#PEARS OMFG

[plethodontidae]

city girl for the weekend 😜

[cynical-ghost]

ICING

Request: Could you do SMAU for Kimi Raikkonen with baker!wife reader? We all know of his obsession with ice cream, but what about the goods his wife baked? Did he do the same? You decide how it goes. Just something fluff and cute. Tag me later!! Thanks:)) - @pear-1206

Paring: Kimi raikkonen x baker!reader

Genre: fluff, smau-social media

Warning(s): use of Yn, one use of French near the end.

Synopsis: Just some cute Instagram postes from baker!Yn and Kimi.

A/n: Sorry I didn’t post this sooner, I have been busy with exam revision😭 I hope this makes up for not posting in a while <3

Ynforeal

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Ynforeal Cinnamon Rolls 🤗🍴

Ynismymother 🤤🤤🤤

User15 omfg I wish I lived closer to your bakery! 😭😭

Kimiynforlife they look soo good!!!!

Charles_leclerc I can’t wait for the next time you come to the paddock with baked goodies 😁

Ynforeal see you next race with a surprise for everyone!!!

Carlossainz55 🫡🍴

Kimi_raikkonen

Liked by Ynforeal, fernandoalo_oficial, Sebastianvettle and 986,798 others

Kimi_raikkonen On My Way!

KimiandYnareparents The autocorrect caption😭💀

User53 😭😭😭

Ynismymother how does Yn look so good!!

User12 She always looks good 🫠

Sebastianvettle Cupcakes, cinnamon rolls, Victoria sponge cake….Which is @/Ynforeal bringing ????

Ynforeal You and Charles will be the first to see, don’t you worry your little head Seb 😂

Sebastianvettle I will ignore the last sentence because you are bringing food 😂

Ynforeal

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Ynforeal I make a Berry cream cake and some mini honey cakes for the paddock. Featuring a happy Charles about to take the berry cake for himself and Kimi trying to be sneaky…

Tagged: @/Chares_leclerc @/Kimi_raikkonen

Charles_leclerc The berry cake was délicieux, I did share it with my family 😁

Arthur_leclerc No you didn’t…

lorenzotl No you didn’t…

leclerc_pascale 😡

Charles_leclerc 😒

[neverwalka1one]

I got to see Wicked last night, and whoo boy I have thoughts. Cut for spoilers, you've been warned.

I'm looking forward to seeing the 'Good News' song at the end of the second movie - Glinda already looked conflicted about the Giant Elphie Effigy (good lord those munchkins work fast)

Also, I thought the movie highlighted better that those in Munchkinland knew Elphaba her whole life, and this is still how hard they bought in to the propaganda.

The little hint that Glinda's bubble is all mechanics. Chef's kiss.

Glinda's bubble has a Designated Landing Place. Just. Consider all that implies, with Glinda having been until very recently the Wizard's goodwill ambassador.

'Take it away' will never not be heartbreaking. Also, of course Elphaba is going to grow up a fierce defender of animal rights, she was raised by a talking animal, and that bear was the only one to be kind to her consistently through her childhood. Dafuq.

Baby!Nessa!Rose's little meeps. Just. I died.

'Oh, they're going to miss me.' Galinda I love you you ridiculous gal.

I like this twist on why Elphaba was at Shiz. I loved the way she so desperately wanted to go, but couldn't ask for herself. I loved her trying to defend Nessa Rose's independence... and then still being blamed for stifling her. Excellent.

Also did y'all see the picture of the animals behind the cracked and fallen fresco of the Wizard in that scene? Foreshadowing my beloved.

Galinda writing a little 'it's great' card put on top of the saddest pile of bedding you've ever seen.

'What is this Feeling?' omfg. I loved Elphaba putting her foot down about the roommate situation.

I also liked that they moved Elphaba's talk with Dr. Dillamond off-campus. It makes more sense that this status-quo challenging talk would be done away from the powers that be.

Also it sets up Fiyero running into Elphaba (literally) better, and omfg. I love that horse, he's great, more horse in the second movie please.

Omg Galinda flirting. And Fiyero flirting back, but Galinda (and Elphaba) missing that at that point Fiyero was flirting with pretty much everyone because hey, it's fun, it's easy, and it works.

