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lighthouse-system · 14 days ago
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OKAY SO the fan game idea. Stick with me on this one I promise.
So it'd be an isekai story. Kinda like how you play as yourself as a pokemon in the mystery dungeon games, same thing would happen here. You'd get a character based on a personality test, and then you wake up in the Sonic universe as that character. It's never explained what happened in that universe prior to your arrival or anything. You have no abilities, because it's not like any of us know how to spin dash or fly or something. You'd learn abilities as the gane progresses though.
Pretty early on, you find that Eggman is using a machine (that I haven't named yet) that tears holes into other universes and timelines like a seam ripper and siphons resources from them to boot. He then uses those resources to grow his empire. In fact, by the time you show up, Eggman has taken over about half of the area the fan game is taking place in. It's implied that that machine is why you ended up in this mess in the first place. To make matters worse, you also eventually find out that this machine is about to self destruct from being overloaded with power and inundated with general interdimensional waste. If that happens, it will start tearing reality itself apart, completely messing uptime, space, everything. You're assigned a sidekick based on who you're playing as, and they help you go take down Eggman so you can go home.
Other stuff about this game idea:
I want to bring back hub worlds tbh. I miss that about Adventure 1.
I'd also want to let players make plenty of save files, mainly because of the next bullet point.
Currently, I want to make six playable characters: Sonic, Tails, Knuckles, Amy, Rouge and Shadow. I know I don't want to make Knuckles' and Rouge's gameplay be about treasure hunting, but I'm not fully sure yet what their play styles would be.
The other playable characters would be NPCs in said hub world. You can chat with them, they might have side quests for you, or you can just not interact with them at all. I'd want the hub world to be cozy and a place that people would actually want to hang out in.
Sonic x Shadow Gens beat me to this, but in lieu of red rings, I want to make the collectibles be stray/lost Chao. At the end of the level, they're taken to a Chao rescue being run by Vanilla and Cream (and Cheese). Vanilla holds onto these Chao and lets you feed them, pet them, etc. You can also donate rings to Vanilla's rescue to unlock things like new toys for the Chao, more space, and other stuff. I can't make it as robust as SA2B's Chao Garden or my head might explode.
Instead of achievements, I want to make Silver an NPC who gives you a scrapbook. He tells you that he knows you'll figure out how to stop Eggman, and that you can document your journey in it. Basically, this would be a series of pictures that unlock from doing certain things (like collecting all the Chao in a level, getting a high score etc) Why Silver is there is anyone's guess; I just only recently realised that I never reay paid attention to him, and now i want to. So I'm including him here haha.
I'm using these polls i keep posting to figure out what might or might not work in terms of designing the gameplay. Right now, it seems like people might want lives to be a toggled option, people like the boost gameplay as well as physics-based/momentum gameplay, people like both 2D and 3D, and the story of the game is pretty important.
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sultrysparkles · 6 months ago
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MHA BOYS NSFW HEADCANNONS
[•~featuring- AGED UP!! Izuku Midoryia, Katsuki Bakugo, Eijiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Hanta Sero, Hitoshi Shinsou~•]
[•~a/n- haven't written in months!! excuse my writing but im getting back into it!! send requests!!, TY FOR 1K FOLLOWS 🙏🏼~•]
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₊˚⊹♡ Izuku Midoryia
-Definitely a closeted pervert. have you seen the way he reacts around other girls?? you can't tell me that he hasn't watched a whole bunch of porn. his mind is definitely filthy and has no limits, very imaginative.
- but he tries his best to hide it, of course. he gets really embarrassed knowing that he's fantasizing about such sexual ideas and how it isn't right, but he can't help it when you wear those low cut shirts that expose your cleavage so well, or whenever your skirt rides up your thighs, showing off so much skin he doesn't even know what to do.
-100% a tits guy. any size is perfect to him, because to him it's not about the size. as long as he can grope and squish them or even seeing your hardened nipples poke through the thin fabric of your shirts. It's just enough to get him going.
-he gets super shy the first couple times you two do fuck. I'm talking constant rambling, the cherry red blushed cheeks and all those whimpers. he really doesn't know how to act. he's been waiting for the moment your soft delicate hands wrap around the base of his cock, or when he could feel your slick walls tighten around his shaft. he's been dreaming of this night for so long, he can't believe it's actually happening.
-he gets fucked out so so quickly. it's already so hard to not just cum as soon as he enter your tight wet walls. so after a couple thrusts he's mumbling about how good you feel and how much he loves you. when he gets closer, his hips buck into yours in an unsteady pace. his thrusts are more shaky and harder as he's whispering both quiet praises and curse. shutting his eyes tightly as he reaches his high, mouth slightly agape too.
-he loves eating. he prefers giving rather than receiving, simply because he'd rather please you. hearing your soft angelic sounds and watching as your face reacts with every little thing he does is already enough to make him cum. like I said, he has watched so much porn, he has analyzed them for moments like this. and he's analyzing you too. taking mini mental notes of what makes your hips shuffle, or what makes your cries go a pitch higher. he's so good at giving head, it makes you question if he even is a virgin anymore.
₊˚⊹♡ Katsuki Bakugo
-a throat fucker. you could start off going slow and taking him in little by little, but every time you end up with mascara smeared all over your eyes, spit mixed with precum dripping down your chin. and your mouth full of his cum. bakugo gets impatient, and needs to feel your throat around his cock. he's thrusting into your mouth like he doesn't care that your sobbing, gagging on his cock so hard your stomach aches, because he knows you like it when he's rough with you.
-he's an ass guy. and back shots with him are like no other. he bends you over his work desk, arms pinned to the middle of your back as hers leading his leaky tip to your entrance, ramming it in. a hand sneaks over to the fat of your ass, grabbing a handful as he waits for you to adjust to his size. after all he isn't that mean to make you feel pain. once you give him the green light, he instantly starts pounding into you, watching the as your plush ass ripples with every thrust. even spanking it a couple times.
-prefers to cum on you. don't get him wrong he loves to cum inside, his ego only grows as he watches his cum drips out your hole. but seeing your face, your gorgeous face decorated with the opaque ribbons of his cum, it feeds the possessive side of him. knowing that you're only his. but cumming on your ass? it's just enough to get fully hard again and ready for round two.
-imagine katsuki having you on your stomach, your upper half being shoved into the mattress by one hand. the other hand gripping onto your mouth. he didn't tell you to be quiet, because he doesn't want you to be. he loves hearing your pleas and mewls but he knows how loud you are. the neighbors would be pissed if they heard you two all night. but you enjoy this moment ever more. the angle he's holding you at makes his angry tip ram into that spongey spot repeatedly. making his attempts to silence you go to waste.
-he gets jealous super easily. especially if he notices you're hanging out with Midoryia more than him. you're his. and only his so why should he have to share someone like you with anybody else? he needs you to understand who you belong to, so jealousy sex is a common thing for you two. he's a lot rougher with you, doesn't show you any mercy. he'll keep edging until he gets tired of it, bring you so close to your high only to pull out last second. he needs to let out his frustration some how.
-his favorite position is definitely doggystyle. like I mentioned he's a big ass guy, but he likes the position mainly because you're at his mercy. he controls the speed, going painfully slow or brain numbingly fast. he craves power and control. a big hair puller too, the position allows him to yank on your hair whenever he wishes too. mainly to make you moan louder, or to bring make you listen to all the humiliating things he has to say about you.
₊˚⊹♡ Eijiro Kirishima
-definitely talks you through it. he is big. and he knows it. so the first time he slides himself in, he's peppering you with many kisses to your forehead. holding your hand and telling you about how well you're taking him. he pushes himself in, slowly snd gently do he doesn't hurt you two much. he would hate to see you cry. just reminding you there's only a little bit more to go, snd when you do take all of him in. he tells you how proud of you he is. he's such a sweet gentleman<3
"c'mon just a couple more, I know you can do it princess..."
"you did it baby, took me so well, you feelin' alright?"
-he loves hand holding. mainly because of the size difference. your hand is so much smaller than his. your palms are gentle and soft, contrasting his own. he fingers curl around yours perfectly, almost like they were meant to be together. but his favorite part is whenever you squeeze his hand. it makes him feel so strong. like you're telling him you feel safe with him, he just loves all the intimacy.
-he's a decent eater, he can get the job done of course. but nothing will ever compare to his fingers. they're long and wide, and at the perfect size to make you see stars. his digits curl just right while they thrust repeatedly. and his thumb is focused on your clit, rubbing smooth tiny circles on the bud. making your back arch and pelvis shake from the pleasure.
