#Oh and please feel free to ask questions about Chris if you like! I love to talk about him! He’s so darling…

[beaniebabie-pie]

🌼 Enter Christopher Dearest! 🌼

He’s here!! Finally! I’m so happy to have finally finished him up, this character has been in the works for forever… but! Better late than never, and he’s ecstatic to meet you!

I drew a lot of concepts of him, but these two works feature two other artists’ OCs… Lucy Literature the Elephant (@sebwritesstories 🌱📖) and Derry Dragon? I can’t remember his last name! (@carnivalcarrion 🪷🐉) I thought yall might like to see them! I love your chars smmmm

[sunnyie-eve]

6 | Ritual

Series: Unexpected

Paring: (Matt Sturniolo x OFC Brock!) (Chris Sturniolo x OFC Brock!)

Word Count: 1.1k

Warnings: none

| MASTERLIST |

~

Going back to the boys hotel room they sit to hear about the Elevator Ritual game but the brothers weren't that excited, "It's ritual time." Sam turns to them.

"Love the sound of that." Matt sighs.

"We're gonna do something we've never done before on this channel." Sam starts, "The Elevator Game." The three applaud, "You guys said you love elevators right?"

"I hate elevators." Matt says once again.

"Perfect." Sam tells him, "Which is interesting because for this ritual we need a singular volunteer." He adds and all the guys look at Matt so he agrees to do it.

"Don't forget about our deal Matt." Dani leans forward to look at him from the other side of Colby.

Sam goes on to explain the whole game and how it's supposed to work and what they have to do, "Chris, we'll have to get our licenses immediately." Nick speaks up.

"I know." Chris agrees, "I'm really considering who's going to do the laundry now." He adds.

"They're gonna just be twins after this." Colby jokes.

"I gotta remember free food." Matt tells himself.

"If she didn't would you still do it?" Chris asks him so Matt tells him he rather it be him then him or Nick.

"I feel like you'd just do better in the elevator than Chris would." Matt adds telling Nick and Chris agrees with that statement.

"He just knows you're the least fit for it." Nick adds and Chris still agrees to it.

Down in the lobby Matt says this will either make his fear of elevators ten times worse or ten times better to which Nick says it can't actually get better, #Welcometothechannel." Sam tells him.

"Are you going to say goodbye to your siblings? You might never see them again." Colby tells him so he and the others hug each other goodbye talking about things they want of his when he doesn't come back.

"Dude, I'm not dead yet."

As Matt and Sam get into the elevator the other wish them good luck and goodbye, "Oh right, I need photos for your prayer cards." Nick takes pics of Matt in the elevator.

"Best brother award goes to." Dani laughs.

"Alright, one two three. Please take us to another world."

"Bye bye, be safe guys." Dani waves so Matt does a little wave back as the doors close.

As the four wait for them to come back, Nick's EMF finally goes off as they walk around, "This thing is called the onvoy it's basically going to say yes or no." Colby pulls out the device but then another guest in the background startles him, "Gahh, that guy scared the fuck out of me."

"That haircut..." Nick says then covers him mouth as Colby and Chris laugh.

"Nick, it's super quiet in here." Dani's eyes widen.

"Sorry, that was terrible."

"So something has to physically touch it like that." Colby explains how it works.

"Are Sam and Matt going to make it back to us, do you think?" Chris asks the thing and it says yes right before the two come right back.

"You're done already?" Nick says surprised how fat it went.

"We only asked it one question." Colby tells the two.

"The one question I asked is, is Sam and Matt going to come back down." Chris tells them, "And it said yes and then it opened."

"Do you want to do it alone?" Sam asks Matt.

"I would-, I don't-, I'd have to write down the numbers..." Matt pulls out his phone.

"Seriously alone?" Dani asks shocked.

"What if you never come back Matt?" Chris asks him, "And you're fully alone in another world? Nick or Dani go with." He looks at the two.

"No," Nick walks away.

"I'm not." Chris makes clear.

Lady

"Dani, that's you." Sam laughs looking at her stare at the box in Matt's hand before the elevator opens by its self, "Oh my god! I guess that's a yes I'm going with."

"Guys? Is that a sigh we should do it one more time?" Sam asks the group.

"I say go for it." Chris looks at the two.

"That was so fast you have to." Colby tells them, "Plus you two attract ghosts." He adds, "The goal of the game is to get a lady to come right?" Colby asks then hear how that sound as everyone laughs. "Wait, wait, ahh please cut that." He turns the camera towards himself.

"Dude Dani..." Sam laughs.

"As in a ghost lady to step inside the elevator." Colby makes clear, "No funny business with sis." He looks at Matt giving him a certain look.

"Dude, there's a camera." Matt gets embarrassed.

"You guys are killing me. Let's get this over with." She claps her hands to go so they step into the elevator.

"Please take us to another world." They both say together.

"I may regret saying that but hey, see you guys later." Matt says as the doors start to close.

As the doors close Sam starts to crack up, "I can't believe you just let Dani go with him. You never leave her alone with any guys."

"I'm her older brother. I'm protective of her." Colby sighs as Sam keeps laughing.

"Not even me and I'm you're best friend." Sam points out.

"That's not entirely true."

While they make fun of Colby before starting to ask yes or no question, Matt and Dani hope no one will interrupt them because then they fail at the game. On the first floor they go to there was luckily nobody there.

"Next number is two." Matt look at his phone pressing the button while Dani held the box.

"So far off to a good start." Dani nods her head as they move to the next floor and there was nobody again so they go to the next floor.

"The thing that scares me the most about this is that the elevator is squeaking." Matt points out what Dani has been trying to ignore for the past couple of seconds.

"I've been trying not to pay attention to it and you have to point it out. It makes my anxiety want to act up badly." Dani plays with her fingers to calm her down as the doors open to show no one.

"You have bad anxiety too?" Matt asks pressing the next floor, "Mine gets so so bad at times." He tells her about his.

"I take meds for mine so that explains how bad mine is." She giggles.

"I can't believe I'm doing this." He sighs putting his head back.

"I literally said you couldn't pay me to do this yet here I am." They both laugh but suddenly stop.

"Oh my god that one I felt the drop."

They both stay quite for a few seconds till Dani realizes something, "Matt, we're not moving..."

[biasbuck]

BiAsBuck’s ficrec Fridays

Happy Fraturday everyone (oops, I'm late!) Back again with another round of the fic I've been reading this week. You can find previous rec lists here.

A reminder I'm here for all buddie/bucktommy/buddietommy configurations, and I'm always on the lookout for more henren fic to read, so please send author and story recs my way! (Feel free to self rec!!!)

15 June 2024

looking for shelter from the cold and the pain by @itsactuallycorrine is a post-7x10 summer fic, from Christopher's perspective. In which after communication is cut off and Chris is in Texas, both Eddie and Buck continue to send emails to keep in touch, and he reads them even if he doesn't respond. They get increasingly more confessional in tone. I really loved how Chris' understanding of them both as people and the revelations they share help him find peace, without glossing over the difficulties and pain caused. Hints of Buddie (and background Bucktommy break up) but mostly about realising parents make mistakes and growing up. A really lovely Chris voice. (Once you've read this one, go read this never would've happened in a catholic high school in which Chris comes home from an inclusive sex ed class with questions. Hilarious and sweet!)

your wings will find you heaven by elizabethgee a post-7x09 and 10 Buck vs Captain Gerrard fic (with Bucktommy) heed the tagged warnings on this one, it's dark and potentially triggering, but taken very seriously. Tommy is nervous when he hears that Gerrard is interim Captain. Buck thinks he can handle it. But things take a difficult turn, and Gerrard's ability to pinpoint and press on a perceived weak spot like caring for others means Buck's put in a horrible position. Cathartic and ultimately triumphant, I just want to give Buck a damn hug for being so brave.

like a bird stealing bread out from under your nose by @cal-daisies-and-briars 'If you’d asked Eddie back in May what rock bottom looked like, it was his son leaving him. That felt like it; everything ruined so entirely that there was no way to ruin it further. There’s always more to lose.' An Eddie Diaz breakdown fic, in which he self destructs and monumentally fucks up with Buck as well, but puts in the work to try and fix it. I particularly enjoyed the focus on Eddie reclaiming the joy in personal hobbies in this one, giving himself space and permission to be his own person.

odd man out by  @messyhairdiaz is an eddietommy focused buddietommy fic! Hooray! In which Eddie's self doubt makes him question whether it's all too good to be true and the triad relationship they've stumbled into is working for Tommy, so Buck convinces them both to go on a solo date. I really loved the communication and negotiation of this, and the lovely dynamic that they're working towards. Plus it's just delightfully flirty. Bless you poly fic, I'm smooching you on the mouth.

Got Your Six by @sonofatoasterwaffle oh god...oh my god. The buddietommy voyeurism BDSM fic. Literally the hottest version of Tommy? He plays them all like a symphony. 'After Buck has a bad experience with a dom, Eddie decides that if Buck wants to scene, he’ll do it with Eddie there to chaperone or not at all. Tommy decides he's cool with that if it means he gets to be the meat in their weird, codependent BDSM sandwich.' Just *chefs kiss* Eddie's down bad and Buck is the sweetest little sub in this, give him directions and show him off!

all the vices i can't give up by @theweewooshow is a smutty Bucktommy phone sexting fic, with an alternative getting together scenario (aka they're unapologetically horny about it.) Buck accidentally sends Tommy a picture of himself with water dripping down his chest, Tommy takes the bait. Things escalate! Lots of fun and very hot.

seeing you with him just don't feel right (you're giving me a heart attack) by @bellabrady based on THAT Brooklyn Nine-Nine episode - in which Buck and Eddie kill Captain Gerrard in the most hilarious way possible. The firefam banter in this is just absolute top notch. Glorious and so so funny. It's what he deserves.

Special Occasions by @pop-me Henren smut and feelings! 'After Buck comes out in S7E6, Hen and Karen reflect on their own first queer loves and intense, romantic sex ensues.' OP's tags promise romantic fisting and well howdy do they deliver! Love when Hen and Karen are celebrated as sexy as hell.

this is it ( the thing everyone's looking for) by diabolicaldean the latest in a collection of Henren one shots, this one is a sweet gentle fluffy piece that celebrate the Wilson family, with the soft place to land that Mara deserves. God I hope season 8 cuts them a break!!

a miserable pile of secrets by @glorious-spoon a post 7x09 fic, in which Buck and Eddie argue, and Hen lends Eddie and ear and gives some tough love. I really appreciated how much this lent into the messy thorny nature of fucking up and fixing things, and owning your mistakes. Hen's perspective is really well drawn.

Okay I'll stop here because it's getting long, but see you all next week!

[secretswiftymarvelfan]

I love you 3000 writing bonanza!

I’ve hit 3000 followers!!!

Now if you remember a while ago I asked how you guys would like to celebrate and this is what I’ve come up with! If you remember my 2.5k Followers Writing Challenge and Exchange its kinda similar to that but I’ve made some improvements!

What is going to happen is I am going to open up my askbox/dms for requests!

To make this manageable and allow me to complete as many as possible I will only be accepting requests in these following forms:

1) A question about a character or series

For example: How would X characters feel about Y character doing XYZ?

2) A What If…. For one of my series

For example: What If the character for X series met 10 years prior

3) A request using a maximum of 3 of the prompts below (the list is hella long so I’ve put it below the cut!)

For Example: Ari Levinson / Mob AU / You won’t get away so easy

If I receive a request that does not fall into one of these three categories then I will not fulfill it!

And because I like for everyone to be able to get involved if you yourself are a writer/want to give writing a go and you like any of the below prompts feel free to use them (the max of 3 doesn’t apply to you guys) all I ask is that you tag me, use the hashtag Niamh Loves You 3000, use appropriate warnings and let me know which ones you’re using so I can keep my eye out!

If you are writing a fic using the below prompts I ask you to follow these rules:

No sexual relations with minors, no somnophilia, necrophilia, incest, toilet stuff, snuff, or beastiality!

Dark Fics are allowed (Non-Con/Dub-Con) but they MUST BE APPROPRIATELY TAGGED!

Any creation MUST BE ORIGINAL! No stealing, stealing is bad!

The creation if part of a series must be able to be read as a stand alone!

No word limit! If it’s over 500 please use the read more function!

All the prompts are below the cut, remember its a max of three, but you can mix and match as you like so the possibilities are endless!

Characters:

Chris Evans

Steve Rogers

Andy Barber

Frank Adler

Ari Levinson

Curtis Everett

Johnny Storm

Jake Jensen

Ransom Drysdale

Any other Chris Evans character

Trope:

Fake Dating

Only One Bed

Enemies to Lovers

Friends to Lovers

Cuddling for warmth

Trapped together

Mistaken Identity

One night only

Love Triangle

Fated Mates

Childhood Sweethearts

Grumpy x Sunshine

Forbinned Love

Forced Proximity

WILDCARD! (You can pick an Trope not listed!)

AU:

A/B/O AU

Mob AU

Sports team AU

College AU

Emergency Service AU

(Medieval) Royalty AU

(Modern) Royalty AU

Pornstar AU

Fairytale / Fantasy AU

Biker AU

Soulmate AU

Band/Musician AU

WILDCARD! (You can pick an AU not listed!)

