#OOOH MAYBE SOME OF THE TABLES HAVE RED CANDLES AND SOME BLACK AND SOME PURPLE. to match the dress | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

spacelesscowboy · 1 year ago

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nunca me voy a perdonar x dejarme caer en la trampa de i’m not like other girls a los 12 xq les aseguré a mis papás a esa edad ke no quería quince, y como. 5 meses antes de cumplir los 15 les dije. jiji saben ke si quiero 🤭🤭 Y‼️ si no hubiera hecho eso hubiera podido tener un quince con tema darks :(

#emyrs.txt #HAY UNOS VESTIDOS TAN BONITOS IDC THAT IM NOT A GIRL AND DOING THIS NOW WOULD MAKE ME SO DYSPHORIC ITD KILL ME.#I COULDVE HAD IT ALL. BUT I WASNT LIKE OTHER GIRLS 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞#i have a vision board in my head that i’ve been building since like. 16 #me divertí en mi fiesta obvi PERO…….#ok picture this. black dress w bits of black and purple tulle. long flowy sleeves. maybe some spiderweb motifs. obviously there’s lace #and beading involved. black choker. ALSO w lace and beading.#long hair done like the girl in the mcr helena music video.#white base tablecloth and dark red tablecloth over it. black napkins.#para los centros de mesa. not sure. but maybe candelabras?#OOOH MAYBE SOME OF THE TABLES HAVE RED CANDLES AND SOME BLACK AND SOME PURPLE. to match the dress #maybe a little florero??? con rosas?#O‼️con flores de cempazuchil. oh pero no combinarían con el tema :(#or something idk #thrifted wine glasses for apple cider FOR SURE though #dance to sobre las olas w my parents and then w like. some ptv song slowed + reverb w everyone else #LMFAO #have a live orchestra that only plays that super intense classical music #y después unos mariachis obvi #NO FOUNDATION OR PRIMER OR WHATEVER THE FUCK.#just some super intense eyeliner and eyeshadow. maybe lipstick. FOR SURE. glitter involved somehow.#instead of those stupid pressons i got. short sharp glossy black nails.#there’s party favors that involve fake tattoos and those fake vampire fangs.#while everyone’s eating ptv and mcr and like. emo and pop punk and goth music play.#i wear platform boots instead of high heels.#BWNDKFKFKF IM GONNA STOP HERE OR IM GONNA ACTUALLY MAKE MYSELF SAD. BYE. LMFAO #NOT SAYING. that doing this instead of what i actually did is somehow better or like. more unique or valuable or whatever btw.#just saying that i personally would’ve had much more fun at my own fucking party if i wouldn’t have worried so much about. coming off as #straight. and also making myself adhere to societal standards of beauty and womanhood bc i wanted to feel pretty. and i wanted ppl to see me #as normal. idk if this makes sense. NWNDJCJF anyways

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