#Omgggg you did amazingly!

[caged-kaashi]

AKAASHI!!!! I have news 😰 there were already 3 days of exams (tomorrow I'll have more and that will go until day 4), literature and grammar was easy (just text interpretation 😭 I actually git sad I studied so much for it and at the end I didn't need to), MATH WAS PURE CHAOS. IM 100% SURE I DIDN'T DO WELL. Sigh, math is not cool ❌️❌️❌️ today I had (it's a long list): history, English, geography and sociology (each of them w 20 questions except for English) and I GENUINELY NEEDED TO REST DURING IT BCS OMG it wasn't even hard yk the questions just were SOOOOO badly written that when I talked about it w my friend he said that he agreed w me 😭😭 English was so good tho, I'm 99% sure I got a full score!!!!! Now there's just biology, chemistry and physics left!!! I'm actually so scared for those it's crazy 😭😭😭😭 I love chem and bio BUT PHYSICS????? JUST THE NAME SCARES ME!!!!! 😰😰😰😰 No jokes I'm actually so bad at it it's crazy (even tho I study a lot of it + I already tried everything I could and I still get a mid score) And AAAAAHHH THE BIO TOPICS ARE SO BORINGGGG I love bio so for ME to be saying that it's bcs it's so bad it's actually a crime 💔💔💔💔💔 I'm actually so cooked akaashi send help ☹️☹️☹️ I just want a hug bro 😭 I feel alone all the time bcs of all my studying 😭😭😭😭

I'm assuming all your tests are done by now? If not, good luck on the remaining ones.

-pats your back gently-

Learning and studying will only aid you, it's not a loss that you worked hard but I'm glad you found the test papers easy.

Also, you need to do what you ought to do, it can't be helped. You will most certainly have time to have fun once it's over right? Stay strong until then.

I await to hear great news update from you. Even if it isn't, there's always a next time and you'll have to keep trying until you're satisfied. Work hard but not so much that you break your back and won't be able to do anything more.

[mamawasatesttube]

I need you to know how much I adore your fic. You write kon so well and his character voice comes across so vividly! Plus you write all the other characters amazingly as well. They all play so well off of each other and it feels like you had fun writing them (if that makes sense?). Like you know when you make food and you swear it tastes better because you had fun making it? That's the energy your writing has.

OMGGGG THANK YOU IM HONORED!!!!! this made me smile so big asdfhkdjs i DID have fun writing it!!! i had a lot of fun with it :D (<- guy who loves to write hurt/comfort and emotional catharsis but also shenanigans) (<- guy who will literally die all the way to death if they go too long without being a funnyman)

kon in particular has a really fun voice to write in. who else is gonna unironically let you drop lines in narration where he calls sex with his boyfriend "baller" or says "swag" in response to an emotional moment. love this guy.

i'm real happy to hear it :] thank you!!!

[loth-wolffe]

Hi love! May I send you a 📝? 🌻 x

Send me a 📝 and I’ll tell you what my favorite fic of yours is (and what I love about it!) 💕

hi sam!! of courseeee<33

all of ur work is so amazing and this was really really hard. like, i literally spent like a whole minute staring at your masterlist just thinking of which one is my favorite.

and since it was so hard I'm gonna go and say my top three (3) bc yes.

this is gonna be so long I'm so sorry.

soo my super top one (1) would def be chain of command. that one is SO hot i swear. but it's not just that. i mean. it's so beautifully written and like, everything you write is so amazingly done but the way you wrote thrawn feels so... him??? and for me he's a really hard character to write bc his personality is sort of hard to fully grasp and yet you did it in the most precious way, like, i can totally hear thrawn in my head with every dialogue. and you made him so yours it's mesmerizing.

and the build up! uhGggg, i could literally quote every single thing of the "introduction" of the fic. and you know, i just love everything about it, and !!! the little moments where he shows this something I can't really pinpoint the name of but it's this mix of softness and care.

when he holds her hand as she rides the toy, or the "is it better?" and when he sounds almost fond and the whole ch’itiseb thing,,,, I– fUCk. I AM crying sam.

and i love even more how it all comes to this:

There’s a small furrow of tension between his brows you’ve never seen before; a sheen of sweat across his upper lip. A tiny strand of cobalt hair has fallen across his forehead. By anybody else’s standards, he still looks nothing short of perfectly composed. But on him… these tiny signs of his slipping control are enough to throb deep between your legs. The Grand Admiral; sweating - because of you.