-hes such a gentleman, and he prioritizes your pleasure of his. one way he shows you this is by always making sure you cum before him. no matter what the situation is. he could pissed at you, but he'd still make sure that you cream all over his wide fingers before focusing on his own throbbing erection.
-is super big on consent. he does not play around about that. he would never EVER want to hurt you in any way, so he always triple checks to make sure you're okay with everything. always asking before he slips your panties of you, or reminding you that you don't need to force yourself for him. he also does not play about that mumbling stuff. he needs to hear an audible answer from you're lips before he can continue.
"you know better than that baby, c'mon use your words"
₊˚⊹♡ Hanta Sero
-he's such a tease. always leading you on, whether that be the heated make out sessions, or the way he whispers dirty things into your ear in public. he'll even pretend that he didn't just tell you how much he wants to bend you over the restaurant table and fuck you dumb Infront of all the people here. he doesn't actually mean it, it's all just to rile you up for later.
-has a big humiliation kink. it's so selfish but he can't help it. hanta lives to see your cheeks flush a baby pink as you hide your face away from him. he find it's so cute, knowing how easily he can break apart your attitude so quickly. he's always reminding you of how dirty you sound moaning for him like this, or how pathetic you look struggling to take all of him in your mouth.
-a big wrist holder. type of guy to always pin your wrists above your head as his hips buck into you swiftly. you're at his grace and he has all the control right now, which he tease you about of course. you look so desperate and downright helpless being held like this that's he can't help but remind you of it.
-this ties in with humiliation, but he also has a really bad dumbification kink. he wants to fuck you so dumb you won't even be able to straight for the rest of the night. whenever he's thrusting up into you as you run your mouth babbling about how good he's making you feel, hanta just wears the most shit eating grin ever. because everything you're saying doesn't make sense, not even in the slightest but his ego boosts exponentially knowing he can get you in a state like this.
-he loves THIGHS. especially if they have stretch marks or cellulite on them. he finds them so appealing. your thighs looks so soft and plushy, he can't help but just want to lay on them. but his favorite thing about them is whenever he's eating you out and you squeeze them around his head just right. gosh it feels like he's about to suffocate to death, but he wouldn't even be mad about it. he'd let you crush him with your thighs any day of the week.
-if you had one complaint about hanta, it would be about how many hickeys he would leave on you. after every night you'd wake up to finding hickeys all over your body. you see it as mainly annoying yet a little cute, but hanta does it just for both his own pleasure and for his possessiveness. seeing you marked up because of him just turns him on so much especially seeing your inner thighs decorated in the purplish red bruises. everyone knows who gave you all them too, giving him the greedy satisfaction he craves.
₊˚⊹♡ Denki Kaminari
-he is such a pervert. and he doesn't even hide it. now he's not like mineta, he's not going to go around and flirt with every girl he sees and harass them. no, his eyes are only focused on you. and just you. and whatever he does, he always makes sure that you're okay with it of course but that's not stopping him from whispering dirty things in your ears when you're in public. the worst part is, whenever you confront him about it he'll play dumb, acting like nothing ever happened.
-both an ass and tits guy. denki can't just pick one, they're both so hot to him. lowcut and tight shirts have him in a chokehold. he loves the way your boobs are somewhat exposed in low cut shirts, and tight shirts that show you're figure make him feel all mushy. but on top of that, he's a sucker for short miniskirts and short shorts. anything which just reveals your shape just makes him want to act up.
-the biggest tease you'll ever meet. he will mes with you about everything. did you just squirt on him? yeah he's never letting you forget that. oh did you want him to go faster? he'll make sure to go extra slow for you. he does it all just to make you angry (he finds it oddly hot seeing you annoyed) but his favorite part is teasing the tip of his cock into your entrance. no matter how much you beg for him, he'll repeat his painfully annoying little actions. only stopping whenever he feels like you've waited enough. overall he's just so unserious.
-D1 eater. that man knows what he's doing. well scratch that, no he doesn't. he doesn't know what he's doing to be real with you, he's eating mainly for his own selfish pleasure. drool and arousal is all over his chin but he doesn't care, he hasn't had enough yet. his tongue is thrusting into your hold viciously as a finger is rubbing desperate circles on your bud, even sending a couple light zaps to help him stimulate you.
-his favorite position is definitely cowgirl. it's the way you're on full display for him, tits bouncing as you grind yourself on him. he also likes the position because it allows you to have control. denki is a big switch and wouldn't mind you taking the lead for once, and if he needs to he won't hesitate to lift you up by the hips and thrust up into you.
-BIG dumbification kink. for both himself and you. seeing you so cock-drunk turns him on so much, because you look so good. your hair sticking to your sweaty forehead as your eyes are half lidded and hazy. but on the other side, he wants you to the same to him. denki secretly wants you to ride him so well that he short circuits and can't think straight. the effect your wet clammy pussy has on him puts him in a trance.
₊˚���♡ Hitoshi Shinsou
-LOVES THIGHS. he is 100% a thigh guy. he doesn't care what you do to him. you could try to crush his head and he'd thank you for it. his favorite part though, is whenever you sit down and your skirt rides up your thighs, exposing so much more. just seeing your bare exposed thighs only makes his thoughts even worse than normal.
-headboard grabber!! he definitely is rough with his thrusts and grips the headboard to steady himself. and he looks so good doing it. imagine hitoshi, all sweaty and looking back down at you with his natural sleepy eyes as you both lose yourself to the overwhelming pleasure. he looks absolutely majestic.
-hes definitely into somno. of course he'd only act on it if he had your consent. but once you gave him the okay, the stars aligned for hitoshi. we all know he's an insomniac and that he usually has trouble sleeping, so it's not unusual to wake up, feeling his girth stretching you out in the middle of the night. he'd try to be super gentle and soft at first so you didn't wake up. but he gets impatient quickly and ends up risking it, usually always waking you up.
-A BIG HAIR PULLER. loves to pull your hair, mainly to force you to keep eye contact with him and so he can you're fucked out expression. and the mewl you let out whenever he tugs on your hair extra harshly makes him want to let loose right there. but he's also a big sucker for getting his own hair pulled too. your soft delicate fingers getting entangled in his dark lavender locks,the sensation is merely indescribable.
-he loves it whenever you praise him. he'll act like he doesn't care about it much, but deep down his heart is pounding rapidly. just hearing how good he's making you feel, especially with your shaky voice. it's such a turn on for him. whenever you praise him about anything he melts, feeling so confident in himself. which only lead him to be even more determined to make each time unforgettable
-face sitting with hitoshi is such an experience. imagine this, you've begged him to let you try it, just so you could understand the hype behind it. and hitoshi agrees, pretending to not be just as excited as you. (he's been dreaming of his head being squished with your thighs). but once you lay your cunt over his face, he gets to work. now im not going to lie, yes not the best eater but this position makes up for everything. this man is eating like he's been starved for months. and don't you dare try to live yourself off him, he's only going to pull you back down.
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reallife6anoufriev6boy6 · 2 months ago
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transfem dylan and transmasc eric headcanons um.. picks nose... ummmm
transfem!dylan and transmasc!eric headcanons!
i get you and you get me. i was waiting for someone to request this. god i love these two - these headcanons are tooth rotting fluff.
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hear me out when i say this, but i think it would be cute if eric gave delaney all his stuff from when he was a girl and if delaney gave eric all her stuff from when she was a boy.
they go out on dates all the time and delaney will get all dolled up and pretty while eric shows up in a tshirt and jeans. although hes a very nice gentleman and will open the car door for her and pull out her chair and all that type of stuff.
delaney likes to do her make up a lot and also likes to get dresses up and eric gets a metaphorical boner every single time because he thinks shes the prettiest girl in the whole world and even when eric isnt as dressed up she thinks hes the handsomest man shes ever met.
on that note he lets it be known, but awkwardly. he will tell her that shes beautiful and gorgeous, but he will be super shy about it. delaney is also the same way, although slightly less shy about it.
when it comes to sex it can go a couple different ways. eric is better with dirty talk rather then his compliments and hes typically the one to initiate. he also tops quite frequently using a strap.
delaney does initiate it too and will also top, but its more of like a subtop kind of thing since she wants to take on the more traditionally feminine sex role.
they both came out around the same time and transitioned at the same time as well. it was a sort of shared learning process for the both of them. they also take their hormones together.
im sorry, but i need to see eric spoil delaney and always be like “heh….its on me, baby…” in the most stereotypical masculine way ever and delaney goes along with it although she will tell him that she can pay for things herself.
i also need to see delaney showing off one of her outfits to eric and he just holds her by her hips and stands up on his tip-toes to be able to kiss her (all over her face too) while she giggles and tries to “push” him off, but its all just in good fun.
they both have to remind each other to take breaks from binding and tucking. they will only not be tucked/binded around each other - they always will be though around everyone else.
eric calls delaney a ton of pet names and stuff. its so “cringe” when he says them but delaney loves it mote then anything. yes, this is an excuse to see eric use the words babe and baby.
they definitely get made fun of more so because theyre both trans. delany will get called a guy and eric will get called a girl, but they always harshly correct them and will always over exaggerate the words “girlfriend” and “boyfriend”.
they went together for prom, but they got ready together at delaneys house. delaney helped eric get into his suit and made him look all nice when eric helped her get into her dress. she did her makeup and hair in the bathroom though while eric waited outside because she wanted the final product to be a surprise. eric damn near cried at how beautiful she was.
they still go out and shoot shit in the woods together, but it makes delaney lose her mind because eric looks so good when hes sweaty and focused. it makes her think of the sweaty, muscular models on magazines even though hes far from it. she definitely tells him how good he looks though and he gets all proud and tries to show off.