Dialogue:

"I told you not to touch that"

"I'm tired of answering that question"

"Why didn't they come?"

"I'm so sick of pretending everything's okay"

"don't just stand there! do something!"

"do you remember that night in [insert place]?"

"is there a problem here gentlemen?"

"what on earth happened here?"

"there's blood everywhere"

"Get in the van!"

"I'm not saying you're a bad cook, but even the flies in the kitchen wear gas masks."

"I may be a terrible dancer, but I've got great moves in bed."

"I'm not high maintenance; I'm just low tolerance for mediocrity."

"I love the sound of your voice and the way you say my name."

"Being with you feels like coming home."

“You're not the person I thought you were."

"I never imagined my life without you."

"I never got to say goodbye."

"I'm so glad you're here to point out my flaws. I would never have noticed them on my own."

"Oh, don't worry about being late. We'll just sit here and wait for you forever."

"I'm sorry. Did I ask for your opinion?"

"Why do you always insist on seeing the worst in people?"

"It's not my fault you can't handle the truth."

"You don't know what I'm capable of."

"I'll do whatever it takes to get what I want."

"You think you're better than me, but you're not."

"I'll use anyone I need to achieve my goals."

"You've made a huge mistake, and now you're going to pay for it."

"Don't you realize how much you've hurt everyone around you?"

"you have no idea what you do to me"

"don't you dare go slow"

"I don't think I'll be able to walk tomorrow"

"move and you won't be coming tonight"

"hands behind you're back"

"Beg for it"

"you can take it, you've done it before"

"I'm going to fucking ruin you"

"do you think you deserve a reward/punishment?"

"show me how much you missed me"

"Are you holding back? don't"

"shall we put your mouth to better use?"

"Slowly, I'm not going anywhere"

"I said I'd take care of you"

"Please, I can't sit still"

So there’s absolutely so many to pick from covering fluff, comedy, angst and smut 😉 don’t forget to follow the rules I’ve set out above!!

I love you all 3000 🩵🩵🩵

[cal-daisies-and-briars]

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📖📖📖📖📖📖📖📖📖📖📖

🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨

❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️

please!!

Awesome!

36 for 🪞:

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Eddie smiles softly. “Well, you know I have your back. Whatever you decide.”

iv.

To Buck’s credit, he thinks, he doesn’t just jump to an answer either way. He takes time to think about it. Really weigh the pros and cons. He knows it’s not a choice to make lightly. Not only is it a whole person’s life, but it’s his whole life. This has to be something he actually wants, not just feels a compulsive need to do. And he’s not always sure how to separate the two.

He talks to Hen and Karen. Apologizes for the fact that he’s even in the position to ask with all they’ve got going on.

“Don’t be sorry,” Hen says. “This is the kind of thing I’d fixate on if I didn’t have Mara to think about, too.”

They tell him how hard it is. How it’s not the same as raising a child from infancy. Not worse or lesser, but different. Different challenges. Some of them are potentially pretty daunting. But none of them tell Buck it’s not worth trying. Someone needs to try for her.  Even if it’s not easy. And Buck knows himself. Once he tries, he’s not likely to give up. 

Buck sits with it. For four days he sits with it, uncertain with himself. With his motivations and his capabilities. 

In the end, the answer is sort of simple.

Buck knows he’s only here right now, because, despite his own parents’ complete and utter discarding of him from the beginning of his life, a handful of people never quit on him. Never stopped believing in him. Maddie. Bobby. Eddie. Hen. Chim.

---

36 for 📖:

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Buck’s breathing is very heavy, but he can’t take in enough breath. 

“Eddie,” he begs. “What are you saying?"

Eddie huffs. “I… I don’t know exactly. I mean, I do. But I don’t know how to say it the way you did.”

No, no, no. No. Eddie can’t feel the same way. Eddie can’t feel the same way, because then… Because then everything Buck has done has been wrong. Terribly wrong. If any part of Buck thought Eddie could love him back, he would have never walked away. He would have fought for him. Told him. Tried. 

“Eddie, you’re killing me here,” Buck rasps. 

“I’m killing you?” Eddie scoffs. 

Yeah. Fair enough.

“Sorry,” Buck mumbles, looking at his feet.

“I couldn’t get over it,” Eddie says again. “And as things started getting more serious with Ana, I… Well, I started to sort of freak out…”

Freak out? What is he talking about?

“I broke up with her,�� Eddie explains. 

“Oh,” Buck breathes. “I’m sorry.”

Eddie snorts. “Are you?”

---

36 for 🚨:

---

He presses the button so Eddie’s bed inclines enough so he’s nearly sitting. So he can see his son. 

“Christopher,” Eddie rasps, reaching his good arm towards him. It snags on the IV still attached to it, and Eddie realizes with a flare of disappointment that he’s not free to hold onto his boy. To hug him and promise him he’s safe, that he’d never leave him. 

“Go to him carefully, mijo,” Ramon instructs. His voice is gentle. Soothing. It’s a somewhat strange tone to Eddie, coming from him. And the term of endearment… So much familiarity.

Christopher shuffles around the bed, avoiding the various tubes and wires connected to Eddie. He bends over Eddie’s torso, dropping his head onto Eddie’s chest. Eddie lifts a shaky hand to his son’s head, fingers resting in his curls.

“Hi, buddy,” he exhales. 

“I missed you,” Christopher says. As if Eddie had just been on a trip somewhere.  

“I missed you, too,” Eddie says. His voice is so hoarse. He doesn’t sound like himself. 

“I was so scared,” Chris continues.

Eddie presses his hand against Christopher’s head a little more firmly. As though he can hold Chris right to his heart. 

“Me, too,” Eddie admits.

“Did it hurt really bad?” 

“Yeah,” Eddie answers. Understatement of the fucking year. “But I’m okay.”

“Will you come home soon?” Christopher asks.

Eddie has no earthly idea. He doesn’t even know how long it’s been. He needs Buck. Buck can answer those questions.

“As soon as I can,” Eddie promises. “Where’s Buck?”

---

36 for ❄️:

---

Eddie freezes. It’s a fair question. A reasonable one, given the statement he’s just made. Who should Eddie be? The son his parents wanted? The father his son deserves? A good partner? A proper man? 

“I was always trying to be right,” Eddie says dumbly. He knows it doesn’t really mean anything. “I was just trying to be a person the right way, like how I was taught.”

“I don’t think there’s a wrong way to be a person,” Wren chimes in quietly, eyes downcast like they’re afraid to be heard. 

“I would agree with that,” Jodie says. “But it can be hard to feel that way, can’t it?” 

Eddie nods. It’s all he can do. He feels like a hypocrite. He’s not a prejudiced person. He’s not discriminatory. He knows there’s no wrong way to be a person. Maybe he just thinks there’s a wrong way to be Eddie. 

▪️▪️▪️

A few hours after the session, Eddie gets an email notification on his phone. 

He doesn’t get a lot of emails, if he’s being honest. Most of them are from work. Schedules, union updates, LAFD newsletters, etcetera. There’s the occasional chain joke forwarded from Pepa. Promotional shit, which he unsubscribes from. Automated appointment reminders from Frank. 

But today there is this. 

Date: July 5th, 2024

To: eddiaz92@gmail.com

From: charlesminn@yahoo.com 

Subject: Checking In

Eddie,

Forgive me for overstepping. 

[cookiesupplier]

Every Rose Has It's Thorns - Part Four

pairing: Ricky Olson x ofc (Talia)

warnings/tropes: slow burn, soulmates, strangers to enemies to lovers, betrayal, angst, fluff, smut, language.

summary: In a world where soulmates inexplicably receive a tattoo that will match that of their soulmate the moment they turn eighteen years old, being famous and covered in very visible tattoos can make finding your true soulmate a questionable fate. Not that it is any easier for the soulmate in question. Thus is the fate for Ricky and Talia. Sooner or later, however, life is bound to collide, but what will happen when it does?

author’s note: Unbetaed, and oh the drama.

tags: @tearfallpixie @cncohshit @jordynyingling0219 @faceless-mirror @nyxthedestroyerofworlds @wild-child-7747

Tags are open, feel free to ask to be added.

~~

Talia sighed as the door closed behind Ricky and Grace leaving the greenroom, the whole place left with an uneasy silence.

“I, I think I should go.”

She really didn’t want to be here. Ricky didn’t want her here, that much was obvious with the way he’d looked at her. Ava stood up quickly from her seat,

“Wait, please.. Talia, right?”

Vinny was looking from Ava to Talia and back, Ava however wasn’t paying Vinny any attention as she walked over to her friend and reached for her hand. This had been all her idea to start with, the tickets, her plan. Sure the boys had agreed with her to keep it a secret and helped her plan to get her to come along, but she had been the one to get her to come along.

“We have a rest day tomorrow, we’re supposed to be travelling tonight, but I can convince the guys to wait until tomorrow night so you can come back tomorrow and we can talk a bit more, please. Ava.. Talia, I don’t know what's going on here, but Ava please.”

Ava glanced back to Vinny and then back to Talia,

“I’m sorry Vinny, but all this is my fault, this was supposed to be a birthday present for Talia, she hasn’t enjoyed a Motionless concert since-”

“Ava..”

Talia sighed, glancing over to Vinny, shaking her head,

“I knew Ricky was my soulmate from the moment I saw my mark, everyone else was skeptical, but I knew. I’d been a fan of the band for awhile, and fansites loved going on about the guys marks, seeing mine appear was a shock. I started going to concerts hoping to meet him, never got to, but I got close so many times, but the last one I was right there.. But that was the time I saw him with her, and he looked so…”

Shrugging slightly,

“He looked happy. So happy, and I couldn’t take that away from him, so I just, I went about my life as if having a soulmate didn’t matter, because it didn’t anymore, not for me. He made his choice.”

It was Chris that spoke next from across the room, looking ropeable, his arms crossed in front of him. He'd had clashes with soulmates himself, it had gotten quite messy, Talia knew that much. It was quite well known in the metal scene.

“He didn’t have all the facts, give him a chance."

Then Vinny implored her,

"Come back tomorrow, with Ava.”

He moved to stand beside Ava, he took her hand, looking to Talia, Jordan and Kyle standing to the side, the other guys nodding in the background, agreeing,

“He’s my best friend, and I don’t know what's going to happen with Grace, but she’s been lying to him for years, and he deserves the truth, if nothing else.”

The problem, however, was the look in Ricky’s eyes when he passed her by in the greenroom with Grace. There were some things that stayed with you in life, some things that you just could shake, that even if you knew that they were beyond your control, you knew there were reasonable explanations and sure, maybe if the circumstances were entirely different they’d never have happened… but it had happened. It had happened, and Talia couldn’t forget the look in Rick’s eyes. Maybe he didn’t really hate her, maybe he just hated the situation, but it sure felt like he hated her right then, and the thought of risking seeing that look directed towards her again, just made her want to pull herself into a pill ball and hide.

Even now, with the way Vinny was looking at her, so hopeful that she’d agree to come back, not just for Ricky’s sake, but his.. Ava looked so pathetic right now, blaming herself for all of this. This whole thing was going to mar the day they met as soulmates, and if she didn’t come back tomorrow, they might find it harder to bond and fuck, that wasn’t fair entire.

The pain, the guilt, was pushing down on her chest, not just for Ricky now, but Ava, and Vinny, and god, what was she supposed to do? As she looked towards her best friend, she had made her choice when it came to her soulmate mark years ago though, she’d chosen to let go. Taking in a deep breath. She knew, she knew Ricky wasn’t going to want her anywhere near him, turning up tomorrow, it was going to hurt. If she didn’t come, though, it was going to hurt Ava more, and that was what made her decision simple.

“I’ll come, for Ava, don’t expect it to change anything. It’s one day. You two deserve to actually get to meet properly.”

As it was, thankfully she already knew she had no clients tomorrow, having expected to have a world class hangover from her birthday pub crawl with her friends pushing her to party instead of surprising her with these tickets. Talk about an insane turn of events. Talia wished she could rewind this entire day and crawl back in bed and pretend none of it had happened, but then Ava would never have met Vinny, but in saying that, would she have really done that to her best friend? No, no she wouldn’t have. Talia might be struggling, but Ava had always supported her, and taking this away from her was the last thing she would want.

~~

Ricky and Grace were the only people on the bus, the rest of the guys were giving them a wide berth for the time being and for that, he was fucking thankful right now. Not that he expected that to last long, after a massive show, everyone was going to want to wind down and crash, though tomorrow they were all going to get a chance to sleep in with the rest day.. Fuck, they were supposed to be heading to the hotel in the next town so they could just recoup, what was going to be happening now? He didn’t know.

All he knew was his eyes were glued to the mark on Gracie’s neck, the one that was smudged from where Vinny had scrubbed at it with the makeup wipe. He wanted to pretend that the black was smeared from Vinny’s paint, that it had transferred from the wipe when Vinny was cleaning the paint off his skin and over onto Gracie’s tattoo, making it appear like it might be fake. He wanted to believe that so badly. Rick might except that he’d seen Vin grab for a brand new wipe before he’d lunged at Grace’s neck to wipe at her mark.