I- woah. the power u have given us. and i just really really like when these bad, hard, unexpressive men turn out to break for you, because of you.

and it's sO hot. so. hot. to have that kind of effect on someone. and you wrote it so amazingly, because it's not the obvious things, but the small little ones, like the sweat and the hair and how composed he must look and also not really.

and THE ENDING !!! god.

Sitting beside you, he methodically cleans the cooling cum from your body, and you can’t quite look at him as he does. Embarrassedly, you reach to take it from him.

“Thank you, sir. I can manage.”

His tone is mild, the edges of his lips lifting as he dips the damp edge into your navel.

“Perhaps. But I would prefer to.”

I JUST— this always, always has me wanting to hide my face on a pillow and i smile SO much. because there's this,,,, this thing.

how reader tries to put back that wall of professionalism between them, because at the end he is her boss, and the awkwardness she feels must be so palpable, but he wants to do this, for her. because for him there's no wall to break down or to pull back up.

"perhaps. but I would prefer to."

I MEAN– AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

you wrote this so soft. like he has this affection for her that he doesn't know how to approach, how to act on it. so it's these little things.

and i mean yeah, this is so fucking hot u know, but also it's so sweet and it's more than just smut u know. it's these little glimpses of those things that hide behind that makes my heart yEARN.

ALSO OMG WHEN TJEY KISS I- AJSKAKDJAKDJAJS I CANT EVEN SAM THAT WAS SO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

my second favorite fic is that jealous fox one i just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and u know at the beginning when u wrote

“I don’t need sleep,” he’d told you, sounding just slightly manic. “I’m good for at least another six hours.”

You hadn’t argued. You’re still shy around him despite this being your third date, and the last thing you want is for him to think you’re trying to brush him off. He’s just so intimidating; the Commander of the entire Coruscant Guard — so hard and efficient, his authority unquestionable.

i both laugh and cry bc first of all, fox needs a break, and second of all SAME. and i just love how relatable this is. how human. to be shy and slightly awkward and hold back a bit when you're entering into a relationship with someone.

AND WHEN.

Fox’s face looks perfectly composed, but you’re sure you don’t imagine the faint narrowing of his eyes.

“Thorn.”

IM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i have NO words to describe the things this fic does to me. I just–

and tbh it's SO HOT.

and everything that follows is even Hotter. when he says “Fuck, you’re wet. What about this? This all for me too?” DAMN.

and before this gets any longer. i gotta say the third (3) part of mutual arrangement is my FAVEST.

and i aDORE everything about this

Slowly, so he knows what you’re doing, you reach out and release the catch at the back, lifting the helmet slowly off. He doesn’t try to stop you, although you see his posture stiffening in his chair. With his face finally free, you pause to take in the sight of him. He’s frowning, always frowning, and you automatically press your finger gently to the line between his dark brows, trying to smooth his expression. He looks tired, a shadow of stubble across his jaw and his hair sticking up in messy tufts. You can’t help the little lift to your lips… you’ve missed him, even though he’s been here the whole time.

“Hi,” you whisper.

And the sight fills your chest with light; his face relaxes fractionally. “Hi,” he echoes, sounding vaguely amused. You bend and press your lips quickly to his, standing between his knees, and he catches your wrists, holding you there as he leans in to deepen the kiss. Reaching blindly behind you to leave his helm.

I just– [incomprehensible crying]

sam u are really out there blessing us with all these beautiful words and content.

and i am TRASH for boba, and even more for soft boba. and idk if I told you this before but the way you write him is so good. so so so good. I'm always left speechless with the ease you seem to portray him and into your fics.

and this little bit that follows

“What happened to no distractions?” you murmur against his mouth, and he bites your bottom lip in warning, grinding you down onto the hardness of his codpiece.

“You happened,” he shoots back. “You can’t follow my fucking rules, on my ship,” and the rough quality of his voice would be threatening in any other circumstance but here it sends a thrill through you like a bolt of plasma.

consider me ugly sobbing and h word.

i really can't believe your talent babe, it's unparalleled. and the way you put all these emotions and make this beautiful work of pure art and make the reader feel all these things it's just– it's amazing. really.

tbh i could spend my whole life just breaking down your fics and telling you every single little thing i adore about them.

