#Pizzlelovemiles

[canceramorem]

Birthday 2018- So, yeah, she called me on my birthday and I talked to her like usual- every day , and every chance I got. Before I left Syracuse, i sent her a Christmas card, I enjoy sending her stuff in the mail. There's just something about her getting my love in the form of mail. I had sent her things and she enjoys it. Because everything I send her is from the heart. For some reason or another we stopped talking for a few weeks. It was January, and the time just flies by. And I'm still just as heartbroken as can be.

On January 31, 2019, I finally broke down and messaged her. I asked her how do you heal a broken heart. Well, she answered me back, and the answer was the one I was looking for.

Within like ten minutes, she sent me back the message above. She got it right on the money with that answer. Immediately my heart ache went away. We were back to square one in the game of love, actually we were way past square one, on the love odometer- in miles, it would easily be in the thousands.

I had gone to New York twice already from North Carolina , and not New York City, try six hours north of NYC (348 miles) . This chick lived literally in Canada. She does, Ottawa is like a neighboring town, except it's an international border. It's a stone's throw away. If you look across the St Lawrence river you can see Canada, and trust and believe, in the wintertime it's as cold as her heart can get - way below freezing! (NC->NY then she goes into st Joe's psych ward , so I leave -NY->NC then two weeks later, "why did you leave?" So I returned, NC->NY , then on two days before Thanksgiving , NY->TX ) , trust me there's more to come.

There were also the little trips too. Like the time I told the judge a little white lie ( my girlfriend is pregnant and needs me) , to get out of jail. And to make it even more difficult -with no money and not even a jacket to wear , I grinded & hustled and with God's help , I managed to get to her the next day. And to show her my love for her - I brought her 100$ worth of Valentine's day candy. ASHEVILLE to FAYETTEVILLE

Also there was the time when she left to South Carolina. I sold my plasma to get the money for a Greyhound bus ticket there. ASHEVILLE to GREENVILLE

Plus the countless times on foot. I know for a fact, I have walked over 100 miles to be with her. If that's not love, then I don't know what is.