m not sure yet. If there’s a reason for Yoriko looking so serious then that might be connected with the mystery character who greeted her when she was out shopping.

Thank you, that really means a lot to me <3 What I’m really worried about right now is that I go to a piano 'hagwon’ (a cram school of sorts, I guess?) and this year they’re going to do a small concert. Everyone who goes to the hagwon has to play a song and I have no idea how I’m going to do this ;-; just trying to look a person in the eyes when I’m talking to them scares me, how am I supposed to get on the stage in front of a crowd (a small crowd, since everyone there to see the concert will be the parents/family of the kids participating, but seriously). Things are just a bit complicated XD

Adorable Shuu. I guess that would just make me tease him even more LOL I’d probably ruin all his dramatic moments.

(Now that I think about it, though, Shuu and I have similar interests: music, fashion, art, literature…though I guess he’s a lot more interested in food than I am haha)

Oh, I’m so glad you liked them! I tried my best ;)

I actually like doing matchup things so that may be why they’re acceptable…if I ever get a tumblr account I think I’d like to make a scenario/hc/matchup blog.

As for Storm in Lover, yep, that was from your 'the names are weird’ message XD after I decided to add Love Live into the headcanons I ended up going on YT to listen to a few of the songs. They were all really cool, but it just felt like Storm in Lover would be Urie’s guilty pleasure song (or maybe that’s just because I ended up likng SiL way more than I was prepared for?)

BLOW US ALL AWAY QUEEN LUNA

I’M GLAD MY HUMBLE HEADCANONS COULD HELP

I WILL WRITE MORE

AS MANY AS YOU NEED TO GET THROUGH NEXT WEEK

(Seriously tho

-since your hair is either 'too long and in a ponytail’ or 'really short and in a ponytail’, Urie is secretly very, very disappointed when you’re wearing it short. He likes playing with your hair when you’re too busy watching TV or reading to notice he’s being cute ok

-short or long, whenever Urie gets a hold of your hair, he WILL style it. Don’t you dare say no to the Captain of the Q squad. A simple ponytail? Unacceptable.

-Saiko approves of this relationship

-So would Sasaki, if Sasaki still existed

-Shirazu approves from beyond the grave

-Mutsuki doesn’t care)

Thanks! <33 And yeah, I think I’m slowly starting to get the hang of it ^^

I find all of those moments very relatable. Golfishes unite! :D

Burr is one of those weirdly shippable characters that almost every fandom seems to have…

And oh, I see! Honestly Tony is still one of my favorite avengers…RDJ really brings him to life. And if you’ve seen Captain America I definitely recommend The Winter Soldier and Civil War (next movies in the series)! So much Bucky angst ;-; Also the Thor movies, because I have a feeling you might like Loki.

Some of the best Loki quotes:

“Well done, you’ve just decaptitated your grandfather!”

“An ant has no quarrel with a boot.”

“Freedom is life’s great lie.”

“Oh dear, is she dead?”

Btw, do you remember the time I said I’d write a Heathers one-shot on the Yoi blog and never did? I think I’m getting over my writer’s block so maybe I can write that one-shot and submit it here?(And if that’s ok, do you maybe have any suggestions for which character I could use? I was going to write it as a Yuuri/reader but that doesn’t seem to fit so well anymore, so I might go with a TG character…I’d also like to use a character you like, since you’ll probably be the only person reading it ^^;;)

Speaking of Heathers though, when you have the time, is it ok if I try to drag you into that fandom again? Along with Dear Evan(s) Hansen. It’ll hurt you very, very badly but it’ll probably be worth it.

Oh dear, even more rarepairs. And I’m the one who ‘invented’ this one. Well, like I’ve said, as long as Urie is happy, I don’t care about whom he’s with. 

ISHIDA IS A GHOUL, ONLY HE DOESN’T LIVE OFF OF DEAD HUMANS, HE LIVES OFF OF PEOPLE’S SUFFERING!!!

Honestly, you’ve voiced my thoughts perfectly. I can’t help but get irritated at all the changes that have been happening. For me, it started around the time we found out about Mutsuki’s past. I mean, can’t we have one character who had a nice childhood and isn’t insane deep inside? At this point, basically everything is overdoing it for me. Let them have a break. A nice moment. A single day without a centipede or someone dying.  TG is slowly turning into shoujo manga. A sick, twisted shoujo manga, but a romantic one. That is the one thing I didn’t want from it. It was actually nice to have a manga without pointless crushes which play an important role in the plot, for a change. Guess I was wrong.

