#PLS DONT JUDGE ME

[brainisrotted]

confession time: my obsession with matthew gray gubler/spencer reid is so bad, i regularly have the realizations that spencer reid is not real and therefore i will never meet and fall in love with him, and matthew gray gubler is 44 years old and would never fall in love with me bc im 19 and he's wayyyyyy outta my league. like... its so bad i get genuinely upset every time i remember these things.

[junobuggies]

"B-B-But!! In game, she canonly flirts with the guys-" BLAHBLAH BLAH IDCCCC

[riestar8]

man i feel like ive alr read all the yandere x reader there is on tumblr 😔 pls recommend some to me preferably one where the yan is like a service sub or masochist …. IK DONT JUDGE ME 💔 (thank you to anyone who does end up recommending ily)

[enspey]

The first finished piece I have managed in a year. The struggle has been real. Am I back? I sure am trying to be.

Anyways! I return (ish) with another MC. This time from @loveandleases. Ruby Neves and the best rat Angela. Or at least how i imagine Angela looks like. If my girl can’t have her dog back (yet) she will absolutely adopt Angela.

Yes, I named her Ruby. She was going to be Amber, but somewhere along the way she became Ruby. Ruby she will stay. Her parents obviously had a thing for rocks naming their kids Jade and Ruby. She is a bit of a mess for an MC. Will never forgive her family. Yolo’ing blatant flirtations at Cam, because….well…the rest of her life is a dumpsterfire, she may as well go for broke and act on old feelings.

Love and Leases is a fun ride for anyone who hasn’t read it yet. DO IT. I know, I have said that about every MC I had done….well…I’m going to keep doing it.🥴

Cheers!

[lizziehatters-teacards]

Introducing Wilbur, from Mandela county

Introduction + backstory

Wilbur doesn't have many friends, friends are a lost cost of you live in Mandela county. He has been here all his life, and it's where he is doomed to be for maybe the rest of his life.

Life in Mandela county can never be good. If it weren't for these alternates, the population wouldn't have been so less that only a few people would live. What's worse is that Mandela county isn't the only county that faces situations like this. Almost the entire state has faced this issue. Although at this point it would be better off known as a desperate crisis. And one of the victims of this crisis had to be Wilburs younger brother, didn't it?

His father was definitely someone, abducted and killed by someone he looked like apparently. His body was never found. From what Wilbur understood from the cops is that his father took his own life. But Wilbur knew better, he knew his father WOULDN'T have committed suicide. Wilbur knows the cops are no better to trust.

Wilbur knows the cops have done nothing. Nothing when the mother lost her child to the intruder, killing herself then after. Nothing when somebody died mysteriously, followed by the disappearance of his best friend right after visiting his home. No investigations, No police, no nothing. Almost 3,426 children missing, many more people dead. Not a single body unearthed.

It's funny to say that Wilbur hates the cops, despite his father use to be working for the Mandela police station, before he passed away. At the time Wilbur was just 17 and his brother Tom, or better known as Tommy, was just 7.

There was a very important broadcast by the Mandela county police department about what to do when there is a situation where you come face to face with an alternate. Turns out the volumes has been somehow tampered with this leaving huge missing pieces from the analog. How ever Wilbur finds enough information from them, how to protect himself and his brother.

Wilbur knew the existance of alternates, infact almost everyone knew what alternates were, but no one knew what they are. No one could even speak about them to anyone, they just co exist with human being, as a parasite. The alternates existance apear almost anywhere. Safe to say that staying away from them isn't enough to keep them safe.

But on the 7 month after losing a father right at December, just near Christmas, Wilbur lost his brother. His brother has all of a sudden fallen pray to the alternates. The police investigation said that the disappearance had occured, cuz of an alternate with expert knowledge on hiding evidence. Wilbur knew better. The case came to a cold end, when the cops refused to dig deeper into the situation, afraid that they may too fall victim to an alternate, the other officers did.