ALSO OMGGGG that cody fic with the strap 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 i think about it A LOT. so hot. fuck. its 1000000/10 i swear. no thoughts just this fic.

[readyforit]

Heey it's alright! I hope life is treating you amazingly! I'm doing good, I recently bought a new phone and it's wild bc I had the same one for 5 years prior to that and I hadn't realized just how slow/old it was lmao. Also I'm about to have a new roommate and I'm equally excited and anxious about it lol. She's a good friend of mine, it's just that I've been on my own ever since the pandemic started and I'll need to adjust to living with someone again.

HIII aw thank you, i hope things have been going well for you too!! HAHA YAYY THATS GREAT what phone did you get?! OMGGGG there’s nothing better than being roommates with a friend YOURE SO LUCKYYYY ITS GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN that’s so exciting, let me know how it goes!! i’m sure everything will be fine especially since you guys already know each other

[echodrops]

The Promises I Made (2019 Edition)

For the past thirteen years, I’ve spent every New Year’s Eve compiling a list of fifty promises I intend to keep or fulfill over the next twelve months. The results have been truly amazing, and I have kept some promises I never thought I could. 2019 was… a nightmare that I can barely believe I survived, but I still kept some promises that I honestly did not expect I ever could.

This year, for New Year’s, there will be a new set of promises for to me keep, but here are the old ones, for review!

The Promises I Made (2019 Edition)

1) Be more proactive about tracking and following up with struggling students to decrease the number of students who drop from my class when they realize they cannot pass. Status: Somewhat broken? I tried really hard to be proactive with my students; however, there were some massive issues outside the classroom this year that made it extremely difficult to keep the focus on the students. When administration drags your attention away from the class, there is not a lot you can do…

2) Find a place to put in volunteer hours because uhhhh like this is actually important to my work evaluation and I definitely need something to write in that section… Yikes, this spring is my last chance to do this!! @_@ Status: Kept. I volunteered with the Utah Shakespeare Festival and it was super fun!

3) Install the fire escape window in the Utah house, no matter how much it might cost, because I can’t get a totally unrelated tenant in that basement without said window… Status: Somewhat kept. Okay. This one is a LONG story, but to be fair to me, I worked my ASS off to try and make this happen; just every single thing in the world prevented me from completing this promise, up to and including the city telling me I needed a permit AFTER I had already dug a massive hole in the ground for the window…

4) Buy sod to add grass to the front portion of the lawn so that it no longer looks like garbage. Status: Broken, but I did buy grass seed and put that out there. Unfortunately only some of it sprouted, but there is indeed SOME grass now growing there…

5) Fix the bricks near the windowsills on the Utah house to prevent long-term damage. Status: Broken. After dealing with the stupid window disaster, I had no time for this at all.

6) Get a watering system for my roses at the Utah house because I think my bro is probably killing them and that’s just not cool. Status: Broken, see above.

7) Work on the patio at the Utah house before it just flat out falls down. Status: Somewhat broken. Again, I tried to make progress on this—I called a patio guy to come out and assess how much it would cost to fix the patio—but the price I was quoted was so high that there was nothing I could do at the time.

8) Paint the stairwell so that there’s no chance of anything like lead paint or asbestos being exposed. Status: Broken. The leftover wallpaper glue continues to confound me…

9) Trim the backyard bushes so the neighbors don’t hate us anymore… Status: Broken. We trimmed a few bushes and at least got to the trees out front, but definitely a majority were left uncared for.

10) Move into a new house in Texas where I can get real internet, please for the love of god… Status: Kept. I moved into a very nice house with no scorpions!

11) Save money for my upcoming trip to Japan! 2020 baby! Status: Uhhh, broken. I’m not sure how I thought I’d be able to move into a new house AND save money for an international trip at the same time…

12) Get my wisdom tooth removed because it’s still there and still killing me, yikessss. Status: Broken. AUGH. I’m an idiot.

13) Make an appointment with an eye doctor for like the first time in years. Good job, Yehn, good job. Status: Kept. I got my glasses fixed and even got a new pair of glasses too!

14) Get my prescriptions refilled because I’m dwindling on asthma medicine and like… I could die from this… I should never have been left to care for myself; I’m not mature enough for this responsibility… Status: Kept, surprisingly. But I still need a new doctor because the last one I was going to wouldn’t give me any refills…

15) FINISH THE GIVEAWAY PRIZES I PROMISED LAST YEAR because holy shit I am incompetent and the worst and everyone has permission to hate me for starting things and never finishing them, fuck. Status: Broken. So broken. I am the worst.