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specialagentlokitty · 11 months ago
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Rossi x Male!reader - my everything
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Imagine Rossi coming back to the BAU with a husband so when Derek or someone makes a joke about a new potential wife Rossi is just like "naw im done with women I have a husband now" and obviously after he tells them they have to have a family dinner where they meet Rossi's husband who is really shy but is SUPER big on physical touch and words of affirmation.... 👀 like reader is just touching Rossi in any possible way while telling him how much he loves him and how strong and BEAUTIFUL he is👀👀👀 - Anon💜
Rossi had once again glanced down at his phone on the jet, smiling a little bit as he saw your name pop up on the screen.
You hadn’t talked much throughout the case, though you loved messaging him you wanted him to prioritise work, so he wouldn’t always message you when they were on the way home.
That way you knew when he was coming back and it was also a way of him giving you the all clear to message him.
You: I think we should get a dog
Rossi rolled his eyes slightly.
Rossi: absolutely not, because then you’ll want another and we’d end up with a whole rescue.
He went to set his phone down only for it to chime again, this time Derek looked up, pushing his headphones down.
“Alright that’s the five time in the space of three minutes your phones gone off, usually you stay away from it.” he said.
JJ and Emily glanced up at the two.
“He’s right, we’ve never seen you on your phone so much.” JJ said.
“Do you have another wife Dave? Because I thought you learned your lesson about this.” Hotch smirked.
Rossi chuckled, putting his phone into his blazer and he held his hands up in defence.
“No, no wife. Believe me I’ve definitely learned my lesson about marrying women.”
“So, spill, tell us everything because you know Garcia is an easily find out.” Emily smirked.
“Is it a new woman?” Derek grinned.
Rossi chuckled a little bit, shaking his head at them all.
“No, I’m quite finished with women now. I am quite happy with my husband whom is waiting for me at home.”
There was the sound of a few things being dropped.
“Husband?!” Everybody yelled.
Immediately they were all crowding around him, Derek being Garcia up on the laptop so she could get involved in the conversation as well.
“How did we not know you had a husband?” Reid asked.
“While at work we both agreed it would be best if I didn’t wear our wedding band on my ring finger, just for safety.”
Rossi reached into the pocket of his blazer, pulling out a small thin box, and inside was a simple yet elegant wedding band, and he slipped it on.
“How long have you been married?!” Garcia squealed.
“Yes Dave, how long?” Hotch asked.
“Two years and counting.”
Rossi had to carry on answering the bombardment of questions he was getting since there was nowhere for him to hide.
And as the jet began its decent he spoke up.
“Come to my house this weekend, I would like to introduce you all to (Y/N). He is shy, and he can be rather nervous around people.” Rossi said.
They all quickly agreed, and when he got home Rossi told you about the dinner before anything else.
You didn’t have to stay for the whole dinner if you didn’t want to, he was happy for you to just meet each other and for you to wonder away.
But you preferred to be near him, so while he was in the kitchen cooking, you were taking a shower, and getting ready to meet everybody.
You didn’t want to meet them all one by one, that would be awkward and make it harder for you to find time to be with Rossi, so you waited for them all to be there.
Once Derek finally turned up Rossi came to the bedroom, walking over to you he placed his hands on the side of your face and kissed your forehead.
“Are you ready?” he asked.
“As I’ll ever be.” You smiled.
Rossi stood up, letting you interlock your fingers with his and he led you to the kitchen.
You were quickly introduced to everybody, and you stood next to Dave while you listened to them talk.
You glanced behind you, shuffling to the right and little bit to put your back against his while he was cooking.
“Are you alright?” Rossi asked.
You hummed a little bit.
“I’m good thank you, you look really handsome in that shirt, I think you should get more that colour.”
Rossi looked at his dark blue shirt.
“You think?”
You hummed again.
“I like it.”
you spun around, planting a kiss to his shoulder before going to get a glass of water.
Grabbing your water, you made your way back over to him, placing your head against his arm while he spoke to his team.
“So what is it about our lovely Rossi that caught your eye?” Garcia asked.
You smiled to yourself.
“I saw him every week at a quiet bar, and I just thought he was really handsome…”
“Aw, really?” JJ asked.
You smiled a little more nodding your head.
Rossi was moved behind you to do something but he kept your hand in his as he did.
“Yeah… he was just the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.. like.. the ancients romans and Greeks would’ve made statues about him… poets would’ve written stories about him to be stores forever in time…”
Everybody smiled softly as they listened to you.
“I love him, and no song or poem will ever be enough for me to be able to describe how I really feel about him…”
“That’s really beautiful.” Emily smiled.
“You really love him, don’t you?” Hotch asked.
You nodded softly, turning around to look at Rossi and your eyes immediately softened.
Your heart melted as you watched him, every time you laid eyes on him.
The team went back to talking among themselves and you walked over, wrapping your arms around him, resting your head on his back.
“I love you so much Dave…”
Rossi placed a hand over yours.
“I love you too…” he whispered back.
You smiled to yourself, just staying there while he was cooking, only moving if you had to, or to go help somebody with something.
But you always found your way back to his side, you always found your way back under his arms or near him.
And neither of you would have it any other way
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starry-bi-sky · 2 months ago
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hi I saw your post about hadestown and bingge and I'm frothing at the MOUTH. I think like how shen yuan started hyperfixating on pidw bingge just fuking becomes a number 1 fan for the performance troupe. What other performances do you think Shen Yuan will xianxia-ify?
SAME. Aaaaaa im so glad you liked that post, im in a similar state over it <33 Bingge went in expecting a vaguely entertaining but ultimately mediocre show and instead got fucking SCALPED. Like instantly obsessed, unable to go back to the way he was before, completely unhinged <3
And aaaurrgh I have this design idea for the Hades actor where throughout the whole show, Hades is wearing a mianguan with so many beads hanging over the front of his face that you couldn't see anything above his mouth. His upper face completely obscured by his crown and the jewels/beads hanging from it. The picture of an untouchable, terrifying, powerful emperor.
But during Epic III, when Orpheus sings the first "la la la", Hades bellows "Where'd you get that melody!?" as he stands from his throne in rage. As he does, his mianguan falls from his head to the ground, revealing the full of his face for the first time. Revealing the face of an angry, scared man.
He doesn't put the mianguan back on for the rest of the show, and he's so expressive that it's no wonder he wore the mianguan all the time.
and as for your ACTUAL ask -- nothing too modern gets xianxia-fied! Hadestown was easy because it already had mythical elements due to being another myth. He just had to rewrite it in a way that would make sense in PIDW. And he doesn't xianxia too many musicals i think, some of them require too much outside context that would be too hard to translate.
Epic I think would be one that gets xianxia-fied, although that's one of the trickier musicals because Jorge has very specific musical motifs behind each character that makes it hard to translate into PIDW -- Hermes' is associated with the harp and the lyre but every time he's in a song he also comes with a very techno-disco-y (???) beat. Plus a lot of other technical aspects as well -- Scylla is the first to come to mind -- that SY's troupe doesn't have the manpower or funds for.
I think it could happen, though! It's just rather tough and it helps fuel SY's decision to keep the musical adaptations to a minimum AND to use musicals that aren't super modern. Hunchback of Notre Dame I think SY could get away with xianxia-fying. Anastasia too. I don't know many plays so I can't say what plays he could xianxia-fy, but he DOES write stage adaptations for some of the stories he tells his troupe, and finds that he really likes it!
It's surprisingly fun coming up with roles, lines, story beats, etc, trying to figure out how he could make this into that. Writing is fun, and the mental challenge that comes with even more so. He loves it!