The actions of the police come off suspicious to him every time. Even more as the days pass by, more incidents occur, but the police never do anything. It seems that there was a greater fear in wilburs life than robbers, murderers, or even worse. This fear made Wilbur stay indoors most of the time, only coming out in day for an hour a week. He knows the police can't be trusted with security, but he can trust himself to protect himself. This fear has also made Wilbur get rid of the TV, Because he knows that the alternate was the intruder throughout the screens, the intruder stealing infants and kids through the screens, the intruder who stole his brother from him.

He decided to keep A gun, a note book, and a flashlight with him at all times ias his main essentials.

God knows what does these alternates want from mere humans. Or what if there even is a God? Probably not. If he did existed, then his family would be alive today, then humans didn't have to fear trusting anyone. Then there would have been nothing called an alternate.

Wilbur had been like this, for 6 years after. Wilbur works at a library, he looked high and low for a job that was willing to give morning shift. He needed a job if he had to pay rent, just to live. His working place isn't as bad as he thought though, most of the time the library stays empty, and the main people who come and go were collage students. Wilbur wished he could compete collage, but all this mishap had lead to otherwise.

So far now, wilburs life is smooth, smooth enough to survive. He did have some friends, but it's better to call them " people who are trust worthy enough but you don't trust anyways ". After all, you can't trust anyone, especially when you are living in a place called Mandela county.

And sure enough, Wilbur doesn't trust anyone .

[kazuzuru]

I lost a bet with my bestfriend,he said you have to reveal your face on your Tumblr acc

Pls don't judge guys this is how I rlly look and the bandage is cause I got scratched by my cat (his name is Shidou)

[ellavei]

🔞: AU, preg kink, mpreg

"It would be great if we had kids together, Antoine!" Something about Francis's eyes told him he couldn't hide his desire. They had been friends for 32 years but had only been dating for less than a year. Despite all the bad rumours about Francis's love life in the past, he was very sweet and gentle with Antonio. But something seemed to have changed when he started living with Francis... Condoms were non-existent in this house, and Francis grew increasingly annoyed with Antonio for avoiding sex when he was around ovulation. There was a time Antonio had once accidentally found a folder full of pictures of his belly and hips. Sometimes it was while Antonio was cleaning, sometimes it was while Antonio was changing clothes. All were marked with the words ''My Antoine Bonnefoy before pregnancy''. Earlier last week, Antonio had been stunned to find Francis had bought dozens of pregnancy test kits and left them in Antonio's bathroom cabinet. He was too scared to question Francis and considered taking a break from his relationship with Francis today.

[y0urfav0r1te-girl]

Is it wrong that when someone asks me who my Tumblr crush is I say which one because girlie I lost count at this point

[v4mp1re-rac00n]

why cant i stand up for myself? i dont want to deal with jenson and oscar too prob its so annoying but i cant say anything, it just doesnt work like no words come out it weird and i dont know why, it might be selective mutism or something but idk BUT sometimes when i actually answer a teachers question or something im usually proud of myself (just a bit cuz its not a big deal) for speaking cuz most of the time i just freeze up or smth and no words come out i dont know whyy and then everyones just staring at you and its SO awkward like stop staring please it makes me uncomfortable and especially if i sit at the front then the people behind could be looking at me and i HATE that so much but i cant do anything about it. I CANT EVEN ASK TO GO TO THE BATHROOM WITHOUT BEING TERRIFIED SOMEONE IS GONNA SAY SOMETHING BUT THERED NO POINT IN ME BEING TERRIFIED BECAUSE EVERYONE GOES TO THE TOILET SO I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY WHY I CANT I DO A SIMPLE THING OF ASKINH TO GO TO THE BATHROOM?!! crap sorry if this is long i didnt mean for it to be long, i overshare sometimes i dont mean too though it just slips out and stuff

(IF SOMEONE I KNOW READS THIS... YEAH DONT QUESTION IT...IM TO TOTALLY FINE DW)

[gabdeltoro]

been working on this rewrite for a whole year and it’s nowhere near done 💔💔💔

my redesigns of the characters (no disrespect to the original, spectacular designs)

speedpaint: https://youtu.be/FyXEc5XjIjk !!

