#PersonifiedConfusion

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Don't mind us, we're just cleaning up and refreshing x3

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Heads up:

System name change on the horizon.

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Footnote:

Syntex gets extreme butt hurt when he sees peoples nails in the claw tag

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There are so many amazing people out there, with so many talents and inspirational stories, so many quirks and so much more..

.. Its a shame I shall never be able to meet / hear / see them all..

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for qod sakes PC, if you want to rebloq that shit piss off to your own tumblr

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Nope <3

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Feelings.

I honestly just feel like shit right now, I cant really explain why, and I'm tired of doting on people. I should be the pick me up, not the downer. And the fact that I depend on this person so much, really gets to me, because I feel that it's wrong. I don't fucking know. I'm sorry.

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Agh, he misses you more than he lets on

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I wish i could cheer you up,

But i just,

Dont know

How.

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I Know So Little About Her, Just Her Name And Her Appearance, But She Is Amazing. I Wish I Could Be Introduced To Her, But I Fear It Will Not Be

Hey, Kan, If she winds you up this much so that you actually use punctuation, I'm sure she'll be out there somewhere x3

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Gotta apologise for the adventure time spam of that Vampire girl.

We've got someone red crushing on her.

Aka, #AShadeOfGreen

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Stop a moment

Just want everyone to remember they're beautiful, because I think each, and everyone of you are amazing. Regardless of who you are, where you reside or what you have done.

I'm not good with words, and I have the confidence of a goldfish. But I thought this was a vital matter to get across.

Thank you for your time.

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We make a perfect pair, she gets restless in the rain and I'm shit scared of thunder and lightning. We're a mess right now.

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I'm chatting to the best guy in the world

He's pretty amazing when I'm not feeling so hot

Thanks STGLB <>

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Okay, I admit, i have no fucking clue on what's going on here.

Okay so, last night was probably the worst night I've ever had, but I'm guessing this is going to be the first of many, so I'm going to log it here to see if any of this makes sense later on or perhaps just give me something to refer back to if it ever happens again.

Last night I spent most of the time trying to sleep, but after a previous conversation with a friend of mine, my inhabitant wanted to think things through. So yeah, I can probably guess how terrifying this thing is from over her side of the fence since, I have it on this side of the fence. So I allowed her to do what she wanted to do for at most an hour. I know you can make persona's sleep, but I'm a little bit intimidated to try, considering her current state.

I dunno what happened then, i vaguely remember just sitting up in my bed, assessing myself and my surroundings, laying back down, speaking aloud shit that didn't make sense either because I was too tired to focus on meaning or I just didn't understand. But around six in the morning, my patience wearing thin, I told her that now it is time to rest since we had work to attend the next day, she obliged and settled down.

But then as I slept, I was very aware I was sleeping, this in its self became exhausting for me, as I felt like a third person that was to be her dream. I don't want to go into too much detail with it because I respect her privacy, but what i really want to know is, is this dream thing normal? I've never had a night like that before, and because of my awareness in sleep, I don't feel like I've slept much at all.

Today my headache has receded but it is still pretty much there, but its not as predominant, but she isn't answering me at all. I don't think she's woken up yet, but she still feels restless in her sleep. I don't exactly know where to start with her, and its really starting to frustrate me. I feel like I'm leaning too much on a friend of mine for answers, bless her and her system. But what else can I do when i cant get answers from this other being any other way.

I don't know if I'm cut out for this.