16) Go dolphin watching in the Gulf for real this time. Seriously, it’s $10 Yehn, you can do this. Status: Kept, amazingly. It wasn’t as impressed as hoped; however, there was a lovely sunset.

17) Return to the Channel Islands to take better pictures. D; Status: Broken. T_T

18) Level all my classes to 70 in FFXIV before next expansion, please. Status: Somewhat broken. I didn’t have everything to 70 before the expansion, but I kind of feel like I should get credit for this one, because HEY, look at me now:

19) Organize and properly label all the photos on my computer so that I’m no longer desperately combing through folder and folder in blank confusion, looking for a single picture in a sea of thousands… Status: Kept. It took me like eight hours of work, but I actually did this.

20) Update Home and a Half more than once? PLEASE??? The guilt I feel over this currently is crushing. Status: Broken. And the guilt grows…

21) Complete the online American Literature class I am designing on time and with no corrections needed. Status: Kept. I’m counting this as kept even though TECHNICALLY there was one thing I forgot to finish and it came back and bit me in the ass; however, I was approved with no corrections needed.

22) Earn 100% completion for Kingdom Hearts III. So excited! Status: Broken. Um… This just didn’t happen.

23) Update my calendar with important dates—holidays, birthdays, etc.—and be productive about sending cards and well-wishes. Status: Somewhat kept. I wasn’t any better about sending cards really, but I did at least save all the birthdays in my phone so I remember them.

24) Get the garbage disposal in the Texas house fixed ASAP so I don’t have to wash the dishes by hand anymore because I absolutely hate that particular chore. Status: Kept. Then I moved, so it didn’t even matter.

25) Finish all the books my coworkers and friends bought for me recently so I can thank them for their recommendations! Status: Broken. So broken.

26) Actually move into my new place instead of leaving it completely undecorated and lifeless. Status: Remarkably, kept. Nothing has plastic on it, unlike at my old house where the nightstand didn’t get unwrapped even after two years of living there lol.

27) Try hard to get Creative Writing into a different area of the general ed. core so that more people will enroll in it. Status: Kept. I’m counting this because I did my darn best, but we are still waiting on the state to tell us whether or not the class will be accepted.

28) Get caught up on my Ebird reports, even the old, old, old ones I never put in because I was slacking. Status: Kept, actually. Whoo.

29) Throw away/return/sort all the stacks of old mail in the house (OMGGGG they’ve made me look like paper hoarder and I’m nootttt). Status: Broken. There’s just… a lot of papers to go through…

30) Clean up the garage before moving so that I don’t have to fight spiders to move when the time comes. Status: Broken, in that I did not clean up the garage in advance and did, in fact, have to fight spiders when it came time to move.

31) Find a way to boost grading productivity so that each class takes only two days to grade, maximum. Status: Somewhat kept. I was definitely better this year than last year; however, I really think the “two days per class” thing was too optimistic, so for the future semester, I allotted myself three days per class and I think it will work better.

32) Go to a totally new restaurant and try their food. Status: Kept. We went to a Mexican restaurant and I had trompo tacos (al pastor) which is probably not anything special to anyone else but it was my first time so lol.

33) Cancel old credit cards to make sure my credit is good before trying to buy a house (although I just checked my credit score and I’m in the great range already, so this is mostly for posterity’s sake). Status: Broken. But it didn’t affect my loan, so I guess it was okay. And it ended up being good I didn’t cancel my Best Buy card because I was able to get good financing on the new appliances I needed for my house.

34) Get official contracts from my tenants so I can use my rental income in my next loan calculation. Status: Broken, but I ended up not using that as part of the loan calculation anyway >_> so…

35) Talk to an HR rep about my retirement savings so that I can consolidate all my retirement accounts into one. (Man, look at all these ADULTING promises.) Status: Broken. Look at me failing all these adulting promises.

36) Really finish decorating my office so it looks super cute and all my students want to visit me. Status: Broken, but I think it sucks that I have to write this because it was really not my fault I couldn’t finish decorating my office. Our offices were all moved and disrupted by building remodels so I spent the entire year basically working out of a couple cardboard boxes.