[insectdawn]

My... my.. my... what am I cooking up here

(Suggestive?) Its unfinished but guess who?

Got my motivation but I wont be posting this here

[mingismoralloyalty]

NSFW Thoughts (MDNI!)

So quite some time ago I read a reddit thread in "/ask men" where one comment said "As a man I can confirm that every man at one point in his life has tried to suck himself off. No matter how hard they denie it, don't belive it." and it had so many up votes like 👀👀 and my mind immediately went to my favourite atz boys.

Imagine them fully naked on their own bed, door locked, bending and twisting on their mattress to push their hips one inch closer to their mouth. Tongue stretched out as far as they can, brows knitted, sweat dripping down their temples, dick hard in anticipation, desperately trying to reach the tiny droplet on their own tip.

(also, who would be able to succeed 👀)

[zazakisan]

Banbaleena 🩷

[emma-235]

do not talk to me and be all nice and sweet if ur gonna block me the day of. i mean this seriously i get attached to ppl who r nice to me very very easily so it rlly hurts me when ppl block me for no reason after i’ve been nice and kind to them so pls don’t do it

[tripecake]

CRINGETOBER 2024 DAY 10: Ship dynamic

This is my favorite ship dynamic that no one talks about for some reason.

[janyxbeloved]

I'm posting twice a day ?!? YEAH!

KNY oc part 2!

Also special mention to my pookie @puerile-treats cuz it's her birthday (Happy birthday pooks)

Tsubaki Tsugikuni （次国 - 椿 Tsugikuni Tsubaki)

"For five hundred years, I've thought to myself; Why am I still alive? Why hadn't I thought of finally accepting death? Why am I not tired of wandering for five hundred years? How dare you speak to me as if you didn't do anything wrong? Most of all, let me ask, what makes you think I still care for you as your niece? Muzan, the other uppermoon demons, you... You all fill my heart with hate. I don't care if I go to hell, I will drag you all down with me to the darkest of pits and the hottest of flames and you will not escape." - Tsubaki Tsugikuni to Kokushibo, while trying to protect Muichiro Tokito and Genya Shinazugawa in True feelings

Alias: T. Tsugikuni, Onishika("True form"), My niece(By Kokushibo), Demonic entity(By Kokushibo upon seeing her "true form")

Race: Human(Formerly), Demon

Gender: Female

Age: 19(physically), 500+(Chronologically)

Height: 182cm(6'0)

Weight: 73kg

Hair color: Black to red

Eye color: Maroon

Affiliation: Demon Slayer Corps, Tokito family

Occupation: Informant, demon slayer

Combat style: Light breathing, hand-to-hand combat, Flora manipulation and fauna transformation

Status: Alive(Before sunrise countdown arc) - Desceased

Brief background information:

Tsubaki - That name should be familiar to demon slayers from the sengoku era of someone were to ask. And they would all answer the same thing: Tsubaki is the daughter of Yoriichi and the niece of Michikatsu. She was kidnapped and turned into a demon by Muzan when she was 17 and stopped aging at 19, in the arms of her father, they were both exiled from the demon slayer corps, Tsubaki had some self restrain from eating humans, Yoriichi served her favorite food and she knew she was a demon, however had morals - Fast forward to the Taisho era, Tsubaki was watching over her quiet garden where animals lived. Suddenly, she heard commotion coming from her garden, she ran out into her garden to find out a slayer infiltrated her home, he was attacking a giant swan she created with her blood demon art to keep anyone from entering her home, however, she watched from a nearby perch - The slayer had successfully killed the swan. The demon slayer asked her to reveal herself, Tsubaki, who was shapeshifted into an owl, stood on top of a tree, the slayer decided to play smart and said that he could see her. Tsubaki stood behind the boy, wearing a cloak. The two exchanged a glance at one another, the slayer confused and Tsubaki calm. Tsubaki took her hood off and welcomed the slayer in to her home. She served tea and some cake to the slayer. She inquired why he came to her and he admitted, he managed to decode a message on the back of the corps rule book, out of curiousity and desperation to get stronger, he managed to disclose her location with the help of his Kasugai crow. Tsubaki just stared at the boy in shock, she would've never imagined that this boy, so small and young would be able to decode a message as old her all by himself. Then the boy admitted that he asked for some help - However, he did it almost all of it alone, Tsubaki regained her composure and introduced herself. The boy shook her hand and hoped that she'll take him as her student, Tsubaki asked for his name, she would do her best to mentor this boy. The boy introduced himself as Muichiro Tokito.