On that note, Fiyero flirting successfully with the librarian. <3

The whole Ozdust scene. All of it. The outfits, the dancing, the prolonged social anxiety/social embarrassment. The way Elphaba refuses to show she's been hurt. The way Galinda finally understands that. THE DANCE APOLOGY.

I did find it a little weird that one of the only lines cut from the musical was the 'Lemons and melons and pears. Oh my' bit between Boc and Nessa Rose.

Also can we talk about how excellent Jonathan Bailey is as Fiyero?

'Popular' is, as always, fantastic. And highlights just how good Galinda is going to be at the politics of this world.

'That might be your secret, but that doesn't make it the truth' AUGH GALINDA just rip out my heart why don't you.

I liked that when Elphaba rescues the lion cub, she's more restrained/talented than in the beginning of the movie. It makes sense, she's been learning all this time.

THE BIKES. THE LION CUB IN THE BIKE BASKET. THE WIZARD OF OZ CALLBACK. LOVE.

The mushroom things during 'I'm Not That Girl', idk what those were but they were so so pretty lord I love the world-building.

That scene of Nessa Rose, Boc, Galinda, and Fiyero all together, and Elphaba on the outside in the dark. Fiyero looking out over the courtyard as he's being pulled away. Augh, all of it.

The way the students turned on a dime the second Elphaba got that invitation.

That. Train. Steampunk my beloved.

Idina Menzel and Kristin Chenoweth getting singing roles, YES, THANK YOU, that was such a great surprise, I was squeaking like bebe Nessa Rose.

On the flip side... sigh. I called it. Jeff Goldblum was... very Jeff Goldblum. That guy, while a lot of fun, is the exact same character in pretty much everything he's been in for the last few years. I still think that casting was a mistake. Hear me out: The original Wizard was Joel Grey. Joel Grey was also the Emcee in Cabaret. ... so tell me it wouldn't both be great casting and an awesome call back to have casted Alan Cumming as the Wizard. I can't have everything I guess.

Also, and it might be just me/the effects of a late night screening, but when Elphaba and Galinda are walking into the palace, with the doors slamming behind them, and there's a scene with the torchlit hall behind them? Didn't the fire look like how the flames in the original Wizard of Oz movie looked? Just sort of... fuzzier and blurred than how film tends to pick up fire these days? It might have just been me.

Also this movie does have a bit of the Les Mis problem - you've got some cast members with serious vocal chops... and theeeeeen there's the ones that... tried hard. Great actors every single one, but would it have killed the director to find people for those roles that could match vocally as well? This movie doesn't need big names. We're not going for the big names, people.

I liked how the movie explained better why the Wizard not being able to read from the Grimorie was such a big deal.

The monkeys. Oh, the flying monkeys. Also the scene of Madam Morrible framed by flying monkeys. Thanks for breaking my heart.

'Defying Gravity'. All of it. Every bit of it. Holy. Shit. Holyshit. HOLY. SHIT.

So yeah, I'm going to have to see it eleventy-billion more times before it leaves theaters.

[austinsdemise]

✩ᴇɴᴍᴜ✩

I made this while sleep deprived and gossiping with my bestie 🤭 sorry if it’s shit, it’s what me and my Pookie made up for him

Head-cannons:

bbg is THICK OMFG

There is no sfw option for this guy, he's horny 24/7.

Though I don't believe he's a virgin, he sure does act like one. He's so sensitive, even after y'all have done it multiple times, he still wants more.

Down right a sex freak with how many times he wants to do it a day. And when you guys do do the deed, he's up for 7-8 rounds. At least 6 times a week.

  he that he has a pear shaped body, seeing as he's thick in the hips. And yes I do have the figurine to back up this claim.

His nipples are VERY sensitive. Please play with them, he doesn't like doing it himself if he has you there with him. Tug, pull, lick, bite, he does not care. He can get off just by you playing with them.

Enmu is submissive, bc no way in hell is this man is able to dom anyone. Arching his back like that for Muzan? Well he does it even harder for his darling, minus the clothes.