37) Not sign up for ANY more new responsibilities at work in the spring semester. This is the biggest challenge. D; Status: Kept, by technicality. I was able to avoid signing up for anything new in SPRING… But fall… was a whole other story. XD

38) Migrate all the rest of my books to the new Texas house instead of leaving them in Utah… SOMEHOW. Status: Kept. I’m going to count this as kept. The only books left at the Utah house are my manga—I managed to bring literally every other book, which is very impressive considering I had only my small Camaro with its tiny truck space.

39) Use my twitter account more often to make it worth following. I will try!! Status: Kept… sorta? I mean, since I didn’t use the account AT ALL before, making even one Twitter post kind of counts as using it more, right? >_>

40) Keep my hair cut nicely so I look less like a mess (than I really am). Status: Somewhat broken. Although I think I got my hair cut more often this year than before, I don’t think I looked any less like a mess. XD

41) Successfully find a bridesmaid dress for my friend’s wedding that matches the rest of the wedding party. Status: Actually kept! It was incredible. The wedding I was in was even featured in a magazine because of how pretty it was!

42) Make sure my skin is in good condition for the wedding so I don’t look like a disturbing ghost… Status: Kept? I mean, in the end, looking like a ghost ended up being the whole point since it was a Halloween themed wedding so I kind of won either way.

43) Complete my BNHA manga collection. Since my bro bought me a bunch of the volumes for Christmas, I might as well. Status: Broken… I bought like… one volume. XD

44) See a groove-billed ani. (It’s another type of bird.) Status: Broken. Very illusive bird. T_T

45) Respond to messages, asks, and comments more quickly. I promise I’m not ignoring people… D; Status: Um, broken. I left many people on read this year, sorry.

46) Lose ten pounds so that I feel more fit and comfy. Status: Broken. I didn’t exercise at all this year, uff.

47) Pay down credit card debt by at least 1/3. Yikesssss, I really need to do this quick. Status: Broken. It’s hard to pay down a credit card when you pour all your money into buying a new house…

48) I will finally fucking finish that chapter 73 analysis of Noragami… I swear to god… Status: Broken. Uh yeah. This didn’t happen. V_V

49) Reach 1700 followers on Tumblr. You should follow me—I’m only marginally a waste of time and space! Status: Kept. Over 2500 followers now!

50) I will keep these promises. LOLLLLL. Status: Somewhat kept/somewhat broken. One year I really will keep them all…

 Totals Kept promises: 18 Broken promises: 24 Somewhat kept/broken promises: 8

Well, there are more kept promises than last year at least… It was another really hard year, what with moving in the middle of the year, over-working, dealing with so much drama with the reaccreditation on our campus, and just EVERYTHING all at once this last year… I keep thinking things are going to calm down and then they never do. Please 2020… just let me rest…

My new set of promises will be up on the 1st!

[keeping-it-rosey]

Q&A Tag

I was tagged by the bestest @coffee-with-woo​

You have to answer 11 questions and write 11 new questions. And tag others to do the same!

What’s the best memory you can think of from the past 5 years?

I just had it actually lol, I went back to my home country for the summer and it was such a nice experience getting to see all my family (and I ate A LOT lol)

What’s your life motto and do you follow it often?

It’ll work out in the end, so if it’s not working out it’s not the end. Does that count XD It helps motivate me through rough times cuz it encourages me to think positive and fight through struggles so I can get to the happiness of my life

What’s the best/worst phrase you’ve heard before?

hmmm, you mean like a quote? Or something someone has said to me? lol, uhh I’ll give a quote XD “To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people just exist”

You can only describe yourself with 1 book, 1 song and 1 movie. Which do you choose?

OOOO, okay XD Lets see, For book I’ll say The Cat in the Hat cuz I’m a mess but I manage to clean myself up when it’s important XD

For song I’ll say Voices in honor of Stray Kids

For movie I’ll say Peter Pan (disney version)

Have you ever listened to a song that made you cry a bunch? Which?

A lot lol. Fun fact, when I Need Somebody was released it was around 2am and I was like...in the worst mood mentally and I’m like, well Day6 was suppose to release a song today let’s check it out. I clicked on a lyric video someone made and just like...burst into tears. It’s like they knew what was going on somehow XD (sorry kinda sad lmao)

Where’s your favorite place to just be alone?

My room I guess, I have a forest in my backyard so going outside and just sitting on my swing is a good place too but then people are like, what are you doing XD

If you could take one trait from your bias, which would it be?