He makes a stage play telling the story of Hades and Persephone -- albeit altered to fit into Hadestown, rather than the original tale.
And eventually he starts making up his own stories as well -- retellings of myths from PIDW and his world, and things he made up himself to tell certain messages. Rarely does he play a major role in any of these stage plays themselves -- much to Bingge's dismay. It's too much attention for his poor thin face to take! He most often just plays Orpheus. He prefers to stay behind the scenes during plays.
But you can always find him outside the theater when his troupe is in town! If they're not preparing for a stage performance, SY loves going out to tell stories to a crowd! It brings him a lot of joy to watch them sit on the edge of their seats, hanging on to his every word. He especially loves telling stories to children, they get so excited and their interruptions can get annoying sometimes, but its endearing.
And oh, he does love to sing. He's just so very shy about it. It's a miracle that his troupe managed to convince him to be Orpheus -- but that's probably why they waited until opening night to do it. People get so weird when he sings -- it makes him self-conscious. So he only sings when he's alone or around his troupe while on the road.
Oh yeah no, Bingge is OBSESSED with this group. Specifically one mister Shen Yuan who looks so very much like his old teacher, but ISNT him. He's not sure if Shen Yuan is a descendant of Shen Qingqiu's family line, or straight up the man's reincarnation, but at this point he doesn't actually care that much he just needs the man's attention.
It's actual so funny I think. I don't think fan merch exists in PIDW which is a problem, because Bingge WILL resort to stalking. He's going to orchestrate a fan meeting with SY mark his fucking words. He has to see what this man is like when he's not on stage -- is he as pure as the character he portrays? Or is he as rotten as the face he wears.
(It turns out to be the former, and Bingge doesn't know what to do about it. Kidnapping is high on that list. It is SO high on that list.)
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ultra-raging-ghost · 15 days ago
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Seeing all the drama and Bad moving away from the geeen blob and his gang since qsmp make me wonder.
Like I am so glad he’s found a group and community that actually treat him amazing. It was horrible to see what he had to go through during dsmp with the community and during purgatory on qsmp.
I’m just a nosy person here and wonder so hard who finally got the memo in his head or if he realized it himself that that group was just… bad. Like, for a group that say they see him as a father figure, pretty yikes how they treated him, his boundaries and his dog. It’s just worse when you think about all the good things we’ve heard Bad did behind the scenes for years on years just to be treated like that. Like imagine finding out said friend group was sending such art post on discord to minors??? (And then seeing as bad is close with tubbo now like? Holy)
Sorry for ranting, just wanted to air it out.
no problem anon I don't mind ranting!
Its definitely like. weird, bad weird. Bads a rather shy person, he's said so on his streams and we can kinda tell when he gets in large groups he likes to hang in the back and had to get used to singing in front of people over the course of the qsmp, so it makes sense to me that he wouldn't stand up for himself but that seeing tubbo and q and Tommy and them getting wronged would kinda make it click in his head, yk?
I never was a hardcore bbh fan till qsmp, I learned his lore and his friendships from the sidelines in the dsmp but whenever I tried to watch his streams the way others treated him made me very uncomfortable. So to me that's another level of shock that like on top of the verbal boundary ignoring that they did on stream with the language they also made those jokes about Lucy, the stuff they did in Jackbox, etc. I kinda new about the Jackbox stuff from clips I've seen but I never really realized how bad it was. All this on top of the fact that bad was paying for/hosting both the DSMP and the manhunt servers by himself like that's CRAZY. I've also been told this second hand bc this was DSMP era, but in the stream where skeppy and bad were shaving bads head apparently dream was calling bad ugly during a time when the internet was insulting bads looks and skeppy had to tell him to shut up and was trying to get bad to kick him off stream. like what the hell
And you have to think about like. if that's what they were doing in public to him, and that's what they were doing in private to someone so outspoken now such as tubbo and tommy, and the racist shit they did in public to Q, what the fuck were they doing in private with BBH???? Like its crazy to think about
Im super happy all of them have a community to support them now and I'm happy bbh in particular is getting himself away from that whole group, he's made it pretty clear he's done lol
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storiesofsvu · 8 months ago
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You probably already answered this recently and im probably just blind as a bat here but:
What you got in that WIP/To-be-written pile?
Cant wait to know what i have to look forward to!
-Ara
hahha it's all good! i tried to find it to link but i couldn't s... here's what we've got (for one shots. series i'm not including lol)
Elana Barth x reader-> mommy kink smut
Byran Kneef-> where yn's been teasing him all day and now he's going to tease her relentlessly back and be a little mean
Casey Novak x Rita Calhoun -> fluffy morning after (established relationship)
Sonny Carisi --> relationship angst where they come to a realization that while they thought they wanted the same thing, opinions change.
CM ladies mega smut -> yn friends w JJ, briefly and casually dated Em before Paris, briefly and casually dated Alex when she was on the team and now has just met Tara and is trying not to drool. Makes a joke to Em about how she doesn't know who to go home with and Em takes matters into her own hand.
Derek Morgan --> soft reassuring smut ending with some squirting
DiNozzo -> One first morning after fluff -> One first date fluff
Emily -> secret marriage fluff where the team finally finds out who she's married to
Hotch -> fluffy semi established relationship, fools in love kinda thing with a twist -> sneaky courtroom bathroom quickie ->developing relationship, protective hotch, stay the night fluff -> fluffy, developing relationship morning at work fluff
Poly Barhoun -> meeting somewhat shy/inexperienced yn at a sex club where they take her home and show her the ropes
-> pegging smut
Sonya Paxton -> comforting fluff. yn and her met outside of work post rehab stint. sonya hesitant about coming clean about her past.
Rita Calhoun -> sub rita smut. she's had a long, stressful week and yn takes it upon herself to make sure her weekend starts off in higher spirits
Addison Montgomery -> super fluffy, first kiss/first admittance of feelings.
Joe Velasco -> idiots in love trope, involving the whole squad
-> yn, bruno and joe find themselves sharing a hotel room while at an out of town conference with some rather loud and rambunctious neighbours. they figure if you can't beat 'em, join them... and have some fun of their own.
Abigail Borin -> daddy smut. pwp
Amelia Sheherd -> developing relationship super fluffy cuteness ->blooming flirtation fluff
As for series:
Alex Blake has one: fluffy, hurt/comfort
Rafael Barba: one spicy, fluffy one -> one mainly fluffy, sorta poly!barhoun harvard au style mini series
Heather Dunbar: -> three, all spicy fluffy, one with a bit of h/c -> one political thriller that's poly heather x jackie x reader
Hotch: -> 2 fluffy, semi spicy ones
Rita Calhoun -> 4. 2 AU's that are mainly spicy with a hint of drama. 1 mega fluffy. 1 fluff, hurt/comfort
Emily Prentiss -> one mainly fluff with a hint of thriller
One that's a CM and SVU crossover but i haven't figured out details and pairings yet!
I've also been going through prompt lists recently like i did when i first started writing to find ones that stand out to me and then assign them to character/see if anything sparks a good idea in my head. I either haven't been getting requests recently, or they're ones that have ONLY been the prompt and it hasn't sparked anything. I also deleted a bunch of stuff that was in my WIP folder cause it had been sitting too long without any work being done on it cause again, no ideas on how to flesh things out.
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yagamisdiary · 22 days ago
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girl when u got time do like astrology observations or opinions i loved when we used to talk abt astrology on here
ouuu okay okay i’m gonna start in order. i’m gonna say both good and bad things about each sign for yall don’t come for me 😒
aries:
aries ppl are very passionate but can cross that line very easily to where it comes off as obsessive. they’re THE crybabies. they’re great lovers BUT if they find someone else they like better, they won’t hesitate to dip and go there instead. that being said, they will cheat on u if they feel like it 😭 it’s never really intentional but rather in the heat of the moment or during a moment of passion. ANGER ISSUES LIKE A MFFFF. it’s very all or nothing with them. they would die for you and they expect the same in return. if not, BYEEE.