Dude, I don’t care who he kills, if Ishida brings Hide back, he is automatically forgiven for everything and anything. Well, I would care if he killed characters like, but other than that, he’s free to kill anyone he wants (like Furuta (or maaaaybe Mutsuki, but I’d like it better if they redeemed themselves (though that might be difficult))).

I just… I want the cookie to be happy. And Mutsuki is definitely not making him happy.

Gaaah, so many questions and symbolisms, it’s making my head hurt. Here’s my theory: This is a huge setup for everyone to be happy. Mutsuki will run away to New Zealand or something and restart their life, Kaneki and Touka will get married (tho I don’t quite ship it, whatever, as long as they’re happy), Urie will realise he’s loved Saiko all along and she’ll be there waiting for him. Kanae is actually alive and so is Hide. Kanae and Shuu get married. Hide finds himself a nice girlfriend (or boyfriend, not gonna discriminate), opens a pet shop and is happy.

Everyone is happy. 

Okay, but imagine this au: ghouls don't exist and there's no reason for so much suffering. Kaneki and Touka are two kids who knew each other from school and now run a coffee shop together. The Q squad went ri the same class and Saiko alway loved Urie. He recently realised it. And so on.

Ah, I definitely know how you feel. I went to music school as well, and we had yearly (or half-yearly, depending on how long you’ve played the piano) recitals. My method of calming down was to imagine I was at home, alone and just practicing. There was no one around me, and it didn’t matter if I messed up. I could always start again. Also, the audience was vegetables, as far as my imagination was concerned. It did help.

I know you can do it (๑و•̀ω•́)و You’re a fighter! The great Evans who can always cheer me up when I’m down. If I’m the queen, then you’re the king! All hail king Evans who’ll kick the recital’s butt!

Oh you would ruin all his moments, and it would be the most amazing thing ever. I’d always laugh at it, cause he’d be denied of all his theatrics.

They’re not ‘acceptable’, they’re absolutely perfect. I seriously can’t thank you enough, because they were very nice cheer-up material after a whole morning of cramming my two least favourite subjects. I’m pretty sure you’d do amazing if you got a blog. You do have amazing talent for writing.

Oh my~ Would you mind then if I listed a few more songs, my favourites?

Yozora wa nandemo shitteru no?

Bokutachi wa Hitotsu no Hikari (there’s a bit of talking in this one, it’s hard to find a version that’s not sped up)

Omoi yo hitotsu ni nare

Mijuku dreamer

Guilty Eyes Fever

soldier game

Thrilling・One Way

Ookay, I’m done ^^ I’m telling you, Idol Hell is very subtle. You won’t even realise you’ve been dragged into it huehuehuehuehuehuehue

Aaand there goes my heart, again. I have no words to thank you enough for writing those, since they help me keep my sanity.

however, we know whom we’d like from TG, but what about other fandoms we share? AoT? YoI? Kuroshitsuji?

Yeah, I’ve been told many times that I’d like Loki, but strictly looks-wise, I must admit I prefer his brother, and I prefer him very much. Idk, I just have a thing for guys with slightly longer hair.

All of that sounds suspiciously like something I’d say…

Of course, feel free to submit anything here!  As for the musicals, I’d be happy to listen to them, but after this week is over, because exams. Then, I’ll listen to both Heathers and Dear Evan(s) Hansen, despite the feels ^^

[phantomlim]

Answer all 50 of them for J'Toc Pls :)

I actually didn’t read any of the asks and jumped the gun so I’m an idiot BUT if there are any questions that can be answered about J’toc I’ll do that!!!! (I’m so sorry I’m really dumb). I’ll make sure to introduce new characters I talk about!!!! I’ll keep it easy and talk about a few of them. 

Thank you so much for asking though!!!! It means a lot. 

1. Your first OC ever?

Don’t laugh, my first OC ever was a Sonic the Hedgehog fancharacter because I was like 12 and really into Sonic. Her name was Ree and she was purple, and I’ll find a picture of her.

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?

Oh..... Honestly it changes a lot. It flips through my courier Dustin, my SoSu Birch, J’Toc, or my personal OC Cherry, he’s a sweet boy.

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?

I think I have? It was a long time ago so I can’t remember.

4. A character you rarely talk about?

I haven’t talked about my boy Cherry a lot, but he’s one of my favourites. I’ll talk about him more.

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be.

Aghhh it’s my dream to have at least one of my OCs be someones favourite, I would be so happy. Um, either Cherry, J’Toc, or Birch.

6. Two OC’s of yous that look alike despite not being related?

I’m about to go far back, but I’m making a new OC (I have too many and I can’t stop making them) named Dogwood and he looks a lot like one of my older OC’s from when I was 15 named Jagg. 

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?