It had take a few rough swipes of that disposable cloth to affect the image, which told Rick that the makeup was the good stuff, stage worthy. As someone who’d been performing as long as he had, he knew how to make makeup stay, and considering she would have been wearing that mark for years, fooling him.. She knew what she was doing.

She knew what she was doing from the moment she’d met him in the cafe.

Shit.

The day they’d met at the cafe, she’d had the tattoo then, and she was never shy about the fact she hated tattoos, explaining why that was her only tattoo. Now, on one hand it made him wonder what her real soulmade mark was. Was it under the rose? And on the other hand, had that who meeting in the cafe been on purpose, had she fucking stalked him? Or was the plan something different? Hell, maybe she’d been at the concert the night before and the tattoo was from that? Who knows..

“Well, are you going to say anything Gracie? Anything at all?”

“What’s there to say? That bitch is obviously faking, her friend admitted that she used to come to all of your concerts just to try and meet you, she’s psycho.” "I don’t want to talk about her!" Ricky snapped running his fingers through his hair, it was in a complete disarray and sweat slick from the concert, but he didn’t care right now, he felt like he was going out of his mind a little bit.

“I don’t even care about her, Grace, this is about you, and me. When were you going to tell me the truth, were you ever going to tell me the truth?” The answer was pretty obvious to him, no, but he wanted to see if she was willing to admit it, he wanted to hear it come out of her mouth and see how far she was willing to take this. If she could be honest for even one moment. He needed to know if anything of their relationship was remotely salvageable. If he even..

Swallowing..

Did he even know Gracie at all?

If she’d stalked him all those years ago, if she’d faked their meeting in the coffee shop just so he could stumble upon her with the fake soulmate tattoo, was any of their relationship real at all? She’d had years to tell him the truth. Years to be honest with him. He had no problem with dating someone who wasn’t his soulmate, he’d dated before her, but the fact that she’d lied, and kept lying, it just…

“Ricky, what does it matter whether we’re soulmates or not? I know what you were planning for tomorrow, you know. I hear you, talking to Vinny this morning, he wasn’t that quite grumbling getting up.”

Smiling with a sweet little giggle of hers as she moved closer to him, reaching for him, her hands curving over his shoulders, only for him to shrug her hands off a little. There it was, not only had she not even answered his question, telling him that not only was she never going to tell him, she didn’t even have the guts to admit it to him.. But he felt the swift kick of a reminder that he had planned to propose to this woman. He’d been dating her, for more than half a decade and she had been lying to him the whole time, and she still thought that..

“Oh Rick, are you really going to let that little floozy come between us?”

“I don’t give a shit about her, this has nothing fucking to do with her Grace, I don’t care if I ever see the woman again.”

He probably would, he knew he would, Vin’s soulmate was her best friend it seemed, he was going to be stuck dealing with her and that was going to be frustrating enough, but he couldn’t think about that now. Now,

“Answer me this, and you better be honest with me, the day we met in the cafe, was it really an accident, or were you there on purpose?”

When she paused, the way she paused, as if trying to figure out what to say, maybe what he might believe, then she was trying to reach for him again and he was pulling away shaking his head. No.

“Gracie…”

No.

“Rick, please. We’ve been good, haven’t we?”

Good, sure, starting with nothing but lies.

“I like you Grace, I liked you from the moment I met you. I won’t lie, the soulmate tattoo caught my eye, but that's not what had me fall in love with you, but finding out that you not only lied and manipulated me our entire relationship, but you never intended on stopping and being honest with me… how can I ever trust you, ever again?”

He couldn’t, it was that simple.

“Ricky-”

Pushing her hands away from him when she tried to reach for him again,

“I don’t even know who you are anymore. I think it’s better that you go home now. We’re done.”

Might sound like a heartless way to break up, especially when he'd been planning to propose. No, there way he was proposing now, no way. Years, years of believing one thing, only to feel like something so fundamental was pulled out from under his feet, something he thought he was certain he knew, just, gone. He wanted to believe she would have told him, if she’d even told him she was scared to tell him right now, admitted that she wanted to tell him but didn’t know how.. He’d have taken it.. He’d have been pissed but they could have worked through that. Couldn’t they? He loved her.. At least, he loved the person he thought he knew, but she’d lied, and she’d set him up even before they’d met.

[nescaveckwriter]

Moonflowers & Werewolves - Chapter 3 🐺🥰

A/N: Awww y'all, chapter Three is here. Yayaness, I had so much fun writing this, one, I hope y'all will love it as much as I do 🥰🐺

Side Note: Thank you, feels so empty🥹, but thank you for every like, comment, reblog even those adorable bugsies just reading, 🥰 it means the world to me.

Warnings: Mentions of blood, severe violence, action, fighting, slight swearing used, hospital scenes, fire.😱 Anything else let me know

"Derek, It's me Argent" he warned

"Dammit Chris" he roared

"We need to get you out of here, now" he demanded

"Yeah about that, I'd might need a little help" he sighed

As Chris glanced over at the werewolf, he saw multiple arrows all over his back. "Wolfsbane" he questioned

"Yeah, most probably" he whined

"I'll hold them back, you make a run for it" he suggested

"Hell no! Your not doing this alone" he replied

"I'm not, I brought some help" he smirked

"He forced me to come, and its not like I had any plans" he said sarcastically

Derek furrowed his brows "Peter?" 

"Yes, I've came to save the day once again" he mocked

Derek collapsed to the ground, letting the woman fall out of his arms, his face tired, expression shocked "Madison"

Throwing his hands up in the air "great now we have to save a human"

Growling at Peter "She didn't ask for this"

Looking down at the woman not making a sound, "is she even okay"

"Peter, do not! Of course I  protected her" he sneered, giving her a once over, she's unconscious, her heartbeat slowed, catching the whiff of blood, pure human blood, knowing it must come from her, searching for a open wound, "Noooo!" He let out a violent roar, "they've hit her too" glaring at the arrow that's pierced through her chest.

Chris looks over to a defeated looking Derek. "Go on, get her to the hospital now! Me and Peter will hold them down and away from you"

They exchange a concerned look, but then Derek, gathers his last bit of strength, as he gets up, and starts running out of the forest, straight towards the hospital. As far as he runs, with his free hand, he pulls out the arrows from his body, he keeps saying, underneath his breath "I'm so sorry Maddie"

Back into his human form, he runs through the ER doors, glancing over at the nurses station. Melissa sees, him holding the injured woman. ''Derek! Get in here'' gesturing towards an empty bed.

He gently places her on the hospital bed. Feeling weak himself he collapse down in the nearest chair. Grabbing Melissa's arm, ''I need Parrish'' he demanded

Puzzled she looked at him ''I will phone him right away''

His eyes are heavy, his voice painfully low ''Is she going to be okay''

Smiling ''Of course, I'll let a doctor see her immediately''

As Melissa walks out, she almost walks into Parrish, ''What?''

A half-smile on his thin lips, ''I had know Derek needs me''

''Oh yeah, I almost forgot, you get a sort like premonition of these things'' letting out a nervous chuckle, gesturing his in the room.

A determined look on his prominent face as he walks closer towards, the closed door. Already feeling his body heat up, he can honestly say, that with a lot of training him and Cerberus has a mutual understanding, he doesn't take over him so much anymore, he is still conscious enough, to know what his doing. 

''Derek'' his voice croaky

''Jordan, I need you too heat up man!'' his brows drew together, his face pain stricken 

''No, no way in hell Derek, its too much'' he warned

''Parrish you listen to me, if you don't burn this freaking wolfsbane out of me, my son will have to grow up with out his father'' his voice rough and low

''Fine! but we will need to move you first'' sliding his arm underneath Derek's side, helping him to a stance.

Derek looks over to were Madison lays, underneath his breath he whispers ''please be okay''. As they walk out Melissa and a doctor storms in, to help her, Melissa just gives him a assuring nod in the passing.

As Jordan takes Derek, down to the basement of the hospital, he starts to feel, the poison, getting closer, knowing if it reaches his heart, he'd be dead in a few seconds, ''Now, do it now'' he roared

Parrish, starts to heat up, wrapping his arms, around Derek, his whiskey brown eyes, now a yellow-orange, fire dancing in his pupils. 

As the fire engulfs Derek, he roars loudly, his eyes a electric blue, his fangs and claws are out as he can't help but to shift, under this amount of pain. With the flames dancing around there bodies, he can feel the poison burning away. With the last bit leaving his veins, Jordan, lets go of Derek, making him plummet to the ground. The hellhound who was just covered in flames, is now only covered in ash, the only visible sign of fire, is the orange red, rushing through his veins, defining the muscular build. 

He picks up a unconscious Derek, carries him towards a empty hospital bed. Letting Melissa know, where he is, he runs to help Argent and Peter. On his way calling his girlfriend, 

''Hey babe!'' her voice delighted

''Love, listen I'll explain later, but you need to go and check on Eli, be careful'' he warned

''On my way, you too'' she bolted towards Derek's house, entering through the door, catching a glimpse of three men, probably hunters, cornering Eli, his frightened face is one to much. 

''Hey idiots, why don't you pick on someone your own size'' she hissed

Laughing as they walk closer, weapons in hand, ''What are you going to do little girl?'' the giant man mocked.

Getting into a fighting stance, she throws her hands down, letting her short nails, turn into her claws, as she roared it revealed her fangs, her dark brown eyes, now ice blue. 

''Oh you must be the were coyote'' the man laughed

Without hesitating she rushed towards the giant man, digging her claws into his forearm, throwing him against the wall. The other two, runs towards her, a older looking man, slices her cheek with a silver knife, ''Argggh'' she groaned,   as the younger man, fires his gun, but the bullet misses her by centimeters, hitting a serene painting. Eli runs closer to help, his eyes a slight yellow, but no claws and no fangs. ''Stay back Eli'' she warned

As the three men gathers around her, and Eli, she starts to think of a plan, to overtake them all, not wanting Eli to get hurt she stands in front of him. She growls at them. The men agrees that they should capture the were coyote and the wannabe werewolf, they walk closer and closer, but then all of the sudden a voice makes them turn around. 

''Hello Sweetheart, daddy's here'' he mocked as he pounced on the larger man, ripping out some flesh, the man scream in agonizing pain, but Peter just knocks him out with a jab to the jaw.

Malia just rolls her eyes, sarcasm, evident ''Thanks for the help daddy dearest'' as she picks up the younger man and throws him into the kitchen, his body hitting the island, blood pulsing down the back of his head. Eli grabs a chair, smashing it over the older man's head. As the three stood there, glancing at there handiwork, Eli, looks at Peter and Malia, ''Where's my dad'' he asked

Before Peter could answer, Jordan crashes through the door, in his arms Chris Argent, his voice hoarse ''he's been shot, it's bad, we need to get him to the hospital'' they all hurried, jumping into the jeep, speeding up the street, towards the hospital. Then out of nowhere, a truck hits the side of the jeep, making it spin out of control and flipping it on its side.

Chapter Four Here :)

[echowithpain]

Finally watched the 100th episode of 911, gonna give a few quick thoughts:

Wasn't a musical so 0/10 Literally unwatchable

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Moving on:

Bi Buck confirmed in canon holy shit fucking finally! Get fucked deniers!!!! Also while I don't necessarily like Tommy's character cause of past seasons, I'll accept him as a plot device to help the GA finally see and understand Buck is Bi

Jealous Buck was hilariously adorable (I could practically hear a puppy whine when Eddie was asking if he was free so he could watch Chris 🤣)(also Eddie in sunglasses almost the entire episode was a whole ass mood 😂)

The bachelor segment was funny and I loved Josh and Maddie being so excited (also the fact Maddie sent the 118 so they could see what was happening 😂)

The woman accidentally killing her son cause of her brain bleed was sad but it didn't really hit me? Like oh my god, this woman killed her son without realizing it and it's super awful, but I just thought "Damn, that sucks 😕" no real strong emotions about it but I know not every emergency had to emotionally destroy you

HARRY!!! Oh my god he's grown up so much??? Holy shit I barely recognized him! And all his scenes with Athena were amazing. I also loved Bobby seeing how Harry made Athena some waffles, her favorite, he immediately knew something was up. King shit 👑 Plus the callback to the stop on the highway and talking about the unfairness of pressures put on everyone in life especially Black People was incredible. Also Harry calling her a great mom and her reaction to that just made me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 It reminded me of when that Jeffrey guy kidnapped Harry and told Athena she wasn't a mom who's a cop, she's a cop who just so happens to be a mother. WELL SHE PROVED YOU WRONG DIDNT SHE ASSHOLE!!!!! GET FUCKED IN HELL!!!!

Ravi was back!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 And I loved every second of him 😂😂😂 Him asking questions just to be silenced and ignored by Buck 😂💖 "Looks like one of us is going in the sewer." *silence* "I'm going in the sewer." Fucking love Anirudh 🥰

The basketball scene was great until Buck knocked Eddie over of course. I was just waiting for at least some kind of apology that never came 😮‍��💔 Also Chim name dropped Albert!!!! Holy shit they remembered he exists!!! Honestly didn't see that coming 😂

Alrighty! The 100th episode was amazing!!! And my true score of it is 9/10

Didn't care for Tommy's character cause of past seasons (-1/2 point) and didn't really feel the horror of the woman accidentally killing her son (-1/2). I usually wouldn't let emergencies like that influence my score, but they way they tried to go back to it and have you feel emotions I just didn't feel like was a tad jarring and pulled me from the episode a bit when everything else going on made me actually feel stuff.