Uniform description

As far as it goes, Tsubaki does not wear the demon slayer corps uniform.

General appearance

Tsubaki wears a standard kimono colored in red with her obi colored gray. She has a blade and a bow with a bag of arrows on her back. And she does wear a cloak which is colored a dark green, to blend in with the surrounding nature at night along with a red eyepatch.

Inspirations:

Athena (EPIC: The musical)

Odysseus (EPIC: The musical)

Yoriichi Tsugikuni

Pianos (Don't even ask why)

Samurai

Overall abilities:

Tsubaki has years of wisdom and skilled swordsmanship, along with the help of her blood demon art which allows her to quickly evade capture.

Demon slayer abilities:

As a human: Tsubaki only possessed skilled sowrdsmanship and quick movement speed, however, she was also skilled at hand-to-hand combat.

Demon slayer mark: Tsubaki had unlocked her demon slayer mark prior to the final battle, however, Muzan was unaware of the trouble he has caused.

Transparent world: Tsubaki can see through the transparent world, memorizing all of Muzan and Kokushibo - She was shocked to realize that her father was right about Muzan's anatomy...

Songs that would sound similar to her personality:

Warrior of the mind - She is badass, Muichiro and her interacting would be similar to Athena and Odysseus.

Scylla - Since Tsubaki and Onishika are the same people, Onishika would tell demons she's against to drown in their sorrows and fears.

We'll be fine - Tsubaki would be the time to reassure that Muichiro's fine the same way Athena would assure that Telemachus would be stronger.

Odysseus - Like Odysseus, she's a monster after realizing it.

I can't help but wonder - This can either be taken with Yoriichi, Uta and Tsubaki as Odysseus, Athena and Telemachus or Tsubaki and Muichiro as Telemachus/Athena with Odysseus. Because at some point, Tsubaki will wonder if she led Muichiro astray after revealing who she truly was. At the same time, Odysseus and Telemachus would be Yoriichi looking at Tsubaki as his daughter, not a monster.

Trivia

Tsubaki's name can translate to "Camellia" as in the flower, however if "Tsu" is translated it would mean "To harbor" and "Baki" could mean "fang of steel" and her surname, Tsugikuni, is comprised of the meaning: "to inherit, succeed"(Tsugi) and "country, kingdom"(Kuni). And her demon name, Onishika, Oni translates to "demon", shi means "death" and ka is added as a suffix or translated to "mosquito".

Tsubaki saw people as friends, however she was a hermit.

Kagaya found out about her because of the Corps handbook. To add to this, she's also the author of the corps handbook.

Tsubaki can play the Koto and biwa.

Tsubaki is quite secretive, despite her tall stature, she can hide well with humans.

After Nezuko conquered the sun, Tsubaki thought of touching sunlight herself - Only to find out she was fed blue spider Lily before, however she didn't want to touch sunlight as Onishika.

Tsubaki can be described as dangerous however, that didn't stop Muzan from taking her away and holding her hostage. However during the final battle, Muzan feared her.

Tsubaki loves her parents dearly, she wouldn't trade them for anything.

She has never married. Never will.

Tsubaki has neat handwriting when she isn't rushing, however if she is, it's a mess.