Which bias? XD I wish I could sing well lmao, that would be great.

What’s the most exciting thing that’s happened this past year?

Going back to my home country :)

If you could do one thing without suffering the consequences, what would you do?

Date whoever I want lol. My parents don’t let me

What’s something you wish people you cared about dearly would tell you more often?

“You’re important to me”

You have a one time chance to spend a day with your bias. What would you two do?

OMGGGG, okay I’m choosing Chan and we would go to a theme park and ride all the rides and tell puns and it would be great XD

Here are my questions: 

1. What’s your fav joke?

2. What quote means the most to you?

3. What is something you can’t live without?

4. Last day on earth, what are you going to do?

5. Would you rather always hiccup or always feel like you’re going to sneeze?

6. Be hairless or suuuper hairy?

7. What’s the best advice you’ve gotten?

8. What do you hate the most?

9. Dancing or Singing?

10. You get to be in any group for a day, which group do you choose?

11. Did you know that you’re such an amazingly beautiful person?

Okay I’ll tag: @leeminiminho​ @yoonohnct​ @ma-lemons​ @pathetically--aestheticc​ @day6daydreamer​ @itsasoftkpopparty​ @hobbit-427​ @lovely-guk​ 

[badboysupr]

// OMG OMG OMGGGG YES YOU REBLOGGED THE YEAR END MEME!!! So okay, Sammy... SAMMY. What can I say that already hasn't been said by this point? 😭

It makes me so so happy that we reconnected again this year, especially when considering that it was around this time when I had chosen to send you those whispery emails. ;u; And while yes, we haven't been talking to one another each and everyday (And only because we are so busy and trying to survive rn in this crazy ass world of ours)-- AND THAT'S OKAY because tbh it still feels like we are kinda living next door (On Discord LOL), and that my door is always open, when you ever do want to say hi and talk about anything, and vice versa!

... But okay enough about me, and I'm so so sorry this is all over the place because I just got up tbh ROFLL!!!

But, Sammy, you are. truly one of the sweetest souls I could have ever be blessed to meet. I think I have been blown away by this fact since day one, all those years back, when I was so lucky to have you follow me back on my old blog. If anyone that deserves the title of human sunshine, it's you. For even at your lowest, even when you go through your own struggles, you are always so bravely facing it all with a smile, tbh. But please, Sammy, don't you ever forget that it's okay to let it out, to have a shoulder to lean on, AND without apologising, because your friends are all ready to support you if needed. You are just so loved, gir, and rightfully so. There's just so much to love, admire and respect about you, and I most definitely know that firsthand, hehehe.

I truly hope though that 2022 will treat you better, Sammy. Though regardless of whatever obstacles come your war, I know your amazing self will always be able to take it on. And we are here with you as you do! As you yourself have said with me, me and your friends are here to back you up when needed. I wish you all the happiness in the world, and that you will get to enjoy all sorts of wonderful things this world has to offer! You are beautiful on the inside and out, and again I am grateful to call you my friend. Love you, pal. <333

@yukikorogashi || Before 2021 ends...

    o(；△；)o B-Beckyyyyy...

    I can’t believe you. You reply so sweetly to the message I sent you and yet still come at me with an ask of your own? Is this allowed? IS THIS ALLOWED??? T^T

    But no—listen, in all seriousness, I’m so immensely grateful that you took the time to write this (apparently right when you woke up? gORL) as much as I’m grateful we’ve come back in contact again! I can’t thank you enough for reaching out like you did over the holidays last year. 8′) tbh, I had basically resigned myself to the idea of us just never talking again (and certainly wasn’t going to pester you), so the fact that you worked up the resolve to send me a message and bring us together again? ALL ON YOU. You over there being such a ray of sunshine always and managing to look past any grievances we had in the past. That means the world to me that we were able to forgive each other and move on and both grow from it. So. Again. Thank you!!! ;w;

    Can’t believe the audacity of you talking about me being a human sunshine when that’s 100% you eXCUSE ME /)////(\ The fact that such an amazingly beautiful person like you who I admire in all ways (personality/attitude-wise, talent-wise, you name it!) is over here giving ME compliments? Catch me facedown on the ground sobbing for the next week. Like you said, it really does feel like we’re neighbors in the online world who just occasionally say a cheerful hello to each other and are there for each other when we can be, and GOSH, Becky! The fact that I can have vulnerable moments and you just... pop up like some fairy godmother to send me love and support? You are such a sweetheart always. And any amount of encouragement from you is just exceptionally more helpful than I can tell you. ;A; 

    I hope you know that I extend all the same back to you. If you ever want to chat or vent to someone? Kick down my door in discord and come at me. I’ll have my blankets and hot tea ready for you! I hope 2022 also is kinder to you. You’re always working SO HARD yourself, and you deserve some time to relax and enjoy life, too. <3 ;w;

    Thank you, Becky! So much love for you, and have a wonderful start to the New Year!!