So now that Buck being confirmed Bi is out of the way...

NEXT EPISODE EDDIE AND MARISOL BREAK UP LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO!!!!! AND ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

The episode is literally called "You Don't Know Me". Bye Bitch 😎 ✌️

See you guys then 😘✨

ALSO BE PREPARED FOR THE TWO WEEK BREAK AFTERWARDS!!!!!!

Keep your sanities please, I'm warning y'all again ahead of time

[sorrowon]

SORROW FOUND ME. independent and private multi muse with extremely low activity and way too many muses loved and sometimes ignored by lacy.

❝ sorrow found me when i was young. sorrow waited. SORROW WON. ❞

rules and muses found under the cut

01. my name is lacy and i’m 25+ years old. i’m an aries with my moon in sagittarius, cancer ascendant and i have no idea what any of this means. i'm not affiliated with anything.

02. the psd i’m currently using was made by pinkinnards and icon border was made by me, but i’ll also use various psds from various creators. all credit really goes to them and none to me. i’ll probably use psd’s by venuscommissions, plutocommissions, calisources and more. if you ever have any questions, please feel free to shoot me a message. i promise, i don’t bite.

03. i will probably practice exclusivity and mains and affiliates, but at the moment i don't have any.

04. i ask that you please not follow me and then unfollow me to follow me again and try to get me to follow you. that will not make me follow you, it’ll just make me softblock you and then hardblock if it continues. also, please don’t like my starter calls or send me meme’s if we’re not mutuals. i am mutuals only.

05. i don’t usually write smut, but if i'm really comfortable with another person then i don't mind giving it a try. i do ask that you please tag your smut though and don't try to force me to write it.

06. i will not follow people that use certain faceclaim’s. gal gadot, chris pratt, ezra miller, scarlett johansson and more probably. if you have questions about why then just send me an ask and i’ll let you know. i’m uncomfortable with them and i just want to be comfortable on my blog.

07. i am extremely slow and i honestly can't help that. i have a full time job and at the moment am only getting one day off a week. it's exhausting, but i'm doing my best.

KDRAMAS: naksu/cho-yeong - alchemy of souls - go yoonjung ahn min-hyuck - strong woman do bong-soon - park hyungsik kim shin - goblin - gong yoo cha sunghoon - business proposal - kim minkyu shin hari - business proposal - kim sejeong ryu sunjae - the lovely runner - byeon wooseok bae rona - penthouse: war in life - kim hyunsoo oh injoo - little women - kim goeun na wondeuk/lee yul - 100 days my prince - do kyungsoo lim jugyeong - true beauty - moon gayoung lee suho - true beauty - cha eunwoo han seojun - true beauty - hwang inyeop

THAI DRAMAS: kinn anakinn theerapanyakul - kinnporsche - mile phakphum payu - love in the air - boss chaikamon

TELEVISION: nancy wheeler - stranger things - natalia dyer sarah cameron - outer banks - madelyn cline nancy drew - nancy drew - kennedy mcmann clarke griffin - the 100 - madelyn cline elena gilbert - the vampire diaries - nina dobrev josette 'josie' saltzman - the legacies - kaylee kaneshiro willow rosenberg - buffy the vampire slayer - alyson hannigan kara danvers/zor-el - supergirl - melissa benoist mia smoak-queen - arrow - brec bassinger louis de pointe du lac - interview with a vampire - jacob anderson lesta de lioncourt - interview with a vampire - sam reid

ANIMATED: charlie morningstar - hazbin hotel emily - hazbin hotel stolas - helluva boss millie - helluva boss vi - arcane caitlyn kiramman - arcane mel - arcane

VIDEO GAMES: jessica riley - until dawn - tbd

LITERATURE: nesta archeron - acotar - tbd elide lochan - throne of glass - emily bader manon blackbeak - throne of glass - tbd ariadne - crescent city - tbd sathia flynn - crescent city - tbd danika fendyr - crescent city - tbd isabel 'belly' conklin - the summer i turned pretty - jung chaeyeon elizabeth bennet - pride and prejudice - keira knightley sophie beckett - bridgerton - tbd hyacinth bridgerton - bridgerton - tbd

[sere-rine]

>Memories<

Scarlett Johansson x Fem Reader

A/N: This story is originally written from my wattpad account. This is from my Middle actresses oneshot imagines. (I added the link if you wanna check it out)

Warnings: Fluff // Angst // Death

Scarlett's POV

"Y/n, do you still remember the time we confessed our feelings to one another? I remember that you fell first but I fell harder."

The breeze here outside is a good. And the weather is nice. The grass is so green and the surrounding is peaceful. Not many families are here today since it's Monday.

The best way for us to celebrate our 25th anniversary. Just reminisce our beautiful past is enough for me.

《《《

"So how are you and Y/n?" Asked by Evans who comfortably sat beside me on my trailer.

"What do you mean? We're good, and we are gonna hang out to my place later, wanna come?" Me and Y/n are friends but I wish we are something more. But knowing her? She does not want to settle and be committed. She is wild and free that almost every night she has a different girl in bed, then she will wake up at dawn, leave the hotel without any trace then will knock into my house and sleep beside me, after she take a shower ofcourse. She even have the key to my house because of that, I feel like she doesn't have a home anymore.

So asking her for a date and be committed with me is risky.

"Oh, I don't want to intrude your date so I'm gonna sit out." I giggle in his statement. Oh how I wish it was a date.

"It's not a date and nothing is going on between us so come with us." To be honest I don't want him to come. I'm just asking for modesty, but please say no.

"Scarlett I know you, you are looking forward for this to be alone with her I bet!" Well he is Chris Evans so I know that he knows what I'm thinking.

"Chris, I like her so very much, but at the same time I'm afraid." I said to him after I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I understand what you're feeling since it's not a secret that she is wild and reckless but at the same time I can see the way she looks at you. Why don't you find out first her reason behind her behavior?"

I nod to him and someone knock on my trailer saying that our director needs us now. We stand up and I open the door and start my work.

...

Y/n and I are in my room watching a movie while cuddling. I felt her clingyness on set earlier and now ever since she got in my place all she ever done was to hug my waist and bury  her head into my shoulders. Though I'm loving her mood I can sense something is bothering her.

"Y/n?" I gently called her name seeing if she is still awake. She hummed then hugged me tighter. We are watching Ocean's 8 by the way because she said she needs to see a lot of hot women. As if she didn't slept with a lot of hot women.

"Are you ok?" Her head tilted at my questions and she meets my eyes. Her eyes that I will never get tired of.

"What do you mean? I'm fine." Let me tell you, she is one of the best actress I have ever met but also one of the worst liars of all time. She can't lie and everyone who knows her knew it. I just don't know if that is considered as her strengths or weakness.

"Hmm I totally believe you that you are fine and nothing is bothering you." She scoff at my sarcasm and leans into me more as if there is still space between us.

"There's just this one woman that I can't get out of my mind." My eyes popped and my heart sunk when I heard her say those words. Who is that woman? Lucky her, wish it was me.

"She was incredible. Her body, her personality, her eyes. Everything about her is so enticing. But the not so good part is I don't know if she likes me back, I know I'm a coward. I don't just want to take her to bed, I want to have a relationship with her but I'm afraid." She said and I feel tears on my chest. She is crying, and it's because of a certain girl.

"Y/n if you don't mind me asking, why are you fond of one night stand?" The question that wants to get of my head since I learned her behavior, finally came out.

"Ha Ha, I'm the typical girl who let herself be distracted by a lot of other girls just to get the woman that I like out of my mind." Well how lucky that woman can get?

"Since when?" I don't know where I got this confidence but I'm loving it.

"Since when you became engaged."

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Wait a second.

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What the hell?

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She became like that because I was engaged, that means it is because of me?

"I know it's a lot, you don't have to do anything, I know you and Evans have a thing, I don't intend to break you two up, you don't have to like me back." Is this a dream? Ghad!

"Y/n we've been friends for two years, I was engaged last year. Since when did you liked me?" The person of my dreams likes me too? This is unbelievable.

"Since before we met in Ellen."

"Y/n that was four years ago! I barely know you that time. I can't even remember if we talked there?" She rolled her eyes at my question.

"You are the Scarlett Johansson and I'm still a no one so of course we didn't talked. That is what a fan like me get. We are going to fall and dedicate something that is a part of ourself for the celebrity who does not have any idea that we existed." Her words stung me like a bee. I didn't know she was feeling that way.

I cupped her face and kissed her soft and plump lips. It feels so good and she taste great. I could and would kill anybody who wakes me up if this is a dream.

I felt her hands snaked my waist and gripped it tight. Now I am convinced that this is true and not a dream. I swiped her bottom lip asking for entrance which she gladly gave. Ghad, this woman is going to be the death of me.

》》》

"Mom, it's time for us to go to the church." I heard my daughter said and my gaze landed upon her beautiful white wedding dress. I love looking at Ryn's eyes since she got it from Y/n.

"Do you really have to get married?" She rolled her eyes and scoff at me. She got her looks from me except her eyes. But her antics and mannerisms are all Y/n's.

"Seriously mom?" She clings her arms in mine and we face her other mother.

"I can't help it, you grew up so fast and now you are already 28 and getting married! Time fly so fast!" I kneeled and remove the stray flower petals from my love's grave.

"And she left us like a lightning." She says kneeling too.

"Hey you're dress!" She just shrugged and continues to sit on the ground.

"But remember she is always with us." I said putting my hand on top of hers that is tracing her other mother's name.

"I know, she won't leave us, she can't, I mean, she is obsessed with us ma!" She said which makes us both laugh.

"You are right. Come on get up! You still have a wedding to attend!" I got up and I offered my hand which she kindly accepts.

She may be gone physically but I know she's guiding us wherever she may be.

Y/n M/n L/n

My wife, the other mother of Floryn Johansson-L/n. She may got beaten by cancer but she will always be the love of my life. The one and only for me. And the memories she left will always be cherished by me and the people who loves her.

[berberriescorner]

I posted 8,853 times in 2022

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

"Keep Me Posted"

Characters: Rio x Black!Reader.

Summary: Oh, you know, just Rio being an attentive, caring, flirty, and nurturing boyfriend😍. 

Warnings: The reader has a chronic illness. There are brief descriptions of what it’s like dealing with an autoimmune disease. If you have knowledge of or can relate to the topic it may or may not make you a little sad. Being the emotional ass gangsta I am, a thug tear was definitely shed in the making of this😆.

Word Count: 900+.

Personal Note: This drabble (not even sure what to call it) is very near and dear to me. Yes, it’s self-indulgent AF, but I had a disappointing doctor’s visit earlier this week😔 (which inspired me to put my feelings into my writing). I figured why not write something for not only myself but other beautiful readers who deal with the struggles of having a chronic illness? Even if you don’t personally know what it’s like, I hope you still read it and enjoy the fluffiness that Rio’s dishing.

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443 notes - Posted August 12, 2022

#4

Gang Friend and a Gentleman

Characters: Rio x Black!Reader x Black!OC (older woman of color).

Summary: Not even gon’ hold you, this is random AF. That’s what happens when my imagination runs wild and free. It’s cute, fluffy, and funny. Hope you all enjoy it. Reblogs and feedback would be greatly appreciated💖.

Warnings: Tiny bit of expletives. I’m trying to be a better me, but I just can’t stop cursing 😆. Y’all knew that was coming 😂. Oh, also, if you are a “Karen” please don’t take it personally, it’s just a damn story. That’s about it for the warnings.

Word Count: 1,400+.

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605 notes - Posted January 4, 2022

#3

“Here We Go”

Characters: Chris Evans x Black!Reader.

Summary: Chris lands himself in a bit of hot water on his birthday. How can one little interview question spark a heated exchange between him and his lady?

Warnings: Profanity, daddy kink (when is there not), angst, fluff, and a smidge of the smut. My usual recipe.

Word Count: 3,200+.

A/N: There will probably be a part two to this. Not sure when though. Listennn, it may seem a bit lengthy, but I had ‘thots’ running through my head over this man, that interview, and it being his birthday🥰. I had to get these random thots out😂.

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693 notes - Posted June 18, 2022

#2

"Are You Listening?"

Part Two: "The Breakdown"

Characters: Rio x Black!Reader.

Summary: It's part two, so I’m not tellin’🙈😏!

Warnings: You’re about to experience a plethora of emotions. Profanity, you all know I got a mouthpiece on me, especially when I’m passionate 😂. There is a brief mention of fertility troubles.

Word Count: 5,000+.

A/N: I just wanted to thank my lovelies again for showing this story so much love. I had no idea people would love it this much. Thank you for all the sweet, hilarious comments and asks💓. I hope you all enjoy the roller coaster you’re about to take a ride on 😂😏😈.

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969 notes - Posted August 23, 2022

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"Are You Listening?"