Tie him up? Go ahead. The feeling of being at his partners mercy just makes his dick throb in anticipation. Because he knows he can rip straight through the man made rope but chooses to humor his dear.

Seeing how he is already a very feminine guy, he won't hesitate to dress up for you. His plush thighs look amazing in stockings and fishnets. Garter belts are Enmu's favorite accessory. The tightness of the leather squeezing his upper thigh while you give him head? Amazing. But if you're pegging/fucking him from behind while pulling him back by his garter belts, prepare for this little shit to be whining and whimpering your name all night. 

Okay so maybe he has dominated his darling once or twice. Y'all know how his "true" form is a tentacle train monster? so he may or may not of fucked his love in that form. Every single one of darlings holes were filled, cum basically everywhere. It was a whole mess but it left the two of you satisfied, exhausted, but satisfied. Did Muzan find you two in that situation? Yes. Was it embarrassing? Yes.

Enmu is obviously loyal. But he is no where near as loyal to his partner as he is to Muzan. Yes he still loves you, but his obsession with the demon king runs deep. If you guys don't like that he, let's just say he has had so many thoughts that included his love and Muzan dominating him at the same time.

If his darling is male, cock warming is the way to go. He's hopping on your dick at any moment of the day just to feel it inside him. Honestly, this man fucks like a rabbit, wanting to either breed or be bred all the time.

Only thing I can think of that Enmu would love more about his lover, was if they were part of the upper moons. So merry at the fact he was able to catch the attention of a stronger individual. Which means he can be held in stronger arms<3

Let's say you're an upper moon. Enmu is so down bad the first time he meets you. Doing exactly what he did for Muzan in that one scene. Y'all know what I'm talking about, the one where he arches his back. Anyways he does that, and it doesn't phase you. So now he's bent over at your feet, kissing the tops of them.(y'all are not bare footed like the blueberry toed baker)

If you decide to give him a chance, and you're anatomically male, he's currently being bent over a table and fucked into it. Begging for more as his ass gets slapped and pounded into. Not getting a break because he was begging in his knees for it, so he shall receive.

If you're anatomically AFAB, he's laying on his back, being suffocated by the dripping pussy sitting on his face. Wet slurping noises being a prominent sound throughout the infinity castle as he passionately eats his darling out.

Find a way to fuck him good and hard in the ass and he's mewling for more. Drool seeping down his chin and sharp nails digging into anything they can. And yes, he does draw blood.

He's pretty okay with aftermath, doing the bare basics of giving his darling a wash cloth and getting them water.

But like the pillow princess he is, he likes to be taken care of like always. Snuggling into his partners chest right after, the warmth fueling his cold and technically dead form :D

Kinks: Bondage, Feminization, Pegging, Choking, Dacryphilia, S&M, Overstimulation, Being Bred/Breeding Literally name any kink and he’s on his knees in front of you begging to try it.

[popcorn428]

i noticed that u like to repost bsd fanart! i was wondering if u have favourite artists?

YESSSS SOSOSMANY

@art-amiss

their band au is so cool and i love how they draw sigma its so wgfhafha

@iztea

their fem skk has me in a chokehold, esp their recent chuuya fanart i see it every day on my dash and i gotta just stare at it for like a minute each time just admiring their art

@birb0t

i just love their art style sm its so pretty

@seukorei

they're so good with color and im so jealous everything is always just so beautiful

@ninfadora7

i just noticed i wasnt following them and almost cried but they draw expressions so so good and their style is so cool too i feel like if i look at it too long ill break the art in some way

@n0cturnalcm

they're one of the first ppl i followed on here but literally just everything abt their art has me on my knees

@creantzy

I love their art so so much and i love all the fyolai stories they make i eat that shit up every time, also they're really good with anatomy

@sensitiveheartless

they're art and stories are so cool and cute i want to absorb it

@lotus-pear

I want to eat their art omfg im not even a kunizai shipper, but ive considered it so many times because of them theyre also so good at anatomy and colors and babababba

@de4cades

their art is so cute i wanna squeeze it and throw it affectionately

anyways thanks for the ask!! <3

look at all these artists 😠

[emeowwww-blog]

i dont have a following here lol, just on ao3, but if you have somehow stalked me enough to find my tumblr, then heres some little answers to common questions.