Birch is my SoSu for Fallout 4, Dustin is my Courier, and J’Toc is my Dragonborn, but otherwise no. I considered making a story for Cherry, but it never sounded good so I kinda gave up

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs?

Not really, but I honestly wouldn’t mind doing it.

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?

NO. Unless it was an older one, I never would.

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

I initially made Cherry to be some sort of “plant demon” or whatever, but honestly I confused myself with it so I dropped the design. I just liked how he looked. I’ll probably draw it again soon.

11. Is there any OC oof yours you could describe as a sunshine?

Dustin and Cherry! Cherry is the character that reflects my personality, because he’s outgoing, optimistic, and adventurous, and those are things I struggle with doing, but they’re things I want to do. Dustin is just a happy boy.

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot.

Oh man, so many people I follow have great OC’s. I really love @goodsprings Courier, Eli, he’s such a handsome dude. Also, @courierhell‘s Andres is really cute, I like him a lot as well. (I’m on desktop, and I dont have the short cuts for the accent sorry!)

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?

J’Toc is THE troublemaker. He doesn’t care to follow the rules, and generally follows his own rules, so he usually gets into some sort of trouble. 

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory.

I don’t think I have an OC with a tragic backstory now that I think of it...... some of my older ones do.

15. Do you like to talk about your OC’s with other people?

YES!!!!!!!! I absolutely love talking about my OC’s with people! If anyone wants to talk about them please talk about them with me, it’s the only true way of letting me open up to you.

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology?

Probably Cherry, considering he’s the biggest loser for plants and flowers. The others wouldn’t care too much.

17. Any OC OTPs?

No, not really. I romanced Danse in Fallout 4, so Birch is with him, and Dustin flirts a lot w/ Arcade and he has a thing for him. J’Toc doesnt like getting attached to people. 

18. Any OC crackships?

No, I really don’t like crackships and that stuff.

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (explain why)?

Cherry means a lot to me, definitely. I made him when I was struggling a lot with depression and paranoia, and I drew him a lot to help me keep my mind off things. I made him represent everything I wanted to be to kind of make the goals I had personally seem more realistic to me. He’s a big mix of the things that make me happy and the things I want to be so he means a lot to me.

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details?

Dustin sings pretty decently. He sings to the radio as he’s traveling across the Mojave, and Arcade is quite fond of his voice. It’s soft and it sounds warm, so he doesn’t complain when Dustin breaks out into song.

J’Toc went to the Bards College in Solitude, so he’s pretty talented when it comes to music. 

21. Your most artistic OC? 

Probably J’Toc. When he’s not traveling, he’s sitting at home making music or practicing enchanting or alchemy. He finds that to be artistic.

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize?

No, because no one really talks about my OCs

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?

Birch definitely. My plan was to make him this strong, big character who’s kind of an asshole, but in the end, he’s a really friendly guy who loves helping people. 

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?

Either Cherry or Birch. Cherry because of the struggles I’ve been through and he would be a great friend, but also Birch because he has a few of the same struggles as I do, so I would love to talk to him about that stuff.

25. The OC that resembles you the most.

Cherry.

26. Have you ever had to change your OCs design or something else about them against your will?

No. Never have, never will. My OCs are mine and no one elses.

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song.

Probaby all of them honestly. When I was 11, I made a lot of characters in my head based off of Muse songs, but as of late, not really. I think.

28. Your most dangerous OC?

J’Toc. He’s patient, but he’s really strong after learning what he’s capable. After finding out he’s the Dragonborn, its as if he learned so much more about his strength, so he’ll unleash it at you.

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?

Cherry. His sense of adventure takes him too far.

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?

Cherry, definitely. He’s a softy. 

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like. 

Birch would have a trans positivity blog. It would be bright, colourful and welcoming to all who had questions about their identity. 

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?

Not J’Toc, he’s stonefaced. Nothing really scares him. Probably Cherry because he’d do the stereotypical white person thing and investigate an abandoned house. He scares easy too.

33. Your shyest OC?

Oh god. I don’t have one I think! All of my OCs are really outgoing. Which is ironic because I’m scared of new people and it’s so hard for me to open up to people.

34. Do you have any twin characters?

No, but that sounds rad.

35. Any sibling characters? 

No.

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else?

Birch and Sakura are cousins. Assuming that’s what the question is asking?

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human.

J’Toc. I kinda modeled him to look quite, non human. I always liked the idea that he could sprout multiple limbs on a whim (honestly, just to be able to play the flute and lute at the same time). He also joined the Companions so he’s a werewolf. But because he’s Dragonborn, I made him more dragonlike. I liked the idea that he could shapeshift into a dragon, but that’s something I messed around with outside of Skyrim.

