#Pastelle & Xenen

[mangolon]

And I don't think I can go on, cause I can't accept that you're gone. No gravity to keep me from floating away.

Pastelle & XENEN - Black Holes Are Blue (2020)

[mountainashfae]

Got tagged by @eric-the-bmo, pick a song for every letter of your URL and tag that many people. Well, I'm failing one of those steps so let's pick the music.

M - Minds Without Fear (Imogen Heap) O - Old Angels (Pastelle feat. XENEN) U - Unknown Civilization (Laur) N - Nattoppet (Detektivbyran) T - Tenebrous (Essenger) A - Anti-Gravity (RUNAGROUND) I - If You're Shooting with the Left It Means the Right Side is Working (Ashbury Heights) N - No Glory (Skan, feat. M.I.M.E. & Drama B) A - Alaska (Valiant Hearts) S - Skin-Deep Comedy (Mili) H - Hollow Dance (SiN) F - Foreign Hands (George Ogilvie) A - ANTONYMPH (Vylet Pony) E - ERROR 403: paradise x paradigm (Asian Hideout)

Maybe I should've added links but that's so many songs.

Gonna tag @prettycatgirlwinter, @dapperbasil, @outeremissary, and @arrow90-art in case any of y'all want to :b 💙

[justicefornightwalker]

Numb || parents

[scarletrosii]

Going through my likes, thought I might as well!

Last song: Black Holes Are Blue by Pastelle and XENEN

Last book: No idea... it's been a while. But next books are rereading the Noragami series!

Last tv show: I guess technically Lucifer? But last show at all was Umbrella Academy

Last movie: The Six Triple Eight, gorgeous movie, well made, made me cry.

Sweet/spicy/savoury: Savoury, and sweet! Spicy is nice but I'm too white to truly appreciate it in anything other than very small doses

Last Thing I Googled:........... how to spell the 6 triple 8...........

Current Obsession: >///< My partner, learning more about them, how to make them happy, what they might enjoy in bed, you know, normal things.

Looking forward to: I have to buy a new vehicle this month, I hope I find one I like! Also I hope I can afford it bc I don't have a choice!!

Not tagging anybody bc honestly if anybody wants to do this, then they can pretend I tagged them :3

10 people I’d like to get to know better<3

tagged by @fictionandtheatre 😋

last song: “Picture You” by Chappell Roan

last book: The Valley of Fear (Sherlock Holmes)

last movie: How to Blow Up a Pipeline

last tv show: The Untamed

sweet/spicy/savory: spicy 😈

last thing i googled: “star trek prodigy season 2”

current obsession: Star Trek, always

looking forward to: getting certified at my job and earning a raise from it

tagging: @coveredwithsnow, @our-hearts-are-connected, @eagledrawsandvibes

[original-punks]

Mood 🥀🔪🖤

[mercysheart]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/2oJkRjKqBjze9dIOsHoXlv?si=EC5C_pOKSZ2px3bFknsklQ)

[thelogbookproject]

Listening to Flora & Fauna by Pastelle!

With the aid of My City Glory, Reflekshun, and XENEN, this short album is mystic and affecting, running the line between grand and intimate. My favorite song has moved around with my mood, but Butterfly Water was instrumental in helping set the mood of some Magical/Girl Light Scenes.

[thecameronchronicles]

do you have any fav songs right now?

i’m in need of new music and i love any genre of music!🫶

Sorry for the lengthy response for this one lol.

I usually listen to a LOT of covers. KHS (Kurt Hugo Schneider), MAX, Madilyn Bailey, Jamie Miller (who has some originials that are pretty good too).

I have a workout playlist, here are some from that:

Blood/Water-Grandson

Swim- Chase Atlantic, Church and OHMAMI are also on there.

Daisy- Ashnikko

Brunettes Do it Better-Kidforce

Need to Know- Doja Cat

EVERYTHING from Def Leppard (Grew up listening to 80s!)