Characters: Rio x Black!Reader

Summary: After months of being neglected, your anger reaches its boiling point. Time is money, and you know that Rio is all about his bread. If you want to be the king, you gotta stay busy. What’s more important, love or money? Can you have both? Is it possible to be both a cold-hearted businessman and a loving partner? Showing emotion can be a sign of weakness in Rio’s world. How does that work in a marriage? At the same time, you chose to be with him. Shouldn’t you be used to it?

Warnings: Profanity (are you surprised😂). A smidge of daddy kink, with a tiny spot of degradation (again, no surprise there🤣). Angst (quite a bit). A little fluff…it’s there I promise. Sprinkled it with some smut, too (it’s giving a bit of praise kink and dom vibes😈).

Word Count: 3,800+.

A/N: Italicized sentences are the reader's thoughts (in case you were confused and/or curious). It’s kind of lengthy, but the reader had to pop her shit…and Rio popped right TF back👏🏾😆. Part two, yeah can’t tell you when it’s coming, but I’m working on it.

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[oh-surprise-its-me]

omg that was so cute 🥺🥺🥺🥹🫶 thank you 🥺 its giving me tommy enjoying having his hair played with thoughts 😭 WHY ARE THEY ALL SO CUTE YOURE SO AMAZING

Babes now I need to write Tommy getting his hair played with!

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Tom was practically melted into the bed. Ron had a book balanced on his shoulders. Chris was leaning in Ron’s side reading along.

Chris’s hands are tangled in Tom’s hair. It’s magic what that man can do with his hands. Tom almost wants to cry from how relaxed he is.

He feels their cat leap on the bed. She slowly walks until she’s on his back. Claws lightly digging into his bare skin. She curls in the middle of his back, purring like an engine.

Chris keeps running his hands through Tom’s hair. “Hey Tommy, you awake still?” Tom shakes his head. “No.”

There’s a snort from Ron. “Not how that works.” Tom bites down on the inside of Ron’s thigh in retaliation. “Oh ow! You fucker!” Tom grins where they can’t see it. Chris gently pulls his hair. “Play nice.”

Tom bats a hand at Chris to get him to keep playing with his hair. There’s another gentle tug and then Chris resumes. “Want me to read out loud Tommy?”

Tom can only nod, he listens as Ron starts reading interview with the vampire. He drifts off like that. He’s so warm and feels so safe.

Can’t believe he got so lucky sometimes. Loves these two men more then he could ever put into words.

[calypso-finale]

Sixty Five. Part 3

I have realised since having Emi that she is really just Robyn’ daughter, I just donated my sperm. I mean she looks like me but Emi is so close to Robyn, she is just her mother’s daughter and I think Robyn wanted that, she missed out on her daughters that she wanted a child, well a daughter to have that bond with but I think Emi is going to get the best of her, and it’s a shame because all the mistakes we are doing is what the three elder ones are getting, Emi is going to think life is a breeze, she really just loves her mom and I am not mad at that, I think it gives me space to spend time with the boys. The three younger kids are Robyn’ kids, it’s just weird to think that but it is, it’s like Robyn restarted motherhood because she couldn’t do it then, so she is doing it now and these kids are getting the best mother, they really are. They have best of both worlds, and we are both home, Imani was around for that, so she sees it and side eyes and walks off, but you know I think my daughters, they don’t appreciate it but we move on, I guess. I don’t forget but we move on. Today is Emi birthday and I have had about enough of Taylan being in my house, this was Robyn’ idea and I am sure she said it would have been just a day because they are tired, I feel disrespected at this point, some man in my house and I don’t like it but I am trying to keep peace, the old Chris would have thrown him out of the window but I have had enough, I don’t want it anymore “Robyn” I said “yes?” she is too busy for me now, it’s all about Emi and this party “yes poppa?” looking up from my phone “I want Taylan and Ti to stay in a hotel or stay with Rylee, I don’t know, I don’t care. I don’t want him in the house, walking around topless. No” I pulled a face “Chris” Robyn said “I said enough, don’t make me ask again Robyn, you said one night now he walking around topless, I have been kind Robyn, enough is enough. I don’t like it” I pointed, she can’t just Chris me and think I am going to accept it “so kick them out?” she questioned “are they broke? Tell her to grow up and ask her sister, my god. We didn’t have Rylee here with him, I don’t care. It’s my house and I do not want him in the house, are they married? No! So please, I don’t want to argue on Emi birthday, thank you” I smiled “fine, ok. I will talk to them but please, can it be tomorrow? I am so busy” nodding my head “thank you” I was about to snap there but I didn’t, I kept my composure. I think I have been doing so well with keeping my composure with these men in my kids life.

“my nigga!” Herb spat as he made his way over to me “out here looking like someone grandpa, you got the cookout shoes on” I laughed out, nearly choking on my blunt “shut the fuck up, and actually I am someone’s grandparent now, my little guy Aziel” Herb sat next to me “oh shit, yeah. I just thought he’s one of the Brown gang damn. I be forgetting you old as shit you know” I would hit him, but I am too relaxed for that “blunt before the party? That means it about to be lit as shit” I shrugged “I meditate in the morning, just silence, my blunt, the back yard, just happiness. Care free living my guy” he nodded his head “you ready for the party” nodding my head “it’s bittersweet, it’s the last one and she getting it all really, she is blessed if I was to be born I would be her because she got the gang” Herb agreed “whole gang man, she got it all. Little Emi first birthday, I posted actually, and you ignored it, it was when I held her when she came home. The delicate uncle I am” it just hit me when he held Raihan “like when you was about to drop Raihan?” he laughed “reminding people of their bad, man you are not nice. I just got nervous, he was moving around like he got ADHD” shaking my head “he was just born, ADHD just shut up” I can’t believe he is someone’s dad “the fuck is this dude? Titan?” looking at Herb “don’t even start me off bro, I just complained to Rih, like you know one day they said because they came and whatever. I was ok with it and then now we in deep and this guy walking around topless and Monica looking like Ti got a Greek god” I need to shut up, I am talking too much “Rih mom ain’t ever looked at you like that? You jealous bro?” side eyeing Herb “a little” we both laughed out together “man, you sat here like Monica ain’t ever tell me I am beautiful, I wouldn’t either, you just skinny, light skinned with freckles” punching his arm “this is like history repeating you know, it just hit me now” it’s literally just come to me “huh?” Herb said “Monica don’t think much of me, she tolerates me. Robyn tolerates Oakley, a little better then Monica but like Rorrey and Rajad partners she adores, and Robyn adores Taylan” Herb let out an oh “shit, you right bro” nodding my head “I am right, you said skinny, and light skinned, and it hit me, or this weed is hitting” looking at my blunt smiling.

It is nice to see Taina and Herb getting along, they are talking, it’s nice that majority of us do get along but I still think Majesty is shady because she hasn’t said sorry but who am I to start something off “little Emi party today, you excited” I am currently feeding her because Robyn has gone to check the venue or whatever “dad, do we have to go to a girls party?” Raihan asked “mhmm what do you impose we do? Since you don’t want to go to your sisters party huh?” Raihan smiled “exactly you sound dumb, I told you that you can be with Junior at Rylee house” Raihan is miserable, well missing his brother “mhmmm” he leaned on me “what is wrong with you?” looking at him “Junior thinks I am a joke, and he keeps texting me fat joke because I want to be a rapper” I laughed “fat joke? Tell him you’re just big boned” Raihan is not amused with me “son, don’t let him for one annoy you” Raihan is chubby, like it’s cute but he doesn’t like it but still eats “I am hungry” he grumbled “you want some of Emi’ food?” I asked “dad!” he laughed “dad can you tell Rylee to let Cenctral Cee talk to me” this child “talk to him Raihan, you don’t need permission” he is so silly “but like I want to be a rapper and I can rap dad and I can show him, can I be on stage with him, at his show” I pulled a face “ask him your damn self, you can do it. Rappers aren’t shy” he needs to learn, these kids really love Central Cee, it’s more their music and with him having the thing, that one night thing I know it’s going to be busy “alright Raihan, I will ask. Now let me feed her” he smiled at me, I really don’t think he is really wanting to be a rapper, he is bored.

Robyn’ theme is everyone wears light colours, so we wearing white, both of us and Emi but nobody else can wear white but it has to be light colours, she literally said people will be escorted out which to me is funny, she is so dramatic “Aziel look so cute” turning my phone to Robyn “he looks so smart, I love that lime green cardigan, I wonder how long it will last until he ruins his clothes” Robyn has a point “I hope not, he looks so handsome, oh and she posted them” sliding across and showing Robyn “she really got that boy wearing something other then sweatpants and tees” turning the phone “don’t they look good, oh Rylee really put thought in that, I like they she stuck with the lime green theme too, I thought she would have worn white, I won’t lie. I love that picture of them” Robyn complimented, liking the picture. I am laughing, she really got him in a lime green shirt, it’s Gucci but still, everyone knows he doesn’t do anything but himself. Adding a comment ‘Blink twice if you are being held hostage @CentralCee when has this guy ever worn a shirt with added colour?’ he will be teased to the very end, I do not care “I love that everyone is wearing everything but white” looking over at Ti and Taylan “see, that is nice. It’s like an Ivory colour?” I said, “yeah it is, we was looking and staring at it, I said if this hits white we are out” I like that “I like the shade, it’s nice you know” I complimented “thank you” Ti said, “what a beautiful couple” Monica said, “Taylan is punching really, my daughter is the beautiful one” Ti pulled a face “stop it dad” she blushed “I am serious, he is lucky to have you, always” I smiled lightly.

I always find that walk inside awkward, like just everyone staring at us with Emi, but this party is big like she got that Gracie Corner person here “who is that?” I pointed, Emi is in her own world talking “I think she is shocked; she is so used to seeing you on YouTube, and I was like I need to have them here. So thank you for doing this”  Robyn said “oh it’s our pleasure, when we got the call I said we would do it for free” I chuckled “that is nice, thank you bro” shaking the dad hand, seeing Rorrey is here “I will catch up with you after but Emi, she is happy seeing this, I think this is the main part for her” making my way over to Rorrey “don’t speak about it” dapping “I thought you wasn’t coming here, flights being delayed” he huffed out “I ain’t slept, like I wish I went on the Jet now, I said it to Nadia and she laughed. I am so mad” he shook his head “you better hide though, white? Robyn about to kick you out” Rorrey groaned out “I am saying she needs to be happy I am here, but this is a nice set up, it’s amazing. I think it’s the fanciest party I have been too for a child” Rorrey pointed, and I looked behind me “Aziel looks very handsome” he said “right, I said the same. Look how he is stood there innocent, that child isn’t but yeah, I said to Robyn. Us adults need to turn up so these kids need to go” Rorrey laughed out “I want Popcaan on that stage by the end of the night” he pointed at the stage, he is right though but I know Robyn, we always turn up after the party is done for the kids, I can’t wait to have a little bump and grind after.

I think Okaley has had enough of me and Herb “you know what I was thinking, he look a little Latin too, who put the curls in your hair son?” Herb asked, “my daughter?” I said smiling “maybe, like I do this anyways, but she enhanced it” I laughed “enhanced it, nah you good. Just difference to see you dressed like you belong somewhere and not on the streets” Oakley is just side eying us “enhanced it, you two are annoying” he pointed, I think he is right when me and Herb are together we are annoying “you good though” Herb nudged him “you wanted to kill me? I ain’t forget that” I cleared my throat “I wanted to kill you too, I still do” I smiled at him “alright look that is my niece, I was having to do the uncle thing, but I know you cool if Chris likes you and Chris isn’t a guy to like everyone, what you like about him?” Herb looked at him “good question” I laughed “I think he reminds me of me, but he is a calmer guy then me, but I think he has that same mentality as me and I feel his life and dynamics is like me” it’s true “impressive, what about me?” Herb asked, “you’re there for my entertainment, so I can smile” Herb is stupid every time “yeah he is funny” Oakley agreed “see, I don’t make the rules. But you a good guy, you just need to relax on some shit and we good” he touched his stomach “like this gut man, I need to get rid of it. Taina then can you know, get back with me” he rubbed his stomach like a pregnant lady “sure” I pulled a face “you want to see my ex, Cench. This is my ex” Herb pointed her out “and you played that?” even he agrees “nigga!?” Herb spat “I know what I done; I got it. I know I have” shaking my head “he is an idiot; she is too classy but this idiot” placing my arm around him.

I am making my rounds, I am meeting and greeting everyone, besides Momo. I tried to not see her much, but she is here before the cake candle blowing. She is here with Taylan, the Barbados family really love him “you have been busy” Monica said “I am sorry, I have to greet everyone” I apologised “your mother in law, you see this. Everyone but his mother in law but I don’t blame you. The guests needed that” nodding my head “yeah of course, you enjoying yourself?” looking at Ti “it’s very mom” Ti said which made me laugh “bougie and big, it’s a big price tag for Emi, the party could have rehoused a few people” I sighed out “she is doing it because it’s her last” Ti is right “I know, it’s cute through. Emi is loving Gracie; I am sick of hearing it but to see her happy it’s alright. I will take that” I usually put it on YouTube and run out of the room because I am sick of hearing it “did you want this many kids?” Taylan asked, I had to laugh “erm” I paused “I need to word this without sounding rude but, I couldn’t stop. My wife is beautiful, she is the most amazing woman and things happen, a lot of times” Monica hit my shoulder “he is a pest, he wouldn’t leave my poor daughter alone” I sniggered “but yeah” rubbing my chin “Chris!” Robyn shouted me “duty calls now” walking off, I think I have been so good today. I have spoken and spent time with everyone, I am just waiting on the second part of the party. The drinks will be set out, and weed out for the masses, I need that right now, but we will act like this for the kids. I don’t even think we can smoke weed in here, I think Robyn did a section outside, but the booze will be flowing better by then, no sneaky drinks on the low, which sucks for me.