IM SORRY I FORGOT WHO I GOT THIS FROM :/

How many works do you have on Ao3? 15

2. What's your total Ao3 word count? God i dont know, im too lazy to count. By rounding up and down on works I have 203K

3. What are you top fics by kudos? Thats a really fantastic question /j Probably my Fyodor / Nikolai BSD fic that I have crossposted here, or a Simeon / MC Obey Me! fic called "Lament."

4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I ALWAYS DO OMFG I LOVE COMMENTS GIVE ME MORE <33

5. What's the fic you've written with the angtiest ending? I don't really write angst because it makes me cryyyy but I have one angst fic I wrote for a friend that was a SSKK fic, it had a kinda happy ending but everybody except the main pair died. It's called "The Pear Blossoms are Always Sweeter in Winter".

6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending? Like- all of them? If I had to pick one it would be a Rui / Tsukasa fic called "From Heart to Soul and Back Again"

7. Do you write crossovers? Yes, not often though. Most of mine are unposted.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic? No, not yet. All of my stuff has "Don't like don't read" in the notes.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yes. I usually write queer fics in general because I myself am a queer transmasc guy. because of this I think I write MxM smut the most often, follwed by FxF and then MxF.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Yeah. And that stolen fic has more kudos than mine 😭

11. Have you ever had a fic translated? I translate my own usually, but I have a friend who enjoys translating my fics into Lithuanian for their friends. I usually help them because my Lithuanian is so-so.

12. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Only once, and it was posted to Wattpad. I'm not sure if anybody could find it, but it was called "Collab Fic: 3 Minds, 2 Hearts.

13. What's your all-time favorite ship? Don't ever ask me that /j It changes so often I literally can't pick. I think currently it's Akito / Touya? It's the ship I'm currently writing for anyways.

14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? An original work that's well over 500K words but I'm too lazy to send it to a publisher.

15. What are your writing strengths? ... I write smut well according to my friends.

16. What are your writing weaknesses? Writing straight fanfic.

17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I do that a lot. I get some anger because I forget that not everyone can understand it-

18. What was the first fandom you wrote for? This is embarrassing but the Dream SMP!!! 😭

19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to? I haven't written for Minori / Haruka yet, but I have a WIP that I just started...

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? Jesus I hate to say this but a fanfic I wrote for my highschool Japanese textbook-

[luvrxbunny]

I am the rizzer 😂 I got more 😘

“if I had to be anything, I would be air because I wanted to be the thing that you need the most, the thing that get to touch your lips at night, the thing that make you live, The thing that many forgot to cherish but knows to love it, the thing that keeps you warm or cold, the things to love ..it would to be with you” I think this one is adorable and cute and great romantic rizz and quote. (I literally made this like from scratch 😭)

Also GURL YOU NEED A HUG FROM THAT criticism 😞🫶

👥🫂

-🍐

YOU MADE THAT FROM SCRATCH???? THAT SO GOOD OMFG

it reminds me of this lyric i heard when i was younger

“i’m jealous of the wind, that ripples through your clothes.. it’s closer than your shadow… oh i’m jealous of the wind”

AND IT ALTERED MY BRAIN

that’s probably why i can’t love normally

i like— need to crawl into the persons chest and live there or else they don’t really love me— ANYWAY

ONCE AGAIN 10/10 PEAR

ROMANCE RIZZ FOR THE WIN

and thank u for the hug 🥲

🫂

[slayerkitty]

I love how Kawi wants to talk about the kiss but also that Pisaeng is like nah we don't gotta, you got shit going on. They're gonna be good at this relationship thing, I think. Or they'll fuck it up, idk, lol.

Awww Max, look at you coming to support your bestie.

Pear, why do you look like you did something bad or something bad happened to you? DID SOMETHING HAPPEN TO MY BELOVED PEAR??

Pear I don't like this from you.

Awwwww Pisaeng you're breaking my heart

Oh boy. Let's see how you fucked it up this time.

OH MY GOD PISAENG SHOWED UP WHEN HE LEFT WHAT THE FUCK?

