#Pain. Misery even
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
so i've been seeing a lot of ppl pointing out what they did with wolfwood in the chibi cafe official art but not vash...
spoilers, but. do u See
i don't even wanna include any more panels than this bc it makes me too sad 😭 u get it
#trigun#trigun spoilers#pain. misery even#tw ed implied#tw eating issues#tw binging#tw disordered eating#i tried to trigger warn as much as possible to cover this so lmk if there's smth else i should do or tag bc i'm still a newbie tumblrian tbh#tristamp#trigun stampede#trimax#trigun maximum#official art#manga panels#vash#vash the stampede#okok#anyhow my power is finally back after six (6) DAYS.... (due to weather being annoying) yippee#so i Will finally watch the latest tristamp eps and be able to browse n reblog trigunblr (?) more freely phew
93 notes
·
View notes
Text
AGONY <- calculated breeding chances for projects that involve breeding in a gem trait
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Quick update,
I am writing hcs, fics and smut- but they're going to stay in my drafts until tumblr decides to stop being annoying and unshadowban me 🫡
I have contacted Tumblr support but unfortunately nothing seems to be happening 😭
#pls un shadow ban me tumblr#im innocent#im in tumblr jail#vivi talks ❤️#pain. misery even#AHHHHHH#I HATE MY LIFE
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Can't believe I forgot to draw the gloves 🤡 🤡 🤡
#Pain. Misery even#please imagine she took them off for a moment-#I've been so forgetful these months I'm geting a little frustrated with myself#Anyway I really should start drawing her bday card#luckily for me I have her broom bouquet (broomquet??) flowers chosen since September lmao#the questions and answers for the interview are also thought out but I don't think I'll have enough time to write everything#so yeah. no interview this year I guess :')#But first I have to stop being a disaster and catch up with my notifs!!!#Udi talks
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
when the smiths said
“oh mother, i can feel the soil falling over my head”
“see the sea wants to take me, the knife wants to slit me”
“loud loutish lover, treat her kindly, though she needs you more than she loves you”
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy pride from the changeling kingdom
#I wanted to draw smth that would cause mental damage#i think i succeeded#pony posting#mlp fim#i had to ask what the hell to draw for mlp yaoi#and a friend suggested that so#I did it because it would hurt you#you specificaly#not the girl sitting next to you.#but you#pain and misery#mpreg discord felt fitting for this#mlp#my little pony#friendship is magic#FOOD IS FOOD#i just want to cause you pain#I am absolutely putting so little effort on this art LMAo#goodnight love yall#rarijack#chrysalis#cadance#shining armor#discord#trouble shoes#I dont even remember who trouble shoes is
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
man going thru ishgard again is so surreal, but i can't imagine how awful it must be for blade & shinobu both, returning to a place that they longed to be free of. to see the brume once more & recall what living there was like, how many people would brush by coldly, the corruption within the knight's ranks, how cold it was. and to be invited into the innermost city where all the rich live, warm homes and food, never having to worry about what it means to sleep on stone or wood!!!!!
and it's only bc they're dubbed 'heroes'. anyone unimportant gets left behind :') shinobu is NOT having a good time bc it rly is just. her wanting to use what influence she can to help those in the brume, but theres nothing she CAN do, and she risks them losing ishgard's 'hospitality' if they deem her a meddler; not counting the fact that she has yet to tell anyone she's from ishgard. there's a lot u gotta do to survive and getting judged by the knights for crimes like theft is the last thing she wants
#especially considering like. a lot of ppl are missing or dead from a conflict that should Not have happened#and now theyre returning to the one place they wanted to leave!!!!!!#AUUUUUUGH#pain. misery even
1 note
·
View note
Text
this song has so many lyrics that fit my it perfectly except the chorus
1 note
·
View note
Text
i will be thinking abt griss and zephia my entire fucking life
1 note
·
View note
Text
rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
145 notes
·
View notes
Text
“Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not?
Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?”
- source
#i realized i almost never do anything with itachi and his parents so this one post is dedicated to them#the regret of killing them would have killed him before his actual death#what kind of child he was to raise a sword against his own parents?#his parents weren't even angry that he'd betrayed them at last#all the nightmares that would have followed him in which they hated him for everything and he would have no defense#who held him when he cried thinking of his mom? who comforted him when he choked on his tears thinking of his father's last words?#who was there for him when memories of his family became too much to handle and he would just collapse unable to breathe#maybe just maybe when the first symptoms of his illness showed he thought#that it was just one of his regular coughing fits that came with the onslaught of the memories of his parents#did he ever want to crawl back to sasuke and tell him how miserable he was and how much he missed their parents#where did the strength to be entirely indifferent and inhuman composure come to him#how much practice did it take? how many days? months? years?#did people around him ever suspect how much he was suffering?#all from thinking about his dead parents whom he killed#whose blood never left his tiny fingers and soaked into his flesh and blended into his own#how much misery was encapsulated into those expressionless features that never gave away even the slightest hint of pain#itachi uchiha#uchiha itachi#itachi#mikoto#mikoto uchiha#fugaku uchiha#fugaku
243 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay but. in the last scene, the time travel is done. the pain and suffering and endless misery is done. but they still toast to 'eine welt ohne winden'. does that town just suck?