Raihan punched my leg stood with Emi “excuse me little nigga?” I looked down at him “you not do it” he said to me “oh yeah, let this be over first” he huffed out “Ti, Rylee” Robyn waved them over, they stood there like they didn’t come out of her vagina, them girls of mine “bring Aziel with you!” Robyn said, she is leaving her son, I sighed out “we can literally take a family picture while we are here” shuffling down a little “my dress” Imani spat “oh my bad, there is too many dresses around” I don’t know here to go “dad” Rylee said, looking over at her “you can hold your son” I said, she is passing off her child “I really like his outfit, I can’t lie. I get why Dior wanted him and not you” Rylee gasped “you are so mean! Oh my god!” I sniggered “ok, can you all just look at me” Dennis spat “I am joking” nudging her “mom said no boyfriends in this picture” I chuckled “rightly so, they ugly as shit too” smiling as Dennis took the picture “actually! Dennis. Boys come here” taking Aziel “take a picture of my wife and the girls. I think that will be perfect” Robyn looked at me “oh god, it makes me feel so old with my daughters” she huffed out “you are old” moving back, I think it’s the sweetest thing “Chris, you’re right. Look how sweet the picture is” Monica complimented, Ti and Rylee not wanting to kill each other is sweet, I like that they can just be cordial “beautiful picture” Dennis said “can I take one with my eldest three” Robyn looked at me, making my way over to her to take Emi from her “I got arm strength, don’t I Aziel” he isn’t letting me go, I think it’s just a weird gap in ages, I feel for the boys sometimes. Emi is has the worst one, Robyn got emotional “Aziel, why are you touching my daughter’ hair?” I asked him, he isn’t pulling it he is stroking her like a dog “stop it” looking back at Robyn “sorry, I am sorry!” she laughed “just yeah, don’t mind me. Wow” Robyn is really crying “you know I do love you girls, ok. Enough” everyone cooed out, I think it’s sweet and I know the pictures are going to be sweet.

I want to reuse this cardigan, so I folded this up before he does anything nasty to it, it really complimented Aziel a lot and he has had so many compliments. Looking over at Aziel, he is good at harassing my sister a lot, she is trying to not fall while walking and he is there to make sure she does fall, smiling at him. He is very caring to other kids, but I think he doesn’t get that he is too much with the touching, Emi fell down which I knew she would because his big self just there. Getting up from the chair, picking her up onto her feet “mommy look” Aziel showed me his chain “I know, dad got you that” picking her up, pulling her dress down “Aziel, leave her alone” moving him away, Emi held onto my hand. She is so happy, her little face just storming around. She looked at me smiling, I don’t know why but it just hit me that she reminds me of Imani, when she was a baby. Smiling at her, I felt emotion hit me “I am here!” Amerie came “I needed the bathroom” I laughed “it’s ok, Aziel kept her company and dropped her a few times, Amerie picked her up “of course he did, were you being a babysitter?” Amerie asked him, Aziel got all shy “hey, don’t be shy with my second mother now” I laughed “oh you know what, I was thinking when I went to sleep last night. How much I miss you girls at home, you all bought the drama” I laughed “we did” I mumbled “I remember when Ti said Rylee has gone out with North that night, I said she hasn’t because it’s night and there is cameras. I woke up next day and I nearly fainted, you gave me heart pains Rylee” I chuckled “erm, sorry. Well I wanted to be with North then”  I was bad “Ti and you both just making sure you both snitched on each other, you sisters were just something” I cringed, we weren’t good really and never will be.

Pressing a kiss to the top of Raihan’ head “Rylee, nobody takes me seriously, and dad is not asking but can I come to Cench concert? I really want to go, and he can help me be a rapper” I chuckled “you serious about this?” he groaned out “I am! Can I go? Will he have me there” I cooed out “of course he will” that reminds me where is Oakley, I haven’t see him in a while actually “Raihan, do me a favour. Find him for me, please” Raihan jumped off the seat “I will” he really means it, I will take him of course if mom and dad say yes, he got to have permission first. Grabbing my phone and looking at the group chat, I sent them the picture of us together with my mom, I love the picture. Smiling at them complimenting it ‘Auntie spat you out! We know why you’re her fave’ Lillian said in the chat ‘sometimes!’ I replied, my mom sometimes wants to beat my ass, they on crack “Rylee!” looking up from my phone, my ears perked up, I can hear my son’s cry in any setting “I found him and it’s not good” dropping my phone and getting up, I just felt it in my heart something wasn’t right. Looking around and the music is slowly being drowned out, people starting to stop talking. Hearing Aziel crying, pushing by “calm!” I heard Herb shout, I picked up my speed pushing by everyone “he’s sensitive, come on now” Taylan said, seeing Aziel on the floor crying. Picking him up “just calm down the both of you” what is even happening here, looking at Taylan again and he got a busted lip and then seeing Oakley “get off me, I ain’t going to do anything” Herb has him held “get off him uncle, it’s ok. Oakley, what happened” I can’t even hear a thing with Aziel crying “your nose” I said, “I just don’t want them to fight” Herb said “it’s ok I got it, Oakley come with me” looking at Taylan, I knew he would have done some shit, I am blaming him, and I don’t care.

Aziel won’t let me put him down now, Oakley is holding his side “what happened, are you in pain? Speak to me” he shook his head “what happened to your side” he is in pain “he sucker punched me” he mumbled “Aziel, please. It’s ok, stop crying in my ear” crouching down “what happened, tell me?” I asked him “he started talking to me, and I don’t mind it. Aziel was with me, and he started saying erm” he cringed “I need painkillers I can’t lie erm, he said that I like young girls, he said lucky Aziel is a boy, he called me a groomer and that I popped your cherry, he said these things and I got mad. I threw the first punch” I just froze, he won’t know any of that shit. That bitch Ti told “you stay here, I am coming back, and we are going, just don’t move” I said, I am so angry that now I am going to cry “Aziel, I am going to need you to stop crying” I am so angry at her and him, they have no right, and she should have known better to not say a thing when that was a secret. Seeing Ti being all concerned of Taylan so is Momo, of course she is. My mom and dad have just come all confused “he hit me” Taylan said “no he fucking didn’t, nobody attacks anyone over anything” who is he kidding “your man hit mine Rylee, he has no fucking right” I know she isn’t speaking to me “you and I are fucking done, you thought we was done before but this is over. Dead, done. I don’t want to know anything in regards to you, I don’t care. What you told this motherfucker was a secret between us, I have fallen out with North and not even she told anyone! And she is always fucking high and has a big mouth, you had no right! This was a secret between us” I shouted “I did nothing” she defended “you might as well say it, as long as you blacken my name, I am the disappointment anyways Ti so say it. Go on! Fucking say it bitch! You had no right, I get it you didn’t like him or even me, and you want Oakley dead, but I don’t like Taylan, and never will but I don’t say I want him dead; you know what you are fucking done, and no dad! Fuck it, I am done. You couldn’t keep one thing to yourself, how could you” Ti is quiet and for what “he attacked my man” she mumbled “and that’s all you care about, ok” smiling at her “and you know what, I don’t care anymore. I won’t have some bastard like him thinking he got one over us, I slept with Oakley at seventeen, there. Now fuck you, I slept with him! I wanted to have sex with him but did this bitch say that!? No, sorry dad but your precious cunt there couldn’t keep a sister secret, ok Aziel!” I spat; I am over it all.

I wish Aziel let me just gather my stuff “we are going, can you get up?” I asked Oakley, he got up which is good “don’t go” Mel said, she came out of nowhere “no, we are going” I said “yeah well I won’t have everyone hating him, I can’t stay here. I am not going to stay here with someone like that, I am not upset. My life isn’t here anyways, it’s just another rollercoaster of hate drawn out because she couldn’t keep a secret” I said to Mel “I have secrets from your mom that I would hold to the grave, one of those. Well, we all do things” she said “he is not a groomer, he didn’t look for me. I won’t have people saying that to him, he isn’t that” my voice broke “leave us, thank you auntie” I said to her “I love you niece” I nodded my head, walking off with Oakley “I want to go” Oakley is rushing out now, not even allowed me to get my stuff so I just ran behind him “you going?” Noella said but I didn’t answer, clearly she missed it all so it’s fine “you got the car key?” I asked him, I don’t have it “I got it” he mumbled, I am sure he said he was in pain.

Placing Aziel on the couch, he fell asleep as soon as he got in the car seat “I have left my phone there, I don’t have it on me” I said out loud, I left half of my stuff there. Will I ever get that back now, I don’t even know. Turning around, and Oakley is just there staring off “Oakley?” I said “it’s over, I am done out here” he said “fuck” he paced away “everything is over, I will be done out here” my heart dropped “I am sorry” I mumbled, he fell forward holding onto the side of the couch “I am done out there Rylee” he looked at me “this is it” he stared at me and then a sob left his lips “everything in life has consequences, oh my god” he placed his hands over his face, I feel so bad “I am so sorry” I don’t even know if he wants me to touch him “I wish I wasn’t so selfish, I am sorry” wiping my tears that fell “I don’t know what to do” he walked by me, I have fucked up his life, his career and really I am to blame because I pushed for everything “I am so sorry” he walked off and went upstairs, my selfish ways would one way or another catch up with me and I feel so bad, I ruined his career, I sobbed out.

[lulupen2023]

My very first BellDom fic 6/23

Summary:

Do you want to meet a Matthew who sees conspiracy everywhere (oh wait, this is not big news!) and is so fond of his trolley that he treat it like a sort of puppy? Do you want to meet a Dominic in love with… himself (and with Matt, too, of course!)? And do you want to meet a Chris who wants to prove to the world he's the most masculine guy ever… but is unavoidably attracted by every… female hobby? This is what you'll find in this story, among lots of BellDom and… craziness!

Summary of the chapter: Paranoia is in the air...

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Chapter VI: It's Better If It Doesn't Happen

A few seconds later, since they see the handle being pushed down, they both sigh with relief.

Someone is going to get in, that means that they won't be alone anymore and that's enough to bring them serenity.

Well, it's not that their thoughts are exactly the main icon of serenity.

< Uhmm it's too soon, it can't be Chris. But it's ok anyway. It may be a technician who must fix something or someone from the cleaning service who wants us to go away in order to.. I don't know.. to clean the floor, maybe. Or maybe it's our most devoted fan who followed us even here and managed to avoid the security. Or.. maybe it's the most dangerous criminal ever who wants to kidnap us to ask a massive ransom. Wait a minute. A kidnapping would mean only a thing: Matt and I , far away from everything and everyone, God only knows for how long, plus we would be left alone so many times, no matter if gagged and tied or not.. we would be alone. Period. Oh, no, please, not the kidnapping , it's better if it doesn't happen. > Dominic realizes.

< No way it can't be Chris. He never spends less than twenty minutes on phone whenever he calls Kelly. So, who can it be? Maybe a rival band who wants to sabotage us, maybe it's those ridiculous newly-fledged band who dares to perform * after * us! Gee, I'd like so bad to take their guitars and smash them on their heads! After all, I wouldn't even bother to use one of mine.. Or maybe it's an old grouch from a rest house in the nearby who came here to complain about the 'terrible noise 'we are making. Dammit, I hope for him that he won't really have the guts to call our music 'terrible noise '... otherwise I could smash a guitar on his head, at least after that he would have a valid reason to complain.. if he survives.. that's it. Uh! What is this sudden urge to smash guitar on people's head? And why should there ever be a rest house in the nearby? But mostly.. how bloody long is taking that damn door to open? > Matt thinks as fast as he uses to speak.

Finally the door gets open, revealing that it's just Chris.

"I finished sooner than I thought, because my little Ava woke up, so Kelly had to look for her.. " Chris explains, putting the mobile in his pocket and then he stares at his friends very questionably.

After all, he has some points.

Matt is standing up, with his guitar lifted up, as if he was ready to smash it on someone's head. Instead, Dominic looks scared as he is hiding behind the drums, with the mobile in his hands, as if he was about to call 911!

Anyway, once he realizes it's just Chris, he immediately forgets his plan of warning the Police about an attempt of kidnapping, just as Matthew places his guitar on the floor and immediately forgets his plan of attack anti-sabotage, coming back to the piano.

"What's wrong with you? Did someone give you illicit drugs as I was outside and now you suffer from hallucinations ?" the bassist wonders, confused.

"Look, Dom, it's Chris!" Matt exclaims as if nothing happened.

"Yes, alright, it's our dear Chris. And now he's going to play with us until we're done!" Dominic exults.

"And he's going to stay in our same room, with us!" the other goes on.

"And he'll never leave us alone again, from now until the show tonight!" the drummer adds with a grin.