F*Ck You better- Neon Hitch

Dance Without You- Skylar Grey

That's My Girl-Fifth Harmony

Criminial- Framing Hanley

Miss the Misery- Halestrom

Figure You Out- Voila

ANYTHING from Halsey

Play With Fire- Sam Tinnesz

I Love Me and Confident- Demi Lovato

Numb- Pastelle and Xenen

Dopamine- Elle Vee (Doing a fic for this one in the future) ;)

Angel Eyes, Kill Or Be Killed- New Years Day

Twinkle Twinkle - Leah Kate

Like That- Bea Miller

Rockstar- Post Malone

Waves- Dean Lewis

EVERYTHING from Alec Bejamin

EVERYTHING from The Weeknd

ANYTHING from Ava Max

Sociopath- Olivia Obrien (SUCH a rafe song!)

Lana Del Rey (Brooklynn Baby, Dark Paradise, and Gods and Monsters are the most played for me)

Dizzy- Missio

Pull That Trigger- Tommee Profitt, Fleurie

Runnin- Adam Lambert

This is how I learned to say no- EMELINE

My Boy, Bury a Friend-Billie Eilish

Porcelain- Rachel Taylor

Unholy- Hey Violet

Downtown- Allie X

The Audacity- Emlyn

Promises and Don't Mess With My Head, both from EMO

ANYTHING from Michele Morrone

Angels and Demons- jxdn

You Don't Know- Katelyn Tarver (This one's a bit of an emotional trigger, just be warned)

Heaven Knows- The Pretty Reckless

Distance- Ruel

Hurt People- Two Feet (love anything from him too)

Just to name a few lol

[write-it-motherfuckers]

🖤~Song Of The Day~🖤

The song of the day is:  Handmaid -by- XENEN, Pastelle

WARNING! This song contains implications of physical and mental abuse, and use of the word slave. Please stay safe Darling ones.

The challenge is to write something based off of this song, be it the name, the lyrics, or the tune itself. Let your imagination go wild and see where the music takes you.

Have at it Darlings!

[the-ronan-cycle]

Like Salvation

A playlist for the objects of your worship

(CW for an association of sexuality and queerness with sin, though largely in a reclaiming sense)

This was the moodboard for this playlist btw:

Tracklist transcript below the cut

Bedroom Hymns - Florence & the Machine (We'll build our altar here / Make me your Maria / I'm already on my knees)

Evening on the Ground (Lilith’s Song) - Iron & Wine (In the empty, hollow part of my garden / Garden wall of Eden)

Sanctify - Years & Years (Sanctify the love that you crave (Crave) / Oh, and I won't, and I won't, and I won't be ashamed / Sanctify my sins when I pray)

God in Jeans - Ryan Beatty (God is real, he was sleeping in my bed last night)

Sinner - DEZI (Lead us not into temptation / Your touch is feeling like salvation / ... / Pin me on your wall like an icon)

Adam and Steve - Dorian Electra (God made me and Adam and Steve / And he loves me)

Holy Roller - Cyn (I've been feeling higher powers when you lay with me / Like a holy spirit all confused about who it's supposed to be)

Holy - King Princess (Honey, on your knees when you look at me (holy))

Old Angels ft XENEN - Pastelle (It's heaven, midnight drives not a care in the world like / It's heaven, falling asleep in the arms of another)

[astramachina]

Music Tag!

Rules: shuffle your library and list 10 songs and tag 10 people.

Tagged by the splendiferous @valenshawke!

Bernadette - IAMX

Smooth - Carlos Santana ft. Rob Thomas

The Killing Kind - Marianas Trench

Howlin' For You - The Black Keys

Horns - Bryce Fox

Hit and Run - LOLO

Broken Hearted Lovers - Somme

Unholy - Sam Smith ft. Kim Petras (LMAO I CAN FIX THIS SONG LEMME FIX THIS SONG PLEASE IT HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL)

SICK OF BEING HONEST by MILKBLOOD (please watch this video)

Handmaid - XENEN, Pastelle

tagging: idk, if you see this and want to do it go ahead and say I tagged you.