taurus:
personally, one of my favorite signs. (not being biased cause i’m dating one LOL) they’re very stubborn in the sense of they know what they want and they’re gonna get it. they love comfort and stability and a very huge homebodies but LOVE A GOOD TIME. they’re very sensual too, love physical touch (for the right people) they can be pretty lazy when it comes to doing things they don’t wanna do but they’re such hard workers when it comes to getting money because they LOVE to spend money. LOYAL AND WILL FIGHT FOR U. i will also like to add temperamental
gemini:
geminis are very hit or miss for certain people. they are very cautious with what “side” they show to ppl. they’re called “mirrors” for a reason because they reflect off you and go with whatever vibe is around them. if you don’t like a gemini, you probably don’t like yourself. most geminis i know have such cute, whimsy style and they’re soooo funny and just a blast to be around. very very very shy at first
cancer:
sigh how do i begin? as a cancer, im gonna be very honest and raw with this one. cancers are known for being very emotional which is true but the stigma of “they cry all the time” isn’t true. a lot of cancers bottle up emotions and refuse to let anyone see them cry. they do this for so long that they eventually blow up and don’t care what gets destroyed around them. VERY BLUNT especially if u hurt their feelings first like girl u did NOT have to go there🙄 very moody. either very nice or very mean. WILL DEFEND U WITH THEIR LIFE!
leo:
leo’s are very sweet and get a pretty bad reputation. they’re known for being “selfish” and “self absorbed” but that’s not really true. they’re very loving ppl and love to show their love for others. which includes themselves! that’s why ppl think leo’s are full of themselves because they aren’t afraid to express self love for themselves. they’re great at making u feel special and appreciated. will NOT hesitate to steal your man and then say “we’re just friends though”
virgo:
now…. most of yall know how i feel about these mfs. i have never met a virgo that did not do me dirty one way or another. they’re very critical of others but also themselves. they always have some secret talent or hobby. randomly good at random things. does not give a fuck abt ur feelings 💀 very blunt. will cheat on u and then will cry when they get caught and trick u into thinking its ur fault they did it
libra:
libras are hmm… they can come off very “two faced” because they like to keep the peace and stay in the middle. they also lie for fun all the time (same can be said for geminis) they’re always so pretty and have cute style. they’re also usually hopeless romantics and will overdose on a crush. it’s never just a crush for them, they start envisioning their whole life with them as soon as they meet
scorpios:
another personal fave! they’re so much fun to be around but that can change in an instant if you rub them the wrong way. very much either lovers or looooovers. they do not let go of grudges easy whatsoever. i think a lot of ppl think they’re very mysterious or intimidating but behind that scary exterior they’re sooo sweet and super goofy. some of the funniest ppl i know are scorpios!
sagittarius:
also another very funny sign and another fav of mine. i’ve never met a sag that wasn’t hilarious and a blast to be around. very… how do i say this nicely… free with their bodies? LOL. they usually have a lot of sex partners or have a lot of tattoos or piercings. GREAT friends! can be very mean though because they have no filter so it can come off the wrong way if you aren’t used to that
capricorn:
my sista signnnn! capricorns are brutally honest. i have a few in my life and they’re never afraid to tell me exactly what i need to hear. they’re THE “go getters.” hard workers, know what they want, clean freaks. family is everything to them and u do NOT want to mess with them because that’s the easiest way to piss them off
aquarius:
very odd people in a good way! the type of ppl you don’t forget because there’s always something about them that’s off or different from other ppl. you can talk for hours with them about the most random things ever. great conversationalists but enjoy their privacy and alone time. have a quirky sense of style or like a random hobby that they make their personality
pisces:
another fav even though i want to beat their ass sometimes. very much the “victims” of every situation. i think everyone thinks of them as very cute and adorable but they can be MEANNNN. also? huge tempers. i feel like that doesn’t get talked about enough like girl where is the attitude coming from? they’re the life of the party and so much fun to be around. social butterflies until their social batteries run out and they hide in their room for three days straight until their ready to come out again
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sinkableruby · 1 year ago
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romantic love continues to evade me
ive been asked out before by someone i was wondering if i liked or not and said yes not because i wanted to date but because i didnt want to refuse the person's expectations. the idea of a relationship felt trapping and i would be expected to do things i didnt want to do and have feelings i didnt have. so i think i didnt like that person after all
ive had crushes based on being attracted to people which is normal i think. and then i want to know more about them and get nervous around them and such. but the moment they do something even a little off putting to me i lose all interest immediately. i was attracted to their body or their style and what i wanted to get close to was some ideal of them in the moment i saw them as amazing
i admire people and then my brain thinks thats love. i find myself thinking someone is cool and my brain asks "do you want to kiss them" and i go :( at the thought because my brain is super not cool bringing up that idea. i don't know. do i? i don't think i do.... but what if? but...
and i feel that bit of admiration or vague, interpretable-as-attraction spark of positive feeling and i feel uncomfy at that too. i find myself not wanting the feeling to go further. is that because i don't really like them or is it because my heart is locked in a box and would rather die before it comes out? but i feel like if i truly loved someone i would want the feeling to go further, so why am i even worrying about it?
like if the perfect person for me came by in the perfect circumstance... then that'd be cool but thats not how anything happens. and do i even want to date or go steady or whatever with people in the first place. do i just want the ideal of a relationship, the ideal of a person?
but then i wish fictional characters could be real so i could date them. and i genuinely fall in love with them. like i know what love feels like. so whats the deal! is that more idealization? is it?????
i think my ideal state is just like, inserted into a polycule. where im not expected to love anyone or do anything. im just there receiving affection from people who like me. and watching people love each other. or not. idk. and maybe loving someone back. but i genuinely don't know if im capable of that. who would i be able to love at this point? who would i even be interested in? who do i think is cool, but don't feel uncomfortable at the idea of being in a relationship with? and why do i feel uncomfortable? how am i supposed to interpret this heart of mine
am i undermining the crushes too much? the time i learned smth about someone and instantly lost interest was once. it was like a two week crush. but i had a crush on someone for like the whole last half of high school or so. but i was too shy to do anything. the one time i talked to them normally it wasn't butterflies like usual it was just normal. do i need the distance?? god what is the fucking code in my brain i need to look at it so i can just understand yk.
at least i do have hashtag yumejoshi lyfe. that is still 100% functioning and operational. because i like feeling romantic love! it's nice. it's powerful! it makes me happy and gives me motivation. it's extremely important to me. not that other forms of love aren't, but. yk. bah! bah bah bah!
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borathae · 7 months ago
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Chapter 33
WHERE IS HE??? IM IN LOVE WITH YOU AGAIN AND U RUN AWAY NOO
the panic is so visible in the writing even though it isnt said out loud
“Yoongi! Please come out!” *he appears out of nowhere, IM PAN *disappers again
THE PICTURE GOSH
KOOK THANK GOD UR BACK of course he is suspecting us 😭😭but bestie litsen oh yeah i dont need to tell u, u already sniffed us
ok mission find yoongi gosh i feel the nervousness and worry also kook's angry at her too 😭😭
oh no wonder jungkook is not feeling great they left 😭😭fuck i already miss jin and hobi, and now yoongi is also gone AND TAE IS STILL IN DOWN THERE
youre not a burden kook, they wanted better things for you
jungkook and oc sitting on a tree k i s s i n g im sorry i needed to say something to ease myself, this is bad, fuck 😭😭
NOT THE TWILIGHT AGAIN 😭😭its so hilarious
ok looks like things are going to be solved it makes me so angry that you are selfish enough to ruin such a chance for me.” aah
“First of all rude, I am scary” 😾as scary as a kitten
I am pretty sure that I managed to help Yoongi turn his emotions back on. And then when I tried to ask him if I did, he panicked and told me that ‘he cares for nobody’ and then he ran away.” summary of previous chapter
“Maybe our story is like enemies to lovers”, you joke. Jungkook scoffs, “you read too many romance books.” shush lemme rot in my chair/bed ALSO IT IS, i mean they were bickering a lot, but i think the real enemies to lovers is going to be taekook (kook u didnt hear this)
“that’s what I imagine real love to be like.” “Acceptance. Acceptance of their biggest flaws. That’s what real love is.” that was beautiful AND ATTACK TO US
“Yeah”, his lower lip quivered, “like really, really bad”,WE GOT NEWS FOR YOU