"Ok, I'm still thinking that not only someone gave you illicit drugs, but you even stuffed yourselves with them!" the bassist comments, more and more disquieted.

"No, buddy, no illicit drugs, it's just that we are happy to see you!" Matt shrugs.

"Well, it's not that I've been away for months!" the other strikes back.

"Believe me, for us it is as if you were!" Dom comments.

"I still don't understand you. Anyway, let 's go back to work, it's better. Now we should play 'New Born ' right?" Chris wonders, wearing the strap of his bass.

"Yes, yes, whatever you please.. " Dom answers.

"As long as we play!" Matt adds, stretching his hands a little bit before beginning.

As the front man play the intro perfectly, the bassist is free to get lost in his conjectures.

< Those two are up to something and they can't trick me. Why are they acting so nice with me? It's not my birthday, it' s not my saint's day, it's not even the anniversary of the very first time we played together! So.. why are they so.. I got it! They are going to replace me! It's so clear, it's enough to collect all the previous facts: Matt was holding up his guitar, so he wanted to attack me from behind, but he failed. About Dom.. probably he was trying to contact the bassist who is gonna replace me. That's why he was hiding from me! Plus, when we were at Matt's, he said that I'm easily replaceable. Ok, he was just kidding.. but now I'm not so sure anymore.. I must keep my eyes open!> he decides, as the other two wonder why he's staring at them with such diffidence.

And the boy keeps being that diffident all the afternoon long, until they're done with the sound-check, but also as they are on their way to Nassau Coliseum where they must perform.

Everyone goes to his room to get ready to the show properly.

When Matt leaves his, he finds Dom outside, as he's busy staring at his reflection in the mirror.

And even Matt can't help keeping his eyes off him.

"So, you are really wearing them!" he exclaims, pointing at the acid green jeans Dom wears, matched with a black T-shirt with white pictures and a written that worship Rave Parties.

"I told you I wasn't kidding!" the other states.

"You are amazing.. " the brunet confesses.

"I mean.. those jeans are amazing. I mean, you look good. Period." he corrects himself, immediately after, as he starts getting agitated.

"Well, it's only thanks to you, since you chose so damn well.. " the other replies, trying to ignore his friend's words.

"Yeah. But I repent for not choosing a pair for me, too. You will have to lend them to me.. " Matthew states.

"What? Excuse me, what kind of is it if I have to lend it?" the blond protests.

"It's the kind of that is cooler to share!" the other smirks.

"Well, if it' so.. I want your hat!" Dominic suggests.

"No way! That's the kind of that must remain just and only mine!" the other strikes back resolutely.

"Ok. Let me sing a song during this tour, then!" the blond suggests.

"Never! Plus.. just here? C'mon, Dom, try to understand. If I let you sing.. the States would take it as a personal affront and you would end up being the inevitable cause of the World War III!" Matt makes fun of him.

"Uff, you always exaggerate! It was enough a simple ' No, Dom, thanks, I appreciate your goodwill, but it's better if it doesn't happen!'" the other grumbles, insulted, crossing his arms at his chest and turning his back to him.

But Matt doesn't get worried, because he already knows what button to push.

"Let's do things this way. If you lend me your jeans.. I'll let you use my trolley for at least five journeys!"

Dom turns abruptly.

"Really?" he wonders, with the same expression of a five years old kid who is trapped inside a toy store.

"I give you my word!" Matt promises, before the other jumps on him, wrapping his arms around his neck and holding him tight.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you! You're such a friend!" the blond exults, but then he makes the mistake of raising his gaze and meeting Matt's one.

And they both know that it's far away from the look that usually two friends exchange.

Plus, the silence that suddenly falls between them doesn't improve things at all.

"No! Remember? No more too close contact.. " Matt reacts, parting from him, although he does that in the kindest way ever.

"Yes, you're right. Damn me!" Dominic apologizes.

"About my jeans, I really hope you won't wear them tonight.. " he changes subject, staring at the white trousers Matt wears with white braces and a red shirt.

"Also because, you just miss a pair of yellow braces and you would really look like a traffic light!" Dom makes fun of him, making him laugh.

"No, don't worry. Plus, it would be fair. Tonight it's you who must wear them and get all the attentions!" the other replies.

"Well, not so many attentions.. I always stay on the back, it's you in the middle of the stage, in front of the crowd!" Dominic grumbles.

"Hey, I didn't decide the positions on stage!" Matthew justifies.

"Yeah, but you also did nothing to change them, Mr I-Am-And-Always-Must-Be-The-Main-Protago

nist!" Dom strikes back, kinda disappointed.

"Hey!" Matt acts insulted.

"At least.. Chris is free to walk here and there, so sometimes he also stays in the middle, but what am I supposed to do?" the other pouts.

And against that adorable pout Matt is defenceless.

"I have the solution. I'll spend at least half of the time near your drums. So, if it's true that the cameras follow mostly me , you'll have all the attentions, too. Plus, those wonderful jeans can't be ignored!" Matt smiles.

Dom begins another rumble of 'thank you ' and he's about to hug him again.

"No, it's better if it doesn't happen!" he thinks out loud, stopping himself and backing off.

"Yeah. Also because.. I'm afraid that I wouldn't manage to part from you for the second time.. " the brunet murmurs.

But this time Dom doesn't let the silence fall between them.

"You know what? All this thankfulness is getting dangerous. Let's go to Chris!" the blond decides and Matt nods, following him.

Once they reached their friend, they all stand behind the curtains of the stage, staring at the technicians who are arranging their instruments.

Matt analyzes very carefully every single move of the guy who is fixing his guitar.

"He must pinch the chords more gently. No, he shouldn't turn the key so harshly! Oh my, that damn guy will end up breaking my guitar!" he gets alarmed.

"Trust him, he knows what he's doing. Anyway, to be honest, that guitar risks more when she is in your hands!" Chris chuckles.

"I don't care. The sooner he gives me my guitar back , the better is. I don't understand why technicians must always insist so bad, I could perfectly fix her on my own!" Matt grumbles.

"Surrender, Bells. Look how good Dom is, there's a technician who is arranging his drums for more than a quarter an hour and he patiently waits, saying nothing. It's because he trusts him!" Chris makes him notice.

"No. It's because I followed him outside before, so I found out which his car is. So, if he makes some mistakes.. I know how to get my revenge!" the blond sneers evilly, drawing out one of his key, no matter which one, as long as it scratches good and proper.

"Never mind!" Chris rolls his eyes.

"Hey, you should just shut up, since that technician told me that when his colleague tried to fix your bass, you scared the hell out of him, shouting imprecations and threatening him and his next generations! And after that he ran away for his life!" Dominic makes him notice.

"That's why no one is touching your bass! I thought it was because it was already fixed. Well, well, you're such a role model to us, Mr. You-Must-Have-Total-Trust-In-Technicians!" Matt scolds him.

"Okay, you won. What can I say? I just want our trustful ones, I don't let my bass fall in foreign hands!" Chris strikes back.

Curios, Matt pulls one of the curtain a little bit, to have a glimpse on the crowd, but those people are too busy suffering in the throng, trying to stand up and, of course, breath. That's why no one notices him.

"Hey, there's a lot of people!" he exclaims, turning to his friends, but then he narrows his eyes.

"Wait a minute. Is there something wrong in my calendar.. or in theirs? Because today it's 12th January, isn't it?" he looks for confirmations.

"Yes. So what?" Chris narrows his eyes the same way.

"I mean.. Halloween is already over since months! And yet this place seems to be the Night of the Living Dead People!" the other comments.

"That's more than normal. They imitate the headliner and the My Chemical Romance are pretty dark. Just wait to see how they will be dressed!" Dominic informs him.

"I couldn't care less. I'd rather leave as soon as we're done!" Matt grumbles.

"Instead, we're gonna stay, whatever you like it or not. We'll have to face a whole tour with them, so the best thing we can do is try to get along with those guys, at least a little bit!" Chris explains, as Matt desires to smash guitar on heads once again. Those guys' heads, of course.

It's time for Muse to go on stage, and with their big surprise the crowd welcome them pretty warmly.

Not that a colder welcome would prevent them from doing their best, as always.

Remembering his promise, Matt keeps staying close to Dom, even riding his drums, once or twice.

Dom is double pleased, both for having him there and for seeing himself on the huge screen so many times.

Although the three musicians are very concentrated, they all manage anyway to get lost in their thoughts.

< Wow, he's playing with such a vigour , he's so full of energy! > Matt observes, staring at Dom during a very fast moment of 'Knights of Cydonia ' , the last song in their playing list.

< I wonder if usually he's so full of energy also for another kind of activity.. No, Matt, what the hell are you thinking? Stop it, bloody stop it now! > he scolds himself, concentrating more on the guitar and laying on the floor to play the final part, in order to be more spectacular.

This time it's Dom staring at him.

< Oh my God, I'd like to be that floor! No, it's better if it doesn't happen. I'd like.. Uhmm.. yes. I'd like to be me. But I'm already me, so I shouldn't desire anything else! > the blond summons himself, as he keeps playing until the end of the song.

< Uhmm.. let's see.. there weren't any attack, any blow on my head or stuff like that. I guess that tonight has been ok, although they got kinda intimate so many times .. I almost had the feeling of.. disturbing them! So, it's true, they really want me out of the picture! But if they think that it's enough a night that's ok to catch me off guard next time, they are so bloody wrong. It's just what they want from me, instead, no, I'll keep my eyes wide open. My dear shrewd guys.. you'll never fool me!> Chris meditates, as he keeps glaring at both of them.

Maybe, judging how paranoid he became, it's almost more probable that it's Chris who took illicit drugs!

TBC

Notes:

Well, 'this ' Chris is right about one point: someone spread illicit drugs, yeah, but on my train, on morning. That's the only way to explain how I managed to write such a hallucinating chapter!

Plus, this was supposed to be just * a few lines * to introduce what I actually meant to write.. so it will become next chapter, eh, eh!

I hope you won't mind if I dressed Matt and Dom, sorry but it's too fun doing that, and I'll go on even in next chapters.. whenever I have the chance. Just blame some of their pictures for that, lol!

Another thing.. about the MCR, I have nothing against this band, quite the contrary, I actually like them a lot. It's 'this ' Matt who can't stand them!!

Before you ask, no, I'm not gonna write a crossover between the two bands, so the MCR will never appear in this story.

[f10werfae]

Enchanted To Meet You

Pairing: Chris Evans x Reader

Word Count: 1,692

Summary: Y/n Recalls her best memories with Chris, while getting ready for their wedding day ♥️

<Btw I recommend listening to Taylor swift 'Enchanted' because it’s what I listened to while writing this and it gave me so much feels>

Warnings: Inappropriate touching and mentions of an argument but overall fluff

Requests are Open!

Likes, Comments and Re-blogs are appreciated♥️

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(Y/n's P.O.V)

Breathing out nervously, I messed with the bangles adorned on my wrist, feeling multiple people fiddle with the veil on my head.

“You feeling alright babes?” I heard Lizzie my friend and maid of honour ask me, as she took a brush and started touching up my makeup.

“Yup, just extremely nervous” I said bluntly, scared that if I talked even more I would vomit.

“Please, you have nothin to worry about hunny bun, that man is whipped for you” She said standing back giving me an 'are you serious' look, causing a laugh to find its way out.

“You’re right you’re right, have you heard anything from Chris' part of the wedding party?”

“Last thing I heard was that last night at his bachelor party, he was the one having to help everyone home because he was the only one who stayed sober” Lizzie said laughing, imagining Chris having to juggle all the drunk men at once going home from the comedy bar.

“Of course he did” I said, smiling to myself at his caring nature.

“You got a good one babes, don’t ever let him go. Now we’re gonna go make sure everything else is set up, let you have a moment to yourself to calm down”

Watching as my mother, friends and mother in law left, I smiled thinking about the fact that my wedding day was finally here.

Chris and I did not have an easy journey to say the least. Having to keep our relationship private for the most part due to his fame, then when we did go public we were criticised because the public thought he could easily find someone better closer to his age.

Reminiscing on some of our favourite memories, a smile etched itself onto my lips.

( When You First Met)

Walking into my friend Lizzie's birthday party, I sort of felt out of place. This hotel venue was riddled with celebrities, people I would never have imagined myself having connections to. Standing in my black satin dress and black heels, I was looking around for Liz when I felt her run into me.

“Y/N YOU MADE IT!” She said excitedly, hugging me tightly, instantly putting me at ease.

“Of course, I wouldn’t miss your birthday girl” I said laughing at her childlike expression.

“Come on there’s some people I want you to meet” She said dragging me to one of the tables near the front of the hall, immediately I recognised multiple faces such as Robert Downey Jr etc.

“Guys this is the Y/n I was talking to you about!” Lizzie said sitting me down in one of the free seats beside Scarlett Johansson.

“H-hi” I managed to squeak out, as they all gave me such warm inviting smiles.

“So Y/n, Liz tells us you work as a virologist?”

Robert asked curiously leaning forward.

“Oh yes, yes I do, I’m currently working on the Covid unit” I said starting to feel more comfortable, talking about my job always put me at ease as it was something I was always comfortable mentioning.

