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Sketches

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getting drunk and exchanging glances

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Keep thinking about the similarities and differences between Dazai's living conditions and Chuuya's living conditions, but how at the end of the day, they both just...don't know how to live. Even Verlaine looks around and asks how/why Dazai lives in the middle of nowhere and in a container, clearly pointing out that it's unusual but Dazai just shrugs it off. Chuuya has his desk in the middle of the room facing his bed when desks are usually in corners or against walls or facing a window but his is pointed at his bed. Meanwhile Dazai's is facing the wall. You walk into either of these rooms and wonder who lives there because you glean no personality or interests from them and wouldn't expect them to be where two teenagers make their homes. And there's something uniquely sad about that fact.

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its been like that lately

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why are all the bsd tags and soukoku tag trending 👁️👁️

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Orcazai is back 🎉

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been my plan from the beginning but I’m scared to do soooo

why do you do this

-atgbig survivor

because it's a little funny

also because no joke this fic has been my life and dedication for the past seven months or so. I was going to either do it well or not do it at all

you should go reread it from the beginning and look at all my foreshadowing and the different things that are referenced later on and stuff

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Rain

I don't know how to draw rain, I'm sorry :p

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Headcanon that sometimes Kunikida forgets to wait for his food to cool down because he's too busy focusing on Being On Time!

He gets his food and the first bite is so, so, so hot, steaming- piping hot even, and just bites straight into it. Only then does Kunikida register that it's hot and he just freezes.

His mouth is burning, but his brain's too busy panicking to decide what to do. He could spit it out, but that's a gross thing to do whilst others are eating. He could try to open his mouth and blow air on it to cool it down, but eating with his mouth open is rude! If he swallows it, it's only going to burn his throat as well!

So Kunikida's sat there, with hot food burning his mouth, face frozen in blind panic, tears welling at the eyes, looking like a kid who just ate a really sour candy and he can't do anything about it.

Second headcanon, he does it that often Dazai can tell when he's done it. In fact, Dazai can usually tell when he's about to do it and doesn't warn him because his expression's too funny when it happens.

He does, however always hand Kunikida a glass of water to cool his mouth down and break him out of his trance.

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imagine Chuuya, super delirious with a high fever, calling out for his mom. And not just like "Mom!" or something, it's more childish, like "Mama!" 🥺

whoever is caretaking for him just freezes up when they hear that, because what are you supposed to say in response? </3

oh my GODDD THIS HURTS ME SO BAD....that's how you know it's REALLY bad if he's stuck in something he doesn't even consciously remember himself 😭😭 he's so vulnerable like that I think it would even leave Dazai speechless, thinking does he even remember his parents? is this a nightmare? What does he even do or say???? All he can do is comfort him physically, really, make sure the washcloth on his head his cool enough to give him some relief, make sure he's comfortable enough...😭😭😭

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Chapter 35- a dedication to a Poet's love lost

And here it finally is. The final chapter of 'as the gold bleeds into grey', my life, my soul, my roman empire. Thank you so so so much to everyone who's stuck around and read this, especially those who've been reading since last June. I've already started on the alternative ending, and that will take a while but is definitely coming, and I have other things for this au that might not become full-fledged fics but that will definitely make an appearance, so this is not the end!!! But thank you regardless, and I hope to see you all in the alternative ending <3

(I'm acting as though I'm going to disappear or something. I'm not.)

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hc sometimes i think about Albatross being known for being able to pilot anything with utmost precision and i do believe that's a skill he learned and enhanced over time but!! i also think it'd be hilarious if he just like. had an innate talent and was insanely good at winging it

like. Albatross giving ppl a mini heart attack but he manages to pull through every time...just picturing him and Chuuya early on during a mission where their pilot got taken out and Albatross is like dw i got this (tbh i have never done this before) (but how hard can it be?)

[on a plane] Chuuya: how are we gonna get back Albatross, getting behind the wheel: don't sweat it i got this Albatross, looking at all the buttons and switches, muttering under his breath: now which one should i press first Chuuya: ...? Chuuya: hold on. wdym WHICH ONE????

[on a boat] Chuuya: should we call hq? neither of us can drive this type of boat Albatross: i can! don't underestimate my learning process Albatross, muttering under his breath: i think if i press this— Chuuya: i thought u meant u LEARNED?? Albatross: i'm LEARNING. WE'RE learning

anytime someone’s stressed about Albatross operating a new form of transportation that he’d never driven before Albatross is just like. ‘die’??? we’re not gonna die. I have plans with the boys tomorrow

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almost kiss

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dazai hands doodles

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the port mafia's leadership is wrapped around chuuya's finger; it's deranged. mori canonically unmasks around chuuya, kouyou mentored chuuya, verlaine would kill and die (and has done both) for chuuya. ace is dead.