OMFG MAX SIR YOU LOOK AMAZING. but I miss the streaks.

T-Pop is a real show, right? Are these the real hosts?

MY GUY DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE SONG? HOW DO YOU KNOW IT? IS THIS A PLOT HOLE????

I knew he was gonna turn alcoholic.

OH NO. I KNEW IT. THE DAD IS STILL DEAD. DAMN IT.

so wait, he remembers stuff he technically wasn't there for? Time travel is confusing.

OH NO PISAENG.

Oh wow. So Kawi was awful to Pear? I do not like.

Is Glasses Guy still a dick?

I do not like this wedding dress. It's not my fave lol. The other one was better.

Oh no. This won't end well. Kawi. Don't do something stupid.

Uhhhhhhh did Kawi and Pisaeng have an affair?!

Welp Glasses Guy is still a dick.

Oh fuck me, Pear no.

Max is over Kawi's bullshit. Holy crap, he just told Kawinto get therapy.

Future Max is rocking the fuck out of every one of his outfits. Damn.

Well, Kawi, he's fishing.

I want to feel bad for Kawi, but it's his fault, so...

So first, I was thinking Kawi might have ADD. Now I'm kind of wondering if he's bipolar. Because what was that abrupt, hey, let's go swimming moment?

I want some skewers. Those look amazing.

OH MY GOD KAWI STOP DRINKING

Why singing?

This song is kinda depressing

That is... an expression, Kawi. What are you thinking?

OKAY THATS WHAT HE WAS THINKING.

PISAENG. LOVE. DARLING. You celebrate the anniversary of the day you confessed to Kawi? And give him gifts? I... *speechless*

[daisyvisions]

CANADA BROS COULD BE PEAR AND APPLE THEYRE LIKE BROTHERS FRFR THAT WAY!! JACOB PEAR KEVIN APPLE TRUTHER IDC

I"LL TAKE THESE DOWN FOR REAL OMG THERE ARE SO MANY OPINIONS OMFG HOW DID WE EVEN GET HERE 😭

[stage-system]

omfg it's the original pear wiggler post (i think)

Damage prediction on pears during transportation.

[kazzattack]

Oh that was rude- DISREGARD THAT LAST ASK I DIDNT FINISH OMFG

I don’t like watermelon either😭 I love watermelon FLAVORED things though, and I once scoured my city’s beauty supply store reservoir to find a watermelon flavored lip gloss💀

You know what’s an underrated fruit fr?? Fucking PEARS (but specifically the cut ones that they serve in public school, whole pairs are horrible for my teeth)- ❤️‍🔥

and you’re real as fuck for that!! see me, i’ll lose my fave lipgloss and be sad, then i’ll forget about it for like a month. and out of no where i’m like oh my fucking god where is it. by the time i find it it looks like a tornado passed

errrrrr pears are very bleh to me. i think it’s just a texture thing though, they’re extremely soft. they’re also kinda cute to me though, there’s this thing my teachers used to use in middle school called pear deck. literally just a pear with a smiley face that used to hop around and ask how my day’s going. i miss that lil guy </3 i haven’t bitten a good chunk out of a pear in a long ass time though so i’ll try again the moment i get my hands on one, promise !!

[snowblossomreads]

OMG YES chinese hot pot!!😋🤤🤤🤤

now you got me curious what’s their go to stuff to put in or make for their hot pot…

for me mushrooms egg drop porridge with drizzle of sesame garlic oil & scallion on top is a must by the end of the meal!(from the reduced leftover broth full of flavor) EVERYONE HAVE TO TRY THIS

and one last question(s) about food ask for Aimee and Sinclair!

do they have any controversial food combination or food opinion? do they ever bicker about it or like found it endearing (or endearingly bicker for fun) …sinclair strike me as the type who dip oreos in orange juice 😂

also,

PEAR IS SUPERIOR THAN APPLE as a fruit just sayin’🤪 apple is supposed to be an ingredient instead of a fruit to eat it by itself and ppl are so wrong for hating on mint choco ice cream bc of the toothpaste taste…obv it’s mint flavored and perhaps they only got those poorly executed blue chocochip monstrosity instead of the real good thing. they have to try with the ones where they got the chocolate ice cream as the base with mint swirl/mint syrup, it’s supposed to be creamy chocolatey goodness with refreshing aftertaste from mint

your turn! lmao (no pressure tho)

Omg everyone listen to anon right now because they are right. If you're looking for something nice savory and warm this is it!! My stomach is like feed me rn 🤣🤣 !