Before I knew it, Robert had bombarded me with questions regarding the work on the vaccine and the new strains.

Seeing my glass was now empty, I excused myself from the now lively table, heading over to the tables of wine dispensers.

“Robert wore you out huh?” I heard a deep Boston voice ask from beside me, causing me to jump a little, wine spilling onto the front of my dress.

“Aw sh*t sorry I didn’t mean to scare you” They rushed out, looking up I saw a pair of deep blue eyes accompanied with a warm smile.

“O-oh no it’s fine honestly, the dress is black anyway”

“I’m Chris, Chris Evans” He said holding out one hand, shaking it I replied “I know who you are Chris, i’m Y/n L/n” Laughing at his introduction.

“I know but what’s a gentleman without a proper introduction” He said smirking at me, bringing his glass up to his lips and downing the last bit of his drink.

“So how old are you if you don’t mind me askin'” He said from the side, passing me his glass to also fill up.

“I’ve just turned 27, you?” I said filling up my glass first.

“Sh*t, i’m 40”

“What’s wrong with that?”

“You don’t think i’m too old?”

“No I certainly do not” I said laughing a little bit, struggling to fill up his glass due to the dispenser being a bit stiff.

“Here let me help” He said standing behind me, his chest against my back, his hand on top of mine as he showed me how to work the dispenser when it gets stiff.

“Thanks, Chris” I said smiling up at him.

“Say, can I get your number beautiful?”

(The First Morning after you do it 😉, this is 3 months after you meet)

“It’s time to wake up, pretty girl” I heard Chris say from beside me, laying on my stomach I just nuzzled my head deeper into the pillow. One of his arms rubbing up and down my naked back soothingly, while he placed loving kisses on any place that was exposed to him.

“I’m too tired” I groaned out, moving closer towards him, wrapping myself around him like a koala.

Feeling his chest vibrate underneath me, I felt myself being lifted so I was now laying fully on top of him, with him looking at me lovingly from beneath.

“You’re so goddamn beautiful Y/n” He breathed out, tucking a bit of my hair behind my ear.

“Stop making me so flustered this early” I said smiling widely, placing my head back down on his chest, his hands going to play with my hair.

“Wanna take a shower? Then afterwards we can have a lazy day, Yeah?” He proposed.

“Yeah that sounds good, you’re starting to stink anyway” I said jokingly, walking naked towards the bathroom, picking up one of his tshirts and clean boxers to wear afterwards.

“Hey! I do not stink thank you very much” I heard him shout after me, his footsteps following mine into the large bathroom.

Turning on the shower, I held my hand out feeling the temperature when I felt him slap my ass out of nowhere.

“What was that for huh?”

“It was calling out to me babe, I had to” He said defensively putting his hands up, smiling at me. Walking into the big shower case, I pulled him towards me under the running water. Hugging him under the shower, he asked

“Are you okay bub?”

“Yeah, I’m just savouring this moment with you” I said looking up at him, feeling his eyes search my face. His hands cupped my cheeks, his lips lingering over mine before kissing me softly.

“Want me to wash your hair?” He asked after we pulled away, I nodded at him watching as he pulled out my shampoo bottle which stayed beside his.

( First Major Argument- 9 months in)

“Where on Earth have you been Y/n?” Was the first thing I heard, walking into Chris and I's newly bought home together. It was safe to say our relationship was moving fast, but I was not mad about it.

“Look bub, I’m really tired right now, can we talk about this later?” I said slipping my shoes off, the rain from outside now seeping into my skin.

“Did you seriously walk home? Didn’t I tell you to call me when you were done so I could pick you up?”

“Please Chris, stop with the nagging, i’m too tired” I said looking at him blankly as he stood in front of me, his arms crossed in front of his chest clearly upset.

“I’m not nagging Y/n, i’m simply being a good boyfriend and worrying about you”

“Yes I get that but please not right now, today was hard enough” I said just wanting to take a hot shower and get into bed.

“Yeah fine whatever” He said huffing walking off to God knows where, leaving me to walk up the steps with Dodger hot on my trail.

Relieving myself of my clothes, I had a steaming hot shower. Leaving the bathroom I walked into the bedroom, seeing Chris sitting on the edge of my bed sitting by my laid out clothes.

“Look Chris if you’re going to start again, i’m really not in the mood” I said ridding myself of the robe, reaching to pick up my lotion bottle when he picked it up before me.

Squirting some onto his hand, he picked up my leg resting it on his thigh, forcing me to sit down beside him.

“Look I know you had a hard day babe, I was just worried about you. I want you to call me to pick you up, okay? I want you to depend on me. I refuse to go to bed having us upset at each other, so i’m explaining myself okay?” Chris said smothering the lotion up and down my legs.

“Yeah I guess it was immature of me to start accusing you of nagging me babe, it was just a really tough day today” I explained, switching over to the other leg. He smiled at me knowingly, we didn’t even have to talk to know we understood each other now.

That was one of the best things about Chris, we never went to bed mad at each other.

(Back To Present Day)

“Y/n we’re ready for you, future Mrs Evans” I heard Lizzie exclaim in a teasing voice outside the door.

“Coming!” I said, now feeling more ready than ever. Looking at myself in the mirror, I had never felt more beautiful and confident.

(This Is the Dress)

Walking to outside the chapel doors, I smiled at my dad who was going to walk me down the aisle.

“My little girl is all grown up” He said, his eyes starting to get glossy, making me start to tear up also.

Before I could reply, I heard the organ start to play and the chapel doors stood wide open.

Those same blue eyes accompanied with a warm smile, waiting for me by the altar.

[okskz]

Chelsy Moments.

elsy + chan

a look on how elsy and chan’s relationship is :)

just how I did bimi moments, I wanted to do one for elsy and chan. hope you guys enjoy and please feel free to leave some feedback because it is always appreciated!

[8th member of got7/soloist]

1am calls

“what are you doing up so late?”

elsy smiled through the phone, deciding on facetiming chan. “I wanted to call you and knew you’d be up around this time.” she answered. “and been missing you.”

chan’s lip curved up into a small smile, trying not to get distracted by just that line elsy had said to him. elsy always had a way of saying things that chan always adored. “miss you too.” chan said back, it being awhile that the two had seen in each other in person. with being so busy, they hadn’t find the time to be with each other.

“you’re always working.” elsy told him. “why don’t you take a break right now?”

“because if I take a break I waste time to finish this song. and plus, I’m almost finished with it.”

“oh bang chan, you have always been the same from when I first met you.” chan smiled once again, taking a small glance at elsy. she too had a grin on her face and that made chan smile wider as he let out a small laugh. “I just love what I do.”

elsy had let out a yawn as she laid her head down on her pillow. chan took notice of elsy rubbing her eyes. “you should sleep, els.” the girl was quick to shake her head. “I’ll sleep when you go back to your dorm, and sleep.”

“actually, it’s 1am. you should leave now. save your work for tomorrow.”

“not happening, my love.”

elsy gave chan a soft smile after hearing those two words, deciding not to argue back with him. either way, elsy knew chan wouldn’t listen and would continue working on music.

after a few more minutes of talking, silence came between the two as chan concentrated real hard on finishing his work. elsy was still laying in bed, slowly closing her eyes.

chan didn’t realize elsy had fallen asleep on the call until he had closed his laptop. “woo! finally finished-“ he immediately stopped talking when seeing elsy sleeping peacefully. chan smiled at the girl, “goodnight, my love.”

sick

“how are you feeling now?”

“not any better.” elsy sighed, letting out a cough right after. the girl had been sick for about two days and had yet to feel any better. she felt horrible and chan could hear it by her voice and as well as her cough. “I can barely sleep now.”

it was close to midnight and as much as elsy was tired, the girl just couldn’t fall asleep. she was always woken up by her cough. “have you eaten?” chan asked. elsy shook her head no. “not really.”

“I’m coming over.”

“no! don’t do that, bang chan.” elsy said. “I don’t want you getting sick.”

“doesn’t matter, els. I’m coming over right now.” he said. “but it’s late!” elsy said right back. “see you soon, my love.” elsy couldn’t say one word as chan had finished the facetime call. she let out a cough, now waiting for chan to arrive soon.

and when a few minutes passed by, elsy’s door swung open with chan coming inside her apartment. elsy felt to weak to look up from laying on the couch, but she knew it was chan since he knew her passcode to enter. “oh look at you.” chan cooed as he sat a plastic bag down on the coffee table. he lifted elsy’s legs up so he could sit down and placed her legs on his lap. “still not feeling your best?” elsy shook her head at his question, rubbing her eye. “no, and I haven’t gotten much sleep.”

“here, I brought you some soup.” chan said getting it out the bag, along with a spoon. “eat it, then you can go to sleep. I’ll be here with you.”

“you don’t have to do that, chris.”

“I want to, I can’t leave you all alone like this.” he said. chan had taken the opportunity to be with elsy, instead of working on new music. “I’m not going to sleep until you do.” elsy gave him a soft smile as she slowly sat up, engulfing chan into a tight hug.

elsy ate the soup slowly while chan watched her. they had the tv on for background noise. and when she was finished eating, she rested her head on chan’s lap. “go to sleep now. I’ll be here with you.” chan slowly ran his fingers through elsy’s hair. she had her arms wrapped around his torso as she slowly felt herself drift off to sleep.

soon after, chan fell asleep, sitting on the couch. elsy had finally had her full sleep time.

surprise

elsy took a seat once she got inside the venue. she was attending one of the stray kids’ show in LA, but she hadn’t told chan about it. so he didn’t know elsy was there. “do you think he suspects something?” she questioned hannah, her being there as well and being the only one to know elsy was attending. hannah knew elsy wanted to surprise chan. “I don’t think so. does he think you’re in the states or something?”

“no, but I have been pretty dry with him.” elsy chuckled. “and he usually knows something is up when I only respond with one word messages.”

“we’ll then I guess this will be a great surprise for him.”

after much screaming and cheering, as well as singing out loud, elsy and hannah were on their way backstage to stray kids’ dressing room. they had left a little before the show ended, not wanting to get caught by the members. “I say we scare them.” hannah suggested, she laughed with elsy as the two found some hiding spots. elsy picked behind a sofa, while hannah picked behind a tall plant.

“that was a great show!” felix said as he barged into the dressing room with the others following behind. “boo!” hannah jumped out, startling everyone. “hannah?!” chan exclaimed. “jesus, you scared me.”

“that’s what we were hoping for.” she said.

“we?”

“surprise!” elsy slowly stood up on her feet from hiding behind the sofa, all eyes on her. the girl instantly made eye contact with chan and he ran towards her. the two engulfed each other into a tight hug. “oh my god! what are you doing here?!”

“well you know I was going to be here in LA to record a few songs, so I thought maybe I should stopped by and see you.” elsy smiled as she wrapped her arms around chan’s neck. “you did amazing out there.” she kissed chan on the lips, causing the boy to turn red. he tend to get shy when showing PDA around his members. “I definitely like this surprise.” he giggled.

his members began to tease at chan, causing him to turn even more red. “yah! turn around, everyone of you!”

caught

elsy giggled a lot more as she took another sip of her drink. she was sat on her couch next to chan, having a glass of wine. but the girl could feel herself becoming tipsy the more she drank, her face already being a tad bit red.

and she was laughing uncontrollably, which only caused chan to laugh with her.

the two decided to stay in, not wanting to go out like they had plan. which made elsy take out some wine. chan drank a few sips here and there but it was elsy who kept gulping down drinks. she had lost count after her fourth.

“I wonder when bam and yugyeom are getting here.” she said. “I’m almost done with this bottle.”

“and its only been you drinking, els.” chan chuckled. “might want to keep it down, no?”

elsy shook her head as she chuckled. she went and grabbed chan’s face and brought their lips to each other. she moved in sync with his, not wanting to let go of chan anytime soon.

the girl even went ahead laid back on her couch, bringing chan down with her. elsy only broke the kiss to take off her shirt. “elsy-“

“it’s hot.” she giggled. the girl could see chan’s red face. he would tend to get a little shy when their make outs turned into this, but nothing more would happen. but tonight felt different and maybe the two were finally ready to take that next step.

it was chan’s turn to take off his shirt, which he rarely ever done. so that made elsy think tonight would be different. chan went back down to kiss elsy again, her arms wrapping around his neck and fingers running through his hair. right when elsy had unclasped her bra and was going to throw it on the ground, her front door and swung open.

“lee jiyeon- oh my god!” bambam shouted as he turned around quickly. elsy let out a scream as chan tried covering her chest. “what is going on- oh, elsy.” yugyeom came in from behind bambam, laughing out loud.

“so this is what you guys do alone? have sex?!” bambam exclaimed. he still was laughing hysterically. “no!” chan and elsy said in sync. “I swear, I’m changing my key so you two never come barging in again!” elsy pushed chan off of her and grabbed his shirt to cover her chest and left the living room.

“I’m with it.” bambam said. “so I never have to witness this again in my life!”

chan let out a laugh as he sat on the couch. now the attention of the two was on him. “what’s so funny, lover boy?” bambam snorted. “you think we want to come in and see you like that with our member.”

the three began to laugh as elsy came back with clothes on. “wow jiyeon, first jin-“

“stop it.”