[sinnersandsaints-linwrites]

roan + loving someone so much their chest hurts

sasha + partying away the pain 👀

Roan:

Lykke Li - Sleeping Alone

Deptford Goth - Feel Real

LIE NING - wandering romance

RY X - Howling

Lydia - All I See

Mitski - I Will

Sasha:

Mattis - Fade Into Myself

Pastelle, XENEN - Numb

Cyn - Drinks

Chase Atlantic - OUT THE ROOF

BANKS - Gimme

AK - Life Like This

The contrast between the two <3

[erythristicbones]

💿 + Firefly

Oooh, good choice Crim!! Thank you 👀 Once again, I'll be picking my favorite lyrics from each song too

Good Kid by Former Vandal

The absolute epitome of Firefly, especially in part one when she's still just an angsty 15 year old. This is my favorite song for Pt1!Firefly and the lyrics I like are;

"Ive been making real bad choices

Mama raised me right, but she ain't here tonight

When it comes down to it i'm a

Good kid just dying to be fucked up"

Blue Light of the Flame by Dar Williams

My favorite song for Pt2!Firefly, even if its so mournful it makes me really emotional for her. She goes through some shit. I actually wanna draw some gifs of Firefly to these lyrics in specific bc Ouch my heart;

"How did we lose this great right

Everything burns in our past

The balance we broke

Left us running through smoke"

Monody by TheFatRat

The only song I remember liking for Firefly back on the original draft of the story when I was like 18. Still fits her p well imo. I like these lyrics for her;

"I still hear you in the breeze

See your shadows in the trees

Holding on, memories never change"

Numb by Pastelle and Xenen

Another Part Two vibes, showing more of Firefly's inability to have/keep meaningful relationships. I like these lyrics for her;

"Cause, I'm so numb,

I can′t lie I'd be fine if you left tonight

Know you want a ride or die

But that′s not me, no, that's not I"

Outlaw by McCafferty

I think this one is a really good fit for showing how much a self-destructive jerk Firefly is, in both parts of the story really. I like this whole segment a lot for her;

"The farther I can reach

I'm such a fucking outlaw

There's blood inside the leech

For every sin and God fall

The fucking garden eats

All of the fucking good ones

And I could never sleep

Because the night is so fun"

[keen-stay]

URL Song Tag 🎶🎵

Tagged by @cosmiccygnus and @fizzydrink698

Rules: Spell out your URL with Song Titles

S - Sweet Tooth by Scott Helman

U - Unmaking the Bed (Acoustic) by Great Lake Swimmers

N - Numb by Pastelle ft. XENEN

F - Float by Call me Karizma

L - Little Dark Age by MGMT

O - Our House (The Mess We Made) by You Me At Six

W - Wires by The Neighborhood

E - Edge of Rain by The People's Thieves

R - Ride Home by McLotta

S - She Doesn't Sleep by Anthony Amorim

K - KMS by Sub Urban (tw: suicidal themes)

Z - Zero For Conduct by BASTARZ (Block B subunit)

It's really funny to me like. My blog/personality: sunny happy good vibes. My music taste (and my personal style tbh): dark depressive should come with a tw.

I'll tag @13frogges @woofwoofbangbang @sunnyville36 @jusst-you-wait and anyone else who'd like to!

