#PAIN AND MISERY ON PLANET EARTH

[oneiricfallacy]

It's over. Ghetsis was taken away and N no longer wants to fight. All of that fire that had been pushing Touya forward is slowly but surely cooling down, and now he can finally breathe.

That was so scary. He definitely used up all of the courage within him for the next 2 years at the very least, and now that he was alone with his Pokémon he didn't have to keep up a brave face anymore, right?

But he wasn't alone.

There's a lot they have to say to each other now that it's all done, and Touya doesn't even know where to begin. They were friends at first, then enemies, and now, as he learned more and more about N, he realized that he didn't actually know that much about him as a person at all.

Maybe they should just start over.

“Back then, Agni and I hadn't know each other for very long, so I'm glad he gave me a chance to be his trainer. Now, he's like my family. I don't think I could ever be separated from him.”

This castle used to be N's world. Because there were only hurtful things inside, he started to believe that pain was all there is in the world, and became closed-off to anyone that tried to convince him otherwise.

But it's by meeting different people that those walls can be torn down and people's worlds can be expanded.

Touya can understand that. Before he left his home, he thought that Cheren and Bianca were the only friends he could have and everyone else would just pass him by without changing him in any way. Now he has so many different friends that he doesn't think he can ever go back to his old, secluded life.

It's a little scary to be changed in such a fundamental way, but Touya has never felt so alive.

“Now we're done projecting our feelings on each other, alright? Even if we don't agree, from now on I want you to listen to me, and I'll do my best to listen to you.

I don't know if right now we're friends, enemies or just acquaintances, but we'll figure it out eventually. I have a lot to figure out about myself, and… you do too, don't you?”

“Yeah, I'll do that! I'm gonna live my life to the fullest, and when we meet again you're gonna be really impressed by all of the hard work I've done!

So you should do your best too, okay? Be happy, and live the life you want to live. That's all that matters.”

[cinnabeat]

nine hour (ish) oil painting 💪

[bastardlybonkers]

i wish i could apply for a transformers zine as a fic writer but i dont think any are going on 😭😭😭

[oldmanpusspuss]

It only took 1 million hours and half my soul and blood and all my will to live but my tv is all set up but now I have to go to sleep because it's past my bedtime so I can't even use it yet 😔

[m00ngbin]

Writhing on the ground uraghaghdkdhsg

[alackofghosts]

i spent all week pining for the weekend only to be hit & struck by I Will Never Be Happy Because I Can't Get Top Surgery feelings this fine saturday

[danpops]

sometimes i say something that i think is funny only to then be stuck looking at wall and feeling like a 79 year old that's trying to connect with today's youth

[mayoiayasep]

in p.e without my headphones😔

[yuyinator]

I'm god's strongest soldier (working while feeling nauseous all morning)

[cinnabeat]

didnt ask for extra cheese in my quesdailla :(

[thesugarhole]

uhh something from last year that i finish reorganizing just now... enjoy (or not) pilot has the most because this started as me wanting to do a whole ass fake cd design aiodifgkf i know i wont get around to it anytime soon though. ps im not arbitrarily assigning theme songs to the non main four characters, its just me wanting to include a lil something from the actual album.

edit: 'girls' by marina is supposed to be under infi and not captain since its like. the core opposite of captain's etiquette aosksiaka

taking this edit chance to mention that the playlist linked under engie is the one @iamphibolous made, its got pretty good gromov-core tracks. i can't link atm but im sure itll show up if you search it on spotify

[m00ngbin]

EXAMS START THIS WEEK HURGGGHG I DONT FEEL PREPARED AT ALL IM SO SCREWED

[gillespiejr]

i miss being able to walk to church :(

[bannock-freak]

help im dying i think

[taniushka12]

*gif of jimmy bcs as gene kicking and breaking the telephone booth*

My alarms start ringing at 7 and it's nearly 3 and I can't sleep. ......................

[foxskip]

HELLO DARKNESS MY OLD FRIEND