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?

Birch. He’s thin and nimble, and extremely fast, so I feel like he would be the best if he learned how to dance. (Honestly, every time I typed dance I typed Danse first.)

39. Introduce any character you want.

I’ll link this question to a bio of Cherry as soon as I have the time!

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? 

When I was 16, we had a project in English where we had to make this website about anything, I think it was about a problem in our lives? I can’t remember. I made a website about depression and anxiety, and I used Cherry to be my persona of the project. It made me feel good that I could project my feelings through him to show people what its like to struggle with anxiety and depression.

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs?

Yes actually! A mutual of mine on Instagram drew Cherry in a new years or a follower celebration post. I would share it but it included other people’s OCs so I wont today! 

But y’know if you wanted to draw my OCs I would totally let you all you want and I would reblog all of it. 

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?

J’Toc. J’Toc has dabbled with Daedric Princes, a lot of them actually, so I feel like he would love learning more about gods in other cultures as well.

43. Do you have any certain type when you creat your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? 

All my oc’s happen to be dudes...... But when I draw, I usually like to give men curves, so really curvy men are all my oc’s. I have a few female OCs but I haven’t practiced enough female anatomy to be really good. 

44. Something you like about your OCs in general.

They’re all what I want to be in the future, so they’re my inspiration to become a better person. 

45. A character you no longer use.

All of the characters I made before I turned 14. 

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

Probably, the only person I had to talk about my OCs with kinda abandoned me because of my opinion on characters. 

47. Has anyone ever claimed any of your OCs as their child?

Person from previous question yes. But no one talks to me about my OCs anymore. 

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure. 

Dustin! He’s such a sweet guy. 

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes.

Dustin, he annoys Arcade constantly with memes. 

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want.

This is like, so much privilege. I’ll just go ahead and throw out the fact that Birch is trans and represents basically the personal struggle of figuring out my identity, but he represents how I hope I can handle it. Through acceptance and calmness. He’s managed to get as far as he needed too, and I want that too. 

[castrnaut]

Alright okay here are some new characters my brain just shat out because I saw one (1) picture on an aesthetic blog

They run with Hothead and Heartbeat and theyre all garbage kids and i love them

SPACE KID -15 -he/they (trans) -really gay -kicked out of the house by bigoted family and Heartbeat bacially adopted them -wants to be a planet in the next life -obsessed with astronomy and wants to be an astronaut -actually wicked smart -loveable nephew character

GOUL -19? Probaby?? We dont know for sure -they/she/he (genderfluid) -gross -likes creepy things -is actually a big nerd who knows a lot about ghost science -watches ghost adventures but complains the whole time -into the occult

TV -18 -she/they (demigirl) -sapphic af -constant references to shows only they watch -personality is a patchwork of tv protags -wants to be a part of the broadcast industry -really tired all the time -actually really into music but can’t read it for shit -owns an old beat up guitar that she probably took from a gutter that she doesn't know how to play

[chasing-rabbits]

I’ve been on Facebook a bit interacting with other RB artists in FB groups and in a small business owners group. Not always for my benefit sometimes just talking to others giving advice or w/e other times its mutually beneficial. I’ve just set up a FB page/shop for this Instagram actually dunno if it’ll be decent or not. I still have my Wordpress sites for my poetry and mental health site/blog which I need to get back in to using they are newly made as it is so... Then I have my personal twitter that is also my vegan twitter which i do find myself using sometimes procrastinating on it tbh. At this point I am not sure where to split my time. Most of it is going on creating new designs and uploading to Redbubble I only started on this last week for my main RB. I have my vegan one still but that is meh. I need to improve on designs and re sort it out I think. For now I am focusing on my main Redbubble than my vegan specific one. I feel like I have so many things to do and keep doing and it overwhelms me. But I also feel like if i set up good queues for my tumblr’s then I could essentially not have to worry about them and I could probaby just spend a day setting up a queue for them for the week every week. So after that  I could focus on just uploading one or two posts to instagram a day. Then keep my twitter up to date with engagement which basically just requires me to socialise with people like I already do and splash it in with posts promoting my redbubble. The harder part is doing the articles for my mental health blog as that takes more time and concentration and I need to be having a good day to be able to writer articles well for that. My poetry site on Wordpress i have poems I can upload to it so thats less of an issue. I have not updated my poetry tumblr to much atm as I’ve been writing not as much but also I am not sure how much of my poems I want to put on it from the forum I post on. Purely because if i wanna sell a ebook etc then I dont want to give them all away although I’ve given a fair amount already lol.