#Ocd girl. 🙂

[abrill]

also I just hate the friends I am surrounded by...like tf I love them unconditionally but bro at the time of needs you can't let me rot and come to look at me whenever your conditions or ocd allows you.

[jocelyn-castillo]

Hey everyone! If you’re anywhere from 19 to 21 years old. Add me as a friend on the switch🫐🍋!. I need more people my age to play with🫤. But here’s a list of my games!.

Games played before

Super Mario 3D world🐱❤️💚💖

Super monkey ball banana blitz HD🐵🍌

Games I have so far

Kirby’s Dream Buffet😋💖🍰

Tetris 99❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎💖

Calm Colors😌❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎💖

PAC-MAN 99😋🟡

Puzzle Galaxy🧩🌌

Mario Kart 8 Deluxe🏎🌈

Recently bought

Animal Crossing: New Horizons🐱🐶🐺🦝

Currently Playing

New Super Mario Bros. U Deluxe🐿🍄

Extra

New Super Luigi U

I hope to play Mario U Deluxe with some of you. Or if not Kirby’s Dream Buffet.

Fun facts about me🙂

I’m Autistic or have Asperger’s

And yes by the way this information. Was actually made to be confirmed. I also have OCD.

I’m not revealing age but I’m in my early 20’s

As far as sexuality goes I’m unlabeled for now

As for gender I’m still questioning but biologically I’m a girl

My favorite drinks are lemonade and other flavored lemonades😋���🥤!

My favorite colors are

Yellow💛

Blue💙

Green💚

I don’t really love pink. But I don’t mind a little though.

[lillyspeakz]

Anon asks are hard, Mother Lily 😭

I agree with how, even subconsciously, Shelby fans go off when someone does something even remotely out of context that could be interpreted as 'rude' or 'disrespectful'.

Anyway, back to the subject at present. I had a familiar experience in sports at around seven or eight years old where the girl who swam behind me pulled on my leg, pushed me under and got out of the pool, all while we were not even in the shallow end :).. Thankfully, Im alive (as far as my own knowledge goes, which is not much) and still hold a grudge with that girl to this very day.

But Im about to go on a hike soon, I'll keep you updated if you want on how my very undiagnosed OCD goes to shit when I dont know who cooked what, whereas I know none of them washed their hands properly before making contact with said food. Or I'll just check every crevice of my boots every time I take them off to hopefully not find a snake 🙂✨️

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Oh my- I’m so sorry that happened!! Dude I would’ve been so over dramatic with it…. I have a huge fear of drowning.

You can update me all you want dearest, I’m sorry you have to go through that. I suggest you try and figure out if you do have OCD or not

[maaaxx]

first day back for my spring semester and heres a summary because i feel like it < 3

I was ten minutes late to my class. Luckily this professor is really wonderful and one of the best teacher/professor things ive ever met and was just like "oh *max* i'm so glad your here : )"

I sat down and my fucking backpack wouldn't work so i couldnt get my stuff out of it without being extremely loud

While Im in the process of banging my backpack on my desk tearing it at the seams etc my wonderful prof decided this would be the perfect time to ask me to introduce myself

My prof proceeds to tell us a story about how she or someone she worked with (i cant remember which one it was) had a client that got their dick stuck in a ceiling fan.

How does one get their dick stuck in a cieling fan? Idk. She didnt either

This class was like three hours long and so naturally I was half asleep the entire time

She decides to call on me while im half asleep

It scared the shit out of me

We took a break halfway through the class and i got hot chocolate and popcorn and it was really nice but im weird about eating/drinking in front of people so after i had to go back to class i was just clutching these two items awkwardly until we left.

At the end of the class we circled back to the 'what are you passionate about' question and this girl in my class goes on about how she was late diagnosed with autism and how she really wants to work on making those resources more available to afab people and how she wants to advocate for more research and better education on how different disorders effect men vs women and how to spot it in women because if you didnt know its a whole thing in the asd community about girls being severely underdiagnosed and its a really big problem and yeah the more you know

The entire time shes going on about this im like staring at her like 🙂. Like look here girly ME TOO I LIVED THIUS SHIT TOO

And so after class I found her and she asked for my phone number and everything and it was so wonderful and i think i made my first friends since physically being at college

I think I've mentioned this other dude on here before but pretty much this guy I met when I was like 8 or 9 and we were really good friends throughout elementary school but kind of grew apart in middle school and he went to an alternative school in highschool and hes always been so kind and i missed him a lot and here he goes to my school and so ive been reunited with him

Like I said this dude knew me since I was like 8 and it was always such a weird relationship because we knew eachother so well and he was the first person ive ever felt like wasnt constantly judging me and that i could just like relax around if that makes sense and i've always really cherished our friendship and im really happy im friends with him again

turns out hes fucking autistic too

within the last year ive found out that out of the four close friends ive had in my life three are austic

and the fourth is a girl diagnosed with bipolar/ocd/mdd/gad so you know how that goes.

So i thought thats funny

but i was talking to my friend and he accused me of having a fucking HICKEY

Like I said this dude knows me really well

he knows i have no bitches

like BRO

i have hives on my neck right now idk what theyre from im taking meds

Idk why i numbered this these numbers are for nothing but dramatic affect

He's queer in some way and he came out to me by asking me 'hey *max* when we were kids did you ever think i was gay 🤔

And i was like yeah *f* i did.

But then he was telling me about this blow job one of his boyfriends gave him one time and it was so weird because this was the same kid that i dated when i was like 10 and that used to spend the entire recess time telling me about rocks and fossils and that i used to play tag with and shit

I couldnt invision this man getting a blow job

F if you somehow found me on tumblr and your reading this like 'hey wait a minute' no your not. its a different person i swear its just a coincidence. < 3