[littleobake]

Traduction en français de Handmaid par Pastelle et Xenen/ French translation of Handmaid by Pastelle and Xenen

I hold onto the ledge until my fingernails start to break

Je me retiens au rebord jusqu'à ce que mes ongles commencent à se casser

And I won't surrender myself

Et je ne me plierais pas

To the things that you expect from me

Aux choses que tu attends de moi

Don't mistake my silence, I'm defiant

Ne te méprends pas sur mon silence, je suis une rebelle

And this fire will never die

Et ce feux ne s'éteindra jamais

There's a flame inside off my heart

J'ai une flamme dans mon coeur

And I still have the will to fight

Et j'ai encore la volonté de me battre

You can bend all the bones that you'd like but I

Tu peux me tordre tout les os que tu veux mais je

I won't be broken, and you

Je ne me casserais pas, et tu

You can drain all the stars from my eyes but I

Tu peux vider mes yeux de toutes leurs étoiles mais je

I won't be stolen

Je ne te laisserais pas me voler

I've got too much shit to worry about

J'ai trop de choses pour lesquelles m'inquiéter

So I'm throwing it back to you

Donc je te les rend en te les jetant

I'm not your slave

Je ne suis pas ton esclave

And I won't decay

Et je ne faiblirais pas

I'm not your handmaid

Je ne suis pas ta servante

I'm not your handmaid

I'm not your handmaid

Je ne suis pas ta servante x 2

I've got too much shit to worry about

J'ai trop de choses pour lesquelles m'inquiéter

So I'm throwing it back to you

Donc je te les rend en te les jettant

I'm not your slave

Je ne suis pas ton esclave

And I won't decay

Et je ne faiblirais pas

I'm not your handmaid

Je ne suis pas ta servante

I hold onto the ledge until my fingernails start to break

Je me retiens au rebord jusqu'à ce que mes ongles commencent à se casser

And I won't surrender myself

Et je n'abandonnerais pas

And let your fingers curl 'round the best of me

Et je ne laisserais pas tes doigts s'enrouler autour de ce qu'il y a de mieux en moi

Maybe I slip, maybe I'm not

Peut-être que je glisse, peut-être que je ne suis pas

In the best condition of me

Dans mon meilleur état

But this is really it, this is how I come

Mais c'est vraiment ça, c'est comme je suis

And I'm living as long as I can breathe

Et je vis tant que je peux respirer

You know exactly what you do

Tu sais exactement ce que tu fais

(You can bend all the bones that you'd like, but I)

(Tu peux me tordre tout les os que tu veux, mais je)

Don't turn your back on what is true

Ne tourne pas le dos à la vérité

(You can drain all the starts from my eyes, but I)

(Tu peux vider mes yeux de toutes leurs étoiles, mais je)

I know it's hard to fight the urge

Je sais que c'est dur de se battre contre l'envie pulsionnelle  

(You can bend all the, you can bend all the)

(Tu peux me tordre tout les, tu peux me tordre tout les)

Victorious you will emerge

Tu en sortiras victorieux

(You can bend all the)

(Tu peux me tordre tout les)

You can bend all the bones that you'd like, but I

Tu peux me tordre tout les os que tu veux, mais je

I won't be broken, and you

Je ne me casserais pas, et tu

You can drain all the stars from my eyes, but I

Tu peux vider mes yeux de toutes leurs étoiles, mais je

I won't be stolen

Je ne te laisserais pas me voler

I've got too much shit to worry about

J'ai trop de choses pour lesquelles m'inquiéter

So I'm throwing it back to you

Donc je te les rend en te les jetant

I'm not your slave

Je ne suis pas ton esclave

And I won't decay

Et je ne faiblirais pas

I'm not your handmaid

Je ne suis pas ta servante

I'm not your handmaid

I'm not your handmaid

I'm not your handmaid

I'm not your handmaid

Je ne suis pas ta servante x 3

And I won't be broken

Et je ne me casserais pas

I won't be broken...

Je ne me casserais pas...

[queenofbaws]

Hi!

warriors unfold whether we're young or old i hold onto the ledge until my fingernails start to break shadows fall and hope has fled everybody is laughing i don't want to fight all night let's just call it even

who wants a shuffle poem??? ;D

misfit lunatic - missio handmaid - xenen, pastelle the dawn will come - trevor morris queen of the freaks - aviva even stevens - sorry x, original god