#like 😭😭😭#winden in this world is just some town in the middle of fucking nowhere. that you never move away from#yes it could just be that they have no idea how much worse it could be.#ORRRRRR. winden is STILL endless misery even without the time loop. the only difference is that it's not repeating#i do have my theory that everything in the time loop is a warped reflection of the real world. and this is solely so that jonas can exist#that would be pretty funny and painful#dark netflix#netflix dark#dark 2017
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
ahem. i'm on my hands and knees begging all of the creatives in this fandom to please consider this raunchy thought: that of professor dekarios being bent over or spread out on his desk and reamed.
extra points for:
his lover using gale's tie or stole to manhandle him, bind his wrists, or gag him
his lover putting a hand over his mouth / fingers in his mouth because they have to keep quiet (spoiler: it doesn't work)
his lover planting a sweet kiss on his sweaty forehead after having successfully fucked him out of his stressed out mind #romance #truelove
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale x tav#gale x durge#bg3 gale#bloodweave#<- please ..... galemancers feed me.... galemancers.... feed me galemancers 🥺🤲#lord forgive me but i want that sweet freak obliterated 🫶#nsft#sorr y . except no i'm not bc how are there not 38493874938 different fics and arts with this concept 💔 pain. agony. misery even#its ok gale. im out here. advocating for u to get ur back blown out. if wizard hole has a million fans........#ok ok ok u guys get it im done . For Now........
139 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think there should be some magnificent writing done of the looming moral dilemma of Elspeth Rook Mercar, the Breaker of Bonds, the firm believer in heroic nonsense, falling for a Lucanis Dellamorte, whose calling is death, the First Talon of the Crows. Because no matter how big and soft his heart is, he’s still unavoidably will lead the organization who helped to save Thedas, yes, but also is intertwined with many of the horrors that the Shadow Dragons oppose. And yet, still she will always choose Treviso, instead of Minrathous.
#this is so random#I love Veilguard I do very very much#but gods I needed more#nuances? non erasure of ugly bits?#the post-game lives of these two plague me#because its unavoidable of Rook learning how some crows are recruited#how they are trained#how Lucanis was trained by Caterina#that at the center of the pain and gloom there is family and love#and yet despite her morals and principles she stays by his side#she becomes the wife of the fitst talon she is gifted that dammed opal ring with Caterina’s blessing#because even though Rook is not a crow and cannot and will not be a crow she is *loyal*#like a dog#because she understands the importance of family unlike one specific man#I have so many thoughts about it#my rook would be so conflicted she hates Caterina for the abuse yet pities the woman lost to grief and and doom of her children and grand#and who doomed what was left#it’s so fascinating#please oh please BioWare give me a post canon dlc#I need to have a convo with the grandma please#on the brighter side the sheet confusion and frustration of Illario to comedic degree#because after everything he does bit expect Caterina to welcome Rook to the family with open arms#I live by the misery of Dellamorte family and the sheer comedic potential of in-law Rook and Illario#dragon age rook#rook#lucanis x rook#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard spoilers
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
ford: do you ever think about what nonexistence is like?
stan: i...try not to. i mean, how do you even imagine something that isn't even nothing?
ford: maybe it's everything
stan: ...either way, i don't like the concept. i can handle whatever cosmic horror bullshit goes on in nonexistence, but not existing also means not hearing or seeing or feeling or knowing
ford: maybe it's more peaceful not to hear or see or feel or know
stan: it wasn't. i already had thirty years of that. i'm not okay with another second, let alone an eternity
ford: ...i don't think i find it that peaceful anymore
#existential#< trigger tag#we just. we thought it was kind of a wonderful thought#'i can handle not existing. i can't handle it without you'#it's a very stancore thing we think#and we think ford would initially find the thought peaceful. and good.#so much misery and pain and chaos. wouldn't an absolute nothing be a nice change of pace?#but then stan makes a point. you're doing it without your loved ones#ford would love nothingness. but he loves being around his family even more#he's been alone so long. stan too. even in a state of nothingness there would be an intrinsic wrongness if they weren't together#in that sense...wherever we go we truly do go together#anyway. uh. tags ae guess#gravity falls#ford pines#stan pines#there ya go
25 notes
·
View notes