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Played the Outertale game and yeah- brainrot
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" I have seen in strange young eyes,
Familiar tears~ "
#phantom of the paradise#winslow leach#my art#late night zoomies caused a whole plague of winslow art hehehehe#i CANNOT stop listening to old souls and life at last PLEASE i love both these songs so so so much#oughhhhh
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after almost a decade of being on this site and having a decent amount of people following me of course i've gotten tons of weird interactions with my posts and/or my blog in general on now. something that irks me in particular is how often people on here send me asks like "hey i read your post and i had the urge to reblog it and say/do x but we're not friends and i thought that would be weird to say to a stranger on the internet so i didn't ^^"
i need you to ask yourself if sending me that in an ask is any better than writing it in a reblog. because either way you are saying it to, as you said, a stranger on the internet who is not your friend. some of you guys aren't putting two and two together so i guess i'm gonna have to spell it out for you: the same words you said would be weird/rude to tell me is still being directed at me.
i don't want to be mean to people on here because i genuinely think you don't mean anything bad by doing that and i don't think it's a crime to want some internet funny points. but my patience has run thin. please. if you have enough self awareness to know you are saying something i probably won't like or i will probably think is weird you don't have to tell me about it. I'm not going to thank you with tears of joy for having some self awareness but apparently not enough of it to know you are still bothering me
#.docx#hopefully posting this at a time where no one is online but i just wanted this off my chest bc it's been plaguing me for a while now#just. oughhhhh why do i have to say this#nothing in particular happened btw. if it's not obvious enough from the post this has been a series of small incidents that added up#into one big annoying headache
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i need this on a shirt so bad like u guys dont understand
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oughhhhh rant under the cut about bads babies
Sorry im so ill about bad's kids tonight
I can imagine dapper obviously looks like him, but pomme looks like him, especially in her face.
I think the difference in dapper and pomme is Dapper follows in bad's current footsteps, self sacrificial and experimental but in a much different way than pomme. Dapper follows after bad in the way that he pays attention, and has been around long enough to listen to bad's stories and learn from them rather than having to experience them, but pomme's so little....
Being not only Bad's kid but etoiles and antoines..... A warrior with a strong moral compass, a seemingly passive immortal eldritch being, and another immortal being but not passive, with his own moral compass that differs from other people because of how long hes been around...
Etoiles is in his early years for lack of a better term, living what we can presume for now is a human lifespan, his morals as far as we can tell is based on those he loves, and maybe bad has that type of moral compass too, but theres such a strong difference when you've lived for as long as bad has.
As far as i know, Antoine doesnt talk as often about his lifespan, but Bad has actively and openly told his kids about people he's loved and lost, maybe not with the intentions of instilling any lessons in there but what else are we supposed to get from them??
Vesuvius, the unnamed lover from 500 years ago, hell even skeppy isnt around right now, although hes still alive.
I think theres a difference between them because Dapper, being bad's kid, was always under the expectation that he would outlive those he loved aside from bad and maybe foolish. We can see the extension of how bad treats foolish in how Dapper treats foolish, how they bond and how bad's wordlessly inflicted his "gift vs present" mindset that he had to explain to someone like Bagi, who made the mistake of telling bad she wanted to give someone a "gift" several times before realizing theres a difference and she had to specify she meant "present".
I gotta wonder if Antoine didnt really instill the idea of immortality into his daughter, i mean like who would right?? But two immortal parents?? She has to come to terms with the idea eventually, but right now shes so small...
Bad's talked about how his presence has consistently brought bad luck - eruptions, mass plagues, falling of kingdoms and death of gods, etc. But most of the events he's talked about happened so long ago. Hundreds or thousands of years ago bad learned and relearned the message that people dont stick around, you gotta pick and choose who you really invest yourself in. And why wouldnt it be the eggs? Your kids are immortal, its probably safe to invest yourself in them!
Pomme is self sacrificial, and really caring. We can really see how Etoiles' hero heart definitely instilled itself on her, but theres gotta be a difference between that kind of moral compass when you live for that long and experience that much loss.
Dapper is a little older, and was initially raised a lot differently, and while we see him experiment on herself with the soul vultures, she doesnt talk about self sacrifice nearly as much as Pomme, previously one of the youngest eggs, and the self proclaimed sole target of the codes.
I rambled so fucking much there but just. Bad sees himself in both his kids, but the difference between them is so heavy and i feel so hard for Pomme... shes so tiny, she doesnt need that burden to shoulder, but how can bad help snap her out of it or learn to not do that when shes still so young, and hes fallen back into those habits himself??? I dont wanna say theres a maturity difference in how dapper and pomme go about throwing themselves to the lions but honestly there kinda is... i just dont know how to word it concisely
most of this is probably wrong im probably missing a lot of lore or some shit but its 4:30 am and i have a headache, just let me be ill kjbhyvjhbk
#qsmp#q!bbh#q!badboyhalo#pomme the egg#dapper the egg#q!etoiles#q!antoine#rant#i care about them sm#theyre just little :( and theyre already forced to be so mature :(#theyll have plenty of time to be like that for the rest of their very long lives....... they should be allowed to be babies now
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i'm plagued by like a terrible crystal clear idea for an AU that I'll never write and would need way more context to be Anything but is still evocative enough to make me go oughhhhh I Want it.
#the au is like semi-modern Fantastical but not Fantasy#with fisherman Laios living in a seaside town with Falin and daydreaming about the mysteries of the deep#and. selkie Kabru. who hides his seal skin and sneaks onto land to study people.#and Laios is not miserable but he's a little sad and a little melancholy and old enough that he knows he should be accepting that this is i#this is his life. its not so bad. he and Falin are getting by. they were able to leave home. they have jobs and a place to live#and food on the table#but you know he still has dreams of finding something magical to sweep him off his feet. feels a little guilty of how much he longs for it.#and then there's Kabru who is infinitely curious about the Surface World like he's full Ariel Mode running away from home#doing Dangerous Things because he wants to know more#and he's clever and funny and interested in Laios for some reason??? and he's BEAUTIFUL#and then there are layers of secrets and Laios has ya know his Fisherman Depression#but like they are pulled into each other's worlds#man like I DONT EVEN GO *THAT* HARD FOR LAIOS/KABRU BUT THIS JUST. ITS LODGED IN MY HEAD CURRENTLY
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who are your top 5 blorbos rn
Nico pjo.
Jason and leo pjo (they count as one. To me)
Dr. Acula (johnny boy reid)
Adiris "vommy mommy" "the plague" dead by daylight
Oughhhhh sally the nurse dead by dayloght awoooooo
Mimus. Of mimus fame
Spy tf2
Medic tf2
Hanzo overwatch
Junkrat and roadhog overwatch (they are also one. To me)
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got the plague doctor in lobcorp finally.... ough.... oughhhhh. i operated the facility on a skeleton crew the entire time and bulk hired 12 employees as fodder, i didnt know the doctor chooses apostles at random....... and i spent all my lob points....... im.. fucked
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PISSED! local mixed boy is once again upset at being called whitepassing a year ago.
#i hate you **** why would you ever spread lies about me oughhhhh a plague upon your home.#i STILL can't get over the reasoning tho. having double lids and having my hair bleached. ahhhh i love being white ❤️🇺🇸#kazu.txt
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