You have him and Yoongi too. Jungkook feels so loved right now. GOSH I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH
how is it your fault babe no no dont tell me its going to be, fuck great if I didn’t want this stupid oven then we would still have our house and maybe Cookies would still be alive.” ITS THE OVEN'S FAULT it was probably bad
ou avert your gaze to the moon. It isn’t as big as it was days ago. Time, once again, had passed. It makes you sad, it really does, but sitting here with Jungkook does lessen the burden of it a little bit. The world seems so peaceful up here, with the freshly fallen snow on every tree and the glowing lights of the town in the faraway distance. It is so bright too. The moonlight makes everything glow silver, almost as if it was daytime. this whole thing reminds me of tae and im about to cry i love this para tho. i want to see the moon sitting on a tree too
2 WEEKS?? AND HE STILL HASNT COME BACK shit the loneliness is really unbearable, the vibe of them all together is gone 😭 shit poor tae he is all alone, locked up and ik he isnt even counting days cuz he believes he deserves it 😭 is he hearing her?? i hope he does, at least he would get some comfort from her voice
Apparently the body of a Ripper grows weaker faster than that of a normal vampire. fuck thats so fucked up, forcing it on the vampire and not having an escape from this fate
LORD SPOTIFY JUST PLAYED SUPER TUNA 😭😭 WRONG TIMING
“No, I’m screwed”, he sobs, shaking his head vigorously. maybe jin and hobi will be back before yoongi or maybe yoongi will be back soon
“Taehyung?” he scoffs, “no thanks, I’d rather die.” ha 😃if only u knew haha
why are they soo cutely awkward uwuw babies
Now you are standing by the end of the stairs, just three steps higher than Jungkook. You are fumbling with the handrail, eyes racing over his soft features. Jungkook is grasping the railing tightly, rolling his lower lip between his teeth nervously. You think it is adorable how shy he still becomes sometimes. It gives him that beautiful sparkle in his big eyes. this moment would have been one of their pictures if this was a series
THEY KISSED YIPPEEE YIPEEEE YIPEEE 😻🤩😍💖✨🎇🎆
Is that what his sweetheart back in the days got to experience when he was still human and his body wasn’t controlled by those awful urges to rip every living being into shreds? im gonna cry
FUCK GRAVITY FOR MAKING THEM FALL but also thank you for giving that ✨falling✨moment
Oh if only you knew how much this means to him. Oh if only you knew how many decades he went without kissing in such ways. Oh if only you knew how much he wanted to break into tears at this moment.  😭😭 istg i never wanted to kiss a male character this badly ever
“Please take me right here and now”, he pleads. IM LOSING MY SHIT gracefully??, like freefalling spotify is crazy for playing let me love you ne yo before this *plays it again
“Kook your cheeks”, oh no im getting worried
FUCK THIS IS TOO HOT YALL IM GOING TO SHAVE MY HEAD
OH HSIT OH NO NO NO KOOK PLS NOT NOW NO ONE IS HERE TO HELP YOU SWITCH BACK SHIT
WHERE IS HE??? IM IN LOVE WITH YOU AGAIN AND U RUN AWAY NOO
me fr fnadnfas
the panic is so visible in the writing even though it isnt said out loud
gah thank you <333
“Yoongi! Please come out!” *he appears out of nowhere, IM PAN *disappers again
lmaoao Pan is an Pansexual? fajdsjf
KOOK THANK GOD UR BACK of course he is suspecting us 😭😭but bestie litsen oh yeah i dont need to tell u, u already sniffed us
lamoaoa bro really said 👃🏻 you fucked.
ok mission find yoongi gosh i feel the nervousness and worry also kook's angry at her too 😭😭
LIKE why does it hit so much harder when Kook is angry at her?? like please not my pookie wookie kookie :(
oh no wonder jungkook is not feeling great they left 😭😭fuck i already miss jin and hobi, and now yoongi is also gone AND TAE IS STILL IN DOWN THERE
LIKE EVERYTHING IS A MESS AND I'M SAD
youre not a burden kook, they wanted better things for you
YES THIS pleas kookie :((
“Maybe our story is like enemies to lovers”, you joke. Jungkook scoffs, “you read too many romance books.” shush lemme rot in my chair/bed ALSO IT IS, i mean they were bickering a lot, but i think the real enemies to lovers is going to be taekook (kook u didnt hear this)
JFDAJFJ this is not a lie fajdsfja
“that’s what I imagine real love to be like.” “Acceptance. Acceptance of their biggest flaws. That’s what real love is.” that was beautiful AND ATTACK TO US
I ACTUALLY LOVE HIM SO MUCH
“Yeah”, his lower lip quivered, “like really, really bad”,WE GOT NEWS FOR YOU
KOOKIE JUST BE PATIENT YOU WILL KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE :(
You have him and Yoongi too. Jungkook feels so loved right now. GOSH I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH
me totoototototooooo
ou avert your gaze to the moon. It isn’t as big as it was days ago. Time, once again, had passed. It makes you sad, it really does, but sitting here with Jungkook does lessen the burden of it a little bit. The world seems so peaceful up here, with the freshly fallen snow on every tree and the glowing lights of the town in the faraway distance. It is so bright too. The moonlight makes everything glow silver, almost as if it was daytime. this whole thing reminds me of tae and im about to cry i love this para tho. i want to see the moon sitting on a tree too
gosh I miss him too 😭😭😭😭
2 WEEKS?? AND HE STILL HASNT COME BACK shit the loneliness is really unbearable, the vibe of them all together is gone 😭 shit poor tae he is all alone, locked up and ik he isnt even counting days cuz he believes he deserves it 😭 is he hearing her?? i hope he does, at least he would get some comfort from her voice
LIKE THE PAIN IS REAL
Apparently the body of a Ripper grows weaker faster than that of a normal vampire. fuck thats so fucked up, forcing it on the vampire and not having an escape from this fate
I really said "pain is on the menu" when I cooked JJFASDJ
LORD SPOTIFY JUST PLAYED SUPER TUNA 😭😭 WRONG TIMING
lmaoao byeeee
why are they soo cutely awkward uwuw babies
hehehehehh they're so stoooopid
Now you are standing by the end of the stairs, just three steps higher than Jungkook. You are fumbling with the handrail, eyes racing over his soft features. Jungkook is grasping the railing tightly, rolling his lower lip between his teeth nervously. You think it is adorable how shy he still becomes sometimes. It gives him that beautiful sparkle in his big eyes. this moment would have been one of their pictures if this was a series
gah please this is so sweet!!! thaadasdafsafj
THEY KISSED YIPPEEE YIPEEEE YIPEEE 😻🤩😍💖✨🎇🎆
ME FR
Is that what his sweetheart back in the days got to experience when he was still human and his body wasn’t controlled by those awful urges to rip every living being into shreds? im gonna cry
i'll cry with you 😭😭
FUCK GRAVITY FOR MAKING THEM FALL but also thank you for giving that ✨falling✨moment
jsfjds me
Oh if only you knew how much this means to him. Oh if only you knew how many decades he went without kissing in such ways. Oh if only you knew how much he wanted to break into tears at this moment.  😭😭 istg i never wanted to kiss a male character this badly ever
OKAY I LOVE THIS ENERGY??? OMGMGM
“Please take me right here and now”, he pleads. IM LOSING MY SHIT gracefully??, like freefalling spotify is crazy for playing let me love you ne yo before this *plays it again
like no joke. he is actually so fucking hot
“Kook your cheeks”, oh no im getting worried
:-)
FUCK THIS IS TOO HOT YALL IM GOING TO SHAVE MY HEAD
:---)
OH HSIT OH NO NO NO KOOK PLS NOT NOW NO ONE IS HERE TO HELP YOU SWITCH BACK SHIT
:---------------)
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rodolfoparras · 8 months ago
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You're so real for all the posts and all the thirst because I'm also sitting here and going insane for the fact that I don't have a man in my life rn 😔😔 during Pride month too?? It's homophobic smh
Also unrelated but yes it's super scary to perform like that and I have such horrible and genuinely crippling anxiety usually so I really don't how I'm able to do it. Like I'm someone who has anxiety about leaving my home and I'm in fight or flight mode while working and borderline shaking with anxiety half of the time because people. And I'm terrified while preparing for the show but somehow it all dissapears when I'm on the stage?? It really feels like I become my character and in that moment, I'm not me but I am whoever I'm playing.
Also I knooow, I am so eager to join the writing community again because it's been so long since I posted fics and I made account specifically to post like over half a year ago?? I have this idea with Price I've been meaning to write, experienced bottom x virgin top and it's dbf!Price who just recently came out and is in his 50s and reader who is kind of slut and has a thing for Price and is determined to show old man a good time.
And ik a lot of people don't like the whole bully and person they've been bullying falling in love trope but I do 😔 (I had a thing for my bully even though he was so awful I can't help but to love mean men-) and lately I've been thinking of Simon with extension of that trope that I love in particular. Aka bully only doing his bullshit because of his own surpressed feelings AND he realises that person he's been bullying has been going through something even worse and he suddenly switches up and decides not only to stop but to help and protect the other person :((
Awful, mean men who secretly aren't awful but just really repressed and traumatized <3
-🔮
RIGHT? And it doesn’t help that I’m seeing sm cock hole and balls like how much more can a man take 😞 im being so honest now I need to make out with a hairy wet hole plsplspls
Sugar bee!! I read an article about this in uni! I don’t fully recall what it said but it basically meant that shy kids anxious kids, kids who usually don’t take much initiative tend to be the complete opposite when doing theater! And I think it’s like you said, it’s not you who is on that stage but rather your character so the audience isn’t really watching/ judging you!
