#OURGGHHHHHH

[crouteann]

i cleaned up this little mini print of the twins based on a poster by rene gruau… i have so much to do before next wednesday. theres another version of this i might go with instead idk

[calvatier]

BRWUEUHEAHEGH sobbigncrying i hate u i hate u ihateu

ordell u poor lil guy,, sometimes i forget that he's not some stoic figure but someone who yearns for connection too

he craves his old relationship because no one has shown him what its like to be truly loved and to him 'truly loved' is defined as what he had with a past lover

ordell has admittingly very LOW self confidence (bc of how he grew up in a family where he was constantly brushed off) so someone making him feel like he's not just some shadow in the world makes him feel loved

to be someone to someone,,,oughhh

and i mean sure amias treats him like the world and loves him a lot but they're rly nothing more than friends so there's another level of intimacy that isn't being covered,,,ARGHHHH

but i fear ordell will never find the one for him

and now i must go cry abt ordell OURGGHHHHHH I'm tearing up

i feel like ordell wouldve visited his past lover's grave a lot

[legobatjoker]

UMM OKAY IS 1AM NEARLY 1:30 at least i didnt stay but doing nothing i stayed up getting the cs weekly posts ready? idk week logic maybe but DFHDFGDF thee point i neeed !! to be in bed !! so this may rly b quite short but um i really do just want to say before i go sleep that !!! i really do just love you so so much my beloved i rly do !! like just talking with you and messaging you and spending time with you really does just bring me so so much joy and happiness and wamrth dearest and you really are just such an incredible friend who is soso kind and caring and thoughtful and understanding to me and ik youre always here for me and tht rly does j make me feel soso loved and cared for and i really am just soso grateful for your friendship and to have you in my life dearest and i hope you know that whenever and however you need me im always here for you dearest and really do just love you so so very much luce :'> i hope your days been good and that you sleep well, ilusm dear <3 💞💗🐈🐞🦋🐸🥭🌼💕💞✨✨

YESYEYS WAIT OMG TAHTS SO SO EPICCCCC >:3333!!!!!!!!!!! hehe if we are able to watch them together imagine how much fun thatll be....!!! i do hope u can get some good sleep tho and !!! ourgghhhhhh you are suchhhh an incredible friend as well mx like you really really are and are so kind and caring to me as well and i am soooo glad ic an be the same to you and !!!!! i love you sososososo much toooo!!!! ilysmmmmm gnighttttt !!!;;;;;;;<33333<33333<33