I think the couples go two is very traditional (ur thin beef / pork, and maybe some seafood, chinese spinach, napa, rice noodles etc etc) like as long as it's food and it tastes good Sinclair will eat and enjoy it so he's like yeah put whatever down LOL. He does really like fish tofu he finds out later because he was like it doesn't taste like fish at all and flavor! Amiee's the same, though she likes to make sure there are a variety of mushrooms specifically ones like oyster mushrooms because she likes the texture of i when it's cooked well. (gosh i want hotpot rn stomach shhh please it's almost midnight)

Neither of them are very picky eaters (usually) so it works out lol.

SCREAMS OREO AND ORANGE JUICE. OMfg i had to google this and as i sit and ponder im like....now i want to try it bc what ?? i wonder if it tastes like orange chocolate... LOL i digress controversial food option HMM

🤣okay this one isn't a controversial food pairing or opinion but more of a funny thing then anything. And it's Sinclair is one of those people who probably has like one of those fancy celebration cakes on hand at his house icing and all. And he will eat at it and then buy another just because.

It throws Amiee completely off one day because she's like is it's someones birthday are we celebrating something????? And he's just like it's someone's bday every day and we should celebrate each day we are here while proceeding to cut himself a slice.

Amiee: 🤨🤷‍♀️😂

He offers her some of course and she'll sometimes have a small sliver while giving him most of the icing.

Also are we the same bc i love mint chocolate chip it's like top tier?? Mint chocolate is amazing and i will die on this hill. BUT i have actually had some that i was like yeah if someone ate it they would hate it LOL.

And while i like apples (get that red delicious out my face fuji and gala apples only) pears are just superior some how....how is that a thing what??

Anyways those are my thoughts and i'm happy to blab more about these two idiots so feel free to stop by dear anon!!! 😌❤ shall give you the title foodie anon (i hope that's okay)

[aroacesigma]

you look decently approachable, actually

ok this was FUN omfg . anyways would you all approach me

@karl-raccoon-enjoyer @seknots-izumimir @kiqilinn @lotus-pear @generic-internet-name (no pressure tag)

I WISH THIS TREND WAS MORE COMMON HERE SO IM STARTING ONE OKAY??!

[1c3312]

4/28/2023

how was today? today was fine! after i started my day i ate some pears for breakfast (they were yummy). just kinda lazed around for a bit and did some snacking until i went to grab kaden. another couple hours of chilling until we headed off to dads. he told us it would be okay if we stopped at stracks for food so we did. turns out we were a little too late so we grabbed some energy drinks and donuts before heading to mcdonalds for dinner. dad was a little disappointed but we didn't have many other options. i'm sure he'll make something good tomorrow. we talked for an hour or so and then we headed to bed!

today's overall mood: decent

last night's dream: went on a cruise with dad but it was lowkey kinda crazy

a memory i thought about today: getting my passport for the first time

favorite thing that happened today: stracks with kaden, he is such a good shopping partner

what's happening in my world?: so excited for my concert omfg

how much did i smoke today?: 0

did i work today?: nope!

today's weather: cloudy, high of 57 low of 47

final day rating: ★★★☆☆

[lisalanderrr]

