#PINK PONY SUMMER BITCHESSSSSSS
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I just remembered im doing things the hard way on PURPOSE and got so spiritually hard🥴🥴🥴🥴
#i could ALSO sleep w/obsess over/lose myself in someone new..#i could do drugs i could go back begging and and pleading..i could deny and pretend and do so many things but i am🥴🥴#sitting w the feelings and F E E L I N G them...i am journaling and looking inward#i am examining it all and my own part in all of it#because yes i got screwed over royally and didnt deserve any of it but i was an active participant too#reliving my childhood and trying to change the story of abandonment#i am heartbroken but i am...so level headed all things considered#only 1 tattoo and that was all for me lol#PINK PONY SUMMER BITCHESSSSSSS#it's fall now but the pink pony is on me FOREVER#i had a lapse and forgot i need to follow her#forgot and keep forgetting that i am my own person and this does not take anything from me#if anything im getting more of myself back#no more giving it to someone who doesnt cherish and treasure it#but i will#i love myself. no more abandoning him for anyone#im so special and fun and cool and interesting...omg.
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