HELLO??? IM GNAWING AT THE BARE OF MY ENCLOYSE GIVE IT TO ME PLEASE I’d do anything for dads best friend who wants you so bad but feels ashamed because you’re his best friends son and idk I’m on my knees 🧎🏻‍♂️
Tbh I think bully x the bullied can be a good trope if the bullying isn’t straight up cruel and I don’t think Simon would be straight up cruel he’d just make sarcastic remarks or scoff/ roll his eyes when you do or say something that can be seen as ridiculous but him going from teasing you to being very protective over you is cute like “why do you always have to get yourself in trouble” he says sounding absolutely annoyed while patching you up
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gayspock · 2 years ago
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ok some thoughts
ok i do have complicated feelings on nat's death. firstly like air this one out rq: real fucking fuming that some ppl serioussllyyyyy are attacking freaking juliette for it, like? ok.... so your response to "its really fucked up that they killed nat who had finally found peace and was starting to overcome her addiction etc." was to attack the actress who has every right to leave a job if she wants to. i guess in other news 1+1=4.
but anyways sigh i have mixed feelings like.... i think theres a Part of me that kind of. ok. super unpopular opinion bc i know this ME & my own cyncism and "issues" or whatever & kinda shy to say this both bc it makes me look edgy as fuck but also like.... idk as someone whos had mental health problems, lets say, and has sort of resigned to this idea of like. oh i died a long time ago & theres a point in my life where i just think i stayed , and i dont think theres any way of going back, something something about living on borrowed time and it feeling meaningless . or whatever. stares at you pretend i didnt say all that. my point is i dont know i kind of- its bc i dont wannaaaa say ppl cant recover, that natalie was too far gone, this that and the other, bc i dont think you can make those judgements abt others (fictional or not) only yourself but... idk my point is. i fuckin get it when shes on the plane like that, as shes dying or just dying when she felt like she should have bc ever since its just been fucking horrible and well okay. sorry man i do kinda feel it even though i acknowledge its a shitty message.
i dont think it helps either that her "recovery arc" wadnt my favourite not bc i like. AGAIN im not saying this bc i dont think you can recover or get better its more like.. i was never a fan of the execution of it. i felt like it happened a bit too fast, and i would have preferred more scenes with natalie and lottie rather than natalie and lisa and natalie and the rest of the cult and i feel like that would have been more powerful to me bc the cult themselves feel kind of just... underdeveloped, and very much functional as a means for lottie and whats going on with her . i fully expect them to never be mentioned again after some point and to be completely ignored with the way this show has been going
and like i dont mind lisa that much but i dont now im kinda uninterested in characters that just get introduced and we immediately get SO much focus on them when theres, as i said , other more interesting and efficient ways to explore similar things (natalie and lottie a better dynamic for example) AND other stuff thats getting ignored big time.
like as an aside. i dont mind lisa as much BUT one example is also fucking walter and i dont like how theyre using him to kinda reduce misty to a bit of a joke AND cheap out on her own development (i think she can carry fine on her fucking own without him) but also bc he takes up so much runtime with his goofy little bits that just dont do it for me when again we're missing other shit from, like, FUCKING SIMONE FOR EXAMPLE whos barely been mentioned which is crazy. actually crazy. that she has barely been mentioned and tai's whole storyline has been ignored like that
but anyway even with lisa, i dont know- the whole thing with going to se her family, ugh... call me a jaded asshole, but like it just felt so. unsubtle. with the waythat whole scene was kinda executed. is that a cunt thing to say. but i dont know theres also other parts of the cult i just cant fuckin vibe with- i just feel like its so... clumsily done at times, and i cant quite articulate why i think that.
anyways . i get why a lot of ppl dont like natalies death in the end bc yeah it is kinda... a shitty message to send, even if i do kinda feel like well yeah damn yeah you know. but like also i do think theres the other obvious issue of like... with the way this show is, and as good as it is, i feel like theres gonna be more problems that develop and exacerbate over time. i really feel like they needed to introduce more characters earlier on and/or reveal less in present day bc whilst i dont think the tension is everything , and i dont think the shock value of ppl being hunted/dying in the past timeline is everything i do think its gonna have effects on the present time line and them trying to compensate. nd anyway now theyre just gonna do shit like try to tragically kill the women in the present vis a vis nat for like kinda no reason imo bc i do think it was . ultimately such a weird fucking way for her to die and to end even if i did resonate with her dying scene
and i do think there IS some bite that kinda being lost and its a bit weird when they write themselves into holes and have to try and flesh out new characters in the past that we know are just gonna straight up die so soon. a
its why i also didnt really like the idea of krystal. fuck i dont like the idea of krystal and walter being introduced to have a rapport with misty and i think thats just bc i LIKED her being alone . i liked no one fucking liking her. maybe its bc i projected too hard, but also its just like... i dont know it feels so fucking WEIRD that misty has had 0 friends and then she incidentally only just realises that some girl on the soccer team shes been orbitting for forever is like her type of weird and whatever whatever bah bah bah LIKE... theyre clearly trying to spin stuff for her to do, the same with the inclusion of walter, and its like. i dont know again in MY opinion and maybe its my fault for both projecting and setting an expectation but... i think a much more interesting thing to explore would be ownership of herself and her own fucking weirdness and being able to do that alone without needing the validAation of the others . am i crazy. like again i keep thinking abt her in the future and her and walt and ugh how much more i would love it if it was her fighting by herself to try and get natalie out of there. YES its harder to execute in a tv show but i do think it owuld be so much more interesting than taking the . in my opinion lazier route of just sticking in other characters to use to give her storylines
anyway what else was i gonna say fuck this was meant to be about natalie yeah like. thats also what im kinda mad at and why i dont like the inclusion of the extras like walter and lisa, like... i thinkits so much stronger when its just focussing on the dynamics of the girls (and their established ties, from the beginning of s1, i.e callie or simone, etc.) and i think mistys arc this season would have been better if it was a focus on her and nat, even if it was totally onesided rather than fucking walter and
ok im done can i also say. cant wait for shauna to ascend to antler queen in the current timeline. let her go fucking insane i say
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needlefail · 2 months ago
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over a month later and im just now getting to this SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVERRRR ANONNNN </333333 I literally made the images as soon as I got the ask and just,,, never got around to writing them out </3 Sorry again
GONNA START WITH TONY FIRST :33
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ANYWAYS HES JUST A LITTLE GUY TO ME (literally but also,,, you know what i mean)
Ill admit he annoyed me a bit at first though that was when I was younger and first watching the show, since my rewatch Ive honestly grown a bit fond of him
I think I mighhhttt?? have said this ok my Boris post but I do wish we had seen more of just Tony and Boris outside of the whole Forest Scout thing or at least AWAY from jason if that makes sense?? Like some time for them to shine on their own because honestly,,,,, we know literally nothing about Tony… like at all
I did stamp the “works better as part of a dynamic” tho because I do like how he interacts with the other two forest scouts and Kelsey as well cause theyre funny, its like the only times we get to see him with personality and stuff
IDK HES JUST A GUY AND I LOVE HIM AND EVERYONE SUPPORT PINK ARSONISTS CAT TONY BELIEF CAUSE ITS TRUE ✊
ON TO STACKS NEOWWW
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SHES SO SO CUTE I LOVE HER SO MUCHH
SHES SO ENDEARING AND ORUGHHHH
I really love how she came out of her shell more throughout the show even if its not exactly explicitly mentioned, like I remember at the start of the show (or at least i swear remembering it happening in The Final Book) she’d try mimicking bits that Kelsey would do before immediately getting shy about it then by the end she’s opened up to kids outside of Kelsey and the stump trio more and orughh ORUGHHHH
Honestly I wish we got to see more of her especially Fire and Ice because Ice’s design was so GORGEOUS I LOVE HER STAFF ESPECIALLY
NOW MY GIRL WILDERNESSAAAAAA
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right off the bat starting with this THIS GIRL HAS NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG I DOMT CAREEEEEE SOME PEOPLE ARE ANNOYED AT HER AND YALL NEED TO LAY OFF HERRR IDC IF SHES A LITTLE RUDE SOMETIMES
Shes awesome I love the whole concept behind her and the MOMENTTT I watched her episode she was instantly one of my favs <3333 Also cheesesticks was always fun to see too cause I love Tibetan Mastiffs so much
ANYWAYS I JUST LOVE WILDERNESSA’S WHOLE THING WITH NATURE, IT WAS SUPER CHARMING AND HONESTLY I think her whole “you dont know anything about nature 🙄” thing with Craig was funny
Alot of the time when people talk about her its usually in relation to Craig in some way especially after Breaking the Ice, but honestly she’s so interesting on her own too. Like this is a girl whose been picked on and bullied by other kids for coming off as strange and weird and because of it, she found comfort in something that embraces her wildness rather than mocks it, which is nature. She has very limited interactions with other kids, instead surrounding herself with animals, hence her sometimes being blunt and rude with others as she doesn’t know how to properly articulate herself in social interactions with others which probably starts the whole cycle again of Wildernessa being isolated by others for coming off too strongly and her digging herself deeper into this “people are awful nature is better.” Its really no wonder she’s dedicated herself to looking out for the creek and its animals because its genuinely the only place she has where she feels accepted in, where she feels any comfort. Or whatever whatever
WHATEVER
IDK SHES JUST A GIRL AND SOMETIMES I GET SAD ABOUT HER
Either that or I just sound crazy
Anyways,,, the bingo is still open for characters!! Send in asks comments reblogs whatever and Ill try to get to it!!!