I wish i could drop out, this is my first year at collage but i am already hating it. Studying for the sake of my parents. Dumbest thing ever. Also its not like a great school, or a major that i want. I would prefer working as a server for 4 years instead of going uni tbh. Not that i am seeing being a server is something like low or anything. It makes money. It dosnt waste my time like these stupid classes, i am not even social so uni is not worth for me. But why cant i just drop? Idk i feel like a such an dissapointment at the moment. Getting shamed from family doesnt help. Iwould rather work and study on improving my art. I hate this, i hate wasting my time that i dont care, i hate that i have to satisfy my family, and caring so much about what people think. It just not for me. I can wait to get out of family house, but i also feel bad leaving them. Living in a third world country makes you feel like this. I wish i could live a life like my pears around the world. Ok i sound like i complain a lot but its true. Its deprressing living like this, especially when you see people on internet living their life, its hard to not compare.not being able to afford anything, even tho you work, you will make 10$ for a whole day. Yeeyy, working for 2 months just to afford and iphone 11. What about food? Rent? Going out? No, these are luxury for us. Thats why i gotta work hard. Leave this country. Hopeless youth. Thats what i am. This is so loser shit omfg but i cant hellppppp pls. I hate even writing these it sounds pethatic. What i am rrying to say is I HATE SCHOOL, THE SYTSEM, WHOLE THING ABOUT EDUATION SYSTHEM. WHY IT COMSUME SO MUCH TIME? GOD THINGS I WOULD DO TO WORK AS AN WAITER IN US. OR ANYTHING.I WANNA LEAVE THIS FUCKED UP PLACE BEHIND BUT I KNOOOW I KNOW, anyways,I wanted to go US for work and travel but ofc i couldnt, its so expensive. 5k$??! I mean who can pick out 5k from their ass its expensive for everybody but its impossible for me. But i am sick and tired of waiting for miracle to happen. No one gonna save you girl. Like kali uchi said “ if you need a herooo, JuSt loOk in tHe mirrOrrrr” this so cheese but it is what it is. Save yourself girl. I am not badass boss bitch actully. I wish i was. But i feel like one the more i age. I am not that insecure the way i was when i was in highschool.I shouldnt feel shame for feeling theese.i feel bad talking like this tho.i am complaining about my life but my parents didnt have anything either. Worked for their entire life, no vacation, no trip, no resting, all for living like this. This feeling is so heavy on my shoulders, i have to make eneough money so i can make them live. I have to take care of them. Seeing them getting old kills me. So i feel like i gotta hurry up and find something and make money. idk why i am writing this, i just need to talk but there isnt anybody that i can talk about this topic so i rant on my tumblr. Plss i need a friend so badd. will delete this but no one sees it anyways so itdoesnt matter. Getting into this depression hole is pretty easy and get caught up with it, i am not an optimist person, but i have to try atleast, fake it until make it. These are my thoughts, just wrote what came to my mind, jumped one topic to other

[slayerkitty]

Aww Pisaeng. Max be his bestie.

Oh no. That's Pisaengs mom isn't it?

His marriage to Pear is a sham in the future and always was. I'm calling it now.

I LOVE PEAR. At this point, I'd marry her.

Oh no. Pisaeng told Pear didn't he?

Pear, love, he's outside cause he's upset.

Max is so over Kawi and Pisawng lmao

Yep, called that was his mom.

Man Max can read a room lmao

Hahaha yes Max ask him. Max got him pegged.

Oh this dude can just fuck right off

Oh Kawi. Oh I'm gonna cry.

Maybe just a little drunk lol

Oh no. Kawi you are drunk this is a bad idea

Omg. Of course. 🤦‍♀️

Awww Pisaeng, that was so cuuute.

NO FUCK THIS PEAR YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR THIS ASSHOLE.

It must be love, Pisaeng keeps touching Kawi's dirty socks lol

Uhhhh fellas Kawi is very drunk, I'm uncomfortable.

Omfg is he asleep????

Oh no his mom is home.

OH NO. don't make me hate you, Pisaeng's mom.STOP IT. LET HIM BE.

PEAR STAY AWAY FROM HIM.

Pear don't do something stupid.

WHAT THE FUCK GLASSES GUY??? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO COMMENT ON ANOTHER PERSON'S POSSIBLE SEXUALITY? I HATE HIM.

Wait wtf? Pisaeng isn't gonna beleuve that, right? RIGHT?

Oh haha kiss flashback counter enabled.

OH MY GOD IN FRONT OF HIS MOTHER'S SALAD

awww pisaeng

Awwwwwww Kawi, you are killing me.

Yay Pear's dad!

Ugggh, why such a cliffhanger when I have to stop for the night?

Awww balcony scene is cuuuute