[hahahakpop-blog1]

<Get To Know Me Tag >

Rules: answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

Whom was I tagged by? It was lovely @saltyauntsuga!!! thank you sm <33 I’ll answer these questions with care and love <33

Nickname: Donky / Doni

Gender: Male

Starsign: Leo /always been proud of being a Leo but never really felt like an attention loving individual :(

Height: 1,80 m 180 cm 5′11

Time right now: (CET) Central European Time 20:51 (8:51pm)

Last thing I googled: I can’t remember as of right now but probably porn...?

Favourite bands: BTS at the top of the foodchain, following with Jackson 5, Shinee, Monsta X & all non homophobic, sexist or racist girl kpopgroups!- RV<3, BlackPink, GFriend, Twice, IOI<33

Favourite solo artists: ATM= J Cole, Childish Gambino, Beyoncé, Era Istrefi, Frank Ocean, 2pac, Solange, Yuna, Jalen Santoy, Erik Lundin (amazingly underrated rapper), Rick Ross, Jay Z, Whitney Houston, Rihanna. 

Song stuck in your head: Say my name - Destiny’s Child LMAO

Last movie I watched: Moonlight, and it was so fucking beautiful don’t call yourself a lgbt ally if you haven’t watched it, mkay?

Last TV show I watched: im so embarrassed omgggg but its Scream Queens, me and my sister jokingly watched the first episode, and as always we’re both lazy to get out of bed to change series so the next episode started automatically... we’re on episode 12 now.

When did you create your blog: I created this blog in December 2016, though my first blog ever was www.nudepapilla.tumblr.com which I created 2011. I forgot the password though :(

What kind of stuff do you post: I post discussions & opinions on controversial topics, memes about k-pop and regular memes that suit me. I just opened the opportunity to suggest me about moodboards & reactions but since everyone expect me to have memes only they don’t know about it. :(

When did your blog reach its peak: Some days ago I posted a vid of Jungkook and Jimin on the fansign. thirsty fans were nutting af and I got 400 notes. 

Do you have any other blogs: yes, maybe around 4 more blogs but they’re all irrelevant with 5 posts each...

Do you get asks regularly: no I don’t. 

Why you chose your URL: since it could be interpreted however you want, the main theme is KPOP but the ‘’hahaha’’ could be used as a hysterical laugh at all the cishets thinking idols are straight, it could be memes, it could be a insecure laugh. and tbh... it’s a mix of all...

Following: 56. :( Send me a message if you want me to follow you!

Posts: 252 Hogwarts house: I just did the pottermore test, I’m a slytherin

Pokemon Team: Mystic

Favourite colours: warm colors

Average hours of sleep: 0-14. I’m not joking.

Lucky numbers: 2

Favourite characters: Peco from Ping Pong Animation (2014) is my favorite character in every visual media.

What are you wearing right now: white nike shoes, black adidas sweatpants, a black hoodie.

How many blankets do you sleep with: 1 or none.

Dream job: Perfomer 

Dream trip: Don’t get me started on this one... I would like to visit South Korea of course, though I know a loot more about Japan, Osaka etc. Then its; India, Egypt, Madagascar, USA, Peru, Philippines, Singapore, The Alps, and so much more.

Now for the tags I’ll just choose the people I literally know nothing about or whom I just follow. 

@parttimerich @squizzlez @lgbtae @fapmonster @lesbts @hobilu @bts-meme @im-a-kookie-monster @kpopmemesnvines @gay-shit-girlgroups-do @gaychimchim @heterophobicyoongi @taedamn @mindblowinglygay @notstraightkpop @kpopkdramamemes @gaykpopoverdose @jungkookie @koreanbreeze @queer-k-aesthetics @lesbangtan @cryingmelons

I want to know all of you goldmines better.