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Someone send in some cotc characters and Ill give my opinions
(All responses are in rbs :3!! You can send in requests via comments reblogs or asks!!)
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raisinchallah · 2 years ago
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the steep nosedive true bloods taken with the end of season 3 into season 4 im like damn what happened like season 3 started off super fun lots of crazy plots all being juggled around and the crazy vampire drama really hitting new heights but its like they had too many boring plotlines going that kinda diluted the more fun parts of the season and it all kind of culminated in a fairly bland wrap up all things considered but damn what happened in season 4 its like the introduction of a ton of new supernatural things that dont really have the same kind of grounding in the world building or themes and they all feel fairly interchangeable as well and now erics just some boring loser sad boy with no memories sookie has to teach how to be housebroken or something rather than instigator of the most fun drama and shit and they seem to feel a tad self conscious of how silly the whole thing is and the tone has changed to be a bit like joking about how ridiculous everything is which idk i think with a show like this u gotta take yourself dead seriously and be like yes there are haunted babies and witches curses and werepanthers whatever it doesnt work if its not presented as just as dead seriously as possible like in many ways like if ur trying to go for a bit more over the top whatever its gotta keep being presented like it always has dont undercut it dont be shy about making a completely ridiculous vampire soap opera its literally fine be brave <3 also i swear to god if i have to sit thru one more sam merlotte storyline im breaking into the shows world and killing him myself thats the other baffling thing is season 1 really set up the idea that like plenty of major characters could die and you know u can prune back the cast if you need to and raise the stakes whatever but since then nobody major has died at all when frankly they really need to... chop chop nobody needs another sam or jason or bill storyline its enough goodbye
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jaylaxies · 3 years ago
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who in enha would be into reverse-perv. could be friends or partners, doesn’t matter but like doing certain things purposely in front of you and hoping you’d find yourself masturbating to the thought of them. ngl i feel like they all would 💀
heeseung is such a gentleman, well at least he masks it well, but he’d secretly wish you would find him irresistible to the point where you would imitate it first. maybe he’ll invite you to watch him practice his singing but he’ll add more breathy sounds or little hums since he knows you’re into that. he isn’t the biggest on skinship (imo) but whenever he does, he’ll calculate exactly where and what he’ll do to get the best reactions. super good at playing the innocent game and deems it as casual touchings.
my man jay’s already been working out 💔 him inviting you to exercise with him just so he could touch you in certain areas to ‘fix’ your posture. would leave his hand just a second or two longer than it’s needed. he’d flex his muscles from time to time and he knows how much you love him sleeveless so he’s obviously wearing that. would peak at your bouncing chest when you’re not looking and he’d blush to himself. tbh he’s silly and a big ol dummie so he’ll accidentally be a little too obvious.
jake + play fighting, this is too obvious. like he’ll playfully snatch your bag of chips just so you would climb onto him, attempting to take it back. but he’s a tall bitch so it ain’t easy 😭 which is a good thing for him since his hands get to wander around your body even more, but he’ll still try to stay respectful so he ain’t going too crazy with it. a huge ass boner at the end of the session and feels like he’s the pervert one rather than you. but he’s not gonna stop trying until he gets you to think about him in that way.
sunghoon would always tease you in every way possible. once he’s confident enough he’ll straight up flirt with you, even if it’s r rated. lots of sex jokes. he’d point to a lovey dovey couple on the streets and be like “that could be us but you playin” even though he’s the one playing </3 running his hands up your thighs just a little too high without looking at you and feigning a “bro i’m not even paying attention to you, it’s instinctual” look on his face. would smile on the inside if you close your legs and blush.
im so sorry for answering this late but oh lord im so in love with these plots?? literally i beg you, write these‼️
heeseung would sing a sensual song, maybe something with super suggestive lyrics just to see your reaction and yes with touches, he'd make sure to hug you a little tighter, his hand on your lower waist.
fixing your posture oh lord, he'd come so close and observe your every move, coming to help you out each chance he gets to! maybe he'd get a boner by seeing your boobs bouncing, or maybe he'd even leave touches here and there, sometimes too close to the parts where you needed him the most but not fully still.
whole ass wrestling, he'd try getting on top of you, not to the point you get uncomfortable but just enough for you to laugh and enjoy, he'd jokingly kiss your neck to distract you and would love to see you shying away, soon coming back to get your chips and he'd just pull you in a long hug.
oh he'd still be cocky like, “come on, we both know you want me,” a smirk plastered on his face, you'd look away and scoff, screaming internally with his hand on your thigh, his thumb caressing you gently, “oh, im so sorry but you're wrong,” you'd look his way and he'd come closer, his face inches away from yours, “am i, really?” he'd challenge and that would be enough to short-circuit your brain, not forming any more answers.
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peachesandmilktea · 3 years ago
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Hey, if you're still doing the matchup event!
im a perfectionist with an abrasive attitude, super blunt communication style, and brash&crude sense of humour. i like to play a more mellow part in group interactions tho, since i dont like being the center of attention cuz anxiety lol. i come off as a little rude sometimes with the way i refuse to mince words but im always fair and i never say things without explaining my logic and reasoning for words/decisions/actions. im not shy by any means but my social anxiety kinda makes me an asshole so i try to be more reserved than outgoing. also im 150cm, dark 3c hair, dark eyes, olive skin, full lips, and curvy.
favourite song rn: the predatory wasp of the palisades are out to get us by sufjan stevens
*whispering* kinks: being physically dominated, degredation (receiving&giving), being restrained, and general predator/prey stuff
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𝐇𝐚𝐰𝐤𝐬!
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Don't worry about your social anxiety, or about being the center of the attention. Although you will be the center of his, he'll gladly perform using his perfect, golden hero persona in public so that you can relax while everyone coos at him rather than you. If group interactions make you uncomfortable, he'll end them as soon as they start using his handsome grin and heavy charisma, all while discreetly holding your hand in his, thumb gently caressing yours, ever the reassuring hero for you. He doesn't mind the harsher side of your personality, accepts it with a smile instead and nods at every one of your explanations. He even goes as far as calling you his kitten for it; cute, so tiny next to him, and yet, gifted with sharp claws and devastating fangs. He's a hawk, though, a predator that would feast on such a tiny feline, so he relishes in that (adorable, according to him) side of your personality instead of fearing it.
He loves taking you flying, tumbling towards the sky until the two of you feel like you're drowning in the infinite sea of stars that stretches above the city. He carries you like he would carry his bride (hoping that someday, he'll be able to call you exactly that), and keeps his eyes on you the whole time, fascinated by the little sparkles lighting in your irises as you look at the world from above. Sometimes, you fall asleep in his arms as he flies, and he'll quietly hum your favorite songs as a lullaby so that you feel the most peaceful in his embrace.
As previously stated, Hawks is a predator. His instincts are the strongest when he takes you to bed, when he sees your naked form, when you lay underneath him, such a cute little prey ready to be feasted on. He doesn't leave you any control, because that's not in his nature and, of course, because you enjoy it that way, too. He'll use ropes, handcuffs, even his feathers sometimes to restrain you so that he can take what he's owed after the thrilling chase that was seducing you into letting him have you. Such an adorable little prey, he'll coo, breath warm against your skin as he whispers in your ear. You'll give me what I want, wont you? Then, as he leans even lower towards you, sharp canines nipping at your neck, he'll tell you, threat heavy in his voice, lustful cruelty dripping from his words: "I'll devour you whole."
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